CHAPTER VIII

"This bazaar," said Dollie Gresham, cheerily, "is humming. I have not

been asked about as much as I should like to be lately; people forget

poor little nobodies. The Duchess is giving her patronage, _entre

nous_. Mavis Moover will dance for me--joy for her Grace of Boredom!

Oh, I've got heaps and heaps of people! We are secretaries, and

cashiers, and so forth, and we shall all wear flower dresses. Our stall

shall be forget-me-nots. The Duchess chose tulips; she said she had a

black silk gown and she knew there was a tulip of that colour. We shall

be audaciously beautiful in sky blue, rather short."

Esme had rushed into this new scheme.

"It won't cost much, will it?" she asked.

"Secretaries, workers, _cherie_," prattled Dollie, "have all expenses

paid. All frocks, frills, etc.; they give their valuable time. Come

with me to Claire's. She is at least original."

Dollie's maid brought in two cards. Mrs Gresham frowned over them.

"The tiresome secretary of the hospital," she said, "and Canon Bright,

one of the founders. Look charitable, Esme."

Next moment, all smiles, she greeted a kindly-looking, middle-aged man

and a grey-haired clergyman; a stern-faced, clear-eyed man, who made

this hospital for little suffering children his hobby.

They overwhelmed Dollie with thanks.

"This debt"--Canon Bright took out some notes of figures--"was weighing

us down. Now, with your help, it will be paid off, and we shall have

something besides to go on with, to buy sorely-needed appliances."

"Oh, of course," said Dollie, vaguely.

"We were looking for some kind lady or society to take it up;

fortunately you met Mr Lucy at luncheon."

"Yes; that put it into my head," said Dollie, brightly. "Bazaars are so

paying; this is my friend and sister secretary, Mrs Carteret. I've got

every big name in London, Canon, or half of them. Oh, it will be a

great success. We've taken the hall. We're all going to be summer

flowers. 'The Summer Flower Bazaar,' such a good name, isn't it?"

Mr Lucy nursed his hat. "You won't let the expenses mount, Mrs

Gresham," he said, "will you? Once they begin to swell our cripples

would lose. You'll let me help you with the accounts. It's my _metier_,

you see, and I could help you."

Dollie chilled visibly. She preferred to do it all herself, she said.

"We really want to _work_," she went on, smiling again. "After all,

it's quite simple. We have all our cheques paid in and we pay the exes

and hand you the balance. We'll work it up like anything. You get all

your people to come, Canon--all your charitable friends. The dear

little cripples," cooed Dolly--"so nice to help them."

"Tiresome, muddling pair," she snapped when the two men had left. "Come

to Claire's, Esme. I owe her two hundred, but these flower dresses will

cool her rage, and she'll know we'll pay for this lot all right."

Claire received them dubiously, then thawed to the order for the

bazaar. If Mrs Gresham could get her the carnation order also, Lady

Louisa's stall, and the roses. Forget-me-nots, by the way, were spring

flowers.

Oh, it didn't matter. Clouds of gauze, blue satin, wreaths of flowers

stiffened with turquoises, shoes, stockings. Dollie ordered lavishly.

"That Estelle girl shall help," Esme said. "She is the kind of person

who'll open boxes and get dusty and save us trouble. By the way, what

shall we sell? Not tea. One has to run about. Sweets, I should think,

and buttonholes."

"We are not distinguished enough for buttonholes," said Dollie,

decidedly. "When Adolfus or Gargie buys a white pink for five shillings

he likes to tell mamma and his lady friend that the Countess of

'Ighlife pinned it in with her own fingers, Vilet, her very own. Dolfus

does not seem to realize that the use of other people's would be

confusing. No, let it be sweets. Chocolates will show off our blue

frocks."

Bertie Carteret found himself left more and more alone. Esme was always

feverishly busy, always just going on somewhere, chasing pleasure,

growing thinner in the pursuit, using just a little more rose bloom, a

little extra powder to hide jaded lines and fading colour.

At the end of May Bertie paid his household bills again and knew that

they were far too large. No extravagance seemed to have been curtailed;

if they had not lunched or dined so often at home, he had paid for a

score of meals at fashionable restaurants. Esme's careless demands for

a few pounds for cabs were endless.

"I can't do it," he muttered, writing his cheques. "I can't get on."

A plea to Esme would only make her sullen, irritable, railing at her

poverty, muttering against poor marriages.

