CHAPTER XIV.

"FRIENDS OF MAMMON."

Sin Saxon came heart and soul into Miss Craydocke's generous and

delicate plans. The work was done, to be sure. The third trunk, that had

been "full of old winter dresses to be made over," was locked upon the

nice little completed frocks and sacks that forestalled the care and

hurry of "fall work" for the overburdened mother, and were to gladden

her unexpecting eyes, as such store only can gladden the anxious family

manager who feels the changeful, shortening days come treading, with

their speedy demands, upon the very skirts of long, golden sunshiny

August hours.

Susan and Martha Josselyn felt, on their part, as only busy workers feel

who fasten the last thread, or dash a period to the last page, and turn

around to breathe the breath of the free, and choose for once and for a

while what they shall do. The first hour of this freedom rested them

more than the whole six weeks that they had been getting half-rest, with

the burden still upon their thought and always waiting for their hands.

It was like the first half-day to children, when school has closed and

books are brought home for the long vacation. All the possible delight

of coming weeks is distilled to one delicious drop, and tasted then.

"It's 'none of my funeral,' I know," Sin Saxon said to Miss Craydocke.

"I'm only an eleventh-hour helper; but I'll come in for the holiday

business, if you'll let me; and perhaps, after all, that's more in my

line."

Everything seemed to be in her line that she once took hold of. She had

little private consultations with Miss Craydocke. "It's to be your party

to Feather-Cap, but it shall be my party to Minster Rock," she said.

"Leave that to me, please. Now the howl's off my hands, I feel equal to

anything.'"

Just in time for the party to Minster Rock, a great basket and box from

home arrived for Sin Saxon. In the first were delicious early peaches,

rose-color and gold, wrapped one by one in soft paper and laid among

fine sawdust; early pears, also, with the summer incense in their

spiciness; greenhouse grapes, white and amber and purple. The other held

delicate cakes and confections unknown to Outledge, as carefully put up,

and quite fresh and unharmed. "Everything comes in right for me," she

exclaimed, running back and forth to Miss Craydocke with new and more

charming discoveries as she excavated. Not a word did she say of the

letter that had gone down from her four days before, asking her mother

for these things, and to send her some money; "for a party," she told

her, "that she would rather give here than to have her usual summer

_fête_ after her return."

"You quite eclipse and extinguish my poor little doings," said Miss

Craydocke, admiring and rejoicing all the while as genuinely as Sin

herself.

"Dear Miss Craydocke!" cried the girl; "if I thought it would seem like

that, I would send and tip them all into the river. But you,--you

_can't_ be eclipsed! Your orbit runs too high above ours."

Sin Saxon's brightness and independence, that lapsed so easily

into sauciness, and made it so hard for her to observe the mere

conventionalisms of respect, in no way hindered the real reverence that

grew in her toward the superiority she recognized, and that now softened

her tone to a tenderness of humility before her friend.

There was a grace upon her in these days that all saw. Over her real wit

and native vivacity, it was like a porcelain shade about a flame. One

could look at it, and be glad of it, without winking. The brightness was

all there, but there was a difference in the giving forth. What had been

a bit self-centred and self-conscious--bright as if only for being

bright and for dazzling--was outgoing and self-forgetful, and so

softened. Leslie Goldthwaite read by it a new answer to some of her old

questions. "What harm is there in it?" she had asked herself on their

first meeting, when Sin Saxon's overflow of merry mischief, that yet did

"no special or obvious good," made her so taking, so the centre of

whatever group into which she came. Afterward, when, running to its

height, this spirit showed in behavior that raised misgivings among the

scrupulous and orderly that would not let them any longer be wholly

amused; and came near betraying her, or actually did betray her, into

indecorums beyond excuse or countenance, Leslie had felt the harm, and

begun to shrink away. "Nothing _but_ leaves" came back to her; her

summer thought recurred and drew to itself a new illustration. This it

was to have no aim but to rustle and flaunt; to grow leaves continually;

to make one's _self_ central and conspicuous, and to fill great space.

But now among these very leaves gleamed something golden and glorious;

something was ripening suddenly out that had lain unseen in its

greenness; the time of figs seemed coming. Sin Saxon was intent upon new

purpose; something to be _done_ would not let her "stand upon the order"

or the fashion of her doing. She forgot her little airs, that had been

apt to detract from her very wit, and leave it only smartness; bright

things came to her, and she uttered and acted them; but they seemed

involuntary and only on the way; she could not help herself, and nobody

would have had it helped; she was still Sin Saxon; but she had simply

told the truth in her wayward way that morning. Miss Craydocke had done

it, with her kindly patience that was no stupidity, her simple dignity

that never lowered itself and that therefore could not be lowered, and

her quiet continuance in generous well-doing,--and Sin Saxon was

different. She was won to a perception of the really best in life,--that

which this plain old spinster, with her "scrap of lace and a front," had

found worth living for after the golden days were over. The impulse of

temperament, and the generosity which made everything instant and entire

with her, acted in this also, and carried her full over to an enthusiasm

of affectionate coöperation.

