If the soul is immaterial, it may survive the body; and if

it so survives, Providence is justified. Had I no other proof of

the immaterial nature of the soul, the triumph of the wicked and

the oppression of the righteous in this world would be enough to

convince me. I should seek to resolve so appalling a discord in the

universal harmony. I should say to myself, "All is not over with

life, everything finds its place at death." I should still have to

answer the question, "What becomes of man when all we know of him

through our senses has vanished?" This question no longer presents

any difficulty to me when I admit the two substances. It is easy

to understand that what is imperceptible to those senses escapes

me, during my bodily life, when I perceive through my senses only.

When the union of soul and body is destroyed, I think one may be

dissolved and the other may be preserved. Why should the destruction

of the one imply the destruction of the other? On the contrary, so

unlike in their nature, they were during their union in a highly

unstable condition, and when this union comes to an end they both

return to their natural state; the active vital substance regains

all the force which it expended to set in motion the passive dead

substance. Alas! my vices make me only too well aware that man is

but half alive during this life; the life of the soul only begins

with the death of the body.

But what is that life? Is the soul of man in its nature immortal?

I know not. My finite understanding cannot hold the infinite; what

is called eternity eludes my grasp. What can I assert or deny, how

can I reason with regard to what I cannot conceive? I believe that

the soul survives the body for the maintenance of order; who knows

if this is enough to make it eternal? However, I know that the

body is worn out and destroyed by the division of its parts, but

I cannot conceive a similar destruction of the conscious nature,

and as I cannot imagine how it can die, I presume that it does not

die. As this assumption is consoling and in itself not unreasonable,

why should I fear to accept it?

I am aware of my soul; it is known to me in feeling and in thought;

I know what it is without knowing its essence; I cannot reason

about ideas which are unknown to me. What I do know is this, that

my personal identity depends upon memory, and that to be indeed

the same self I must remember that I have existed. Now after death

I could not recall what I was when alive unless I also remembered

what I felt and therefore what I did; and I have no doubt that

this remembrance will one day form the happiness of the good and

the torment of the bad. In this world our inner consciousness is

absorbed by the crowd of eager passions which cheat remorse. The

humiliation and disgrace involved in the practice of virtue do not

permit us to realise its charm. But when, freed from the illusions

of the bodily senses, we behold with joy the supreme Being and

the eternal truths which flow from him; when all the powers of our

soul are alive to the beauty of order and we are wholly occupied in

comparing what we have done with what we ought to have done, then

it is that the voice of conscience will regain its strength and sway;

then it is that the pure delight which springs from self-content,

and the sharp regret for our own degradation of that self, will

decide by means of overpowering feeling what shall be the fate

which each has prepared for himself. My good friend, do not ask me

whether there are other sources of happiness or suffering; I cannot

tell; that which my fancy pictures is enough to console me in this

life and to bid me look for a life to come. I do not say the good

will be rewarded, for what greater good can a truly good being expect

than to exist in accordance with his nature? But I do assert that

the good will be happy, because their maker, the author of all

justice, who has made them capable of feeling, has not made them

that they may suffer; moreover, they have not abused their freedom

upon earth and they have not changed their fate through any fault

of their own; yet they have suffered in this life and it will be made

up to them in the life to come. This feeling relies not so much on

man's deserts as on the idea of good which seems to me inseparable

from the divine essence. I only assume that the laws of order are

constant and that God is true to himself.

Do not ask me whether the torments of the wicked will endure for

ever, whether the goodness of their creator can condemn them to

the eternal suffering; again, I cannot tell, and I have no empty

curiosity for the investigation of useless problems. How does the

fate of the wicked concern me? I take little interest in it. All

the same I find it hard to believe that they will be condemned to

everlasting torments. If the supreme justice calls for vengeance,

it claims it in this life. The nations of the world with their errors

are its ministers. Justice uses self-inflicted ills to punish the

crimes which have deserved them. It is in your own insatiable souls,

devoured by envy, greed, and ambition, it is in the midst of your

false prosperity, that the avenging passions find the due reward

of your crimes. What need to seek a hell in the future life? It is

here in the breast of the wicked.

When our fleeting needs are over, and our mad desires are at rest,

there should also be an end of our passions and our crimes. Can

pure spirits be capable of any perversity? Having need of nothing,

why should they be wicked? If they are free from our gross senses,

if their happiness consists in the contemplation of other beings,

they can only desire what is good; and he who ceases to be bad can

never be miserable. This is what I am inclined to think though I

have not been at the pains to come to any decision. O God, merciful

and good, whatever thy decrees may be I adore them; if thou shouldst

commit the wicked to everlasting punishment, I abandon my feeble

reason to thy justice; but if the remorse of these wretched beings

should in the course of time be extinguished, if their sufferings

should come to an end, and if the same peace shall one day be the

lot of all mankind, I give thanks to thee for this. Is not the

wicked my brother? How often have I been tempted to be like him?

Let him be delivered from his misery and freed from the spirit of

hatred that accompanied it; let him be as happy as I myself; his

happiness, far from arousing my jealousy, will only increase my

own.

Thus it is that, in the contemplation of God in his works, and in

the study of such of his attributes as it concerned me to know,

I have slowly grasped and developed the idea, at first partial

and imperfect, which I have formed of this Infinite Being. But if

this idea has become nobler and greater it is also more suited to

the human reason. As I approach in spirit the eternal light, I am

confused and dazzled by its glory, and compelled to abandon all

the earthly notions which helped me to picture it to myself. God

is no longer corporeal and sensible; the supreme mind which rules

the world is no longer the world itself; in vain do I strive to

grasp his inconceivable essence. When I think that it is he that

gives life and movement to the living and moving substance which

controls all living bodies; when I hear it said that my soul is

spiritual and that God is a spirit, I revolt against this abasement

of the divine essence; as if God and my soul were of one and the

same nature! As if God were not the one and only absolute being,

the only really active, feeling, thinking, willing being, from whom

we derive our thought, feeling, motion, will, our freedom and our

very existence! We are free because he wills our freedom, and his

inexplicable substance is to our souls what our souls are to our

bodies. I know not whether he has created matter, body, soul, the

world itself. The idea of creation confounds me and eludes my grasp;

so far as I can conceive of it I believe it; but I know that he has

formed the universe and all that is, that he has made and ordered

all things. No doubt God is eternal; but can my mind grasp the idea

of eternity? Why should I cheat myself with meaningless words?

This is what I do understand; before things were--God was; he will

be when they are no more, and if all things come to an end he will

still endure. That a being beyond my comprehension should give life

to other beings, this is merely difficult and beyond my understanding;

but that Being and Nothing should be convertible terms, this is

indeed a palpable contradiction, an evident absurdity.

God is intelligent, but how? Man is intelligent when he reasons, but

the Supreme Intelligence does not need to reason; there is neither

premise nor conclusion for him, there is not even a proposition.

The Supreme Intelligence is wholly intuitive, it sees what is and

what shall be; all truths are one for it, as all places are but one

point and all time but one moment. Man's power makes use of means,

the divine power is self-active. God can because he wills; his

will is his power. God is good; this is certain; but man finds his

happiness in the welfare of his kind. God's happiness consists in

the love of order; for it is through order that he maintains what

is, and unites each part in the whole. God is just; of this I am

sure, it is a consequence of his goodness; man's injustice is not

God's work, but his own; that moral justice which seems to the

philosophers a presumption against Providence, is to me a proof of

its existence. But man's justice consists in giving to each his

due; God's justice consists in demanding from each of us an account

of that which he has given us.

If I have succeeded in discerning these attributes of which I have

no absolute idea, it is in the form of unavoidable deductions, and

by the right use of my reason; but I affirm them without understanding

them, and at bottom that is no affirmation at all. In vain do I

say, God is thus, I feel it, I experience it, none the more do I

understand how God can be thus.

In a word: the more I strive to envisage his infinite essence the

less do I comprehend it; but it is, and that is enough for me; the

less I understand, the more I adore. I abase myself, saying, "Being

of beings, I am because thou art; to fix my thoughts on thee is

to ascend to the source of my being. The best use I can make of my

reason is to resign it before thee; my mind delights, my weakness

rejoices, to feel myself overwhelmed by thy greatness."

Having thus deduced from the perception of objects of sense and

from my inner consciousness, which leads me to judge of causes by

my native reason, the principal truths which I require to know, I

must now seek such principles of conduct as I can draw from them,

and such rules as I must lay down for my guidance in the fulfilment

of my destiny in this world, according to the purpose of my Maker.

Still following the same method, I do not derive these rules from

the principles of the higher philosophy, I find them in the depths

of my heart, traced by nature in characters which nothing can efface.

I need only consult myself with regard to what I wish to do; what

I feel to be right is right, what I feel to be wrong is wrong;

conscience is the best casuist; and it is only when we haggle with

conscience that we have recourse to the subtleties of argument.

Our first duty is towards ourself; yet how often does the voice of

others tell us that in seeking our good at the expense of others

we are doing ill? We think we are following the guidance of nature,

and we are resisting it; we listen to what she says to our senses,

and we neglect what she says to our heart; the active being obeys,

the passive commands. Conscience is the voice of the soul, the

passions are the voice of the body. It is strange that these voices

often contradict each other? And then to which should we give heed?

Too often does reason deceive us; we have only too good a right to

doubt her; but conscience never deceives us; she is the true guide

of man; it is to the soul what instinct is to the body, [Footnote:

Modern philosophy, which only admits what it can understand, is

careful not to admit this obscure power called instinct which seems

to guide the animals to some end without any acquired experience.

Instinct, according to some of our wise philosophers, is only a

secret habit of reflection, acquired by reflection; and from the

way in which they explain this development one ought to suppose

that children reflect more than grown-up people: a paradox strange

enough to be worth examining. Without entering upon this discussion I

must ask what name I shall give to the eagerness with which my dog

makes war on the moles he does not eat, or to the patience with

which he sometimes watches them for hours and the skill with which

he seizes them, throws them to a distance from their earth as soon

as they emerge, and then kills them and leaves them. Yet no one

has trained him to this sport, nor even told him there were such

things as moles. Again, I ask, and this is a more important question,

why, when I threatened this same dog for the first time, why did

he throw himself on the ground with his paws folded, in such a

suppliant attitude .....calculated to touch me, a position which

he would have maintained if, without being touched by it, I had

continued to beat him in that position? What! Had my dog, little

more than a puppy, acquired moral ideas? Did he know the meaning

of mercy and generosity? By what acquired knowledge did he seek

to appease my wrath by yielding to my discretion? Every dog in the

world does almost the same thing in similar circumstances, and I

am asserting nothing but what any one can verify for himself. Will

the philosophers, who so scornfully reject instinct, kindly explain

this fact by the mere play of sensations and experience which they

assume we have acquired? Let them give an account of it which will

satisfy any sensible man; in that case I have nothing further to

urge, and I will say no more of instinct.] he who obeys his conscience

is following nature and he need not fear that he will go astray.

This is a matter of great importance, continued my benefactor,

seeing that I was about to interrupt him; let me stop awhile to

explain it more fully.

The morality of our actions consists entirely in the judgments we

ourselves form with regard to them. If good is good, it must be

good in the depth of our heart as well as in our actions; and the

first reward of justice is the consciousness that we are acting

justly. If moral goodness is in accordance with our nature, man can

only be healthy in mind and body when he is good. If it is not so,

and if man is by nature evil, he cannot cease to be evil without

corrupting his nature, and goodness in him is a crime against

nature. If he is made to do harm to his fellow-creatures, as the

wolf is made to devour his prey, a humane man would be as depraved

a creature as a pitiful wolf; and virtue alone would cause remorse.

