CHAPTER XXXV.

ASLEEP IN JESUS.[6]

Asleep in Jesus; blessed sleep,

From which none ever wakes to weep,

A calm and undisturbed repose,

Unbroken by the last of foes.

"For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain."--Philippians i. 21.

One week ago to-day, and at this hour, we stood in this historic church

over the precious remains of our dear, departed Elder, James Knowles,

so kind, so gentle, so affectionate, so humble, and so meek in his

manners that we greatly miss him in our work for the blessed Master.

Ah! little did we then think that we were to be so speedily gathered

together to pay the last tribute of respect to the memory of his

faithful and loving wife. But God's ways are not our ways, nor His

thoughts as our thoughts. How inexplicable and profoundly mysterious

are His providential arrangements. It hath pleased our kind heavenly

Father to say to our sainted sister, "It is enough, come up higher."

She also is at rest with her Saviour and her husband, to whom she was

so devotedly attached. She was, indeed, a virtuous wife and loving

mother.

"The race appointed she has run,

The combat's o'er, the prize is won."

[6] The substance of a sermon preached by the Rev. Duncan McNeill

Young, in the Allen Street Presbyterian Church, New York,

November 1, 1886, on the occasion of the death of Mrs. James

Knowles, a city missionary who triumphantly departed this life on

October 30, 1886, in the seventy fifth year of her age.

How blessed the change! How rich the reward! How safe from all sin and

sorrow! In yonder "land of pure delight where saints immortal reign."

_What a meeting! What a greeting takes place at the hour of dissolution!_

How pleasing the contemplation. How inspiring to think of our noble

ancestors; our holy ministers and teachers; our fathers and mothers who

led us by the hand to the house of God on the Sabbath, who early taught

us to lisp the ever precious name of Jesus; who are to-day singing the

song of Moses and the Lamb. Let us thank God at this solemn hour, even

amid blinding tears, for pious, praying parents.

Oh, that the Holy Spirit of God may touch our hearts to-day; that we

may more fully realize the greatness and importance of our work, and

that we may understand that this second great loss to this church is

the voice of the God of Israel calling us, by the solemn dispensations

of His providence, to be more zealous in our Saviour's cause. Clarify

our vision just now, O Thou Divine Enlightener, that we may see light

in Thy light.

I truly believe my theme to-day is a gift from the Lord, the God of

Abraham, and is peculiarly appropriate for this solemn scene, and

adapted to the circumstances and special wants of this church and

congregation. "Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His

saints." The text, I may add, has been graphically illustrated in the

life and labors, as well as in the death of her who now lies before us

in that beautiful casket, covered with so many rich and fragrant

flowers, the gifts of dearly beloved friends.

While I do not believe in eulogizing the dead, yet, nevertheless, I

think, nay, I experimentally know, that great good is derived from

reflection upon the lives of the great, the pure, and the noble ones

who are beyond the flood. Nothing stimulates me so much to increased

activity and aggressiveness in Christian work as the thought of the

numerous servants of the Most High God now in heaven:

"How bright those glorious spirits shine,

Whence all their white array?

How came they to the blissful seats

Of everlasting day?"--"Par." lxvi. 1.

Paul, who uttered the words of our text, was passing through great

suffering when he wrote this epistle to the Church which he planted at

Philippi. He was at this time a prisoner for Christ in the palace of the

imperial city of Rome: for he declares, "That _the things that happened

unto me_, have fallen out rather unto the furtherance of the Gospel; so

that," he adds, "my bonds in Christ are manifest in all the palace, and

in all other places."

There are just two thoughts that we want to try and develop this

afternoon, namely, that conformity to the likeness of Christ in life

brings glorious gain to the Christian at death. Or, in the words of the

great Apostle of the Gentiles, "For to me to live is Christ, and to die

is gain." From the sacred hour that the blessed Jesus met him on his

way to Damascus, to the day of his martyrdom, his continual cry was,

"God forbid that I should glory, save in the Cross of the Lord Jesus

Christ, by whom the world is crucified unto me." "I count all things

but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord."

"That man," says the Hebrew bard, "hath perfect blessedness, who not

only refraineth from walking astray, but who delights in the Law of the

Lord." _Lex rex_, was his motto--"The Law is King!" For the Master has

said: "Think not that I am come to destroy the law, or the prophets: I

am not come to destroy, but to fulfil." He desires to corroborate the

fact that--"Ye are the light of the world"--hence, he adds, "Let your

light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and

glorify your Father which is in heaven." "The city set on a hill cannot

be hid."

The true Christian, then, beholds the humility and majesty of Christ in

defining His and our relation to the law that regulates daily life. The

Gospel of the blessed God and the law conjointly elevates and

spiritualizes humanity. The law is our school-master to lead us to

Christ, hence Paul says, "To be carnally minded is death; but to be

spiritually minded is life and peace. For what the law could not do, in

that it was weak through the flesh, God sending His own Son in the

likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh: that

the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not

after the flesh, but after the Spirit."

Our loved one's life was emphatically a life of consecration. It was a

life strictly devoted to the cause of her dear Redeemer. "For her to

live was Christ, hence to die was gain." We all know that to consecrate

is to set apart for holy service. Aaron of old was thus unreservedly

laid upon the altar as a living sacrifice for Jehovah. A person thus

set apart receives the unction of the Holy One. It was beautifully

symbolized under the mosaical dispensation.

Moses took the anointing oil and poured it upon the head of Aaron, in

order that he might be sanctified and set apart for the service of God.

And so, when we can truly exclaim with Paul, "I am crucified with

Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the

life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of

God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me." It is then we receive the

blessed baptism of the Holy Spirit, and are made meet for the Master's

use. None can rightly live for Christ until they receive this rich and

inestimable blessing. "At that time we are _sealed_ with the Holy Spirit

of promise."

