would have a bad hour with Olivia. The thought had no bitterness; it
occurred to him simply, as a necessary part of the pain of moving from
the sloop. His shoulder gave him pain; the thought of climbing his
ship’s side gave him pain. He had a blurred feeling that he would have
to stand painfully, explaining to a nervous woman. He would never be
able to do it, he thought. He was too stupid with pain. He was
feverish. He was tired. He would have to stand there, trying to be
tender and sympathetic, yet failing, stupid, blunt. They would have to
rescue Stukeley. Rescue him. “Yes,” he said to himself, “I’ll rescue
him for you. I’ll bring him back to you from Tolu, Olivia.” He mumbled
and muttered as the fever grew upon him. “I wish all this had never
happened,” he said aloud.
“You’re goin’ off into the shakes,” said one of the men, putting a
blanket round him. “You want to take bark in a sup of rum, sir, and
then turn in.”
“Every one with a green wound gets the shakes in this country,” said
another man. “Now up in Virginia you can go from September to May and
never have ’em once.”
“There’s a light in the cabin,” said Margaret, with his teeth
chattering.
“That’s your ship all right, sir. Ahoy, you! _Broken Heart_ ahoy-ah!”
“Ahoy, you!” came out of the night. “Is that the _Happy Return_?”
“We’re the jolly come-backs.”
Bells were beaten from somewhere in the darkness. To Margaret’s
throbbing brain the strokes seemed to be violent lights. He thought in
his fever that all physical objects were interchangeable, that they
all, however indifferent, expressed with equal value (though perhaps
to different senses) the infinite intellect that was always One. He
thought that the boat was a thought of a thought; and that a ship and
a house were much alike, very worthless the pair of them. One should
get away from these thoughts of thoughts to thought itself. The
_Broken Heart_ loomed large above him.
“Send down a chair, Lion,” some one said. “Mr. Margaret’s had a nasty
clip.”
“Easy now with the chair,” said Cammock’s voice. “Is Mr. Stukeley
there?”
“He’s swallowed the killick,” said Tucket, with a hard laugh.
“He’s got my map-book, then,” said Cammock. “He’s gone with my
map-book.”
“Yes,” said Margaret, getting out of the chair. “Your map-book. It’s
in his pocket. I think I saw it there.”
“Lean on me, sir,” said Cammock. “The lady’s expecting you. She’s
sitting up in the cabin.”
“Let me go. You turn in. I’ll break it to her,” Perrin said.
“No. I must go,” Margaret answered. “How has it been here, captain?”
Feverish as he was, he felt that he had been away for many days. The
ship was strange to him.
“I’ve been throwing the ship overboard, looking for my maps,” Cammock
answered. “How is your hurt, sir? When you talk to the lady, you had
better have a drop of something. Just stop at my cabin for a moment.”
He fetched wine and bark from his cupboard. Then the three men entered
the cabin, where Olivia stood expectantly, her cheeks flushed, waiting
for her husband’s return. She had made the most of her beauty for him.
She had decked herself out with an art that brought tears to Perrin’s
eyes. She had done her best, poor beauty, to keep the heart which, as
she thought, she had won back again. Looking at her, as she stood
there, Perrin learned that Stukeley had commended a slip of black
velvet round her throat, that he had praised her arms, that he liked
the hair heaped in such a fashion, with a ribbon of such a tone of
green. He guessed all this at a glance, telling himself that he must
never again speak of these things to her. And the poor girl had rouged
her cheeks, to hide the paleness. She had pencilled her eyebrows. She
had drunken some drug to make her eyes bright. In the soft light of
the lamp she looked very beautiful. She stood there, half-way to the
door, waiting for the lover of her love-days to take her to his heart
again.
“Where is Tom?” she said. “You’re hurt, Charles. Where’s Tom? He isn’t
killed? He isn’t killed?”
“He went into the city,” said Margaret dully.
“He went into the city.” His teeth chattered and clicked; he seemed to
have been repeating his phrase for hours. “Into the city,” he
repeated. He was ill, really ill. He was in a dream of fever. He was
dreaming, he was in a nightmare, giving a message in that dream-speech
which none comprehend save the speaker.
“He went into the city,” said Olivia slowly. She sank backwards, till
she leaned against the bulkhead, her arms straying out along the
beading. “But he came back. He came back.”
“No, ma’am,” said Cammock gently. “He didn’t come back.”
“He’s not killed? Not dead? Oh, can’t one of you speak?”
“I don’t know,” said Margaret. “We waited. He went into the city with
them.”
“They made friends,” said Perrin. “Your husband went with the
Spaniards.”
“Oh, won’t you tell me what has happened?”
“They waited in the boat, ma’am,” said Cammock. “But your husband
didn’t come back. And then the Spaniards attacked the boat. Captain
Margaret was wounded.”
“And you came away without him?”
“Yes, Olivia. He’s in the city.”
“Oh, my God, my God. But don’t you know if he is dead or alive?”
“No, Olivia,” said Margaret.
“Charles was landing to find him when the Spaniards attacked,” said
Perrin. “He was wounded. They wounded him, Olivia.”
“You left him, alone, Charles. Alone. To be killed.”
“We’ll bring him back, Olivia. We can win him back.”
“Oh, but he may be killed. He may be killed. He may be dead now.”
“Beg pardon, ma’am,” said Cammock. “We think he’s gone over to the
Spaniards, with my book of charts as Basil draw.”
“You think he’s left, left us. You think, Charles. Do tell me. Tell
me.”
“They think he’s gone into the city, Olivia,” Margaret said, “to tell
the Spaniards of our plans. Into the city, Olivia. We saw him go into
the city a long time before. They think he caused the attack on us. In
the water. It was like a bad dream. Don’t. Don’t. I’ll bring him back,
Olivia. We’ll bring him back to-morrow.”
“I’m quite calm, Charles,” said Olivia in a shaking voice. “I’m quite
calm. Look at my hand here. You see.”
“Sit down, Olivia,” Margaret said. “There. In this chair. I want to
say this. He went into the city walking with the captain of the
garrison. The negro had his stirrup in his toes. They were to dine
with the Governor. They were friends. He told me himself. Your husband
told me they were friends. After the siesta they ambushed us. Oh, my
God. They offered a hostage even. And your husband advised me to
refuse it.”
“And you think,” Olivia said, “that Tom, my husband----” She paused.
Then gave way to the running gamut of shaking sobs, her head on the
table. “Oh, Tom, Tom, come back to me. Come back to me.”
“It was after he had dined with the Governor that they ambushed us,”
Margaret repeated. “And I saw Cammock’s map-book in his pocket.”
“But he’d no thought of it,” she cried. “Only this morning. Only this
morning. It was so sweet. Oh, he’d no thought of it this morning.
None. You know he had none.”
“Of course, no one knows,” said Perrin. “He may be only a prisoner.”
“They never kill prisoners,” said Cammock. “Be easy as to that.”
“And he’s left me,” she sobbed. “Oh, but I know he loves me. It’s not
that. I know he does. I know he does. Oh, Charles. What makes you
think. I’m quite calm again. I can bear it all. I’m calm. What makes
you think that he’s gone?”
“One or two things he asked. He was asking about life with the
Spaniards. And his manner.”
“Charles, did you suspect him? Did you expect this when you chose him?
Chose him yesterday?”
Margaret sat down at the table, looking at her stupidly, his face all
drawn.
“Charles, you didn’t suspect him? You thought of this.”
Margaret burst out crying, with the tearless grief of an overwrought
man. “I wish all this had never happened,” he said. “I wish it had all
never happened. Never happened.” He checked himself, half aware, in
the misery of his fever, that he had to answer Olivia. “I don’t know
what’s the matter with me to-night,” he said. “I’ve got such white
hands. Such white hands, like a girl.” He laughed in a shrill, silly
cackle. “You must think me a silly girl,” he said.
“Charles,” Olivia cried.
“I’m all right,” he said. “I’m all right.” He pulled himself together
with an effort. “Look here,” he said. “Here. I oughtn’t to have let
him go alone. It was my fault. All my fault. Into the city alone. You
say I thought of this. Never entered my head. Never. I’m talking like
a drunk man. What’s the matter with you? No. It was my fault. But.
Olivia. Olivia. Don’t. Don’t cry. We’ll get him back. We’ll take Tolu.
I swear I’ll take Tolu. I’ll bring him back to you, Olivia. Only. You
don’t mean what you said then.” He sank back in his chair. “I think
I’m tired,” he added weakly.
Olivia was on her knees at his side, pressing his hand to her heart.
“Charles,” she said. “Charles, you’re hurt. You’re hurt. Wounded. I
didn’t mean that, Charles. I was upset. But. Oh, you’ll bring him
back. Bring him back to me.”
“I’ll bring him back to you, Olivia,” he answered, stroking her hand.
“I’ll bring him back.” He raised her from the deck. “And I’ll help him
to that. To what you talked of. This morning.”
“To?”
“The new life together,” he whispered. “Oh, Lord, Olivia. Stop those
guns. Stop those guns. They’re red-hot.”
From very far away, in the heat of the battle, in the smoke and
trampling, where the triumphing horses laughed, he seemed to hear
Olivia’s voice.
“My God. I’ve kept him here. And he’s wounded. Edward. Edward. Is he
dead?”
“Help me, captain,” said Perrin’s voice. “You’ve kept him on the rack,
Olivia.”
“Don’t say that,” she said. “Lay him on my bed. That’ll be quieter. I
must nurse him. Let me have some bark and limes, Captain Cammock. Lay
him down there. Now some cold water.”
He was half conscious of being lifted out of the light, while a
multitude of Spaniards charged him. He saw the faces, he saw the
horses’ heads flung back, and the foam spatting their bit-cups. He was
slashing at spear-heads, which pressed in a crown of points about his
skull. After that, he fell into the wildness of fever, seeing that
endless vision in his brain, the endless, disordered procession of
soldiers, and guns, and ships, which shouted crabbed poetry, poetry of
Donne, difficult to scan, exasperating:--
“Men of France,”
the procession shouted,
“changeable chameleons,
Spitals of diseases, shops of fashions.”
So he lay, for many hours, feverish and sick, rambling and incoherent.
He was ill for some days, during which Olivia nursed him tenderly. She
found in the vigil a balm for her own sorrow, a respite from the
anxieties which ate her heart. The uncertainty made it worse for her.
She would fall asleep, sitting uneasily in the chair by the bed, to
dream of her husband lying in the earth, among the roots of the
creepers, the mould in his eyes. Or she would see him chained to a
log, working in the gang, carrying mud bricks to the walls, or
singing, like the man in Cammock’s tale, with whip-cuts on his body.
Sometimes, in the worst dreams, she saw him with the veiled figure of
a woman, and woke crying to him to come back to her, knowing herself
deserted. She had at first prayed that the men would attack Tolu at
once, to bring him back to her. The point had been debated among the
captains. But Perrin, at his best now, with his quiet, clumsy
sympathy, had shown her that this was not possible.
“And see, Olivia,” he said, “they must expect us. And we must run no
risk of failure. You see, don’t you, what a danger it would be to him
if we tried and failed? And the town will be full of troops for the
next week or two, expecting an attack.”
There were other good reasons against instant action. Cammock was sure
that the Spaniards would send a force against the lurking-places along
the Main, now that they had his charts as guides. Other captains
thought this possible; so the word was given to return to Springer’s
Key. After their arrival, they prepared the fort against attack, and
warned all privateers at the frequented anchorages. Then, having time,
they careened the _Broken Heart_, washing her with lime till she had
something of her old speed again. Other privateers joined them when
they heard that they intended to take Tolu. Margaret, sitting in the
cabin, a convalescent, talked of his plans with Olivia. Many of the
buccaneers were employed ashore, making long “dug-out” canoas for the
attack. He pointed to one of these, as it lay bottom up on the sand,
while the seamen tarred it against the worm.
“I expect we shall bring your husband off in that one,” he said.
“Yes?” she answered. “But I’ve been thinking, Charles, that I shall
never see Tom again.”
“What reasons have you?” he asked. “Look, Olivia, I’ve been thinking
it over. There is so much possible to you. Your husband would be happy
at a kind of life I’ve planned for him. On a sugar estancia in
Jamaica. Or one of the big plantations here, as soon as the ground is
cleared.”
“Charles,” she said, “the plantations here will never be cleared.
You’ve been dreaming. I’ve been dreaming. And I shall never see Tom
again.”
“You were always the despondent one in the old days,” he said lightly;
then, growing grave, he added, “Olivia, all the voyage, I helped your
dreams. I lied to you. All the voyage long, I lied. I longed to spare
you. I could see no better way.”
“I was a great fool, you thought.”
“No love is folly,” he answered. “But now I see what is possible.
After a wreck one finds the planks loose for a raft.”
“You think that, Charles? A woman finds no planks, as you call them.
Do you think my life can be patched up by planks? Do you know why I
pray for you to go to Tolu?”
“To restore your husband to you.”
“No,” she said. “I’ve been thinking, Charles. I want you to go to Tolu
to restore Captain Cammock’s book. That is the first thing. And to
make you sure that he isn’t--that he wasn’t killed in your service. I
know what you will find at Tolu, Charles. He’s not my husband now. I
see him too clearly. He’s forgotten us all by this time. Oh, you know
he has.”
“One has no right to say that.”
