Drew waited until after Christmas before he took a decided part in the
affairs of Gaston and Joyce. Indeed he purposely avoided any information
regarding what was going on at the shack among the pines. He was
determined that St. Angé's first, true Christmas should be, as far as he
could make it, a perfect one; and it was one never to be forgotten. It
set a high standard; one from which the place was never again to fall
far below.
The snowstorm raged furiously for hours, and then the weather cleared
suddenly and gloriously.
Blue was the sky, and white the world. A stillness held all Nature, and
the intense cold was so disguised that even the wisest native was
misled.
Early on Christmas morning, right after the jolly family breakfast, Drew
called to Constance as she passed his study door:
"Connie, we cannot have Filmer with us, after all. He's gone away."
The girl stopped suddenly. Her arms were full of gifts, and her bright
face grew still.
"Where has he gone?" The question was put calmly, but with effort.
"It's quite a yarn, Con; can you come in?"
"I can hear from here, Ralph; go on."
"You know that rich old fellow on the Pacific Coast who has just died,
Jasper Filmer, the mining magnate?"
"Yes."
"He's was Jock's--father."
Drew heard a package drop from his sister's arms. She stooped and picked
it up. From his chair Drew saw that her face never changed expression.
"So then, Filmer did not take the trouble to change even his name?"
The voice was completely under control now.
"No. I imagine this was no case of the town-crier being sent out. When
the prodigal got ready to return, under prescribed conditions--the calf
was there."
"I see. And has he--has Jock accepted the--conditions?"
"He's gone to make--a big fight, Con. He will not take the fortune
unless he wins. Filmer's got some of the old man in him, I bet."
"Yes. Is--is his mother living? Has he any one to go to--out there?"
"No one, Con. From what he told me, I gathered that it was to be a fight
with the odds--against him."
There was a long pause. A package again dropped to the floor. The girl
outside stooped to gather it up; dropped two or three more, then
straightened herself with an impatient exclamation.
"He'll win out!" The words sounded like a rally call. With that the girl
fled down the hall, trilling the merriest sort of a Christmas tune.
At three o'clock St. Angé turned out in force, and set its face toward
the bungalow.
Leon Tate had decided that to put a cheerful front to the foe was the
wiser thing to do, so he closed the Black Cat and arrayed his oily
person in his best raiment, kept heretofore for the Government Inspector
and Hillcrest potentates, and drove his wife himself up to Drew's fête.
"Do you know," he said, as they started, "Brown Betty looks as played
out as if she had been druv instead of loafing in the stable."
"She do look beat," Isa agreed. "What's that in the bottom of the sled,
Tate?" she suddenly asked.
Tate picked it up.
"Now what do you think of that?" he grunted, and held the object out at
arm's length.
It was a baby's tiny sock; unworn, unsoiled. The little twisted foot
that had found shelter in it for so brief a time had not been a restless
foot.
"Give that to me," Isa said hoarsely, and tears stood in her grim eyes.
"What the--what does that--mean?"
"How should I know, Tate? But it set me thinking. Things often let loose
ideas, you know. This being Christmas--and the stable and the manger
and--and--the baby. It all fits in."
Tate looked at his wife in an almost frightened way.
"You mean"--he tried awkwardly to follow her confused words; "you
mean--a baby has been borned in--our manger?"
"Lord! Tate what are you thinking of? St. Angé may be wilder than
Bethlehem in some ways, but there ain't never been no baby borned in
_my_ manger."
"Then what in thunder do you mean?"
"Nothing, Tate"; and now the tears were actually falling from Isa's
eyes.
"I guess"--she strangled over her emotions--"I guess--it's more like--a
flight inter Egypt--than--than--a birthday party."
"Get up, Bet!" Tate was routed by the event. Finally he said slowly,
"See here, old woman, I'm going to look inter that--baby boot, and don't
you forget it. This ain't no time and place maybe, but Tate's going to
have his senses onter any job that takes his possessions for granted.
Give me--that flannel boot."
"Tate--I can't."
"Can't, hey?"
"Well then"--and the declaration of independence rang out--"I won't!"
