CHAPTER XXXII

I

There may have been in the shadowy heart of Max Gottlieb a diabolic

insensibility to divine pity, to suffering humankind; there may have

been mere resentment of the doctors who considered his science of value

only as it was handy to advertising their business of healing; there may

have been the obscure and passionate and unscrupulous demand of genius

for privacy. Certainly he who had lived to study the methods of

immunizing mankind against disease had little interest in actually using

those methods. He was like a fabulous painter, so contemptuous of

popular taste that after a lifetime of creation he should destroy

everything he had done, lest it be marred and mocked by the dull eyes of

the crowd.

The letter from Dr. Stokes was not his only intimation that plague was

striding through St. Hubert, that to-morrow it might be leaping to

Barbados, to the Virgin Islands ... to New York. Ross McGurk was an

emperor of the new era, better served than any cloistered satrap of old.

His skippers looked in at a hundred ports; his railroads penetrated

jungles; his correspondents whispered to him of the next election in

Colombia, of the Cuban cane-crop, of what Sir Robert Fairlamb had said

to Dr. R. E. Inchcape Jones on his bungalow porch. Ross McGurk, and

after him Max Gottlieb, knew better than did the Lotus Eaters of the Ice

House how much plague there was in St. Hubert.

Yet Gottlieb did not move, but pondered the unknown chemical structure

of antibodies, interrupted by questions as to whether Pearl Robbins had

enough pencils, whether it would be quite all right for Dr. Holabird to

receive the Lettish scientific mission this afternoon, so that Dr.

Sholtheis might attend the Anglican Conference on the Reservation of the

Host.

He was assailed by inquirers: public health officials, one Dr. Almus

Pickerbaugh, a congressman who was said to be popular in Washington,

Gustaf Sondelius, and a Martin Arrowsmith who could not (whether

because he was too big or too small) quite attain Gottlieb’s

concentrated indifference.

It was rumored that Arrowsmith of McGurk had something which might

eradicate plague. Letters demanded of Gottlieb, “Can you stand by, with

the stuff of salvation in your hands, and watch thousands of these

unfortunate people dying in St. Hubert, and what is more, are you going

to let the dreaded plague gain a foothold in the Western hemisphere? My

dear man, this is the time to come out of your scientific reverie and

act!”

Then Ross McGurk, over a comfortable steak, hinted, not too diffidently,

that this was the opportunity for the Institute to acquire world-fame.

Whether it was the compulsion of McGurk or the demands of the

public-spirited, or whether Gottlieb’s own imagination aroused enough to

visualize the far-off misery of the blacks in the canefields, he

summoned Martin and remarked:

“It comes to me that there is pneumonic plague in Manchuria and bubonic

in St. Hubert, in the West Indies. If I could trust you, Martin, to use

the phage with only half your patients and keep the others as controls,

under normal hygienic conditions but without the phage, then you could

make an absolute determination of its value, as complete as what we have

of mosquito transmission of yellow fever, and then I would send you down

to St. Hubert. What do you t’ink?”

Martin swore by Jacques Loeb that he would observe test conditions; he

would determine forever the value of phage by the contrast between

patients treated and untreated, and so, perhaps, end all plague forever;

he would harden his heart and keep clear his eyes.

“We will get Sondelius to go along,” said Gottlieb. “He will do the big

boom-boom and so bring us the credit in the newspapers which, I am now

told, a Director must obtain.”

Sondelius did not merely consent--he insisted.

Martin had never seen a foreign country--he could not think of Canada,

where he had spent a vacation as hotel-waiter, as foreign to him. He

could not comprehend that he was really going to a place of palm trees

and brown faces and languid Christmas Eves. He was busy (while Sondelius

was out ordering linen suits and seeking a proper new sun helmet) making

anti-plague phage on a large scale: a hundred liters of it, sealed in

tiny ampules. He felt like the normal Martin, but conferences and powers

were considering him.