My young friend, let us look within, let us set aside all personal

prejudices and see whither our inclinations lead us. Do we take

more pleasure in the sight of the sufferings of others or their

joys? Is it pleasanter to do a kind action or an unkind action,

and which leaves the more delightful memory behind it? Why do you

enjoy the theatre? Do you delight in the crimes you behold? Do you

weep over the punishment which overtakes the criminal? They say

we are indifferent to everything but self-interest; yet we find

our consolation in our sufferings in the charms of friendship and

humanity, and even in our pleasures we should be too lonely and

miserable if we had no one to share them with us. If there is no

such thing as morality in man's heart, what is the source of his

rapturous admiration of noble deeds, his passionate devotion to

great men? What connection is there between self-interest and this

enthusiasm for virtue? Why should I choose to be Cato dying by his

own hand, rather than Caesar in his triumphs? Take from our hearts

this love of what is noble and you rob us of the joy of life. The

mean-spirited man in whom these delicious feelings have been stifled

among vile passions, who by thinking of no one but himself comes

at last to love no one but himself, this man feels no raptures, his

cold heart no longer throbs with joy, and his eyes no longer fill

with the sweet tears of sympathy, he delights in nothing; the wretch

has neither life nor feeling, he is already dead.

There are many bad men in this world, but there are few of these

dead souls, alive only to self-interest, and insensible to all that

is right and good. We only delight in injustice so long as it is

to our own advantage; in every other case we wish the innocent to

be protected. If we see some act of violence or injustice in town

or country, our hearts are at once stirred to their depths by an

instinctive anger and wrath, which bids us go to the help of the

oppressed; but we are restrained by a stronger duty, and the law

deprives us of our right to protect the innocent. On the other hand,

if some deed of mercy or generosity meets our eye, what reverence

and love does it inspire! Do we not say to ourselves, "I should

like to have done that myself"? What does it matter to us that two

thousand years ago a man was just or unjust? and yet we take the

same interest in ancient history as if it happened yesterday. What

are the crimes of Cataline to me? I shall not be his victim. Why

then have I the same horror of his crimes as if he were living

now? We do not hate the wicked merely because of the harm they do

to ourselves, but because they are wicked. Not only do we wish to

be happy ourselves, we wish others to be happy too, and if this

happiness does not interfere with our own happiness, it increases

it. In conclusion, whether we will or not, we pity the unfortunate;

when we see their suffering we suffer too. Even the most depraved

are not wholly without this instinct, and it often leads them to

self-contradiction. The highwayman who robs the traveller, clothes

the nakedness of the poor; the fiercest murderer supports a fainting

man.

Men speak of the voice of remorse, the secret punishment of hidden

crimes, by which such are often brought to light. Alas! who does

not know its unwelcome voice? We speak from experience, and we

would gladly stifle this imperious feeling which causes us such

agony. Let us obey the call of nature; we shall see that her yoke

is easy and that when we give heed to her voice we find a joy in

the answer of a good conscience. The wicked fears and flees from

her; he delights to escape from himself; his anxious eyes look

around him for some object of diversion; without bitter satire and

rude mockery he would always be sorrowful; the scornful laugh is

his one pleasure. Not so the just man, who finds his peace within

himself; there is joy not malice in his laughter, a joy which

springs from his own heart; he is as cheerful alone as in company,

his satisfaction does not depend on those who approach him; it

includes them.

Cast your eyes over every nation of the world; peruse every volume

of its history; in the midst of all these strange and cruel forms

of worship, among this amazing variety of manners and customs, you

will everywhere find the same ideas of right and justice; everywhere

the same principles of morality, the same ideas of good and evil.

The old paganism gave birth to abominable gods who would have been

punished as scoundrels here below, gods who merely offered, as a

picture of supreme happiness, crimes to be committed and lust to

be gratified. But in vain did vice descend from the abode of the

gods armed with their sacred authority; the moral instinct refused to

admit it into the heart of man. While the debaucheries of Jupiter

were celebrated, the continence of Xenocrates was revered; the

chaste Lucrece adored the shameless Venus; the bold Roman offered

sacrifices to Fear; he invoked the god who mutilated his father,

and he died without a murmur at the hand of his own father. The

most unworthy gods were worshipped by the noblest men. The sacred

voice of nature was stronger than the voice of the gods, and won

reverence upon earth; it seemed to relegate guilt and the guilty

alike to heaven.

There is therefore at the bottom of our hearts an innate principle

of justice and virtue, by which, in spite of our maxims, we judge

our own actions or those of others to be good or evil; and it is

this principle that I call conscience.

But at this word I hear the murmurs of all the wise men so-called.

Childish errors, prejudices of our upbringing, they exclaim in

concert! There is nothing in the human mind but what it has gained

by experience; and we judge everything solely by means of the ideas

we have acquired. They go further; they even venture to reject the

clear and universal agreement of all peoples, and to set against

this striking unanimity in the judgment of mankind, they seek out

some obscure exception known to themselves alone; as if the whole

trend of nature were rendered null by the depravity of a single

nation, and as if the existence of monstrosities made an end

of species. But to what purpose does the sceptic Montaigne strive

himself to unearth in some obscure corner of the world a custom

which is contrary to the ideas of justice? To what purpose does

he credit the most untrustworthy travellers, while he refuses to

believe the greatest writers? A few strange and doubtful customs,

based on local causes, unknown to us; shall these destroy a general

inference based on the agreement of all the nations of the earth,

differing from each other in all else, but agreed in this? O

Montaigne, you pride yourself on your truth and honesty; be sincere

and truthful, if a philosopher can be so, and tell me if there is

any country upon earth where it is a crime to keep one's plighted

word, to be merciful, helpful, and generous, where the good man is

scorned, and the traitor is held in honour.

Self-interest, so they say, induces each of us to agree for the

common good. But how is it that the good man consents to this to

his own hurt? Does a man go to death from self-interest? No doubt

each man acts for his own good, but if there is no such thing as

moral good to be taken into consideration, self-interest will only

enable you to account for the deeds of the wicked; possibly you

will not attempt to do more. A philosophy which could find no place

for good deeds would be too detestable; you would find yourself

compelled either to find some mean purpose, some wicked motive, or

to abuse Socrates and slander Regulus. If such doctrines ever took

root among us, the voice of nature, together with the voice of

reason, would constantly protest against them, till no adherent of

such teaching could plead an honest excuse for his partisanship.

It is no part of my scheme to enter at present into metaphysical

discussions which neither you nor I can understand, discussions

which really lead nowhere. I have told you already that I do not

wish to philosophise with you, but to help you to consult your own

heart. If all the philosophers in the world should prove that I am

wrong, and you feel that I am right, that is all I ask.

For this purpose it is enough to lead you to distinguish between

our acquired ideas and our natural feelings; for feeling precedes

knowledge; and since we do not learn to seek what is good for us

and avoid what is bad for us, but get this desire from nature, in

the same way the love of good and the hatred of evil are as natural

to us as our self-love. The decrees of conscience are not judgments

but feelings. Although all our ideas come from without, the feelings

by which they are weighed are within us, and it is by these feelings

alone that we perceive fitness or unfitness of things in relation

to ourselves, which leads us to seek or shun these things.

To exist is to feel; our feeling is undoubtedly earlier than our

intelligence, and we had feelings before we had ideas.[Footnote:

In some respects ideas are feelings and feelings are ideas. Both

terms are appropriate to any perception with which we are concerned,

appropriate both to the object of that perception and to ourselves

who are affected by it; it is merely the order in which we are

affected which decides the appropriate term. When we are chiefly

concerned with the object and only think of ourselves as it were by

reflection, that is an idea; when, on the other hand, the impression

received excites our chief attention and we only think in the second

place of the object which caused it, it is a feeling.] Whatever may

be the cause of our being, it has provided for our preservation by

giving us feelings suited to our nature; and no one can deny that

these at least are innate. These feelings, so far as the individual

is concerned, are self-love, fear, pain, the dread of death, the

desire for comfort. Again, if, as it is impossible to doubt, man

is by nature sociable, or at least fitted to become sociable, he

can only be so by means of other innate feelings, relative to his

kind; for if only physical well-being were considered, men would

certainly be scattered rather than brought together. But the motive

power of conscience is derived from the moral system formed through

this twofold relation to himself and to his fellow-men. To know

good is not to love it; this knowledge is not innate in man; but as

soon as his reason leads him to perceive it, his conscience impels

him to love it; it is this feeling which is innate.

So I do not think, my young friend, that it is impossible to explain

the immediate force of conscience as a result of our own nature,

independent of reason itself. And even should it be impossible,

it is unnecessary; for those who deny this principle, admitted and

received by everybody else in the world, do not prove that there

is no such thing; they are content to affirm, and when we affirm

its existence we have quite as good grounds as they, while we have

moreover the witness within us, the voice of conscience, which

speaks on its own behalf. If the first beams of judgment dazzle

us and confuse the objects we behold, let us wait till our feeble

sight grows clear and strong, and in the light of reason we shall

soon behold these very objects as nature has already showed them

to us. Or rather let us be simpler and less pretentious; let us be

content with the first feelings we experience in ourselves, since

science always brings us back to these, unless it has led us astray.

Conscience! Conscience! Divine instinct, immortal voice from

heaven; sure guide for a creature ignorant and finite indeed, yet

intelligent and free; infallible judge of good and evil, making

man like to God! In thee consists the excellence of man's nature

and the morality of his actions; apart from thee, I find nothing in

myself to raise me above the beasts--nothing but the sad privilege

of wandering from one error to another, by the help of an unbridled

understanding and a reason which knows no principle.

Thank heaven we have now got rid of all that alarming show of

philosophy; we may be men without being scholars; now that we need

not spend our life in the study of morality, we have found a less

costly and surer guide through this vast labyrinth of human thought.

But it is not enough to be aware that there is such a guide;

we must know her and follow her. If she speaks to all hearts, how

is it that so few give heed to her voice? She speaks to us in the

language of nature, and everything leads us to forget that tongue.

Conscience is timid, she loves peace and retirement; she is startled

by noise and numbers; the prejudices from which she is said to arise

are her worst enemies. She flees before them or she is silent; their

noisy voices drown her words, so that she cannot get a hearing;

fanaticism dares to counterfeit her voice and to inspire crimes

in her name. She is discouraged by ill-treatment; she no longer

speaks to us, no longer answers to our call; when she has been

scorned so long, it is as hard to recall her as it was to banish

her.

How often in the course of my inquiries have I grown weary of my

own coldness of heart! How often have grief and weariness poured

their poison into my first meditations and made them hateful to me!

My barren heart yielded nothing but a feeble zeal and a lukewarm

love of truth. I said to myself: Why should I strive to find what

does not exist? Moral good is a dream, the pleasures of sense

are the only real good. When once we have lost the taste for the

pleasures of the soul, how hard it is to recover it! How much more

difficult to acquire it if we have never possessed it! If there

were any man so wretched as never to have done anything all his life

long which he could remember with pleasure, and which would make him

glad to have lived, that man would be incapable of self-knowledge,

and for want of knowledge of goodness, of which his nature is

capable, he would be constrained to remain in his wickedness and

would be for ever miserable. But do you think there is any one man

upon earth so depraved that he has never yielded to the temptation

of well-doing? This temptation is so natural, so pleasant, that it

is impossible always to resist it; and the thought of the pleasure

it has once afforded is enough to recall it constantly to our

memory. Unluckily it is hard at first to find satisfaction for it;

we have any number of reasons for refusing to follow the inclinations

of our heart; prudence, so called, restricts the heart within the

limits of the self; a thousand efforts are needed to break these

bonds. The joy of well-doing is the prize of having done well,

and we must deserve the prize before we win it. There is nothing

sweeter than virtue; but we do not know this till we have tried it.

