CHAPTER X

The perplexed frown still furrowed Young Denny's forehead. He felt

that the fire had wrought a most remarkably swift cure of all that he

had feared, but the anxiety faded from his eyes. White head perked

forward, balanced a little on one side, birdlike, Old Jerry was

waiting for him to pick up the thread which had been broken so long.

And now it was the big-shouldered boy who faltered in his words,

uncertain just how to begin.

"I--I don't know just how to ask you," he started heavily. "I'm--I am

going away. I'm figuring on being gone quite a while, I think. First,

just after I had decided to go, some time last night, I made up my

mind to ask you to take care of the stock till I came back. I thought

maybe it wouldn't be too hard for you--with you coming by at night,

anyhow. There's just the one cow and the team, and the hens to feed.

And then I--I got to thinkin' that maybe, too, you'd be able to do

something else for me, if I sort of explained how things were.

There--there wasn't anyone else I could think of who'd be likely to

want to do me a favor."

He paused and licked his lips. And Old Jerry, too, furtively touched

his with the tip of his tongue. He was waiting breathlessly, but he

managed to nod his head a little, encouragingly, as he leaned closer.

"And that was what I was really waiting for," the slow voice went on

ponderously. "I saw this morning--anybody could have seen--what the

Judge meant them all to believe along the street when we drove

through. Somehow things have changed in the last twelve hours. I sort

of look at some things differently than I did, and so it was funny,

just funny to watch him, and I'm not so blind that I don't know what

his story will be tonight down at the Tavern. Not that I care what

they say, either. But there is some one who couldn't help believin'

it--couldn't believe anything else--after what happened last night."

He stopped, groping for words to finish. "And so I--I waited for you

to come," he went on lamely. "I took you outside and showed you how it

really happened, so that--so that you could tell _her_--the truth."

He nodded over his shoulder--nodded once out across the valley in the

direction of John Anderson's small drab cottage huddled in the shadow

under the hill. And now, once he had fairly begun, all the diffidence,

all the self-consciousness went from his voice. It was only big and

low and ponderous, as always, as he went back and told the old man,

who sat drinking it in, every detail of that night before, when he

had stooped and risen and sent the stone jug crashing through the

window--when he had turned, with blood dripping from his chin, to find

Dryad Anderson there in the doorway, eyes wide with horror and

loathing. Not until he had reached that point did Old Jerry move or

hint at an interruption.

"But why in time didn't you tell her yourself?" he asked then. "Why

didn't you explain that old Tom hit you a clip out there in the

dark?"

Young Denny's face burned.

"I--I tried to," he explained simply. "I--I started toward her,

meaning to explain, but I tripped, there on the threshold, and went

down on my knees. I must have been a little sick--a little giddy. And

when I got up again she--she was gone."

Old Jerry nodded his head judicially. He sucked in his lips from sheer

delight in the thrill of it all, and nodded his head in profound

solemnity.

"Jest like a woman--jest like a woman, a-condemnin' of a man without a

bit of mercy! Jest like 'em! I ain't never been enticed yet into

givin' up my freedom; but many's the time I've said--says I----"

The boy's set face checked him; made him remember. This was no mimic

thing. It was real; too real to need play-acting. And with that

thought came recollection. All in a flash it dawned on him that this

was no man-created situation; it must have something greater than that

behind it.

That morning had seen his passing from the circle to which he had

belonged as long as the circle had existed. All through that dreary

day he had known that he could never go back to it. Just why he could

not say, but he felt that that decision was irrevocable. And for that

whole day he had been alone--more utterly, absolutely alone than he

had ever been in his whole life--yet here was a place awaiting him,

needing him. For some reason it was not quite so hard to look straight

back into the eyes of that soul which he had discovered that day; it

wasn't so hard, even though he knew it now for the pitiful old fraud

it really was.

His thin, leathery face was working spasmodically. And it was

alight--aglow with a light that came entirely from within.

"Could you maybe explain," he quavered hungrily; "could you kinda tell

me--just why it is--you're a-askin' me? It--it ain't jest because you

hev to, entirely; now, is it? It ain't because there ain't nothin'

else left you to do?"

Denny Bolton sensed immediately more than half of what was behind the

question. He shook his head.

"No," he answered steadily. "No, because I'm going to try to tell her

again, myself, tonight. It's only partly because maybe I--I won't be

able to see her before I go--and part because she--she'd believe you,

somehow, I think, when she wouldn't believe any of the rest."

The white-haired old man sighed. His stiffened body slackened as he

shifted his feet against the stove.