Among the personal property of Sister Knowles were found some crumbs

which fell from the Master's table in the form of forget-me-nots of the

Word of God, by Dr. McDuff, author of "Morning and Night Watches."

Valuable little works which I would earnestly recommend, and which I

have endeavored to put into the hands of many young disciples in my

various fields of labor. I will quote a few of the forget-me-nots, as

they are very comforting in these hours of sorrow and separation. For

instance here are a few of them:

"Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I

will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee

with the right hand of my righteousness."--Isa. xli. 10. "Yet will I not

forget thee: Even to your old age _I am He_; and even to hoar hairs will

I carry you: I have made, and I will bear; even I will carry, and will

deliver you."--Isa. xlvi. 4.

Our dear Sister Knowles corroborated the truthfulness of the above

passages by her last dying words, the last she ever uttered upon earth.

"Once I was young, now I am old, and have never been forsaken."

It is impossible for us to live a truly devoted Christian life without

the presence and power of the Holy Spirit in our hearts, John said, "I

indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after

me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall

baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire." This divine blessing

our dear sister pre-eminently possessed.

This was the reason why Christ, our ever adorable Redeemer and Daysman

was continually about His Father's business. The Prophet Isaiah said

concerning him: "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the

Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath

sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the

captives and the opening of the prison to them that are bound.... To

comfort all that mourn; to appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to

give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the

garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be

called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that _He

might be glorified_."

The presence here to-day, in a body, of the "New York Female Bible

Readers' Society," out of respect to the memory of the departed, is a

conclusive evidence of the fact that they recognized her sterling

qualities, and her heroic missionary spirit among the fallen sons and

daughters of Adam in the lower part of this great city. They fully

realize that this church and community have suffered a severe loss in

her removal, and their presence, together with so many elders, and

ministers, deacons, and Sabbath-school workers, give proof that her

life, for over a quarter of a century, during which she incessantly

toiled for Christ, were years of holy and unremitting industry, and

holy consecration in the service of Him whose whole life was one of

self-sacrifice and self-abnegation. "For He came not to be ministered

unto, but to minister, and to give His life a ransom for many."

She was like Christ in this respect. Emptied of self, and was found

like Mary of old sitting at the feet of Jesus, and hearing His word. As

He said, "Learn of Me, for I am meek and lowly in heart, and ye shall

find rest unto your souls."

God has wisely ordained that souls are to be saved through human

instrumentality, especially through those whose hearts are in the work.

He hath put the treasure in the earthen vessel that the excellency of

the power may be of God and not of man. Who can estimate the value of a

holy missionary woman's work in this world of sin and sorrow?

Through the power of an indwelling spirit, who can tell of the many

broken hearts healed by the application of the Balm of Gilead. Many

poor Satan-bound souls have had their shackles severed, and joyously

set at liberty by pointing them to the only Redeemer of God's elect,

who by His great atoning work hath paid for them the ransom price; and

many to-day are singing the song of Redeeming love above, who were led

to put their trust in the blessed Jesus by her prayers and religious

instruction. Many a poor Jew, and Jewess, and Roman Catholic, and

Formalist, and Infidel, and swearer, and Sabbath-breaker, were pointed

by her to the Lamb of God who taketh away the sin of the world. She

ever displayed great sagacity in every kind of work. She will be

greatly missed in the Tenth Ward of this city.

God grant that as the spirit of Elijah did rest on Elisha as he was

taken up into Heaven, even so may her mantle fall on us who are left

behind. Let us

"With zeal like hers inspired,

Begin the Christian race;

And freed from each encumbering weight,

Her holy footsteps trace."

Krummacher, of Elberfeld, in the valley of Barmen, Prussia, said, "That

Elisha on inheriting this mantle is henceforth called to take the place

of his great Master, and to carry on His work." This singular legacy

was therefore very significant to Elisha. The mantle came flying toward

him heavily laden, but with the commission he received was connected

the encouraging circumstance that it came accompanied with such a

precious memorial of his paternal Master. It was no longer the robe of

his redoubted reformer, but the robe of a blessed heir of Heaven, borne

thither on the wings of the cherubin. This circumstance would tend to

_refresh his spirit in his arduous work_; and, at the same time as

the messenger of peace, who was to announce to the house of Israel,

like the rainbow after the storm, Jehovah's good-will toward men. Oh,

that the remembrance of our ancestors, the great, and the good, and the

holy ones who have gone before would inspire us to go and do likewise!

I remember once standing in the cemetery of Stirling and gazing upon

the monument of two Christian sisters who suffered martyrdom for

Christ, and as I read the inscription on the tombstone, I thought of

how much we were indebted to those who have borne the burden and heat

of the day.

Here is the inscription: "Margaret, Virgin Martyr of the Ocean Wave,

with her like-minded sister, Agnes." Then follows this touching

paragraph: "Love, many waters cannot quench. God saves His chaste,

impearled one! In Covenant true. Oh, Scotia's daughters! _earnest scan_

the Page and prize this flower of Grace, _blood-bought_ for

you."--Psalms ix. xix. The elder and younger sister are exquisitely

sculptured, seated together with an open Bible on their laps, and a lamb

by their side, while an angel is standing behind them gazing intently on

the scene. Who can tell but the departed one gazed upon this very scene

in the days of her sunny childhood, for the Bible was her daily delight.

Ah! dear friends, are they not all ministering spirits sent forth to

minister to them who are heirs of salvation? And are there not many

living martyrs that the world knows nothing of among our Bible Readers

in this city, who are saying as Paul did: "What mean ye to weep and to

break mine heart? for I am ready not to be bound only, but also to die

at Jerusalem, for the name of the Lord Jesus."--Acts xxi. 13.

