If man is incapable of estimating the full degree of a visitation

of evil, so also is he equally at fault in appreciating his present

advantages, until he be suddenly deprived of them. So it fell in this

matter of Hiridia's removal, whose unhappy consequences to myself only

emerged gradually after the event. Until a few weeks ago I could never

have believed that Hiridia's companionship had been of such vital help

to me or had so sweetened my royal existence. I had been accustomed

to regard my erstwhile tutor rather as a favoured page whom it amused

me to confide in, to mystify, to scold, or to twit as might suit my

passing whim. That I should have deeply regretted his departure I was

quite ready to admit; but I never anticipated the serious nature of my

loss till that loss was effected. A veritable portion of myself seemed

to have been lopped away by this devilish scheme; whilst the haunting

thought that the poor boy--for I made scant allowance for his thirty

years now fulfilled--was almost certainly sobbing out his faithful and

affectionate heart in a hateful prison, only served to fan the flame

of my torment. Yet I was helpless and powerless, and could only await

the approach of the solstice, when the expected bath in the Fountain of

Rejuvenation might possibly brace my brain for some successful plan of

action.

III

Happily this ceremony was not many weeks distant, and its approach

afforded me some objective, however uncertain and inadequate, for

fixing my hopes in the future. The lassitude too that usually preceded

this half-yearly reinvigorating process had appeared rather earlier

than its wont, so that the physical weariness and languor were already

rendering my brain less active and thereby indirectly supplying me with

some measure of relief from my tense anxiety. I continued to perform

my daily duties in the judgment halls of the city, but otherwise I

ceased to leave the palace during this time of ineffable loneliness and

humiliation. To fill Hiridia's vacant place of chamberlain I nominated

Zulàr, and likewise selected another equerry. With my daily routine

thus proceeding outwardly much as usual, I relied on my being left

in peace throughout the intervening weeks before the coming of the

solstice. But herein I was grievously mistaken in supposing that the

machinations of my enemies had been even temporarily suspended, as the

following incident can testify.

I was in the habit, especially during the hot weather, of sitting in

the palace gardens to meditate. Now, in my case, this daily custom of

meditation supplied the place of reading, and with constant practice

it was interesting to find how excellent a substitute for books it

became in course of time. For I had gradually grown to appreciate

the luxury of solitary thought to such an extent that I should have

lamented the cessation of these opportunities as many an earth-born

mortal would regard his deprivation of all printed matter. "He is

never alone who is accompanied by noble thoughts," and inasmuch as I

felt myself in the cue for tragedy, poetry, comedy or pure fantasy, so

I had grown an adept in attaching my prevailing humour to the trend

of my musings. Thus I passed long hours of solitary communing in a

world of my own peopled with my intimate aspirations, ideals, conceits

and fancies. My favourite spot for the practice of these cerebral

gymnastics, if I may so describe them, was a certain shady corner of

the palace gardens which terminated in a semicircular marble bench

backed by a close-clipped hedge of bay and daphne. The path leading

hither was likewise lined with thick walls of aromatic verdure, so

that the air was often odorous with the clinging scent of aleagnis

and allspice. Overhead the branches of taller trees had been artfully

pleached, whilst the young leaves of the topmost boughs in opposition

to the fierce beams of the invading sunlight caused a soft golden haze

to brood in the sylvan vaulting of this green alley. As I lay on my

marble couch I used to note the penetrating shafts of sunshine discover

the knots of golden wire that bound together these over-arching

limbs, exposing the artificial origin of the bower and reminding me of

Leonardo da Vinci's _Arbour of Love_ with its gilded true-lovers' knots

that still flourishes in one of the vaulted chambers of the Sforzas'

gloomy citadel in Milan. True, I used to miss in my leafy Meleagrian

lair the mocking fauns and nymphs of Boboli and Borghese, who seemed

set on their stone pedestals to watch with sly glances as to whether

Christian mortals would behave with more decorum than themselves in

those delicious and provocative groves, where in primitive days they

were

"Wont to clasp their loves at noontide,

Close as lovers clasp at night,"

with none to call aloud Halt! or Fie! To make amends for the absence

of these simulacra of the jolly pagan life of Herthus, there was a

fountain hidden somewhere behind the bosky screens, which allowed its

water to flow in a series of cadences and pauses and arpeggios, so that

it sung a lullaby that was by no means monotonous to the surrounding

thickets and to any stray inhabitant thereof.