"I--oh, you are alone. I've brought the book which Esme asked me for."

Estelle Reynolds came on Bertie as he sighed over his bills. "And the

pearls she left to be mended."

She put down a new novel on the table, one barred by libraries. Esme

would look at it, probably forget to finish it, unless she thought she

found any of her friends were pilloried between the flaring green

covers.

Estelle put down a receipt with the pearls, one for two pounds. Bertie

looked at the amount.

"Has Esme paid you?" he asked.

"Oh, no, it does not matter--any time." Estelle blushed. "I can ask

her."

"I wonder"--he turned--"how much she has let you pay, this careless

wife of mine. For the future, Estelle, bring anything to me."

"You seem to have enough to pay for." Estelle pointed to a pile of

books and cheques.

"Too much! More than I can manage. Estelle, is nothing of value unless

it costs money? Must one always lunch and dine and sup with people

whose daily income equals our half-yearly one? Can a woman ever look

well in a frock which costs less than twenty pounds? Oh, one must go to

so-and-so--everyone does. Is there nothing simple left in life?" said

Bertie, drearily. "No pleasure in a corner of the country where a man

could pay his way honestly, and eat strawberries in June and peaches in

August?"

"Is it as bad as that?" Estelle came to the table, glanced at some of

the books.

She was a slight girl, with nothing but her grey eyes redeeming her

from mediocrity.

Bertie Carteret sat opposite a full-length portrait of his wife. It was

tinted, showing her dazzling colouring, her rounded figure. It stared

at him with Esme's careless, joyous smile. Never yet, when he had

touched her, had the softness of her ivory neck, the warmth of her

white skin, failed to wake passion in him, make him wax to the heat of

love, melting and desiring. So she had won his heart when he met her in

the country, the beauty of a small military station, a doctor's

daughter, well born, but dowerless, bringing beauty alone as her

marriage portion. Her beauty, her joyous love of life, had won her a

niche in London Society. Friends had given her introductions, and Esme

had grown into the life as a graft grows to the parent stem.

What poet has written that each woman is a flower with its

characteristics, its scent, or beauty?

Was not this wife of his a gorgeous sunflower, turning her head to the

light and warmth of amusement, standing out among her fellows, dazzling

as she caught the light, a thing to look at and admire, but not to bend

one's face over drinking in a rare sweet perfume.

Now that he sat thinking he knew there had been none of the intimacy of

married lovers; no scheming for their dual interests, no planning of

some little trip to be taken together, none of the talks which wed man

and woman more surely than the service ordained by law. Nothing but

love and laughter. Together, with the world shut out, Bertie must not

talk of ordinary things, but of Esme. She would lean against him,

exquisite, perfect, silken draperies merely veiling her long, rounded

limbs, and he must talk of her alone. Tell her again and again how

beautiful she was; find new perfection in her golden hair, her bright

cheeks, the curves of her beauty.

Then in the mornings, when there was an hour before they need get up,

when Esme had put on a lace cap and got into some soft-hued wrapper,

she would chatter gaily, but never of their future, of the home which

Bertie, man-like, dreamt of; but of the day's doings, of luncheon and

tea and dinner and theatre, of flying from place to place, from friend

to friend.

"The Holbrooks are sending their small car for me to do my shopping in;

aren't they kind, Bert? Lady Sue sent us a big basket of fruit

yesterday for my little dinner. We've such heaps to do, Bertie,

to-day--such heaps!"

She would stretch her warm limbs in the luxurious joy of being alive,

the joy of youth and strength and happiness.

There were no kisses in the morning. Marie had already laved Madame's

face in scented water, and rubbed in Madame's face cream to prepare her

skin for its light dust of powder.

Sometimes, half shyly, Bertie would try to talk of the future, say they

could not always live in the army.

"There are such dear little places to be found, Es"--he used to study

advertisements--"just big enough. We could keep a horse or two, a

garden--be so happy!"

"And become cabbages ourselves. Play bridge with the parson and his

wife, and go to summer tennis-parties with two men and forty maids.

London, my Bertie, it's the only place for poor people. The country is

all very well if you need never stay there, but to grow rooted to

garden soil! Boo! I'll get you on! You shall be a General and inspect

armies."

Bertie gave up his dream of a little house in the country; he got used

to the careless, ever-moving life. And now he sickened of it.

If women were flowers, this woman standing near him was a violet, a

simple thing, only beautiful to those who love sweetness better than

flaring beauty.