A French gentleman, a Roman Catholic, who lived in the same house as

sister Knowles for several years, told me that he never met a woman so

humble and straightforward as she was in all her deportment.

What was the secret of her power in eliciting this outside testimony?

She had companionship with Jesus. She lived near Him; she heard His

sweet voice saying: "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man

hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup

with him, and he with me."

The holy McCheyne, of St. Peter's, Dundee, Scotland, says, concerning

those who walk with Christ on earth, "That they shall walk with Christ

in white, for they are worthy.... Never forget, dear brethren, that you

are to walk with Christ. This walk expresses the most real intimacy

with _Him_. You know it is a mark of real intimacy to admit one to

walk with us in our solitary rambles. Oh, walk with Him now; walk here

with Him, and you shall soon put your head where John put his."

She cultivated a firm and unstaggering confidence in the continued

presence of the Holy Spirit in her heart. McCheyne's directions to his

flock was, "Pray for the Holy Spirit to uphold you, if sensible of your

weakness; then lean upon this proved Comforter.... _Pray much for this

Comforter that He may enlighten your mind, that He may fill your hearts.

Oh, pray for the Spirit of God, for there is no other way of walking to

heaven but by the Spirit. Let Him lead you._ My dear brethren, _in this

way, and in this way alone, will you not defile your garments_." "Thy

Spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness."--Psalm cxliii.

10. She had faith in the power of the Comforter, or helper.

In the midst of many privations, and sometimes when the week's earnings

of her husband was small, and he would say to her on the Saturday

evening, "I have not much money for you to-night," she would cheerfully

reply: "Never mind dearest, the Lord will provide." Jehovah-jireh! was

her watchword all through her life. She would remark, "That would go

further to them with God's blessing, than three times as much without

His blessing."

Earthly comforts and pleasures might fail, but the joys that spring

from personal piety and firm faith in the Comforter's presence failed

her never. She seemed to fully realize the potency of the prophet's

words, "Although the fig-tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be

in the vines; the labor of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall

yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there

shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will

joy in the God of my salvation. The Lord God is my strength, and He

will make my feet like hinds' feet."--Hab. iii. 17-19.

She evidently found in the mighty God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, an

inexhaustible source of strength and comfort and consolation through

her child-like trust in the immutable promise, "I will never leave thee

nor forsake thee."

Conformity to the character of Christ was an essential element in her

every-day life. She had cares, difficulties, and trials, but she cast

them all upon the great burden-bearer, hence prevailing prayer was ever

her chief delight. It is no misplaced and extravagant exaggeration to

say that she breathed the very atmosphere of prayer. This is the wisest

resource at all times. Like Elijah on the summit of Mount Carmel, where

all is peaceful and solitary, alone with God, she made her requests

known unto Him. It was then that the peace of God which passeth all

understanding, kept her heart and mind through Christ Jesus.--Phil. iv.

6-7.

Oh, who can fully estimate the excellency of a devotional temperament?

What evils we are delivered from! What mercies we receive! What

gladness of heart! What light is imparted! What strength God bestows!

For, has He not promised, "Ask, and ye shall receive?" She had no

doubts concerning the faithfulness of her Father to answer prayer. It

was through her importunate pleadings at the throne of grace that her

only son, when quite young, was led to see his need of Jesus. And what

joy was brought into the hearts of those parents when, at the return of

the father from the prayer-meeting, they found their child on his knees

crying for God to have mercy on his soul. Over such scenes as this the

holy angels delight to bend their bright wings and make joyous music in

heaven. (See Luke xv. 10.)

On one occasion during the fratricidal war in this country, when her

boy was fighting before Richmond, some one brought her word that he was

mortally wounded on the battle-field, for they had seen his name in the

newspapers, she calmly and trustfully replied: "Not my son; for I have

made him the subject of earnest prayer, that his young life may be

guarded by God while in his country's battles for continued liberty and

independence." She recognized the truth that piety and patriotism are

inseparably connected.

She seemed to realize that the Saviour was always at her side. She

walked by faith and not by sight. She understood the distinction between

the constituents of faith and the consequences of faith. Chalmers wisely

remarks--that the gratitude, the love, the disposition toward new

obedience; these are not the ingredients of faith; they are but the

effects of it. Observe what follows by making them the ingredients. By

faith we are said to be justified; but if our piety toward God, or our

desire to conform to His law, or any moral characteristic whatever,

shall be regarded as parts and constituents of this faith; then, under

the consciousness of our sad deficiency, we shall never attain to the

solid peace of one who rejoices in a firm sense of his acceptance with

God. But reduce faith to its simplicity, take it in the obvious and

uncompounded sense which _you attach to the mere act of believing,

regard it as purely giving credit to God's testimony, when he sets forth

Christ as a propitiation for our sin, and invites one and all in the

world to cast upon Him the burden of their reliance, and then see how,

by immediate transition, one might enter into peace, and become a

confiding, tranquillized, and happy creature_, simply because convinced

that the most powerful of beings, whom he aforetime regarded as an enemy

and an avenger is pacified toward him, and now makes him a free proffer

of fellowship and forgiveness. It is of the greatest importance to the

secure and perfect establishment of a believer's peace, that it should

be a matter of believing, and believing only. It is also an imperative

necessity that the comfort and confidence should spring from the proper

object of belief, which is the sureness of God's own testimony, and not

from the consciousness of love or gratitude, or any moral quality in

ourselves!

I heard Dr. Andrew Bonar, while preaching in Philadelphia, during a

visit to this country, tell about a dying elder who was asked by

friends who clustered around his couch, "How do you feel, now that the

hour of your departure has come, and you hear the voice that calls you

home? Have you still joy and peace?"

