CHAPTER LXI.

Clay Hawkins, years gone by, had yielded, after many a struggle, to the

migratory and speculative instinct of our age and our people, and had

wandered further and further westward upon trading ventures. Settling

finally in Melbourne, Australia, he ceased to roam, became a steady-going

substantial merchant, and prospered greatly. His life lay beyond the

theatre of this tale.

His remittances had supported the Hawkins family, entirely, from the time

of his father's death until latterly when Laura by her efforts in

Washington had been able to assist in this work. Clay was away on a long

absence in some of the eastward islands when Laura's troubles began,

trying (and almost in vain,) to arrange certain interests which had

become disordered through a dishonest agent, and consequently he knew

nothing of the murder till he returned and read his letters and papers.

His natural impulse was to hurry to the States and save his sister if

possible, for he loved her with a deep and abiding affection. His

business was so crippled now, and so deranged, that to leave it would be

ruin; therefore he sold out at a sacrifice that left him considerably

reduced in worldly possessions, and began his voyage to San Francisco.

Arrived there, he perceived by the newspapers that the trial was near its

close. At Salt Lake later telegrams told him of the acquittal, and his

gratitude was boundless--so boundless, indeed, that sleep was driven from

his eyes by the pleasurable excitement almost as effectually as preceding

weeks of anxiety had done it. He shaped his course straight for Hawkeye,

now, and his meeting with his mother and the rest of the household was

joyful--albeit he had been away so long that he seemed almost a stranger

in his own home.

But the greetings and congratulations were hardly finished when all the

journals in the land clamored the news of Laura's miserable death.

Mrs. Hawkins was prostrated by this last blow, and it was well that Clay

was at her side to stay her with comforting words and take upon himself

the ordering of the household with its burden of labors and cares.

Washington Hawkins had scarcely more than entered upon that decade which

carries one to the full blossom of manhood which we term the beginning:

of middle age, and yet a brief sojourn at the capital of the nation had

made him old. His hair was already turning gray when the late session of

Congress began its sittings; it grew grayer still, and rapidly, after the

memorable day that saw Laura proclaimed a murderess; it waxed grayer and

still grayer during the lagging suspense that succeeded it and after the

crash which ruined his last hope--the failure of his bill in the Senate

and the destruction of its champion, Dilworthy. A few days later, when

he stood uncovered while the last prayer was pronounced over Laura's

grave, his hair was whiter and his face hardly less old than the

venerable minister's whose words were sounding in his ears.

A week after this, he was sitting in a double-bedded room in a cheap

boarding house in Washington, with Col. Sellers. The two had been living

together lately, and this mutual cavern of theirs the Colonel sometimes

referred to as their "premises" and sometimes as their "apartments"--more

particularly when conversing with persons outside. A canvas-covered

modern trunk, marked "G. W. H." stood on end by the door, strapped and

ready for a journey; on it lay a small morocco satchel, also marked "G.

W. H." There was another trunk close by--a worn, and scarred, and

ancient hair relic, with "B. S." wrought in brass nails on its top;

on it lay a pair of saddle-bags that probably knew more about the last

century than they could tell. Washington got up and walked the floor a

while in a restless sort of way, and finally was about to sit down on the

hair trunk.

"Stop, don't sit down on that!" exclaimed the Colonel: "There, now that's

all right--the chair's better. I couldn't get another trunk like that

--not another like it in America, I reckon."

"I am afraid not," said Washington, with a faint attempt at a smile.

"No indeed; the man is dead that made that trunk and that saddle-bags."

"Are his great-grand-children still living?" said Washington, with levity

only in the words, not in the tone.

"Well, I don't know--I hadn't thought of that--but anyway they can't make

trunks and saddle-bags like that, if they are--no man can," said the

Colonel with honest simplicity. "Wife didn't like to see me going off

with that trunk--she said it was nearly certain to be stolen."

"Why?"

"Why? Why, aren't trunks always being stolen?"

"Well, yes--some kinds of trunks are."

"Very well, then; this is some kind of a trunk--and an almighty rare

kind, too."

"Yes, I believe it is."

"Well, then, why shouldn't a man want to steal it if he got a chance?"

"Indeed I don't know.--Why should he?"

"Washington, I never heard anybody talk like you. Suppose you were a

thief, and that trunk was lying around and nobody watching--wouldn't you

steal it? Come, now, answer fair--wouldn't you steal it?

"Well, now, since you corner me, I would take it,--but I wouldn't

consider it stealing.

"You wouldn't! Well, that beats me. Now what would you call stealing?"

"Why, taking property is stealing."

"Property! Now what a way to talk that is: What do you suppose that

trunk is worth?"

"Is it in good repair?"

"Perfect. Hair rubbed off a little, but the main structure is perfectly

sound."

"Does it leak anywhere?"

"Leak? Do you want to carry water in it? What do you mean by does it

leak?"

"Why--a--do the clothes fall out of it when it is--when it is

stationary?"

"Confound it, Washington, you are trying to make fun of me. I don't know

what has got into you to-day; you act mighty curious. What is the matter

with you?"

"Well, I'll tell you, old friend. I am almost happy. I am, indeed.