“It’s strange how a ship alters one’s judgments,” she said, with a
little laugh. “I used to be afraid of you. I couldn’t bear----”
“We were in the way,” he answered.
“I was in a dream. A bad dream. Now it’s over.” She shuddered, turning
her head aside.
“No, Olivia. Not that,” he said. “Life isn’t over. I can’t talk to you
as I should. My wound makes me stupid. You don’t know men, Olivia. Men
are selfish, brutal, greedy. You were never told that. You never saw
that side of them. It’s only one side. I’ve no right to talk to you
like this; but I’m your guardian here. Now suppose. Men, even lovers,
aren’t single-natured, like women. Suppose a man saw a woman in his
better moment, saw how beautiful and far above him she was, and loved
her for that moment, truly, before falling back to his old greeds.”
“Love is not like that.”
“We’re talking about life, Olivia. The moment of love was worth while
to both of them.”
“To myself and to my husband?”
“Yes. If you care to put it that way.”
“And now? What now?”
“Now that you know, Olivia, you know that it’s not all greed, any more
than it is all love. You’ve seen a man’s weakness. His sin, even.
You’ve seen the part of him he hid from you. We all have a skeleton to
hide.”
“I’m not to be moved by sophistry, Charles.”
“Ship life tries the nerves, Olivia.”
“Are you pleading for him now, Charles?”
“Olivia, don’t let me hurt you by discussing your husband. But did you
ever realize him?”
“Yes. I suppose I did.”
“He was unlike any man you had ever seen. Ah. Don’t answer. I know you
too well, Olivia. I know all this.”
“It seems a long time ago,” she said coldly. She was pulling a little
arnotto rose to pieces, petal by petal, crushing the petals till her
finger-tips were stained and scented.
“You never realized him, Olivia. I never realized him. I did not know
in Salcombe that day that he is a man with a frightful physical
energy. On shore he could work it off. It’s not easy to say this. But
at sea, in a ship, shut up here, it turned inward. Do you see,
Olivia?”
“Does that excuse a man? That he has a frightful physical energy, and
that it turns inward?”
“I’ve nothing to do with excuses. But, suppose that that was the case.
Suppose, too, that he had but a moment to decide in Salcombe, between
a lie, you, and the possibility of a new life, and the truth, arrest,
and the certainty of disgrace. He chose you, the lie, and the
possibility. He lied to you. The moment he told the first lie, you
became, in his eyes in a sense, an enemy to beware of, an enemy who
must be kept from the truth at all costs.”
“Yes. I have seen that, of course. And the lie grew all through the
voyage.”
“He was afraid to run the risk of losing you, by telling you the
truth.”
“That was not much of a compliment to me, was it?”
“All through that voyage, Olivia, we were in terror of being arrested
on arrival. It was in our thoughts night and day. We used to sit in my
cabin there, planning what we could do, if we found a warrant waiting
for us. The strain made him reckless.”
“Why should it have made him reckless?”
“Because there was no one on board, except a few inferiors, who could
console him. He could not confide in you. He had lied to you. We were
not his sort. There was no one else to whom he could turn.”
“Except some inferiors, to whom he turned.”
“Yes, Olivia.”
“And you could watch this, without a word, without attempting to put
the matter right.”
“Your husband wished to spare you, Olivia. We could not speak. We
thought. We thought you were going to have a child.”
“Ah,” she said, breathing hard, “I understand now.”
“All through the voyage, your husband was probably thinking that you
would soon learn, and that when you learned you would have nothing
more to do with him. Imagination is rare in men. He could think of no
other possibility. He made up his mind that you would cast him off,
and therefore he cast you on without giving you a chance to do
otherwise. Imagination is rare in women, Olivia, and you could not see
his point of view, any more than he could see yours.”
“You think I was proud and unforgiving. I have. It. If he’d turned to
me. And he left me that morning with a stolen book in his pocket,
intending to see us no more.”
“Ah. We see now all that can come of a hasty moment.” He rose from his
seat and stood before her. “Olivia,” he said, “I don’t extenuate. I’ve
tried to explain. Perhaps neither of you saw very clearly. After Tolu,
Olivia, there’s a life possible for you. You haven’t plumbed each
other’s natures. You haven’t really lived yet. A fool’s paradise isn’t
life. You don’t know what you may make of each other’s lives. He had
not much chance, with that ghastly business hanging over him. You had
none. Could you not start fair, after Tolu?” She pulled the remaining
rose leaves from the arnotto, one by one. “It’s worth it, Olivia.”
“Thank you, Charles,” she said quietly. She walked slowly to her
state-room.
“Yes,” he said to himself, after she had gone. “Yes. It’s the best
thing.”
XII.
THE END
“The rust of arms, the blushing shame of soldiers.”
_The Tragedy of Bonduca._
“Let’s sit together thus, and, as we sit,
Feed on the sweets of one another’s souls.”
_A Wife for a Month._
“A fair end
Of our fair loves.”
_The Elder Brother._
Ten weeks passed before they felt the time ripe for their attack. By
that time Margaret had made a good recovery; his wound was well healed
over; he could even use the arm a little. Before leaving the
anchorage, he put more guns in the fort, and chose out a garrison to
fight them. He had every reason to be pleased with his success. A
large part of Springer’s Key had been cleared, under his direction,
for plantain-walks and vanilla-patches, as well as for Indian corn.
More than a hundred more privateers had come to him, and he had
planned with Tucket to load the _Broken Heart_, on his return from
Tolu, at a new logwood forest, never yet cut, on the banks of the
Azucar. He felt happier than he had felt since leaving England; for
now his way seemed clear. His old suspicion of Pain had gone. Pain’s
men had worked like slaves to clear the key for culture. It seemed to
him that he was going to succeed after all, and that he would, as he
had planned, make something of the wasted energies of the men of the
account. He had even started Tucket on a dye-works, with half a dozen
cauldrons, and a bale of cotton for experiments. The huts of the
Indians had been altered and enlarged. Springer’s Key Town was now a
walled city, with a few wooden shops, where the _Broken Heart’s_ goods
were sold for gold-dust. His thoughts ran much upon gold-dust; for the
rivers were full of it, according to the privateers. He went up the
Conception River with some Indians and a party of Pain’s men, during
the last of the weeks of waiting, to look for gold-dust in the sands.
They washed with sieves in several likely places, finding about six
ounces in all. The Indians said that there was more higher up, in the
rapid upper reaches, in the torrents of the Six Mile Hills, away to
the south. On the way downstream, he cut a bundle of mangrove,
thinking that the bark might be of use to tanners in Europe, since the
Indians dressed hides with it. The damp heat of the Isthmus overcame
him. He saw that nothing could be done there. No Europeans would ever
do much in such a climate. But at sea in the bright Samballoes, where
the winds blew steadily, never dying to a calm, he felt that much
could be done. He offered bounties to all who would clear patches for
tobacco, arnotto, cochineal, and indigo. Tucket, a steady, shrewd man,
who saw a chance of doing what he had always longed to do, helped him
ably. The dye-works occupied their mornings together. The rest of the
day, after the noon heat, was passed in the supervision and
encouragement of the citizens. The brush at Tolu, and the bringing off
of Ed, had made him popular. He found that the privateers were fairly
well disposed towards him. Even the inscrutable Pain seemed friendly.
It was not an easy matter to rule such citizens. He began by making a
rough division of labour. Those who loved hunting went in parties
daily to the Main to hunt. Those who liked to work in the islands cut
and cleared jungle, planted plantains, tobacco, or arnotto. Others
took boats and fished. Some built huts or canoas. Some dug wells and
trenches to supply the plantations. Many Indians came to them.
Springer’s Key knew a few weeks of bustling prosperity. Margaret began
to worry about another problem--the sex problem, the problem of wives
for his settlers. Where was he to get white wives for three hundred
men? How was he to avoid the horrors of the mixed races? He remembered
in Virginia the strange and horrible colonial mixtures, the mixtures
of white with red, white with black, black with red, red with all the
mixtures, black with all the mixtures, creatures of no known race, of
no traditions, horrible sports, the results of momentary lusts,
temporary arrangements. One could buy white transported women in
Jamaica at thirty pounds apiece. One could buy redemptioners in
Virginia for the same sum. Many of the men at work about him had done
so, during their lives in the colonies. But how was a nation to be
born from convicted thieves, petty larcenists, bawds, procuresses,
women burnt in the hand, branded women? He resolved to hurry home as
soon as the plantations began to bear, as soon as the Spaniards began
to recognize his rights. He must get settlers, honest, reputable
settlers. He would have to search England for them, hundreds of them,
so that the bright Samballoes might become the world’s garden. He
began to know the islands now. He saw them in all their beauty,
Venices not yet glorious, sites for the city of his dream. They shone
in their blossoms, hedged by the surf, splendid in their beauty. Among
these hundreds of islands, these sparkling keys, were homes for the
poor of the world, food for the hungry, beauty for the abased, work
for the stinted, rest for the exhausted. For an army could feed from
them in the morning, and pass on, yet in the evening there would be
food for another army. The earth brought forth in bounty. All the
fruits of the world grew there. The trade winds smelt of fruit. The
bats from the Isthmus darkened the stars at twilight as they came to
gorge the fruit; yet in the morning, when they flew screaming to their
caves, it was as though they had scattered but a husk or two,
scattered a few seeds, a few sucked skins. The sea gave a multitude of
fish. The woods were full of game. It was an earthly paradise. It went
to his heart to think that he was almost a king here. To the Indians
he was more than a king: he was a god.
He loved the Indians. He loved their dignity, their pride in the white
man’s friendship, their devoted service. It reminded him of his life
at school and of the devotion of small boys to their captain. During
his convalescence he had had many talks with an Indian prince, whom
the seamen called Don Toro. He had learned from this man to speak a
little in the Indian tongue, enough to draw from him something of the
Isthmus. He wished to clear the Isthmus of its poisonous tangle of
forest, so that the shore might become savannah land, as at Panama. He
longed to see the jungle go up in a blaze, in a roaring, marching army
of fire, that would cut a blackened swath to the hills, leaping over
tree-tops, charring the undergrowth, making good pasture for cattle,
for the great, pale Campeachy cattle which his ships should bring
there from Sisal. He tried to make Don Toro understand his wish, but
failed; for Don Toro was a woodland Indian; the forest was his home.
That stroke of policy, the bonfire, would have to wait till he could
bring the Indians to help him, and till the logwood on the banks of
the rivers had all been cut and shipped. But he wished that all those
miles of wood were lying in blackened ashes. It was now the bright,
dry season, when the woods were pleasant, musical with bell-birds,
sweet with blossoms. In a few weeks there would come the rains, the
months of rain, the streaming months, when the trees would rise up
from a marsh, when the sound of dropping would become a burden, the
months of the white-ribbed mosquito and the yellow fever.
He loved Olivia still. His passion was his life, his imagination.
While that fire burned in him the world was a metal from which he
could beat brave sparks. He was not sure how she felt towards her
husband. He had done his best for her husband. He could not say that
there was much chance of a happy life for her. It had been hard to
counsel her, doubly hard, for when she spoke gravely her voice
thrilled, the tone burned through him like a flame. A little more, and
honour would be thrown aside like a rag; the words would come in a
rush, sweeping him away. She had never seemed more beautiful than now.
She was pale, still; her eyes had dark rings; but she had never seemed
more beautiful. She was still mysterious to him, though he knew her
better than he had ever known her. She was an exquisite mystery,
beautiful, sacred, unthinkable; but not for him, never for him. She
would only be a shy friend to him, giving a little, hiding much, never
truly herself before him. So much he could see, hating himself for his
clumsy walk, for his gravity, for whatever it was, in him, which kept
her away. He saw that she was timid, fearful of all rough and rude
things, a shy soul, refined, delicate. He guessed that his love for
her made her timid of him. Then came the thought of Stukeley, the
torment and hate of the thought of Stukeley. He was to restore
Stukeley to her, after all these agonizing weeks. They had been bad
weeks, weeks of doubt, weeks of wicked opportunity. Had he followed
his own heart, during those weeks, he might have wrought upon her,
till the thought of Stukeley was loathsome to her. He could see no
possible happiness for her in a life with Stukeley, if Stukeley were
restored. She might find peace of mind in having him again beside her;
but never happiness. He remembered an old phrase of Perrin’s, that
women did not wish to be made happy, but to have the men they loved.
It seemed true; possibly it explained many horrible tales of
faithfulness. It had been a bitter task to plead for Stukeley. It
would be bitter to bring him back, and to watch the new peace broken,
as he knew it would be, himself making time and place. Still, it had
been the right thing; the right was a better thing than love. He bit
his lips for loathing when he thought how very far from the right his
love for this woman had led him.
Was he right, he wondered, in attacking Tolu, in an attempt to win
back Stukeley? The ambush on the beach had been sufficient declaration
of war. They had shown that they wished for war. He had put his hand
to the plough; it must drive on to the furrow’s end. But how many of
his men would fight for a righteous cause when the issue was tried? To
help the Indians, ancient lords of America, was a righteous cause,
though the ancient lords lay in bones in the caves, dead long ago.
Only their grandsons, servile degenerates, or men not yet
dispossessed, now lived. And if he helped the Indians, beating the
Spaniards, was his colony to sail away, or to have the fruit of their
toil? If they were to stay, how soon would the clash come? How soon
would the white men burn the forest, so that they might possess the
land? When he asked himself this question, he could not honestly say
that he was fighting for the Indians’ sake. His men were fighting for
loot, like a gang of robbers on a road. And yet. If by their means he
broke a corrupt power, so that the islands might become the world’s
garden and granary, another Venice, a home of glory and honour, as he
prayed, as he truly believed, it was right, the end justified him.
