Suddenly he asked: "What are you doing now?"

"I myself, do you mean? Oh, the firm. A railway job, past Pinner.

But we've a big contract coming on in the West End soon they might

want you for. They call it 'alterations,' but it's one of these big

shop-rebuildings."

"I'll come along."

"Oh, it isn't for a month or two yet."

"I don't mean that. I mean I'll come along to Pinner with you now,

to-night, or whenever you go."

"Oh!" I said.

I don't know that I specially wanted him. It's a little wearing, the

company of a chap like that. You never know what he's going to let you in

for next. But, as this didn't seem to occur to him, I didn't say

anything. If he really liked catching the last train down, a three-mile

walk, and then sharing a double-bedded room at a poor sort of alehouse

(which was my own programme), he was welcome. We walked a little farther;

then I told him the time of the train and left him.

He turned up at Euston, a little after twelve. We went down together. It

was getting on for one when we left the station at the other end, and

then we began the tramp across the Weald to the inn. A little to my

surprise (for I had begun to expect unaccountable behaviour from him) we

reached the inn without Rooum having dodged about changing places with

me, or having fallen cowering under a gorse-bush, or anything of

that kind. Our talk, too, was about work, not molecules and osmosis.

The inn was only a roadside beerhouse--I have forgotten its name--and all

its sleeping accomodation was the one double-bedded room. Over the head

of my own bed the ceiling was cut away, following the roof-line; and the

wallpaper was perfectly shocking--faded bouquets that made V's and A's,

interlacing everywhere. The other bed was made up, and lay across the

room.

I think I only spoke once while we were making ready for bed, and that

was when Rooum took from his black hand-bag a brush and a torn nightgown.

"That's what you always carry about, is it?" I remarked; and Rooum

grunted something: Yes ... never knew where you'd be next ... no harm,

was it? We tumbled into bed.

But, for all the lateness of the hour, I wasn't sleepy; so from my own

bag I took a book, set the candle on the end of the mantel, and began

to read. Mark you, I don't say I was much better informed for the reading

I did, for I was watching the V's on the wallpaper mostly--that, and

wondering what was wrong with the man in the other bed who had fallen

down at a touch in the subway. He was already asleep.

Now I don't know whether I can make the next clear to you. I'm quite

certain he was sound asleep, so that it wasn't just the fact that he

spoke. Even that is a little unpleasant, I always think, any sort of

sleep-talking; but it's a very queer sort of sensation when a man

actually answers a question that's put to him, knowing nothing whatever

about it in the morning. Perhaps I ought not to have put that question;

having put it, I did the next best thing afterwards, as you'll see in a

moment ... but let me tell you.

He'd been asleep perhaps an hour, and I woolgathering about the

wallpaper, when suddenly, in a far more clear and loud voice than he ever

used when awake, he said:

_"What the devil is it prevents me seeing him, then?"_

That startled me, rather, for the second time that evening; and I really

think I had spoken before I had fully realised what was happening.

"From seeing whom?" I said, sitting up in bed.

"Whom?... You're not attending. The fellow I'm telling you about, who

runs after me," he answered--answered perfectly plainly.

I could see his head there on the pillow, black and white, and his

eyes were closed. He made a slight movement with his arm, but that did

not wake him. Then it came to me, with a sort of start, what was

happening. I slipped half out of bed. Would he--would he?--answer

another question?... I risked it, breathlessly:

"Have you any idea who he is?"

Well, that too he answered.

"Who he is? The Runner?... Don't be silly. _Who else should it be?_"

With every nerve in me tingling, I tried again.

"What happens, then, when he catches you?"

This time, I really don't know whether his words were an answer or not;

they were these:

"To hear him catching you up ... and then padding away ahead again! All

right, all right ... but I guess it's weakening him a bit, too...."

Without noticing it, I had got out of bed, and had advanced quite to the

middle of the floor.

"What did you say his name was?" I breathed.

But that was a dead failure. He muttered brokenly for a moment, gave a

deep troubled sigh, and then began to snore loudly and regularly.

I made my way back to bed; but I assure you that before I did so I filled

my basin with water, dipped my face into it, and then set the candlestick

afloat in it, leaving the candle burning. I thought I'd like to have a

light.... It had burned down by morning. Rooum, I remember, remarked on

the silly practice of reading in bed.

Well, it was a pretty kind of obsession for a man to have, wasn't it?

Somebody running after him all the time, and then ... running on ahead?

And, of course, on a broad pavement there would be plenty of room for

this running gentleman to run round; but on an eight- or nine-inch kerb,

such as that of the new road out Lewisham way ... but perhaps he was a

jumping gentleman too, and could jump over a man's head. You'd think he'd

have to get past some way, wouldn't you?... I remember vaguely wondering

whether the name of that Runner was not Conscience; but Conscience isn't

a matter of molecules and osmosis....

