"Now in the very hottest of this fight, without apparently the

slightest warning, the lieutenant threw himself upon the captain,

attacking him viciously with his sword. For a moment they struggled

there, unnoticed in the dust of the conflict. Then the captain,

swinging free, struck the lieutenant's sword from his hand. The latter

drew his pistol and fired, point blank. It missed. By what miracle I

do not know. All this time the captain had held his sword poised to

lunge, within easy striking distance of the other's throat. But he had

made no attempt to thrust. As the pistol missed I saw him stiffen his

arm to strike. Instead he looked a long moment into the lieutenant's

eyes. The latter was screaming what were evidently taunts into his

face. The captain dropped his arm, wheeled, and plunged at the now

breaking line of Confederates.

"I have seen brave men kill bravely. I have seen brave men bravely

refrain from killing. That was the bravest thing I ever saw."

Clifford Stanton sat staring directly in front of him. He gave no sign

of hearing. He was living over for himself that scene on a lonely,

forgotten Virginia road. At last he said as to himself:

"The lieutenant died, a soldier's death, the next day."

"I knew," said the Bishop quietly. "My question is: Are you the same

brave man with a soldier's brave, great heart that you were that

day?"

For a long time Clifford Stanton sat staring directly at something

that was not in the visible world. The question had sprung upon him

out of the dead past. What right had this man, what right had any man

to face him with it?

He wheeled savagely upon the Bishop:

"You sat by the roadside and got a glimpse of the tragedy of my life

as it whirled by you on the road! How dare you come here to tell me

the little bit of it you saw?"

"Because," said the Bishop swiftly, "you have forgotten how great and

brave a man you are."

Stanton stared uncomprehendingly at him. He was stirred to the depths

of feelings that he had not known for years. But even in his emotion

and bewilderment the steel trap of silence set upon his face. His

lifetime of never speaking until he knew what he was going to say kept

him waiting to hear more. It was not any conscious caution; it was

merely the instinct of self-defence.

"For months," the Bishop was going on quietly, "the people of my hills

have been harassed by you in your unfair efforts to get possession of

the lands upon which their fathers built their homes. You have tried

to cheat them. You have sent men to lie to them. You tried to debauch

a legislature in your attempt to overcome them. I have here in my

pocket the sworn confessions of two men who stood in the shadow of

death and said that they had been sent to burn a whole countryside

that you and your associates coveted--to burn the people in their

homes like the meadow birds in their nests. I can trace that act to

within two men of you. And I can sit here, Clifford Stanton, and look

you in the eye man to man and tell you that I _know_ you gave the

suggestion. And you cannot look back and deny it. I cannot take you

into a court of law in this State and prove it. We both know the

futility of talking of that. But I can take you, I do take you this

minute into the court of your own heart--where I know a brave man

lives--and convict you of this thing. You know it. I know it. If the

whole world stood here accusing you would we know it any the better?

"Now my people have made a terrible mistake. They have taken the law

into their own hands and have thought to punish you themselves. They

have done wrong, they have done foolishly. Who can punish you? You

have power above the law. Your interests are above the courts of the

land. They did not understand. They did not know you. They have been

misled. They have listened to men like me preaching: 'Right shall

prevail: Justice shall conquer.' And where does right prevail? And

when shall justice conquer? No doubt you have said these phrases

yourself. Because your fathers and my fathers taught us to say them.

But are they true? Does justice conquer? Does right prevail? You can

say. I ask you, who have the answer in your power. Does right prevail?

Then give my stricken people what is theirs. Does justice conquer?

Then see that they come to no harm.

"I dare to put this thing raw to your face because I know the man that

once lived within you. I saw you--!"

"Don't harp on that," Stanton cut in viciously. "You know nothing

about it."

"I _do_ harp on that. I have come here to harp on that. Do you think

that if I had not with my eyes seen that thing I would have come near

you at all? No. I would have branded you before all men for the thing

that you have done. I would have given these confessions which I hold

to the world. I would have denounced you as far as tongue and pen

would go to every man who through four years gave blood at your side.

I would have braved the rebuke of my superiors and maybe the

discipline of my Church to bring upon you the hard thoughts of men. I

would have made your name hated in the ears of little children. But I

would not have come to you.