Only he must see to it that the Venice rose from all this noisomeness.
That was his task. That alone could keep his sword bright. This must
be no colony, no refuse heap, where younger sons might work with their
hands unseen, and the detected family knave escape his punishment. It
must be other than that. When they sailed home from Tolu he would
proclaim the republic of the keys; they would agree upon laws
together; they would send their first-fruits home. He used to lie in
his bunk at night in a trance of prayer that he might make these
islands all that he had hoped. It might be, he thought. But there was
much to do, and little could be done at once. When they came home from
Tolu; perhaps, then, he would see his dream made real. Now and then,
in the night watches, he asked himself whether his men would stand
success. He remembered how Cammock had said that they would not stand
failure. Thinking of Olivia, he knew which was the real test. He began
to tremble for the moment of power. St. George became John Bull
directly he had killed the dragon. His fine standard in the arts of
life made him pray that he might never succeed in that way. Better
fail. Failure is spiritual success. What is heaven to those who have
the earth.
They sailed from Springer’s Key three hundred strong, packed in the
two ships and three sloops. Fifty men remained behind to garrison the
key. A party of Indians, under Don Toro, followed the fleet in a large
periagua. Each ship in the fleet towed a bunch of canoas in which the
attacking force would go ashore. They were very gay with flags when
they left the anchorage. They fired guns, and sang, glad of the
battle. In a few days a score at least of the singers would be dead in
the sand, others would be stricken down, perhaps maimed. Margaret
asked Cammock if they ever thought of this before a fight; but he
answered, “No.”
“No one would ever fight if he thought,” he said. “I’ve been, now
(with other fellows), in three big fights. We’d not got a chance in
any one of ’em, if you’d asked before. I was at Panama, where we were
all starved and worn, while they’d a fresh army, with a city to fall
back on. I was at Perico, and five or six boats of us fought three big
ships full of troops. I was at Arica, where about a hundred of us
fought what was really a brigade of an army. I don’t think once I
heard any say, or even think, as some would be killed and shot.”
“I was in the Low Countries,” said Margaret. “It was the same there.
Each man thinks and hopes that it will be the other fellow. Sometimes
I feel that if a man thinks with sufficient strength he really makes a
sort of intellectual guard about himself. I mean, as faith saved the
men in the furnace. What do you think?”
“Yes?” said Cammock. “A man who goes in thinking about himself like
that isn’t going to do much with his gun. Besides, he couldn’t.”
“You see them sometimes.”
“Ay,” said Cammock. “You see ’em swaying from side to side to touch
their next-hand man. For company. You see ’em all swaying in a row.
Like this. Side to side. But the first shot locks the ranks. When they
begin to fire they forget it all. They’ve got to manage their guns.
And they get all hid in smoke. That’s another comfort. And they can
shout, ‘Give ’em hell. Give ’em hell. Give it the hijos del horos.’
But afterwards. What about afterwards?”
“The dead and wounded? Yes,” said Margaret. “Poor wretches lying out
without water. Ammunition carts going over them. Camp followers. The
night after a battle. I remember my first. It was all still after the
firing. Then one heard cries in the stillness, from all round one.
Awful cries. Like wild beasts.”
“I never heard that, sir. But I’ve seen blood really running out of a
ship’s scuppers. That gives you a turn. That was at Perico. She was
coming past us full tilt, under all sail. Her decks were full of men;
full. We were only eighteen of us in the long-boat. So we gave her one
volley. It was like a deer dropping dead, sir. The ship broached to.
There was scarcely a man left standing in her. Their matches set her
on fire. I was aboard her afterwards. I never see such a sight.”
“And how many are over there, now, going about the town, to be killed
in a few days, not seeing their slayer? Have you ever thought of the
soul, captain? It must be startled to be driven from the body like
that.”
“The faces are peaceful, sir.”
“Yes. Many are. But the faces one sees in a fight. I never saw a noble
expression on a man’s face in a battle. I’ve seen fear, and sickness,
and madness. I always feel a compound of all three. What do you feel?
I don’t believe you do feel. You are always so wonderful. I wish I had
your self-control.”
“I don’t know what I feel, sir. Fear of having my retreat cut off.
That’s the thing I worry over. I tell you, sir, frankly. I don’t want
that ever to happen to me. I don’t care who knows it.”
“About our battle, captain. We shall land in force to south of the
town, while Tucket’s party makes a strong feint on the north wall. We
shall creep up along the beach, and attack the south wall as soon as
Tucket’s party draws their fire. We ought to be in the town by the
time the sun’s at all strong. The canoas will follow us up, and lie
below the sea-wall, ready for us. The ships will anchor within gunshot
of the town as soon as we hoist English colours.”
“It’d be well to get all hands off soon, sir. They’ll get straggled,
looking for loot, and there’s three garrisons--Lobos, Covenas, and
Cispata--within an hour or two’s ride of the place. Another thing,
they’ll likely take to drinking.”
“We’re not in the town yet, captain.”
“That’ll come, sir.”
“You know, captain, we may be taking our friend back.”
“Yes, sir. The lady, poor thing. She must be suffering now, sir. We’re
anxious. But nothing to her, poor thing, wondering if that man’s
alive.”
“I’m wondering if we are making more trouble for her by bringing him
back to her.”
“He’s not been brought yet, sir.”
“In three days, captain.”
“Maybe so, sir. If you ask me, I say no. She’ll never see him again. I
ask Mr. Perrin that. One always comes back to Mr. Perrin. They call
him a fool, forward there; but he sees things shrewder than some of
these wise ones that tried to drown the duck. He said, ‘No. You’ll
never see him again. He’s married to a Spanish girl, and changed his
religion, by this time.’ One never believes Mr. Perrin till one finds
he was right after all. Then it’s too late.”
“Perhaps,” Margaret said. “He may be right. That may be it. He may be
killed in the assault. He may have left the town. We may never see him
again. It may be the end. I wonder what sort of life it is going to be
for her if it is the end.”
“Life goes on much the same way, sir. Women feel it more than men;
they live so cramped. But I always say a man’s a bigger thing than
anything he makes. If he makes trouble he’d ought to be big enough to
bear it.”
“And if the trouble’s made for him?”
“There’s always more than yourself in the world. Come, sir.”
“I think, captain,” said Margaret, “you’re the only one of us all who
comes up prepared and calm, ready for everything. I ought to have been
on the Main with you and Morgan, instead of learning Latin at a
university. If I ever have a son, I shall send him abroad with you to
be a buccaneer.”
They entered the gulf in the darkness of the new moon. They sailed in
a clump together, Tucket leading. They sailed without lights, but for
the night-lights in the binnacles. They moved in blackness on the sea,
great fish making fire-streaks, lumbering whales with their brood. The
men aboard them, waiting in the darkness for the word, struck their
shins on guns and longed to be off. Few of them took their hammocks
from the nettings that night. They passed the hours talking and
smoking, in slow sea-walks to and fro, humming old tunes over their
pipestems. They had made themselves ready many hours before. Their
guns had been oiled and loaded, and their belts filled with
cartridges, during the afternoon. All that they had to do now was to
buckle on their water-bottles and snapsacks, and get into their boats.
They heard the surf tumbling on the Mestizos. Setting stars, like
ships’ lights, burned out into the sea. The seamen watched them as
they shifted their tides, talking of the past, with its memories, of
ships and women, its memories of life and the sun.
The word was given some four miles from the city, lest the Indian
sentinels should sight the ships from the walls. The land was like a
cloud at that distance, like a sharply defined blackness on the sky,
shutting off the rising stars. It was a dark morning; but to the
seamen’s eyes it was light enough. They had been on deck since the
setting of the watch. They had grown accustomed to the darkness. It
was now an hour before the dawn. It was to be a red dawn above Tolu.
Captain Margaret stood with Cammock at the gangway watching his men go
over the side to the canoas. All the men of war, twenty of his crew,
and a few Indians, fifty men in all, were coming with him from the
ship. They loitered about the gangway like sheep at a gap, they seemed
a great company. They did not talk much among themselves. One or two,
the wags of the fo’c’s’le, made jests about “Tolu soup”; and the
laughter spread in the canoas, where the men were packed tightly, like
lovers on a bench. One or two of the men, the most intelligent among
them, asked to shake hands with Captain Margaret as they passed him at
the gangway side. Perrin touched him on the shoulder when about half
of them had gone.
“Charles,” he said, “Olivia wants to see you. She’s in the alleyway.”
“In a minute,” he answered. “Good-bye, West.”
“Good-bye, sir.”
“Look after them, captain. Don’t let them shove off without me.”
In the darkness of the alleyway he found Olivia. He could see her
great eyes in the oval of her face. She was trembling.
“Well, Olivia,” he said gravely. He took her hands in his, wondering,
dully, if he would ever see her again. “I’m just off, Olivia.”
“I wanted to see you,” she said, in a shaking little voice. “I know
I’ve only a minute. I tried last night. I want to thank you, Charles.
You’ve been good. You’ve been very good to me. Whether you succeed. Or
don’t succeed. I mean now. On shore. I. I thank you. Thank you. God
keep you.”
“You, too, Olivia.”
He felt that this was the supreme moment of his life, this moment in
the dark, with the forms of seamen passing across the door, and the
white, beloved face half seen, strained up towards him. He knew that
he might kiss her face. Their souls were very near together, nearer,
he knew, than they would ever again be. There was the beloved face
near his; there was his reward, after all these days, after all this
wandering the world.
“Good-bye, Olivia.”
She did not answer, but her hands pressed his hands to her side for a
moment.
“We shall be back in a few hours, Olivia.”
“Ah, not that. Not that,” she said, shuddering. “Never that again.”
“Perhaps, Olivia, he may be with us.”
“No,” she said faintly.
“I must go now, Olivia. Good-bye.”
“Good-bye,” she murmured. “God keep you, Charles.”
He knew that he might kiss her face; but would not. He knew that it
was the mood and the moment which brought them thus together. She
should never reproach herself. He did not love for pay. He pressed her
hands for an instant. “Good-bye then,” he said lightly.
“Thank you,” she said, so lowly that he could hardly hear her.
He knew that she stood there, leaning against the bulkhead in the
dark, long after he had reached the deck. It was like waking from a
dream to come on deck again.
“Good-bye, Cammock,” he said, putting his emotion from him. “We’ve got
our bearings. Don’t stand further in for half an hour. If anything
happens. Well. We’ve talked that out. Haven’t we? Good-bye, Edward.”
“Good-bye. Look here, Charles. Here are my pistols. I should like you
to have them.”
“Very well,” he said. “Thanks. How do you put them on?” He slung the
pistol-belt over his shoulder, in the sea-style. “Good-bye,” he said
again. “Look after her.”
He passed quickly down the ladder to the waiting canoas, which still
dragged at the gangway with their freights of armed men. A canoa was
pulling towards them out of the night; her oars stroked the sea into
flame. Gleams of flame broadened at her bows. Little bright sparks
scattered from the oar-blades as the rowers feathered.
“Is that you, Captain Margaret?” said Pain’s voice. “I’ve sent
Tucket’s party on ahead. They’ve got a mile further to pull than we
got. We’re all ready ahead there. You’re all ready and loaded, and
your guns flinted?”
“Yes. All ready here, Captain Pain.”
“Your oars are in grummets, ain’t they?”
“Yes, all of them.”
“And you’ve all got white scarves on your arms? Right. The word is ‘Up
with her.’”
“‘Up with her.’ You hear that, all of you? The word is ‘Up with her.’”
“Up with her,” the men repeated. “We’ll rally her up for a full due.”
“We’ll shove ahead, then, cap,” said Captain Pain. “If any man speaks
above a whisper, mind, we’ll deal with him after.”
“Silence in the boats,” said Margaret. “On a morning so still as this
we may be heard a couple of miles off. Sound goes a long way over
water. Remember, all hands. No looting. There’s to be no looting.
After the city’s taken, we shall hold it to ransom. After the fight,
the trumpeter here will sound the assembly in the Plaza. You will all
fall in there. Understand?”
“Are you ready in the bows there?”
“All ready, sir.”
“Shove off. Give way together. Make it long, stroke oars.”
“Long and lairy, sir.”
“We’ll follow you, Captain Pain.”
“Right,” came the voice out of the darkness. The hulk of the _Broken
Heart_ fell away into the night. The ripple of flame at her bows died
astern. The boats drew up into order, Pain’s canoa leading, the other
fourteen following close behind, two and two together. There was
silence in all the boats, a silence like the hush in a theatre. The
wash of the hundred oars, and the slow breathing of the rowers, was
all that could be heard. All that could be seen was the advancing oily
swell of the water, the gleam where the oars dipped, the track of the
great stars dancing on the swell. Dimly one could see the other boats.
One could see the transom of Pain’s boat, a ghostly oval, dying away
ahead, but never quite gone. Far in front, seeming slowly to climb
higher, was the blackness of the shore, from which, very faintly, came
the roll of the surf. So they rowed on, in the darkness, pausing
sometimes to change their rowers, two hundred men, going to the
presence of death.