"Oh," he said, "I am not thinking about joy or peace, or my feelings. I

am not thinking about myself at all. I am just lying here _thinking

about Christ_. I am thinking about what He has done and suffered for

me; and what He is doing for me in heaven. Yes, He is 'a hiding place

from the wind.'

"'Rock of ages cleft for me,

Let me hide myself in thee.'

"That is what we have to do in life and in death. Where can we find

rest and refuge in a dying hour, but by thinking upon and trusting in

_Him_ who is 'the shadow of a great rock in a weary land?'"

Our peace, our joy, our hope, our all in life and in death, are the

results of confidence in Christ. Our dear, departed sister had heard

the sweet voice of Jesus saying, "I am the dark world's light; come

unto me, thy morn shall rise and all thy day be bright." Her trust was

not in this vain and transitory world, though smiling and fair, she

trusted not His joy, for sorrow was there. Her faith had found an

anchor--a sure abiding home; she had a strong consolation because she

had fled for refuge and had laid hold of the hope set before her in the

Gospel.

The sweet and tender and loving words of John were ever present to her

ear: "If we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have

fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His Son

cleanseth us from all sin." Hence she continually enjoyed four precious

elements of spiritual life and Christian experience; viz., Union with

God, Communion with Christ, Pure Fellowship with the Saints, and

Constant Cleansing by the peace-speaking blood of Jesus--"That blood

which speaketh better things than the blood of Abel."

The application to your hearts of the blood of Jesus by the Holy Spirit

is like the dew upon the new mown grass.

Amid the great rush and roar of business, where men are pressing

against each other on the busy streets, in the race for gold, her mind

was constantly occupied with thoughts relative to the wants and woes of

the sick and the dying. While others were daily seeking their own, not

the things of Christ, she was found bringing children to the

Sabbath-school--reaching out to the hearts of the parents through the

little ones--bringing the blessed Bible to the bosoms of the homes

which had none; circulating tracts and religious literature; visiting

sad scenes of distressing spiritual and domestic destitution. And

whatsoever her hands found to do, she did it quietly and

unostentatiously, and unreservedly, knowing full well, "That there is

no work, nor device, nor knowledge in the grave whither we goeth." She

sweetly rests from her labors, and her works do follow her. And as the

Gospel of the grace of God was in her a well of water, out of the

abundance of her heart, so kind, calm, consistent, and courageous,

there constantly flowed streams of living water of earnest, loving,

prayerful toil in the Master's vineyard.

She gathered daily jewels for the crown of her rejoicing. I have found

in her diary, that this was the aim of her whole life.

Companionship with Christ is constantly manifested by love for the Holy

Scriptures. "If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask

what ye will, and it shall be done unto you." The will of Jesus is made

known through His word. When the blessed Master was in Capernaum, His

own city, He declared that it was the Spirit that quickeneth, the flesh

profiteth nothing: "The words that I speak unto you, they are spirit,

and they are life."--John vi. 63.

There is sunshine and beauty in His words. They are practical

principles for the regulation of life, and a humble, holy walk and

conversation is the product. It is in His word we behold the character

of Jesus. In the Mirror of the glad tidings, we behold His lovely

countenance and are changed into the same image, from glory to glory.

It is no wonder that David exclaimed, "The entrance of Thy word giveth

light." Hence the exhortation of Paul to Timothy, "Preach the Word."

Oh, the intrinsic value of the Word of God. It was because of Christ's

own word that the Samaritans believed on Him, notwithstanding the

prejudice they entertained against the Jews and their religion.

Alas! how many professing Christians make shipwreck of faith because

they neglect to read the Word. Christ is the Word. "This is that bread

which came down from heaven. He that eateth my flesh shall live

forever."

What Matthew Henry says of his father at his funeral, may be said with

reference to the dear one who has just left us for the mansions above.

Let us then, as ever we hope to meet her with joy in the other world,

_follow her with diligence now_. Having begun "in the spirit," let us

not "end in the flesh,"--having laid our hands "on the plough," let us

not "look back," lest our latter end be worse than our beginning.

_Being dead, she yet speaks to us to be loving and helpful to one

another._ Her common and undistinguished love to us all was such that it

could never be said which of us she loved the best, and it speaks to us,

now that she is gone, to "_love one another with a pure heart

fervently_." We know very well that our unity was the joy of her heart

while living, and many a time she hath with us blessed God for it. Let

it, therefore, be to the credit and honor of her family, friends, and

the Church, for I find it was her dying prayer for this church and its

minister, not only that we may be _built up in holiness and comfort_,

but that we may be _continued in brotherly love_, and be _a bundle of

arrows which cannot be broken_.

Now that we have lost her who was wont to pray for us, and to be a

common helper to us, let us pray so much the more one for another, and

be so much the more helpful one to another, especially in the things

that pertain to the kingdom of heaven; and let all our bonds of unity

be strengthened and confirmed, and let it be our constant endeavor,

each of us in our place, to be mutually serviceable to each other's

comfort and welfare, and _jointly serviceable to the glory of God and

to the comfort of the Church_, for Christ loved the Church, and gave

Himself for the Church.

When we unbosom ourselves, He lets His love stream richly and

gloriously into our hearts. From day to day, our sister seemed to

realize how strongly and truly Christ loved the Church, and herself, as

an individual member of it. The sacrificial death of the Saviour was to

her not simply an historical fact, but a living reality. The sweet

peace and pure pleasure she daily enjoyed was the result of His death.

For, "He hath made peace through the blood of His cross." And since He

had made her the happy recipient of His grace, it was her daily delight

to walk in the path of obedience. Christ was to her the door of

salvation, and she went in and out and found pasture, in ministering to

the poor and indigent and dying, and in this line of Christian toil she

possessed a remarkable faculty.