"What!" Brown Betty leaped under the lash.
"It don't belong to me."
"Do you know who owns it?"
"I can--guess."
"Guess then, by thunder!"
"It--belonged--to--Joyce's poor little dead young-un."
"How in"--then Tate blanched, for superstition held his dull wits. "How
you 'spose it got there?"
"How can I tell, Tate? But I'll ask Joyce, to-morrer."
With that Leon had to be content.
The feast began at five. Long, long did the youth of St. Angé recall it
with fulness of heart and stomach. Yearningly did St. Angé womankind
hark back to it. It was the first time in their lives that they had not
prepared, and were not expected themselves to serve, a meal. They
forgot, in the rapture of repose, their new and splendid gowns--the
comfort wrapped their every sense.
"I was borned," poor Peggy confided to her neighbour, "to be a
constitootional setter, I think; but circumstances prevented. It's
curious enough how naterally I take the chance to set and set and enjoy
setting."
Mrs. Murphy smoothed her dark-green cashmere with reverent and caressing
hand.
"There's more than you, Mis' Falster," she said, "as is borned to what
they don't get, sure! Now me, fur instant, I find it easier nor what you
might think, to chew without my front teeth."
This made Billy Falstar laugh. It was the first genuine laugh the poor
boy had had for many an hour. Constance Drew heard it, and it did her
heart good. For Billy, pale, wide-eyed and laughless, was not in the
order of things as they should be. She looked at Ruth Dale and
whispered, "Billy is reviving with proper nourishment."
Ruth gave her a sympathetic smile. Ruth was, herself, working under
pressure, but she was successfully playing her part.
"His face was the only grim one here," she said. "Just look at Maggie,
Con!" To view Maggie was to forget any unpleasant thing.
Maggie Falstar was laying up for the future as a camel does for the
desert. Food and drink passed from sight under Maggie's manipulation
like a slight-of-hand performance, and through the effort, and above it,
the girl's expressionless face was bent over her plate.
The Christmas tree, later, was in the hall. The party staggered to it
from the dining room with anticipation befogged by a too, too heavy
meal. But St. Angé digestions were of sturdy fibre, and fulfilled joy
brought about quick relief.
Aunt Sally looked into the grateful eyes upturned toward the glittering
tree, and her own kind eyes were like stars.
It was Ruth Dale who had taught the children to sing, "There's a
Wonderful Tree," and the Christmas anthem now surprised and charmed the
older people.
Above the shrill, exultant voices, Ruth's clear tones rang firm and
true. Drew watched her from his place beside the tree, and his heart
ached for her. And yet--what strength and power she had. She so slight
and girlish. She had lost faith, and had had love wrenched from her. She
was bent upon a martyr's course, and yet she sang, with apparent abandon
of joy, the old Christmas song.
Constance Drew was an adept at prolonging pleasure and thereby
intensifying it. With the tree bowed with fruit, standing glorified
before them, the rapt company listened with amaze to Maggie Falstar as
she sniffled and hitched through a poem so distorted that the only
semi-intelligible words were: "An--snow--they--snelt--at--the manger,
lost in--reverent--raw."
This part of the programme affected Leon Tate in a most unlooked-for
manner.
"Say, Smith," he remarked to the station-agent, who was gazing at
Constance Drew with his lower jaw hanging, "that beats anything I ever
heard in the natural artistic line. Blood's bound to colour its
victims--do you remember Pete's mother?"
Tom Smith had forgotten the old lady.
"Well, as sure as I'm setting here, old Mis' Falster uster come inter
the Black Cat when she'd had more than was good for her out of the
tea-pot, and recite yards of poetry standing on a chair and holding to
the top of the screen. There hasn't been a hint of such a thing since
then till--"
But _the_ moment had come. The moment when the heart leaped to meet its
desire. The moment when the desire materialized, and the soul asked no
more.
Workworn faces quivered with happiness. Things that vanity had yearned
for, but stern necessity had denied, were held now in trembling hands:
precious gifts that one _could_ do without, but were all the more sacred
for that reason. Jewelry and pretty bits of useless neckwear, and gauzy
handkerchiefs.