"If I had not seen that thing I would not have come to you, for I

would have said: What good? The man is a coward without a heart. A

_coward_, do you remember that word?"

The man groaned and struck out with his hand as though to drive away a

ghastly thing that would leap upon him.

"A coward without a heart," the Bishop repeated remorselessly, "who

has men and women and children in his power and who, because he has no

heart, can use his power to crush them.

"If I had not seen, I would have said that.

"But I saw. I _saw_. And I have come here to ask you: Are you the same

brave man with a heart that I saw on that day?

"You shall not evade me. Do you think you can put me off with defences

and puling arguments of necessity, or policy, or the sacredness of

property? No. You and I are here looking at naked truth. I will go

down into your very soul and have it out by the roots, the naked

truth. But I will have my answer. Are you that same man?

"If you are not that same man; if you have killed that in you which

gave life to that man; if that man no longer lives in you; if you are

not capable of being that same man with the heart of a great and

tender hero, then tell me and I will go. But you shall answer me. I

will have my answer."

Clifford Stanton rose heavily from his chair and stood trembling as

though in an overpowering rage, and visibly struggling for his command

of mind and tongue.

"Words, words, words," he groaned at last. "Your life is made of

words. Words are your coin. What do you know?

"Do you think that words can go down into my soul to find the man that

was once there? Do you think that words can call him up? When did

words ever mean anything to a man's real heart! You come here with

your question. It's made of words.

"When did men ever do anything for _words_? Honour is a word. Truth is

a word. Bravery is a word. Loyalty is a word. Hero is a word. Do you

think men do things for words? No! What do you know? What _could_ you

know?

"Men do things and you call them by words. But do they do them for the

words? No!

"They do them-- Because _some woman lives, or once lived!_ What do

_you_ know?

"Go out there. Stay there." He pointed. "I've got to think."

He fell brokenly into his chair and lay against his desk. The Bishop

rose and walked from the room.

When he heard the door close, the man got up and going to the door

barred it.

He came back and sat awhile, his head leaning heavily upon his propped

hands.

He opened a drawer of his desk and looked at a smooth, glinting black

and steel thing that lay there. Then he shut the drawer with a bang

that went out to the Bishop listening in the outer office. It was a

sinister, suggestive noise, and for an instant it chilled that good

man's heart. But his ears were sharp and true and he knew immediately

that he had been mistaken.

Stanton pulled out another drawer, unlocked a smaller compartment

within it, and from the latter took a small gold-framed picture. He

set it up on the desk between his hands and looked long at it,

questioning the face in the frame with a tender, diffident expression

of a wonder that never ceased, of a longing never to be stilled.

The face that looked out of the picture was one of a quiet,

translucent beauty. At first glance the face had none of the striking

features that men associate with great beauty. But behind the eyes

there seemed to glow, and to grow gradually, and softly stronger, a

light, as though diffused within an alabaster vase, that slowly

radiated from the whole countenance an impression of indescribable,

gentle loveliness.

Clifford Stanton had often wondered what was that light from within.

He wondered now, and questioned. Never before had that light seemed

so wonderful and so real. Now there came to him an answer. An answer

that shook him, for it was the last answer he would have expected. The

light within was truth--truth. It seemed that in a world of sham and

illusions and evasions this one woman had understood, had lived with

truth.

The man laughed. A low, mirthless, dry laugh that was nearer to a

sob.

"Was that it, Lucy?" he queried. "Truth? Then let us have a little

truth, for once! I'll tell you some truth!

"I lied a while ago. He did _not_ die a soldier's death. I told the

same lie to you long ago. Words. Words. And yet you went to Heaven

happy because I lied to you and kept on lying to you. Words. And yet

you died a happy woman, because of that lie.

"He lied to you. He took you from me with lies. Words. Lies. And yet

they made you happy. Where is truth?

"You lived happy and died happy with a lie. Because I lied like what

they call a man and a gentleman. _Truth!_"

He looked searchingly, wonderingly at the face before him. Did he

expect to see the light fade out, to see the face wither under the

bitter revelation?

"I've been everything," he went on, still trying to make his point,

"I've done everything, that men say I've been and done. Why?

"Well--Why?" he asked sharply. "Did it make any difference?

