A grey, winter morning filtered through lace curtains into drawing-
rooms typical of a fashionable London neighbourhood and a moderate
income. There was neither excess of porcelain, nor of small tables,
nor of screens. Two large vases hinted at some vulgarity of taste; a
grand piano in the back room suggested a love of music, and Mrs.
Lahens had but to sing a few notes to leave no doubt that she had
bestowed much care on the cultivation of her voice. But method only
disguised its cracks and thinness as powder and rouge did the fading
and withering of her skin. She was like her voice.
Lord Chadwick stood behind her, following the music bar by bar, and
with an interest and a pleasure that did not concord with his
appearance. For there was nothing in his appearance to indicate that
his intelligence was on a higher plane than that of the mess-room. His
appearance seemed to fluctuate between the mess-room and the company
promoter's office. He was a good-looking solicitor, he was a good-
looking officer; the eyes were attractive; the nose was too large, but
it was well-shaped; a heavy military moustache curled over his cheeks,
and, as he stood nodding his head, delighted with the music, the
seeming commonness of his appearance wore away.
Her song finished, Mrs. Lahens got up from the piano. She was tall and
well-made; perhaps too full in the bosom, perhaps too wide in the
hips, and perhaps the smallness of the waist was owing to her stays.
Her figure suggested these questions. She wore a fashionable lilac
blue silk, pleated over the bosom; and round her waist a chatelaine to
which was attached a number of trinkets, a purse of gold net, a pencil
case, some rings, a looking-glass, and small gold boxes jewelled--
probably containing powder. Her hair was elaborately arranged, as if
by the hairdresser, and she exhaled a faint odour of heliotrope as she
crossed the room. She was still a handsome woman; she once had been
beautiful, but too obviously beautiful to be really beautiful; there
was nothing personal or distinguished in her face; it was made of too
well-known shapes--the long, ordinary, clear-cut nose, and the eyes,
forehead, cheeks, and chin proportioned according to the formula of
the casts in vestibules. That she was slightly _declassee_ was clear
in the first glance. And she represented all that the word could be
made to mean--_liaisons,_ familiarity with fashionable restaurants,
and the latest French literature.
Lord Chadwick saw that she was out of temper, and wondered what was
the cause. He had not yet spoken to her; she was singing when he came
into the room. So laying his hand on her shoulder, he said:
'What is the matter, Olive?'
But it was some time before he could get an answer. At last she said:
'I had an unpleasant scene with the Major this morning.'
'I am glad it is no more than that,' and Lord Chadwick threw himself
into an arm-chair. 'What further eccentricity has he been guilty of?
Does he want to sweep the crossing, or to wait at table in the
crossing-sweeper's clothes?' 'He has bought an old overcoat from the
butler.'
'And wants to wear it at lunch?'
'No; he's got a new suit. I insisted on that. It came home last night.
He had to give way, for I told him that if he would come down to lunch
he must come decently dressed, otherwise he would do Agnes a great
deal of harm.'
'But you couldn't persuade him to stick to his type-writing, and keep
out of the way?'
'No, and I thought it better not to try. Agnes' return home has
excited him dreadfully, and he fancies that it is his duty to watch
over her--to protect her from my friends.'
'Then I suppose we shall never get rid of him. He'll be here all day,
night and day. Good Heavens!'
'I don't say that. I hope that this new idea of his is only a freak.
He will soon tire of his task of censor of morals. Meanwhile, we are
to be most guarded in our conversation. And as for you----'
'What has he got against me?' and Lord Chadwick looked at Mrs. Lahens.
'About me!' he repeated, 'Nonsense.'
'I don't mean that he's jealous, but he thinks that we should not
continue to see one another.'
'Does he give any reason?'
'Agnes is coming home to-day. I shall have to take her into society.
He says that society will not stand it, unless our relations are
broken off.'
'Society has stood it for the last seven years; society will stand
anything except the Divorce Court, and there's no danger of that.'
'The Major's very queer. I don't know what's the matter with him; I
never saw him go on as he did this morning. He says that the girl
shall not be sacrificed if he can help it.'
'You don't think he'll make a row, do you?'
'Are you afraid?'
'Of what? For your sake I shouldn't like a row. Afraid of a madman
like that! But he can do nothing. I don't see what he can do.'
