I answered that they were in every shop window.

"Oh yes," he said, putting aside any question of rarity.... "I lost

mine."

"Oh?..."

He laughed. "Oh, that's all right--I got it back again--don't be afraid

I'm going to claim yours. But the way I lost it--found it--the whole

thing--was rather curious. I've never been able to explain it. I wonder

if you could?"

I answered that I certainly couldn't till I'd heard it, whereupon Loder,

taking up the silver case again and holding it in his hand as he talked,

began:

"This happened in Provence, when I was about as old as Marsham there--and

every bit as romantic. I was there with Carroll--you remember poor old

Carroll and what a blade of a boy he was--as romantic as four Marshams

rolled into one. (Excuse me, Marsham, won't you? It's a romantic tale,

you see, or at least the setting is.) ... We were in Provence, Carroll

and I; twenty-four or thereabouts; romantic, as I say; and--and this

happened.

"And it happened on the top of a whole lot of other things, you must

understand, the things that do happen when you're twenty-four. If it

hadn't been Provence, it would have been somewhere else, I suppose,

nearly, if not quite as good; but this was Provence, that smells (as you

might say) of twenty-four as it smells of argelasse and wild lavender and

broom....

"We'd had the dickens of a walk of it, just with knapsacks--had started

somewhere in the Ardèche and tramped south through the vines and almonds

and olives--Montélimar, Orange, Avignon, and a fortnight at that blanched

skeleton of a town, Les Baux. We'd nothing to do, and had gone just where

we liked, or rather just where Carroll had liked; and Carroll had had the

_De Bello Gallico_ in his pocket, and had had a notion, I fancy, of

taking in the whole ground of the Roman conquest--I remember he lugged me

off to some place or other, Pourrières I believe its name was, because--I

forget how many thousands--were killed in a river-bed there, and they

stove in the water-casks so that if the men wanted water they'd have to

go forward and fight for it. And then we'd gone on to Arles, where

Carroll had fallen in love with everything that had a bow of black

velvet in her hair, and after that Tarascon, Nîmes, and so on, the usual

round--I won't bother you with that. In a word, we'd had two months of

it, eating almonds and apricots from the trees, watching the women at the

communal washing-fountains under the dark plane-trees, singing _Magali_

and the _Qué Cantes_, and Carroll yarning away all the time about Caesar

and Vercingetorix and Dante, and trying to learn Provençal so that he

could read the stuff in the _Journal des Félibriges_ that he'd never have

looked at if it had been in English....

"Well, we got to Darbisson. We'd run across some young chap or

other--Rangon his name was--who was a vine-planter in those parts, and

Rangon had asked us to spend a couple of days with him, with him and his

mother, if we happened to be in the neighbourhood. So as we might as

well happen to be there as anywhere else, we sent him a postcard and

went. This would be in June or early in July. All day we walked across

a plain of vines, past hurdles of wattled _cannes_ and great wind-screens

of velvety cypresses, sixty feet high, all white with dust on the north

side of 'em, for the mistral was having its three-days' revel, and it

whistled and roared through the _cannes_ till scores of yards of 'em

at a time were bowed nearly to the earth. A roaring day it was, I

remember.... But the wind fell a little late in the afternoon, and we

were poring over what it had left of our Ordnance Survey--like fools,

we'd got the unmounted paper maps instead of the linen ones--when Rangon

himself found us, coming out to meet us in a very badly turned-out trap.

He drove us back himself, through Darbisson, to the house, a mile and a

half beyond it, where he lived with his mother.

"He spoke no English, Rangon didn't, though, of course, both French and

Provençal; and as he drove us, there was Carroll, using him as a

Franco-Provençal dictionary, peppering him with questions about the names

of things in the patois--I beg its pardon, the language--though there's

a good deal of my eye and Betty Martin about that, and I fancy this

Félibrige business will be in a good many pieces when Frédéric Mistral

is under that Court-of-Love pavilion arrangement he's had put up for

himself in the graveyard at Maillanne. If the language has got to go,

well, it's got to go, I suppose; and while I personally don't want to

give it a kick, I rather sympathise with the Government. Those jaunts of

a Sunday out to Les Baux, for instance, with paper lanterns and Bengal

fire and a fellow spouting _O blanche Venus d'Arles_--they're well

enough, and compare favourably with our Bank Holidays and Sunday League

picnics, but ... but that's nothing to do with my tale after all.... So

he drove on, and by the time we got to Rangon's house Carroll had learned

the greater part of _Magali_....