"Hard, grasping, tricky, men call me that to my face--sometimes.

Well--Why not? Does it make any difference? Did it make any difference

with you? If I had thought it would-- But it didn't. Lies, trickery,

words! They served with you. They made you happy. _Truth!_"

But as he looked into the face and the smiling light of truth

persisted in it, there came over his soul the dawn of a wonder. And

the dawn glowed within him, so that it came to his eyes and looked out

wondering at a world remade.

"Is it true, Lucy?" he asked gently. "Can that be _truth_, at last? Is

that what you mean? Did you, deep down, somewhere beneath words and

beneath thoughts, did you, did you really understand--a little? And do

you, somewhere, understand now?

"Then tell me. Was it worth the lies? Down underneath, when you

understood, which was the truth? The thing I did--which men would call

fine? Or was it the words?

"Is that it? Is that the truth, Lucy? Was it the fine thing that was

really the truth, and did you, do you, know it, after all? Is there

truth that lives deep down, and did you, who were made of truth, did

you somehow understand all the time?"

He sat awhile, wondering, questioning; finally believing. Then he

said:

"Lucy, a man out there wants his answer. I will not speak it to him.

But I'll say it to you: Yes, I am that same man who once did what they

call a fine, brave thing. I didn't do it because it was a great thing,

a brave thing. I did it for you.

"And--I'll do this for you."

He looked again at the face in the picture, as if to make sure. Then

he locked it away quickly in its place.

He thought for a moment, then drew a pad abruptly to him and began

writing. He wrote two telegrams, one to the Governor of the State, the

other to the Sheriff of Tupper County. Then he took another pad and

wrote a note, this to his personal representative who was following

the state troops into the hills.

He rose and walked briskly to the door. Throwing it open he called a

clerk and gave him the two telegrams. He held the note in his hand and

asked the Bishop back into the office.

Closing the door quickly, he said without preface:

"This note will put my man up there at your service. You will prefer

to go up into the hills yourself, I think. The officers in command of

the troops will know that you are empowered to act for all parties.

The Governor will have seen to that before you get there, I think.

There will be no attempt at prosecutions, now or afterwards. You can

settle the whole matter in no time.

"We will not buy the land, but we'll give a fair rental, based on what

ores we find to take out. You can give _your_ word--mine wouldn't go

for much up there, I guess," he put in grimly--"that it will be fair.

You can make that the basis of settlement.

"They can go back and rebuild. I will help, where it will do the most

good. Our operations won't interfere much with their farm land, I

find.

"You will want to start at once. That is all, I guess, Bishop," he

concluded abruptly.

The Bishop reached for the smaller man's hand and wrung it with a

sudden, unwonted emotion.

"I will not cheapen this, sir," he said evenly, "by attempting to

thank you."

"A mere whim of mine, that's all," Stanton cut in almost curtly, the

steel-trap expression snapping into place over his face. "A mere

whim."

"Well," said the Bishop slowly, looking him squarely in the eyes, "I

only came to ask a question, anyhow." Then he turned and walked

briskly from the office. He had no right and no wish to know what the

other man chose to conceal beneath that curt and incisive manner.

So these two men parted. In words, they had not understood each other.

Neither had come near the depths of the other. But then, what man does

ever let another man see what is in his heart?

* * * * *

All day long the line of armed men had gone spreading itself wider and

wider, to draw itself around the edges of the shorter line of men

hidden in the protecting fringe of the hills. All day long clearly and

more clearly Jeffrey Whiting had been seeing the inevitable end. His

line was already stretched almost to the breaking point. If the enemy

had known, there were dangerous gaps in it now through which a few

daring men might have pushed and have begun to divide up the strength

of the men with him.

All the afternoon as he watched he saw other and yet other groups and

troops of men come up the railroad, detrain and push out ever farther

upon the enveloping wings to east and west.

Twice during the afternoon the ends of his line had been driven in and

almost surrounded. They had decided in the beginning to leave their

horses in the rear, and so use them only at the last. But the

spreading line in front had become too long to be covered on foot by

the few men he had. They were forced to use the speed of the animals

to make a show of greater force than they really had. The horses

furnished marks that even the soldiers could occasionally hit. All the

afternoon long, and far into the night, the screams of terrified,

wounded horses rang horribly through the woods above the pattering

crackle of the irregular rifle fire. Old men who years before had

learned to sleep among such sounds lay down and fell asleep grumbling.