Useless? No. For they were to win admiration that was all but dead, and
give sodden women an incentive to live up to them.
Little hungry-hearted children hugged dolls so beautiful, yet so human,
that nothing more could be asked. Boys, awkward and red, shook like
leaves as they fumbled with "buzzum pins" and gorgeous ties and fancy
vests.
Sleds, skates and books abounded, and St. Angé, on that sacred day,
revelled in the superfluous and the long-denied.
Constance Drew came upon Billy later, while games were in wild progress
in the hall and study, seated in a dark corner of the dining room
weeping as if his heart would break over a be-flowered vest and a rich
red tie.
"Billy!"
"Yes'm." Billy was too far gone to make pretence.
"Don't you like--what you have?"
"Gosh! Yes."
"Are you happy, dear?" The gentlest of hands touched the red head.
"Happy?" Billy blubbered; "I'm busting with it."
"Billy!" and now Constance spoke slowly, impressively, "I want to tell
you--something. It's something we have all thought out. It is, perhaps,
another Christmas gift for you, dear. I--am--going--away!"
"Going away?" Poor Billy accepted this Christmas offering with horrified
anguish.
"Going--"
"Wait, Billy, boy. When Christmas is all over and done with, I am--going
back to my other--home until next--summer. But Billy--I want a part of
St. Angé with me"--her eyes shone--"I have--been--so happy here--so
glad--and so different. I want something to make me remember--if I ever
_could_ forget. Billy, I want you to come with me. There are schools
there, dear. Hard work, and a bigger life--but it will make a man of
you, Billy, if the thing is in you, that I believe _is_ in you. It's
your chance down there, Billy, your best chance, I think, dear--and I'll
be there to help you--and to have you help me. Billy, will you come?"
Then Billy dropped the red tie and the be-flowered vest. Everything
seemed to fall from him, but a radiance that grew and grew. He tried to
speak, but failed. He put his hands out, but they trembled shamefully.
Then all in a heap Billy sank at Constance Drew's feet and hid his
throbbing head in the folds of her white silk gown.
The pale moon peeped through the wide window, and cast a strange gleam
over the tousled red head snuggled under the little, caressing hand. It
transformed a girlish face that was looking far, far beyond St. Angé's
calm and peace. The vision the girl saw was battle. Life's battle. Not
little Billy's alone, though God knew that was to be no light matter.
Not even Filmer's lonely struggle, but her own. Her fight against
Convention and Preconceived Ideas. Against all that Always Had Been with
What Was Now To Be.
But as the far-seeing eyes gazed into the future, they softened until
the tears mingled with Billy's on the already much-stained silken gown.
"Billy-boy, we're crying. I wonder--what for?"
"Because," Billy's mouth was full of that silken gown; "because you and
me is so plum chuck-full of happiness we're nigh to busting."
"Oh! Billy, is that really it, really?"
Billy looked up from his shrine.
"Ain't we?" he said solemnly.
"Billy--I--believe--we--are."
Late that night, standing alone by his study window, Drew's tired eyes
travelled over his parish. His people had gone. They were his people at
last. God-given, as he had been God-sent. He would work with them and
for them. He would live day by day, and not look to the eventide. He
would--then he looked down the moonlighted road to the stretch on beyond
the house, where the snow lay unbroken on the way up to Gaston's shack.
A tall, strong figure was striding into the emptiness. A man's form,
swinging and full of purpose. It was--John Dale himself going up to meet
his fate.
There was no light of welcome in the shack among the pines. All was dark
and lifeless. Drew started back. Humanity seemed to urge him to follow
that lonely figure and be within call should his help be needed. Second
thought killed the desire.
The man plunging ahead in the night was a strong man. A man who through
sorrow, sin and shame, had hewed his way to his own place. No one could
help him in this hour that awaited him. He must go up to the Mount
bearing his own cross--and accept the outcome according as his
preparation for the ordeal had fitted him.
It was ten o'clock of the following day, when Drew was roused from his
reading beside the study fire by a sharp knock on the door.
He was beginning, lately, to regard this room of his as a kind of
Confessional, and every knock interested him.