'That's what he said himself. He says he can do nothing--you should
have seen him walking up and down the room, dressed in a suit of
clothes out of a rag shop, yellow-grey things two sizes too big for
him; he has to roll up the ends of the trousers. He had no collar on,
and to keep his neck warm he had tied an old pink scarf round his
throat. He couldn't walk either way above a couple of yards, for the
roof slants down almost to the floor; he knocked his head against the
roof, but he did not mind, he went on talking, half to me, half to
himself.'
'He sent for you, then?'
'Yes; that he'd like to see me upstairs. I told my maid to say that he
was to come down to my room, but she brought back word that the Major
couldn't come down, would I go up to him. So I had to go up to his
garret. You never saw such a place. At last I got tired of listening
to him--I couldn't stand there in the cold any longer--I was catching
cold.'
'But you haven't told me what he said.'
'The usual thing: that it was the loss of his money that had brought
him where he was; that if he only had a little money, if he could only
keep himself, he would take his daughter away to live with him. He
didn't know what would become of her in this house. Oh, he did go on.
At last he burst into tears, he threw himself at my feet and said he'd
forgive me everything if I'd only think of my daughter.'
'What did you say?'
'I said the best way to consider his daughter's interests, was by
avoiding all scandal and wearing proper clothes.'
'And he promised he would wear the new suit?'
'Yes; he promised he would. He said that he knew all I said was true.
That it wasn't my fault, that a woman couldn't be expected to respect
a man who couldn't keep her, that he felt the shame of his position in
the house, that it had broken his heart, that if he had lost his money
it was not his fault, that the world was full of rogues, you know--
you've heard him go on.'
'I should think I had. I don't know how I put up with him. Very often
it is as much as I can do to prevent myself from running out of the
room.'
Mrs. Lahens looked at her lover angrily.
'You don't think what I have to put up with. You come here when you
like, you go away when you like.... Men are always the same, they only
think of themselves. You don't think of me, you do not remember what I
have put up with for your sake, of the sacrifices I have made for you.
I should have left him years ago when he lost his money if it hadn't
been for fear of compromising you.'
'He never would have divorced you. He'd have been left without a cent
if he had, and he couldn't have got anything out of me.'
'Whatever my husband's faults are, he's not mercenary. There are many
who think more of money and its advantages than he.'
'Now, what are you angry about, Olive?' and Lord Chadwick laid his
hand on her shoulder.
'I don't like unjust accusations, not even against my husband. The
Major is a fool, but he is not dishonourable; he is the most
honourable man that comes to this house. It was not on account of my
money that he did not divorce me.'
'On account of you, then.'
'Partly, strange as that may seem to you, and on account of his
daughter.'
Lord Chadwick did not answer. The conversation was taking a
disagreeable turn, and as he looked into the fire he thought how he
might change it.
'So Agnes returns home to-day?'
'Yes, her father insisted... She, poor dear, begged and prayed to be
allowed to become a nun, but he would not listen to her any more than
he would to me.... There was no use arguing.... You know what the
Major is; you are never sure when he'll turn on you. If I opposed him
he might come down some evening when there was a party, and inform my
guests that I kept my daughter imprisoned in a convent, that I
wouldn't let her out. No; I daren't oppose him on this point. Agnes
must come home for a while. But the experiment won't succeed. I
daresay you think so too. But for all that I'm right, as time will
prove. A mother knows more about her own daughter than any one else,
and I tell you that Agnes is no more fitted for the world than I am
for a convent. I shall have to drag her about for a season or two. She
won't succeed, and she'll be wretchedly unhappy. I shall be put to any
amount of trouble and expense, that will be all.'
'And then?'
'I don't know. Even if I did give you up, I don't see what would be
gained. All I could do would be to ask you not to come to the house
any more.'
'That is nonsense.'
'Of course it is nonsense. Can I go back on my whole life? can I
change all my friends? If I did I should only collect more exactly
like them, and without knowing I was doing it. Lie low for a month or
so, and then pursue the same old way. With the best intentions in the
world we cannot change ourselves.' 'But you don't intend to give me
up, Olive?'
'Do you want me to, Reggie?'