Young men and boys who had never heard such sounds turned sick with

horror or wandered frightened through the dark, nervously ready to

fire on any moving twig or scraping branch.

In the night Jeffrey Whiting went along the line, talking aside to

every man; telling them to slip quietly away through the dark. They

could make their way out through the loose lines of soldiers and

sheriffs' men and get down to the villages where they would be unknown

and where nobody would bother with them.

The inevitable few took his word-- There is always the inevitable few.

They slipped away one by one, each man telling himself a perfectly

good reason for going, several good reasons, in fact; any reason,

indeed, but that they were afraid. Most of them were gathered in by

the soldier pickets and sent down to jail.

Morning came, a grey, lowering morning with a grim, ugly suggestion in

it of the coming winter. Jeffrey Whiting and his men drew wearily out

to their posts, munching dryly at the last of the stores which they

had taken from the construction depots along the line which they had

destroyed. This was the end. It was not far from the mind of each man

that this would probably be his last meal.

The firing began again as the outer line came creeping in upon them.

They had still the great advantage of the shelter of the woods and the

formation of the soldiers, while their marksmanship kept those

directly in front of them almost out of range. But there was nothing

in sight before them but that they would certainly all be surrounded

and shot down or taken.

Suddenly the fire from below ceased. Those who had been watching the

most distant of the two wings creeping around them saw these men halt

and slowly begin to gather back together. What was it? Were they going

to rush at last? Here would be a fight in earnest!

But the soldiers, still keeping their spread formation, merely walked

back in their tracks until they were entirely out of range. It must be

a ruse of some sort. The hill men stuck to their shelter, puzzled, but

determined not to be drawn out.

Jeffrey Whiting, watching near the middle of the line, saw an old man

walking, barehead, up over the lines of half-burnt ties and twisted

rails. That white head with the high, wide brow, the slightly

stooping, spare shoulders, the long, swinging walk-- That was the

Bishop of Alden!

Jeffrey Whiting dropped his gun and, yelling to the men on either side

to stay where they were, jumped down into the roadbed and ran to meet

the Bishop.

"Are any men killed?" the Bishop asked before Jeffrey had time to

speak as they met.

"Old Erskine Beasley was shot through the chest--we don't know how bad

it is," said Jeffrey, stopping short. "Ten other men are wounded. I

don't think any of them are bad."

"Call in your men," said the Bishop briefly. "The soldiers are going

back."

At Jeffrey's call the men came running from all sides as he and the

Bishop reached the line. Haggard, ragged, powder-grimed they gathered

round, staring in dull unbelief at this new appearance of the White

Horse Chaplain, for so one and all they knew and remembered him. Men

who had seen him years ago at Fort Fisher slipped back into the scene

of that day and looked about blankly for the white horse. And young

men who had heard that tale many times and had seen and heard of his

coming through the fire to French Village stared round-eyed at him.

What did this coming mean?

He told them shortly the terms that Clifford W. Stanton, their enemy,

was willing to make with them. And in the end he added:

"You have only my word that these things will be done as I say. _I_

believe. If you believe, you will take your horses and get back to

your families at once."

Then, in the weakness and reaction of relief, the men for the first

time knew what they had been through. Their knees gave under them.

They tried to cheer, but could raise only a croaking quaver. Many who

had thought never to see loved ones again burst out sobbing and crying

over the names of those they were saved to.

The Bishop, taking Jeffrey Whiting with him, walked slowly back down

the roadbed. Suddenly Jeffrey remembered something that had gone

completely out of his mind in these last hours.

"Bishop," he stammered, "that day--that day in court. I--I said you

lied. Now I know you didn't. You told the truth, of course."

"My boy," said the Bishop queerly, "yesterday I asked a man, on his

soul, for the truth--the truth. I got no answer.

"But I remembered that Pontius Pilate, in the name of the Emperor of

all the World, once asked what was truth. And _he_ got no answer.

Once, at least, in our lives we have to learn that there are things

bigger than we are. We get no answer."

