I answered that I should be seriously handicapped without it.

"Just so. It is Miss Andriaovsky's desire that we should pull together.

Now, in the firrst place, what is your idea about the forrm the book

should take?"

"In the first place, if you don't mind," I replied, "perhaps we'd better

run over together the things you've brought. The daylight will be gone

soon."

"Just as ye like, Harrison," he said, "just as ye like. It's all the same

to me...."

I cleared a space about my writing-table at the window, and we turned to

the artistic remains of Michael Andriaovsky.

I was astonished, first, at the enormous quantity of the stuff, and next

at its utter and complete revelation of the man. In a flash I realised

how superb that portion at least of the book was going to be. And

Schofield explained that the work he had brought represented but a

fraction of the whole that was at our disposal.

"Ye'll know with what foolish generosity poor Michael always gave his

things away," he said. "Hallard has a grand set; so has Connolly; and

from time to time he behaved varry handsomely to myself. Artists of varry

considerable talents both Hallard and Connolly are; Michael thought

varry highly of their abilities. They express the deepest interest in the

shape your worrk will take; and that reminds me. I myself have drafted a

rough scenario of the forrm it appeared to me the 'Life' might with

advantage be cast in. A purely private opinion, ye'll understand,

Harrison, which ye'll be entirely at liberty to disregard...."

"Well, let's finish with the work first," I said.

With boards, loose sheets, scraps of paper, notes, studies, canvases

stretched and stripped from their stretchers, we paved half the library

floor, Schofield keeping up all the time a running fire of "Grand,

grand! A masterpiece! A gem, that, Harrison!" They were all that he said,

and presently I ceased to hear his voice. The splendour of the work

issued undimmed even from the severe test of Schofield's praise; and I

thought again with pride how I, I, was the only man living who could

adequately write that "Life."....

"Aren't they grand? Aren't they great?" Schofield chanted monotonously.

"They are," I replied, coming to a consciousness of his presence again.

"But what's that?"

Secretively he had kept one package until the last. He now removed its

wrappings and set it against a chair.

_"There!"_ he cried. "I'll thank ye, Harrison, for your opinion of

_that!"_

It was the portrait Andriaovsky had refused to sell me--a portrait of

himself.

The portrait was the climax of the display. The Lancastrian still talked;

but I, profoundly moved, mechanically gathered up the drawings from the

floor and returned them to their proper packages and folios. I was dining

at home, alone, that evening, and for form's sake I asked this faithful

dog of Andriaovsky's to share my meal; but he excused himself--he was

dining with Hallard and Connolly. When the drawings were all put away,

all save that portrait, he gave an inquisitive glance round my library.

It was the same glance as Maschka had given when she had feared to

intrude on my time; but Schofield did these things with a much more heavy

hand. He departed, but not before telling me that even my mansion

contained such treasures as it had never held before.

That evening, after glancing at Schofield's "scenario," I carefully

folded it up again for return to him, lest when the book should appear

he should miss the pleasure of saying that I had had his guidance but

had disregarded it; then I sat down at my writing-table and took out

the loose notes I had made. I made other jottings, each on a blank sheet

for subsequent amplification; and the sheets overspread the large

leather-topped table and thrust one another up the standard of the

incandescent with the pearly silk shade. The firelight shone low and

richly in the dusky spaces of the large apartment; and the thick carpet

and the double doors made the place so quiet that I could hear my watch

ticking in my pocket.

I worked for an hour; and then, for the purpose of making yet other

notes, I rose, crossed the room, and took down the three or four

illustrated books to which, in the earlier part of his career,

Andriaovsky had put his name. I carried them to the table, and twinkled

as I opened the first of them. It was a book of poems, and in making the

designs for them Andriaovsky had certainly _not_ found for himself.

Almost any one of the "Art Shades," as he had called them, could have

done the thing equally well, and I twinkled again. I did not propose to

have much mercy on _that_. Already Schofield's words had given birth to a

suspicion in my mind--that Andriaovsky, in permitting these fellows,

Hallard, Connolly, and the rest, to suppose that he "thought highly" of

them and their work, had been giving play to that malicious humour of

his; and they naturally did not see the joke. That joke, too, was between

himself, dead, and me, preparing to write his "Life." As if he had been

there to hear me, I chuckled, and spoke in a low voice.

"You were pulling their legs, Michael, you know. A little rough on them

you were. But there's a book here of yours that I'm going to tell the

truth about. You and I won't pretend to one another. It's a rotten book,

and both you and I know it...."

I don't know what it was that caused me suddenly to see just then

something that I had been looking at long enough without seeing--that

portrait of himself that I had set leaning against the back of a chair at

the end of my writing-table. It stood there, just within the soft

penumbra of shadow cast by the silk-shaded light. The canvas had been

enlarged, the seam of it clumsily sewn by Andriaovsky's own hand; but in

that half-light the rough ridge of paint did not show, and I confess that

the position and effect of the thing startled me for a moment. Had I

cared to play a trick with my fancy I could have imagined the head

wagging from side to side, with such rage and fire was it painted. He had

had the temerity to dash a reflection across one of the glasses of his

spectacles, concealing the eye behind it. The next moment I had given a

short laugh.

"So you're there, are you?... Well, I know you agree very heartily about

that book of poems. Heigho! If I remember rightly, you made more money

out of that book than out of the others put together. But I'm going

to tell the truth about it. _I_ know better, you know...."

Chancing, before I turned in that night, to reopen one of his folios, I

came across a drawing, there by accident, I don't doubt, that confirmed

me in my suspicion that Andriaovsky had had his quiet joke with

Schofield, Hallard, Connolly and Co. It was a sketch of Schofield's,

imitative, deplorable, a dreadful show-up of incapacity. Well enough

"drawn," in a sense, it was ... and I remembered how Andriaovsky had ever

urged that "drawing," of itself, did not exist. I winked at the portrait.

I saw his point. He himself had no peer, and, rather than invite

comparison with stars of the second magnitude, he chose his intimates

from among the peddlers of the wares that had the least possible

connection with his Art. He, too, had understood that the Compromise

must be entirely accepted or totally refused; and while, in the

divergence of our paths, he had done the one thing and I the other, we

had each done it thoroughly, with vigour, and with persistence, and each

could esteem the other, if not as a co-worker, at least as an honourable

and out-and-out opposite.

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