CHAPTER VI

Morris, as Mr. Taynton had advised, though not because he advised it, had

gone straight home to the house in Sussex Square. He had stripped off his

dripping clothes, and then, since this was the line of least resistance

he had gone to bed. He did not feel tired, and he longed with that aching

longing of the son for the mother, that Mrs. Assheton had been here, so

that he could just be in her presence and if he found himself unable to

speak and tell her all the hideous happenings of those last days, let her

presence bring a sort of healing to his tortured mind. But though he was

conscious of no tiredness, he was tired to the point of exhaustion, and

he had hardly got into bed, when he fell fast asleep. Outside, hushing

him to rest, there sounded the sibilant rain, and from the sea below

ripples broke gently and rhythmically on the pebbly beach. Nature, too,

it seemed, was exhausted by that convulsion of the elements that had

turned the evening into a clamorous hell of fire and riot, and now from

very weariness she was weeping herself asleep.

It was not yet eleven when Morris had got home, and he slept dreamlessly

with that recuperative sleep of youth for some six hours. Then, as within

the secret economy of the brain the refreshment of slumber repaired the

exhaustion of the day before, he began to dream with strange lurid

distinctness, a sort of resurrection dream of which the events of the two

days before supplied the bones and skeleton outline. As in all very vivid

and dreadful dreams the whole vision was connected and coherent, there

were no ludicrous and inconsequent interludes, none of those breakings

of one thread and hurried seizures of another, which though one is

dreaming very distinctly, supply some vague mental comfort, since even to

the sleeper they are reminders that his experiences are not solid but

mere phantasies woven by imperfect consciousness and incomplete control

of thought. It was not thus that Morris dreamed; his dream was of the

solid and sober texture of life.

He was driving in his motor, he thought, down the road from the house at

Falmer Park, which through the gate of a disused lodge joins the main

road, that leads from Falmer Station to Brighton. He had just heard from

Sir Richard's own lips who it was who had slandered and blackened him,

but, in his dream, he was conscious of no anger. The case had been

referred to some higher power, some august court of supreme authority,

which would certainly use its own instruments for its own vengeance. He

felt he was concerned in the affair no longer; he was but a spectator of

what would be. And, in obedience to some inward dictation, he drove his

motor on to the grass behind the lodge, so that it was concealed from the

road outside, and walked along the inside of the park-palings, which ran

parallel with it.

The afternoon, it seemed, was very dark, though the atmosphere was

extraordinarily clear, and after walking along the springy grass inside

the railings for some three hundred yards, where was the southeastern

corner of the park enclosure, he stopped at the angle and standing on

tip-toe peered over them, for they were nearly six feet high, and looked

into the road below. It ran straight as a billiard-cue just here, and was

visible for a long distance, but at the corner, just outside the

palings, the footpath over the downs to Brighton left the road, and

struck upward. On the other side of the road ran the railway, and in this

clear dark air, Morris could see with great distinctness Falmer Station

some four hundred yards away, along a stretch of the line on the other

side of it.

As he looked he saw a puff of steam rise against the woods beyond the

station, and before long a train, going Brightonward, clashed into the

station. Only one passenger got out, and he came out of the station into

the road. He was quite recognisable even at this distance. In his dream

Morris felt that he expected to see him get out of the train, and walk

along the road; the whole thing seemed pre-ordained. But he ceased

tiptoeing to look over the paling; he could hear the passenger's steps

when he came nearer.

He thought he waited quietly, squatting down on the mossy grass behind

the paling. Something in his hands seemed angry, for his fingers kept

tearing up the short turf, and the juice of the severed stems was red

like blood. Then in the gathering darkness he heard the tip-tap of

footsteps on the highway. But it never occurred to him that this

passenger would continue on the highroad; he was certainly going over the

downs to Brighton.

The air was quite windless, but at this moment Morris heard the boughs of

the oak-tree immediately above him stir and shake, and looking up he saw

Mr. Taynton sitting in a fork of the tree. That, too, was perfectly

natural; Mr. Taynton was Mills's partner; he was there as a sort of

umpire. He held a glass of port wine in one hand, and was sipping it in a

leisurely manner, and when Morris looked up at him, he smiled at him,

but put his finger to his lips, as if recommending silence. And as the

steps on the road outside sounded close he turned a meaning glance in the

direction of the road. From where he sat high in the tree, it was plain

to Morris that he must command the sight of the road, and was, in his

friendly manner, directing operations.