She told me on one occasion, during one of my pastoral visits, that she

visited a dying woman and endeavored to point her to Jesus. And when a

clergyman of the Church of Rome, who happened to be present, was

retiring, she suggested that they should have a word of prayer

together. He replied, "That while he enjoyed her religious

conversation, he could not pray with her, as she did not belong to his

church."

At this remark she was deeply affected, and said, with great emphasis

and deep solemnity: "I thought there was but one fold and one

shepherd."

When she sent around, or rather, came herself for me, to the church on

Friday, the prayer-meeting night, to come and see her dear dying

husband, she seemed to be troubled when I asked him, "Are you still

trusting in Jesus?" as I observed he was rapidly sinking, I put the

question that I might employ his blessed testimony for my own good, and

the good of the congregation. He quickly responded very emphatically in

the affirmative, "Yes! yes!" and I think those were the last audible

words he uttered. But she was troubled because she had such faith in

the consistency of the Christian life of her husband, that she knew

full well that he feared no evil, for Christ was with him.

Oh, how tenderly and lovingly she would step up to his bed-side and

kiss his heated brow. When he became unconscious or rather, when his

speech failed him and he would point to his parched lips to have them

moistened, she would tearfully exclaim, "My dear, dear husband, can you

not speak to me? Have you not a word for Esther? My dear husband, how

can I live without you?"

I endeavored to console her on the sorrowful occasion, until after

midnight, by reading the Scriptures, and prayer, and general

conversation about heavenly things, and more especially the precious

promises of Jesus concerning the many mansions, I remember reading 2

Corinthians, v. 1: "We know that if our earthly house of this

tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, a house not made

with hands, eternal in the heavens."

About midnight she became perfectly resigned to the will of God, and

felt that life, even amid affliction, is the gift of God, and is a

valuable endowment.

In this she was like Christ, "For me to live is Christ," seemed to be

her motto to the last. I left the house about two in the morning. I

called again between eight and nine A.M., the same day, after her

husband's death, to see how she was bearing her trouble. But oh, how

changed! Her tears were all dried; and as she sat by the bedside where

her husband suffered his last illness, her countenance wore an

expression of perfect peace and Christian fortitude. Like her Saviour

amid the hoary olives of Gethsemane, she could tranquilly exclaim:

"Nevertheless, not my will but thine be done!"

The first words she uttered when I entered the room were: "My dear

husband has gone to glory." These words were uttered very quietly, and

very solemnly. Ah, little did she think that in just one week and two

hours from that time, she also was to pass away from earth to heaven,

"To see the King in his beauty, and be forever with the Lord."

The Saturday night after her husband's death, she went to the store for

some groceries. It was the usual custom for her husband, when he would

hear the door open, to go down-stairs and carry the basket up for her;

she remarked, when she returned home and experienced his absence for

the first time, "No Papa to come and carry up the basket to-night!" How

quickly she remembered this little act of courtesy and kindness on his

part. "He that is faithful in that which is least, is faithful in

much." Gratitude to God and one another for little deeds of kindness is

well-pleasing in His sight.

She fed the hungry and clothed the naked; many a loaf of bread she

carried with her own hands to the necessitous. Many a poor, crying,

shivering, half-clad child was comfortably clothed through her

instrumentality: "He that honoreth Him hath mercy on the poor."--Prov.

xiv. 31. "The poor always ye have with you; but me ye have not always."

Shall the Christian's remembrance of these words be overlooked in the

great day of reckoning? Will the dear Lord not recognize even a cup of

cold water given in the name of a disciple? Verily it shall in no wise

lose its reward. To care for the poor is practical Christianity. The

question will not be asked in the great day of account: Did you preach

long, deep, and eloquent sermons? Or offer long and pharisaical

prayers? No. But He will "say unto them on His right hand, Come, ye

blessed." Why? "Inherit the kingdom.... For I was an hungred, and ye

gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger and

ye took me in: naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me:

I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer

Him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or

thirsty, and gave thee drink?... And the King shall answer and say unto

them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of

the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."

As Christian workers we have constantly to remember that while we are

justified by our faith here, and now, we will be judged by our works,

yonder.

Henry Law, in "Christ is All," wisely remarks that, "Fruit is the sign

of healthy trees, and so works evidence that we have life." "By their

fruits ye shall know them." "Whoso hath this world's good, and seeth

his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from

him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?"

* * * * * *

TO DIE IS GAIN.

How frail, how short, how uncertain is human life. "Man that is born of

a woman is of few days, and full of trouble. He cometh forth like a

flower, and is cut down."--Job xiv. 1. "As for man, his days are as

grass: as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth. For the wind

passeth over it, and it is gone; and the place thereof shall know it no

more."--Ps. ciii. 15-16.

"All flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of

grass. The grass withereth, and the flower thereof falleth away, but

the Word of the Lord endureth forever. And this is the Word which by

the Gospel is preached unto you."--1 Pet. i. 24-25.

These very solemn passages of Scripture reveal to us two distinct lines

of thought: First, The mutable; and, secondly, the immutable. If a man

die, shall he live again? Ah, it is here, amid the ravages which death

makes, that we hear Christ's blessed words, "I am the resurrection and

the life; he that believeth on me though he were dead, yet shall he

live."

While it is true that this body must droop and die, and return to dust,

yet death cannot touch the soul. It is immortal, it has been created in

the image of God. He is a spirit, and a spirit is indestructible. The

essence of the soul is spiritual. From the hour of the new birth, the

soul of man begins to ripen for glory. All its powers and capacities

are gradually developed and made meet for the inheritance of the saints

in light.