"As you, no doubt, know, it's a restricted sort of life in some respects

that a young _vigneron_ lives in those parts, and it was as we reached

the house that Rangon remembered something--or he might have been trying

to tell us as we came along for all I know, and not been able to get a

word in edgeways for Carroll and his Provençal. It seemed that his mother

was away from home for some days--apologies of the most profound, of

course; our host was the soul of courtesy, though he did try to get at

us a bit later.... We expressed our polite regrets, naturally; but I

didn't quite see at first what difference it made. I only began to see

when Rangon, with more apologies, told us that we should have to go back

to Darbisson for dinner. It appeared that when Madame Rangon went away

for a few days she dispersed the whole of the female side of her

establishment also, and she'd left her son with nobody to look after

him except an old man we'd seen in the yard mending one of these

double-cylindered sulphur-sprinklers they clap across the horse's back

and drive between the rows of vines.... Rangon explained all this as we

stood in the hall drinking an _apéritif_--a hall crowded with oak

furniture and photographs and a cradle-like bread-crib and doors opening

to right and left to the other rooms of the ground floor. He had also, it

seemed, to ask us to be so infinitely obliging as to excuse him for one

hour after dinner--our postcard had come unexpectedly, he said, and

already he had made an appointment with his agent about the _vendange_

for the coming autumn.... We, begged him, of course, not to allow us to

interfere with his business in the slightest degree. He thanked us a

thousand times.

"'But though we dine in the village, we will take our own wine with us,'

he said, 'a wine _surfin_--one of my wines--you shall see--'

"Then he showed us round his place--I forget how many hundreds of acres

of vines, and into the great building with the presses and pumps and

casks and the huge barrel they call the thunderbolt--and about seven

o'clock we walked back to Darbisson to dinner, carrying our wine with us.

I think the restaurant we dined in was the only one in the place, and our

gaillard of a host--he was a straight-backed, well-set-up chap, with

rather fine eyes--did us on the whole pretty well. His wine certainly was

good stuff, and set our tongues going....

"A moment ago I said a fellow like Rangon leads a restricted sort of life

in those parts. I saw this more clearly as dinner went on. We dined by an

open window, from which we could see the stream with the planks across it

where the women washed clothes during the day and assembled in the

evening for gossip. There were a dozen or so of them there as we dined,

laughing and chatting in low tones--they all seemed pretty--it was

quickly falling dusk--all the girls are pretty then, and are quite

conscious of it--_you_ know, Marsham. Behind them, at the end of the

street, one of these great cypress wind-screens showed black against the

sky, a ragged edge something like the line the needle draws on a rainfall

chart; and you could only tell whether they were men or women under the

plantains by their voices rippling and chattering and suddenly a deeper

note.... Once I heard a muffled scuffle and a sound like a kiss.... It

was then that Rangon's little trouble came out....

"It seemed that he didn't know any girls--wasn't allowed to know any

girls. The girls of the village were pretty enough, but you see how it

was--he'd a position to keep up--appearances to maintain--couldn't be

familiar during the year with the girls who gathered his grapes for him

in the autumn.... And as soon as Carroll gave him a chance, _he_ began to

ask _us_ questions, about England, English girls, the liberty they had,

and so on.

"Of course, we couldn't tell him much he hadn't heard already, but that

made no difference; he could stand any amount of that, our strapping

young _vigneron_; and he asked us questions by the dozen, that we both

tried to answer at once. And his delight and envy!... What! In England

did the young men see the young women of their own class without

restraint--the sisters of their friends _même_--even at the house? Was it

permitted that they drank tea with them in the afternoon, or went without

invitation to pass the _soirée_?... He had all the later Prévosts in his

room, he told us (I don't doubt he had the earlier ones also); Prévost

and the Disestablishment between them must be playing the mischief

with the convent system of education for young girls; and our young man

was--what d'you call it?--'Co-ed'--co-educationalist--by Jove, yes!... He

seemed to marvel that we should have left a country so blessed as England

to visit his dusty, wild-lavender-smelling, girl-less Provence.... You

don't know half your luck, Marsham....