Their first real sight of the shore was a twinkle of fire upon the
beach, below the city. Some infected clothes had been set on fire
there the night before. The fire had smouldered all night, and had
then broken out, in little leaping tongues, lighting the town’s south
gate. Those in the boat wondered when they saw it, thinking that
Indians must be camped there, or travellers from Covenas, perhaps,
arrived after the shutting of the gates. There was some anxiety lest
it should be a signal; but the flames, lighting up the beach, showed
them no watchers, and no answering signal shone in the south-west,
either from shore or sea. They learned from the fire that they were
pointing too near to the city. They swung off four points, and rowed
to the south-east, into the shallow water off the mouth of the
Pesquero.
They landed about three miles from the town, and at once formed for
action. Some Indian scouts led the party, then came Margaret with a
dozen axemen, all carrying powder-kegs, for the destruction of the
gate. The _Broken Heart_ men formed the vanguard. Pain’s men followed,
in rough order. The boats, with a boat-guard of thirty or forty men,
some of whom were leeches, pulled out into the gulf, to prepare lint
and salves for the hurt. The landing party looked to their firearms.
There was a little confusion and splashing, owing to the narrowness of
the beach, which forced some of them to stand in the sea. In a few
minutes they were all ready. They set forward, as silently as they
could, keeping a fast walk, lest Tucket’s men, now hidden among rocks
a mile to the north of the town, should grow weary of waiting. It was
still dark night about them; but they knew from the faintness of the
wind that it was near dawn. The macaws were waking in the forest.
Strange cries, strange primeval noises, sounded in the forest. There
were stealthy patterings, quick scuttering droppings, as some animal
brushed among the scrub, knocking off the dew. The Indian who walked
by Margaret knew what these noises meant. He paused at each sound, as
though to make sure that they were really what they seemed. A
chicaly-chicaly made her sweet, sharp cry, from somewhere ahead. It
touched Margaret to the heart; it was so like the tolling of a cuckoo.
The Indian bent his head back and replied, so exactly that the bird
answered. Margaret had never before heard this done; though he had
read of it. He wondered, as he marched, if all knowledge ranked alike,
if all power, all imagination, ranked alike, and whether this Indian,
who could apprehend the natures of all these creatures in the wood,
were not really a finer product than himself. He could not imitate a
chicaly-chicaly, he could not raise the devil, he could not see a
three-days’-old track on stones. He wished that in the march to a full
life one had not to forget so much. One should have all the powers,
all the savage powers even, one should be a divine spirit of
apprehension, one should inform the whole world, feeling the pismire’s
want as keenly as the saint’s ecstasy. One should be able to apprehend
the wild things, the things of the wood, as well as the spirit of a
poet in his divine moment. True life is to be alive in every fibre to
the divine in all things. He wondered whether the Indians communed
with the beasts, getting from them something which the white men
ignored; coming, through them, to secrets unknown to white men,
secrets of nature, of the universal spirit, of the spirit which binds
the herds of peccary, and slinks in the wild cat, and sings in the
bell-voiced golden-comb. He thought little of the business in hand.
His mind was blank about it. All that he could think of the coming
struggle was that he must bring back Stukeley, find him and bring him
back, or never go back himself. The men were all round him, some of
them even ahead of him by this time, for, going fast as they were,
often up to their knees in the sea, it was impossible to keep good
order.
After half an hour’s march they forded the Arroyo Francesco and came
to the broader sands. Here they all marched in the wash; for now they
were within twelve minutes of the town. They could see the dark mass
of the town ahead of them, a city of sleepers, no light burning, no
one stirring, only a little fire near the gate, and a dog baying in
the Plaza. The dawn was beginning to change the darkness; it was
growing lighter. The screams of the macaws set the monkeys swearing.
The men halted, formed into order, and hurried on for another
half-mile. They paused again, only four hundred yards from the walls.
The pioneers with the powder-kegs made ready for their dash to the
gate. The fusemen, carrying many yards of match, now lit their fuses
in the scrub. The army marked time, feeling the chill of the dawn,
waiting for Tucket to begin. Margaret could feel that many of his men
were nervous, waiting like that, with the light growing above them.
They had timed the attack well; but to stand, waiting, while the
precious moments passed, was hard. Very soon the sentinels would see
them. A low growl of discontent muttered up and down the ranks. Voices
urged Margaret to attack at once, without waiting for Tucket. “We
shall be seen.” “What’s the good of waiting here?” “Why, Lord love us,
we could have took the town by this time.” “Shove ahead.” “This is a
bit of ‘up with her,’ I don’t think, waiting ’ere.” There was a
tendency to edge forward, to press towards the front, to see what was
going on. Margaret urged them back, and passed word to Pain to keep
his rear ranks from firing into the backs of the storming party. The
rear ranks were the eager ranks, as they always are. The front ranks
are nearest to the bullets; they have their minds engaged.
Lighter it grew. There was colour in the sky now; the men were surging
forward, swearing that they would wait no more. Then from far away, on
the farther wall of the town, a cry arose, a cry like a death cry, a
cry of alarm. Two shots followed; then yells, shrieks, oaths, the roar
of many guns. “Up with her, Tucket,” said the waiting men. Cries
sounded within the town, dogs yelped, one or two women screamed, as
the firing increased. “Come on,” Margaret called to the pioneers. They
splashed out of the water on to the sands, and started towards the
city at a run. As they ran, they heard Pain keeping back the ranks
till the charge should have been fired. The feet splashed behind them
slowly, growing fainter. The fire on the beach grew brighter, they
were passing it; the walls were before them, only a hundred yards
away. “Against the door,” he said, panting. “Against the hinges. One
keg spilled below.” The town was aroused now. They could hear the
cries and hurry. Still no sign came from the walls. “Sentinel’s
asleep,” said one of the men. “There,” said another. “Up with her. Up
with her. We’re seen.” A man showed upon the wall by the gate. “Ahi,”
he screamed. “Piratas. Piratas. Piratas. Cuidado. Cuidado.” He fired
his gun into the air; the flash shot up like the flash of a
blast-charge. There came cries and a noise of running. A few heads
showed. The wall spouted fire in a volley. They were up against the
wall, against the iron-plated door, piling the kegs against the
hinges, tamping them down with sods and stones. Margaret snatched one
keg and spilled it along the door-sill. “There,” he said. “There. Now
your fuse, fuseman.” The quick-match was thrust into a keg. “Up along
the walls, boys. Quick. Scatter. Pronto.” He thrust them sideways.
They saw what he wanted. When the imaginations are alert there is
little need for speech. No man could have heard him. The racket in the
town was uproar like earthquake. The whole wall above them was lit
with fire spurts. Mud and plaster were tinkling in a rain upon them.
They ran fifty yards like hares, paying out the quick-match. “Now,”
said Margaret. The match flashed. A snake of fire rippled from them.
They saw the shards of pots gleam, then vanish. They saw old bones,
old kettles, all the refuse below the walls. “Down,” he shouted.
“Down.” They flung themselves down. The beach to their left flashed,
as the pirates fired at the wall.
There came a roar, a rush of fire, a shaking of the land. Mud, brick,
stone, shards of iron and wood, all the ruin of the gate, crashed
among them, flying far among the trees, thumping them on their backs
as they lay. After the roar there was a dismayed silence. A wail of a
hurt man sounded, as though the wrecked gate cried. Then with a volley
the privateers stormed in. From where he lay, Margaret could watch
them plainly; the dawn had broken. He saw them charging, tripping in
the sand, their gun-barrels glinting. An Indian led them, a screaming
Indian, who danced and spun round, waving his machete. “Lie still,” he
shouted to his pioneers. “Let them pass. They’ll shoot you down. Lie
still.” With yells and shots the storming party swept up the ruin. “Up
with her,” they shouted. “Up with her.” They were clambering over the
wreck, tripping, stumbling, kneeling, to fire, clubbing at the guard.
“Now,” said Margaret, drawing his sword. They rose up from their nest
among the tip. They were with their fellows, they were climbing the
heaped stone, amid smoke and oaths and fire-lit faces. Margaret was
inside Tolu. The south wall was won.
The land-breeze, very faint now, drifted the smoke slowly. He could
see little. He could see in glimpses the whitewashed houses, the line
of the south road, a man with his back to a wall, a woman fallen,
figures rushing. He could see enough to know that the enemy were
making no stand. He ran on up the road to the Plaza, one of a mob.
Windows opened above him. People fired from the windows. Women were
flinging pots, tiles, braziers. Some one had begun to ring the alarm
bell in the church. The broken clang sounded out above the screams and
the firing. Now it was all clear before him. He was in the Plaza,
shouting to his mob to form. There in front of him the troops were
mustering. They were running from their quarters, half clad, in rags,
just as they had started from sleep. Heavy fire was rolling at the
north wall. Troops were running thither. In the centre of the Plaza,
about a cotton tree, a score of Spaniards were forming in line. A
halberdier was dressing them. They stood firm, handling their guns,
hearkening to their capitan. Margaret saw them clearly, and praised
them in his heart for the flower of soldiery. They were of the old
Spanish foot, the finest troops in the world. Even as he looked he saw
them falling forward. He was among them. His sword jarred him to the
shoulder as it struck on a gun-barrel. He saw them about him. They
were breaking. They were gathering into clumps. They were being swept
into the mob of citizens flying to the east gate.
Half an hour later the newly risen sun showed him a captured town. In
the streets, in the Plaza, everywhere, lay the dead and dying. They
lay in heaps in some parts. All the clutter and wreck of war, the
clouts, the cast arms, the gear flung away by the fleeing, lay
littered in the sands. The walls were chipped and starred with bullet
marks. The stink of powder was everywhere. Women still screamed.
Wounded men wailed where they lay, with the pitiful whimpering cry,
like that of a beaten hound, which sickens all who hear it of the
glory of war. Firing was still going on; but the fight was over; the
town was in the hands of the privateers.
Margaret found himself at the east gate with Pain. About a dozen of
the crew of the _Broken Heart_ stood by him, waiting for orders. He
took their names, and told them off to look out at the city gates, and
to spike the guns on the sea-wall.
“I’m going to the Governor’s house there, to look for my friend,” he
said. “Where’s my trumpeter? Sound the assembly, trumpet. Muster your
men, will you, Captain Pain?”
The assembly sounded. The men fell in, answering to their names. The
boat-guard with the doctors landed. The captains checked off their
lists, scanning the ranks closely whenever a man failed to answer. The
men were powder-blackened; some of them were wounded, many were cut
about the head. They sent the boat-guard with the doctors to search
the streets for the dead and hurt. Thirty-three men were missing, all
of them, save one, from the party which had stormed the south wall.
“Strengthen the guards at the gates,” Margaret said. “Captain Tucket,
you take the north gate. I’ll see to the east. Captain Pain, will you
send a dozen to the south? Keep a sharp look out.”
He picked his own guard and sent them off to their duty. The other
gate-guards fell out unwillingly. Some of the privateers were eating
their breakfasts in the ranks.
“I’m going to the Governor’s house now,” he said to Pain. “Call me at
once if the Spaniards send a trumpet. No straggling. No looting,
mind.” As he turned towards the Governor’s house he heard the men
behind him snigger. He heard a voice ask Pain if this was to be the
new rule, now that Springer’s Key was full of college gents. Pain told
the man to take a severe turn.
Margaret drew his pistols as he came near the house; for though most
of the inhabitants had fled, a few poor men and slaves still lounged
in the streets, having nothing to lose. A single man, richly dressed,
might tempt these gangrels. He hailed a negro, who sat in the sun in
the Plaza, sucking a wound in his wrist.
“Ho muchacho,” he said in his schoolboy Spanish. “Donde esta la casa
del Gobernador?”
The negro waved his unhurt hand towards the house with a gesture full
of dignity. Then he continued to suck his wound, like a dog licking a
hurt paw.
“Gracias,” Margaret answered. “Pero el hombre Inglès. Donde esta?”
Again the negro waved his hand towards the house, pausing in his
suction exactly like a dog. “He,” he said; then bent to suck again.
The house of the Governor fronted the Plaza. It was a big house, with
a patio. The lower story had no outer windows, no door. Margaret had
to climb the stone steps to the balcony, where a chained monkey leaped
up and down in the sun, between bites at a plantain. The door leading
to the inner part of the house lay open, just as the fugitives had
left it. A woman’s shawl was on the floor. One runner had upset the
monkey’s saucer of water. A chair had been upset. As Margaret entered
the house, with his pistols cocked, he saw something beneath the
chair, something bright, which he took to be a snake. It was the
scabbard of a sword, flung aside in a soldier’s hurry. Margaret,
pausing on the threshold to listen, wondered if Stukeley had flung it
there. He listened intently, expecting to see Stukeley coming from the
darkness of the corridor. His mind was busy with the thought of
Stukeley. What was he to say to him? What was he to do to him? Suppose
Stukeley came out fighting? “I must bring him back,” he repeated. “I
must bring him back. He must be brought back.” A step sounded on the
stairs behind him. It was West, one of the _Broken Heart’s_ seamen.
“Beg pardon, sir,” the man said, “may I come with you? There’s maybe
some of these Dons in the house.”
“Yes,” Margaret answered. “Listen.”
They listened in the doorway for a moment; but the house was still,
save for the chinking of the monkey’s chain.
“Gone, sir, I guess,” said West.
“Come on, then,” Margaret said. “Cock your pistols and come on.”