Here I used to expend many an hour in perfect solitude, seeking repose

and release from the canker of anxiety, trying more or less effectually

to emulate the advice of the poet and to annihilate my entity to a

green thought in a green shade.

It was on a hot afternoon that after the midday meal I sought as usual

my cherished retreat, wherein I seated myself according to my custom,

appreciating at once the melody of the unseen fountain, the droning of

the bees in the scented bloom without and the amber radiance caught

in the interwoven branches overhead. Lying thus, I sought to hit on

some apposite theme whereon to concentrate my powers of meditation.

But the jaded brain and the perturbed mind to-day refused to permit

me any relief from the engrossing melancholy of my present situation.

Thus I sat limp and despairing on my bench, utterly oblivious of the

passage of time and only dimly conscious of the amenities of art and

nature wherewith I was surrounded. From this drowsy mood of reflection

I was suddenly recalled by a rustling sound close beside me. With ears

alert I heard the sound increase, and a moment later descried the thick

wall of box and laurel tremble and then divide so as to allow the

figure of a young female to emerge from its depths. In sheer amazement

I continued to stare, grasping every detail of the intruder's face

and dress, as she gracefully extricated her form out of the detaining

undergrowth. She was taller and slighter in build than the average

type of her sex in Meleager; her skin was considerably fairer and of

an elegant pallor; her hair had glints of gold and chestnut to relieve

its blackness; her eyes were like beryls. Clad in her green robe

and coif she certainly appeared a natural incarnation, a veritable

hamadryad, amidst these secluded groves which had just produced her.

Instinctively I realised she was no true native of Meleager; her

figure, her eyes, her skin, her gestures were not those of my subjects;

on the contrary, there was a subtle but pervading suggestion that this

interloper was of the Earth. Was she then the daughter, or possibly the

descendant, of some predecessor of mine in this perilous throne who had

risked his crown in an amorous adventure? Who was she? Whence was she?

Why was she here? Such questions naturally chased one another across

my perplexed brain, but the third of them at least the new-comer was

evidently only too anxious to explain. I myself was the goal and aim

of her present vagary, for still crouching low she writhed towards my

feet, which she proceeded to clasp, whilst with tears in her beautiful

eyes and breakings of her rich tender voice she began to implore my

protection.

Beset thus unawares, I could do no less than listen to the rambling

tale of woe and injustice her parted rosy lips delivered; how she had

managed to escape from the hateful tutelage of the priestesses of

the Sun; how she knew she could rely on my assistance; and how many

sanctuaries of easy concealment existed in the purlieus of the palace.