Like Proteus in the fable, she first assumes a thousand terrible

shapes when we would embrace her, and only shows her true self to

those who refuse to let her go.

Ever at strife between my natural feelings, which spoke of the

common weal, and my reason, which spoke of self, I should have

drifted through life in perpetual uncertainty, hating evil, loving

good, and always at war with myself, if my heart had not received

further light, if that truth which determined my opinions had not

also settled my conduct, and set me at peace with myself. Reason

alone is not a sufficient foundation for virtue; what solid ground

can be found? Virtue we are told is love of order. But can this

love prevail over my love for my own well-being, and ought it so

to prevail? Let them give me clear and sufficient reason for this

preference. Their so-called principle is in truth a mere playing

with words; for I also say that vice is love of order, differently

understood. Wherever there is feeling and intelligence, there

is some sort of moral order. The difference is this: the good man

orders his life with regard to all men; the wicked orders it for

self alone. The latter centres all things round himself; the other

measures his radius and remains on the circumference. Thus his

place depends on the common centre, which is God, and on all the

concentric circles which are His creatures. If there is no God,

the wicked is right and the good man is nothing but a fool.

My child! May you one day feel what a burden is removed when, having

fathomed the vanity of human thoughts and tasted the bitterness of

passion, you find at length near at hand the path of wisdom, the

prize of this life's labours, the source of that happiness which

you despaired of. Every duty of natural law, which man's injustice

had almost effaced from my heart, is engraven there, for the second

time in the name of that eternal justice which lays these duties

upon me and beholds my fulfilment of them. I feel myself merely the

instrument of the Omnipotent, who wills what is good, who performs

it, who will bring about my own good through the co-operation of my

will with his own, and by the right use of my liberty. I acquiesce

in the order he establishes, certain that one day I shall enjoy

that order and find my happiness in it; for what sweeter joy is

there than this, to feel oneself a part of a system where all is

good? A prey to pain, I bear it in patience, remembering that it

will soon be over, and that it results from a body which is not

mine. If I do a good deed in secret, I know that it is seen, and

my conduct in this life is a pledge of the life to come. When I

suffer injustice, I say to myself, the Almighty who does all things

well will reward me: my bodily needs, my poverty, make the idea

of death less intolerable. There will be all the fewer bonds to be

broken when my hour comes.

Why is my soul subjected to my senses, and imprisoned in this body

by which it is enslaved and thwarted? I know not; have I entered

into the counsels of the Almighty? But I may, without rashness,

venture on a modest conjecture. I say to myself: If man's soul

had remained in a state of freedom and innocence, what merit would

there have been in loving and obeying the order he found established,

an order which it would not have been to his advantage to disturb?

He would be happy, no doubt, but his happiness would not attain to

the highest point, the pride of virtue, and the witness of a good

conscience within him; he would be but as the angels are, and

no doubt the good man will be more than they. Bound to a mortal

body, by bonds as strange as they are powerful, his care for the

preservation of this body tempts the soul to think only of self,

and gives it an interest opposed to the general order of things,

which it is still capable of knowing and loving; then it is that

the right use of his freedom becomes at once the merit and the

reward; then it is that it prepares for itself unending happiness, by

resisting its earthly passions and following its original direction.

If even in the lowly position in which we are placed during our present

life our first impulses are always good, if all our vices are of

our own making, why should we complain that they are our masters?

Why should we blame the Creator for the ills we have ourselves

created, and the enemies we ourselves have armed against us? Oh,

let us leave man unspoilt; he will always find it easy to be good

and he will always be happy without remorse. The guilty, who assert

that they are driven to crime, are liars as well as evil-doers; how

is it that they fail to perceive that the weakness they bewail is

of their own making; that their earliest depravity was the result

of their own will; that by dint of wishing to yield to temptations,

they at length yield to them whether they will or no and make them

irresistible? No doubt they can no longer avoid being weak and

wicked, but they need not have become weak and wicked. Oh, how easy

would it be to preserve control of ourselves and of our passions,

even in this life, if with habits still unformed, with a mind

beginning to expand, we were able to keep to such things as we ought

to know, in order to value rightly what is unknown; if we really

wished to learn, not that we might shine before the eyes of others,

but that we might be wise and good in accordance with our nature,

that we might be happy in the performance of our duty. This study

seems tedious and painful to us, for we do not attempt it till we

are already corrupted by vice and enslaved by our passions. Our

judgments and our standards of worth are determined before we have

the knowledge of good and evil; and then we measure all things by

this false standard, and give nothing its true worth.

There is an age when the heart is still free, but eager, unquiet,

greedy of a happiness which is still unknown, a happiness which it

seeks in curiosity and doubt; deceived by the senses it settles at

length upon the empty show of happiness and thinks it has found it

where it is not. In my own case these illusions endured for a long

time. Alas! too late did I become aware of them, and I have not

succeeded in overcoming them altogether; they will last as long as

this mortal body from which they arise. If they lead me astray, I

am at least no longer deceived by them; I know them for what they

are, and even when I give way to them, I despise myself; far from

regarding them as the goal of my happiness, I behold in them an

obstacle to it. I long for the time when, freed from the fetters

of the body, I shall be myself, at one with myself, no longer torn

in two, when I myself shall suffice for my own happiness. Meanwhile

I am happy even in this life, for I make small account of all its

evils, in which I regard myself as having little or no part, while

all the real good that I can get out of this life depends on myself

alone.

To raise myself so far as may be even now to this state of happiness,

strength, and freedom, I exercise myself in lofty contemplation. I

consider the order of the universe, not to explain it by any futile

system, but to revere it without ceasing, to adore the wise Author

who reveals himself in it. I hold intercourse with him; I immerse

all my powers in his divine essence; I am overwhelmed by his kindness,

I bless him and his gifts, but I do not pray to him. What should I

ask of him--to change the order of nature, to work miracles on my

behalf? Should I, who am bound to love above all things the order

which he has established in his wisdom and maintained by his

providence, should I desire the disturbance of that order on my own

account? No, that rash prayer would deserve to be punished rather

than to be granted. Neither do I ask of him the power to do right;

why should I ask what he has given me already? Has he not given

me conscience that I may love the right, reason that I may perceive

it, and freedom that I may choose it? If I do evil, I have no

excuse; I do it of my own free will; to ask him to change my will

is to ask him to do what he asks of me; it is to want him to do

the work while I get the wages; to be dissatisfied with my lot is

to wish to be no longer a man, to wish to be other than what I am,

to wish for disorder and evil. Thou source of justice and truth,

merciful and gracious God, in thee do I trust, and the desire of

my heart is--Thy will be done. When I unite my will with thine, I

do what thou doest; I have a share in thy goodness; I believe that

I enjoy beforehand the supreme happiness which is the reward of

goodness.

In my well-founded self-distrust the only thing that I ask of God,

or rather expect from his justice, is to correct my error if I go

astray, if that error is dangerous to me. To be honest I need not

think myself infallible; my opinions, which seem to me true, may

be so many lies; for what man is there who does not cling to his

own beliefs; and how many men are agreed in everything? The illusion

which deceives me may indeed have its source in myself, but it

is God alone who can remove it. I have done all I can to attain

to truth; but its source is beyond my reach; is it my fault if my

strength fails me and I can go no further; it is for Truth to draw

near to me.

The good priest had spoken with passion; he and I were overcome

with emotion. It seemed to me as if I were listening to the divine

Orpheus when he sang the earliest hymns and taught men the worship

of the gods. I saw any number of objections which might be raised;

yet I raised none, for I perceived that they were more perplexing

than serious, and that my inclination took his part. When he spoke

to me according to his conscience, my own seemed to confirm what

he said.

"The novelty of the sentiments you have made known to me," said

I, "strikes me all the more because of what you confess you do not

know, than because of what you say you believe. They seem to be very

like that theism or natural religion, which Christians profess to

confound with atheism or irreligion which is their exact opposite.

But in the present state of my faith I should have to ascend

rather than descend to accept your views, and I find it difficult

to remain just where you are unless I were as wise as you. That I

may be at least as honest, I want time to take counsel with myself.

By your own showing, the inner voice must be my guide, and you have

yourself told me that when it has long been silenced it cannot be

recalled in a moment. I take what you have said to heart, and I must

consider it. If after I have thought things out, I am as convinced

as you are, you will be my final teacher, and I will be your disciple

till death. Continue your teaching however; you have only told me

half what I must know. Speak to me of revelation, of the Scriptures,

of those difficult doctrines among which I have strayed ever since

I was a child, incapable either of understanding or believing them,

unable to adopt or reject them."

"Yes, my child," said he, embracing me, "I will tell you all I

think; I will not open my heart to you by halves; but the desire

you express was necessary before I could cast aside all reserve. So

far I have told you nothing but what I thought would be of service

to you, nothing but what I was quite convinced of. The inquiry

which remains to be made is very difficult. It seems to me full

of perplexity, mystery, and darkness; I bring to it only doubt

and distrust. I make up my mind with trembling, and I tell you my

doubts rather than my convictions. If your own opinions were more

settled I should hesitate to show you mine; but in your present

condition, to think like me would be gain. [Footnote: I think the

worthy clergyman might say this at the present time to the general

public.] Moreover, give to my words only the authority of reason;

I know not whether I am mistaken. It is difficult in discussion

to avoid assuming sometimes a dogmatic tone; but remember in this

respect that all my assertions are but reasons to doubt me. Seek

truth for yourself, for my own part I only promise you sincerity.

"In my exposition you find nothing but natural religion; strange

that we should need more! How shall I become aware of this need?

What guilt can be mine so long as I serve God according to the

knowledge he has given to my mind, and the feelings he has put

into my heart? What purity of morals, what dogma useful to man and

worthy of its author, can I derive from a positive doctrine which

cannot be derived without the aid of this doctrine by the right

use of my faculties? Show me what you can add to the duties of the

natural law, for the glory of God, for the good of mankind, and for

my own welfare; and what virtue you will get from the new form of

religion which does not result from mine. The grandest ideas of

the Divine nature come to us from reason only. Behold the spectacle

of nature; listen to the inner voice. Has not God spoken it all to

our eyes, to our conscience, to our reason? What more can man tell

us? Their revelations do but degrade God, by investing him with

passions like our own. Far from throwing light upon the ideas of

the Supreme Being, special doctrines seem to me to confuse these

ideas; far from ennobling them, they degrade them; to the inconceivable

mysteries which surround the Almighty, they add absurd contradictions,

they make man proud, intolerant, and cruel; instead of bringing

peace upon earth, they bring fire and sword. I ask myself what

is the use of it all, and I find no answer. I see nothing but the

crimes of men and the misery of mankind.

"They tell me a revelation was required to teach men how God would

be served; as a proof of this they point to the many strange rites

which men have instituted, and they do not perceive that this very

diversity springs from the fanciful nature of the revelations. As

soon as the nations took to making God speak, every one made him

speak in his own fashion, and made him say what he himself wanted.

Had they listened only to what God says in the heart of man, there

would have been but one religion upon earth.

"One form of worship was required; just so, but was this a matter

of such importance as to require all the power of the Godhead to

establish it? Do not let us confuse the outward forms of religion

with religion itself. The service God requires is of the heart; and

when the heart is sincere that is ever the same. It is a strange

sort of conceit which fancies that God takes such an interest in

the shape of the priest's vestments, the form of words he utters,

the gestures he makes before the altar and all his genuflections.

Oh, my friend, stand upright, you will still be too near the earth.