This preparation for Heaven is the work of the Holy Spirit. By

providences, by sermons, by the word of truth, and by prayer, God

prepares His servants for the heavenly home on high. Looking, then, at

this life as a state of danger, difficulties, and trials--a life of

probation--we must say with Paul, that when the great conflict is over,

"To die is gain." "The time of my departure is at hand. I have fought a

good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:

henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the

Lord, the righteous judge, shall give me at that day."

But remember he said, _now I am ready to be_ offered.

It is only when we are ready to be offered, that to die will be gain.

Oh, are you ready? Jesus says, "be ye also ready."

There are some here, perhaps, who are still unsaved, unprepared for

death. Oh, if God should call for you to-day, where would your soul go?

You know that God out of Christ is a consuming fire. It will not be

gain for you when you die, unless you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ.

Oh, come to Him while it is the accepted time, and the day of

salvation.

There is no time to be lost in this important matter, for death is upon

our track. While God invites how blest the day. While the Holy Spirit

is speaking and saying, "Prepare to meet thy God." Oh, resist not

entreaties, yield to His power. How is it possible for a soul to be

ready for death, and judgment, and a coming eternity, without

conversion?

"Verily, verily," said Jesus to Nicodemus, "I say unto thee, Except a

man be born again, he cannot see the Kingdom of God." "Except ye be

converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the

Kingdom of Heaven." How is it possible for any to be ready to meet God

in peace unless they are washed in Christ's blood, and clothed in His

spotless and justifying righteousness.

Paul said, "To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord."

There are some, however, who do not believe this comforting doctrine.

They debar the Christian from the enjoyments of Heaven during the

intermediate state between the hour of death and the resurrection. This

condition they call the unconscious state of the dead. They are

soul-sleepers, and generally believe in the pernicious error, namely,

the annihilation of the wicked. A pleasing thought no doubt to the

workers of iniquity, as they shall escape the punishment due to their

iniquities. This is about as dangerous a doctrine as the new school

theology of reformatory punishment, namely, that God is so good and so

full of universal benevolence, that He cannot consistently, with His

attribute of mercy, consign His creatures to everlasting punishment. It

is true that God is full of love and tender mercy; but He never appeared

as a merciful God excepting through a mediator. He can only be just, and

the justifier of those alone who believe in Jesus. "Neither is there

salvation in any other, for there is no other name given under Heaven or

among men whereby we can be saved, but by the name of Jesus." To those,

we believe, He is precious at the hour of death. It is then the believer

is ushered into the presence of the King eternal, immortal, and

invisible. In view of the greatness and glory of the transition from

earth to Heaven, the Apostle exclaimed, "I have a desire to depart and

to be with Christ, which is far better." For it is _then_ that we really

begin to live; now we see through a glass darkly; now we know only in

part, but then, oh, what a change, "Beyond the smiling and the weeping."

"Let not your heart be troubled," said Jesus; "in my Father's house are

many mansions, if it were not so I would have told you, I go to prepare

a place for you, and if I go and prepare a place for you I will come

again and receive you unto myself, that where I am there ye may be

also." It is for these mansions we were begotten. "Heirs to an

inheritance that is incorruptible, undefiled, and fadeth not away."

Sister Knowles had the blest assurance of this Heavenly home, she knew

this assurance was attainable, and on earth she enjoyed it, and now she

is reaping the rich reward, and its innumerable and unutterable

advantages. In her dying hour she could triumphantly exclaim, with

Simeon in the temple, "Now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace,

for mine eyes have seen thy salvation." And, like Moses, her eye was

not dimmed, nor her natural force abated. Oh! the gain, the bliss of

thus dying.

Heaven as our home is worthy our deepest contemplation. "It doth not

yet appear what we shall be." It is a place of perfect rest. Oh, how

comforting is this thought to the poor, way-worn, toiling pilgrim.

Oh, land of rest for thee I sigh!

The important discovery of this land of rest will nerve our arm for the

great conflict of life. It will inspire us to work more earnestly and

more incessantly for Jesus. It will sweeten every bitter cup of trial

and tribulation that we have to encounter here below. It will distil a

desire and a loftiness of aim in life, that we may at last reach the

rest that remains for the people of God. The struggle with inbred sin

will be more easily overcome, and every lust and evil passion will be

completely conquered by keeping the eye steadily fixed on those

glittering mansions,

Where the wicked cease from troubling,

And the weary are at rest.

Christ Himself will administer this rest to the believer in the

Heavenly Kingdom. Just as He is the source of peace and quiet here on

earth, so is He at this moment surrounded with the saints triumphant in

glory, imparting perpetual peace in the paradise of God to all the

bright spirits who loved Him on earth, and kept His commandments.

Yonder they enjoy eternal Sabbathism.

Let us fear, therefore, lest haply a promise being left of entering

into rest, any of you should seem to come short of it through unbelief.

For indeed we have good tidings preached unto us, and we which believe

do enter into that rest.

Alford, in speaking of the rest on earth that resembles the rest of

Heaven, says: "Our Lord does not promise (here below) freedom from toil

or burdens, but rest to the soul." The rest and joy of the Christian

soul is to become like Christ. To the young men, who surrounded her

dying couch, she said: "_Avoid bad company, learn of Christ_; seek to be

like Him, little by little." It is no wonder King David said, "As for me

I will behold Thy face in righteousness; I shall be satisfied when I

awake with Thy likeness."

But we are to behold the royal dignity of the Redeemer, and be brought

forth into a large place because He delighted in us. Yes! to die is

gain. Oh! wondrous change: To behold His illimitable power and partake

of His consummate wisdom and knowledge. One thing have I desired of the

Lord, that will I seek after; "that I may dwell in the house of the

Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to

inquire in His temple, for in the time of trouble He shall hide me in

His pavilion. The Christian is secure at death; he has a building of

God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the Heavens."