All the while this torrent of entreaty, flattery and self-commiseration

was being poured forth in an unbroken stream, my suppliant contrived

to edge nearer and nearer to myself, half-rising from her knees and

lifting her shapely white arms to the level of my shoulders. There

was an influence, an aroma about her that vaguely suggested the

women of my own planet. I realised the existence of some indefinable

link between my own nature and hers, something of the Earth earthy,

and therefore inestimably precious here in Meleager. A warm current

of human sympathy and magnetic attraction seemed to be circulating

around me. One moment, one second more, and I felt we should be locked

together in one another's arms, we two hapless dwellers on Meleager

belonging of right to another world and meeting in an alien planet. One

second more, and we two waifs of different sexes would have been caught

in an embrace of commingled sorrow and devotion, caring naught for

the dangers ahead and happy only in our new-found union of congenial

souls. The bewitching face, with eyes that sparkled through the film

of tears and with radiant youth lurking in their wells of light, was

almost touching my own, when there flashed before me a vision rather

than a thought of my impending danger. I glimpsed a sensation of orbs

vigilant and sinister, multitudinous as the eyes in the peacock's

tail, usurping the places of the leaves around me; the playing water's

chant turned into a sudden note of terrified warning and entreaty; the

golden haze above grew lurid. With supreme energy I knit my remaining

strength together, as I battled with the temptation to surrender. My

bodily powers rose in obedience to my guiding brain, and extricating

myself none too gently from the already twining arms of the maiden, I

caught her with my right palm a resounding box on the ear which echoed

through that sylvan silence. At the same moment I shouted aloud, and

leaped to my feet. It was as if scales had fallen from my mental eyes,

for I could sense, even if I could not actually see the enclosing

hedges filled with spies, some of whom were hurrying stealthily hence,

whilst others were preparing to enter the alley in as natural a manner

as they could assume. These latter came forward sheepishly and stood

before me, as I pointed to the grovelling form of the girl who was now

weeping violently at my feet. Whose duty was it, I asked, to prevent

strange women from invading these gardens and disturbing the noontide

repose of the Child of the Sun? As to my late reception of the charmer,

even assuming that every motion of mine had been carefully observed by

this battalion of eavesdroppers, there could be no question as to the

final rebuff her advances had encountered. Her shriek of dismay and

the scarlet flush on her pale cheek were at least sufficient witnesses

of the fact that I had not fallen into the trap that had been so

elaborately prepared for my ensnaring. Without proof positive I had

good reason to imagine that many of the persons concealed in the bushes

were not spies at all, but admirers and supporters of my own, who had

been specially invited hither to test my fallibility. If such were the

case, the Arch-priest and his satellites must have received a distinct

shock over this conspicuous miscarriage of their scheme concocted for

the express purpose of alienating and disgusting those members of the

council who upheld my honour and integrity.

Quivering with an anger that I did not attempt to dissemble, I left the

open-mouthed group beside the girl who was still sobbing hysterically

on the ground. As for her, why should I waste a tittle of compassion on

her misfortune? Are not all creatures and tools of cunning politicians

always treated with contumely both by employers and unmaskers when

their ignoble missions fail? With indignant mien therefore I strode

from the gardens and retired to the palace, where I gave the captain

of the royal bodyguard a rating for his alleged lack of vigilance. One

result at any rate this plot secured for me, and that was a complete

freedom from further molestation during the remainder of the period

before the coming festival. A further interview with Marzona however

soon after this incident only made me perceive yet more clearly the

utter impossibility of my arriving at any compact with an implacable

and unscrupulous enemy, who was merely biding his time to strike

again and strike harder. It was in vain that I essayed overtures; all

my attempts at understanding and conciliation were met with an icy

condescension that made my task obviously hopeless; and indeed from

this time forward the Arch-priest rarely gave me the opportunity of an

interview save in the presence of other colleagues.

IV

At length the expected date of my official rejuvenating process

arrived, to which I submitted with unusual docility. Despite the

murderous intentions of Marzona, I endured the subsequent plunge

into the fountain without trepidation, although I dared not face the

baleful eyes of the personage whose malignity was rendered powerless

for this occasion by the inevitable laws of Meleager. I fancied I could

detect an air of quiet reassurance to myself in the bearing of the two

inferior councillors; but in any case I swallowed my apprehensions to

the best of my ability and entered that malodorous but invigorating

fluid with a firm bearing. I duly obtained my reward, for when I

emerged all dripping from the seething pool, I experienced a buoyancy

of mind and body beyond that of any previous occasion. Thus refreshed

and refortified, I deemed myself capable of taking the initiative, and

so cheerful and confident did I feel that I was almost tempted to snap

my fingers in that saturnine face as it grimly surveyed my drying and

dressing. Before ever I quitted the baptistery, several schemes of

policy, and even of escape, began to invade my brain, so that I longed

to be alone with my own thoughts; nor did many days elapse before I

had adumbrated a certain scheme of procedure.