God desires to be worshipped in spirit and in truth; this duty

belongs to every religion, every country, every individual. As to

the form of worship, if order demands uniformity, that is only a

matter of discipline and needs no revelation.

"These thoughts did not come to me to begin with. Carried away by

the prejudices of my education, and by that dangerous vanity which

always strives to lift man out of his proper sphere, when I could

not raise my feeble thoughts up to the great Being, I tried to

bring him down to my own level. I tried to reduce the distance he

has placed between his nature and mine. I desired more immediate

relations, more individual instruction; not content to make God

in the image of man that I might be favoured above my fellows,

I desired supernatural knowledge; I required a special form of

worship; I wanted God to tell me what he had not told others, or

what others had not understood like myself.

"Considering the point I had now reached as the common centre from

which all believers set out on the quest for a more enlightened

form of religion, I merely found in natural religion the elements

of all religion. I beheld the multitude of diverse sects which hold

sway upon earth, each of which accuses the other of falsehood and

error; which of these, I asked, is the right? Every one replied,

'My own;' every one said, 'I alone and those who agree with me

think rightly, all the others are mistaken.' And how do you know

that your sect is in the right? Because God said so. And how do

you know God said so? [Footnote: "All men," said a wise and good

priest, "maintain that they hold and believe their religion (and

all use the same jargon), not of man, nor of any creature, but of

God. But to speak truly, without pretence or flattery, none of them

do so; whatever they may say, religions are taught by human hands

and means; take, for example, the way in which religions have been

received by the world, the way in which they are still received

every day by individuals; the nation, the country, the locality

gives the religion; we belong to the religion of the place where

we are born and brought up; we are baptised or circumcised, we are

Christians, Jews, Mohametans before we know that we are men; we

do not pick and choose our religion for see how ill the life and

conduct agree with the religion, see for what slight and human

causes men go against the teaching of their religion."--Charron,

De la Sagesse.--It seems clear that the honest creed of the holy

theologian of Condom would not have differed greatly from that of

the Savoyard priest.] And who told you that God said it? My pastor,

who knows all about it. My pastor tells me what to believe and I

believe it; he assures me that any one who says anything else is

mistaken, and I give not heed to them.

"What! thought I, is not truth one; can that which is true for me

be false for you? If those who follow the right path and those who

go astray have the same method, what merit or what blame can be

assigned to one more than to the other? Their choice is the result

of chance; it is unjust to hold them responsible for it, to reward

or punish them for being born in one country or another. To dare to

say that God judges us in this manner is an outrage on his justice.

"Either all religions are good and pleasing to God, or if there

is one which he prescribes for men, if they will be punished for

despising it, he will have distinguished it by plain and certain

signs by which it can be known as the only true religion; these

signs are alike in every time and place, equally plain to all men,

great or small, learned or unlearned, Europeans, Indians, Africans,

savages. If there were but one religion upon earth, and if all

beyond its pale were condemned to eternal punishment, and if there

were in any corner of the world one single honest man who was not

convinced by this evidence, the God of that religion would be the

most unjust and cruel of tyrants.

"Let us therefore seek honestly after truth; let us yield nothing

to the claims of birth, to the authority of parents and pastors,

but let us summon to the bar of conscience and of reason all that

they have taught us from our childhood. In vain do they exclaim,

'Submit your reason;' a deceiver might say as much; I must have

reasons for submitting my reason.

"All the theology I can get for myself by observation of the universe

and by the use of my faculties is contained in what I have already

told you. To know more one must have recourse to strange means.

These means cannot be the authority of men, for every man is of

the same species as myself, and all that a man knows by nature I am

capable of knowing, and another may be deceived as much as I; when

I believe what he says, it is not because he says it but because

he proves its truth. The witness of man is therefore nothing more

than the witness of my own reason, and it adds nothing to the

natural means which God has given me for the knowledge of truth.

"Apostle of truth, what have you to tell me of which I am not the

sole judge? God himself has spoken; give heed to his revelation.

That is another matter. God has spoken, these are indeed words which

demand attention. To whom has he spoken? He has spoken to men. Why

then have I heard nothing? He has instructed others to make known

his words to you. I understand; it is men who come and tell me what

God has said. I would rather have heard the words of God himself;

it would have been as easy for him and I should have been secure

from fraud. He protects you from fraud by showing that his envoys

come from him. How does he show this? By miracles. Where are these

miracles? In the books. And who wrote the books? Men. And who

saw the miracles? The men who bear witness to them. What! Nothing

but human testimony! Nothing but men who tell me what others told

them! How many men between God and me! Let us see, however, let

us examine, compare, and verify. Oh! if God had but deigned to free

me from all this labour, I would have served him with all my heart.

"Consider, my friend, the terrible controversy in which I am now

engaged; what vast learning is required to go back to the remotest

antiquity, to examine, weigh, confront prophecies, revelations,

facts, all the monuments of faith set forth throughout the world,

to assign their date, place, authorship, and occasion. What exactness

of critical judgment is needed to distinguish genuine documents from

forgeries, to compare objections with their answers, translations

with their originals; to decide as to the impartiality of witnesses,

their common-sense, their knowledge; to make sure that nothing

has been omitted, nothing added, nothing transposed, altered, or

falsified; to point out any remaining contradictions, to determine

what weight should be given to the silence of our adversaries

with regard to the charges brought against them; how far were they

aware of those charges; did they think them sufficiently serious

to require an answer; were books sufficiently well known for our

books to reach them; have we been honest enough to allow their

books to circulate among ourselves and to leave their strongest

objections unaltered?

"When the authenticity of all these documents is accepted, we must

now pass to the evidence of their authors' mission; we must know the

laws of chance, and probability, to decide which prophecy cannot

be fulfilled without a miracle; we must know the spirit of the

original languages, to distinguish between prophecy and figures of

speech; we must know what facts are in accordance with nature and

what facts are not, so that we may say how far a clever man may

deceive the eyes of the simple and may even astonish the learned;

we must discover what are the characteristics of a prodigy and how

its authenticity may be established, not only so far as to gain

credence, but so that doubt may be deserving of punishment; we must

compare the evidence for true and false miracles, and find sure

tests to distinguish between them; lastly we must say why God chose

as a witness to his words means which themselves require so much

evidence on their behalf, as if he were playing with human credulity,

and avoiding of set purpose the true means of persuasion.

"Assuming that the divine majesty condescends so far as to make a

man the channel of his sacred will, is it reasonable, is it fair,

to demand that the whole of mankind should obey the voice of this

minister without making him known as such? Is it just to give him

as his sole credentials certain private signs, performed in the

presence of a few obscure persons, signs which everybody else can

only know by hearsay? If one were to believe all the miracles that

the uneducated and credulous profess to have seen in every country

upon earth, every sect would be in the right; there would be more

miracles than ordinary events; and it would be the greatest miracle

if there were no miracles wherever there were persecuted fanatics.

The unchangeable order of nature is the chief witness to the wise

hand that guides it; if there were many exceptions, I should hardly

know what to think; for my own part I have too great a faith in God

to believe in so many miracles which are so little worthy of him.

"Let a man come and say to us: Mortals, I proclaim to you the will

of the Most Highest; accept my words as those of him who has sent

me; I bid the sun to change his course, the stars to range themselves

in a fresh order, the high places to become smooth, the floods to

rise up, the earth to change her face. By these miracles who will

not recognise the master of nature? She does not obey impostors,

their miracles are wrought in holes and corners, in deserts, within

closed doors, where they find easy dupes among a small company

of spectators already disposed to believe them. Who will venture

to tell me how many eye-witnesses are required to make a miracle

credible! What use are your miracles, performed if proof of your

doctrine, if they themselves require so much proof! You might as

well have let them alone.

"There still remains the most important inquiry of all with regard

to the doctrine proclaimed; for since those who tell us God works

miracles in this world, profess that the devil sometimes imitates

them, when we have found the best attested miracles we have got

very little further; and since the magicians of Pharaoh dared in

the presence of Moses to counterfeit the very signs he wrought at

God's command, why should they not, behind his back, claim a like

authority? So when we have proved our doctrine by means of miracles,

we must prove our miracles by means of doctrine, [Footnote: This

is expressly stated in many passages of Scripture, among others in

Deuteronomy xiii., where it is said that when a prophet preaching

strange gods confirms his words by means of miracles and what he

foretells comes to pass, far from giving heed to him, this prophet

must be put to death. If then the heathen put the apostles to

death when they preached a strange god and confirmed their words by

miracles which came to pass I cannot see what grounds we have for

complaint which they could not at once turn against us. Now, what

should be done in such a case? There is only one course; to return

to argument and let the miracles alone. It would have been better

not to have had recourse to them at all. That is plain common-sense

which can only be obscured by great subtlety of distinction. Subtleties

in Christianity! So Jesus Christ was mistaken when he promised the

kingdom of heaven to the simple, he was mistaken when he began his

finest discourse with the praise of the poor in spirit, if so much

wit is needed to understand his teaching and to get others to believe

in him. When you have convinced me that submission is my duty, all

will be well; but to convince me of this, come down to my level;

adapt your arguments to a lowly mind, or I shall not recognise you

as a true disciple of your master, and it is not his doctrine that

you are teaching me.] for fear lest we should take the devil's

doings for the handiwork of God. What think you of this dilemma?

"This doctrine, if it comes from God, should bear the sacred stamp

of the godhead; not only should it illumine the troubled thoughts

which reason imprints on our minds, but it should also offer us

a form of worship, a morality, and rules of conduct in accordance

with the attributes by means of which we alone conceive of God's

essence. If then it teaches us what is absurd and unreasonable, if

it inspires us with feelings of aversion for our fellows and terror

for ourselves, if it paints us a God, angry, jealous, revengeful,

partial, hating men, a God of war and battles, ever ready to strike

and to destroy, ever speaking of punishment and torment, boasting

even of the punishment of the innocent, my heart would not be drawn

towards this terrible God, I would take good care not to quit the

realm of natural religion to embrace such a religion as that; for

you see plainly I must choose between them. Your God is not ours.

He who begins by selecting a chosen people, and proscribing the rest

of mankind, is not our common father; he who consigns to eternal

punishment the greater part of his creatures, is not the merciful

and gracious God revealed to me by my reason.

"Reason tells me that dogmas should be plain, clear, and striking

in their simplicity. If there is something lacking in natural

religion, it is with respect to the obscurity in which it leaves

the great truths it teaches; revelation should teach us these truths

in a way which the mind of man can understand; it should bring them

within his reach, make him comprehend them, so that he may believe

them. Faith is confirmed and strengthened by understanding; the

best religion is of necessity the simplest. He who hides beneath

mysteries and contradictions the religion that he preaches to me,

teaches me at the same time to distrust that religion. The God whom

I adore is not the God of darkness, he has not given me understanding

in order to forbid me to use it; to tell me to submit my reason

is to insult the giver of reason. The minister of truth does not

tyrannise over my reason, he enlightens it.

"We have set aside all human authority, and without it I do not see

how any man can convince another by preaching a doctrine contrary

to reason. Let them fight it out, and let us see what they have to

say with that harshness of speech which is common to both.

"INSPIRATION: Reason tells you that the whole is greater than the

part; but I tell you, in God's name, that the part is greater than

the whole.

"REASON: And who are you to dare to tell me that God contradicts

himself? And which shall I choose to believe. God who teaches me,

through my reason, the eternal truth, or you who, in his name,

proclaim an absurdity?

"INSPIRATION: Believe me, for my teaching is more positive; and I

will prove to you beyond all manner of doubt that he has sent me.

"REASON: What! you will convince me that God has sent you to bear

witness against himself? What sort of proofs will you adduce to

convince me that God speaks more surely by your mouth than through

the understanding he has given me?

