CHAPTER VIII.

THE CITY OF REFUGE.

It must not be supposed that the city of refuge was forgotten or

neglected all this time.

Saturday afternoons had always been kept sacred to it, except when some

other attraction took the children elsewhere. The changes which had

taken place on the other days did not affect Saturday to any great

extent.

Mr. Earle was always up at the Crag on that afternoon, shut up in the

laboratory with Mr. Trelawny. He did not volunteer either drives or

sails on that day, and other people were busy too. Esther always had a

number of little Saturday duties to think of; Prissy was safely shut up

in the lending library; and the four younger children invariably spent

the leisure time together, and almost as regularly got the old

fisherman's boat and took a trip across to their island.

But they had kept this a profound secret, and, so far, there had been no

danger of its escaping them. Mr. Polperran had not been told about the

island, but Bertie had had leave to whisper to him that they had a very

nice place they went to down by the sea, and he had said it was all

right, and he was glad they should play there. For Mr. Polperran was a

Cornishman born and bred, and he did not wish his children to grow up

timid or dependent. He would have brought them up more robustly had it

not been for the fears and prejudices of his wife, who had lived almost

all her previous life in London. As it was, he was quite pleased for his

little son to have boy companions to teach him bolder sorts of games

than he had ever learned at home, and he told Mrs. Polperran not to mind

if Milly and Bertie did come back wet and dirty. They were getting good

from the salt water and from their companions, and the rest mattered

nothing.

So the secret of the island never transpired in that house, and Esther

always thought that Pickle and Puck spent their Saturday afternoons in

the rectory orchard.

Orders had been issued to the fishermen generally, and Pollard in

particular, that the children were not to be permitted to go out alone

in a boat; and had they attempted to embark down at the little quay in

the village, they would have been quickly stopped. But Pickle had had

the wits to foresee that from the first, and had made his bargain with

the queer, old, half-daft man who lived at the creek, and who was very

glad to let the little gentleman have the use of his boat for a few

hours on Saturday, for the payment of the shilling which Pickle always

gave him.

Pocket-money was plentiful with the two boys, who had come with an ample

store, and who received their usual amount weekly from their aunt. There

was not much chance of spending it in such a quiet place. Fishing-tackle

and sweet stuff from the one village shop absorbed a little, but there

was always a shilling for "Jonah," as they called him, whenever they

wanted the boat, and the old fellow was cunning enough not to say a word

about it, so that nobody in the place knew that the children made a

practise of being out on the water alone.

To be sure, there was not a great deal of risk in this. The boat was

very safe and heavy; their island was not far away, and was well within

shelter of the bay. They were not strong enough to care to row farther

out to sea, and the weather through the summer had been exceptionally

fine and calm.

"I wish we could get a nice breezy day," Pickle had often said; "then

we'd hoist up the sail and have a jolly time. But it never blows on

Saturday afternoon. I call it a swindle."

There was a sail to the boat, and the boys were learning more and more

of the management of a sailing craft. They often went out with Mr. Earle

in the _Swan_, and sometimes he would take the tiller and make them

manage the sail, whilst sometimes he would take the sail and set them on

to steer. They were growing expert now, and they had never been lacking

in boldness from the first. One day Mr. Trelawny came down himself, and

Puck was put in charge of the tiller and Pickle of the sheet; and

between them, with only a little assistance and instruction, they

managed to get the boat through the water very creditably.

"You'll make a pair of good jack-tars in time," had been Mr. Trelawny's

encouraging verdict at the end of the voyage; and ever since Pickle and

Puck had been burning and yearning for a chance of displaying their

prowess by taking a sail quite on their own account.

They had begged to have the _Swan_ for their experiment, but had been

forbidden.

"Don't try to run before you can walk," Mr. Earle had advised. "This is

a ticklish coast, and you don't know much about it yet. And though the

weather has been very settled, nobody knows what may happen. Sometimes a

gale of wind gets up just when one expects it least. You'd be in a nice

predicament if that were to happen. You must wait till you're older and

stronger before you go sailing alone."

"I call that rot," Pickle said rather loftily in private to his brother

afterwards; "we could do it perfectly well now, I'm sure."

But as Pickle was really trying to cure himself of his self-will and

desire to do everything his own way, he did not say anything more about

having the _Swan_ to go sailing in. Perhaps he felt that Mr. Earle's

"no" was a different sort of thing from his father's, and that coaxing

and teasing would be thrown away here. So the two things together kept

him quiet.