"Come!" he called.
Gaston strode in. Whatever the night had meant to him, his face bore
little trace of anything but stern purpose.
"Good morning, Drew," he said quietly. "Joyce Lauzoon has left my house.
Can you tell me anything about her?"
"Very little, Gaston." The onslaught, so direct and unerring, rather
took Drew's breath, but he caught himself in time. "Lay off your coat,"
he said cordially, "and draw up to the fire. The cold seems to be
increasing."
Gaston flung hat and coat from him, and pulled a chair nearer the blaze.
"It will continue to grow colder from now on until the break-up. Drew, I
cannot waste time, nor have I any inclination to mince matters. I know
that you have, in no small measure, influenced Joyce Lauzoon's thought.
I know she has spoken of the effect of your words upon her life and,
finding her gone upon my return, I naturally come to you thinking that
perhaps--and from the highest motives--you may have said something to
her that has led her to take this step.
"Whatever has been said, has been said by some one who could affect her
as one speaking, if you can understand, from my side of the question. No
one else could have any power over her."
"Gaston, I have not seen, nor have I had any communication with Joyce
Lauzoon, since you left this last time. While you were away before, she
came to me, and I talked with her as I felt should, under the
circumstances."
"I know all about that"; a sharp line formed on Gaston's forehead; "it
was indirectly on account of that conversation between you that I left
so abruptly again. Pardon me, Drew, but don't you think your aunt or
your sister--might have followed up your line of argument by--their
own?"
Drew flushed scarlet.
"I am quite sure they did not," he said emphatically.
"I've got to find her, Drew"; Gaston breathed hard; "none of you
understand the situation in the least."
"Perhaps we do, Gaston." The minister-instinct rose within the weak man,
and gave him the sudden dignity that had always impressed Jock Filmer.
For the life of him Gaston could not despise the young fellow. There
was courage of purpose and conviction that ennobled his frail body. It
was no easy thing, Gaston felt sure, for him to place himself and his
youth in this attitude toward a man older than he. It was undeniable
Drew lost sight of himself every time he accepted the demands of his
profession,--and the renunciation won respect.
"See here Drew, I do not often give my confidence. It does not often
appear necessary, and I think nine times out of ten it complicates
matters instead of solving mysteries, but I'm going to speak quite
openly to you--for Joyce's sake. It would not make any difference to
others--they think she deserves punishment for appearing to deserve it,
but I believe you will be able to comprehend the difference and perhaps
help me to help her.
"Up to the night when she told me that she had seen you, and that your
conversation had emphasized some doubts of her own--she had been to me,
first a poor hounded creature, then, a striving, high-minded girl
endeavouring to free herself from the bondage of evil that had been her
inheritance. I'm not going to speak of myself in the matter, only so far
as to say that my own life, under different environment, has been
such--that I understood; I undertook the--task of helping her! Whatever
of temptation cropped up now and then, was strangled for her sake
always,--sometimes for my own, too--it died at last, and I was enabled
to serve her with single purpose.
"What that task has meant to me--I cannot expect any living soul to
understand. I was very lonely. I never looked for reward nor recompense.
It was--I thought it was--enough in itself. But something had been going
on that was no part of my plan. Like a revelation it came to me, that
last evening I spent at home--that she was a splendid woman; and I knew
that I loved her!
"That was why I went away. I went to find Jude Lauzoon. I meant to free
her, and marry her. Her love has always been mine. This may make no
difference--perhaps you cannot believe it--but it's God's truth, and now
you see why I must have her."
Drew had never shifted his gaze from the speaker's face. Conflicting
emotions tore him--but there was no doubt in his heart, now, of Gaston.
"In your profession, Drew," Gaston saw that he had gained his point,
"you do not want to condone sin, but you want to understand the sinner
as well as possible; and, Drew, you may take my word for it--I'm not in
an overwhelming minority."
For a moment Drew tried to speak and failed. Every expression of his
true thought seemed inadequate and futile. Presently he stretched his
hand across the little space that divided him from his companion.
"Gaston," he said, "I thank you. It does make a difference. It
makes--all the difference in the world."