They passed through the littered hall into the left-hand corridor. The
jalousied shutters were shut on the patio side; but the doors of some
of the rooms were open, giving light to the passage. It was a barely
furnished house, hung with very old Spanish leather, ant-eaten and
mothed and mouldy, falling to pieces. In the first room, a
sleeping-room, the mosquito-nets had been torn from the cots, and lay
wrecked on the floor with a silver chocolate service. In another, a
chair stood against the wall, where a man had stood to snatch arms
from a trophy. In another sleeping-room they found the clothes of a
man and woman by the cot-sides just as they had been laid the night
before, when the couple retired. It was like being in the presence of
death to walk that house. It was as though they were looking on the
corpse of a house, on a house dug up from the sands, the life of it
gone and forgotten, only the pathetic husks left, that had once been
helps to men. They opened a shutter and looked out upon the patio. A
goat was tethered there, crying to be milked. They heard the stamping
of horses. One horse was scraping with his forefeet against the floor
of his stall. There was no sign of Stukeley there, no trace of him,
nothing to mark his presence.
“Now the other corridor,” Margaret said. They retraced their steps,
walking on tiptoe, listening intently. The first room in the other
corridor was a dining-room, furnished with heavy Spanish furniture of
the great period. A lute lay on the table, among wineglasses half full
of wine, a box of Peruvian suckets, a box of candied quinces, a dish
of avocat pears. Some one had been playing the lute, the night before.
The unknown player had fitted a new string. The broken string lay
among the litter where it had been thrown. Flies were black among the
suckets. The air smelt of the stale gums which had burnt out before a
crucifix on the wall. A shaft of sunlight came through a broken
shutter. The dust quivered in it. On the floor, in its road of glory,
a column of ants marched, stumbling over crumbs. There was much silver
in the room. Over the side-board was a Zurbaran, too full of
personality to be religious. Margaret looked at it, sighing, thinking
that only lesser artists could save their souls. There was no trace of
Stukeley here. “Let’s get out,” he said. “He’s not here.”
“There’s three more rooms,” said West. They entered the Governor’s
office.
It was a barer room than the others. It contained a table and a few
chairs. There were papers on the table; a locked account book, a list
of resident Indians, a list of citizens capable of bearing arms, a
diary in cipher. Under the table, in a coffer, were more account
books, Cammock’s portolano, and a copy of the same, traced from the
originals, now nearly finished.
“You see, West,” said Margaret. “You bear witness that I take these
two books?”
“Yes, sir,” said West. He walked over to a corner and picked something
up from a chair.
“Isn’t this Mr. Stukeley’s, sir?”
“Yes,” said Margaret, crossing over swiftly. “It’s his hat. And
there’s his sword-belt.”
They stood together, looking at the things, wondering how lately the
owner had flung them there, as he came in, hot, for the onzas. They
felt him to be very near them there. It was as though he were coming
sneering towards them, his fine teeth showing. His very words came
into Margaret’s mind, with their exact inflections. “Found much? Eh?”
Those were the words he would use.
“Hark,” said West suddenly. They listened.
“What did you think you heard?”
“There’s some one speaking in the next room, sir.”
“Listen.”
In the hush, they heard a sound like a sob, a low murmur of words;
then a rustling, chinking sound.
“Like some one praying,” West said.
“Careful now,” said Margaret. “Come on after me.” They crept from the
office on tiptoe, their pistols ready. In the corridor a board creaked
beneath them. They paused guiltily, straining their ears to listen.
They heard some one cross the room quietly. Then the door was flung
open, letting a glare of light into the corridor. A priest stood
before them, holding up a crucifix. Within was a bed. A woman knelt by
the bed. Some one lay on the bed, covered with a cloth. Margaret
raised his hand, and the priest stepped back, looking at their faces
curiously.
“Donde esta el caballero inglès?” Margaret asked. “El señor
Stukeley?”
A faint smile showed upon the priest’s mouth.
“Here,” he said in good English. He twitched back the bed-cloth
reverently, to show the body of Stukeley lying dead. The face was a
dull yellow, the mouth was inflamed. There was no need for further
words.
“Vomito,” said the priest.
“Yes,” Margaret said, uncovering. “Vomito.”
“This morning,” the priest said.
The woman rose from the bedside, as though to drive them away. She was
a black-eyed, hawk-nosed woman, of a crude and evil beauty. She was
dressed in red and brown, in an outlandish style. She spoke in gasps,
dreadful to hear; using broken English, laced with oaths and Spanish
words. “Damn,” she said. “Damn perros. Cabrones de piratas.”
“De quién es?” Margaret stammered, meaning “Who are you?” He had no
gift of tongues.
“Mrs. Stukeley,” the priest said. “The widow. His wife.”
“Me Anna,” said the woman. “Me ’is wife.”
Margaret bowed; words seemed useless. He was only conscious of the
horror of it. He had not been prepared for this. He had sat at meat so
many times with this corpse. He had seen him so often, full of life
and health, going with a laugh to sin, in the pride of the flesh. Now
a little thing, the bite of a fly, no more, had brought him to a death
among strangers, in this low cot in the wilds, with his beauty turned
to horror, and his strength, if anything, a fiery chain upon his soul.
There he lay, under an Indian cotton, gone to his reward so soon.
Margaret had hated him. He shuddered now to think how he had hated
him. Looking at him as he lay there, in all the hideousness of death,
he felt the remorse which a death brings. He felt ashamed, as though
he had struck the corpse by hating him whom it had covered. “It was my
fault,” he said to himself. “It should have been otherwise. One ought
to live with this before one.” He saw where he had acted hastily,
where he had failed. He knew all that he might have done. What moved
him most was the thought that Olivia had loved this man, had loved him
tenderly, and that he, Olivia’s lover had never known his character,
had never guessed what it was in him which was beautiful to her. Now
he would never know. Standing by the side of the corpse, he tasted all
the bitterness of one who has failed to apprehend another, and learns
of his failure too late. Stukeley was dead now, the old life was dead
now. He would to God that he were dead in Stukeley’s place, and that
the old life might be lived again. He would to God that this man’s
passage to death had been made pleasanter. He blamed himself. He was
touched and humbled almost to tears. “If I had only understood,” he
thought, “you would not have cast yourself away thus.” Now he had this
to tell Olivia.
“You were not what I thought, Stukeley,” he murmured aloud, looking
down at the face. “You were not what I thought. You won her love. You
were her chosen.
“My God,” he added to himself, “you won her by that very quality of
certainty which made you cast her aside.” He stood there trying to
create, in his moment of tenderness, fit words with which to tell her,
words which might comfort her, staying in her heart. The words which
came to him seemed blunt and cold. The only help that he could give to
her was to bury this part of her with all reverent and noble rites.
“He was the Governor’s secretary,” said the priest. “He was not here
long. Not long in the country. The vomito takes the new-comers.”
“Ah,” said Margaret, starting. “How well you talk English. Look here.
Come aside here. We must bury him at once?”
“Before the sun,” the priest said, with a shudder.
“Where is the burial ground?”
He raised his hand in benediction over the corpse, then led Margaret
out of the room. West followed them, reverent and awed, speaking in a
hushed voice. The priest led them by a back way to the patio, thence
by a postern to a side street, a good two hundred yards from the
house. The burial-ground was hedged with stone, over which some
creepers had grown. Little green lizards were darting among the
creepers. They glittered like cut glass. The gate of the cemetery
swung open on hinges of raw hide. When they entered, some large rats
scuttled to their burrows among the graves.
“Much sickness here,” said the priest. “It is not good to dig deep in
the ground.”
“I must dig this grave deep,” Margaret answered. “Look at the rats.”
“They are large,” the priest said. “Much sickness in this poor town.”
“Where can I find a spade?” Margaret asked.
“Who knows?” said the priest. “You will tell your men to find one?
Ah?”
“I must do this myself,” he answered.
“But your men on the wall,” said the priest. “And your ship there.
Ah?”
Margaret looked towards the west, over the low sea-wall. Some of his
men were spiking the guns on the platform. He could hear the click of
the malls upon the spikes, as they snapped the soft iron flush with
the gun. Beyond them, very far away, were the ships; the tide and the
land-wind had set them out to sea again.
“They are waiting for the sea-breeze,” said the priest. “No getting in
till chocolate.”
“No,” said Margaret. “Now take me, please, to find a spade.”
“You are not a privateer?” the priest asked. “You do not sack us?”
“No,” he answered. “I am not a pirate. I demand the right to trade,
and the recognition of Andria, King of Darien.”
“Don Andria,” the priest said. “Ah? Don Andria, the King. And so we
are not sacked.”
“Now let us find a spade.”
They searched for half an hour before they found a spade.
“We do not use spades,” the priest said. “We tickle the earth with our
toes and it laughs fruits for us.”
“I will lay him here, West,” Margaret said. “Looking towards England.”
“Sir,” the priest said, “he was a good Catholic. He must look towards
the east.”
“Ah,” said Margaret. “And his wife would like that?”
“Yes. Ah, his wife, sir. Poor child. She was only married six weeks.”
“It is sad for her. He did not suffer much, father?”
“Ill for four days. But yesterday he was better. Then the fever grew
again. As it does, sir, in some cases. The blood was before the dawn.
Like a child, sir. And his eyes turned upon the Cross.”
“Then I will dig the grave here,” Margaret said. “This will be east
and west by my watch.” He scratched a narrow oblong with the point of
the spade.
“I’ll dig the grave here,” he said.
“Not you. Not in the sun,” the priest said. “There is very much
sickness. Your men will dig.”
“I shall dig,” he answered. He felt that he was burying a part of
Olivia. He would do her that service. He would make a grave for that
unworthy part of her. That act of his should be a part of his penance
towards the dead man’s ghost.
“It is very bad to dig this ground,” the priest said. “It is dust of
the dead. We do not dig deep except for an Excellency. You see. The
rats. Why toil, since God will bring them together at the
Resurrection?”
“This is an evil country,” Margaret answered, driving the spade into
the earth.
“There is fever and death. Very evil,” said the priest. “It is not
wholesome to be in the sun, turning the earth, before chocolate. I
will go to the widow.”
He left the cemetery, holding a handkerchief across his nose. The rats
in their burrow-mouths watched him. One or two of them scuttled to
other burrows. They seemed to play a game of general post, with
Margaret as the “he.”
“Let me have a go at that spade, Captain Margaret, sir,” said West.
“No. I must do this,” he answered. “It is dangerous at the top.
Perhaps deeper down you shall give me a hand. Gather stones from the
wall. I want you to keep away from me, West. This soil is full of
infection. Here is some tobacco. I want you to smoke, all the time you
are here.”
“No, sir,” said West, looking uncomfortable. “Not just now, thank you,
sir.”
“It will keep away the infection. You do smoke?”
“Yes, sir. But it wouldn’t be right, sir, nor respectful to Mrs.
Stukeley.”
“Ah,” said Margaret, feeling himself rebuked. He dug for a few minutes
in silence; it was light, sandy earth, easily shovelled.
“I wish you’d let me do that, sir,” said West.
“No. Not yet, West.”
“He was a big man, too, sir. He’d ’ave been a fine big man if he’d
taken care of himself.”
“Yes,” Margaret answered. “He was a beautiful figure.”
“There’s a lot of poor fellows killed, sir,” said West. “But somehow
it don’t come ’ome like this one does. That yellow look, after what he
was. And the Spanish lady. She wasn’t his real lady, sir.”
“No. She wasn’t his real lady.”
So they talked as they dug turn and turn about for an hour and a half,
when they had to stop digging. They were coming to water. The bottom
of the grave was an inch or two deep in water.
“We can go no further,” Margaret said. “Now we’ll get stones.” They
lined the bed of the grave with stones, and turned to the house for
the body.
The priest and the woman had laid the body out. Margaret ripped down
one of the long, jalousied shutters for a bier, while West searched in
the patio for rope. An old Spanish tapestry of the death of Absalom
served as a pall. They carried Stukeley to the grave, the priest
preceding them, intoning the burial service. Then, very reverently,
they lowered him. West and Margaret went aside after this and gathered
a heap of lilies while the woman and priest prayed together.
“Take her away, father,” Margaret whispered. The priest led the woman
to the house. She walked like one stunned. Margaret and West leaned
over the grave, to look their last on Stukeley. They could see the
water soaking into the linen, and above that the frayed body of
Absalom, the handsome youth, caught in the thicket, as he rode. The
town was noisy beyond them, two hundred yards away. Singing and
shouting came from the Plaza. It seemed to Margaret to be the dirge
the man would have chosen, this singing and shouting of men.
“Is that gentleman’s service enough, sir?” West asked.
“Quite enough,” he answered. “You heard him say that Mr. Stukeley had
changed his religion?”
“I’d feel easier if you’d say a few words, sir.”
He spoke the few words. Then with the shovel he began to fill in the
grave, from the foot. He placed many heavy stones among the earth, so
that the rats might be foiled. When he had levelled the surface he
heaped a cairn of stones at the head, and laid the lilies there. He
went to a neighbouring garden, and dug up an arnotto rose-bush, to
plant upon the grave. When this had been planted, the rites were over,
he could do no more. They stood looking down at the grave for a
moment, before they left the graveyard. The singing was loud behind
them. In front of them, darkening under the breeze, was the bay, with
the ships and sloops running in, distant some two or three miles.