One thing, however, was clear; I'd got to tell Rooum what I'd learned:

for you can't get hold of a fellow's secrets in ways like that. I lost

no time about it. I told him, in fact, soon after we'd left the inn the

next morning--told him how he'd answered in his sleep.

And--what do you think of this?--he seemed to think I ought to have

guessed it! _Guessed_ a monstrous thing like that!

"You're less clever than I thought, with your books and that, if you

didn't," he grunted.

"But ... Good God, man!"

"Queer, isn't it? But you don't know the queerest ..."

He pondered for a moment, and then suddenly put his lips to my ear.

"I'll tell you," he whispered. "_It gets harder every time_!... At first,

he just slipped through: a bit of a catch at my heart, like when you nod

off to sleep in a chair and jerk up awake again; and away he went. But

now it's getting grinding, sluggish; and the pain.... You'd notice, that

night on the road, the little check it gave me; that's past long since;

and last night, when I'd just braced myself up stiff to meet it, and you

tapped me on the shoulder ..." He passed the back of his hand over his

brow.

"I tell you," he continued, "it's an agony each time. I could scream at

the thought of it. It's oftener, too, now, and he's getting stronger. The

end-osmosis is getting to be ex-osmosis--is that right? Just let me tell

you one more thing--"

But I'd had enough. I'd asked questions the night before, but now--well,

I knew quite as much as, and more than, I wanted.

"Stop, please," I said. "You're either off your head, or worse. Let's

call it the first. Don't tell me any more, please."

"Frightened, what? Well, I don't blame you. But what would _you_ do?"

"I should see a doctor; I'm only an engineer," I replied.

"Doctors?... Bah!" he said, and spat.

I hope you see how the matter stood with Rooum. What do you make of it?

Could you have believed it--_do_ you believe it?... He'd made a nearish

guess when he'd said that much of our knowledge is giving names to things

we know nothing about; only rule-of-thumb Physics thinks everything's

explained in the Manual; and you've always got to remember one thing:

You can call it Force or what you like, but it's a certainty that things,

solid things of wood and iron and stone, would explode, just go off in a

puff into space, if it wasn't for something just as inexplicable as that

that Rooum said he felt in his own person. And if you can swallow that,

it's a relatively small matter whether Rooum's light-footed Familiar

slipped through him unperceived, or had to struggle through obstinately.

You see now why I said that "a queer thing overtook Rooum."

More: I saw it. This thing, that outrages reason--I saw it happen. That

is to say, I saw its effects, and it was in broad daylight, on an

ordinary afternoon, in the middle of Oxford Street, of all places. There

wasn't a shadow of doubt about it. People were pressing and jostling

about him, and suddenly I saw him turn his head and listen, as I'd seen

him before. I tell you, an icy creeping ran all over my skin. I fancied I

felt it approaching too, nearer and nearer.... The next moment he had

made a sort of gathering of himself, as if against a gust. He stumbled

and thrust--thrust with his body. He swayed, physically, as a tree sways

in a wind; he clutched my arm and gave a loud scream. Then, after

seconds--minutes--I don't know how long--he was free again.

And for the colour of his face when by-and-by I glanced at it ... well, I

once saw a swarthy Italian fall under a sunstroke, and _his_ face was

much the same colour that Rooum's negro face had gone; a cloudy, whitish

green.

"Well--you've seen it--what do you think of it?" he gasped presently,

turning a ghastly grin on me.

But it was night before the full horror of it had soaked into me.

Soon after that he disappeared again. I wasn't sorry.

* * * * *

Our big contract in the West End came on. It was a time-contract, with

all manner of penalty clauses if we didn't get through; and I assure

you that we were busy. I myself was far too busy to think of Rooum.

It's a shop now, the place we were working at, or rather one of these

huge weldings of fifty shops where you can buy anything; and if you'd

seen us there... but perhaps you did see us, for people stood up on the

tops of omnibuses as they passed, to look over the mud-splashed hoarding

into the great excavation we'd made. It was a sight. Staging rose on

staging, tier on tier, with interminable ladders all over the steel

structure. Three or four squat Otis lifts crouched like iron turtles on

top, and a lattice-crane on a towering three-cornered platform rose a

hundred and twenty feet into the air. At one end of the vast quarry

was a demolished house, showing flues and fireplaces and a score of

thicknesses of old wallpaper; and at night--they might well have stood up

on the tops of the buses! A dozen great spluttering violet arc-lights

half-blinded you; down below were the watchmen's fires; overhead, the

riveters had their fire-baskets; and in odd corners naphtha-lights

guttered and flared. And the steel rang with the riveters' hammers, and

the crane-chains rattled and clashed.... There's not much doubt in _my_

mind, it's the engineers who are the architects nowadays. The chaps who

think they're the architects are only a sort of paperhangers, who hang

brick and terra-cotta on our work and clap a pinnacle or two on top--but

never mind that. There we were, sweating and clanging and navvying, till

the day shift came to relieve us.