"Why--why, I kinda hoped it was something like that," he murmured; and

he was talking more to himself than to Denny. "I kinda hoped it

was--but I never had no reason to believe it."

His voice lifted until it was its shriller, more natural falsetto.

"I wouldn't 'a' believed myself today, at twelve o'clock noon," he

stated flatly. "No, sir-e-e! After takin' stock of myself, as you

might say, the way I done this morning, I wouldn't 'a' believed myself

on oath!"

His feet dropped noisily to the floor, and he sat bolt upright again.

"But she's a-goin' to believe me! Godfrey, yes, she'll believe me when

I git through tellin' her!"

His pale eyes clung to the boy's face, tinged with astonishment before

so much vehemence.

"And ain't it kinda struck you--ain't it sorta come to you that

she wa'n't quite fair, either, any more than the rest of us,

a-thinkin'--a-thinkin' what she did, without any real proof?"

Young Denny did not have time to reply.

"No, I reckon it ain't," Old Jerry rushed on. "And I don't know's I've

got much right criticizing either. Not very much! I've been a tidy

hand at jedgin' other folks' matters until jest lately. Some way I

ain't quite so handy at it as I was. And I kinda expect she's goin' to

be sorry she even thought it, soon enough, without my tryin' to make

her any more so. She's goin' to be mighty uncomfortable sorry, if

she's anything like me!"

He rose and shuffled across to the door, and stopped there. Denny

could not understand the new thrill there was in his cracked voice,

nor the light in those pale eyes. But he knew that the old man before

him had been making something close akin to an eleventh-hour

confession; making it out of a profound thankfulness for the

opportunity. With the same gesture with which he bade the old man

wait, his big hand went inside his shirt, and came out again. And he

reached out and pressed something into Old Jerry's knotty fingers.

"I--I was sure you'd do it," he told him. "I knew you would. And I

want you to take this, too, and keep it. I don't want to go away like

this, but I have to. If I didn't start right now I--I might not go at

all. I hate to leave her alone--in this town. That's half of what the

Judge let me have today on this place. It's not much, but it's

something if she should need anything while I'm gone. I thought you

might--see that she was all right--till I got back?"

The servant of the "Gov'mint" stood and stared down at the limp little

roll of bills in his hand; he stared until something caught in his

throat and made him gulp again noisily. But his face was shamelessly

defiant of the mist that smarted under his eyelids when he looked up

again.

"Take care of her?" he whispered. "Me take care of her for you?

Why--why, Godfrey--why, man----"

He dashed one hand across his eyes.

"I'm a old gossipy fool," he exclaimed. "Nothin' but a old gossipy

fool; but I reckon you don't hev to _count_ them bills over before you

leave 'em with me. Not unless you want to. I've been just an ordinary,

common waggle-tongue. That's what I really come for in such a hurry

tonight, once I'd thought of it. Jest to see if I couldn't nose around

into business that wa'n't no concern of mine. But I'm gittin' over

that--I'm gittin' over that fast! Learning a little dignity of

bearin', too, as you might say. And I don't deny I ain't a little

curious yet--more'n a little curious. But I want to tell you this:

There's some folks that lies mostly for profit, and some that lies

largely for their own amusement, and they both do jest about as much

damage in the long run, and I ain't no better, jest because I never

made nothin' outen mine. But if you could kinda drop me a line, maybe

once in a while, and tell me how you're gittin' on, I'd be mighty glad

to hear. An' it wouldn't do no harm, either." He nodded his head, in

turn, in the direction of the drab cottage across the valley.

"Because--because she's goin' to be waitin' to hear--she's goin' to be

sorry, and kinda wonderin'. I know--well, jest because I know!"

Still he lingered, with his fingers on the door catch. He shoved out

his free hand.

"I--I suppose we'd ought to shake hands, hedn't we," he faltered;

"bein' as it's kinda considered the reg'lar and customary thing to do

on such occasions?"

Denny was smiling as his hand closed over those clawlike fingers; he

was smiling in a way that Old Jerry had never seen before. Because the

noise in his throat was growing alarmingly louder every moment, the

latter went on talking almost wildly, to cover that weakness which he

could not control.

"I hope you git on," he said. "And I reckon you will. It's funny--it's

more'n that--and I don't know where I got the idea. But it's kinda

come to me, somehow, that maybe it was that account in the paper--that

story of Jeddy Conway--that's set you to leavin'. It ain't none of my

business, and I ain't askin' no questions, but I do want to say that

there never was a time when you couldn't lick the everlastin' tar

outen him. And you've growed some since then. Jest a trifle--jest a

trifle!"

