CHAPTER XLVIII.

DISSOLUTION.

It was now Mary's turn to feel that she was, for the first time in her

life, about to be cut adrift--adrift, that is, as a world is adrift, on

the surest of paths, though without eyes to see. For ten days or so,

she could form no idea of what she was likely or would like to do next.

But, when we are in such perplexity, may not the fact be accepted as

showing that decision is not required of us--perhaps just because our

way is at the moment being made straight for us?

Joseph called once or twice, but, for Letty's sake, they had no music.

As they met so seldom now, Mary, anxious to serve him as she could,

offered him the loan of some of her favorite books. He accepted it with

a gladness that surprised her, for she did not know how much he had of

late been reading.

One day she received an unexpected visit--from Mr. Brett, her lawyer.

He had been searching into the affairs of the shop, and had discovered

enough to make him uneasy, and indeed fill him with self-reproach that

he had not done so with more thoroughness immediately on her father's

death. He had come to tell her all he knew, and talk the matter over

with her, that they might agree what proceedings should be taken.

I will not weary myself or my readers with business detail, for which

kind of thing I have no great aptitude, and a good deal of

incapacitating ignorance; but content myself with the briefest

statement of the condition in which Mr. Brett found the affairs of Mr.

Turnbull.

He had been speculating in several companies, making haste to be rich,

and had periled and lost what he had saved of the profits of the

business, and all of Mary's as well that had not been elsewhere

secured. He had even trenched on the original capital of the firm, by

postponing the payment of moneys due, and allowing the stock to run

down and to deteriorate, and things out of fashion to accumulate, so

that the business had perceptibly fallen off. But what displeased Mary

more than anything was, that he had used money of her father's to

speculate with in more than one public-house; and she knew that, if in

her father's lifetime he had so used even his own, it would have been

enough to make him insist on dissolving partnership.

It was impossible to allow her money to remain any longer in the power

of such a man, and she gave authority to Mr. Brett to make the

necessary arrangements for putting an end to business relations between

them.

It was a somewhat complicated, therefore tedious business; and things

looked worse the further they were searched into. Unable to varnish the

facts to the experience of a professional eye, Mr. Turnbull wrote Mary

a letter almost cringing in its tone, begging her to remember the years

her father and he had been as brothers; how she had grown up in the

shop, and had been to him, until misunderstandings arose, into the

causes of which he could not now enter, in the place of a daughter; and

insisting that her withdrawal from it had had no small share in the

ruin of the business. For these considerations, and, more than all, for

the memory of her father, he entreated her to leave things as they

were, to trust him to see after the interests of the daughter of his

old friend, and not insist upon measures which must end in a forced

sale, in the shutting up of the shop of Turnbull and Marston, and the

disgracing of her father's name along with his.

Mary replied that she was acting by the advice of her father's lawyer,

and with the regard she owed her father's memory, in severing all

connection with a man in whom she no longer had confidence; and

insisted that the business must be wound up as soon as possible.

She instructed Mr. Brett, at the same time, that, if it could be

managed, she would prefer getting the shop, even at considerable loss,

into her own hands, with what stock might be in it, when she would

attempt to conduct the business on principles her father would have

approved, whereby she did not doubt of soon restoring it to repute.

While she had no intention, she said, of selling so _well_ as Mr.

Turnbull would fain have done, she believed she would soon be able to

buy to just as good advantage as he. It would be necessary, however, to

keep her desire a secret, else Mr. Turnbull would be certain to

frustrate it.

Mr. Brett approved of her plan, for he knew she was much respected, and

had many friends. Mr. Turnbull would be glad, he said, to give up the

whole to escape prosecution--that at least was how Mary interpreted his

somewhat technical statement of affairs between them.

The swindler wrote again, begging for an interview--which she declined,

except in the presence of her lawyer.

She made up her mind that she would not go near Testbridge till

everything was settled, and the keys of the shop in Mr. Brett's hands;

and remained, therefore, where she was--with Letty, who to keep her

company delayed her departure as long as she could without giving

offense at Thornwick.

A few days before Letty was at last compelled to leave, Jasper called,

and heard about as much as they knew themselves of their plans. When

Mary said to him she would miss her pupil, he smiled in a sort of

abstracted way, as if not quite apprehending what she said, which

seemed to Mary a little odd, his manners in essentials being those of a

gentleman, as judged by one a little more than a lady; for there is an

unnamed degree higher than the ordinary _lady_. So Mary was left

alone--more alone than she had ever been in her life. But she did not

feel lonely, for the best of reasons--that she never fancied herself

alone, but knew that she was not. Also she had books at her command,

being one of the few who can read; and there were picture-galleries to

go to, and music-lessons to be had. Of these last she crowded in as

many as her master could be persuaded to give her--for it would be

long, she knew, before she was able to have such again.