And I ought to say that fifty feet above our great gap, and from end to

end across it, there ran a travelling crane on a skeleton line, with

platform, engine, and wooden cab all compact in one.

It happened that they had pitched in as one of the foremen some fellow or

other, a friend of the firm's, a rank duffer, who pestered me incessantly

with his questions. I did half his work and all my own, and it hadn't

improved my temper much. On this night that I'm telling about, he'd been

playing the fool with his questions as if a time-contract was a sort of

summer holiday; and he'd filled me up to that point that I really can't

say just when it was that Rooum put in an appearance again. I think I had

heard somebody mention his name, but I'd paid no attention.

Well, our Johnnie Fresh came up to me for the twentieth time that night,

this time wanting to know something about the overhead crane. At that

I fairly lost my temper.

"What ails the crane?" I cried. "It's doing its work, isn't it? Isn't

everybody doing their work except you? Why can't you ask Hopkins? Isn't

Hopkins there?"

"I don't know," he said.

"Then," I snapped, "in that particular I'm as ignorant as you, and I hope

it's the only one."

But he grabbed my arm.

"Look at it now!" he cried, pointing; and I looked up.

Either Hopkins or somebody was dangerously exceeding the speed-limit. The

thing was flying along its thirty yards of rail as fast as a tram, and

the heavy fall-blocks swung like a ponderous kite-tail, thirty feet

below. As I watched, the engine brought up within a yard of the end of

the way, the blocks crashed like a ram into the broken house end,

fetching down plaster and brick, and then the mechanism was reversed. The

crane set off at a tear back.

"Who in Hell ..." I began; but it wasn't a time to talk. "_Hi!_" I

yelled, and made a spring for a ladder.

The others had noticed it, too, for there were shouts all over the place.

By that time I was halfway up the second stage. Again the crane tore

past, with the massive tackle sweeping behind it, and again I heard the

crash at the other end. Whoever had the handling of it was managing

it skilfully, for there was barely a foot to spare when it turned again.

On the fourth platform, at the end of the way, I found Hopkins. He was

white, and seemed to be counting on his fingers.

"What's the matter here?" I cried.

"It's Rooum," he answered. "I hadn't stepped out of the cab, not a

minute, when I heard the lever go. He's running somebody down, he says;

he'll run the whole shoot down in a minute--look!..."

The crane was coming back again. Half out of the cab I could see Rooum's

mottled hair and beard. His brow was ribbed like a gridiron, and as he

ripped past one of the arcs his face shone like porcelain with the sweat

that bathed it.

"Now ... you!... Now, damn you!..." he was shouting.

"Get ready to board him when he reverses!" I shouted to Hopkins.

Just how we scrambled on I don't know. I got one arm over the

lifting-gear (which, of course, wasn't going), and heard Hopkins on

the other footplate. Rooum put the brakes down and reversed; again came

the thud of the fall-blocks; and we were speeding back again over the

gulf of misty orange light. The stagings were thronged with gaping men.

"Ready? Now!" I cried to Hopkins; and we sprang into the cab.

Hopkins hit Rooum's wrist with a spanner. Then he seized the lever,

jammed the brake down and tripped Rooum, all, as it seemed, in one

movement. I fell on top of Rooum. The crane came to a standstill

half-way down the line. I held Rooum panting.

But either Rooum was stronger than I, or else he took me very much

unawares. All at once he twisted clear from my grasp and stumbled on his

knees to the rear door of the cab. He threw up one elbow, and staggered

to his feet as I made another clutch at him.

"Keep still, you fool!" I bawled. "Hit him over the head, Hopkins!"

Rooum screamed in a high voice.

"Run him down--cut him up with the wheels--down, you!--down, I say!--Oh,

my God!... _Ha_!"

He sprang clear out from the crane door, well-nigh taking me with him.

I told you it was a skeleton line, two rails and a tie or two. He'd

actually jumped to the right-hand rail. And he was running along

it--running along that iron tightrope, out over that well of light and

watching men. Hopkins had started the travelling-gear, as if with some

insane idea of catching him; but there was only one possible end to it.

He'd gone fully a dozen yards, while I watched, horribly fascinated; and

then I saw the turn of his head....

He didn't meet it this time; he sprang to the other rail, as if to evade

it....

Even at the take-off he missed. As far as I could see, he made no attempt

to save himself with his hands. He just went down out of the field of

my vision. There was an awful silence; then, from far below ...

* * * * *

They weren't the men on the lower stages who moved first. The men above

went a little way down, and then they too stopped. Presently two of them

descended, but by a distant way. They returned, with two bottles of

brandy, and there was a hasty consultation. Two men drank the brandy off

there and then--getting on for a pint of brandy apiece; then they went

down, drunk.

I, Hopkins tells me, had got down on my knees in the crane cab, and was

jabbering away cheerfully to myself. When I asked him what I said,

he hesitated, and then said: "Oh, you don't want to know that, sir," and

I haven't asked him since.

What do _you_ make of it?

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