There was a meeting of the Board of Trustees to advise Martin and

Sondelius as to their methods. For it the President of the University of

Wilmington gave up a promising interview with a millionaire alumnus,

Ross McGurk gave up a game of golf, and one of the three university

scientists arrived by aeroplane. Called in from the laboratory, a rather

young man in a wrinkled soft collar, dizzy still with the details of

Erlenmeyer flasks, infusorial earth, and sterile filters, Martin was

confronted by the Men of Measured Merriment, and found that he was no

longer concealed in the invisibility of insignificance but regarded as a

leader who was expected not only to produce miracles but to explain

beforehand how important and mature and miraculous he was.

He was shy before the spectacled gravity of the five Trustees as they

sat, like a Supreme Court, at the dais table in Bonanza Hall-- Gottlieb

a little removed, also trying to look grave and supreme. But Sondelius

rolled in, enthusiastic and tremendous, and suddenly Martin was not shy,

nor was he respectful to his one-time master in public health.

Sondelius wanted to exterminate all the rodents in St. Hubert, to

enforce a quarantine, to use Yersin’s serum and Haffkine’s prophylactic,

and to give Martin’s phage to everybody in St. Hubert, all at once, all

with everybody.

Martin protested. For the moment it might have been Gottlieb speaking.

He knew, he flung at them, that humanitarian feeling would make it

impossible to use the poor devils of sufferers as mere objects of

experiment, but he must have at least a few real test cases, and he was

damned, even before the Trustees he was damned, if he would have his

experiment so mucked up by multiple treatment that they could never tell

whether the cures were due to Yersin or Haffkine or phage or none of

them.

The Trustees adopted his plan. After all, while they desired to save

humanity, wasn’t it better to have it saved by a McGurk representative

than by Yersin or Haffkine or the outlandish Sondelius?

It was agreed that if Martin could find in St. Hubert a district which

was comparatively untouched by the plague, he should there endeavor to

have test cases, one half injected with phage, one half untreated. In

the badly afflicted districts, he might give the phage to every one, and

if the disease slackened unusually, that would be a secondary proof.

Whether the St. Hubert government, since they had not asked for aid,

would give Martin power to experiment and Sondelius police authority,

the Trustees did not know. The Surgeon General, a chap named Inchcape

Jones, had replied to their cables: “No real epidemic not need help.”

But McGurk promised that he would pull his numerous wires to have the

McGurk Commission (Chairman, Martin Arrowsmith, B.A., M.D.) welcomed by

the authorities.

Sondelius still insisted that in this crisis mere experimentation was

heartless, yet he listened to Martin’s close-reasoned fury with the

enthusiasm which this bull-necked eternal child had for anything which

sounded new and preferably true. He did not, like Almus Pickerbaugh,

regard a difference of scientific opinion as an attack on his character.

He talked of going on his own, independent of Martin and McGurk, but he

was won back when the Trustees murmured that though they really did wish

the dear man wouldn’t fool with sera, they would provide him with

apparatus to kill all the rats he wanted.

Then Sondelius was happy:

“And you watch me! I am the captain-general of rat-killers! I yoost walk

into a warehouse and the rats say, ‘There’s that damn’ old Uncle

Gustaf--what’s the use?’ and they turn up their toes and die! I am yoost

as glad I have you people behind me, because I am broke-- I went and

bought some oil stock that don’t look so good now--and I shall need a

lot of hydrocyanic acid gas. Oh, those rats! You watch me! Now I go and

telegraph I can’t keep a lecture engagement next week--huh! me to

lecture to a women’s college, me that can talk rat-language and know

seven beautiful deadly kind of traps!”

II

Martin had never known greater peril than swimming a flood as a hospital

intern. From waking to midnight he was too busy making phage and

receiving unsolicited advice from all the Institute staff to think of

the dangers of a plague epidemic, but when he went to bed, when his

brain was still revolving with plans, he pictured rather too well the

chance of dying, unpleasantly.