Nevertheless there was a great desire in his mind to show off his

prowess and skill in the art of practical navigation, and it had been

quite a disappointment to him that Saturday after Saturday came and

went, and there was not enough breeze in the bay to fill the sail of

"Jonah's" old boat.

"It seems as if it was just to spite us," he grumbled more than once;

"but it'll have to come some day, and then you'll see what you'll see."

It did not seem much like coming this breathless September afternoon.

The sun shone as fiercely as if it were the height of summer. There was

neither a cloud to be seen in the sky nor a breath of air to be felt.

"It'll be precious hot pulling across," said Puck rather ruefully, "but

I suppose we'd better go."

"Oh yes; and then we can have a jolly bathe, and paddle about all the

time in the pools. Besides, Milly and Bertie can pull a bit now; we can

take turns with those old sweeps."

Bertie and Milly were always all eagerness to go across. To them the

island was a veritable city of refuge. Prissy could never find them

there, and that was in itself a wonderful boon on holiday afternoons.

True, Prissy was generally all the time in the parish room; but there

had been occasions when she had turned up unexpectedly, and had

interrupted and condemned the most charming games. There was none of the

delicious security from interruption at home that was one of the

greatest charms of the island. And the very fact of going thither by

themselves in a boat was an immense attraction to the rectory children,

who were hardly ever taken out upon the water, even when Mr. Trelawny

did offer them a sail in the _Swan_.

Mrs. Polperran could not conquer her nervous fears for them when out in

a boat. She hated the water herself, and feared it for the little ones.

She had an idea that Mr. Trelawny was a very headstrong, rash sort of

man, and she almost always found some excuse for declining his

invitations to her children. If they had known this themselves they

would have been much distressed; but happily they were in ignorance, and

supposed that Mr. Trelawny only cared about Pickle and Puck, who

regarded him in the light of a new relation.

However, the bliss of these excursions to the island had made a

wonderful difference in their lives. There was always something to look

forward to all the week. And they had now the delightful sense of having

a place all their own--a real city of refuge, where even Prissy could

never find them; and they were gradually collecting there a

miscellaneous assortment of treasures, keeping in view the possibility

that they might some day really have to flee to their island home for

safety from some peril, and desirous to have some useful stores laid up

there in readiness.

Most Saturdays they made some additions to their supplies. They had an

old tin box which Pickle had begged from Genefer, and this was hidden in

a cleft of the rocks in the little creek which formed their most

sheltered hiding-place. The stores were all hidden away in this box,

and kept very well. They tasted the biscuits and the chocolate-sticks

each time, to make sure they were keeping all right, and Milly declared

that they grew "more and more delicious" with the flight of time.

The heat was very great to-day upon the water, but when they reached the

island they could find all sorts of nice places to shelter themselves

in. Shoes and stockings were off in a moment, and Milly's skirts were

soon tucked right away, so that she could paddle with the best of them.

"Oh, I do wish we could live here always, and not have to go home at

all!" she cried. "I'd like to sail away to the other side of the world,

and live on a coral island, and eat bread-fruit, and have a delicious

time. I wonder how long it would take to get there. I wonder why nobody

does nice interesting things except in books. Why doesn't Mr. Trelawny

go and see nice places like that when he has a boat of his own, instead

of always living up there in a house and staring at things with an

electric eye?"

"I don't believe he's got an electric eye," said Puck. "His eyes are

just like everybody else's!"

"I heard father say he had," said Bertie quickly; "so he must have it,

I'm sure."

"Well, I don't much believe he has," reiterated Puck. "I asked Essie if

he had only the other day, and she didn't know; and Aunt Saint said she

thought it was all nonsense."

"Perhaps it's Mr. Earle then," said Milly; "but somebody's got one up

there, I know. I think father said they couldn't do all their

experiments unless one of them had an electric eye."

"Mr. Earle's eyes are just like other people's when he takes off his

spectacles," returned Puck.

"I'll tell you what that is," said Pickle, who came up at the moment; "I

was telling Essie about it only last night. I think she was rather

frightened. I've been asking lots of things about electricity, and it's

awfully queer sort of stuff--all in volts and things. And you can switch

it on and off as you like. I suppose that's what they do with their

eyes--sometimes they're like other people's eyes, and sometimes they're

electric. And you have to have a complete circuit, you know. I think

that's what Mr. Earle uses his spectacles for. I think it completes the

circuit."

"Yes, because they're round," added Puck; and the three younger ones

regarded Pickle with looks of respect, as one who has been dabbling deep

in the fount of knowledge.