"INSPIRATION: The understanding he has given you! Petty, conceited

creature! As if you were the first impious person who had been led

astray through his reason corrupted by sin.

"REASON: Man of God, you would not be the first scoundrel who

asserts his arrogance as a proof of his mission.

"INSPIRATION: What! do even philosophers call names?

"REASON: Sometimes, when the saints set them the example.

"INSPIRATION: Oh, but I have a right to do it, for I am speaking

on God's behalf.

"REASON: You would do well to show your credentials before you make

use of your privileges.

"INSPIRATION: My credentials are authentic, earth and heaven will

bear witness on my behalf. Follow my arguments carefully, if you

please.

"REASON: Your arguments! You forget what you are saying. When you

teach me that my reason misleads me, do you not refute what it might

have said on your behalf? He who denies the right of reason, must

convince me without recourse to her aid. For suppose you have

convinced me by reason, how am I to know that it is not my reason,

corrupted by sin, which makes me accept what you say? besides,

what proof, what demonstration, can you advance, more self-evident

than the axiom it is to destroy? It is more credible that a good

syllogism is a lie, than that the part is greater than the whole.

"INSPIRATION: What a difference! There is no answer to my evidence;

it is of a supernatural kind.

"REASON: Supernatural! What do you mean by the word? I do not

understand it.

"INSPIRATION: I mean changes in the order of nature, prophecies,

signs, and wonders of every kind.

"REASON: Signs and wonders! I have never seen anything of the kind.

"INSPIRATION: Others have seen them for you. Clouds of witnesses--the

witness of whole nations....

"REASON: Is the witness of nations supernatural?

"INSPIRATION: No; but when it is unanimous, it is incontestable.

"REASON: There is nothing so incontestable as the principles of

reason, and one cannot accept an absurdity on human evidence. Once

more, let us see your supernatural evidence, for the consent of

mankind is not supernatural.

"INSPIRATION: Oh, hardened heart, grace does not speak to you.

"REASON: That is not my fault; for by your own showing, one must

have already received grace before one is able to ask for it. Begin

by speaking to me in its stead.

"INSPIRATION: But that is just what I am doing, and you will not

listen. But what do you say to prophecy?

"REASON: In the first place, I say I have no more heard a prophet

than I have seen a miracle. In the next, I say that no prophet

could claim authority over me.

"INSPIRATION: Follower of the devil! Why should not the words of

the prophets have authority over you?

"REASON: Because three things are required, three things which will

never happen: firstly, I must have heard the prophecy; secondly,

I must have seen its fulfilment; and thirdly, it must be clearly

proved that the fulfilment of the prophecy could not by any possibility

have been a mere coincidence; for even if it was as precise, as

plain, and clear as an axiom of geometry, since the clearness of

a chance prediction does not make its fulfilment impossible, this

fulfilment when it does take place does not, strictly speaking,

prove what was foretold.

"See what your so-called supernatural proofs, your miracles, your

prophecies come to: believe all this upon the word of another.

Submit to the authority of men the authority of God which speaks to

my reason. If the eternal truths which my mind conceives of could

suffer any shock, there would be no sort of certainty for me; and

far from being sure that you speak to me on God's behalf, I should

not even be sure that there is a God.

"My child, here are difficulties enough, but these are not all.

Among so many religions, mutually excluding and proscribing each

other, one only is true, if indeed any one of them is true. To

recognise the true religion we must inquire into, not one, but all;

and in any question whatsoever we have no right to condemn unheard.

[Footnote: On the other hand, Plutarch relates that the Stoics

maintained, among other strange paradoxes, that it was no use hearing

both sides; for, said they, the first either proves his point or

he does not prove it; if he has proved it, there is an end of it,

and the other should be condemned: if he has not proved it, he

himself is in the wrong and judgment should be given against him.

I consider the method of those who accept an exclusive revelation

very much like that of these Stoics. When each of them claims to

be the sole guardian of truth, we must hear them all before we can

choose between them without injustice.] The objections must be

compared with the evidence; we must know what accusation each brings

against the other, and what answers they receive. The plainer any

feeling appears to us, the more we must try to discover why so many

other people refuse to accept it. We should be simple, indeed, if

we thought it enough to hear the doctors on our own side, in order

to acquaint ourselves with the arguments of the other. Where can

you find theologians who pride themselves on their honesty? Where

are those who, to refute the arguments of their opponents, do

not begin by making out that they are of little importance? A man

may make a good show among his own friends, and be very proud of

his arguments, who would cut a very poor figure with those same

arguments among those who are on the other side. Would you find

out for yourself from books? What learning you will need! What

languages you must learn; what libraries you must ransack; what an

amount of reading must be got through! Who will guide me in such

a choice? It will be hard to find the best books on the opposite

side in any one country, and all the harder to find those on all

sides; when found they would be easily answered. The absent are

always in the wrong, and bad arguments boldly asserted easily efface

good arguments put forward with scorn. Besides books are often very

misleading, and scarcely express the opinions of their authors.

If you think you can judge the Catholic faith from the writings

of Bossuet, you will find yourself greatly mistaken when you have

lived among us. You will see that the doctrines with which Protestants

are answered are quite different from those of the pulpit. To

judge a religion rightly, you must not study it in the books of its

partisans, you must learn it in their lives; this is quite another

matter. Each religion has its own traditions, meaning, customs,

prejudices, which form the spirit of its creed, and must be taken

in connection with it.

"How many great nations neither print books of their own nor read

ours! How shall they judge of our opinions, or we of theirs? We

laugh at them, they despise us; and if our travellers turn them

into ridicule, they need only travel among us to pay us back in

our own coin. Are there not, in every country, men of common-sense,

honesty, and good faith, lovers of truth, who only seek to know

what truth is that they may profess it? Yet every one finds truth

in his own religion, and thinks the religion of other nations

absurd; so all these foreign religions are not so absurd as they

seem to us, or else the reason we find for our own proves nothing.

"We have three principal forms of religion in Europe. One accepts

one revelation, another two, and another three. Each hates the

others, showers curses on them, accuses them of blindness, obstinacy,

hardness of heart, and falsehood. What fair-minded man will dare

to decide between them without first carefully weighing their

evidence, without listening attentively to their arguments? That

which accepts only one revelation is the oldest and seems the best

established; that which accepts three is the newest and seems the

most consistent; that which accepts two revelations and rejects the

third may perhaps be the best, but prejudice is certainly against

it; its inconsistency is glaring.

"In all three revelations the sacred books are written in languages

unknown to the people who believe in them. The Jews no longer

understand Hebrew, the Christians understand neither Hebrew nor

Greek; the Turks and Persians do not understand Arabic, and the

Arabs of our time do not speak the language of Mahomet. Is not

it a very foolish way of teaching, to teach people in an unknown

tongue? These books are translated, you say. What an answer! How

am I to know that the translations are correct, or how am I to

make sure that such a thing as a correct translation is possible?

If God has gone so far as to speak to men, why should he require

an interpreter?

"I can never believe that every man is obliged to know what is

contained in books, and that he who is out of reach of these books,

and of those who understand them, will be punished for an ignorance

which is no fault of his. Books upon books! What madness! As

all Europe is full of books, Europeans regard them as necessary,

forgetting that they are unknown throughout three-quarters of the

globe. Were not all these books written by men? Why then should a

man need them to teach him his duty, and how did he learn his duty

before these books were in existence? Either he must have learnt

his duties for himself, or his ignorance must have been excused.

"Our Catholics talk loudly of the authority of the Church; but what

is the use of it all, if they also need just as great an array of

proofs to establish that authority as the other seeks to establish

their doctrine? The Church decides that the Church has a right to

decide. What a well-founded authority! Go beyond it, and you are

back again in our discussions.

"Do you know many Christians who have taken the trouble to inquire

what the Jews allege against them? If any one knows anything at

all about it, it is from the writings of Christians. What a way of

ascertaining the arguments of our adversaries! But what is to be

done? If any one dared to publish in our day books which were openly

in favour of the Jewish religion, we should punish the author,

publisher, and bookseller. This regulation is a sure and certain

plan for always being in the right. It is easy to refute those who

dare not venture to speak.

"Those among us who have the opportunity of talking with Jews are

little better off. These unhappy people feel that they are in our

power; the tyranny they have suffered makes them timid; they know

that Christian charity thinks nothing of injustice and cruelty;

will they dare to run the risk of an outcry against blasphemy? Our

greed inspires us with zeal, and they are so rich that they must

be in the wrong. The more learned, the more enlightened they are,

the more cautious. You may convert some poor wretch whom you have

paid to slander his religion; you get some wretched old-clothes-man

to speak, and he says what you want; you may triumph over their

ignorance and cowardice, while all the time their men of learning

are laughing at your stupidity. But do you think you would get

off so easily in any place where they knew they were safe! At the

Sorbonne it is plain that the Messianic prophecies refer to Jesus

Christ. Among the rabbis of Amsterdam it is just as clear that they

have nothing to do with him. I do not think I have ever heard the

arguments of the Jews as to why they should not have a free state,

schools and universities, where they can speak and argue without

danger. Then alone can we know what they have to say.

"At Constantinople the Turks state their arguments, but we dare not

give ours; then it is our turn to cringe. Can we blame the Turks

if they require us to show the same respect for Mahomet, in whom

we do not believe, as we demand from the Jews with regard to Jesus

Christ in whom they do not believe? Are we right? On what grounds

of justice can we answer this question?

"Two-thirds of mankind are neither Jews, Mahometans, nor Christians;

and how many millions of men have never heard the name of Moses,

Jesus Christ, or Mahomet? They deny it; they maintain that our

missionaries go everywhere. That is easily said. But do they go into

the heart of Africa, still undiscovered, where as yet no European

has ever ventured? Do they go to Eastern Tartary to follow on

horseback the wandering tribes, whom no stranger approaches, who

not only know nothing of the pope, but have scarcely heard tell

of the Grand Lama! Do they penetrate into the vast continents

of America, where there are still whole nations unaware that the

people of another world have set foot on their shores? Do they

go to Japan, where their intrigues have led to their perpetual

banishment, where their predecessors are only known to the rising

generation as skilful plotters who came with feigned zeal to take

possession in secret of the empire? Do they reach the harems of the

Asiatic princes to preach the gospel to those thousands of poor

slaves? What have the women of those countries done that no missionary

may preach the faith to them? Will they all go to hell because of

their seclusion?

"If it were true that the gospel is preached throughout the world,

what advantage would there be? The day before the first missionary

set foot in any country, no doubt somebody died who could not hear

him. Now tell me what we shall do with him? If there were a single

soul in the whole world, to whom Jesus Christ had never been

preached, this objection would be as strong for that man as for a

quarter of the human race.

"If the ministers of the gospel have made themselves heard among

far-off nations, what have they told them which might reasonably be

accepted on their word, without further and more exact verification?

You preach to me God, born and dying, two thousand years ago, at

the other end of the world, in some small town I know not where;

and you tell me that all who have not believed this mystery are

damned. These are strange things to be believed so quickly on the

authority of an unknown person. Why did your God make these things

happen so far off, if he would compel me to know about them? Is

it a crime to be unaware of what is happening half a world away?