"You're worried," she said. "Where is Esme?"

"Esme is out for the day," he said.

"Then you've often promised me an outing. Come and be a cheap tripper

with me; let it be my treat. I got a cheque from mother yesterday. I'm

rich. Let's pretend we're very poor, and enjoy ourselves. You mustn't

sit there brooding."

Bertie put away the books, laughed up at the gentle face. He would, but

he must pay half.

The May day was theirs; they would enjoy it as two children.

They would take a 'bus, lunch, go to the White City, see how economy

can be practised.

They lunched at a little restaurant in Germain Street, studying the

menu with puckered brows, taking omelette and a grill which they could

share, and biscuits and cheese, and light white wine.

The amount of a bill which would not have covered tips at the Berkeley

or the Ritz was gaily paid.

Bertie saw a new side to Estelle's character; the childish power of

enjoyment. Take a taxi? No! Taxis were for the rich. They sat on the

top of a motor 'bus, going down roaring Piccadilly.

Esme, coming to the door of the Berkeley, happened to look up at the

packed mass of humanity seated on the monster's head.

"Bertie!" she flashed out, mockingly, "and the South African girl.

Bertie happily saving his pennies and seeing London. Oh! how funny."

She forgot that a year ago she had often gone in a 'bus with him.

There were only taxis in the world for her now, or motors. The little

electric carriages were so cheap to hire. Esme's bill at the nearest

garage was running up rapidly. "It was such a 'bore' to look for a taxi

in the evenings; this was ready and took one on to supper or ball, and

back again, and cost very little more," she would say.

Bertie had not seen his wife. He sat enjoying the sunshine, looking

down at the packed streets, as the 'bus slipped through the

traffic--past Grosvenor Gate, on to the London which is not London to

Society, but merely "down in Kensington," into the vast grounds of the

Exhibition, to play as children might have played. To rock on

switchbacks, taking the front seat for the heart-sinking glides and

dips; to come foolishly down watershutes; to slide on mats round

perilous curves; to go and laugh at themselves in ridiculous mirrors.

And then with an aftermath of seriousness to look at the quaint

buildings of Shakespeare's time, and talk of the dead master of the

drama.

Estelle had read every play; she could quote aptly, talk of those which

she had seen.

"He had one fault," she said. "His good women were mawkish fools; his

villainesses splendidly lovable. It was the spirit of the age, no

doubt, that to be good one must be a mere loving nonentity, that brains

led the feminine world to destruction."

If the world would but hang out warnings to the blind mortals who

scurry through its maze, seeking for openings, or shouting, laughing,

as they go; if we knew that an hour hence our life's history would

change, and that a refusal to go to lunch, a turning up one corner

instead of another, would leave it as it was, would it be better for us?

If Bertie Carteret, talking eagerly, almost boyishly, with a new

interest in words, had realized that the turnstile of the Exhibition

was taking him into a land of pain and regret, would he have seen the

warning, laughed, or turned back? He had passed through it now; his

feet were set on the path.

They drank tea out of blue-and-white Japanese cups, with sight-seers

all round them. Esme would have shuddered at the place, absolutely

refused to take tea with milk in it, and with such impossible people

about her.

Estelle enjoyed it; the day was still theirs as they dined at the same

little restaurant with the same waiter, his memory sharpened by

Bertie's surreptitiously large tip, rushing to find a table for them.

Weariness made economy less rigid; the little dinner they picked out

was simple, but not for poor people. Since men in morning coats may not

appear in respectably expensive seats, they climbed high at a theatre,

looking down at the stage far below them; the brilliant mass of colour

in the stalls; the rows of perfectly-dressed women's heads; of

men's--sleek and generally thin of hair. Parties strolled into boxes,

late for half an act, carelessly looking at the play on the stage.

"There's Esme! See!"

Esme came into one of the larger boxes with Dollie Gresham, Jimmie Gore

Helmsley; a couple of soldiers; and then at the last, pretty Sybil

Chauntsey, gesticulating as she ran in, everyone laughing at something

she said.

"I wish"--Bertie looked gravely at the group--"that Sybil Chauntsey

would keep away from that Helmsley man. He's no child's guide."

It was Jimmie's party. He had telephoned to Esme to chaperone it. They

were supping at the Ritz afterwards. Little Sybil had been engaged; she

had run in telling them of her many difficulties before she could get

away. At a small dance to-night one man would look for a partner who

would never come.