There were a few people at Outledge--of the sort who, having once made

up their minds that no good is ever to come out of Nazareth, see all

things in the light of that conviction--who would not allow the praise

of any voluntary amendment to this tempering and new direction of Sin's

vivacity. "It was time she was put down," they said, "and they were glad

that it was done. That last outbreak had finished her. She might as well

run after people now whom she had never noticed before; it was plain

there was nothing else left for her; her place was gone, and her reign

was over." Of all others, Mrs. Thoresby insisted upon this most

strongly.

The whole school-party had considerably subsided. Madam Routh held a

tighter rein; but that Sin Saxon had a place and a power still, she

found ways to show in a new spirit. Into a quiet corner of the

dancing-hall, skimming her way, with the dance yet in her feet, between

groups of staid observers, she came straight, one evening, from a

bright, spirited figure of the German, and stretched her hand to Martha

Josselyn. "It's in your eyes," she whispered,--"come!"

Night after night Martha Josselyn had sat there with the waltz-music in

her ears, and her little feet, that had had one merry winter's training

before the war, and many a home practice since with the younger ones,

quivering to the time beneath her robes, and seen other girls chosen out

and led away,--young matrons, and little short-petticoated children

even, taken to "excursionize" between the figures,--while nobody thought

of her. "I might be ninety, or a cripple," she said to her sister, "from

their taking for granted it is nothing to me. How is it that everything

goes by, and I only twenty?" There had been danger that Martha

Josselyn's sweet, generous temper should get a dash of sour, only

because of there lying alongside it a clear common-sense and a pure

instinct of justice. Susan's heart longed with a motherly tenderness for

her young sister when she said such words,--longed to put all pleasant

things somehow within her reach. She had given it up for herself, years

since. And now, all at once, Sin Saxon came and "took her out."

It was a more generous act than it shows for, written. There is a little

tacit consent about such things which few young people of a "set" have

thought, desire, or courage to disregard. Sin Saxon never did anything

more gracefully. It was one of the moments that came now, when she wist

not that she shone. She was dropping, little by little, in the reality

of a better desire, that "satisfaction" Jeannie Hadden had spoken of, of

"knowing when one is at one's prettiest," or doing one's cleverest. The

"leaf and the fruit" never fitted better in their significance than to

Sin Saxon. Something intenser and more truly living was taking the place

of the mere flutter and flash and grace of effect.

It was the figure in which the dancers form in facing columns, two and

two, the girls and the young men; when the "four hands round" keeps them

moving in bright circles all along the floor, and under arches of raised

and joined hands the girls came down, two and two, to the end, forming

their long line face to face against the opposing line of their

partners. The German may be, in many respects, an undesirable dance; it

may be, as I have sometimes thought, at least a selfish dance, affording

pleasure chiefly to the initiated few, and excluding gradually, almost

from society itself, those who do not participate in it. I speak of it

here neither to uphold nor to condemn,--simply because they _did_ dance

it at Outledge as they do everywhere, and I cannot tell my story without

it; but I think at this moment, when Sin Saxon led the figure with

Martha Josselyn, there was something lovely, not alone in its graceful

grouping, but in the very spirit and possibility of the thing that so

appeared. There is scope and chance even here, young girls, for the

beauty of kindness and generous thought. Even here, one may give a joy,

may soothe a neglect, may make some heart conscious for a moment of the

great warmth of a human welcome; and, though it be but to a pastime, I

think it comes into the benison of the Master's words when, even for

this, some spirit gets a feeling like them,--"I was a stranger, and ye

took me in."

Some one, standing behind where Leslie Goldthwaite came to her place at

the end of the line by the hall-door, had followed and interpreted the

whole; had read the rare, shy pleasure in Martha Josselyn's face and

movement, the bright, expressive warmth in Sin Saxon's and the

half-surprise of observation upon others; and he thought as I do.

"'Friends of the mammon of unrighteousness.' That girl has even

sanctified the German!"

There was only one voice like that, only one person who would so speak

himself out. Leslie Goldthwaite turned quickly, and found herself face

to face with Marmaduke Wharne. "I am so glad you have come!" said she.