When Leora received the idea that he was going off to a death-haunted

isle, to a place of strange ways and trees and faces (a place, probably,

where they spoke funny languages and didn’t have movies or tooth-paste),

she took the notion secretively away with her, to look at it and examine

it, precisely as she often stole little foods from the table and hid

them and meditatively ate them at odd hours of the night, with the

pleased expression of a bad child. Martin was glad that she did not add

to his qualms by worrying. Then, after three days, she spoke:

“I’m going with you.”

“You are not!”

“Well.... I am!”

“It’s not safe.”

“Silly! Of course it is. You can shoot your nice old phage into me, and

then I’ll be absolutely all right. Oh, I have a husband who cures

things, I have! I’m going to blow in a lot of money for thin dresses,

though I bet St. Hubert isn’t any hotter than Dakota can be in August.”

“Listen! Lee, darling! Listen! I do think the phage will immunize

against the plague--you bet I’ll be mighty well injected with it

myself!--but I don’t _know_, and even if it were practically perfect,

there’d always be some people it wouldn’t protect. You simply can’t go,

sweet. Now I’m terribly sleepy--”

Leora seized his lapels, as comic fierce as a boxing kitten, but her

eyes were not comic, nor her wailing voice; age-old wail of the

soldiers’ women:

“Sandy, don’t you know I haven’t any life outside of you? I might’ve

had, but honestly, I’ve been glad to let you absorb me. I’m a lazy,

useless, ignorant scut, except as maybe I keep you comfortable. If you

were off there, and I didn’t know you were all right, or if you died and

somebody else cared for your body that I’ve loved so--haven’t I loved

it, dear?-- I’d go mad. I mean it--can’t you see I mean it-- I’d go mad!

It’s just-- I’m you, and I got to be with you. And I _will_ help you!

Make your media and everything. You know how often I’ve helped you. Oh,

I’m not much good at McGurk, with all your awful’ complicated jiggers,

but I did help you at Nautilus-- I _did_ help you, didn’t I?--and maybe

in St. Hubert”--her voice was the voice of women in midnight

terror--“maybe you won’t find anybody that can help you even my little

bit, and I’ll cook and everything--”

“Darling, don’t make it harder for me. Going to be hard enough in any

case--”

“Damn you, Sandy Arrowsmith, don’t you dare use those old stuck-up

expressions that husbands have been drooling out to wives forever and

ever! I’m not a wife, any more’n you’re a husband. You’re a rotten

husband! You neglect me absolutely. The only time you know what I’ve got

on is when some doggone button slips--and how they can pull off when a

person has gone over ’em and sewed ’em all on again is simply beyond

me!--and then you bawl me out. But I don’t care. I’d rather have you

than any decent husband.... Besides. I’m going.”

Gottlieb opposed it, Sondelius roared about it, Martin worried about it,

but Leora went, and--his only act of craftiness as Director of the

Institute-- Gottlieb made her “Secretary and Technical Assistant to the

McGurk Plague and Bacteriophage Commission to the Lesser Antilles,” and

blandly gave her a salary.

III

The day before the Commission sailed, Martin insisted that Sondelius

take his first injection of phage. He refused.

“No, I will not touch it till you get converted to humanity, Martin, and

give it to everybody in St. Hubert. And you will! Wait till you see them

suffering by the thousand. You have not seen such a thing. Then you will

forget science and try to save everybody. You shall not inject me till

you will inject all my negro friends down there too.”

That afternoon Gottlieb called Martin in. He spoke with hesitation:

“You’re off for Blackwater to-morrow.”

“Yes, sir.”

“Hm. You may be gone some time. I-- Martin, you are my oldest friend in

New York, you and the good Miriam. Tell me: At first you and Terry

t’ought I should not take up the Directorship. Don’t you now t’ink I was

wise?”

Martin stared, then hastily he lied and said that which was comforting

and expected.