Estelle was tired when the theatre was over; it was hot up there above

the dress circle. She pointed to her morning dress and refused supper.

"We'll have some at home then. Esme may be back. The economy must end

at twelve. I'll drive you home in a taxi."

They came to the flat to find it silent, shut up. Esme was not coming

home until three or four. A few sandwiches stood ready for her, but

Bertie would have none of them. He could cook; there were chafing

dishes downstairs. Together they raided the trim larder, to find

nothing but cold beef and eggs and butter. But how they laughed as

Bertie scrambled the eggs, and did it skilfully, if he had not put in

pepper twice, and Estelle grilled slices of beef in boiling butter, and

dusted them with curry powder; then they heated cold potatoes and

carried up their hot dishes, with bread and butter and plates.

Estelle said she adored pepper, as she burnt her throat with scrambled

eggs. Bertie concealed the fact that the beef was corned; the potatoes,

hot by the time the eggs and beef were finished, were excellent.

Estelle made coffee.

They cleared up at last, washing dishes, putting things away, going

home together on a cool summer's night in a crawling growler.

Esme's new maid, looking in once, had slipped away unseen.

A foolish, childish day; a glimpse of how two people may enjoy

themselves in the vast mother city of the world, away from where the

golden shower of wealth rains so heedlessly, where cost is the hallmark

of excellence, and a restaurant which is not the fashion of the moment

is impossible.

As they said good-bye on the doorstep--Estelle had her key--Bertie held

her cool, slender hands in his; asked her if she would spend a day out

of London with him. "Down in Devonshire," he said, "at Cliff End. I

have to go there soon. We can go early. Your aunt will not mind."

"Oh, not with you," said Estelle, simply. "She knows it is all right."

He felt a little pang at the words--a pang he could not understand. It

was right that she should trust herself with him; he was married and a

mere friend; yet the little vexed feeling in his heart was the warning

held up by the gods.

Bertie walked back--a long walk along quiet streets with great London

brooding in her silent might. Sometimes he passed a house lighted up,

red carpeting on its steps, rows of carriages and motors waiting; women

in rich cloaks coming out, their faces weary behind their smiles.

Sometimes strange birds of the night flitted past. Other women,

painted, weary as their rich sisters behind their set smile of

invitation, going home alone, abandoning search for foolish prey. Men,

evil-faced, furtive, glanced at him, standing to watch if the "toff"

would turn into some unfrequented narrow street. Gleams of white shirt

front as men of his class strolled to their rooms or lodging, their

black cloaks flapping back to show the evening dress underneath. A few

tipsy, foolish boys, lurching along looking for trouble. The big clubs

were still lighted, their warm wealth behind their great windows. On to

"down at Kensington," to the great pile of the flats towering to the

soft blue sky.

A little electric carriage rolled noiselessly past him. Esme got out. A

man's voice said "Good-bye." It was one of the soldiers whom he had

seen in the box. He heard some words of parting, then Esme's careless,

heart-whole laugh. They were on the second floor; he heard her exclaim

as she saw the lights all up:

"How careless of someone."

She was brilliantly dressed; something of black and silver, clinging,

graceful, billowing out round her feet; there were diamonds in her fair

hair, a new necklace on her soft white throat. She shivered a little,

turning on the fire, filling herself a glass of brandy from the

decanter, pouring in a little Perrier.

"I was the careless one, Esme. I forgot them."

"But you have only just come in," she said.

"I was in and went out again. You look tired, Esme."

The morning light, stealing in through the drawn curtains, was blue and

searching. It showed the powder on her cheeks, the line of the

deftly-applied carnation bloom; it made her a little haggard, older

than her twenty-five years.

"Yes, I'm tired," she yawned. "I thought you would be asleep." She

lighted a strong cigarette. "I'm tired. We had supper at the Ritz and

went on to Sue's ball. She had a new necklace, a beauty! She's just got

an electric landaulette. Heigho! I'm tired of being poor--of pinching."

"You came home in an electric landaulette, Butterfly," Bertie smiled at

her, but it was a mirthless smile.

"Oh! I'll pay for them myself," she flashed out ill-humouredly. "I

can't hunt for taxis. I--" she stopped. Bertie allowed her a hundred a

year for small things, pocket-money; she must make him think she saved

out of that.

"And new diamonds." He touched the necklace glittering on the soft

white flesh.