“Come, West,” Margaret said. “I must see after the wounded.” He took a
last look at the grave, at the already drooping lilies and dejected
rose-bush. “Good-bye, Stukeley,” he murmured. He stooped, and picked
some rose-buds, and a little scrap of stone from the grave, putting
them carefully in a pocket-case. “Now smoke, West,” he said. “And rub
tobacco on your hands.”
He reproached himself for having neglected his wounded for so long;
but he knew that Tucket and Pain would look to them. He wished that
the singing and shouting would stop. “Old Rose” and “The green grass
grew” were not songs which the army in his mind had sung. Thermopylæ
was not possible to an army which sang such songs. Pistol-shots marked
the singing of each stanza; there were yells and cries. He thought he
heard the screams of women. He saw two men come from a house with
their arms full of plunder. “My God,” he said to himself bitterly. “Is
Stukeley to check me even in death?” He drew his pistols again. “Come
on, West,” he cried. He ran to the two looters.
“What are you doing?” he said. “Take that stuff back where you got
it.”
“Get ter hell,” said the men. “You ain’t our captain. Who in hell are
yer talking to?” Both men were drunk. One of them had been wounded in
the head.
“I been doing your dirty work all morning,” said the wounded man, with
drunken gravity. “I’m a free man, and I’m getting a little for myself.
You ain’t my cap. Wot d’yer talk to us for? Go and see ’em in the
Plaza,” said the other man. “Git ter the swamps and shove yer ’ed in.”
They rolled off shouting. The noise in the Plaza became louder at each
moment. It was useless to shoot the looters; two-thirds of the whole
force were looting. Pain himself was looting.
Indeed, the sight of the Plaza haunted Margaret like a nightmare till
he died. Of the two hundred men gathered there, hardly thirty were
sober. These stood aloof under Tucket, guarding the wounded and
laughing at the antics of the rest. A heap of loot was piled under the
cotton tree. At every moment a buccaneer added to the pile. Wine casks
lay open about the square, with drunken men lying near them, in the
sun, too drunk to stir. Other drunkards, with linked arms, danced and
sang, making catcalls and obscene noises. A half-conscious girl lay
against a wall, gasping, shaken by hysteria. Her wild eyes were hard
and dry, her hands clutched the dress across her bosom. Parties of
drunken men hacked at doors with axes, and tossed household gear
through the windows on to the heads of other drunkards beneath. Some
had been torturing a Spaniard with woolding. The man lay dead with the
cords about him, his face in the sands. Others, in wantonness, were
now firing the church, dancing obscenely about in the priests’ robes.
Women were screaming in an upper room. A dozen savages pursued one
shrieking woman. They bawled filthy jests to each other as they ran.
Margaret stood over her, as she fell, moaning, unable to run further.
He drove the ruffians back, threatening them with his sword.
“It’s the cap,” they said. “If the cap wants ’er he must ’ave ’er.” He
placed the woman in a house which had been sacked; it seemed the
safest place in that lost city. Pain came by him, drunk, dragging a
silver tray.
“No looting,” the drunkard called. “Strictly college gents. No looting
’tall. None. Won’t have it. No.” He passed on, crying drunken
catcalls. The eastern side of the town, fanned by the breeze, was fast
spreading to a blaze. The dry wood crackled as the flame caught. The
church roof was pouring smoke. Little flames were licking out from the
eaves. “My God. My God,” said Margaret. “And this is my act and deed.
My act and deed.” He went to Tucket, who stood with the wounded,
grimly watching it all. He could not speak. He could only shake his
head, white to the lips.
“How’s this for hell?” said Tucket. “This is Captain Pain.”
“Are the guards at the gates still?” Margaret answered.
“Some of ’em are. Your own men are. Mine are. I never saw men like
these, though.”
“Let’s get the wounded to the boats. How many have we? How many men
are steady still?”
“Sir,” Tucket answered, “I’ve twenty-five men by me. We lost fourteen
killed. There’s nineteen hurt here. That’s fifty-eight. Say there’s
twenty at the gates still. That leaves a matter of a hundred and
seventy like what you see. Get them hurt into the carts, boys, and
start ’em to the boats. Gently does it. That’s you.”
They laid the wounded men in litters and carts, and wheeled them down
gently to the canoas. Margaret walked by the side of the carts,
talking to the men about their wounds, fanning them with his
handkerchief, getting drink for them, wetting their brows with water
whenever they passed a cistern. The ships were then coming to anchor
within half a mile of the town.
“You won’t be long in the boats,” he told the wounded men. “You’ll
soon be in bed on board. You can see the ships. There they are. Do you
see?”
He spoke to Tucket, urging that they should withdraw the guards from
the east and north gates, lest the Spaniards, guessing what had
happened, should attack suddenly, and overpower them.
“I’ve already sent,” said Tucket. “I ain’t goin’ to lose good men
because these swine choose to raise hell. This was Captain Pain’s
piece. The sooner we’re off the better.”
“I’d sound the assembly,” Margaret said. “But the trumpeter’s drunk.”
“Could we ring the church bell or something, sir?” said one of the
men.
“The church is on fire.”
“Beg pardon, sir. But we’d oughtn’t to wait,” said Tucket. “We’d ought
to get these fellers on board. The sun’s strong. And we got to make
two journeys as it is.”
At the boats they were joined by the north-gate guards, about a dozen
men in all.
“We can only send away six canoas at a time,” Margaret said. “That’ll
mean twenty-four oars. Two wounded men in each canoa. You can’t put
more, comfortably.”
“That’s so,” said Tucket. “Get ’em in, sons. Ask Captain Cammock to
fire guns.”
They manned six canoas, and laid the worst cases in the sternsheets.
The one sober doctor went with them. He was a clever surgeon, pretty
well known all over the Indies as Doctor Glass Case. He had left
England under a cloud; it was not known why. No man knew his real
name.
“Take them aboard the _Broken Heart_,” Margaret said. “And then come
back for the rest. Tell Captain Cammock how things stand here.”
The boats shoved off from the shore below the water-gate. Boat-covers
propped on oars made awnings for the wounded. Margaret and Tucket
watched them quartering on each other, stringing out into line, some
of the stroke oars splashing, so as to spatter water, by request, into
the faces of the wounded.
“Gully-shooting,” Tucket said.
“They’re racing,” said Margaret. He thought how strongly these men
resembled boys. They never lost a chance of competing. Now, in that
hot sun, after seven hours of exertion, they were making the broad
oars bend, driving the canoas through it, racing to the ship.
Men came straggling to the water-gate, asking if they were to go
aboard. Margaret and Tucket told them to tend the wounded, while they
returned to the Plaza to try to bring off the rest of the hands. There
was no question of holding the town. The east side was a roaring
bonfire. All that they could hope was that the Spaniards would not
attack.
“There are three garrisons only twelve miles away,” Margaret said.
“Yes,” Tucket answered. “And them we fit this morning must be in the
woods.”
“I thought I could have trusted Pain,” said Margaret. “They would have
ransomed the town. It’s a merchant town. Look at all the balsam sheds.
And now they’ve thrown it away.”
“That was Captain Pain,” said Tucket. “He said as all he wanted was
for you to help him take the town. He’d do the rest, he said. He’s
deceived you, sir. Deceived you all along. He was telling his hands
just now, he was going to seize your ship, as soon as he got the stuff
aboard.”
They were entering the Plaza as Tucket said this. They were just in
time to see the church roof fall in, with a sudden uprush of fire.
Many of Pain’s men were dragging the loot out of the heat. They were
stripped nearly naked. They tossed the heavy silver from hand to hand.
Sometimes a piece was flung at a man’s head, and then a fight would
begin. At least thirty men lay drunk about the square, too drunk to
move. About thirty others formed a rank across the eastern side,
firing and clubbing at the rats which ran from the burning houses.
They turned and fired at the rats which broke through them. The Plaza
hummed with flying bullets. Bullets were chipping the adobe walls.
Splintered tiles of a soft warm redness lay in flakes below each
house. Whenever a rat was killed, the slayers yelled and screamed,
swinging the corpse by the tail, hitting each other in the face. Tears
ran down Margaret’s cheeks. He had never before seen a sight like
this. He had never seen a mob at work. And these were the men he had
led; these were the men who were to found a new nation with him.
A sudden roar of cannon made them turn to look seaward. The _Broken
Heart_ was wreathed in smoke from a broadside; but as the smoke blew
clear they could see the danger signal; the foretopsail dropping to
the cap, and a red weft dipped at the peak. Two musket-shots followed
from the fo’c’s’le.
“Danger from the south,” said Margaret. “Here are the garrisons.”
Pain lay in the sand, propped against a wine cask, with his hat tilted
over his eyes. Margaret ran to him and shook him. “Up,” he cried.
“Wake up, man.”
A man came running from the south gate shouting, “The Dagoes. The
Dagoes.” He was bleeding from his mouth. He was gasping his life out
as he ran. “Dagoes,” he gurgled. “Dagoes, you.” He stood for a moment,
swaying, pointing half round the compass behind him.
“Right, son,” said Tucket. “Take a rest. You’re hit. Lie down.”
The man stared at him stupidly, groping with his hands. “Take. These
feathers. Off my teeth,” he gasped, and sank forward gently from his
knees, dead.
Tucket kicked Pain savagely.
“Wha’s a marrer? Wharrer hell’s the marrer?” said Pain, struggling to
his feet.
“We’re attacked,” said Margaret, shaking him. “Get your men. Lord,
man, get your men to the south gate.”
“Hands off, you damcarajo,” he answered angrily. “Why the hell
couldn’t you look out? Hadn’t you sense enough to set a sentry? I’m
awake. You Port Mahon fiddler. What in hell are you looking at me for?
Get the men.”
The guns of the _Broken Heart_ opened fire in succession, blowing
white rings over the trucks. Heavy musket-fire was breaking out at the
south gate. Some of the rat-catchers ran towards it.
“Don’t talk to me like that,” said Margaret. “You drunken little boor.
See what you’ve done. You and your gang of thieves. Look at your work.
Look at it. Answer me again and I’ll run you through.”
“Lord’s sake,” Tucket cried. “They’re on to us. Here they are.
Cuidado, sons.”
“I’ll talk t’you later,” Pain said. “Up with her, sons. Rally an’ bust
’em.” He unslung his piece, and ran, followed by the others, to the
south road. They reached the mouth of it in time to see their fellows
scattering towards them from the breach. All the wall was covered with
clambering Spaniards, hundreds of them. They came swarming on like a
wave of bodies, firing and dropping down to load, firing again, ever
firing, till the air was full of fire. Margaret saw privateers running
up to support him. They came from all sides, fifty or sixty men in
all, enough to make a rough double rank across the street. They made a
stand here, at the corner of the Plaza, fighting steadily and well,
but losing heavily. Margaret picked up a gun and fired with them,
praying only that a bullet might find him soon. He had no thought of
anything save that. He had failed. Now he would die unpitied in a
hopeless fight against odds. There were several hundreds of Spaniards
coming up, and the privateers’ ammunition failed. They were searching
the dead for cartridges. Men were running back to the Plaza to search
the drunkards for cartridges. A few men climbed to the roof of a
house, and fired above the smoke into the enemy. Margaret climbed up
with them, so that he might order the battle. He lay on the tiles with
the rest, firing and cheering. For ten minutes they lay there, firing
till they had no more powder. Then, as the smoke cleared away, he saw
that a troop of horse was coming up. He saw the Indian lances swaying
like boat-masts in a sea. He climbed down from his perch, at that, and
gave the word to retire, fighting, to the boats. He knew that the
fight now was only a matter of moments.
The men fell back, losing heavily. The Spaniards pressed on, cheering,
trying to flank them. At the boats was a mob of flying drunkards,
struggling with the boat-guard. They were trying to get the canoas for
the loot. The beach was littered with loot. A couple of thousand
pounds’ worth of plate was lying in the sands. Seventy or eighty men
were fighting in the water, shouting and damning, tugging the canoas
to and fro. They left the canoas when the fight ranged down to the
beach. They ran to save the plate from the sands, to snatch the loot
from under the feet of the fighters. They shrieked, with tears in
their eyes, to the fighters. They struck at them with fists and guns
and candlesticks, telling them to save the loot, damn them, save this
precious gear, never mind the Dagoes. The fighters struck back at
them, clubbing their guns. That was the end of the fighting. The ranks
broke. Fighters, drunkards, boat-guard, all the wreck of the force,
were jumbled in a mob among the boats, knee-deep in water. Margaret,
Tucket, and a few more, managed to keep clear of the mob, and fired at
the sallyport as the Spaniards pressed through to end them. Tucket’s
mate cooly filled their pockets with cartridges, helping himself from
the men about him. Two canoas upset; a third, with only three men in
her, drew clear and pulled for the ships. Spaniards were on the walls
above them, firing into them from the platform. The dead and dying men
were beaten down and stamped on by the herd of wild beasts in the
water. Margaret was careless how it ended for him. He had no wish to
live. He felt only the horror of having mixed with men like these, of
having led them, of having soiled his honour for ever with them. His
gun was shattered with a bullet; the wound in his shoulder had broken
out again; he could feel his shirt, sized with blood gluing to his
skin. He drew his sword, and waited, looking at the walls, watching
the heads of the Spaniards showing in glimpses among the smoke. As he
looked there came a rush above him. A yard of the wall shattered into
dust with a burst. Cammock had opened on the town with his broadside.
That saved them.