Could I guess that in another hemisphere there was a Hebrew nation

and a town called Jerusalem? You might as well expect me to know

what was happening in the moon. You say you have come to teach me;

but why did you not come and teach my father, or why do you consign

that good old man to damnation because he knew nothing of all

this? Must he be punished everlastingly for your laziness, he who

was so kind and helpful, he who sought only for truth? Be honest;

put yourself in my place; see if I ought to believe, on your word

alone, all these incredible things which you have told me, and

reconcile all this injustice with the just God you proclaim to

me. At least allow me to go and see this distant land where such

wonders, unheard of in my own country, took place; let me go and

see why the inhabitants of Jerusalem put their God to death as a

robber. You tell me they did not know he was God. What then shall

I do, I who have only heard of him from you? You say they have been

punished, dispersed, oppressed, enslaved; that none of them dare

approach that town. Indeed they richly deserved it; but what do its

present inhabitants say of their crime in slaying their God! They

deny him; they too refuse to recognise God as God. They are no

better than the children of the original inhabitants.

"What! In the very town where God was put to death, neither the

former nor the latter inhabitants knew him, and you expect that I

should know him, I who was born two thousand years after his time,

and two thousand leagues away? Do you not see that before I can

believe this book which you call sacred, but which I do not in the

least understand, I must know from others than yourself when and by

whom it was written, how it has been preserved, how it came into

your possession, what they say about it in those lands where it is

rejected, and what are their reasons for rejecting it, though they

know as well as you what you are telling me? You perceive I must

go to Europe, Asia, Palestine, to examine these things for myself;

it would be madness to listen to you before that.

"Not only does this seem reasonable to me, but I maintain that it

is what every wise man ought to say in similar circumstances; that

he ought to banish to a great distance the missionary who wants

to instruct and baptise him all of a sudden before the evidence is

verified. Now I maintain that there is no revelation against which

these or similar objections cannot be made, and with more force

than against Christianity. Hence it follows that if there is but

one true religion and if every man is bound to follow it under pain

of damnation, he must spend his whole life in studying, testing,

comparing all these religions, in travelling through the countries

in which they are established. No man is free from a man's first

duty; no one has a right to depend on another's judgment. The

artisan who earns his bread by his daily toil, the ploughboy who

cannot read, the delicate and timid maiden, the invalid who can

scarcely leave his bed, all without exception must study, consider,

argue, travel over the whole world; there will be no more fixed

and settled nations; the whole earth will swarm with pilgrims on

their way, at great cost of time and trouble, to verify, compare,

and examine for themselves the various religions to be found. Then

farewell to the trades, the arts, the sciences of mankind, farewell

to all peaceful occupations; there can be no study but that

of religion, even the strongest, the most industrious, the most

intelligent, the oldest, will hardly be able in his last years to

know where he is; and it will be a wonder if he manages to find

out what religion he ought to live by, before the hour of his death.

"Hard pressed by these arguments, some prefer to make God unjust

and to punish the innocent for the sins of their fathers, rather

than to renounce their barbarous dogmas. Others get out of the

difficulty by kindly sending an angel to instruct all those who

in invincible ignorance have lived a righteous life. A good idea,

that angel! Not content to be the slaves of their own inventions

they expect God to make use of them also!

"Behold, my son, the absurdities to which pride and intolerance

bring us, when everybody wants others to think as he does, and

everybody fancies that he has an exclusive claim upon the rest of

mankind. I call to witness the God of Peace whom I adore, and whom

I proclaim to you, that my inquiries were honestly made; but when

I discovered that they were and always would be unsuccessful, and

that I was embarked upon a boundless ocean, I turned back, and

restricted my faith within the limits of my primitive ideas. I

could never convince myself that God would require such learning

of me under pain of hell. So I closed all my books. There is one

book which is open to every one--the book of nature. In this good

and great volume I learn to serve and adore its Author. There

is no excuse for not reading this book, for it speaks to all in a

language they can understand. Suppose I had been born in a desert

island, suppose I had never seen any man but myself, suppose I had

never heard what took place in olden days in a remote corner of

the world; yet if I use my reason, if I cultivate it, if I employ

rightly the innate faculties which God bestows upon me, I shall

learn by myself to know and love him, to love his works, to will

what he wills, and to fulfil all my duties upon earth, that I may

do his pleasure. What more can all human learning teach me?

"With regard to revelation, if I were a more accomplished disputant,

or a more learned person, perhaps I should feel its truth, its

usefulness for those who are happy enough to perceive it; but if I

find evidence for it which I cannot combat, I also find objections

against it which I cannot overcome. There are so many weighty

reasons for and against that I do not know what to decide, so that

I neither accept nor reject it. I only reject all obligation to be

convinced of its truth; for this so-called obligation is incompatible

with God's justice, and far from removing objections in this way

it would multiply them, and would make them insurmountable for the

greater part of mankind. In this respect I maintain an attitude of

reverent doubt. I do not presume to think myself infallible; other

men may have been able to make up their minds though the matter

seems doubtful to myself; I am speaking for myself, not for them;

I neither blame them nor follow in their steps; their judgment may

be superior to mine, but it is no fault of mine that my judgment

does not agree with it.

"I own also that the holiness of the gospel speaks to my heart,

and that this is an argument which I should be sorry to refute.

Consider the books of the philosophers with all their outward show;

how petty they are in comparison! Can a book at once so grand and

so simple be the work of men? Is it possible that he whose history

is contained in this book is no more than man? Is the tone of this

book, the tone of the enthusiast or the ambitious sectary? What

gentleness and purity in his actions, what a touching grace in his

teaching, how lofty are his sayings, how profoundly wise are his

sermons, how ready, how discriminating, and how just are his answers!

What man, what sage, can live, suffer, and die without weakness

or ostentation? When Plato describes his imaginary good man,

overwhelmed with the disgrace of crime, and deserving of all the

rewards of virtue, every feature of the portrait is that of Christ;

the resemblance is so striking that it has been noticed by all

the Fathers, and there can be no doubt about it. What prejudices

and blindness must there be before we dare to compare the son of

Sophronisca with the son of Mary. How far apart they are! Socrates

dies a painless death, he is not put to open shame, and he plays

his part easily to the last; and if this easy death had not done

honour to his life, we might have doubted whether Socrates, with all

his intellect, was more than a mere sophist. He invented morality,

so they say; others before him had practised it; he only said

what they had done, and made use of their example in his teaching.

Aristides was just before Socrates defined justice; Leonidas died

for his country before Socrates declared that patriotism was a

virtue; Sparta was sober before Socrates extolled sobriety; there

were plenty of virtuous men in Greece before he defined virtue.

But among the men of his own time where did Jesus find that pure

and lofty morality of which he is both the teacher and pattern?

[Footnote: Cf. in the Sermon on the Mount the parallel he himself

draws between the teaching of Moses and his own.--Matt. v.] The

voice of loftiest wisdom arose among the fiercest fanaticism, the

simplicity of the most heroic virtues did honour to the most degraded

of nations. One could wish no easier death than that of Socrates,

calmly discussing philosophy with his friends; one could fear nothing

worse than that of Jesus, dying in torment, among the insults,

the mockery, the curses of the whole nation. In the midst of these

terrible sufferings, Jesus prays for his cruel murderers. Yes,

if the life and death of Socrates are those of a philosopher, the

life and death of Christ are those of a God. Shall we say that the

gospel story is the work of the imagination? My friend, such things

are not imagined; and the doings of Socrates, which no one doubts,

are less well attested than those of Jesus Christ. At best, you

only put the difficulty from you; it would be still more incredible

that several persons should have agreed together to invent such a

book, than that there was one man who supplied its subject matter.

The tone and morality of this story are not those of any Jewish

authors, and the gospel indeed contains characters so great, so

striking, so entirely inimitable, that their invention would be

more astonishing than their hero. With all this the same gospel

is full of incredible things, things repugnant to reason, things

which no natural man can understand or accept. What can you do

among so many contradictions? You can be modest and wary, my child;

respect in silence what you can neither reject nor understand, and

humble yourself in the sight of the Divine Being who alone knows

the truth.

"This is the unwilling scepticism in which I rest; but this scepticism

is in no way painful to me, for it does not extend to matters of

practice, and I am well assured as to the principles underlying all

my duties. I serve God in the simplicity of my heart; I only seek

to know what affects my conduct. As to those dogmas which have

no effect upon action or morality, dogmas about which so many men

torment themselves, I give no heed to them. I regard all individual

religions as so many wholesome institutions which prescribe a

uniform method by which each country may do honour to God in public

worship; institutions which may each have its reason in the country,

the government, the genius of the people, or in other local causes

which make one preferable to another in a given time or place. I

think them all good alike, when God is served in a fitting manner.

True worship is of the heart. God rejects no homage, however offered,

provided it is sincere. Called to the service of the Church in

my own religion, I fulfil as scrupulously as I can all the duties

prescribed to me, and my conscience would reproach me if I were

knowingly wanting with regard to any point. You are aware that after

being suspended for a long time, I have, through the influence of

M. Mellarede, obtained permission to resume my priestly duties,

as a means of livelihood. I used to say Mass with the levity that

comes from long experience even of the most serious matters when

they are too familiar to us; with my new principles I now celebrate

it with more reverence; I dwell upon the majesty of the Supreme

Being, his presence, the insufficiency of the human mind, which

so little realises what concerns its Creator. When I consider how

I present before him the prayers of all the people in a form laid

down for me, I carry out the whole ritual exactly; I give heed

to what I say, I am careful not to omit the least word, the least

ceremony; when the moment of the consecration approaches, I collect my

powers, that I may do all things as required by the Church and by

the greatness of this sacrament; I strive to annihilate my own reason

before the Supreme Mind; I say to myself, Who art thou to measure

infinite power? I reverently pronounce the sacramental words, and

I give to their effect all the faith I can bestow. Whatever may

be this mystery which passes understanding, I am not afraid that

at the day of judgment I shall be punished for having profaned it

in my heart."

Honoured with the sacred ministry, though in its lowest ranks, I

will never do or say anything which may make me unworthy to fulfil

these sublime duties. I will always preach virtue and exhort men

to well-doing; and so far as I can I will set them a good example.

It will be my business to make religion attractive; it will be my

business to strengthen their faith in those doctrines which are

really useful, those which every man must believe; but, please God,

I shall never teach them to hate their neighbour, to say to other

men, You will be damned; to say, No salvation outside the Church.

[Footnote: The duty of following and loving the religion of our

country does not go so far as to require us to accept doctrines

contrary to good morals, such as intolerance. This horrible

doctrine sets men in arms against their fellow-men, and makes them

all enemies of mankind. The distinction between civil toleration

and theological toleration is vain and childish. These two kinds

of toleration are inseparable, and we cannot accept one without the

other. Even the angels could not live at peace with men whom they

regarded as the enemies of God.] If I were in a more conspicuous

position, this reticence might get me into trouble; but I am too

obscure to have much to fear, and I could hardly sink lower than I

am. Come what may, I will never blaspheme the justice of God, nor

lie against the Holy Ghost.

"I have long desired to have a parish of my own; it is still

my ambition, but I no longer hope to attain it. My dear friend, I

think there is nothing so delightful as to be a parish priest. A

good clergyman is a minister of mercy, as a good magistrate is a

minister of justice. A clergyman is never called upon to do evil;

if he cannot always do good himself, it is never out of place for

him to beg for others, and he often gets what he asks if he knows

how to gain respect. Oh! if I should ever have some poor mountain

parish where I might minister to kindly folk, I should be happy

indeed; for it seems to me that I should make my parishioners happy.

I should not bring them riches, but I should share their poverty;

I should remove from them the scorn and opprobrium which are harder

to bear than poverty. I should make them love peace and equality,

which often remove poverty, and always make it tolerable. When they

saw that I was in no way better off than themselves, and that yet

I was content with my lot, they would learn to put up with their

fate and to be content like me. In my sermons I would lay more stress

on the spirit of the gospel than on the spirit of the church; its

teaching is simple, its morality sublime; there is little in it

about the practices of religion, but much about works of charity.