Suddenly the sound of the steps ceased, and Morris wondered for the

moment whether Mills had stopped. But looking up again, he saw Mr.

Taynton's head twisted round to the right, still looking over the

palings. But Morris found at once that the footsteps were noiseless, not

because the walker had paused, but because they were inaudible on the

grass. He had left the road, as the dreamer felt certain he would, and

was going over the downs to Brighton. At that Morris got up, and still

inside the park railings, followed in the direction he had gone. Then

for the first time in his dream, he felt angry, and the anger grew to

rage, and the rage to quivering madness. Next moment he had vaulted the

fence, and sprang upon the walker from behind. He dealt him blows with

some hard instrument, belabouring his head, while with his left hand he

throttled his throat so that he could not scream. Only a few were

necessary, for he knew that each blow went home, since all the savage

youthful strength of shoulder and loose elbow directed them. Then he

withdrew his left hand from the throttled throat of the victim who had

ceased to struggle, and like a log he fell back on to the grass, and

Morris for the first time looked on his face. It was not Mills at all; it

was Mr. Taynton.

* * * * *

The terror plucked him from his sleep; for a moment he wrestled and

struggled to raise his head from the pillow and loosen the clutch of the

night-hag who had suddenly seized him, and with choking throat and

streaming brow he sat up in bed. Even then his dream was more real to him

than the sight of his own familiar room, more real than the touch of

sheet and blanket or the dew of anguish which his own hand wiped from his

forehead and throat. Yet, what was his dream? Was it merely some

subconscious stringing together of suggestions and desires and events

vivified in sleep to a coherent story (all but that recognition of Mr.

Taynton, which was nightmare pure and simple), or _had it happened_?

With waking, anyhow, the public life, the life that concerned other

living folk as well as himself, became predominant again. He had

certainly seen Sir Richard the day before, and Sir Richard had given him

the name of the man who had slandered him. He had gone to meet that man,

but he had not kept his appointment, nor had he come back to his flat in

Brighton. So to-day he, Morris, was going to call there once more, and if

he did not find him, was going to drive up to London, and seek him there.

But he had been effectually plucked from further sleep, sleep had been

strangled, and he got out of bed and went to the window. Nature, in any

case, had swept her trouble away, and the pure sweet morning was

beginning to dawn in lines of yellow and fleeces of rosy cloud on the

eastern horizon.

All that riot and hurly-burly of thunder, the bull's eye flashing of

lightning, the perpendicular rain were things of the past, and this

morning a sky of pale limpid blue, flecked only by the thinnest clouds,

stretched from horizon to horizon. Below the mirror of the sea seemed as

deep and as placid as the sky above it, and the inimitable freshness of

the dawn spoke of a world rejuvenated and renewed.

It was, by his watch, scarcely five; in an hour it would be reasonable to

call at Mills's flat, and see if he had come by the midnight train. If

not his motor could be round by soon after six, and he would be in town

by eight, before Mills, if he had slept there, would be thinking of

starting for Brighton. He was sure to catch him.

Morris had drawn up the blind, and through the open window came the cool

breath of the morning ruffling his hair, and blowing his nightshirt close

to his skin, and just for that moment, so exquisite was this feeling of

renewal and cleanness in the hour of dawn, he thought with a sort of

incredulous wonder of the red murderous hate which had possessed him the

evening before. He seemed to have been literally beside himself with

anger and his words, his thoughts, his actions had been controlled by a

force and a possession which was outside himself. Also the dreadful

reality of his dream still a little unnerved him, and though he was

himself now and awake, he felt that he had been no less himself when he

throttled the throat of that abhorred figure that walked up the noiseless

path over the downs to Brighton, and with vehement and savage blows

clubbed it down. And then the shock of finding it was his old friend whom

he had done to death! That, it is true, was nightmare pure and simple,

but all the rest was clad in sober, convincing garb of events that had

really taken place. He could not at once separate his dream from reality,

for indeed what had he done yesterday after he had learned who his

traducer had been? He scarcely knew; all events and facts seemed

colourless compared to the rage and mad lust for vengeance which had

occupied his entire consciousness.

Thus, as he dressed, the thoughts and the rage of yesterday began to stir

and move in his mind again. His hate and his desire that justice should

be done, that satisfaction should be granted him, was still in his heart.