It wasn't Clay's telegram that hurried me up so and got me ready to start

with you. It was a letter from Louise."

"Good! What is it? What does she say?"

"She says come home--her father has consented, at last."

"My boy, I want to congratulate you; I want to shake you by the hand!

It's a long turn that has no lane at the end of it, as the proverb says,

or somehow that way. You'll be happy yet, and Beriah Sellers will be

there to see, thank God!"

"I believe it. General Boswell is pretty nearly a poor man, now. The

railroad that was going to build up Hawkeye made short work of him, along

with the rest. He isn't so opposed to a son-in-law without a fortune,

now."

"Without a fortune, indeed! Why that Tennessee Land--"

"Never mind the Tennessee Land, Colonel. I am done with that, forever

and forever--"

"Why no! You can't mean to say--"

"My father, away back yonder, years ago, bought it for a blessing for his

children, and--"

"Indeed he did! Si Hawkins said to me--"

"It proved a curse to him as long as he lived, and never a curse like it

was inflicted upon any man's heirs--"

"I'm bound to say there's more or less truth--"

"It began to curse me when I was a baby, and it has cursed every hour of

my life to this day--"

"Lord, lord, but it's so! Time and again my wife--"

"I depended on it all through my boyhood and never tried to do an honest

stroke of work for my living--"

"Right again--but then you--"

"I have chased it years and years as children chase butterflies. We

might all have been prosperous, now; we might all have been happy, all

these heart-breaking years, if we had accepted our poverty at first and

gone contentedly to work and built up our own wealth by our own toil and

sweat--"

"It's so, it's so; bless my soul, how often I've told Si Hawkins--"

"Instead of that, we have suffered more than the damned themselves

suffer! I loved my father, and I honor his memory and recognize his good

intentions; but I grieve for his mistaken ideas of conferring happiness

upon his children. I am going to begin my life over again, and begin it

and end it with good solid work! I'll leave my children no Tennessee

Land!"

"Spoken like a man, sir, spoken like a man! Your hand, again my boy!

And always remember that when a word of advice from Beriah Sellers can

help, it is at your service. I'm going to begin again, too!"

"Indeed!"

"Yes, sir. I've seen enough to show me where my mistake was. The law is

what I was born for. I shall begin the study of the law. Heavens and

earth, but that Brabant's a wonderful man--a wonderful man sir! Such a

head! And such a way with him! But I could see that he was jealous of

me. The little licks I got in in the course of my argument before the

jury--"

"Your argument! Why, you were a witness."

"Oh, yes, to the popular eye, to the popular eye--but I knew when I was

dropping information and when I was letting drive at the court with an

insidious argument. But the court knew it, bless you, and weakened every

time! And Brabant knew it. I just reminded him of it in a quiet way,

and its final result, and he said in a whisper, 'You did it, Colonel, you

did it, sir--but keep it mum for my sake; and I'll tell you what you do,'

says he, 'you go into the law, Col. Sellers--go into the law, sir; that's

your native element!' And into the law the subscriber is going. There's

worlds of money in it!--whole worlds of money! Practice first in

Hawkeye, then in Jefferson, then in St. Louis, then in New York! In the

metropolis of the western world! Climb, and climb, and climb--and wind

up on the Supreme bench. Beriah Sellers, Chief Justice of the Supreme

Court of the United States, sir! A made man for all time and eternity!

That's the way I block it out, sir--and it's as clear as day--clear as

the rosy-morn!"

Washington had heard little of this. The first reference to Laura's

trial had brought the old dejection to his face again, and he stood

gazing out of the window at nothing, lost in reverie.

There was a knock-the postman handed in a letter. It was from Obedstown.

East Tennessee, and was for Washington. He opened it. There was a note

saying that enclosed he would please find a bill for the current year's

taxes on the 75,000 acres of Tennessee Land belonging to the estate of

Silas Hawkins, deceased, and added that the money must be paid within

sixty days or the land would be sold at public auction for the taxes, as

provided by law. The bill was for $180--something more than twice the

market value of the land, perhaps.

Washington hesitated. Doubts flitted through his mind. The old instinct

came upon him to cling to the land just a little longer and give it one

more chance. He walked the floor feverishly, his mind tortured by

indecision. Presently he stopped, took out his pocket book and counted

his money. Two hundred and thirty dollars--it was all he had in the

world.

"One hundred and eighty . . . . . . . from two hundred and

thirty," he said to himself. "Fifty left . . . . . . It is enough

to get me home . . . .. . . Shall I do it, or shall I not? . . .

. . . . I wish I had somebody to decide for me."

The pocket book lay open in his hand, with Louise's small letter in view.

His eye fell upon that, and it decided him.

"It shall go for taxes," he said, "and never tempt me or mine any more!"

He opened the window and stood there tearing the tax bill to bits and

watching the breeze waft them away, till all were gone.

"The spell is broken, the life-long curse is ended!" he said. "Let us

go."

The baggage wagon had arrived; five minutes later the two friends were

mounted upon their luggage in it, and rattling off toward the station,

the Colonel endeavoring to sing "Homeward Bound," a song whose words he

knew, but whose tune, as he rendered it, was a trial to auditors.

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