MEDITATIONS OF A BOOKSELLER

(Roger Mifflin _loquitur_)

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I had a pleasant adventure to-day. A free verse poet came in to see me,

wanted me to buy some copies of "The Pagan Anthology." I looked over the

book, to which he himself had contributed some pieces. I advised him to

read Tennyson. I wish you could have seen his face.

If you want to see a really good anthology (I said) have a look at

Pearsall Smith's "Treasury of English Prose," just out. The only thing

that surprises me is that Mr. Smith didn't include some free verse in

it. The best thing about free verse is that it is often awfully good

prose.

It's a superb clear night: a milky pallor washed in the blue: a white

moon overhead: stars rare but brilliant, one in the south twinkles and

flutters like a tiny flower stirred by faint air. The wind is "a cordial

of incredible virtue" (Emerson)--sharp and chill, but with a milder

tincture. To-day, though brisk and snell on the streets, the sunshine

had a lively vigour, a generous quality, a promissory note of the

equinox. I felt it from first rising this morning--the old demiurge at

work! As I sat in the bathtub (when a man is fifty he may be pardoned

for taking a warm bath on winter mornings) my mind fell upon the desire

of wandering: it occurred to me that a spread of legs in the vital air

would be richly repaid. The windows called me: as soon as shirt and

trousers were on, I was at the sill peering out over Gissing Street.

Later, even through closed panes, the chink of milk bottles on the

pavement below seemed to rise with a clearer, merrier note. Setting out

for some tobacco about 8:30, I stopped to study the ice-man's great

blocks of silvery translucence, lying along the curb by a big apartment

house. "Artificial" ice, I suppose: it was interesting to see, in the

meridian of each cake, a kind of silvery fracture or membrane, with the

grain of air-bubbles tending outward therefrom--showing, no doubt, if

one knew the mechanics of refrigeration, just how the freezing

proceeded. Even in so humble a thing as a block of ice are these

harmonic and lovely patterns, the seal of Nature's craft, inscrutable,

inimitable. I might have made a point of this in talking to that free

verse poet. I'm glad I didn't, however: he would have had some tedious

reply, convincing to himself. That's the trouble with replies: they are

always convincing to the replier. As a friend of mine used to say, one

good taciturn deserves another.

I was thinking, as I took a parcel of laundry up to the Chinaman on

McFee Street just now, it would be interesting to write a book dealing

solely, candidly, exactly, and fully with the events, emotions, and

thoughts of just one day in a man's life. If one could do that, in a way

to carry conviction, assent, and reality, to convey to the reader's

senses a recognition of genuine actual human _being_, one might claim to

be a true artist.

I have found an admirable book for reading in bed--this little anthology

of prose, collected by Pearsall Smith. He knows what good prose is,

having written some of the daintiest bits of our time in his "Trivia," a

book with which I occasionally delight a truly discerning customer. What

a fascination there is in good prose--"the cool element of prose" as

Milton calls it--a sort of fluid happiness of the mind, unshaken by the

violent pangs of great poetry. I am not subtle enough to describe it,

but in the steadily cumulating satisfaction of first-class prose there

seems to be something that speaks direct to the brain, unmarred by the

claims of the senses, the emotions. I meditate much, ignorantly and

fumblingly, on the modes and purposes of writing. It is so

simple--"Fool!" said my Muse to me, "look in thy heart and write!"--all

that is needful is to tell what happens; and yet how hard it is to

summon up that necessary candor. Every time I read great work I see the

confirmation of what I grope for. How vivid, straight, and cleanly it

seems when done: merely the outward utterance of "what the mind at home,

in the spacious circuits of her musing, hath liberty to propose to

herself." Let a man's mind depart from his audience; let him have no

concern whether to shock or to please. Let him carry no consideration

save to utter, with unsparing fidelity, what passes in his own spirit.

One can trust the brain to do its part. All that is needed is honourable

frankness: not to be ashamed to open our hearts, to speak our privy

weakness, our inward exulting. Then the pain and perplexity, or the

childish satisfactions, of our daily life are the true material of the

writer's art, and that which is sown in weakness may be raised in power.

Curious indeed that in this life, brief and precariously enjoyed, men

should so set their hearts on building a permanence in words: something

to stand, in the lovely stability of ink and leaden types, as our speech

out of silence to those who follow on. Indefensible absurdity, and yet

the secret and impassioned dream of those who write!

I was about to say that, for the writing of anything truly durable, the

first requisite is plenty of silence. Then I recall Dr. Johnson's

preface to his Dictionary--"written not in the soft obscurities of

retirement, or under the shelter of academic bowers, but amid

inconvenience and distraction, in sickness and in sorrow."

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