He regarded her shrewdly. "Then you can do without me," he said. "I

didn't know by this time how it might be."

The last two had taken their places below Leslie while these words were

exchanged, and now the whole line moved forward to meet their partners,

and the waltz began. Frank Scherman had got back to-day, and was dancing

with Sin Saxon. Leslie and Dakie Thayne were together, as they had been

that first evening at Jefferson, and as they often were. The four

stopped, after their merry whirl, in this same corner by the door where

Mr. Wharne was standing. Dakie Thayne shook hands with his friend in his

glad boy's way. Across their greetings came Sin Saxon's words, spoken to

her companion,--"You're to take her, Frank." Frank Scherman was an old

childhood's friend, not a mere mountain acquaintance. "I'll bring up

plenty of others first, but you're to wait and take _her_. And, wherever

she got her training, you'll find she's the featest-footed among us." It

was among the children--training them--that she had caught the trick of

it, but Sin Saxon did not know.

"I'm ready to agree with you, with but just the reservation that _you_

could not make," Frank Scherman answered.

"Nonsense," said Sin Saxon. "But stop! here's something better and

quicker. They're getting the bouquets. Give her yours. It's your turn.

Go!"

Sin Saxon's blue eyes sparkled like two stars; the golden mist of

her hair was tossed into lighter clouds by exercise; on her cheeks a

bright rose-glow burned; and the lips parted with their sweetest,

because most unconscious, curve over the tiny gleaming teeth. Her

word and her glance sent Frank Scherman straight to do her bidding;

and a bunch of wild azaleas and scarlet lilies was laid in Martha

Josselyn's hand, and she was taken out again into the dance by the

best partner there. We may trust her to Sin Saxon and Frank

Scherman, and her own "feat-footedness;" everything will not go by

her any more, and she but twenty.

Marmaduke Wharne watched it all with that keen glance of his that was

like a level line of fire from under the rough, gray brows.

"I am glad you saw that," said Leslie Goldthwaite, watching also, and

watching him.

"By the light of your own little text,--'kind, and bright, and

pleasant'? You think it will do me good?"

"I think it _was_ good; and I am glad you should really know Sin

Saxon--at the first." And at the best; Marmaduke Wharne quite understood

her. She gave him, unconsciously, the key to a whole character. It might

as easily have been something quite different that he should have first

seen in this young girl.

Next morning they all met on the piazza. Leslie Goldthwaite presented

Sin Saxon to Mr. Wharne.

"So, my dear," he said, without preface, "you are the belle of the

place?"

He looked to see how she would take it. There was not the first twinkle

of a simper about eye or lip. Surprised, but quite gravely, she looked

up, and met his odd bluntness with as quaint an honesty of her own. "I

was pretty sure of it a while ago," she said. "And perhaps I was, in a

demoralized sort of a way. But I've come down, Mr. Wharne,--like the

coon. I'll tell you presently," she went on,--and she spoke now with

warmth,--"who is the real belle,--the beautiful one of this place! There

she comes!"

Miss Craydocke, in her nice, plain cambric morning-gown, and her smooth

front, was approaching down the side passage across the wing. Just as

she had come one morning, weeks ago; and it was the identical "fresh

petticoat" of that morning she wore now. The sudden coincidence and

recollection struck Sin Saxon as she spoke. To her surprise, Miss

Craydocke and Marmaduke Wharne moved quickly toward each other, and

grasped hands like old friends.

"Then you know all about it!" Sin Saxon said, a few minutes after, when

she got her chance. "But you _don't_ know, sir," she added, with a

desperate candor, "the way I took to find it out! I've been tormenting

her, Mr. Wharne, all summer. And I'm heartily ashamed of it."

Marmaduke Wharne smiled. There was something about this girl that suited

his own vein. "I doubt she _was_ tormented," he said quietly.

At that Sin Saxon smiled, too, and looked up out of her hearty shame

which she had truly felt upon her at her own reminder. "No, Mr. Wharne,

she never was; but that wasn't my fault. After all, perhaps,--isn't that

what the optimists think?--it was best so. I should never have found her

thoroughly out in any other way. It's like"--and there she stopped short

of her comparison.

"Like what?" asked Mr. Wharne, waiting.

"I can't tell you now, sir," she answered with a gleam of her old

fearless brightness. "It's one end of a grand idea, I believe, that I

just touched on. I must think it out, if I can, and see if it all holds

together."

"And then I'm to have it?"

"It will take a monstrous deal of thinking, Mr. Wharne."

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