The boy's smile widened and widened. Then he laughed aloud softly and

nodded his head.

"I'll send you the papers," he promised. "I'll send you all of them."

Old Jerry stood with his outstretched hand poised in midair while

he realized that his chance shot had gone home. And suddenly,

unaccountably, he began to chuckle; he began to cackle noisily.

"I might 'a' knowed it," he whispered. "I ought to hev knowed it all

along. Now, you don't hev to worry--they ain't one mite of a thing I

ain't a-goin' to see to while you're away. You don't want nothin' on

your mind, because you're goin' to hev a considerable somethin' on

your hands. And I got to git along now. Godfrey, but it's late for me

to be up here, ain't it? I got to hustle, if I ever did; and there

ain't too much time to spare. For tonight--tonight, before I git

through, I aim to put a spoke in the Jedge's wheel, down to the

Tavern, that'll make him think the axles of that yello'-wheeled gig of

his'n needs greasin'. Jest a trifle--jest a trifle!"

He opened the door and slammed it shut behind him even before the

boy could reply. Still smiling whimsically, Young Denny stood and

listened to the grating of the wheels as the buggy was turned about

outside--heard the old rig groan once, and then complain shrilly

as it started on its way. But no one witnessed Old Jerry's wild

descent to the village that night; no one knew the mad speed he

made, save the old mare between the shafts; and she was kept too busy

with the lash that whistled over her fat flanks to have given the

matter any consistent thought.

Old Jerry drove that scant mile or two this night under the spur of

his one greatest inspiration; and while he drove he talked aloud to

himself.

"And I was a-goin' to fix it for him," he muttered once, "I was

a-goin' to fix that old busted jug in the morning. Godfrey, I must

'a' been flustered!" He shrilled in uncontrollable glee at the

recollection. And then again, later and far more gravely:

"I'm a-gittin' more religious every livin' day. I'm gittin' more

religious jest from standin' around and kinda watchin' how things is

made to work out right, jest when you've about decided that the Lord

ain't payin' as much attention to details as he might."

He knew that there had to be a light in the windows of the Tavern

office; he knew that he had to be in time. That was the finger of a

Something behind the whole day's developments which was directing it

all so masterfully. And because he was so certain of it all--because

he was positive that he was the agent who had been selected to mete

out justice at last--he found himself possessed of a greater courage

than he had ever known before as he clambered down from his seat and

mounted the worn steps.

A rush of chill air swept the group about the sprawling stove as

he opened the door and made each member lift his head, each after a

fashion that was startlingly indicative of the man himself. For

Judge Maynard wheeled sharply as the cold blast struck him--wheeled

with head flung back challengingly, and a harsh rebuke in every

feature--while old Dave Shepard turned and merely shivered. He just

shivered and flinched a little from the draft, appealingly. The

rest registered an ascending scale of emotions betwixt and between.

Just as he knew he would find them they sat. Judge Maynard had the

floor; and it was an easy thing to read that he had all but reached

the crisis of his recital. Any man could have read that merely from

the protest in the faces of the rest. And yet Old Jerry simply stood

there and swept the group with serene and dangerous geniality.

"Evenin', folks," he saluted them mildly.

His mildness was like a match to the fuse. Judge Maynard pounded his

fat knee with a fatter fist, and exploded thunderously:

"Shut that door!" he roared. "Shut that door!"

Old Jerry complied with amazing alacrity. The very panels shivered

with the force of the swing that slammed it close. The Judge should

have known right there--he should have read the writing on the

wall--and yet he failed to do that thing. Instead, he turned back once

more to his audience--back to his interrupted tale, and left Old Jerry

standing there before the door, ignored.

"As I was sayin'." He cleared his throat. "As I was sayin' when this

unnecessary interruption occurred, I realized right from the moment

when I opened the door and saw him standing there in front of me,

grinning, and his chin cut wide open, that there was something wrong.

I am a discerning man--and I knew! And it didn't take me long to

convince him--not very long!--that there were other communities which

would find him more welcome than this one. Maybe I was harsh--maybe I

was--but harsh cases require harsh remedies. And because he didn't

have the money, I offered to let him have enough to carry him out of

town, and something to keep him about as long as he'll last now, I'm

thinking, although that place of his isn't worth as much as the paper

to write the mortgage on.

"I knew it had come at last--but, at that, I didn't get anything that

I wanted to call real proof until after we'd drawn up the papers and

signed 'em, and were about ready to start back. Then, when we were

coming down the steps of the clerk's office, I got all the proof I

wanted, and a little more than that. He--he stumbled just about then,

and would have gone down on his face if I hadn't held him up. And he

was laughing out loud to himself, chuckling, with one fist full of

money fit to draw a crowd. And he pulled away from me just when I was

trying to force him into the buggy--pulled away and sort of leered up

at me, waving that handful of bills right under my nose.