Joseph Jasper never came near her. She could not imagine why, and was

disappointed and puzzled. To know that Ann Byrom was in the house was

not a great comfort to her--she regarded so much that Mary loved as of

earth and not of heaven. God's world even she despised, because men

called it nature, and spoke of its influences. But Mary did go up to

see her now and then. Very different she seemed from the time when

first they were at work together over Hesper's twilight dress! Ever

since Mary had made the acquaintance of her brother, she seemed to have

changed toward her. Perhaps she was jealous; perhaps she believed Mary

was confirming him in his bad ways. Just where they were all three of

one mind--just _there_ her rudimentary therefore self-sufficient

religion shut them out from her sympathy and fellowship.

Alone, and with her time at her command, Mary was more inclined than

she had ever been, except for her father's company, to go to church.

The second Sunday after Letty left her, she went to the one nearest,

and in the congregation thought she saw Joseph. A week before, she

would have waited for him as he came out, but, now that he seemed to

avoid her, she would not, and went home neither comforted by the sermon

nor comfortable with herself. For the parson, instead of recognizing,

through all defects of the actual, the pattern after which God had made

man, would fain have him remade after the pattern of the middle-age

monk--a being far superior, no doubt, to the most of his

contemporaries, but as far from the beauty of the perfect man as the

mule is from that of the horse; and she was annoyed with herself that

she was annoyed with Joseph. It was the middle of summer before the

affairs of the firm were wound up, and the shop in the hands of the

London man whom Mr. Brett had employed in the purchase.

Lawyer as he was, however, Mr. Brett had not been sharp enough for

Turnbull. The very next day, a shop in the same street, that had been

to let for some time, displayed above its now open door the sign, _John

Turnbull, late_--then a very small of--_Turnbull and Marston;_

whereupon Mr. Brett saw the oversight of which he had been guilty.

There was nothing in the shop when it was opened, but that Turnbull

utilized for advertisement: he had so arranged, that within an hour the

goods began to arrive, and kept arriving, by every train, for days and

days after, while all the time he made public show of himself, fussing

about, the most triumphant man in the town. It made people talk, and if

not always as he would have liked to hear them talk, yet it was talk,

and, in the matter of advertisement, that is the main thing.

When it was told Mary, it gave her not the smallest uneasiness. She

only saw what had several times seemed on the point of arriving in her

father's lifetime. She would not have moved a finger to prevent it. Let

the two principles meet, with what result God pleased!

Whether he had suspected her design, and had determined to challenge

her before the public, I can not tell; but his wife's aversion to

shopkeeping was so great, that one who knew what sort of scene passed

because of it between them, would have expected that, but for some very

strong reason, he would have been glad enough to retire from that mode

of gaining a livelihood. As it was, things appeared to go on with them

just as before. They still inhabited the villa, the wife scornful of

her surroundings, and the husband driving a good horse to his shop

every morning. How he managed it all, nobody knew but himself, and

whether he succeeded or not was a matter of small interest to any

except his own family and his creditors. He was a man nowise beloved,

although there was something about him that carried simple people with

him--for his ends, not theirs. To those who alluded to the change, he

represented it as entirely his own doing, to be rid of the interference

of Miss Marston in matters of which she knew nothing. He knew well that

a confident lie has all the look of truth, and, while fact and

falsehood were disputing together in men's mouths, he would be selling

his drapery. The country people were flattered by the confidence he

seemed to put in them by this explanation, and those who liked him

before sought the new shop as they had frequented the old one.

Unlike most men, not to say lawyers, Mr. Brett was fully recognizant to

Mary of his oversight, and was not a little relieved to be assured she

would not have had the thing otherwise: she would gladly meet Mr.

Turnbull in a fair field--not that she would in the least acknowledge

or think of him as a rival; she would simply carry out her own ideas of

right, without regard to him or any measures he might take; the result

should be as God willed. Mr. Brett shook his head: he knew her father

of old, and saw the daughter prepared to go beyond the father. Theirs

were principles that did not come within the range of his practice! He

said to himself and his wife that the world could not go on for a

twelvemonth if such ways were to become universal: whether by the world

he meant his own profession, I will not inquire. Certainly he did not

make the reflection that the new ways are intended to throw out the old

ways; and the worst argument against any way is that the world can not

go on so; for that is just what is wanted--that the world should not go

on so. Mr. Brett nevertheless admired not only Mary's pluck, but the

business faculty which every moment she manifested: there is a holy way

of doing business, and, little as business men may think it, that is

the standard by which they must be tried; for their judge in business

affairs is not their own trade or profession, but the man who came to

convince the world concerning right and wrong and the choice between

them; or, in the older speech-to reprove the world of sin, and of

righteousness, and of judgment.

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