'No, dearest, we've held together a long time--seven years--we cannot
give each other up.'
'We can't give each other up,' said Mrs. Lahens. 'It never shall be
broken off, unless you break it off.'
Lord Chadwick asked himself if he desired to break with her? He looked
at her, and thought that he had never seen her look so old; but he
could not imagine his life without her. Apart from her, there was
nothing for him. His name had been mixed up in questionable city
transactions; his wife had divorced him, and he was over forty...
Notwithstanding his title, he'd find it difficult to marry a girl with
money; he couldn't marry one without. Besides, he loved Olive as well
as a man could love a woman whose lover he has been for seven years.
... Mrs. Lahens looked at him, and wondered what there was in him that
attached her so firmly. They had once loved each other passionately.
All that was over now... But still she loved him. ... He was all she
had in the world. To live with her husband without Reggie! no, she
could not think of it. Even if she did, Agnes would profit nothing by
it. Every one knew of their _liaison_. No one talked about it any
more, it had been in a way accepted, and for them to separate would
only serve to set Mayfair gossiping again.
'I know I appear selfish,' she said; 'not to want to see my daughter
must seem selfish. But I am not selfish, Reggie. I've never been
selfish where you have been concerned, have I?'
'I at least can't accuse you of selfishness, Olive. You've always been
a good friend to me. There was my bankruptcy---'
'Do not speak of it. I only did for you what you would have done for
me. I have been very unlucky; I was cursed with a husband who was a
fool, and who lost all his money--no one can say he's in his right
mind. They say that I have driven him out of his mind, but that is not
so, you know that it is not so; I've not driven you out of your mind.
There never was such a fool as my husband. He has acted as stupidly
about his daughter as he did about his money. First he takes her away
from me--I'm not good enough for her, this house isn't good enough for
her; he shuts her up in a convent, and never has her home for fear she
should hear or see anything that was not pious and good. Then, when
she wants to become a nun, and her mind is made up, and her character
is formed, he insists that she shall come home, and that I shall give
up my lover and bring her into society. But not into the society that
comes to my house, but into some other society, some highly
respectable society that neither he nor I knows anything about. And to
make my task the more easy, he insists on living in a servant's room,
buying the butler's overcoat, and running down the street whistling
for cabs, and carrying my trunks on his shoulder. There never was such
madness; God knows how it will all end.'
She turned her head slightly when her husband entered the room, and,
without getting off the arm of Lord Chadwick's chair, said:
'Doesn't he look well in that suit of clothes, Reggie?'
The Major was a short man, shorter by nearly two inches than his wife
or Lord Chadwick. His hair had once been red; it was now faded, and
the tall forehead showed bald amid a slight gleaning. His beard and
moustaches were thick, unkempt, and full of grey hair. The nose was
small and aquiline, and the eyes, shallow and pale blue, wore a silly
and vacant stare. The skin was coloured everywhere alike, a sort of
conventional tone of flesh-colour seemed to have been poured over the
face, forehead, and neck. His short thick hands were covered with
reddish hair. They fidgeted at the trousers and waistcoat, too tightly
strained across his little round stomach; and he did not desist till
his wife said:
'I hope you will have finished dressing before our guests arrive.'
'Whom have you asked? Not the tall thin man who---'
'Why not?'
'You surely don't think he is a fit companion for Agnes?'
'Companion for Agnes! no; but I don't intend every one that comes here
to lunch as a companion for Agnes. I'm sick of hearing of that girl.
I've heard of nothing else for the last week--the people she should
meet--what we should say and not say before her. If we aren't good
enough for her she should have remained in the convent. But what
fault, may I ask, do you find with Moulton?'
'Only what you've told me.... Am I not right, Reggie?'
'Oh, Reggie will agree with you--he hates Moulton.'
'I don't like the man.'
'The truth is that he sent a note asking if he might come, and I knew
if I refused he'd have nothing to eat.... You ought to be able to
judge Moulton more fairly, for it is want of money that has reduced
him to his present position. He was born a gentleman, and his uncle
only allows him fifteen shillings a week. This pays for his lodging--
one room, which costs five shillings a week--another five shillings a
week goes for current expenses, a cup of tea in the morning, and a few
omnibus fares; the remaining five shillings goes towards his clothes.