“I am glad you t’ink so. You have known so long what I have tried to

do. I haf faults, but I t’ink I begin to see a real scientific note

coming into the Institute at last, after the popoolarity-chasing of

Tubbs and Holabird.... I wonder how I can discharge Holabird, that

pants-presser of science? If only he dit not know Capitola so

well--socially, they call it! But anyway--

“There are those that said Max Gottlieb could not do the child job of

running an institution. Huh! Buying note-books! Hiring women that sweep

floors! Or no--the floors are swept by women hired by the superintendent

of the building, _nicht wahr_? But anyway--

“I did not make a rage when Terry and you doubted. I am a great fellow

for allowing every one his opinion. But it pleases me-- I am very fond

of you two boys--the only real sons I have--” Gottlieb laid his withered

hand on Martin’s arm. “It pleases me that you see now I am beginning to

make a real scientific Institute. Though I have enemies. Martin, you

would t’ink I was joking if I told you the plotting against me--

“Even Yeo. I t’ought he was my friend. I t’ought he was a real

biologist. But just to-day he comes to me and says he cannot get enough

sea-urchins for his experiments. As if I could make sea-urchins out of

thin air! He said I keep him short of all materials. Me! That have

always stood for-- I do not care what they _pay_ scientists, but always

I have stood, against that fool Silva and all of them, all my enemies--

“You do not know how many enemies I have, Martin! They do not dare show

their faces. They smile to me, but they whisper-- I will show

Holabird--always he plot against me and try to win over Pearl Robbins,

but she is a good girl, she knows what I am doing, but--”

He looked perplexed; he peered at Martin as though he did not quite

recognize him, and begged:

“Martin, I grow old--not in years--it is a lie I am over seventy--but I

have my worries. Do you mind if I give you advice as I have done so

often, so many years? Though you are not a schoolboy now in Queen

City--no, at Winnemac it was. You are a man and you are a genuine

worker. But--

“Be sure you do not let anything, not even your own good kind heart,

spoil your experiment at St. Hubert. I do not make funniness about

humanitarianism as I used to; sometimes now I t’ink the vulgar and

contentious human race may yet have as much grace and good taste as the

cats. But if this is to be, there must be knowledge. So many men,

Martin, are kind and neighborly; so few have added to knowledge. You

have the chance! You may be the man who ends all plague, and maybe old

Max Gottlieb will have helped, too, _hein_, maybe?

“You must not be just a good doctor at St. Hubert. You must pity, oh, so

much the generation after generation yet to come that you can refuse to

let yourself indulge in pity for the men you will see dying.

“Dying.... It will be peace.

“Let nothing, neither beautiful pity nor fear of your own death, keep

you from making this plague experiment complete. And as my friend-- If

you do this, something will yet have come out of my Directorship. If but

one fine thing could come, to justify me--”

When Martin came sorrowing into his laboratory he found Terry Wickett

waiting.

“Say, Slim,” Terry blurted, “just wanted to butt in and suggest, now for

St. Gottlieb’s sake keep your phage notes complete and up-to-date, and

keep ’em in ink!”

“Terry, it looks to me as if you thought I had a fine chance of not

coming back with the notes myself.”

“Aw, what’s biting you!” said Terry feebly.

IV

The epidemic in St. Hubert must have increased, for on the day before

the McGurk Commission sailed, Dr. Inchcape Jones declared that the

island was quarantined. People might come in, but no one could leave. He

did this despite the fretting of the Governor, Sir Robert Fairlamb, and

the protests of the hotel-keepers who fed on tourists, the

ex-rat-catchers who drove the same, Kellett the Red Leg who sold them

tickets, and all the other representatives of sound business in St.

Hubert.

V

Besides his ampules of phage and his Luer syringes for injection, Martin

made personal preparations for the tropics. He bought, in seventeen

minutes, a Palm Beach suit, two new shirts, and, as St. Hubert was a

British possession and as he had heard that all Britishers carry canes,

a stick which the shop-keeper guaranteed to be as good as genuine

malacca.

VI

They started, Martin and Leora and Gustaf Sondelius, on a winter

morning, on the six-thousand-ton steamer _St. Buryan_ of the McGurk

Line, which carried machinery and flour and codfish and motors to the

Lesser Antilles and brought back molasses, cocoa, avocados, Trinidad

asphalt. A score of winter tourists made the round trip, but only a

score, and there was little handkerchief-waving.