"Paste," she said, "paste. The thing only cost ten pounds. I had

nothing decent to wear."

Until one took up the necklace one could not guess--see the solid

backing. It was a brilliant thing; the workmanship perfect; but it had

cost five times ten pounds.

Bertie bent to kiss the soft, warm flesh; slipped his arm round the

supple shoulders.

"Come! I'll put you to bed," he whispered; "be your obedient maid,

Butterfly."

"Susan will come, I told her to. Go to the little room, Bertie. I sleep

so badly and anything disturbs me. I've heaps to do to-morrow."

He took his arm away, his ardour chilling, and went out without a word.

Susan, sleepy but attentive, came in; put Madame to bed; washed the

soft skin free of powder and paint; brought a little glass to the

bedside.

"Madame's drops. Madame might not sleep."

Crystal clear, tasteless, soothing, bringing dreamless, heavy sleep; a

slide of treachery down which women slip to ill-health and worse.

Already, at five-and-twenty, Esme was taking chloral.

The Society Bazaar began to take shape, to approach the days of its

holding. Gorgeous gowns of satin and gauze and lace were fashioned for

fair debutantes and pretty matrons.

Sweets, china, baskets; the hundred and one things which no one wants

and which they must buy at three times the value when ordered.

The Duchess of Boredom would sell baskets. Dollie suggested an idea of

diamond-like brilliancy: "Tie a card to every one:

'The Duchess of Boredom,

Boredom Court,'

with just a letter 's' and 'stall' in the corner. Everyone suburban in

the room will rush for those baskets, and shop with them for months to

come, forgetting, of course, to take off the card. It's perfect," said

Dollie, "if she'll do it."

"Or you might have some made in the shape of strawberry leaves," said

Bertie, gravely.

The Duchess did not object to her card being used. She was willing to

order some hundreds of cards for the sake of charity.

"The Bazaar, of course, paying my stationers," said the Duchess,

severely.

There were sweet stalls, where pretty notabilities, for five shillings

extra, would sign their names on the boxes.

There was a stall kept by great actresses, who sold their autographs

and their photographs, and buttonholes of rosebuds and carnations.

There were side shows, cafe chantants, everything to take money from

the public.

"For the tiny crippled children. Help them." Children selling flowers

and sweets, dressed all in pale pink, crowned with rosebuds, carried

little cards on their heads, with these words printed.

"Let us be nothing if not sentimental," said Dollie, looking round the

hall. Dull green gave background to the flower dresses; dull green on

stalls and against the walls. Royalty had promised to be present. It

was a great affair.

"It will buy tweeds," said Dollie. "It always does. And baskets, and

sweets for the hospitals. And it--the male part of it--won't be allowed

any of the photographs it wants from the stage stall."

A great bazaar, which a minor Royalty graciously declared open, and

then remembered an engagement; its royal purse was sparsely supplied.

All Society seemed to be assisting, but Suburbia flocked to it, and in

the evening Shopland would render gallant support.

"For the tiny crippled children; see the lovely dears," said Mrs Harris

to Mrs Smith of Clapham. "What's your name, little love, now?"

"Pollie Laverdean," a small mite of eight raised dark liquid eyes. "Buy

somefin', p'ease."

"Lady Marrianne," whispered a better-informed friend. "The Countess of

Gardenia's eldest--ain't she sweet?"

"An' to call her plain Pollie. My! my!" murmured the friend.

Mrs Smith and Mrs Harris bought two small china dogs at five shillings

each, and a box of shilling chocolates at the same price.

The Duchess's baskets went as snow before the sun.

Lady Lila Blyth and her lovely daughters sold flowers freely. The names

of the assistants were written plainly over each stall--another idea of

Dollie's.

Lady Lila Blyth, Miss Eva Blyth, Miss Lulu Blyth; Lady Eliza O'Neill;

Mrs Holmes; the Marquess of Tweesdale; Lord Rupert Scot; the Earl of

Domomere.

Brilliantly handsome in her blue gown, Esme sold chocolate and dragees

and crystallized fruits.

Canon Bright had worked hard to help; got flowers and fruit sent in

great quantities. He and the little secretary came now through the

stalls.

"It's splendid," he said to Dollie; "the stores near us sent a box of

stuff to your stall."

"Oh, yes, thanks awfully! Is it there, Esme? We haven't opened it yet.

When these shop things are sold we will."