"Well, we talked after this fashion--we'd left the dining-room of the

restaurant and had planted ourselves on a bench outside with Rangon

between us--when Rangon suddenly looked at his watch and said it was time

he was off to see this agent of his. Would we take a walk, he asked us,

and meet him again there? he said.... But as his agent lived in the

direction of his own home, we said we'd meet him at the house in an hour

or so. Off he went, envying every Englishman who stepped, I don't

doubt.... I told you how old--how young--we were.... Heigho!...

"Well, off goes Rangon, and Carroll and I got up, stretched ourselves,

and took a walk. We walked a mile or so, until it began to get pretty

dark, and then turned; and it was as we came into the blackness of one of

these cypress hedges that the thing I'm telling you of happened. The

hedge took a sharp turn at that point; as we came round the angle we saw

a couple of women's figures hardly more than twenty yards ahead--don't

know how they got there so suddenly, I'm sure; and that same moment I

found my foot on something small and white and glimmering on the grass.

"I picked it up. It was a handkerchief--a woman's--embroidered--

"The two figures ahead of us were walking in our direction; there was

every probability that the handkerchief belonged to one of them; so we

stepped out....

"At my 'Pardon, madame,' and lifted hat one of the figures turned her

head; then, to my surprise, she spoke in English--cultivated English.

I held out the handkerchief. It belonged to the elder lady of the two,

the one who had spoken, a very gentle-voiced old lady, older by very many

years than her companion. She took the handkerchief and thanked me....

"Somebody--Sterne, isn't it?--says that Englishmen don't travel to see

Englishmen. I don't know whether he'd stand to that in the case of

Englishwomen; Carroll and I didn't.... We were walking rather slowly

along, four abreast across the road; we asked permission to introduce

ourselves, did so, and received some name in return which, strangely

enough, I've entirely forgotten--I only remember that the ladies were

aunt and niece, and lived at Darbisson. They shook their heads when I

mentioned M. Rangon's name and said we were visiting him. They didn't

know him....

"I'd never been in Darbisson before, and I haven't been since, so I don't

know the map of the village very well. But the place isn't very big,

and the house at which we stopped in twenty minutes or so is probably

there yet. It had a large double door--a double door in two senses,

for it was a big _porte-cochère_ with a smaller door inside it, and an

iron grille shutting in the whole. The gentle-voiced old lady had already

taken a key from her reticule and was thanking us again for the little

service of the handkerchief; then, with the little gesture one makes when

one has found oneself on the point of omitting a courtesy, she gave a

little musical laugh.

"'But,' she said with a little movement of invitation, 'one sees so

few compatriots here--if you have the time to come in and smoke a

cigarette ... also the cigarette,' she added, with another rippling

laugh, 'for we have few callers, and live alone--'

"Hastily as I was about to accept, Carroll was before me, professing a

nostalgia for the sound of the English tongue that made his recent

protestations about Provençal a shameless hypocrisy. Persuasive young

rascal, Carroll Was--poor chap ... So the elder lady opened the grille

and the wooden door beyond it, and we entered.

"By the light of the candle which the younger lady took from a bracket

just within the door we saw that we were in a handsome hall or vestibule;

and my wonder that Rangon had made no mention of what was apparently a

considerable establishment was increased by the fact that its tenants

must be known to be English and could be seen to be entirely charming. I

couldn't understand it, and I'm afraid hypotheses rushed into my head

that cast doubts on the Rangons--you know--whether _they_ were all right.

We knew nothing about our young planter, you see....

"I looked about me. There were tubs here and there against the walls,

gaily painted, with glossy-leaved aloes and palms in them--one of the

aloes, I remember, was flowering; a little fountain in the middle made a

tinkling noise; we put our caps on a carved and gilt console table; and

before us rose a broad staircase with shallow steps of spotless stone and

a beautiful wrought-iron handrail. At the top of the staircase were more

palms and aloes, and double doors painted in a clear grey.