He was in the water still. Some loaded canoas were pulling clear. The
last canoas were loading. A dozen steady men, calmed by the gun-fire,
were covering the retreat. One by one they climbed into the canoas,
firing over the gunwales, standing up to fire, anxious to have the
last word. A canoa which had pulled clear backed up to Margaret, and a
voice shouted in his ear. Looking round, he saw that it was Pain, a
grimed and bloody scarecrow, still savage with drink.
“You Portuguese get,” the drunkard screamed. “You called me down just
now. Did you, by God. You junk-laid carajo. Now I’m even. See?” He
swung his knobbed pistol on to Margaret’s brow with a smash, knocking
him senseless. “Give way,” he shouted. “Give way. That’s what I give
to college gents what gets gay with Captain Pain.”
When Margaret recovered consciousness he was in the last canoa, a
hundred yards from the shore. One of the Indians was mopping his brow
with water. Tucket, who was steering, was uncorking a rum-flask with
his teeth.
“You’ll be all right,” Tucket said. “Take a rinse of this.”
“I’m all right,” he answered, with a little, hysterical laugh. “Where
is that man? The man who hit me?”
“Gone aboard your ship,” said Tucket.
“My God,” he answered. “Give way then, quick.”
He sat up, fully roused, splashing water over his head. He felt ill
and stupid; but the thought of possible danger to Olivia roused him.
Looking back, he saw Tolu blazing above the palm-tree tops, the flames
sucking at the forest, scorching the boughs. Looking forward, he saw
the _Broken Heart_, with men struggling on her gangway amid the flash
of pistols.
“Captain Pain,” Tucket said. “Up with her, boys.”
“I cain’t row no harder,” said one of the men petulantly, like a child
about to cry. “I see old Jimmy shot, as I owed the dollar to. It ain’t
my fault, cap.”
“If I put any more weight on,” said another rower, “this oar’ll go in
the slings. It’s got a chewed slug through the service.”
Margaret noticed then, for the first time, that the canoa had a foot
of water in her. There were seven men in her. Tucket, himself, an
Indian, and four rowers, all of them wounded.
“Let me take an oar,” he said. “Give me your oar, bowman. You’re hit.”
“I ain’t goin’ to lay up,” the bowman answered. “A sailor don’t lay
up, nor he don’t take medicine, not till he’s dying, and then he don’t
need to.”
“Let me double-bank the stroke then.”
“You stay still,” Tucket said. “You been as near it as most. We’re the
last canoa. D’ye know what that means? We five got an upset boat and
righted her. The Spaniards were riding after us finishing the wounded.
Robin there, the Indian, saved you. He swam a matter of thirty yards
with you before we picked him up. Then we’d to lie-to and bale her out
before she sank, with the Dagoes blazing hell at us. As it is, we’re
only crawling.”
“Robin,” said Margaret, “I shall tell Don Toro to call you by my
name.”
The Indian sucked in his golden nose-plate, and cringed upon his hams,
grinning. He was the only happy man in the force, this Indian “sin
razon.” Tucket added to his happiness by hailing him with his new
name, in his own speech of San Blas pigeon, a jumble of Spanish and
Indian, spoken as English.
“You Captain Margaret now, Robin. Sabe? You Capitano. Capitano sobre
tula guannah anivego. Mamaubah. Eh? Shennorung Capitano. Muchas
mujercillas. Eh?”
Five hundred yards further on the rowers had to rest. They splashed
themselves with water, took a drink of spirits, and lay back in the
stern-sheets. They were worn out. Margaret was worn out, too. He had
no strength left in him. He lay back, dully, watching the ship;
noting, though with no intellectual comprehension, an array of men
passing down the gangway, making a great noise. It was still, after
the roar of the battle. The cries and oaths came down the wind to him,
clearly, across the water. He saw three long canoas, full of men, pull
clear from the ship’s side, with one man, not very big, standing in
the sternsheets of the largest, shrilly cursing at the ship. “That’s
my note,” were the only words which he could catch. “That’s my note.”
He wondered whose note and what note it could be. But his head was
reeling; he didn’t really care.
“There’s a woman in the canoa there,” said one of the rowers.
“My God,” he said, rousing up, as the beaten boxer rises, though
spent, at his second’s cheer. “It’s not Mrs. Stukeley? It’s not Mrs.
Stukeley?”
“No, sir,” said a rower. “The other lady.”
“Yes,” he said, looking intently. “The other. Mrs. Inigo. What’s
happened?”
“Pain’s got your crew,” Tucket answered. “He’s leaving you to the
Spaniards.”
Dully, as they passed about the rum-flask, they saw the boats draw up
to Pain’s ship. They saw sail made upon her, the sprit-sail for
casting, the topgallant-sails in the buntlines. Soon she was under
way, lying over to the breeze, sailing a point or two free, bound past
the Mestizos to the southward. Her men, gathered on her poop to hoist
the mizen, cursed the _Broken Heart_ from the taffrail, firing a
volley of pistols at her in farewell. Two of the three sloops sailed
at the same time. As they passed away, crowding all sail, foaming at
the bows with their eight-knot rush, Margaret heard the chanties at
the halliards, a broken music, coming in the gusts of the wind.
Tucket took one of the oars, and sat at the thwart wearily, searching
for a helper among the sternsheets. Captain Margaret, the Indian,
could not row. The other five were exhausted. “Boys,” he said, “if we
don’t get a gait on us, we’ll be sunstruck. We’re losing way, too. The
breeze is setting us ashore.”
Margaret rose up wearily, like a man in a dream, and sat down to row
at the thwart. They pulled a ragged stroke together. They were too
tired to do much. They pulled a few strokes, and paused, to look
round. Then pulled again painfully and again paused. One of the men
took up a pistol and fired into the air. “We’ll never make it,” he
said. He fired again and again, till some one in the ship caught sight
of them and fired in reply. A boat manned by half a dozen men put off
to them, veering out line astern, so that those aboard might heave
them in at the capstan. Cammock and Perrin were two of the rowers, the
only two who could pull an oar; the negro steward steered. The rest of
them rowed like marines on pay-day going through the platoon. The
wounded and weary smiled to see them; they had never seen such rowing.
Slowly they drew up. Margaret saw Perrin and Cammock glancing over
their shoulders at him. They cheered and waved when they saw him. He
waved his unhurt arm to them. The canoa swung round and backed
alongside. Cammock, laying in his oar, shifted his towing-line to the
bow, and bent to it the painter of Tucket’s canoa, so that the boats
might tow together. “Let your oars swing fore and aft, boys,” he said.
He lifted his voice, and yelled to the ship to heave in. “Well, sir,”
he said, coming aft alongside Margaret. “And how are you? I’m glad to
see you alive. The men said you were killed.”
“I’m all right,” he said. “But we had. We had enough, over there. What
has happened in the ship?”
“Well, sir,” said Cammock. “Pain’s gone off with most of what were
left to us. That’s what happened.”
“Tell me,” Margaret said. “How was it?”
“I was on deck with Mr. Perrin till the last canoas were putting off,”
Cammock answered. “We’d been working the guns. We saw there was rather
a mess. Then the doctor sends for us two to help him take off Jowett’s
leg. So we went into the wardroom, where he was working. We heard the
boats come alongside, and Pain lashing out like a chocalatto-north; so
when we got the arteries fast, and Jowett in a cot, we ran on deck to
see if you were safe and to see what the row was. They’d been making
enough row to caulk a flagship. That was too late, then. Pain had been
saying that you were dead, that you’d spoiled the show and got a
hundred of ’em killed. God knows what he hadn’t said. More’n half of
them were drunk. Our lot had been up all night. So by the time we got
on deck they were bundling their bags into the canoas. There was that
Fraser fellow going down the gangway with one of our guns. I knocked
him back where he belonged. Then they began to fire. I’ll show you my
hat when we get aboard. Then they tried to rush the gangway. So I cut
the fall, and spilled ’em off it. We’d a lively fight for a few
minutes. Pain and Ackett’s lots (Ackett’s lot weren’t so bad) went off
then. It was them really kept Pain back a bit. They said they’d play
hell with Springer’s Key for me. Ackett’s lot said I’d better stand in
with them. They said they’d seen you corpsed on the beach.”
“He wasn’t far off it,” Tucket said. “But for this capitano here.”
“Mrs. Inigo went off with Iles,” said Perrin. “They’ve gone with Pain
and the rest.”
“The rest. The rest. What rest? We must have lost. Oh, my God,” said
Margaret weakly. “We must have lost half. Was any roll called?”
“No,” said Perrin. “Twelve of your men went to your sloop, Captain
Tucket, after bringing off some wounded. They said there was hell to
pay ashore, so they stayed here. That was before the attack. And
you’ve five more here; seventeen that makes, besides your
ship-keepers.”
“We’ve got eleven left,” Cammock said, “besides nineteen wounded and
the doctor. Not counting them. Tucket, we got thirty-nine able-bodied
between us. Twenty-four of them yours.”
“By the way, I’ve got your maps, Cammock,” Margaret said. “Here they
are. I’m sorry they’re so wet. I fell in the sea coming off.”
Cammock took the maps with a groan. “Thank you very much, sir,” he
said. “But I don’t much value the maps, though, when I think of what’s
happened.”
“It must have been hell,” said Perrin.
“Yes,” Margaret answered. “It was hell.”
“Why didn’t Pain take the ship?” Perrin asked. “That’s what puzzles
me.”
“Afraid you’d government friends, sir. Besides. He thought if he took
your men the Dagoes’d get you.”
Very slowly the men at the capstan walked the canoas to the side.
Margaret stood on his own deck again, asking himself how many years
had gone since he last stood there. The guns were cast loose. Round
shot, fallen from the garlands, rolled to and fro as the ship rolled.
The decks were littered with wads. Smears, as of lamp-black, showed
where the gun-sponges had been dropped. The hammock-nettings were
fire-pocked and filthy. There were marks of blood on the coamings,
where wounded men had lain, waiting to be carried below.
“Charles,” said Perrin, “you come to the cabin and lie down. I’ll
fetch Olivia to you. She’s with the wounded. What about Stukeley?”
“He’s dead, Edward. He died of yellow fever this morning. I buried
him.”
“My God. Dead?”
“Yes. He was married there.”
“He deserted then, that time?”
“Yes.”
“And so he’s dead. The dead are.”
“The dead are our only links with God, I think,” Margaret said
gravely. “I’ve been in hell to-day, Edward. In hell. In hell.”
He lay down on the window-seat in the cabin, where Stukeley had so
often lain. The breeze had swung the ship head to sea. He had only to
turn his head to see the fire of Tolu, burning below its pillar of
cloud. The sea-wall spurted with smoke at intervals. The flashes were
very white and bright, not like the smoke of firelocks. Cammock came
in to him with a mess of cold poultice for his head.
“We’re getting under way, sir,” he said. “The Dagoes are blowing the
spikes out of their guns. They’ll be firing soon. We’re cutting our
cable, sir. We haven’t strength to weigh. Tucket the same. Mrs.
Stukeley is coming to you, sir. I told her you were hurt. She wants
you not to get up, sir.”
He then went away. By and by Olivia entered.
“Don’t get up, Charles,” she said. “Oh. Don’t get up.”
He raised himself to greet her, looking at her sadly. She came up to
him and took his hand, and sat at his side.
“Olivia,” he said gently. “Olivia, I bring another sorrow for you.
Your husband is dead, Olivia. He died this morning.”
“Yes,” she answered quietly. “I knew he would be dead.”
He tried to read her thought; but his head was stupid with pain; he
could not. He saw only the calm, pale face with that quality of
mystery upon it which is upon all beauty.
“I feel for your sorrow,” he stammered.
“Yes, Charles,” she answered. “You feel for my sorrow, I know.”
“Olivia,” he said, “would it pain you too much to hear. To hear about
it?”
“You ought not to be talking with your wound, Charles.”
“I must tell you, Olivia. If you can bear it. It may be harder
to-morrow.”
“Tell me then,” she said. “If you feel. If you wish. I am quite calm,
Charles. Tell me everything.”
“He died of yellow fever, Olivia. In the Governor’s house there. The
tall house above the bastion there.”
“I can’t look, Charles. Don’t tell me where. I’m. Yes?”
“He was ill for four days,” Margaret continued. “They thought he was
getting better yesterday.”
“They, Charles? Who were ‘they’?”
“The Governor and a priest, Olivia.”
“He was in the Governor’s house,” she said. “As a friend?”
“A secretary there.” His mouth had grown very dry; it was hard to
answer these questions.
“Then he stole the book of maps, Charles?”
“Yes.”
“Did you find it?”
“Yes. I found it.”
“Was there fighting? Fighting in the town? Was he alone when he died?”
“He died before the fighting began. An hour or two before.”
“Who was with him, Charles?”
“A priest was with him.”
“A Roman Catholic priest?”
“Yes. I found the priest in the room with him. The priest had attended
him. At the end.”
“He had become a Roman Catholic?”
“Yes, Olivia.”
“I want to picture it, Charles. Was there fighting in the town when
you. When you found him?”
“There was a little firing. But the men were at breakfast. I heard a
few shots. Distant shots. So. So I left the men. And West and I made a
grave. We buried him there, Olivia. The priest. There was a service.”
“And then. What happened then, Charles?”
“I picked these rosebuds, and this pebble, Olivia. From the grave. For
you.”
