CHAPTER IX

The side of the brown sandstone cliff was perforated like a gigantic

rabbit warren. I judged the cliffs to be natural in character, but in

the labyrinth of passages and rooms upon which one first entered, much

artificial work had been done. In places columns of brick upheld the

roof, and the walls had been trimmed and levelled by a tool. I

guessed--for it was a point upon which Dream could tell me nothing--that

the lords of Thule had at one time some intention of making use of these

natural excavations, and that they had been frightened from their task

by the absurd superstition which Dream had recounted to me. I could not

believe in the marvellous amphibious monster that had come out of the

sea, and for fifty years or more had lived in the heart of these cliffs.

I told Dream of my doubts, but she was not to be shaken. The track of

the animal when it went in had been clearly visible, and no track had

been found to show that it had gone out again.

"On what then does it live?" I asked.

"Things that it finds in the water."

"But you tell me that it has never gone back to the sea again."

"Never. But far within the caves--much farther than I have ever

gone--there is a great lake. It lives there. I will take you to a place

where you can hear the roar of the water falling into the lake. Follow

me closely or you may lose yourself."

She took me through many winding passages until she reached a point

where she knelt and put her ear to the ground. She made me do the same.

I could certainly hear the sound of running water below me, but that did

not prove the existence of the lake, much less of the monster that was

supposed to inhabit the lake. I told her this, and she did not like it.

"When you found me in the forest," she said, "I was very sad because I

had spoken to no one for many days, and I was to die and there was no

escape. Then because of your companionship and because you seem to hope

and to fear nothing, I became lifted up again. It is necessary for you

to think as I think, or I shall grow sad again. Therefore you must

believe in the great serpent."

"We will not speak of him. Show me where you sleep."

She took me by a passage that rapidly grew narrower until I could hardly

force my way into the chamber beyond. It was a simple sleeping-apartment

containing a bed of dried bracken and nothing more.

"Yes," she said, "I chose this place because the passage was so narrow

and the great serpent which was in the lake was so big. Here he could

not get to me."

"And how do you manage about food?"

"I have plenty--far too much. Every night some one or other of my people

brings food and puts it at the entrance of the cave. They do not go near

to the cave because they believe in the serpent, not being so wise as

you are. I would not go into the cave myself were it not that I have to

die anyhow."

"But do your gods permit this?"

"I do not know. They do not care to come very near to the caves. I

myself think that they do know that food is brought to me and do not

wish to prevent it. They have only one punishment. They would not starve

me slowly. They would point the death-rod at me and burn my heart out in

an instant. But you remind me that I have become very hungry after my

swim. You also must think as I do and be hungry too, and we will eat

together."

She showed me another room nearer to the entrance where she kept her

supplies. They were simple enough. There was a pile of thin sweet

biscuit and another pile of dried fruit. This in colour and flavour was

like a raisin, but four times the size.

"That grows in the forest," said Dream. "In the autumn when the fresh

fruit is ripe it is very good indeed. I shall not live to pick any more

of it, and for that I am very sorry."

She was still, I think, rather offended with me for my disbelief in the

creature that came out of the sea, but on the whole we chatted amicably

enough. I can see now that I did a clumsy thing in thus suddenly and

crudely trying to upset a tradition in which she had grown up. It is not

perhaps very desirable to shake the faith of anybody in anything, unless

that faith be distinctly and immediately harmful. I am a simple seaman

and unused to missionary work, and it is small wonder that I bungled it.

After we had feasted, Dream went off to her bed of bracken and I once

more climbed the hill to watch the sea. All that afternoon I watched,

using at times my perspective-glass, but never once could I make out a

sail.

I may admit that my plans were now changed and that the change was

entirely due to the strong fascination which Dream had for me--far

stronger than I cared to let her know at present. I no longer cared to

explore the town or to find out more of the condition of the workers

than Dream herself could tell me. I had decided to throw in my lot with

her and, if it were possible, to save her from the cruel death with

which she was threatened. How I was to do this I did not know. I could

only wait and see what chance might offer itself.

I cut bracken for my bed, and laden with this I made my way back to the

cave again. There Dream awaited me and all traces of her ill-humour had

vanished. I did not insist on my swim in the sea that night, lest it

should pain her further. We sat and talked together until the stars came

out. It was the first time since I had been on the island that I had

looked up at the stars. I could find nothing that I recognised. I

wondered where in the world or out of the world I now found myself. The

problem did not disturb me greatly. It was pleasant to sit and hear

Dream's recital of her story of the squirrel that she captured and

tamed. Her voice was curiously soft and caressing.