So every day he finds himself face to face with the problem where he
shall lunch, where he shall dine. He's good-looking, women like him,
and any little present they make him is welcomed, I can assure you. He
said the other day, "Look at my boot, there's a hole in it; I shall be
laid up with a cold. You don't know what it is to be ill in a room for
which you pay five shillings a week." What could I do but to tell him
that he might order a pair at my shoemaker's?'
'And he ordered a pair that cost three pounds,' said Lord Chadwick.
'Yes; I did think that he might have chosen a cheaper pair. But you're
rather hard on him,' said Mrs. Lahens; 'he's not the only man in
London who takes money from women.'
'I wonder he doesn't go to Mashonaland or to Canada?' said the Major.
'If every one who could not make his living here went to Mashonaland
or Canada, the London drawing-rooms would be pretty empty.'
'You mean that for me, Olive,' said the Major. 'I would go to-morrow
to Mashonaland if I were as young as Moulton.'
At that moment a youngish-looking man, about five-and-thirty, came
into the room quickly. Notwithstanding the wintry weather he was clad
in a light grey summer suit; he wore a blue shirt and a blue linen
tie, neatly tied and pinned. Mrs. Lahens, the Major, and Reggie
glanced at the boots which had cost three pounds, and Mrs. Lahens
thought how carefully that grey summer suit was folded and laid away
in the tiny chest of drawers which stood next the wall by the little
window. Mr. Moulton was clean shaved. His features were long and
regular; a high Socratic forehead suggested an intelligence which his
conversation did not confirm. His manners were stagey, and there was a
hollow cordiality in the manner in which he said 'How do you do,' and
shook hands. Immediately his blue, superficial, glassy eyes were
turned to Mrs. Lahens; and he studied her figure in her new gown, and
whispered that he had never seen her looking better.
'So there he is, and in his new clothes. Curious little fellow he is,'
said Moulton, eyeing the Major. 'Did he offer much resistance? You
don't seem torn at all. Not a scratch.'
'I did all I could to dissuade him, but----'
'I know, suffering from daughter on the brain.... Tell me, shall we
see much of him? Will he come down every day to lunch, and what about
dinner?'
'I hope not, I think not... he has his typewriting to attend to.'
'At all events the mystery is cleared up. I don't think I ever was
believed when I said that I had once spoken to him on the stairs.'
'Do you hear that, Major? Mr. Moulton says that he doesn't think he
ever was believed when he said that he had once spoken to you on the
staircase. Major, do you hear?'
'Yes, dear, I hear. But I am talking to Reggie about Miss Lahens. By
the way, Mr. Moulton, my daughter, Miss Lahens, is coming home to-day,
so I hope that you'll be guarded in your conversation, and will say
nothing that a young girl may not hear.'
'I shall be very pleased to see Agnes again,' said Moulton. 'If I had
thought of it I would have read up the lives of the saints.'
'I beg, Mr. Moulton, that you do not speak disrespectfully of Miss
Lahens. Perhaps there is nothing in your conversation that is fit for
her to hear.'
Moulton looked at Mrs. Lahens, then taking in the situation, he said:
'If I have the pleasure of talking to Miss Lahens I shall confine my
conversation to those subjects with which she is familiar. I shall
acquit myself better than you, I think, Major; I have a sister who is
a nun. I know a good deal about convents.'
'I'm glad to hear it,' said the Major. 'I wanted you to know that my
daughter has been very strictly brought up.'
'My dear Major,' said Mrs. Lahens, 'you had better write on a piece of
paper "My daughter, Miss Lahens, comes home from school to-day, and my
guests at lunch are particularly requested to be guarded in their
conversation." You can put it up where every one can see it, then
there can be no mistake. The only disadvantage of this will be that at
the end of the week Agnes will be the talk of the town. If Lilian Dare
were to hear you she would--'
'But you haven't asked her?'
'Why not? she's received everywhere.'
'Not where there are young girls. You know how she got her money.'
'Oh yes, we've all heard that story,' said Mrs. Lahens, and before the
Major could reply the servant announced--
'Miss Lahens and Father White.'
'Who is Father White?' whispered Moulton.
'I haven't the least idea,' said Mrs. Lahens.