The rosebuds were crushed and dropping. She took them in the hollow of
her hand. There was a grace in all that she did. The holding out of
her delicate palm was beautiful; the movement showed curiously her
exquisite refinement; it was as though she had said some beautiful
thing; her mind showed in it. She took the relics, looking not at
them, but at Charles, her eyes swimming with tears, her dear mind wild
with tears.
“Thank you,” she said, on a sob. “You planted the roses, Charles? You
thought of it.”
He did not answer. He turned his head, to look out over Tolu. The ship
was moving slowly, heading out over the gulf; the fiery town was
dwindling; the wake whirled pale bubbles about the rudder.
“I think no other man would have thought of it,” she said quietly.
“Ah,” he said, sighing.
“Charles,” she said, “tell me now, will you. That’s over. That part.
What happened in the town?”
“The men got drunk, Olivia, and set the town on fire. They sacked the
place. When I came back to the Plaza. Oh, I can’t. I can’t.”
“You sent off the wounded, then, did you not?”
“Yes.”
“I helped them, down in the ward-room. Oh, poor fellows. I asked them
about the battle. I think I’ve. I think, Charles, I’ve come very near
to the world in these last days. They told me a little. Then I heard
firing. We were busy below, with a sheet over the ports to keep out
the sun. Some of them are dreadfully hurt. I couldn’t see what was
happening. But I knew you were attacked. Then the cannon overhead
began. The ship shook. Then a wounded man came down. He said you were
dead, Charles. It was like the end of everything.”
“It was, Olivia,” he said.
“I know now, Charles, what war is.”
“You didn’t see that water,” he answered. “Oh, not that water. My act
and deed. All of it. All of it by me. And there was a girl in the
Plaza. I’m disgraced. Oh, I shall never. It’s all over. All over after
to-day.”
“No, Charles. Don’t say that. You. At Springer’s Key. You can begin
again there. With better men.”
“Springer’s Key will be a failure, too,” he said bitterly. “Oh,
Olivia,” he added, going off into an hysterical laugh, “that water
gets on my nerves. There were two upset boats, and they can’t right
them.”
“Charles,” she said, frightened. “You’re hurt. You’re hit again.”
“I think my old wound has broken out,” he said.
“Lie down,” she answered, rising swiftly, to lay the relics on the
table. “I’ll see to it at once. Why didn’t I think?”
“I’ll get Perrin,” he said. “Don’t you. You mustn’t. Oh, Olivia,
you’ve enough without me.”
She ripped the coat of soiled linen with the scissors in her
chatelaine. The old negro, coming in with chocolate, brought hot water
for her. Together they dressed the wound with balsam and pitoma leaf,
binding it with Indian cotton. The steward brought in fruit and bread.
They ate and drank together, mechanically, not as though they wanted
food.
“Olivia,” Margaret said, “you are in great sorrow. Some of it, Olivia,
perhaps all of it, is due to me. I want you. I want you to feel that I
feel for you. Feel deeply. Oh, my God. I’m sorry for you. You poor
woman.”
“Charles,” she said, “you mustn’t think. You’ve no right. You mustn’t
think that. That what has happened was due to you. Don’t, Charles. You
won’t, I know. I see too clearly what happened. I see your mind,
Charles, all along. I understand.” She knelt very swiftly and kissed
his hand. “There,” she said, very white. “I understand.”
Margaret closed his eyes, then looked at a gleam of flame far distant,
and at the blue band on the bows of Tucket’s sloop, plunging the sea
into milk within hail of him.
“You were right, Olivia,” he said, in a shaking voice. “I shall never
reap my plantations yonder.”
“No,” she answered. “Nor I.”
There was silence between them for a little while.
“Charles,” she added, “we both had Darien schemes.”
“Yes, Olivia.”
“They came to nothing. Because. There. We were too wild to see what,
what we were building with.”
“Yes, Olivia. And you reap sorrow. And I dishonour.”
“Not that, Charles. We reap the world.”
“Ah no, Olivia. This is the end of everything. For me it is.”
“No, Charles,” she said. “We were living in one little corner of our
hearts, you and I. In fool’s paradises. We were prisoners. This is not
the end. We only begin here.”
He sighed, thinking of the shame of the morning’s work in Tolu. “My
father’s sword,” he thought. “In that cause.”
“Charles,” she asked, “haven’t you. Something more to tell me?”
He thought for a moment, dully, wondering in his blurred brain if she
wished to hear more of the battle.
“No,” he said. “No. That is the end.”
She stood up, facing him, her great eyes looking down on him.
“I must go now to the wounded,” she said softly. “Edward and the
doctor will be wanting me. God bless you, Charles.”
“God bless you, Olivia. And comfort you.”
Before she left the cabin she turned and spoke again.
“He was married, Charles,” she said. “You never told me that.”
“Yes, Olivia, he was married.”
“I knew that, Charles. I saw him so clearly. With a woman with a cruel
face. Oh, I knew it. It was generous of you not to tell me. But I knew
all the time.”
Late that night, in the darkened cabin, Olivia leaned upon the
port-sill, looking out over the rudder eddies, as they spun away in
fire rings, brightening and dying. She propped the cushions at her
back, so that she might rest her head. The nightmare of the past was
ashes to her. That evil fire had burned out, as Tolu had burned out.
The past and Tolu lay smouldering together somewhere, beyond Fuerte
there, beyond the Mestizos. The embers lay red there, crusted in ash.
She had come to see clearly in the pain of her sorrow. She saw her
life laid bare and judged. She saw the moral values of things. Great
emotions are our high tides. They brim our natures, as a tide brims
the flood-marks, bringing strangeness out of the sea, wild birds and
amber. She had relics in her hand; rosebuds and a pebble, “feathers
and dust.” The rosebuds had spilled their petals. She looked at them
there, turning them over with her fingers, holding them to the open
port to see them. There was no moon; but the great stars gave the
night a kind of glimmering clearness. The sea heaved silvery with
star-tracks. Fish broke the water to flame. The scutter of a settling
sea-bird made a path of bright scales a few yards from her. She laid
the relics on the port-sill, near the open window. Very gently she
pushed the pebble into the water, leaning forward to see the gleam of
its fall. One by one she pushed the rosebuds over, till they were all
gone too. She watched the petals float away into the wake, chased by
the sea-birds. They were out of sight in a moment, but the gulls mewed
as they quarrelled over them, voices in the darkness, crying in the
air aloft. Olivia leaned there, looking after them, for many minutes.
Then she drew close the window and covered her eyes with her hands.
It took them five days to win back to the Samballoes. They entered
Springer’s Drive a little before noon, eagerly looking out towards the
anchorage. No ships lay there, no guns greeted them from the fort.
Margaret and Cammock, walking the poop together, knew that Pain had
been before them. A thin expanse of smoke wavered and drifted in films
among the trees. When it drove down into the palms, after rising above
their level, it scattered the macaws, making them cry out. The
flagstaff lay prone, like a painted finger, pointing down the spit to
the sea. Tucket’s sloop was fifty yards ahead of the ship, plunging in
a smother. There was a cockling sea that morning, the reefs were
running white, they gleamed milky for fifty yards about them. There
was no other sign of life about the island. The smoke was so thin that
it was like mist. The beach, which had so lately been thronged, was
busy now with crabs, which scuttled and sidled, tearing at the
manchineel trees. A wounded man limped down the sand and waved to
them. Margaret, going in in his boat, saw that it was the seaman West.
“I been here two days, sir,” he said, “waiting for you. I been living
on sapadillies. There been awful times, sir.”
“What has happened, man?”
“I came from the town, Tolu town, in one of the sloops, sir,” the man
answered. “The _Lively_, as they called her. When we come here,
Captain Pain got all the men you left, all the guard like, to sign on
with him. Then he set the town on fire, and scoffed all your gear, the
guns and powder and that. So I got away and hid in the wood. I was
afraid they want me to join ’em, or put a knife into me. Then I saw
’em flog that Don Toro, and two other Indians. He flog ’em on the
beach, and sent ’em back to the Main, sir. He said that would put all
them Indians off giving you a hand in the future.”
“What a devil the man must be,” Margaret said.
“So I stayed hidden, sir, ever since, hoping no Indians would come
over and find me.”
“So that’s the end,” said Margaret to himself. He would not go ashore
there. He could see the ruins of his city, a mass of fallen earth, a
heap of ashes, a sprouting crop blasted. He would never set foot there
again. That dream had ended like the other, in savagery, in waste, in
cruelty. He would let it end. The fallen gabions of the fort would
soon be tangled with grasses. In three months there would be shrubs on
the city site. The key would be jungle again, the Indians would be
savage again, the privateers would be plundering vagabonds again. The
dream was over. All that he could do now was to proceed to Jamaica, to
sell his goods there, before sailing for England, a beaten man,
threatened by the law.
Tucket’s men helped his crew to fill fresh water. Tucket offered to
take seven of the slightly wounded men in his ship in exchange for
five unhurt men from his own crew. As the men were willing to
exchange, this brought the _Broken Heart’s_ complement to twenty men;
enough, at a strain, for the passage to Jamaica, if no enemy
threatened and no storm arose. When the water had been filled, and the
manger stacked with wood, the men gathered stores of fruit. They were
ready to sail then. Margaret gave the Indian Robin enough goods to
make him a chief in his own land. He made gifts to all of Tucket’s
crew. To Tucket himself he gave a pair of pistols, choice weapons,
made by the best artist in Paris. Tucket asked for his address, in
writing.
“I shall come and look you up, one day,” he said, as he put the paper
in his pocket. “I shall be coming home to set up dyer. We’ll have a
great yarn, that day.”
“I shall expect you,” Margaret said. “You shall dye for me. But won’t
you come home now, captain? With me?”
“No, sir,” he answered. “I want to get that green the Indians get.
Then I’ll come home.”
“I’m sorry,” Margaret said. “Good-bye, then, Captain Tucket. I wonder
if we shall ever meet again.”
“Well. We met. Haven’t we? We neither of us expected to.”
“Good-bye, then. Let me hear from you, if a ship is going home from
here?”
“I will, indeed, sir. So long. So long, Lion.”
“So long,” said Cammock.
They were under way again, close-hauled to the breeze, going out of
Springer’s Drive to the east of Caobos. All the Holandès keys were
roaring with surf. The palms were bending. The smoke from the key
astern trailed in a faint streamer towards the Grullos. That was the
last picture which Margaret formed of the keys. The sun bright, the
palms lashing, the noise of the surf like a battle, the welter of the
surf like milk on the reefs. Tucket was in his sloop now, with all
hands gathered on deck, their faces turned to him. The men of the
_Broken Heart_ were gathered at the hammock nettings. Margaret thought
of the sadness of parting. Two men had shaken hands only a moment
before. Now there was this gulf of sea between them. To-morrow they
would be many miles apart; and who knew whether they would ever meet
again, for all their wandering.
The bells of the ships rang out together, a furious peal. Cammock,
standing on a gun, took off his hat, and called for three cheers for
the sloop. The sloop’s men cheered the ship. The men of the _Broken
Heart_ answered with a single cheer. The bells rang out again, the
colours dipped, the guns thundered, startling the pelicans. Tucket had
turned away now, to help to secure his guns. His helmsman let the
sloop go off three points. She was slipping fast away now, bound
towards Zambo-Gandi. Now the figures of the men could no longer be
recognized. She was hidden behind the palms of Puyadas. Tucket was
gone. Margaret never saw him again.
“That breaks the neck of that,” said Cammock. “All gone,
main-topgallant yard?”
“All gone, main-topgallant yard, sir.”
“Then hoist away.”
Under all sail the _Broken Heart_ swayed seawards, treading down the
rollers, creaming a track across the sea, dark now in its blueness,
with crinkling wind-ruffles. When the night fell, shutting out the
Main, and the stars climbed out, solemn and golden, she was in the
strength of the trade, rolling to the northward, circled by the gleams
of dolphins, hurrying in sudden fires.
After dark that night Margaret sat on the locker-top, looking at the
wake, as it shone below him about the rudder. He was thinking over his
manifold failure, feeling disgraced and stained, a defeated, broken
man. Olivia entered quietly from the alleyway. He only felt her enter.
There was no light in the cabin. The steward was busy with the
wounded.
“Is that you, Olivia?” he asked, knowing that it was she. He felt in
his heart the gladness which her presence always gave to him. Life
could always be noble, he thought, with that beautiful woman in the
world.
“Yes, Charles,” she answered. “I’ve been with the wounded. They’re
better. How are your wounds?”
“Better, thanks. They’re always better at night.”
She drew up a chair and sat down beside him.
“Charles,” she said, “I want you not to brood. Not to grieve. That’s
all over, Charles.”
“Not the dishonour,” he said. “That will never be over.”
“There is no dishonour, Charles. You failed. The only glory is
failure. All artists fail. But one sees what they saw. You see that in
their failure.”
“Ah. Sometimes.”
“I see that in yours, Charles.”
“Thank you, Olivia.”
“I shall always see that, Charles, when I see you.”
“My city.”
“Yes. Your city, Charles.”
“It was for you, Olivia. My city.”
“I am proud,” she said humbly.
“It failed, Olivia. It’s in ruins. Yonder.”
“Charles,” she said, kneeling, taking both his hands, hiding her face
against him, “it is in my heart. That city. Our city.”
She trembled against him, drawing her breath. He held her with his
unhurt arm, waiting till the dear face would lift, pale in that
darkness, to the laying of the gold foundation.