CHAPTER XIV.

THE MYSTERY AT GRASSY SPRING.

For several weeks longer Edith continued taking lessons of Arthur,

going sometimes with Richard, but oftener alone, and feeling

always that a change had gradually come over her teacher. He was

as kind to her as ever, took quite as much pains with her, and she

was sensible of a greater degree of improvement than had marked

the days when she trembled every time he touched her hands. Still

there was a change. He did not bend over her now as he used to do;

did not lay his arm across the back of her chair, letting it some

times fall by accident upon her shoulders; did not look into her

eyes with a glance which made her blush and turn away; in short,

he did not look at her at all, if he could help it, and in this

very self-denial lay his strength. He was waging a mighty battle

with himself, and inch by inch he was gaining the victory, for

victory it would be when he brought himself to think of Edith

Hastings without a pang--to listen to her voice and look into her

face without a feeling that she must be his. He could not do this

yet, but he kept himself from telling her of his love by assuming

a reserved, studied manner, which led her at last to think he

might be angry, and one day, toward the first of March, when he

had been more than usually silent, she asked him abruptly how she

had offended, her soft eyes filling with tears as she expressed

her sorrow if by any thoughtless act she had caused him pain.

"You could not offend me, Edith," he said; "that would be

impossible, and if I am sometimes could an abstracted, it is

because I have just cause for being so. I am very unhappy, Edith,

and your visits here to me are like oases to the weary traveller.

Were it not for you I should wish to die; and yet, strange as it

may seem, I have prayed to die oftener since I knew you as you now

are than I ever did before, I committed a fatal error once and it

has embittered my whole existence. It was early in life, to,

before I ever say you, Edith."

"Why Mr. St. Claire," she exclaimed, "you were nothing but a boy

when you came to Brier Hill."

"Yes, a boy," he exclaimed, "or I had never done what I did; but

it cannot be helped, and I must abide the consequences. Now let us

talk of something else. I am going away to-morrow, and you need

not come again until I send for you; but whatever occurs, don't

think I am offended."

She could not think so when she met the olden look she ahs missed

so long, and wondering where he could be going, she arose to take

her leave. He went with her to the door, and wrung her hand

nervously, bidding her in heart a final farewell, for when they

met again a great gulf would be between them,--a gulf he had

helped to dig, and which he could not ass. Edith had intended to

ask old Judy where Arthur was going, without, however, having much

hope of success: for, since the conversation concerning Nina, Judy

had been wholly non-committal, plainly showing that she had been

trained for the occasion, but changed her mind, and rode leisurely

away, going round by Brier Hill to call upon Grace whom she had

not seen for some little time. Grace, as usual, was full of

complaints against Arthur for being so misanthropical, so cross-

grained and so queer, shutting himself up like a hermit and

refusing to see any one but herself and Edith.

"What is he going to Worcester for?" she asked, adding that one of

the negroes had told old Rachel, who was there the previous night.

But Edith did not know, unless it was to be married, and laughing

at her own joke, she bade Grace good-bye, having learned by

accident what she so much desired to know.

The next morning she arose quite early, and looking in the

direction of Grassy Spring, which, when the leaves were fallen,

was plainly discernible, she saw Arthur's carriage driving from

his gate. There was no train due at that hour, and she stood

wondering until the carriage, which, for a moment, had been hidden

from her view, appeared a second time in sight, and as it passed

the house she saw Aunt Phillis's dusky face peering from the

window. She did not see Arthur, but she was sure he was inside;

and when the horses were turned into the road, which, before the

day of cars, was the great thoroughfare between Shannondale and

Worcester, she knew he had started for the latter place in his

carriage.

"What can it be for?" she said; "and why has he taken Phillis?"

But puzzle her brain as she might, she could not fathom the

mystery, and she waited for what would next occur.

In the course of the day Victor, who, without being really

meddlesome, managed to keep himself posted with regard to the

affairs at Grassy Spring, told her that Mr. St. Claire, preferring

his carriage to the cars, had gone in it to Worcester, and taken

Phillis with him; that he would be absent some days; and that

Sophy, Phillis's daughter, when questioned as to his business, had

answered evasively,

"Gone to fetch his wife home for what I know."

"Maybe it is so," said Victor, looking Edith steadily in the face,

"Soph didn't mean me to believe it; but there's many a truth

spoken in jest."

Edith knew that, but she would not hearken for a moment to

Victor's suggestion. It made her too unhappy, and for three days

she had a fair opportunity of ascertaining the nature of her

feelings toward Arthur St. Claire, for nothing is more conducive

to the rapid development of love, than a spice of jealousy lest

another has won the heart we so much covet.

The next day, the fourth after Arthur's departure, she asked

Victor to ride with her on horseback, saying the fresh March wind

would do her good. It was nearly sunset when they started, and, as

there was a splendid moon, they continued their excursion to quite

a distance, so that it was seven ere they found themselves at the

foot of the long hill which wound past Collingwood and on to

Grassy Spring. Half way up the hill, moving very slowly, as if the

horses were jaded and tired, was a traveling carriage, which both

Edith and Victor recognized at once as belonging to Arthur St.