This plan was, it is true, somewhat shadowy in its outline, but it

was founded on the assumption that any active effort on my part

was preferable to mere stagnation, to a passive courting of future

disaster. My idea too was of a dual nature, for it aimed both at

self-preservation and also at an unveiling of The Secret. For some

time past I had been speculating on the uses of Mount Crystal with its

temple of the Altar of the Sun, and from many items of information I

had acquired in devious or accidental ways, I had come to the certain

conclusion that on this rocky peak was to be sought the key of the

mystery. A presentiment, that was already become an article of faith

to me, told me that by penetrating hither even at a venture, I should

be pursuing the sole avenue leading to ultimate escape, to regained

liberty, to a safe return to Earth. In my fresh exuberance of mentality

I kept arguing to myself that as my translation to Meleager had been

successfully accomplished, so also there existed a chance, however

difficult, of my returning safe to my original domicile. My immediate

object therefore was to enter that distant temple on the shoulder of

the mountain, which I could descry from my palace windows; the goal

once attained, I must trust further to my sharpened wits. The spirit

of adventure flamed hot within me, so that I found some difficulty in

concealing my vigorous excitement under an air of lazy indifference.

My first piece of preparation caused me to smile inwardly, but it at

least implied belief in a successful issue of my plan. It consisted

in extracting a number of gems from various ornaments which had been

bestowed on me for the decoration of my person, had I been so minded.

From these I cautiously removed a quantity of sapphires, alexandrites

and other precious stones, which I enclosed in a small leather bag

attached to a stout gold chain round my neck. Without such a reserve

of potential capital I scarcely relished the prospect of my return

in the form of a pauper to my native Earth, where that ancient deity

Mammon draws a conspicuous following in every cult, and is likewise

the leading, if not the sole, guide of the irreligious. Without the

possession of such a talisman, I knew I should be liable to exposure to

many ills and indignities; and I congratulated myself on my forethought

in this measure of precaution, and also on my retentive memory

concerning the universal conditions of the Earth at the date of my

removal.

Having completed this minor preliminary detail, I proceeded to greater

things. Now the sacred mountain stands at a considerable distance from

Tamarida, and in no case would it have been possible for me (setting

aside the existence of watchers and spies in the palace itself) to

make my way thither within the few hours of darkness on which I was

compelled to rely for the execution of my plan. I therefore decided

to pay a visit to a nobleman named Lotta, who owned an estate that

was bounded by the ravine separating the area of Mount Crystal from

the mainland. For the mountain itself is a peninsula, washed on three

sides by the sea, whilst the fourth side consists of a long narrow arid

gully which is crossed at one spot by a viaduct. The precincts of Mount

Crystal are, as I have already said, the property of the hierarchy, and

nobody is permitted to enter this reserved domain save the councillors

and their servants, who approach by this solitary bridge. In vulgar

esteem the thick forests and rocky glens of the forbidden space are

haunted by evil spirits, so that I felt sure no Meleagrian of the

people would venture to scale its precipitous slopes, even by daylight;

whilst no noble would naturally intrude on this sacrosanct spot. From

these deductions therefore I concluded that the sole means of ingress,

the viaduct, was not likely to be guarded with any great strength or

vigilance, seeing how little fear of a trespasser there must be on the

part of the custodians of the place. Having reasoned so far, I had also

formed the opinion that, the bridge once safely traversed, there would

be little to hinder my speedy arrival at the temple itself, beyond

which my present calculations did not extend.

Not many days after the solstice therefore I set forth, accompanied

only by Zulàr, on my proposed visit to the country house of my

indicated host who received me with every sign of satisfaction and

respect. I had paid several visits here in the past, so that my

present resolution could not, and indeed did not, excite the smallest

suspicion on the part of my enemies, who were in no wise disturbed

by my departure from the palace. On the second evening of my visit I

was talking to young Bávil, my entertainer's son and heir, a special

favourite of mine, and in the course of our conversation I promised

the lad a particular spear of my own invention. The boy's eyes eagerly

glistened at the mention of this welcome gift, whereupon I summoned

Zulàr and bade him hasten to the palace after his supper, fetch

the required weapon, and return with it on the following morning.

Having thus contrived to rid myself of Zulàr's presence on so simple

an errand, I continued to sit with Lotta and his family during the

sociable interval that in Meleager extends from supper till bedtime.