But now they were not wild and flashing flames; they burned with a hard,

cold, even light. They were already part of himself, integral pieces and

features of his soul. And the calm beauty and peace of the morning ceased

to touch him, he had a stern piece of business to put through before he

could think of anything else.

* * * * *

It was not yet six when he arrived at the house in which was Mills's

flat. A few housemaids were about, but the lift was not yet working,

and he ran upstairs and rang at the bell. It was answered almost

immediately, for Mills's servant supposed it must be his master

arriving at this early hour, since no one else would come then, and he

opened the door, half dressed, with coat and trousers only put over his

night things.

"Is Mr. Mills back yet?" asked Morris.

"No, sir."

Morris turned to go, but then stopped, his mind still half-suspicious

that he had been warned by his partner, and was lying _perdu_.

"I'll give you another ten shillings," he said, "if you'll let me come in

and satisfy myself."

The man hesitated.

"A sovereign," said Morris.

* * * * *

He went back to Sussex Square after this, roused Martin, ordering him to

bring the motor round at once, and drank a cup of tea, for he would

breakfast in town. His mother he expected would be back during the

morning, and at the thought of her he remembered that this was June 24th,

her birthday, and that his present to her would be arriving by the early

post. He gave orders, therefore, that a packet for him from Asprey's was

not to be unpacked, but given to her on her arrival with her letters. A

quarter of an hour later he was off, leaving Martin behind, since there

were various businesses in the town which he wanted him to attend to.

Mr. Taynton, though an earlier riser than his partner, considered that

half past nine was soon enough to begin the day, and punctually at that

time he came downstairs to read, as his custom was, a few collects and

some short piece of the Bible to his servants, before having his

breakfast. That little ceremony over he walked for a few minutes in his

garden while Williams brought in his toast and tea-urn, and observed that

though the flowers would no doubt be all the better for the liberal

watering of the day before, it was idle to deny that the rain had not

considerably damaged them. But his attention was turned from these things

to Williams who told him that breakfast was ready, and also brought him a

telegram. It was from Morris, and had been sent off from the Sloane

Square office an hour before.

"Mills is not in town; they say he left yesterday afternoon. Please

inform me if you know whether this is so, or if you are keeping him from

me. Am delayed by break-down. Shall be back about five.--Morris,

Bachelors' Club."

Mr. Taynton read this through twice, as is the habit of most people with

telegrams, and sent, of course, the reply that all he knew was that his

partner intended to come back last night, since he had made an

appointment with him. Should he arrive during the day he would telegraph.

He himself was keeping nothing from Morris, and had not had any

correspondence or communication with his partner since he had left

Brighton for town three days before.

The telegram was a long one, but Mr. Taynton still sat with poised

pen. Then he added, "Pray do nothing violent, I implore you." And he

signed it.

* * * * *

He sat rather unusually long over his breakfast this morning, though he

ate but little, and from the cheerful smiling aspect of his face it would

seem that his thoughts were pleasant to him. He was certainly glad that

Morris had not yet come across Mills, for he trusted that the lapse of a

day or two would speedily calm down the lad's perfectly justifiable

indignation. Besides, he was in love, and his suit had prospered; surely

there were pleasanter things than revenge to occupy him. Then his face

grew grave a moment as he thought of Morris's mad, murderous outburst of

the evening before, but that gravity was shortlived, and he turned with a

sense of pleasant expectation to see recorded again the activity and

strength of Boston Coppers. But the reality was far beyond his

expectations; copper had been strong all day, and in the street afterward

there had been renewed buying from quarters which were usually well

informed. Bostons had been much in request, and after hours they had had

a further spurt, closing at £7 10S. Already in these three days he had

cleared his option, and at present prices the shares showed a profit of a

point. Mills would have to acknowledge that his perspicacity had been at

fault, when he distrusted this last purchase.

He left his house at about half-past ten, and again immured himself in

the birdcage lift that carried him up to his partner's flat, where he

inquired if he had yet returned. Learning he had not, he asked to be

given pen and paper, to write a note for him, which was to be given to

him on his arrival.

"Dear Mills,

"Mr. Morris Assheton has learned that you have made grave accusations

about him to Sir Richard Templeton, Bart. That you have done so appears

to be beyond doubt, and it of course rests with you to substantiate them.

I cannot of course at present believe that you could have done so without

conclusive evidence; on the other hand I cannot believe that Mr. Assheton

is of the character which you have given him.