"'Oh, come now, Judge,' he sort of hiccoughed, 'this ain't the way for

two old friends to part. This ain't the way for me to treat an old

friend who's given me this. I want to buy you something--I want to buy

you at least one drink--before I go. Come on, now, Judge. What'll you

have?' says he."

They had all forgotten Old Jerry's interruption; they had forgotten

everything else but the Judge's recital, that was climbing to its

climax. That room was very quiet when the speaker paused and waited

for his words to sink in--very quiet until a half-smothered giggle

broke the stillness.

There was an unholy glee in that mirth--a mocking, lilting note of

actual joy which rang almost profane at such a moment. Man for man it

brought that circle erect in the chairs; man for man they sat and

stared at the grotesque figure which was rocking now in a paroxysm of

laughter too real for simulation. In a breathless hush they turned

from the offender back to the judge, waiting, appalled, for the storm

to break.

Judge Maynard's round moon-face went purple. Twice he tried to speak

before he sat silent, annihilation in his eyes, until Jerry's outbreak

had subsided. Then he lifted one forefinger and pointed, with all the

majesty such a gesture could ever convey, to the empty chair--the

chair which Old Jerry should have been occupying in becoming silence

at that moment.

"Have you gone crazy?" he thundered. "Have you--or are you just

naturally witless? Or was there something you wanted to say? If there

isn't--if you've no questions to ask--you get over to that chair and

sit down where you belong!"

It was then that the rest of the circle realized that something had

gone wrong--most mightily wrong! According to all precedent, the

little, white-haired man should have shrunk back and cowered beneath

that verbal lash, and obeyed without a glance. They all realized that

there was imminent a climax unforeseen by all--all but the Judge; and

he was too blind with rage to see.

Very meekly Old Jerry bore his thundered rebuke--too meekly. But after

the judge had finished he failed to move; he merely stood there,

facing the town's great man. And in his attitude there was something

of infantile, derisive, sparrowlike impudence as he peered back into

the Judge's face--something that was very like the attitude of an

outraged, ruffled old reprobate of a parrot rearing himself erect.

Old Jerry made no haste. It was a thing which required a nice

deliberation. And so he waited--waited and prolonged the moment to its

last, sweetest second. Once more he chuckled, to himself this

time--just once, before he began to speak. That old Tavern office had

never been so deathly still before.

"A question?" he echoed at last, thoughtfully. "A question? Well,

Jedge, there was one thing I was a-goin' to ask you. Jest one triflin'

thing I was kinda curious to know. Why, I was a-goin' to ask you, back

a spell--What did you hev? It kinda interested me, wonderin' about it.

But now--now that I've heard your story in full, I reckon I'll hev to

change that question a mite. I reckon they ain't nothin' left but to

ask you--How many did you hev? How many, Jedge? For, Jedge, you're

talkin' most mighty wild tonight!"

And that silence endured--endured even after the huge man had

half-risen, purple features gone white, and then dropped heavily back

into his chair before that rigid figure in its sodden garments which

had turned from him toward the rest of the circle of regulars.

Old Jerry made his formal exit that night--he knew that he was

resigning his chair--but the thing was very cheap at the price.

[Illustration: "WHAT YOU NEED, GENTLEMEN, IS A TRIFLE WIDER READIN'--JUST

A TRIFLE! FOR YOU AIN'T BEIN' WELL POSTED ON FACTS!"]

"An' I reckon, too," he went on deliberately, and there was a

wicked fleer of sarcasm tinging the words, "I reckon I'll hev to

kinda apologize to you gentlemen for interruptin' your evenin's

entertainment, as you might say. I'm sorry I ain't able to remain,

for it's interestin'. I don't know's I've ever heard anything that

was jest as excitin' an' thrillin', but I've got something more

important needin' my attention this evenin'--meanin' that I ain't got

nothin' in particular that's a-callin' me! But it's no more'n my

plain duty for me to tell you this: You'd ought to follow the

papers a mite closer from now on. It's illuminatin'--it's broadenin'!

What you need, gentlemen, is a trifle wider readin'--jest a

trifle--jest a trifle! For you ain't bein' well posted on facts!"

Nobody moved. Nobody was capable of stirring even. Old Jerry bowed to

them from the doorway--he bowed till the water trickled in a stream

from the brim of his battered hat.

And this time, as he passed out, he closed the door very gently behind

him.

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