"But," the Canon picked up a huge guinea box of fruits, stickily

alluring, "you've had to buy all these, haven't you?"

"Yes, and you see it wouldn't be fair if we didn't sell quite a lot of

these things as we get them at a reduction. But we'll open the box; the

children can sell the things."

Going on to Lady Lila's stall, a mass of carnations and roses and sweet

peas, the secretary asked for the gifts of flowers. The Canon had

begged from half his county.

The same vague look. "Oh, all these hampers and boxes. You see, these

were in and the florist's people arrange and settle them for us. We'd

have to bunch all these others, wouldn't we? Oh, of course, they'd be

clear profit, but one cannot wait for chance gifts, can one? One must

be ready."

Baskets of dewy rosebuds, of white pinks, sweet peas, of carnations lay

withering behind the stalls. The florists had decked the tables, would

do the same to-morrow. One could not bother with piles of things loose

in baskets.

Canon Bright, used to humble county bazaars, where every gift was

welcomed, could not understand it.

He bought lavishly. He looked with a smile which was almost wistful at

the mites who fluttered about the thronged hall, their notices held up

by wires above the crowns of roses.

"For the tiny crippled children." They rattled their little bags of

money as they sold their goods.

"Fink there are any crippled children?" said Lady Pollie to her friend

the Honourable Anne Buller.

"No fear! They's all kept in big places in beds. It's just fun for us

an' Mumsie. She loves her yellow dress; she's a rose too, Mumsie is.

Who gave you the gold piece, Pollie?"

"The fat man there; he said I was a sufferin' angel, or perhaps it was

'nother long word. Let's go an' eat ices or strawberries."

Money pouring into cash boxes; sovereigns for buttonholes; notes for

foolish trumpery.

Royalty, gracious, really charitable, came in the afternoon, made its

way through the crush which thronged to watch it, bought lavishly but

sensibly, spoke kindly to stall-holders, honoured Dollie and Esme with

special notice.

"I hear you got it all up. So good of you. It is one of the hospitals

most needed. We went there last week."

Small Royalty carries off a box of sweets with the glee of extremely

natural childhood; a merry mite; far more simply brought up than shrewd

little Lady Pollie. _She_ knew that there were real crippled children,

wan, stunted products of the slums, tended and made happy, perhaps

cured, in that struggling hospital. She had seen them in their little

blue jackets, looking eagerly at her kindly mother and at her as they

went from bed to bed. They passed through a curtseying crowd, bought,

went on to tea, gracious, kindly people.

"They've simply made it," Esme said. "What a crowd we have. A charming

box of sweets. Yes. Souvenir of the Bazaar--boxes specially made--one

guinea. Too much? There's a small one for ten shillings; but the

Princess took one of the others. Thank you! The big one? Oh, Captain

Gore Helmsley--buy sweets?"

Jimmie, darkly handsome, his years disguised by careful grooming,

strolled by. He stopped to say, laughing, that his digestion could not

assimilate chocolates and dragees. Sybil Chauntsey, a glowing little

nasturtium, her brown beauty set off by brilliant yellow, came hurrying

up, young Knox with her; he had come up to try again. She was selling

buttonholes, helping at one of the flower stalls.

"I'll buy a flower though," Jimmie turned quickly.

"I've only one left," Sybil said, "this yellow carnation. Captain Knox

wants it. I was just coming for a pin. Mine have all dropped. It's five

shillings."

"I'll give you ten," Helmsley said. "Touch it with your lips it shall

be a pound."

"Two," said Knox, sharply.

"An auctioneer!" Esme clapped her hands. "Well done, Sybil. Come,

Captain Helmsley."

"Four!" said Helmsley, carelessly.

"Five!"

A little crowd gathered. Sybil, glowing, laughing, her childish vanity

touched by this piece of vulgar advertisement. In her gay yellow and

red-striped gown she stood holding up the flower; the nasturtium's

head-dress was a hood of vivid green, opening over mock flower petals.

"Six!"

"Seven!"

"Ten!" said Jimmie, carelessly. "Come, that's a fair price for a

flower--but I'll go on."

Young Knox stopped bidding suddenly, his face growing white. He watched

Sybil, laughing brightly, kiss the flower, saw Jimmie Helmsley touch it

covertly with his lips where her soft red ones had lain, and hold out

the yellow bud to be fastened on.

"I win the flower," he said mockingly.