"We followed our hostesses up the staircase. I can hear yet the sharp

clean click our boots made on that hard shiny stone--see the lights of

the candle gleaming on the handrail ... The young girl--she was not much

more than a girl--pushed at the doors, and we went in.

"The room we entered was all of a piece with the rest for rather

old-fashioned fineness. It was large, lofty, beautifully kept. Carroll

went round for Miss ... whatever her name was ... lighting candles in

sconces; and as the flames crept up they glimmered on a beautifully

polished floor, which was bare except for an Eastern rug here and there.

The elder lady had sat down in a gilt chair, Louis Fourteenth I should

say, with a striped rep of the colour of a petunia; and I really don't

know--don't smile, Smith--what induced me to lead her to it by the

finger-tips, bending over her hand for a moment as she sat down. There

was an old tambour-frame behind her chair, I remember, and a vast oval

mirror with clustered candle-brackets filled the greater part of the

farther wall, the brightest and clearest glass I've ever seen...."

He paused, looking at my cigarette case, which he had taken into his hand

again. He smiled at some recollection or other, and it was a minute or

so before he continued.

"I must admit that I found it a little annoying, after what we'd

been talking about at dinner an hour before, that Rangon wasn't with

us. I still couldn't understand how he could have neighbours so

charming without knowing about them, but I didn't care to insist on

this to the old lady, who for all I knew might have her own reasons

for keeping to herself. And, after all, it was our place to return

Rangon's hospitality in London if he ever came there, not, so to speak,

on his own doorstep.... So presently I forgot all about Rangon, and I'm

pretty sure that Carroll, who was talking to his companion of some

Félibrige junketing or other and having the air of Gounod's _Mireille_

hummed softly over to him, didn't waste a thought on him either. Soon

Carroll--you remember what a pretty crooning, humming voice he had--soon

Carroll was murmuring what they call 'seconds,' but so low that the sound

hardly came across the room; and I came in with a soft bass note from

time to time. No instrument, you know; just an unaccompanied murmur no

louder than an Aeolian harp; and it sounded infinitely sweet and

plaintive and--what shall I say?--weak--attenuated--faint--'pale' you

might almost say--in that formal, rather old-fashioned _salon_, with that

great clear oval mirror throwing back the still flames of the candles in

the sconces on the walls. Outside the wind had now fallen completely; all

was very quiet; and suddenly in a voice not much louder than a sigh,

Carroll's companion was singing _Oft in the Stilly Night_--you know

it...."

He broke off again to murmur the beginning of the air. Then, with a

little laugh for which we saw no reason, he went on again:

"Well, I'm not going to try to convince you of such a special and

delicate thing as the charm of that hour--it wasn't more than an

hour--it would be all about an hour we stayed. Things like that just

have to be said and left; you destroy them the moment you begin to

insist on them; we've every one of us had experiences like that, and

don't say much about them. I was as much in love with my old lady as

Carroll evidently was with his young one--I can't tell you why--being

in love has just to be taken for granted too, I suppose... Marsham

understands.... We smoked our cigarettes, and sang again, once more

filling that clear-painted, quiet apartment with a murmuring no louder

than if a light breeze found that the bells of a bed of flowers were

really bells and played on 'em. The old lady moved her fingers gently

on the round table by the side of her chair,.. oh, infinitely pretty it

was.... Then Carroll wandered off into the _Qué Cantes_--awfully

pretty--'It is not for myself I sing, but for my friend who is near

me'--and I can't tell you how like four old friends we were, those two

so oddly met ladies and Carroll and myself.... And so to _Oft in the

Stilly Night_ again....