Before I teach them what they ought to do, I would try to practise

it myself, that they might see that at least I think what I say.

If there were Protestants in the neighbourhood or in my parish, I

would make no difference between them and my own congregation so

far as concerns Christian charity; I would get them to love one

another, to consider themselves brethren, to respect all religions,

and each to live peaceably in his own religion. To ask any one to

abandon the religion in which he was born is, I consider, to ask

him to do wrong, and therefore to do wrong oneself. While we await

further knowledge, let us respect public order; in every country

let us respect the laws, let us not disturb the form of worship

prescribed by law; let us not lead its citizens into disobedience;

for we have no certain knowledge that it is good for them to abandon

their own opinions for others, and on the other hand we are quite

certain that it is a bad thing to disobey the law.

"My young friend, I have now repeated to you my creed as God reads

it in my heart; you are the first to whom I have told it; perhaps

you will be the last. As long as there is any true faith left among

men, we must not trouble quiet souls, nor scare the faith of the

ignorant with problems they cannot solve, with difficulties which

cause them uneasiness, but do not give them any guidance. But

when once everything is shaken, the trunk must be preserved at the

cost of the branches. Consciences, restless, uncertain, and almost

quenched like yours, require to be strengthened and aroused; to

set the feet again upon the foundation of eternal truth, we must

remove the trembling supports on which they think they rest.

"You are at that critical age when the mind is open to conviction,

when the heart receives its form and character, when we decide our

own fate for life, either for good or evil. At a later date, the

material has hardened and fresh impressions leave no trace. Young

man, take the stamp of truth upon your heart which is not yet

hardened, if I were more certain of myself, I should have adopted

a more decided and dogmatic tone; but I am a man ignorant and

liable to error; what could I do? I have opened my heart fully to

you; and I have told what I myself hold for certain and sure; I

have told you my doubts as doubts, my opinions as opinions; I have

given you my reasons both for faith and doubt. It is now your turn

to judge; you have asked for time; that is a wise precaution and

it makes me think well of you. Begin by bringing your conscience

into that state in which it desires to see clearly; be honest with

yourself. Take to yourself such of my opinions as convince you,

reject the rest. You are not yet so depraved by vice as to run the

risk of choosing amiss. I would offer to argue with you, but as

soon as men dispute they lose their temper; pride and obstinacy

come in, and there is an end of honesty. My friend, never argue;

for by arguing we gain no light for ourselves or for others. So far

as I myself am concerned, I have only made up my mind after many

years of meditation; here I rest, my conscience is at peace, my

heart is satisfied. If I wanted to begin afresh the examination of

my feelings, I should not bring to the task a purer love of truth;

and my mind, which is already less active, would be less able to

perceive the truth. Here I shall rest, lest the love of contemplation,

developing step by step into an idle passion, should make me

lukewarm in the performance of my duties, lest I should fall into

my former scepticism without strength to struggle out of it. More

than half my life is spent; I have barely time to make good use of

what is left, to blot out my faults by my virtues. If I am mistaken,

it is against my will. He who reads my inmost heart knows that

I have no love for my blindness. As my own knowledge is powerless

to free me from this blindness, my only way out of it is by a good

life; and if God from the very stones can raise up children to

Abraham, every man has a right to hope that he may be taught the

truth, if he makes himself worthy of it.

"If my reflections lead you to think as I do, if you share my

feelings, if we have the same creed, I give you this advice: Do

not continue to expose your life to the temptations of poverty and

despair, nor waste it in degradation and at the mercy of strangers;

no longer eat the shameful bread of charity. Return to your own

country, go back to the religion of your fathers, and follow it in

sincerity of heart, and never forsake it; it is very simple and very

holy; I think there is no other religion upon earth whose morality

is purer, no other more satisfying to the reason. Do not trouble

about the cost of the journey, that will be provided for you.

Neither do you fear the false shame of a humiliating return; we

should blush to commit a fault, not to repair it. You are still at

an age when all is forgiven, but when we cannot go on sinning with

impunity. If you desire to listen to your conscience, a thousand

empty objections will disappear at her voice. You will feel that, in

our present state of uncertainty, it is an inexcusable presumption

to profess any faith but that we were born into, while it is

treachery not to practise honestly the faith we profess. If we go

astray, we deprive ourselves of a great excuse before the tribunal

of the sovereign judge. Will he not pardon the errors in which we

were brought up, rather than those of our own choosing?

"My son, keep your soul in such a state that you always desire

that there should be a God and you will never doubt it. Moreover,

whatever decision you come to, remember that the real duties of

religion are independent of human institutions; that a righteous

heart is the true temple of the Godhead; that in every land, in

every sect, to love God above all things and to love our neighbour

as ourself is the whole law; remember there is no religion which

absolves us from our moral duties; that these alone are really

essential, that the service of the heart is the first of these duties,

and that without faith there is no such thing as true virtue.

"Shun those who, under the pretence of explaining nature, sow

destructive doctrines in the heart of men, those whose apparent

scepticism is a hundredfold more self-assertive and dogmatic than

the firm tone of their opponents. Under the arrogant claim, that

they alone are enlightened, true, honest, they subject us imperiously

to their far-reaching decisions, and profess to give us, as the

true principles of all things, the unintelligible systems framed by

their imagination. Moreover, they overthrow, destroy, and trample

under foot all that men reverence; they rob the afflicted of

their last consolation in their misery; they deprive the rich and

powerful of the sole bridle of their passions; they tear from the

very depths of man's heart all remorse for crime, and all hope of

virtue; and they boast, moreover, that they are the benefactors of

the human race. Truth, they say, can never do a man harm. I think

so too, and to my mind that is strong evidence that what they

teach is not true. [Footnote: The rival parties attack each other

with so many sophistries that it would be a rash and overwhelming

enterprise to attempt to deal with all of them; it is difficult

enough to note some of them as they occur. One of the commonest

errors among the partisans of philosophy is to contrast a nation

of good philosophers with a nation of bad Christians; as if it were

easier to make a nation of good philosophers than a nation of good

Christians. I know not whether in individual cases it is easier to

discover one rather than the other; but I am quite certain that,

as far as nations are concerned, we must assume that there will

be those who misuse their philosophy without religion, just as our

people misuse their religion without philosophy, and that seems

to put quite a different face upon the matter.]--Bayle has proved

very satisfactorily that fanaticism is more harmful than atheism,

and that cannot be denied; but what he has not taken the trouble to

say, though it is none the less true, is this: Fanaticism, though

cruel and bloodthirsty, is still a great and powerful passion,

which stirs the heart of man, teaching him to despise death, and

giving him an enormous motive power, which only needs to be guided

rightly to produce the noblest virtues; while irreligion, and the

argumentative philosophic spirit generally, on the other hand,

assaults the life and enfeebles it, degrades the soul, concentrates

all the passions in the basest self-interest, in the meanness of

the human self; thus it saps unnoticed the very foundations of all

society, for what is common to all these private interests is so

small that it will never outweigh their opposing interests.--If

atheism does not lead to bloodshed, it is less from love of peace

than from indifference to what is good; as if it mattered little

what happened to others, provided the sage remained undisturbed in

his study. His principles do not kill men, but they prevent their

birth, by destroying the morals by which they were multiplied, by

detaching them from their fellows, by reducing all their affections

to a secret selfishness, as fatal to population as to virtue. The

indifference of the philosopher is like the peace in a despotic state;

it is the repose of death; war itself is not more destructive.--Thus

fanaticism though its immediate results are more fatal than those

of what is now called the philosophic mind, is much less fatal in

its after effects. Moreover, it is an easy matter to exhibit fine

maxims in books; but the real question is--Are they really in

accordance with your teaching, are they the necessary consequences

of it? and this has not been clearly proved so far. It remains

to be seen whether philosophy, safely enthroned, could control

successfully man's petty vanity, his self-interest, his ambition,

all the lesser passions of mankind, and whether it would practise

that sweet humanity which it boasts of, pen in hand.--In theory,

there is no good which philosophy can bring about which is not equally

secured by religion, while religion secures much that philosophy

cannot secure.--In practice, it is another matter; but still we

must put it to the proof. No man follows his religion in all things,

even if his religion is true; most people have hardly any religion,

and they do not in the least follow what they have; that is still

more true; but still there are some people who have a religion

and follow it, at least to some extent; and beyond doubt religious

motives do prevent them from wrong-doing, and win from them virtues,

praiseworthy actions, which would not have existed but for these

motives.--A monk denies that money was entrusted to him; what of

that? It only proves that the man who entrusted the money to him

was a fool. If Pascal had done the same, that would have proved that

Pascal was a hypocrite. But a monk! Are those who make a trade of

religion religious people? All the crimes committed by the clergy,

as by other men, do not prove that religion is useless, but that

very few people are religious.--Most certainly our modern governments

owe to Christianity their more stable authority, their less frequent

revolutions; it has made those governments less bloodthirsty; this

can be shown by comparing them with the governments of former times.

Apart from fanaticism, the best known religion has given greater

gentleness to Christian conduct. This change is not the result of

learning; for wherever learning has been most illustrious humanity

has been no more respected on that account; the cruelties of the

Athenians, the Egyptians, the Roman emperors, the Chinese bear

witness to this. What works of mercy spring from the gospel! How

many acts of restitution, reparation, confession does the gospel

lead to among Catholics! Among ourselves, as the times of communion

draw near, do they not lead us to reconciliation and to alms-giving?

Did not the Hebrew Jubilee make the grasping less greedy, did it

not prevent much poverty? The brotherhood of the Law made the nation

one; no beggar was found among them. Neither are there beggars

among the Turks, where there are countless pious institutions;

from motives of religion they even show hospitality to the foes of

their religion.--"The Mahometans say, according to Chardin, that

after the interrogation which will follow the general resurrection,

all bodies will traverse a bridge called Poul-Serrho, which is

thrown across the eternal fires, a bridge which may be called the

third and last test of the great Judgment, because it is there that

the good and bad will be separated, etc.--"The Persians, continues

Chardin, make a great point of this bridge; and when any one suffers

a wrong which he can never hope to wipe out by any means or at any

time, he finds his last consolation in these words: 'By the living

God, you will pay me double at the last day; you will never get

across the Poul-Serrho if you do not first do me justice; I will

hold the hem of your garment, I will cling about your knees.' I

have seen many eminent men, of every profession, who for fear lest

this hue and cry should be raised against them as they cross that

fearful bridge, beg pardon of those who complained against them;

it has happened to me myself on many occasions. Men of rank, who

had compelled me by their importunity to do what I did not wish

to do, have come to me when they thought my anger had had time to

cool, and have said to me; I pray you "Halal becon antchisra," that

is, "Make this matter lawful and right." Some of them have even

sent gifts and done me service, so that I might forgive them and

say I did it willingly; the cause of this is nothing else but this

belief that they will not be able to get across the bridge of hell

until they have paid the uttermost farthing to the oppressed."--Must

I think that the idea of this bridge where so many iniquities are

made good is of no avail? If the Persians were deprived of this

idea, if they were persuaded that there was no Poul-Serrho, nor

anything of the kind, where the oppressed were avenged of their

tyrants after death, is it not clear that they would be very much

at their ease, and they would be freed from the care of appeasing

the wretched? But it is false to say that this doctrine is hurtful;

yet it would not be true.--O Philosopher, your moral laws are all

very fine; but kindly show me their sanction. Cease to shirk the

question, and tell me plainly what you would put in the place of

Poul-Serrho.