"I therefore refrain, as far as I am able, from drawing any conclusion

till the matter is cleared up.

"I may add that he deeply resents your conduct; his anger and indignation

were terrible to see.

"Sincerely yours,

"Edward Taynton. Godfrey Mills, Esq."

Mr. Taynton read this through, and glanced round, as if to see whether

the servants had left the room. Then he sat with closed eyes for a

moment, and took an envelope, and swiftly addressed it. He smudged it,

however, in blotting it, and so crumpled it up, threw it into the

waste-paper basket. He then addressed a second one, and into this he

inserted his letter, and got up.

The servant was waiting in the little hall outside.

"Please give this to Mr. Mills when he arrives," he said. "You expected

him last night, did you not?"

Mr. Taynton found on arrival at his office that, in his partner's

absence, there was a somewhat heavy day of work before him, and foresaw

that he would be occupied all afternoon and indeed probably up to dinner

time. But he was able to get out for an hour at half-past twelve, at

which time, if the weather was hot, he generally indulged in a swim. But

today there was a certain chill in the air after yesterday's storm, and

instead of taking his dip, he walked along the sea front toward Sussex

Square. For in his warm-hearted way, seeing that Morris was, as he had

said, to tell his mother today about his happy and thoroughly suitable

love affair, Mr. Taynton proposed to give a little _partie carrée_ on the

earliest possible evening, at which the two young lovers, Mrs. Assheton,

and himself would form the table. He would learn from her what was the

earliest night on which she and Morris were disengaged, and then write

to that delightful girl whose affections dear Morris had captured.

But at the corner of the square, just as he was turning into it, there

bowled swiftly out a victoria drawn by two horses; he recognised the

equipage, he recognised also Mrs. Assheton who was sitting in it. Her

head, however, was turned the other way, and Mr. Taynton's hand, already

half-way up to his hat was spared the trouble of journeying farther.

But he went on to the house, since his invitation could be easily

conveyed by a note which he would scribble there, and was admitted by

Martin. Mrs. Assheton, however, was out, a fact which he learned with

regret, but, if he might write a note to her, his walk would not be

wasted. Accordingly he was shown up into the drawing-room, where on the

writing-table was laid an open blotting-book. Even in so small a detail

as a blotting-book the careful appointment of the house was evident, for

the blotting-paper was absolutely clean and white, a virgin field.

Mr. Taynton took up a quill pen, thought over for a moment the wording of

his note and then wrote rapidly. A single side of notepaper was

sufficient; he blotted it on the pad, and read it through. But something

in it, it must be supposed, did not satisfy him, for he crumpled it up.

Ah, at last and for the first time there was a flaw in the appointment of

the house, for there was no wastepaper basket by the table. At any rate

one must suppose that Mr. Taynton did not see it, for he put his rejected

sheet into his pocket.

He took another sheet of paper, selecting from the various stationery

that stood in the case a plain piece, rejecting that which was marked

with the address of the house, wrote his own address at the head, and

proceeded for the second time to write his note of invitation.

But first he changed the quill for his own stylograph, and wrote with

that. This was soon written, and by the time he had read it through it

was dry, and did not require to be blotted. He placed it in a plain

envelope, directed it, and with it in his hand left the room, and went

briskly downstairs.

Martin was standing in the hall.

"I want this given to Mrs. Assheton when she comes in, Martin," he said.

He looked round, as he had done once before when speaking to the boy.

"I left it at the door," he said with quiet emphasis. "Can you remember

that? I left it. And I hope, Martin, that you have made a fresh start,

and that I need never be obliged to tell anybody what I know about you.

You will remember my instructions? I left this at the door. Thank you.

My hat? Yes, and my stick."

Mr. Taynton went straight back to his office, and though this morning

there had seemed to him to be a good deal of work to be got through, he

found that much of it could be delegated to his clerks. So before leaving

to go to his lunch, he called in Mr. Timmins.

"Mr. Mills not been here all morning?" he asked. "No? Well, Timmins,

there is this packet which I want him to look at, if he comes in before

I am back. I shall be here again by five, as there is an hour's work for

me to do before evening. Yes, that is all, thanks. Please tell Mr. Mills

I shall come back, as I said. How pleasant this freshness is after the

rain. The 'clear shining after rain.' Wonderful words! Yes, Mr. Timmins,

you will find the verse in the second book of Samuel and the

twenty-third chapter."

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