His thin, blue-veined hand fell upon Gaston's strong, brown one, which
lay spread upon the chairarm.
Gaston did not flinch under the touch. He did not seem to notice it.
"Drew," he continued after a long pause, "it will help me--to find her,
perhaps, if you tell me the little that you know. I am not going to let
her slip if I have to hunt every inch of the woods for her. You must see
that there is danger in every moment's delay.
"Can you tell me if any one has seen her and talked with her who might
influence her from an--outside point of view?"
Drew was sorely perplexed. He realized that Ruth's wild description of
her encounter with Joyce had left many unexplained points. Evidently
Joyce herself had, in some way, learned more of Gaston's past than Drew
had at first supposed. Then, to tell Gaston, even in his trouble, that a
guest of his, Drew's, had gone into the other's home and caused this
calamity, was too cold-blooded a thing to do, without due consideration.
He knew, better than his companion did, that if Joyce had carried out
her intention, there was no need of haste.
Gaston was looking keenly at him.
"You are keeping something from me, Drew," he said slowly, "and you have
a reason for doing so?"
"Yes, Gaston, I am; and I have."
The further he became involved, the more hopeless the position became to
Drew. Gaston was seeking to solve Joyce Lauzoon's problem and his own,
without the test of Ruth Dale. Not only Ruth's confession as to Joyce,
but Ruth herself must enter into Gaston's future plan of action.
"You know, Drew, who went to my house?"
"Yes; I know that Joyce had a visitor who might have influenced her to
take this step; but I have reason to believe that Joyce did not act upon
this other's initiative entirely. She had certain knowledge of her own
that--urged the course she has taken."
"That is impossible!" Gaston's eyes flashed. Recalling that last scene
with Joyce, he could not doubt her simple faithfulness--unless that
faith of hers had been turned into a channel which she fondly believed
was for his greater good. Nothing could change Joyce Lauzoon. Whatever
had been the cause, Gaston knew, she had forgotten herself in her
decision.
"I am--sure I am right, Gaston."
"And you refuse to tell me who has seen her?" A slow anger was mounting
in Gaston.
Before Drew could reply, a merry call from the hall smote both men into
dead silence.
"Ruthie! Ruth Dale, where are you? Come, let's go and see how things
look the morning after?"
Constance Drew had given Gaston his answer. By the magic of that name
she had connected the Past and the Present. The shock was tremendous,
but Gaston bore it with only a tightening of the lips to show the agony
he was enduring.
Presently an aimless question broke the unendurable stillness of the
room.
"Who--is--that, Drew?"
"Ruth Dale--your brother's widow."
"So--he is dead?" At such vital times in life, the mind leaps over
chasms of events, and takes much for granted.
"Yes; he died a year ago."
"How long--have you known, Drew--about him and me?"
"Only a few nights ago. He was my friend for a comparatively few
years--but he was--a dear friend!" Drew spoke as if defence were
necessary.
"I wonder--how much you _do_ know, Drew?" Gaston's face quivered. He
began to understand Joyce's soul-struggle.
"Everything, Dale," the name clung uncertainly upon the speaker's lips;
"everything--vital. Philip confessed--the week before he died."
Both men lowered their eyes. They dared not face each other for a
moment.
The fire crackled and the clock ticked. Every sense was sharpened and
quickened in Dale until it was painful.
Objects in the room stood out clearly to his uncaring sight; the snap of
the fire, the tick of the clock smote like separate reports upon his
hearing; and while he lived he was to recall, when he smelled burning
pine, this tense moment. Presently he rose unsteadily and reached out
for his coat and hat like a blind man.
"Well, Drew," he said, making an effort to speak evenly, "there doesn't
seem to be anything more to say. I am going. Good-bye."
"Dale--where are you going?" Drew was beside him.
"I'm going to try and find--Joyce Lauzoon."
"She--has--gone--to--her husband! He sent for her--and she went." Drew
spoke with an effort; but before the look on John Dale's face, he
staggered back. Hopeless rage, defeated desire blanched and fired in
turn the strong features. Then without a word Dale strode from the
room.