"One moment." Young Knox bent close to Sybil. "I'll say good-bye. It's

not quite my game--this. But if you ever want me, remember I'm there,

as I told you before. Good-bye."

The glow died out of Sybil Chauntsey's face; her fingers trembled as

she fastened in the flower and took her five pound notes.

Helmsley walked on with her. Would she come to tea? He had a big box of

sweets for her. Wouldn't she have them?

Sybil woke up after a minute or two, grew feverishly gay with the

gaiety which cloaks sorrow; was almost noisy, her cheeks glowing, her

eyes glittering; took a dozen presents from Gore Helmsley: Venetian

beads, sweets, charms, bought at fabulous prices.

"Poor chap, not to think your flower worth more than a tenner,"

Helmsley had said in his mocking voice.

The Great Charity Bazaar ran on wheels oiled by golden oil; the

cash-boxes filled. Kindly Canon Bright walked round it dreaming of the

debt which would be paid off his beloved hospital. Of instruments, of

comforts for the tiny sufferers, of the increased room which they could

make.

Lord Boredom, very immaculately dressed, was helping his mother, but he

preferred taking a basket at a time round the hall than attending the

stall. Once he came back with a demure-looking young lady whom the

Duchess welcomed cordially as "My dear Miss Moover," making Sukey

Ploddy sniff loudly.

But the sensation of the evening was when the Duchess was taken to the

Cafe Chantant to see on the white curtain the words: "Miss Moover, by

kind permission of the Magnificent Theatre."

The Duchess went in. Miss Moover's dance was audacious, her draperies

shadow-like; she squirmed and twisted and bounded across the stage,

displaying the exquisitely-formed limbs which made London flock to see

her. She was agile, graceful, never exaggerated, full of the joy of

youth.

From the Magnificent Theatre! The Duchess, breathing heavily, staggered

out, her black dress rustling. "A dancer! A _creature_!"

"I shall never," she said, "countenance those Holbrooks again," and

with stony eyes she cut Luke deliberately and sent for her son.

"It was unfortunate, my love," said Mr Holbrook, mildly, "the whole

idea."

The big bazaar day died to change to a blaze of electric lights, to a

kaleidoscope of colour, of flower dresses, blue and yellow and pink and

white, blending and moving; of diners in the miniature Ritz Hotel and

other restaurants, eating luxurious meals.

It began again next day, a cheaper, less select affair, with half the

assistants far too tired to come, and it ran through another day; a

huge spider sucking golden blood from innumerable flies.

It was over at last; the stall-holders ate a merry supper; assistants

from the shops cleared away their goods; no one bothered much about it

all now.

The Society papers would publish accounts and photographs, with Dollie

and Esme, charitable ladies, always in the most prominent place.

Canon Bright and the secretary were jubilant at supper, thanking

everyone; they would call in a day or two. If Mrs Gresham would let

them, they would help her with the accounts.

But Dollie told them pleasantly that she wanted no help as yet.

A few days later she sat with Esme over piles of papers, totting

carelessly.

"They've charged horribly for those sweets. Oh! and Claire's bill is

exorbitant!" She held it up.

"It's double what it ought to be," said Esme.

"H'm!" Dollie totted. "I want to pay her off. Just a little on to the

hall account, and to odd nothings, and there are a few extra gowns in

the price of the blue; that will make it right. One can't slave for

nothing," said Dollie. "You can get a couple of gowns, too. I arranged

that with her. It was worth it," said Dollie, "to stop the woman's

mouth."

When cheques came in other people seemed to have found their expenses

equally high. London tradesmen charge highly for decorating, for

assistance. The golden coins paid out for charity went for glitter and

show, for gowns and waste. The Ritz had not paid its way. All

stall-holders lunched and dined free there. Hunt & Mason sent in a bill

of some size.

In a month's time Dollie wanted it all to be forgotten; she sent a

cheque to the hospital with all her accounts carefully copied out.

The secretary turned pale as he read the amount. "That!" he said,

"that--after it all! And now, for a year's time, if we appeal for

funds, people will say, 'But you've just had that bazaar; we went

there, bought lavishly, we cannot help again so soon.'

"Miss Harnett," he said heavily to the matron, "we must give up all

idea of that west ward; we cannot afford it; or those new reclining

chairs and instruments."

He wrote drearily, for his heart was in his work, to Canon Bright.

"All such a splendid success," Dollie's friends had said to her, and

kindly Royalty, with its love of true charity, asked her to a select

garden-party.

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