Claire.

"Let's overtake them," said Edith, and chirruping to Bedouin, she

was soon so near to the carriage that her quick ear caught the

sound of a low, sweet voice singing a German air, with which she

herself had always been familiar, though when she first learned it

she could not tell.

It was one of those old songs which Rachel had called weird and

wild, and now, as she listened to the plaintive tones, they

thrilled on every nerve with a strange power as if it were a

requiem sung by the dead over their own buried hopes. Nearer and

nearer Bedouin pressed to the slowly moving vehicle, until at last

she was nearly even with it.

"Look, Miss Edith!" and Victor grasped her bridle rein, directing

her attention to the arms folded upon the window and the girlish

head resting upon the arms, in the attitude of a weary child.

One little ringless, blue-veined hand was plainly discernible in

the bright moonlight, and Edith thought how small and white and

delicate it was.

"Let's go on," she whispered, and they dashed past the carriage

just as Arthur leaned forward to see who they were.

"That was a young lady," said Victor coming up with Edith, who was

riding at a headlong speed.

"Yes, I knew it," and Edith again touched Bedouin with her whip as

if the fast riding suited well her tumultuous emotions.

"His bride?" said Victor, interrogatively, and Edith replied,

"Very likely, Victor," and she stopped Bedouin short. "Victor,

don't tell any one of the lady in the carriage until it's known

for certain that there is one at Grassy Spring."

Victor could see no reason for this request, but it was sufficient

for him that Edith had made it, and he promised readily all that

she desired. They were at home by this time, and complaining of a

headache Edith excused herself earlier than usual and stole up to

her chamber where she could he alone to wonder WHO was the visitor

at Grassy Spring. It might be a bride, and it might be NINA.

Starting to her feet as the last mentioned individual came into

her mind, she walked to the window and saw just what she more than

half expected to see--a light shining through the iron lattice of

the DEN--a bright, cheerful light--and as she gazed, there crept

over her a faint, sick feeling, as if she knew of the ruin, the

desolation, the blighted hopes and beautiful wreck embodied in the

mystery at Grassy Spring. Covering her eyes with her hands the

tears trickled through her fingers, falling not so much for Arthur

St. Claire as for the plaintive singing girl shrouded in so dark a

mystery. Drying her eyes she looked again across the meadow, but

the blinds of the Den were closed, and only the moonbeams fell

where the blaze of the lamp had been.

A week went by, and though Grace came twice to Collingwood, while

Victor feigned several errands to Grassy Spring, nothing was known

of the stranger. Grace evidently had no suspicion of her

existence, while Victor declared there was no trace of a white

woman any where about the premises. Mr. St. Claire, he said, sat

in the library, his feet crossed in a chair and his hands on top

of his head as if in a brown study, while Aunt Phillis appeared

far more impatient than usual and had intimated to him plainly

that "in her 'pinion white niggers had better be at home tendin'

to thar own business, of they had any, and not pryin' into thar

neighbor's affairs."

At last Edith was surprised at receiving a note from Arthur,

saying he was ready to resume their lessons at any time. Highly

delighted with the plan Edith answered immediately that she would

come on the morrow, which was Friday. Richard did not offer to go,

owing in a great measure to the skillful management of Victor,

who, though he did not suggest Mr. Floyd and the western wood lot,

found some equally good excuse why his master's presence would,

that day of all others, be necessary at home.

The wild March winds by this time had given place to the warmer,

balmier air of April. The winter snow had melted from the

hillside, and here and there tufts of fresh young grass were seen

starting into life. It was just such a morning, in short, as is

most grateful to the young, and Edith felt its inspiriting

influence as she rode along the rather muddy road. Another there

was, too, who felt it; and as Edith sauntered slowly up the path,

entering this time upon the rear piazza instead of the front, she

heard again the soft, low voice which had sounded so mournful and

sweet when heard in the still moonlight. Looking up she saw that a

window of the Den was open, and through the lattice work a little

hand was thrust, as if beckoning her to come. Stepping bank she

tried to obtain a view of the person, but failed to do so, though

the hand continued beckoning, and from the height there floated

down to her the single word, "MIGGIE." That was all; but it

brought her hand to her head as if she had received a sudden blow.

"Miggie--Miggie," she repeated. "I HAVE heard that name before. It

must have belonged to some one in the Asylum."

A confused murmur as if of expostulation and remonstrance was now

heard--the childish hand disappeared and scarcely knowing what she

was about, Edith stepped into the hall and advanced into the

library, where she sat down to wait for Arthur. It was not long

ere he appeared, locking the door as he came in and thus cutting

off all communication between that room and the stairway leading

to the Den. Matters were, in Edith's estimation, assuming a

serious aspect, and remembering how pleadingly the name "Miggie"

had been uttered, she half-resolved to demand of Arthur the

immediate release of the helpless creature thus held in durance

vile. But he looked so unhappy, so hopelessly wretched that her

sympathy was soon enlisted for him rather than his fair captive.