Suddenly in the midst of their play Pickle broke into a shout of

triumph.

"Look, look, look!" he cried, and pointed out to sea.

"What is it?" asked the others, staring, but seeing nothing, till Bertie

suddenly realized his meaning, and clapped his hands in triumph.

"A breeze! a breeze!" he shouted. "Now we can go sailing! It's coming up

beautifully!"

Milly began to caper wildly. She had been longing unspeakably to

participate in the delights of which she had heard. She thought that

sailing on the water must be just the most delightful thing in the whole

world, and had shed a few tears in private because she had never been in

the _Swan_, and Bertie only once.

"Oh, come along, come along!" she cried ecstatically. "Can we really

have a sail?"

Her confidence in Pickle was by this time unbounded. He seemed to her

almost as wise and as resourceful as a grown-up person, without all the

tiresome prudence that seemed to come with the advance of years. If he

took them they would be as safe as if they were with Mr. Trelawny

himself, and Pickle's own confidence in his powers was little less.

Good resolutions were cast to the winds. Perhaps Pickle did not even

know that this was the case. He had so longed for a breeze which would

enable him to sail the fisherman's big boat, and it never occurred to

him to regard this desire as a part and parcel of the self-will he had

tried to get the better of.

He had given up teasing for leave to go out in the _Swan_ alone. But

that was quite different. She was a fast-sailing boat, and perhaps

wanted somebody more skilled to manage her properly; but this old tub

was as safe as a house, he was perfectly certain of that. Besides, they

need not go any distance, but just sail round and round or backwards and

forwards in the bay. He knew quite well by this time how to tack and put

the boat's head about. He could manage that old tub as well as "Jonah"

himself.

"Shall we go and find a coral island?" asked Milly, as they tumbled one

over the other in their haste.

"I--I don't quite know," answered Pickle, not wishful to seem backward

in the spirit of adventure, but rather doubtful as to the course to take

for such a goal. "Perhaps to-day we'd better not go so very far. We can

look for a coral island next time."

"Shall we take some provisions with us, in case we're wrecked?" asked

Milly with beaming face, as though that would be the crowning delight to

the adventure.

"We might perhaps," said Pickle; "one gets jolly hungry out sailing. We

often have something to eat when we're out in the _Swan_."

Milly ran off to the storehouse for supplies, whilst the boys made a

rush for the boat. Little puffs of wind were coming up from the west,

dimpling the water, which had been as smooth as oil, and making it all

ruffled and pretty.

The sun, too, began to be obscured by a light film of cloud, and away

over the land great banks of lurid-looking vapor began piling

themselves slowly up in the sky; but the children were much too busy to

think of looking out for signs like these, nor would they have been much

the wiser had they noticed them.

Some Cornish children, no older than Milly and Bertie, might have

guessed from the look of sky and sea, and from the strange, heavy

feeling in the air, that there was going to be a storm. But Mrs.

Polperran had managed to bring up her young family in wonderful

ignorance of such matters. Bertie had never been allowed to run down to

the shore to play with or amongst the fishermen's children; and so long

as the sun was shining they never thought of such a thing as rain.

There was sunshine still over the sea, though it was not so bright and

hot as it had been.

"Isn't it nice?" cried Milly, who was in a perfect ecstasy. "It isn't

too hot now, and there's a lovely little breeze coming up, and it's all

so pretty and nice. Here's our basket; there are some cakes left, and

I've put in some biscuits. Let's take a drink of water out of the

fountain, and then we can go for ever so long."

The children kept their "fountain" replenished in dry weather from a can

they brought over, filled from the well behind the fisherman's cottage.

They liked drinking from the cleft in the rocks, but unless there had

been rain quite lately the cleft was apt to be dry. However, they

satisfied their thirst before embarking, and Milly held her breath as

she watched the old sail slowly swelling itself out as the puffs of wind

caught it. It was the most entrancing experience to see the island just

gliding away from them, as it seemed, for the boat did not appear to be

moving, and yet there was quite a gap between them and it.

Then the sheet began to draw. Pickle gave a shout of triumph as they

felt the movement, and saw the little ripple of water round the prow.

"She's off! she's off!" shouted both the boys in triumph. "Set her head

out to sea, Bertie. That's right. Hold her so. Now we shall go. The

wind's fresher away from shore. Oh jolly, jolly, jolly! Don't we go

along?"

Milly had no words just at first. It was too delightful and wonderful.