"But for all the sweetness and the glamour of it, we couldn't stay on

indefinitely, and I wondered what time it was, but didn't ask--anything

to do with clocks and watches would have seemed a cold and mechanical

sort of thing just then.... And when presently we both got up neither

Carroll nor I asked to be allowed to call again in the morning to

thank them for a charming hour.... And they seemed to feel the same as

we did about it. There was no 'hoping that we should meet again in

London'--neither an au revoir nor a good-bye--just a tacit understanding

that that hour should remain isolated, accepted like a good gift without

looking the gift-horse in the mouth, single, unattached to any hours

before or after--I don't know whether you see what I mean.... Give me a

match somebody....

"And so we left, with no more than looks exchanged and finger-tips

resting between the back of our hands and our lips for a moment. We

found our way out by ourselves, down that shallow-stepped staircase with

the handsome handrail, and let ourselves out of the double door and

grille, closing it softly. We made for the village without speaking a

word.... Heigho!..."

Loder had picked up the cigarette case again, but for all the way his

eyes rested on it I doubt whether he really saw it. I'm pretty sure he

didn't; I knew when he did by the glance he shot at me, as much as to say

"I see you're wondering where the cigarette case comes in."... He

resumed with another little laugh.

"Well," he continued, "we got back to Rangon's house. I really don't

blame Rangon for the way he took it when we told him, you know--he

thought we were pulling his leg, of course, and he wasn't having any; not

he! There were no English ladies in Darbisson, he said.... We told him as

nearly as we could just where the house was--we weren't very precise, I'm

afraid, for the village had been in darkness as we had come through it,

and I had to admit that the cypress hedge I tried to describe where we'd

met our friends was a good deal like other cypress hedges--and, as I say,

Rangon wasn't taking any. I myself was rather annoyed that he should

think we were returning his hospitality by trying to get at him, and it

wasn't very easy either to explain in my French and Carroll's Provençal

that we were going to let the thing stand as it was and weren't going to

call on our charming friends again.... The end of it was that Rangon

just laughed and yawned....

"'I knew it was good, my wine,' he said, 'but--' a shrug said the rest.

'Not so good as all that,' he meant....

"Then he gave us our candles, showed us to our rooms, shook hands, and

marched off to his own room and the Prévosts.

"I dreamed of my old lady half the night.

"After coffee the next morning I put my hand into my pocket for my

cigarette case and didn't find it. I went through all my pockets, and

then I asked Carroll if he'd got it.

"'No,' he replied.... 'Think you left it behind at that place last

night?'

"'Yes; did you?' Rangon popped in with a twinkle.

"I went through all my pockets again. No cigarette case....

"Of course, it was possible that I'd left it behind, and I was annoyed

again. I didn't want to go back, you see.... But, on the other hand, I

didn't want to lose the case--it was a present--and Rangon's smile

nettled me a good deal, too. It was both a challenge to our truthfulness

and a testimonial to that very good wine of his....

"'Might have done,' I grunted.... 'Well, in that case we'll go and get

it.'

"'If one tried the restaurant first--?' Rangon suggested, smiling again.

"'By all means,' said I stuffily, though I remembered having the case

after we'd left the restaurant.

"We were round at the restaurant by half-past nine. The case wasn't

there. I'd known jolly well beforehand it wasn't, and I saw Rangon's

mouth twitching with amusement.

"'So we now seek the abode of these English ladies, _hein_?' he said.

"'Yes,' said I; and we left the restaurant and strode through the village

by the way we'd taken the evening before....

"That vigneron's smile became more and more irritating to me.... 'It is

then the next village?' he said presently, as we left the last house and

came out into the open plain.

"We went back....

"I was irritated because we were two to one, you see, and Carroll backed

me up. 'A double door, with a grille in front of it,' he repeated for

the fiftieth time.... Rangon merely replied that it wasn't our good faith

he doubted. He didn't actually use the word 'drunk.'...

"'_Mais tiens_,' he said suddenly, trying to conceal his mirth. '_Si

c'est possible... si c'est possible_... a double door with a grille? But

perhaps that I know it, the domicile of these so elusive ladies.... Come

this way.'

"He took us back along a plantain-groved street, and suddenly turned up

an alley that was little more than two gutters and a crack of sky

overhead between two broken-tiled roofs. It was a dilapidated, deserted

_ruelle_, and I was positively angry when Rangon pointed to a blistered

old _porte-cochère_ with a half-unhinged railing in front of it.