Still she would try him a little and when they were fairly at work

she said to him jestingly,

"I heard it hinted that you would bring home a wife, but I do not

see her. Where is she, pray?"

Arthur uttered no sound save a stifled moan, and when Edith dared

to steal a look at him she saw that his brown hair was moist with

perspiration, which stood also in drops about his lips.

"Mr. St. Claire," she said, throwing down her pencil and leaning

back in her chair, "I can endure this no longer. What IS the

matter? Tell me. You have some great mental sorrow, I know, and I

long to share it with you--may I? Who have you up stairs and why

this mystery concerning her?"

She laid her hand upon his arm, and looked imploringly into the

face, which turned away from her, as if afraid to meet her

truthful glance. Once he thought to tell her all, but when he

remembered how beautiful she was, how much he loved her, and how

dear her society was to him, he refrained, for he vainly fancied

that a confession would drive her from him forever. He did not

know Edith Hastings; he had not yet fathomed the depths of her

womanly nature, and he could not guess how tenderly, even while

her own heart was breaking, she would have soothed his grief and

been like an angel of mercy to the innocent cause of all his woe.

"I dare not tell you," he said. "You would hate me if I did, and

that I could not endure. It may not be pleasant for you to come

here any more, and perhaps you had better not."

For a moment Edith sat motionless. She had not expected this from

Arthur, and it roused within her a feeling of resentment.

"And so you only sent for me to give me my dismissal," she said,

in a cold, icy tone. "Be it as you like. I draw tolerably well,

you say. I have no doubt I can get along alone. Send your bill at

once to Mr. Harrington. He does not like to be in debt."

She spoke proudly, haughtily, and her eyes, usually so soft in

their expression, had in them a black look of anger, which pierced

Arthur's very soul. He could not part with her THUS, and grasping

the hand reached out to take its gauntlet, he held it fast, while

he said, "What are we doing, Edith? Quarrelling? It must not be. I

suggested your giving up the lessons because I thought the

arrangement might be satisfactory to you, and not because _I_

wished it, for I do not; I cannot give up the only source of

happiness left to me. Forget what I said. Remain my pupil and I'll

try to be more cheerful in your presence. You shall NOT help to

bear my burden as you bear that of Collingwood's unfortunate

inmates."

Edith never liked to hear her relations to Richard referred to in

this manner, and she answered quickly,

"You are mistaken, Mr. St. Claire, in thinking I bear any burden

either here or elsewhere. No one ever had a happier home than I,

and there's nothing on earth I would not do for Richard."

"Would you marry him, Edith?" and Arthur scanned her closely.

"Would you be his wife if he demanded it as his right? and I think

he will do this sometime."

Edith trembled from head to foot, as she answered,

"Not if he demanded it as a right, though he might well do that,

for I owe him everything. But if he loved me, and I loved him."

She paused, and in the silence which ensued the tumultuous beating

of her heart was plainly audible. No one before had suggested to

her the possibility of her being Richard's wife, and the idea was

terrible to her. She loved him, but not as a wife should love her

husband. He loved her, too; and now, as she remembered many things

in the past, she was half convinced that she to him was dearer

than a sister, child, or friend. He had forgotten the Swedish

baby's mother. She knew he had by his always checking her when she

attempted to speak of Eloise. Out of the ashes of this early love

a later love had sprung, and SHE was possibly its object. The

thought was a crushing one, and unmindful of Arthur's presence she

laid her head upon the table and sobbed,

"It cannot be. Richard will never ask me to be his wife. Never, oh

never."

"But if he does, Edith, you will not tell him NO. Promise me that.

It's my only hope of salvation from total ruin!" and Arthur drew

so near to her that his arm found its way around her slender

waist.

Had he struck her with a glittering dagger he could not have hurt

her more than by pleading with her to be another's wife. But she

would not let him know it. He did not love her as she had

sometimes foolishly fancied he did; and lifting up her head she

answered him proudly,

"Yes, Arthur St. Claire, when Richard Harrington asks me to be his

bride I will not tell him no. Are you satisfied?"

"I am," he said, though his white lips gave the lie to the words

he uttered, and his heart smote him cruelly for his selfishness in

wishing to save himself by sacrificing Edith; and it would be a

sacrifice, he knew--a fearful sacrifice, the giving her to a blind

man, old enough to be her sire, noble, generous and good, though

he were.

It was a little singular that Arthur's arm should still linger

about the waist of one who had promised to be another's wife,

provided she were asked, but so it was; it staid there, while he

persuaded her to come again to Grassy Spring, and not to give up

the lessons so pleasant to them both.

He was bending very near to her when a sound upon the stairs

caught his ear. It was the same German air Edith had heard in the

yard, and she listened breathlessly while it came nearer to the

door. Suddenly the singer seemed to change her mind, for the music

began slowly to recede and was soon lost to hearing within the

four walls of the Den. Not a word was spoken by either Arthur or

Edith, until the latter said,

"It is time I was at home," and she arose to go.

He offered no remonstrance, but accompanying her to the gate,

placed her in the saddle, and then stood watching her as she

galloped away.

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