I developed the plate. The obliteration now seemed complete.

But Benlian seemed dissatisfied.

"There's something wrong somewhere," he said. "It isn't so perfect as

that yet--I can feel within me it isn't. It's merely that your camera

isn't strong enough to find me, Pudgie."

"I'll get another in the morning," I cried.

"No," he answered. "I know something better than that. Have a cab here by

ten o'clock in the morning, and we'll go somewhere."

By half-past ten the next morning we had driven to a large hospital, and

had gone down a lot of steps and along corridors to a basement room.

There was a stretcher couch in the middle of the room, and all manner of

queer appliances, frames of ground glass, tubes of glass blown into

extraordinary shapes, a dynamo, and a lot of other things all about. A

couple of doctors were there too, and Benlian was talking to them.

"We'll try my hand first," Benlian said by-and-by.

He advanced to the couch, and put his hand under one of the frames of

ground glass. One of the doctors did something in a corner. A harsh

crackling filled the room, and an unearthly, fluorescent light shot and

flooded across the frame where Benlian's hand was. The two doctors

looked, and then started back. One of them gave a cry. He was sickly

white.

"Put me on the couch," said Benlian.

I and the doctor who was not ill lifted him on the canvas stretcher. The

green-gleaming frame of fluctuating light was passed over the whole of

his body. Then the doctor ran to a telephone and called a colleague....

We spent the morning there, with dozens of doctors coming and going. Then

we left. All the way home in the cab Benlian chuckled to himself.

"That scared 'em, Pudgie!" he chuckled. "A man they can't X-ray--that

scared 'em! We must put that down in the diary--"

"Wasn't it ripping!" I chuckled back.

He kept a sort of diary or record. He gave it to me afterwards, but

they've borrowed it. It was as big as a ledger, and immensely valuable,

I'm sure; they oughtn't to borrow valuable things like that and not

return them. The laughing that Benlian and I have had over that diary!

It fooled them all--the clever X-ray men, the artists of the academies,

everybody! Written on the fly-leaf was "_To My Pudgie_." I shall publish

it when I get it back again.

Benlian had now got frightfully weak; it's awfully hard work, passing

yourself. And he had to take a little milk now and then or he'd have

died before he had quite finished. I didn't bother with miniatures any

longer, and when angry letters came from my employers we just put them

into the fire, Benlian and I, and we laughed--that is to say, I laughed,

but Benlian only smiled, being too weak to laugh really. He'd lots of

money, so that was all right; and I slept in his studio, to be there for

the passing.

And that wouldn't be very long now, I thought; and I was always looking

at the statue. Things like that (in case you don't know) have to be done

gradually, and I supposed he was busy filling up the inside of it and

hadn't got to the outside yet--for the statue was much the same to look

at. But, reckoning off his sips of milk and snatches of sleep, he was

making splendid progress, and the figure must be getting very full now.

I was awfully excited, it was getting so near....

And then somebody came bothering and nearly spoiling all. It's odd, but I

really forget exactly what it was. I only know there was a funeral, and

people were sobbing and looking at me, and somebody said I was callous,

but somebody else said, "No, look at him," and that it was just the other

way about. And I think I remember, now, that it wasn't in London, for I

was in a train; but after the funeral I dodged them, and found myself

back at Euston again. They followed me, but I shook them off. I locked my

own studio up, and lay as quiet as a mouse in Benlian's place when they

came hammering at the door....

* * * * *

And now I must come to what you'll called the finish--though it's awfully

stupid to call things like that "finishes."

I'd slipped into my own studio one night--I forget what for; and I'd gone

quietly, for I knew they were following me, those people, and would catch

me if they could. It was a thick, misty night, and the light came

streaming up through Benlian's roof window, with the shadows of the

window-divisions losing themselves like dark rays in the fog. A lot of

hooting was going on down the river, steamers and barges.... Oh, I know

what I'd come into my studio for! It was for those negatives. Benlian

wanted them for the diary, so that it could be seen there wasn't any

fake about the prints. For he'd said he would make a final spurt that

evening and get the job finished. It had taken a long time, but I'll bet

_you_ couldn't have passed _yourself_ any quicker.

When I got back he was sitting in the chair he'd hardly left for weeks,

and the diary was on the table by his side. I'd taken all the scaffolding

down from the statue, and he was ready to begin. He had to waste one last

bit of strength to explain to me, but I drew as close as I could, so that

he wouldn't lose much.

"Now, Pudgie," I just heard him say, "you've behaved splendidly, and

you'll be quite still up to the finish, won't you?"

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