Here we have a continual conflict; but yonder we are made more than

conquerors through Him who loved us. Here we are sinful and

short-sighted; but yonder we shall partake of His perfect holiness and

inexhaustible love and Divine penetration in the Heavenly Kingdom. Yes

to die is infinite gain.

The spiritual enjoyment of the soul in the land of light is

indescribable. "Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered

into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that

love Him." Yonder you shall behold the glory of God in the face of

Jesus Christ.

You know this was a portion of the parting prayer of Jesus for His

disciples. He said: "Father, I will that they also, whom Thou hast

given me, be with me where I am; that they may behold my glory." There

is but a step between us and it. There is but a thin veil that parts us

from the beatic vision of the blest.

I once entered the beautiful harbor of Cronstadt, in Russia, and I

distinctly remember that the entrance was so narrow and land-locked,

that we could scarcely discern its precise location until we had

suddenly entered it. The passage from earth to Heaven is not unlike the

ending of the voyage of a ship, even although many of them reach the

harbor in a dismantled condition. Many a storm has been encountered,

and while sails have been torn to shreds, yet the gallant bark has

outweathered the gale and has escaped rocks, and quicksands, and

whirlpools of destruction. But now the gale is hushed forever, the

sails are all furled, the anchor is cast out, and she rides securely in

the harbor where storms cannot affright. Glorious port of peace! Oh,

blessed and triumphant entry! To go no more out forever; where the Lamb

which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them and lead them unto

living fountains of water, and God Himself shall wipe away all tears

from their eyes.

Beautiful valley of Eden,

Sweet is thy noon-tide calm,

Over the hearts of the weary,

Breathing thy waves of balm.

Home of the pure and blest;

How often amid the wild billows,

I dream of thy rest, sweet rest.

It was the glimpse of this rest beyond the river that lit up the pale

cheek of our dear, dying sister, with seraphic brightness and beauty.

"All my fountains are in thee," said the Psalmist. God is the author of

holiness. In John's vision of Heaven, he describes the four living

creatures, having each of them six wings, round about and within, and

they have no rest day and night, saying, "Holy, holy, holy, Lord God

Almighty, which was, and is, and is to come."

The great object therefore of the Gospel of the blessed God is to

transform us into the Divine image. Another of our sister's dying

utterances was very forcible, "_Now I have got to the edge of the

river._"

"Only just across the river,

Over on the other side."

We all with open face beholding as in a mirror, the glory of the Lord,

are changed into the same image.

It is thus God's people become meet for the holy inheritance. Here we

have to cry out, "Oh, wretched man, who shall deliver me from the body

of this death;" yonder the Spirit's work has gloriously triumphed. The

believer's holiness is effectually accomplished in Heaven. Blessed are

they that wash their robes, that they may have the right to come to the

tree of life and may enter in by the pearly gates into the city.

Heaven is called the land of light. What is light? "Hail, holy light,

offspring of Heaven's first-born." Light is pure. "God is light, and in

Him is no darkness at all. Darkness, in God's Word, is an emblem of

sin. They love darkness rather than light, because their deeds are

evil, and every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to

the light, lest his deeds should be reproved."--John iii. 19-20.

The more we increase in the likeness of God, the greater and stronger

will our light shine in this dark world, and the more will we enjoy

basking in the sunshine of the light of His countenance. We are

partakers _now_ of the Divine nature, but in Heaven we shall continually

walk before Him who is the enlightener and the light. Oh, the gain, the

bliss of dying! For we shall see His face and His name shall be in our

foreheads.

Paul's prayer for the church at Colosse was "that they might be filled

with the knowledge of His will, increasing in the knowledge of God,

giving thanks unto the Father, who made us meet to be partakers of the

inheritance of the saints in light."--Col. i. 12.

Oh, that a view of the pure, and the great, and the good ones around

the throne may be as a golden chain to bind our hearts to that home

beyond the skies, where there is no night, and they need no candle,

neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light, and they

shall reign forever and ever.--Rev. xxii. 5.

Dearly beloved, this is the "Night of Weeping;" but oh, remember, that

it is written in His Holy Word that God shall wipe away all tears from

their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor

crying, neither shall there be any more pain.

As we stand by the bedside of our loved ones, and watch them wasting

away with disease, and as we behold their love, their patience, and

Christian fortitude, we think of earth's bitter trials and earthly

relationship, and of the strong tie that binds heart to heart. How

touching the parting words to her only son she so tenderly loved,

"_Be faithful, humble, meek, and constantly keep at the Master's

feet, until He calls you up higher. Be kind and gentle to your sister

Esther._" To her Pastor she said: "Preach the Gospel uncolored!" We

look upon the sinking form of a dear wife and mother, or brother, or

sister, or husband, or friend, and as we sadly muse upon the fact that

we held sweet counsel together and walked to the House of God in

company; and we softly whisper to the physician is there no hope of

recovery? Can you not save that young and precious life, so dear to us,

so gentle, so loving, so kind, so sympathetic, so hopeful? And as in

response to our inquiry, we receive the look of pity, and the sorrowful

shake of the head, it is then, in our deepest agony, amid blinding

tears, and hearts almost crushed to despair, we turn to our great

Father above, and we ask, why must we part? Oh, God, can you not spare

him? How can I live without him?

Providential bereavements are sad scenes in life, for the scythe of

death stops not to ask if they be sweet and precious to some fond wife,

or mother, or brother, who knows? whom their heart chose. On! on! he

pursues his desolating work, amid their sighs, their cries, and tears.

But beloved, there is no tearing of heart from heart in Heaven. There

is no death there; there is no sorrow there; there is no sin there. I

often think of the words of the Apostle as peculiarly appropriate to us

in the hour of sad bereavement: "These light afflictions are but for a

moment, but they work out for us a far more exceeding and eternal

weight of glory."