"My good youth, be honest and humble; learn how to be ignorant, then

you will never deceive yourself or others. If ever your talents are

so far cultivated as to enable you to speak to other men, always

speak according to your conscience, without caring for their

applause. The abuse of knowledge causes incredulity. The learned

always despise the opinions of the crowd; each of them must have his

own opinion. A haughty philosophy leads to atheism just as blind

devotion leads to fanaticism. Avoid these extremes; keep steadfastly

to the path of truth, or what seems to you truth, in simplicity of

heart, and never let yourself be turned aside by pride or weakness.

Dare to confess God before the philosophers; dare to preach humanity

to the intolerant. It may be you will stand alone, but you will

bear within you a witness which will make the witness of men of no

account with you. Let them love or hate, let them read your writings

or despise them; no matter. Speak the truth and do the right; the

one thing that really matters is to do one's duty in this world;

and when we forget ourselves we are really working for ourselves.

My child, self-interest misleads us; the hope of the just is the

only sure guide."

I have transcribed this document not as a rule for the sentiments

we should adopt in matters of religion, but as an example of the way

in which we may reason with our pupil without forsaking the method

I have tried to establish. So long as we yield nothing to human

authority, nor to the prejudices of our native land, the light of

reason alone, in a state of nature, can lead us no further than to

natural religion; and this is as far as I should go with Emile. If

he must have any other religion, I have no right to be his guide;

he must choose for himself.

We are working in agreement with nature, and while she is shaping

the physical man, we are striving to shape his moral being, but

we do not make the same progress. The body is already strong and

vigorous, the soul is still frail and delicate, and whatever can be

done by human art, the body is always ahead of the mind. Hitherto

all our care has been devoted to restrain the one and stimulate

the other, so that the man might be as far as possible at one with

himself. By developing his individuality, we have kept his growing

susceptibilities in check; we have controlled it by cultivating

his reason. Objects of thought moderate the influence of objects

of sense. By going back to the causes of things, we have withdrawn

him from the sway of the senses; it is an easy thing to raise him

from the study of nature to the search for the author of nature.

When we have reached this point, what a fresh hold we have got over

our pupil; what fresh ways of speaking to his heart! Then alone

does he find a real motive for being good, for doing right when he

is far from every human eye, and when he is not driven to it by

law. To be just in his own eyes and in the sight of God, to do his

duty, even at the cost of life itself, and to bear in his heart

virtue, not only for the love of order which we all subordinate

to the love of self, but for the love of the Author of his being,

a love which mingles with that self-love, so that he may at length

enjoy the lasting happiness which the peace of a good conscience

and the contemplation of that supreme being promise him in another

life, after he has used this life aright. Go beyond this, and I see

nothing but injustice, hypocrisy, and falsehood among men; private

interest, which in competition necessarily prevails over everything

else, teaches all things to adorn vice with the outward show of

virtue. Let all men do what is good for me at the cost of what is

good for themselves; let everything depend on me alone; let the

whole human race perish, if needs be, in suffering and want, to

spare me a moment's pain or hunger. Yes, I shall always maintain

that whoso says in his heart, "There is no God," while he takes

the name of God upon his lips, is either a liar or a madman.

Reader, it is all in vain; I perceive that you and I shall never

see Emile with the same eyes; you will always fancy him like your

own young people, hasty, impetuous, flighty, wandering from fete to

fete, from amusement to amusement, never able to settle to anything.

You smile when I expect to make a thinker, a philosopher, a young

theologian, of an ardent, lively, eager, and fiery young man,

at the most impulsive period of youth. This dreamer, you say, is

always in pursuit of his fancy; when he gives us a pupil of his

own making, he does not merely form him, he creates him, he makes

him up out of his own head; and while he thinks he is treading in

the steps of nature, he is getting further and further from her.

As for me, when I compare my pupil with yours, I can scarcely find

anything in common between them. So differently brought up, it is

almost a miracle if they are alike in any respect. As his childhood

was passed in the freedom they assume in youth, in his youth he

begins to bear the yoke they bore as children; this yoke becomes

hateful to them, they are sick of it, and they see in it nothing

but their masters' tyranny; when they escape from childhood, they

think they must shake off all control, they make up for the prolonged

restraint imposed upon them, as a prisoner, freed from his fetters,

moves and stretches and shakes his limbs. [Footnote: There is no

one who looks down upon childhood with such lofty scorn as those

who are barely grown-up; just as there is no country where rank is

more strictly regarded than that where there is little real inequality;

everybody is afraid of being confounded with his inferiors.] Emile,

however, is proud to be a man, and to submit to the yoke of his

growing reason; his body, already well grown, no longer needs so

much action, and begins to control itself, while his half-fledged

mind tries its wings on every occasion. Thus the age of reason

becomes for the one the age of licence; for the other, the age of

reasoning.

Would you know which of the two is nearer to the order of nature!

Consider the differences between those who are more or less removed

from a state of nature. Observe young villagers and see if they

are as undisciplined as your scholars. The Sieur de Beau says that

savages in childhood are always active, and ever busy with sports

that keep the body in motion; but scarcely do they reach adolescence

than they become quiet and dreamy; they no longer devote themselves

to games of skill or chance. Emile, who has been brought up in full

freedom like young peasants and savages, should behave like them

and change as he grows up. The whole difference is in this, that

instead of merely being active in sport or for food, he has, in the

course of his sports, learned to think. Having reached this stage,

and by this road, he is quite ready to enter upon the next stage to

which I introduce him; the subjects I suggest for his consideration

rouse his curiosity, because they are fine in themselves, because

they are quite new to him, and because he is able to understand

them. Your young people, on the other hand, are weary and overdone

with your stupid lessons, your long sermons, and your tedious

catechisms; why should they not refuse to devote their minds to

what has made them sad, to the burdensome precepts which have been

continually piled upon them, to the thought of the Author of their

being, who has been represented as the enemy of their pleasures?

All this has only inspired in them aversion, disgust, and weariness;

constraint has set them against it; why then should they devote

themselves to it when they are beginning to choose for themselves?

They require novelty, you must not repeat what they learned

as children. Just so with my own pupil, when he is a man I speak

to him as a man, and only tell him what is new to him; it is just

because they are tedious to your pupils that he will find them to

his taste.

This is how I doubly gain time for him by retarding nature to the

advantage of reason. But have I indeed retarded the progress of

nature? No, I have only prevented the imagination from hastening

it; I have employed another sort of teaching to counterbalance

the precocious instruction which the young man receives from other

sources. When he is carried away by the flood of existing customs

and I draw him in the opposite direction by means of other customs,

this is not to remove him from his place, but to keep him in it.

Nature's due time comes at length, as come it must. Since man must

die, he must reproduce himself, so that the species may endure and

the order of the world continue. When by the signs I have spoken of

you perceive that the critical moment is at hand, at once abandon

for ever your former tone. He is still your disciple, but not your

scholar. He is a man and your friend; henceforth you must treat

him as such.

What! Must I abdicate my authority when most I need it? Must I

abandon the adult to himself just when he least knows how to control

himself, when he may fall into the gravest errors! Must I renounce

my rights when it matters most that I should use them on his behalf?

Who bids you renounce them; he is only just becoming conscious of

them. Hitherto all you have gained has been won by force or guile;

authority, the law of duty, were unknown to him, you had to constrain

or deceive him to gain his obedience. But see what fresh chains

you have bound about his heart. Reason, friendship, affection,

gratitude, a thousand bonds of affection, speak to him in a voice

he cannot fail to hear. His ears are not yet dulled by vice, he

is still sensitive only to the passions of nature. Self-love, the

first of these, delivers him into your hands; habit confirms this.

If a passing transport tears him from you, regret restores him to

you without delay; the sentiment which attaches him to you is the

only lasting sentiment, all the rest are fleeting and self-effacing.

Do not let him become corrupt, and he will always be docile; he

will not begin to rebel till he is already perverted.

I grant you, indeed, that if you directly oppose his growing desires

and foolishly treat as crimes the fresh needs which are beginning

to make themselves felt in him, he will not listen to you for

long; but as soon as you abandon my method I cannot be answerable

for the consequences. Remember that you are nature's minister; you

will never be her foe.

But what shall we decide to do? You see no alternative but either

to favour his inclinations or to resist them; to tyrannise or to

wink at his misconduct; and both of these may lead to such dangerous

results that one must indeed hesitate between them.

The first way out of the difficulty is a very early marriage; this

is undoubtedly the safest and most natural plan. I doubt, however,

whether it is the best or the most useful. I will give my reasons

later; meanwhile I admit that young men should marry when they reach

a marriageable age. But this age comes too soon; we have made them

precocious; marriage should be postponed to maturity.

If it were merely a case of listening to their wishes and following

their lead it would be an easy matter; but there are so many

contradictions between the rights of nature and the laws of society

that to conciliate them we must continually contradict ourselves.

Much art is required to prevent man in society from being altogether

artificial.

For the reasons just stated, I consider that by the means I have

indicated and others like them the young man's desires may be kept

in ignorance and his senses pure up to the age of twenty. This is

so true that among the Germans a young man who lost his virginity

before that age was considered dishonoured; and the writers justly

attribute the vigour of constitution and the number of children

among the Germans to the continence of these nations during youth.

This period may be prolonged still further, and a few centuries

ago nothing was more common even in France. Among other well-known

examples, Montaigne's father, a man no less scrupulously truthful

than strong and healthy, swore that his was a virgin marriage at

three and thirty, and he had served for a long time in the Italian

wars. We may see in the writings of his son what strength and

spirit were shown by the father when he was over sixty. Certainly

the contrary opinion depends rather on our own morals and our own

prejudices than on the experience of the race as a whole.

I may, therefore, leave on one side the experience of our young

people; it proves nothing for those who have been educated in

another fashion. Considering that nature has fixed no exact limits

which cannot be advanced or postponed, I think I may, without going

beyond the law of nature, assume that under my care Emil has so far

remained in his first innocence, but I see that this happy period

is drawing to a close. Surrounded by ever-increasing perils, he

will escape me at the first opportunity in spite of all my efforts,

and this opportunity will not long be delayed; he will follow the

blind instinct of his senses; the chances are a thousand to one on

his ruin. I have considered the morals of mankind too profoundly

not to be aware of the irrevocable influence of this first moment

on all the rest of his life. If I dissimulate and pretend to see

nothing, he will take advantage of my weakness; if he thinks he

can deceive me, he will despise me, and I become an accomplice in

his destruction. If I try to recall him, the time is past, he no

longer heeds me, he finds me tiresome, hateful, intolerable; it

will not be long before he is rid of me. There is therefore only

one reasonable course open to me; I must make him accountable for

his own actions, I must at least preserve him from being taken

unawares, and I must show him plainly the dangers which beset his

path. I have restrained him so far through his ignorance; henceforward

his restraint must be his own knowledge.

This new teaching is of great importance, and we will take up our

story where we left it. This is the time to present my accounts,

to show him how his time and mine have been spent, to make known

to him what he is and what I am; what I have done, and what he has

done; what we owe to each other; all his moral relations, all the

undertakings to which he is pledged, all those to which others

have pledged themselves in respect to him; the stage he has reached

in the development of his faculties, the road that remains to be

travelled, the difficulties he will meet, and the way to overcome

them; how I can still help him and how he must henceforward help

himself; in a word, the critical time which he has reached, the

new dangers round about him, and all the valid reasons which should

induce him to keep a close watch upon himself before giving heed

to his growing desires.

Remember that to guide a grown man you must reverse all that you

did to guide the child. Do not hesitate to speak to him of those

dangerous mysteries which you have so carefully concealed from him

hitherto. Since he must become aware of them, let him not learn

them from another, nor from himself, but from you alone; since he

must henceforth fight against them, let him know his enemy, that

he may not be taken unawares.

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