Here they were actually in a boat of their very own, heading out for

the beautiful green and golden sea lying away ahead of them, sparkling

and dimpling in the westering light. They did not so much as glance

towards land, where the masses of black sulphurous-looking clouds were

piling themselves above the tall crags. They only saw the beautiful,

shining sea, and felt the bird-like motion of the boat as she rushed

through the dimpling waves.

This was something like sailing. No laborious pulling at those heavy

oars that moved so slowly through the water, and often hardly seemed to

make the boat move at all; nothing to do but sit still, just holding

sheet and rudder, and watch the water curling away from the bow as the

boat pursued her course. When the puffs of wind came up more strongly

they seemed almost to fly, and when they died down a little the sail

would flap for a few minutes against the mast, and then Puck would alter

their course a little, and soon it would be drawing again beautifully.

They did not care where they went or what they did. They were having a

glorious sail, and they were full of delight and triumph. Nobody could

say now that they could not manage a boat.

"Only if we tell," said Milly, frankly expressing the thought in words,

"perhaps they'll never let us go again."

"That is so stupid of people," said Pickle; "they are always like that.

If they'd know we went over to our city of refuge alone in a boat, I

believe they'd have stopped us; but we never came to any harm, and now

that we can sail like bricks, and manage a boat quite easily, they'd go

on, saying just the same things as when we'd never been out or had any

lessons. So it's no good talking; we'd better keep it our secret, like

the island. But now that the windy time of year is coming, we can go out

sailing often. We'll have jolly fun, if some stupid old fisherman

doesn't see us and tell; but there seems nobody about to-day anyway."

"I expect it was too hot and bright for fishing," said Milly. "I know

fishermen like dull days or the nights best."

A low rumble from the shore boomed through the air, and the children

looked round.

"I think it's a thunderstorm over there," said Puck, "but it's jolly and

fine out here."

"There! I saw a flash of lightning come out of the big black cloud!"

cried Milly. "It was so pretty. I don't mind lightning when I'm right

away from it out here. I don't much like it at home. Let's sail away

from it, Pickle, right away. It's quite fine the way we're going, and we

go so fast. We shan't have it at all. And when mother wonders why we're

not wet or anything, we shall just say it didn't rain where we were.

It's like the Israelites and the land of Goshen."

Pickle looked just a little doubtfully at the weather. The sun was

almost obscured now, though it still shone over the sea away to the west

and south. The wind was coming up in squally gusts behind them, and

sending the boat dancing along merrily. It was certainly great fun

sailing on like that, but the waves were beginning to grow rather bigger

out here than they had looked from inside the bay, and when the wind

came rushing along, there were sometimes little crests of foam to be

seen, and now and then these dashed into the boat.

"I think, perhaps, we'd better put her about now," he said, with a look

of wise command directed towards Puck; "the storm might come over here,

you know, and then we should get very wet--at least if it rained. You

know how to put her helm round, Puck, don't you? Or shall I come and do

it?"

"Of course I know," answered Puck rather indignantly; "you just manage

the sail. It always flaps a great deal when we put her round on the

other tack."

Milly and Bertie, greatly impressed by this nautical language, sat as

still as mice watching their companions. Milly was rather disappointed

at hearing they were to go back, but now that the sun was obscured and

the wind getting up, it wasn't quite so nice upon the water, and Bertie

was looking very solemn indeed.

"You're not frightened, are you?" she whispered.

"Oh no; only my inside feels funny," he answered, trying to put a brave

face on matters. "I don't think I mind going home so very much."

Milly had no qualms of seasickness such as were troubling Bertie, but

she did think the boat was rocking rather wildly, and the sail seemed to

be flapping and pulling them over, and the water was very near the edge

of the boat, which seemed to be dipping quite down. She gave a little

shriek, and threw herself towards the other side. Pickle was fighting

fiercely with the sail, and she went to his assistance, and only just in

time.

"We must get it down," he said; and Milly helped with all her might, so

that in a few more minutes the boat lay rocking on the waves, the sail

furled up round the mast, whilst Bertie called out dismally that the

water was all over his feet, and Pickle told him rather sharply to get

the water can and bail it out as fast as he could.

"You didn't turn her head right a bit," he said to Puck. "We were nearly

capsized that time."

"Then it was your fault with the sail," retorted Puck, who was rather

frightened. "I didn't do anything wrong."

"Let's go home now," cried Milly, a little piteously, though struggling

hard against her rising fears; "the sun's gone in, and I think it's

going to rain, and oh! what a flash of lightning that was!"