I have had persons tell me when God has suddenly removed loved ones

from their midst, that God had forsaken them, that He had forgotten to

be gracious. But ah, to such let me say that the Lord loveth whom He

chasteneth. God is love. Like as a father pitieth his children, so the

Lord pitieth them that fear Him.

But what is the object God has in view in thus breaking the family

circle by death? It is that our attention may be attracted to the

saints above, and that we may by faith behold the beauties of the

Celestial city.

You know, David says, "It was good for me that I was afflicted; before

I was afflicted, I went astray." We not unfrequently forget that this

is not our home. But that we are strangers and pilgrims on the earth.

God has to put us in remembrance of it. Beautiful as this world is,

there is a fairer and brighter, and infinitely more lovely world above

our heads. Lovely as human friendships and fellowships are here below,

what are they in comparison to the felicitous condition of society in

heaven?

"I would not live alway, I ask not to stay,

Where storm after storm rises dark o'er the way."

There are no estranged feelings in heaven. There are no

misunderstandings there. No sickness there. All, all is peace and joy

and love!

Our faith in God, and in the existence of Heaven, and the possibilities

of the future life, can enable us to triumph over the trials and

bereavements in this vale of tears.

Dr. Guthrie asks: "Why should we not lie as calmly in the arms of God's

Providence, as we lay in infancy on a mother's breast? Having an

ever-living, an everlasting, an ever-loving Father in God, how may we

welcome _all_ providences, sweetly submissive to the will of God. Shall

it not fare with us as with the pliant reeds that love the hollows and

fringe the margin of the lake, and bending to the blast, _not resisting

it_, raise their heads anew, unharmed by the storm that has snapped

the mountain's pine and rent the hearts of oaks asunder." "All things

work together for good to them that love God; them who are the called

according to His purpose."

When John was in the spirit on the Lord's Day, he heard a great voice

saying, "He that hath an ear, let him hear what the spirit saith unto

the churches. To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the hidden

manna, and will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name

written, which no man knoweth save he that receiveth it."

How can we best overcome the lusts of the flesh, the lusts of the eye,

and the pride of life but by deep and continued meditation on the

blessed change that takes place at the hour of death. The shadows of

earth are instantly dispelled when we set our affections on things

above.

"Who are these arrayed in white robes, and whence came they? These are

they who have come out of great tribulation, and have washed their

robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb." I remember once

standing at the grave of Richard Cameron, in Ayrs Moss, and as I read

the names of other martyrs engraved on the tomb-stone, I thought of the

general assembly of the Church of the first-born in Heaven, and as I

read God's Word there and sang a sweet Psalm of praise to Jehovah, and

offered a prayer to the Father of lights, the God of Israel, I thought

of the prayer of Peden, the prophet, as he sat on Cameron's grave.

Lifting up his eyes steadfastly to Heaven, he prayed: "Oh, to be wi'

Ritchie!"

"Often at the shades of evening,

When I sit me down to rest,

One by one, I count them over,

They who are in glory blest."

Dearly beloved, I have a _Ritchie_[7] in Heaven, for I have recently

learned of the death of the spiritual guide of my youth, who, in years

gone by, at the close of a cottage prayer-meeting, requested me, for the

first time in my life, to speak a word for Jesus. Pulling a flower from

the hill-side, he said as he held it up, "I can see God in that gowan."

Taking me to his room, he said, "This is my study; these are my books, I

am going to be a minister of the Gospel, and then go to China."

[7] The late Rev. Hugh Ritchie, of Formosa, China.

Handing me a neat, little, precious volume, he said, "Take this book

and study it, and commence speaking for Jesus, and help me in my

meetings." Surely to such to die is gain.

Who; who, would live alway away from his God--away from yonder Heaven,

that blissful abode where the noontide of glory eternally reigns, and

the smile of the Lord is the feast of the soul?

Dearly beloved, we may well ask, "Who are these arrayed in white

robes?" Oh, what celebrated personages are above! The prophets, the

apostles, the reformers, and the martyrs of Scotland are there. For in

a dream of the night I was wafted away to the moorland and moss, where

the martyrs lay. When the minister's home was the mountain and flood.

When they dared not worship God in daylight. Only at the dead of night,

when the wintry winds raved fierce, and the thunder-peal compelled the

men of blood to crouch within their den. Then the faithful few--true

followers of the blessed Jesus--would venture forth to some deep dell

by the rock o'er canopied; then, amid the glare of sheeted lightning,

those men of God would open the sacred Book and words of comfort speak.

Ah, it cost something to be a Christian in those days, when from the

high foaming crest of Solway to the smoothly polished breast of Loch

Katrine, not a river nor a lake but has swelled with the life's tide of

religious freedom. From the bonnie highland heather of her lofty

summits to the modest gowan on the lea, not a flower but has blushed

with the martyr's blood. But, beloved, the blood of the martyrs was the

seed of the Church. What holy, loving lessons does God teach us by the

history of the true Church, and a thoroughly consecrated

people--lessons of love, hope, fortitude, and long-suffering!

"Oh, Jesus, our Master, command to beat faster

These weary life-pulses that bring us to Thee."

Our dear departed sister had the true missionary spirit. She feared not

the things she was called on to suffer for Christ in her great work in

this city. Let us who are left behind catch her magnanimous and heroic

disposition in working for the blessed Jesus. Oh, that the spirit of our

noble ancestry might come upon us! Oh, that the Holy Spirit of God may

enter into all our hearts to-day, that we may be more humble, more

loving, more zealous, more sympathetic, and more sincere in our toil for

Christ and His Church; _then to die will be gain!_ and to Him shall be

all the glory, world without end. Amen.

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