Soon she went back to her bed and I spread my bracken in the door of the

cave and lay down. It was in the night that her people came to bring her

food, and I wished if possible to see them and to speak with them.

But this experiment turned out ill. I had slept but an hour when I was

awakened by a footfall, and looking out from the cave I saw striding

towards me a man who bore a tray on his head. But when he was within a

hundred yards of the cave he set the tray down and turned back again. I

called out that I was a friend and would speak with him, but I do not

think he understood what I said, and the sound of a strange voice filled

him with terror. He ran off at the top of his speed.

Early that morning I had my swim in the sea, but on my return I said

nothing to Dream about it. I told her, however, how the man had run away

when he heard my voice the night before.

"You did not do this very well," said Dream. "You told me that you did

not wish to go to the town any more and that you would remain with me.

But it seems that I am not enough and that you do wish to speak with

others. Very well then. This night I will watch outside the cave and I

will go to the man who brings the food and I will bring him in to you.

He is, I think, a man who loves me very much indeed."

I told her that I had changed my mind and did not wish to see the man. A

brisk wind was blowing and we spent most of the day in the forest

together. Again from time to time I scanned the horizon with my

perspective-glass, and again with no result whatever. I wondered in what

deserted sea this island might be placed. Throughout the day Dream was

silent and thoughtful, but she was in no immediate fear, knowing that on

such a day her gods would not enter the forest. Next morning I went for

my swim in the sea again, and on my return Dream told me that she knew

what I had done. She had seen me swimming far out.

"Why did you not tell me you had done this?"

"I feared to disturb your mind."

"I am not a child and am not to be treated as a child. I can think as

you think about the sea if I like. I dare do anything that you dare to

do."

I told her that I had no doubt of it. Rain fell for the greater part of

that day and we remained in the cave talking. She told me of the life

she had led and of the laws by which her people were governed.

I have said that I had begun to hate the lords of Thule--the first-class

beings as they designated themselves--the gods, as the poor ignorant

workers supposed them to be. I hate them still. I despise their sexless

emasculate nervousness. I despise their want of the warmer sins and

their subjection to the colder. I despise their selfishness even while I

admire their wisdom.

Yet, if I am to speak honestly, their despotism--not benevolent and

wholly self-interested--produced a finer race of workers than is to be

found in my own country to-day. They were better fed, better clothed,

better housed. They were healthier--disease was almost unknown--and they

were happier. I use the last word deliberately. The cruelty with which

they were treated--and to our modern minds it was abominable

cruelty--was after all not capricious cruelty. It proceeded on laws as

immutable as the laws of nature. The mother of the weakling who saw her

child destroyed at any rate knew why; and when the lightning strikes the

best and most promising of us we do not know why. Every man was

specially trained for special work, and his own inclination was always

taken into account; for the greater the inclination, the greater--as a

rule--the aptitude. The view taken of women was definitely animal, and

only in exceptional cases were women allowed to live beyond the age of

forty-five. On the other hand, no woman was worked hard; women who were

about to be mothers or had recently become mothers, were treated with a

delicate consideration far beyond anything to be found in our Factory

Acts; and no woman was influenced in her choice of a mate by vulgar

claims of a financial or social character. The children were free from

the thwarting and snubbing and the curse of competitive examination

which we are pleased to call education. Each child was taught a few

essentials very thoroughly. The training was in each case individual and

based on a clever study of the child's nature. If reading or writing or

arithmetic was unnecessary for the work which the child would ultimately

be called upon to do, then none of these things was taught. It might

almost be said that the children were spoiled. But they learned early

the immutable and inexorable nature of the laws imposed on their race.

Towards the close of this day Dream became once more sad and depressed.

Suddenly she rose and said that she was going back to her own people in

the town.

"But," I said, "you know that this means death."

"There is one thing worse than death which may happen to a woman. It is

useless for you to try to prevent me. If I cannot go to the town, then

to-morrow I shall eat the poison berries in the forest."

I had intended, if ever I could find the way, to take Dream back with me

to my own country and there to marry her. It seemed to me now that there

was no hope of this. I make no defence of what I said or did. I do not

know if under those circumstances any defence is needed. But I told

Dream that she need not seek the death-rod of her gods or the poison

berries of the forest, because the one thing which is worse than death

had not happened to her.

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