CHAPTER XXXII

IN MY LADY’S CHAMBER

“Patterson! Patterson!! Pat-ter--son!!!”

The cane in the old lady’s hand came down with a thump. It signified:

“Attention!”

For a moment or more there was no response to the summons. Then the

irate owner of the cane bounced out of her chair and rushed about the

room, in a half-frantic manner. She picked up one article only to toss

it aside and seize another; but all the time, she tightly clutched the

newspaper she held. In her excitement she had once half-folded the

paper and had then drawn her thin fingers down its folds as if to make

it into a staff or mammoth taper.

Presently, the door opened and a stout woman entered this richly

furnished bedchamber, whereupon the old lady rushed toward her and

fairly flourished the paper in the newcomer’s face, who was not a whit

disturbed by the onslaught and calmly advised:

“There, Mrs. Sinclair, that will do. I wouldn’t go for to put myself in

a rage if I was you. You’d far better sit down and take your drops.”

“Patterson, where were you?”

“Eating my tea.”

“You’re always ‘eating your tea.’ I wonder how you manage the feat.

It’s one beyond my wit.”

“Yes, ma’am. I dare say it is.”

“Patterson, you are impertinent.”

“Not meanin’ it, ma’am, I’m sure.”

“No. You never do mean anything. That’s the worst of you. If I hadn’t

grown so accustomed to you--You know what would happen, I reckon.”

“Yes, ma’am. You’ve often told me,” answered the maid, still

undisturbed.

“Well, _I_ generally _do_ mean something. Just now, it’s something

which, probably, will astonish even you--if that is possible.”

“Yes, ma’am. I think I could be astonished if I tried.”

“Huh! I doubt it. But--try. It would be such a novel sensation. Why,

woman alive, if it weren’t for my sensations I’d be as wooden-y as you

are. Patterson, I’m going to Albuquerque.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Oh! you exasperating creature! But--I’ve just come from there. A few

weeks ago, on our way back from California. That’s the name of that

curious old town that’s so antique on one side and so horribly new on

the other. Yes, I’m going to Al-bu-quer-que. Why don’t you ask me what

for?”

“You’ll be sure to tell me, directly, ma’am.”

“Humph! You _are_ impertinent. I have always known it. I consider you

so when you don’t get excited.”

“I’m sorry, ma’am.”

“No, you’re not. Not a bit sorry. You didn’t get excited even when I

told you I’d bought our tickets for a trip around the world. Nothing on

the trip excited you. Even when I talked anarchy in Russia and had to

keep my tongue so still afterward. You’re not excited now, yet--if I

chose--I could say that which would make even your smooth hair stand up

and ruffle itself.”

“I dare say so, ma’am.”

“Patterson, am I a happy woman?”

“I’m afraid not, ma’am.”

“Haven’t I done a lot of good in my life?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“I’ve had bitter sorrows. They’ve made me--disagreeable, eh? Well,

listen. Once a man borrowed my money and died without paying it.

Because of that debt, which I half-forgot, and their silly notions of

honor his family have always been poor. I didn’t know they worried

so--until it was too late. Then I let it go on. It was less trouble

than the other way. And exertion is good for--other people. Patterson!

leave tidying this room and sit down.”

“Yes, ma’am. It often is ‘too late’ in this world.”

“Why--Patterson! I say, leave tidying the room. You’re always at it

when you aren’t ‘eating your tea,’ and I’ve something to tell you,

Patterson! _Sit down!_ I bid you. I’ve that to tell you that will, that

must, wake you up at last.”

“Yes, ma’am,” and something in her mistress’s manner did catch the

attention of this faithful old servant, of long service and short

speech.

“Good Patterson--Do you remember Mary?”

Then, indeed, did the “worm turn.”

“Remember Mary? How can you ask me that? Wasn’t I her nurse? Wasn’t she

the sweetest girl who ever lived? Didn’t I love her like my own soul?

Ah! indeed, but I do remember Mary. It was I who dressed her for her

wedding, which you’d forbidden. _Do I--remember--Mary?_”

“There, there. That was fine. Magnificent. I thought there was fire in

you somewhere, if a body only had gunpowder enough about her to set it

flashing. Well--I, too, remember Mary. Ah! Patterson! how well!”

Only one who knew the erratic Mrs. Sinclair, as Patterson knew her,

could have understood that sudden change in her manner which bespoke

a broken heart. “Mary.” The never forgotten, the always beloved, the

forever mourned. In that love and in that self-reproachful memory, lay

the secret of this strange and restless life.

The little old lady, whose face was wizened and wan, dropped into her

chair and Patterson went and stood beside her.

“There, ma’am. I wouldn’t. It’s all past and gone. There’s still a

heaven where you can meet her, even though, as you said, it’s too late

for this world.”

Mrs. Sinclair bobbed her head, then looked up with a gleam in her eye.

“It was you who said that, Patterson.”

“Was it, ma’am? I don’t remember that.”

“Listen. When I came home from the Pacific, as usual, I got out at all

the stations to rest myself.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“At one of them, called Tuttle, which was just a man or two, a

water-tank and a house, with a few other folks thrown in--at this

wretched spot I saw--two children.”

“So you said, ma’am.”

“Excuse me, I said nothing of the kind. I never mentioned it.

_Somebody_ said they were Indian captives, just rescued. When I looked

at them something went through my heart like a shot. Those children

made me think of Mary. They had eyes like Mary’s. And--_Patterson, sit

down_. You’ll need support now.”

Patterson immediately dropped upon a lounge, but continued to dust

little portions of the furniture near, with a silk rag she pulled from

her pocket and went nowhere without. But she suddenly ceased her labor

and--waked up entirely!

“Hear this Associated Press dispatch. I was right. Those little

‘captives’ I saw are my Mary’s children. It all fits together like a

sliced puzzle--when once you start it right. Hark!”

Then in her clear tones, still unimpaired by age, and in an excitement

that was now really healthful, Mrs. Sinclair read to her old attendant

the same account of the famous “Discovery” which the hospital nurse had

read to her convalescing patient.

She read it once at almost breakneck speed, then again, more slowly;

and at its conclusion, Patterson stood beside the door leading into the

dressing room, impatient to be gone.

“Patterson, where are you? What are you about? _Why don’t you--sit

down?_ Where can you be going in such frightful haste? Eh? What did

you say?”

“To pack our trunks. _I’m_ going to Albuquerque.”

“Ha! Wide awake at last! You’re right. _We_ are going by the first

express, to Mary’s children at Albuquerque!”

Carlota of the rancho · 第 32 / 33 章