The boom of the thunder almost immediately after was even more alarming.

Poor little Bertie, who was feeling very sick and queer, began to cry;

and Pickle looked towards the shore, and marveled how they could ever

have got all that way from it in such a little time.

"We can never row back," was the thought in his heart; "we must get the

sail up again somehow. We've sailed the _Swan_ backwards and forwards.

Why on earth won't this old tub do the same? It must be Puck's fault."

He saw that the spirit of the party was becoming damped, and he was the

more resolved to keep up a bold front himself.

"We must just pull her round with the sweeps," he said in his commanding

way, "and then we'll get the sail up all right. It's only just the

tacking that is a bit difficult. We'll be racing home in a jiffy, you'll

see."

This was consoling to Milly, who was half ashamed of her sudden fears,

and now that the boat ceased to rock and plunge so wildly she began to

recover her courage; and it was rather grand to be helping Pickle to

pull the old boat round. She could do that quite well, as well as help

Bertie with the bailing out, which he only prosecuted languidly, looking

almost ready to cry. His face had a sickly greenish hue too, which

rather distressed Milly, but Pickle said,--

"He's only seasick. Puck felt like that once or twice. He'll be better

soon."

When the boat was really headed for the shore, Pickle tried experiments

with the sail; but do as he would, he couldn't make the boat sail

towards land. It would sail away, or it would sail sideways, but towards

shore it would not go; and indeed they seemed to be getting slowly

farther and farther away, and Bertie suddenly burst into miserable

crying, begging to be taken home, because he was so very poorly.

Pickle was beginning to wish very sincerely that they had never left

their island. He looked back towards it with longing eyes. It would be a

real city of refuge now, but alas! it looked almost as far away as the

mainland.

"Can't we row to it?" asked Milly, following the direction of his eyes.

"I'm quite cool now. I'm rather cold. I should like to row if we can't

sail. We got out here so very quickly, it can't take so very long to row

back."

It seemed the only thing to do, and Pickle consented to try. He took one

oar, and Milly the other. Puck kept the tiller, and put the boat's head

for their city of refuge, whilst Bertie lay along the bottom of the

boat, heedless of damp or discomfort, only longing to be at home in his

little bed.

"I hope father won't call it being a cockney," he once said pitifully to

Milly, "but I can't help it. I do feel so sick. I wish we'd never come."

"I dare say Cornish boys are sometimes sick at sea," answered Milly

consolingly. She hardly knew whether she wished they had not come or

not. There was something rather exciting in the adventure, and if only

they could get back to their city of refuge she thought she should be

quite glad. It would make them feel that they really were sailors, to be

able to manage a boat in a storm.

Milly had her back to the shore now, and was pulling her oar very

manfully. She thought they seemed to be going very fast through the

water, though the waves were rather bigger than she liked, and seemed

sometimes to rise up very near the edge of the boat. Still she thought

they seemed to be getting through them very fast, and made up her mind

that they would soon be at their journey's end now. She almost wondered

why Puck did not exclaim that they were close in now. He only sat

holding the tiller with a very solemn expression on his face.

"The waves are getting very big," he said at last; "I don't much like

the look of them. This boat doesn't swim nicely, like the _Swan_. They

look as though they'd come in on us every time."

Then Milly looked over her shoulder, and gave a little cry of

astonishment and dismay.

"Why, we're farther off than when we started!" she cried.

"I think we get farther and farther away every minute," said Puck. "I

should like to pull round, and put up the sail again, and go round the

world like that. We should come to our island again upside down, you

know, and it would be much easier."

"It's the wind and the tide against us," said Pickle, with a rather

anxious face. "We shall never get home at this rate."

A sob from Bertie was the only response to this remark. Milly was trying

to choke back her tears, because she didn't want it cast in her teeth

that girls always cried.

"What can we do?" said Puck.

"I think we'd better do as you said," answered Pickle--"get her head

round, and put up a bit of sail, and run before the wind. I don't think

the old boat is safe going against these big waves. She'll be all right

the other way, and we shall fall in with some ship soon, and they'll

take us on board; or perhaps we shall get to a coral island after all."

"I'd rather go home," sobbed Bertie; and Milly wondered if it was very

silly of her, but she wanted much more now to be at home than to see a

coral island.

Pickle put on a brave face, for he felt that he was the captain, and

must support the failing courage of his crew; but he began to wish from

the bottom of his heart that he had not thrown aside his good

resolutions quite so quickly, and that he had never tried to sail a boat

before Mr. Earle had given him leave.

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