"'Is it that, your house?' he asked.

"'No,' says I, and 'No,' says Carroll ... and off we started again....

"But another half-hour brought us back to the same place, and Carroll

scratched his head.

"'Who lives there, anyway?' he said, glowering at the _porte-cochère_,

chin forward, hands in pockets.

"'Nobody,' says Rangon, as much as to say 'look at it!' 'M'sieu then

meditates taking it?'...

"Then I struck in, quite out of temper by this time.

"'How much would the rent be?' I asked, as if I really thought of taking

the place just to get back at him.

"He mentioned something ridiculously small in the way of francs.

"'One might at least see the place,' says I. 'Can the key be got?'

"He bowed. The key was at the baker's, not a hundred yards away, he

said....

"We got the key. It was the key of the inner wooden door--that grid of

rusty iron didn't need one--it came clean off its single hinge when

Carroll touched it. Carroll opened, and we stood for a moment motioning

to one another to step in. Then Rangon went in first, and I heard him

murmur 'Pardon, Mesdames.'...

"Now this is the odd part. We passed into a sort of vestibule or hall,

with a burst lead pipe in the middle of a dry tank in the centre of it.

There was a broad staircase rising in front of us to the first floor, and

double doors just seen in the half-light at the head of the stairs. Old

tubs stood against the walls, but the palms and aloes in them were

dead--only a cabbage-stalk or two--and the rusty hoops lay on the ground

about them. One tub had come to pieces entirely and was no more than a

heap of staves on a pile of spilt earth. And everywhere, everywhere was

dust--the floor was an inch deep in dust and old plaster that muffled our

footsteps, cobwebs hung like old dusters on the walls, a regular goblin's

tatter of cobwebs draped the little bracket inside the door, and the

wrought-iron of the hand-rail was closed up with webs in which not even a

spider moved. The whole thing was preposterous....

"'It is possible that for even a less rental--'

"Rangon murmured, dragging his forefinger across the hand-rail and

leaving an inch-deep furrow....

"'Come upstairs,' said I suddenly....

"Up we went. All was in the same state there. A clutter of stuff came

down as I pushed at the double doors of the _salon_, and I had to strike

a stinking French sulphur match to see into the room at all. Underfoot

was like walking on thicknesses of flannel, and except where we put

our feet the place was as printless as a snowfield--dust, dust, unbroken

grey dust. My match burned down....

"'Wait a minute--I've a _bougie_,' said Carroll, and struck the wax

match....

"There were the old sconces, with never a candle-end in them. There was

the large oval mirror, but hardly reflecting Carroll's match for the

dust on it. And the broken chairs were there, all gutless, and the

rickety old round table....

"But suddenly I darted forward. Something new and bright on the table

twinkled with the light of Carroll's match. The match went out, and by

the time Carroll had lighted another I had stopped. I wanted Rangon to

see what was on the table....

"'You'll see by my footprints how far from that table _I've_ been,' I

said. 'Will you pick it up?'

"And Rangon, stepping forward, picked up from the middle of the table--my

cigarette case."

* * * * *

Loder had finished. Nobody spoke. For quite a minute nobody spoke, and

then Loder himself broke the silence, turning to me.

"Make anything of it?" he said.

I lifted my eyebrows. "Only your _vigneron's_ explanation--" I began, but

stopped again, seeing that wouldn't do.

"_Any_body make anything of it?" said Loder, turning from one to another.

I gathered from Smith's face that he thought one thing might be made of

it--namely, that Loder had invented the whole tale. But even Smith

didn't speak.

"Were any English ladies ever found to have lived in the place--murdered,

you know--bodies found and all that?" young Marsham asked diffidently,

yearning for an obvious completeness.

"Not that we could ever learn," Loder replied. "We made inquiries

too.... So you all give it up? Well, so do I...."

And he rose. As he walked to the door, myself following him to get his

hat and stick, I heard him humming softly the lines--they are from

_Oft in the Stilly Night_--

"_I seem like one who treads alone

Some banquet-hall deserted,

Whose guests are fled, whose garlands dead,

And all but he--departed!_"

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