Retiring to rest at an early hour I crept into my bed fully clothed,

and waited anxiously thus until the last sound of wakefulness in the

household had died away. When all was still, I rose cautiously from my

couch, crossed the room on tiptoe and slipped through the open casement

into the warm greyness of a summer's night without moonshine and

without dew. Quietly I pursued the track leading through the gardens

and farm of my host towards the lip of the ravine that separated his

estate from the forbidden mountain. From previous hunting expeditions

I was sufficiently familiar with this stony narrow pathway, and under

this luminous crepuscule I experienced small difficulty in tracing its

sinuous progress along the edge of the cliffs. An hour of slow steady

walking thus at last brought me to the desired point, a spot where the

private path merged into the road running from Tamarida to the viaduct.

With eyes now grown fully accustomed to the gloaming I paused to scan

the outline of the bridge. As I waited thus in a silence broken only

by the ululation of wolves in the distant forests, I could clearly

distinguish the soft padding of human feet at no great distance from

where I stood. Very carefully I removed my buskins, which I hid in

a neighbouring thicket, and thus relieved of my tell-tale foot-gear

advanced in the direction of the sound. Peering ahead I soon obtained

a better view of the bridge, as well as of the adjoining guard-house,

whose façade displayed two squares of pale yellow light, from which I

gathered that a guard of men-at-arms was stationed within its walls.

Stealthily creeping forward, with body bent and with eyes fixed on the

two warning patches of lanthorn light, I speedily espied the source of

the faint tramping sound. A sentry, a diminutive but sturdy soldier,

was dutifully patrolling the dusty space before the guard-house. Poor

little doomed creature, fulfilling his appointed task! Poor little

subject of the Child of the Sun, loyal to his creed and crown, and

wholly innocent of all evil intent against myself! Very gently did I

convey my sharp serviceable hunting blade from its sheath to my mouth,

at the same time divesting myself of my heavy mantle of azure silk,

which I placed in both hands ready for a dexterous throw in the manner

of the _retiarius_ of the Roman amphitheatre. Crouched low like some

panther prepared to spring, and armed with dagger and cloak, I waited

to commit rank murder, to terminate the life of a fellow-creature with

every right to enjoy health and happiness, to turn a wife into a widow,

to render her children orphans, to wreck a peaceful home in a doubtful

effort to save my own skin. Never did I hate and despise myself more

heartily in my earthly career, than I did now at this first desperate

stroke for freedom in Meleager. God knows whether after all I might

not have shrunk shamefacedly from the loathsome act, had I allowed

my thoughts thus to ramble farther in these ethical convolutions of

right and wrong. But as I still hesitated, I suddenly observed the

unsuspecting soldier deliberately stop, lay aside his spear, and with

unconcern kneel down to fasten the loosened thong of his sandal. At

such an opportunity some force--was it moral or physical?--impelled

me, and with a spring that would have done credit to a young

cat-a-mountain, I had leaped on the bending figure whose startled head

was swiftly swathed in the thick folds of my royal robe. There was some

struggling, as well as faint muffled cries, whilst I tightly clenched

the half-smothered head beneath my left arm. I then transferred the

dagger from my teeth to my right hand and skilfully inserted the keen

blade into my captive's reins. The struggles increased, then relaxed,

then faded into a series of convulsive twitchings; till I felt my hand

grow wet and warm with the blood I was shedding for my own selfish

purpose. Still I continued to hold the knife in its soft fleshy socket,

until with a final twisting of the steel in the mode of the Spanish

assassin, I slowly withdrew the weapon from the fatal gash. All things

appear mercifully of a neutral tint on a moonless night, so that I

was spared the chief horror of my ensanguined hands and tunic, for I

greatly dislike the sight of blood. I next gently unwound my cloak from

the dead man's face, and then dragged the corpse across the path to lay

it behind a large clump of agaves. A small pool of stagnant water hard

by enabled me to remove the gore from my hands and garments, whilst

a neighbouring bank of lush couch grass assisted in the cleansing of

my dagger, which I wiped and wiped again before I replaced it in its

scabbard. These necessary operations afforded me space to breathe, to

recuperate and to reflect.

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