Jeffrey inquired no more for truth that day.

X

THAT THEY BE NOT AFRAID

It was morning in the hills; morning and Spring and the bud of

Promise.

The snow had been gone from the sunny places for three weeks now. He

still lingered three feet deep on the crown of Bald Mountain, from

which only the hot June sun and the warm rains would drive him. He

still held fastnesses on the northerly side of high hills, where the

sun could not come at him and only the trickling rain-wash running

down the hill could eat him out from underneath. But the sun had

chased him away from the open places and had beckoned lovingly to the

grass and the germinant life beneath to come boldly forth, for the

enemy was gone.

But the grass was timid. And the hardy little wild flowers, the

forget-me-nots and the little wild pansies held back fearfully. Even

the bold dandelions, the hobble-de-hoys and tom-boys of meadow and

hill, peeped out with a wary circumspection that belied their nature.

For all of them had been burned to the very roots of the roots. But

the sun came warmer, more insistent, and kissed the scarred, brown

body of earth and warmed it. Life stirred within. The grass and the

little flowers took courage out of their very craving for life and

pushed resolutely forth. And, lo! The miracle was accomplished! The

world was born again!

Cynthe Cardinal was coming up Beaver Run on her way back to French

Village. She had been to put the first flowers of the Spring on the

grave of Rafe Gadbeau, where Father Ponfret had blessed the ground for

him and they had laid him, there under the sunny side of the Gaunt

Rocks that had given him his last breathing space that he might die in

peace. They had put him here, for there was no way in that time to

carry him to the little cemetery in French Village. And Cynthe was

well satisfied that it was so. Here, under the Gaunt Rocks, she would

not have to share him with any one. And she would not have to hear

people pointing out the grave to each other and to see them staring.

The water tumbling down the Run out of the hills sang a glad,

uproarious song, as is the way of all brooks at their beginnings,

concerning the necessity of getting down as swiftly as possible to the

big, wide life of the sea. The sea would not care at all if that brook

never came down to it. But the brook did not know that. Would not have

believed it if it had been told.

And Cynthe hummed herself, a sad little song of old Beaupre--which

she had never seen, for Cynthe was born here in the hills. Cynthe was

sad, beyond doubt; for here was the mating time, and-- But Cynthe was

not unhappy. The Good God was still in his Heaven, and still good.

Life beckoned. The breath of air was sweet. There was work in the

world to do. And--when all was said and done--Rafe Gadbeau was in

Heaven.

As she left the Run and was crossing up to the divide she met Jeffrey

Whiting coming down. He had been over in the Wilbur's Fork country and

was returning home. He stopped and showed that he was anxious to talk

with her. Cynthe was not averse. She was ever a chatty, sociable

little person, and, besides, for some time she had had it in mind that

she would some day take occasion to say a few pertinent things to this

scowling young gentleman with the big face.

"You're with Ruth Lansing a lot, aren't you?" he said, after some

verbal beating about the bush; "how is she?"

"Why don't you come see, if you want to know?" retorted Cynthe

sharply.

Jeffrey had no ready answer. So Cynthe went on:

"If you wanted to know why didn't you come up all Winter and see? Why

didn't you come up when she was nursing the dirty French babies

through the black diphtheria, when their own mothers were afraid of

them? Why didn't you come see when she was helping the mothers up

there to get into their houses and make the houses warm before the

coming of the Winter, though she had no house of her own? Why didn't

you come see when she nearly got her death from the 'mmonia caring for

old Robbideau Laclair in his house that had no roof on it, till she

shamed the lazy men to go and fix that roof? Did you ask somebody

then? Why didn't you come see?"

"Well," Jeffrey defended, "I didn't know about any of those things.

And we had plenty to do here--our place and my mother and all. I

didn't see her at all till Easter Sunday. I sneaked up to your church,

just to get a look at her. She saw me. But she didn't seem to want

to."

"But she should have been delighted to see you," Cynthe snapped back.

"Don't you think so? Certainly, she should have been overjoyed. She

should have flown to your arms! Not so? You remember what you said to

her the last time you saw her before that. No? I will tell you. You

called her 'liar' before the whole court, even the Judge! Of one

certainty, she should have flown to you. No?"

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