The McGurk Line pier was in South Brooklyn, in a district of brown

anonymous houses. The sky was colorless above dirty snow. Sondelius

seemed well content. As they drove upon a wharf littered with hides and

boxes and disconsolate steerage passengers, he peered out of their

crammed taxicab and announced that the bow of the _St. Buryan_--all they

could see of it--reminded him of the Spanish steamer he had taken to the

Cape Verde Isles. But to Martin and Leora, who had read of the drama of

departure, of stewards darting with masses of flowers, dukes and

divorcees being interviewed, and bands playing “The Star Spangled

Banner,” the _St. Buryan_ was unromantic and its ferry-like casualness

was discouraging.

Only Terry came to see them off, bringing a box of candy for Leora.

Martin had never ridden a craft larger than a motor launch. He stared up

at the black wall of the steamer’s side. As they mounted the gang-plank

he was conscious that he was cutting himself off from the safe, familiar

land, and he was embarrassed by the indifference of more

experienced-looking passengers, staring down from the rail. Aboard, it

seemed to him that the forward deck looked like the backyard of an

old-iron dealer, that the _St. Buryan_ leaned too much to one side, and

that even in the dock she swayed undesirably.

The whistle snorted contemptuously; the hawsers were cast off. Terry

stood on the pier till the steamer, with Martin and Leora and Sondelius

above him, their stomachs pressed against the rail, had slid past him,

then he abruptly clumped away.

Martin realized that he was off for the perilous sea and the perilous

plague; that there was no possibility of leaving the ship till they

should reach some distant island. This narrow deck, with its tarry lines

between planks, was his only home. Also, in the breeze across the wide

harbor he was beastly cold, and in general God help him!

As the _St. Buryan_ was warped out into the river, as Martin was

suggesting to his Commission, “How about going downstairs and seeing if

we can raise a drink?” there was the sound of a panicky taxicab on the

pier, the sight of a lean, tall figure running--but so feebly, so

shakily--and they realized that it was Max Gottlieb, peering for them,

tentatively raising his thin arm in greeting, not finding them in the

line at the rail, and turning sadly away.

VII

As representatives of Ross McGurk and his various works, evil and

benevolent, they had the two suites de luxe on the boat deck.

Martin was cold off snow-blown Sandy Hook, sick off Cape Hatteras, and

tired and relaxed between; with him Leora was cold, and in a ladylike

manner she was sick, but she was not at all tired. She insisted on

conveying information to him, from the West Indian guide-book which she

had earnestly bought.

Sondelius was conspicuously all over the ship. He had tea with the

Captain, scouse with the fo’c’sle, and intellectual conferences with the

negro missionary in the steerage. He was to be heard--always he was to

be heard: singing on the promenade deck, defending Bolshevism against

the boatswain, arguing oil-burning with the First Officer, and

explaining to the bar steward how to make a gin sling. He held a party

for the children in the steerage, and he borrowed from the First Officer

a volume of navigation to study between parties.

He gave flavor to the ordinary cautious voyage of the _St. Buryan_, but

he made a mistake. He was courteous to Miss Gwilliam; he tried to cheer

her on a seemingly lonely adventure.

Miss Gwilliam came from one of the best families in her section of New

Jersey; her father was a lawyer and a church-warden, her grandfather had

been a solid farmer. That she had not married, at thirty-three, was due

entirely to the preference of modern young men for jazz-dancing hussies;

and she was not only a young lady of delicate reservations but also a

singer; in fact, she was going to the West Indies to preserve the

wonders of primitive art for reverent posterity in the native ballads

she would collect and sing to a delighted public--if only she learned

how to sing.

She studied Gustaf Sondelius. He was a silly person, not in the least

like the gentlemanly insurance-agents and office-managers she was

accustomed to meet at the country club, and what was worse, he did not

ask her opinions on art and good form. His stories about generals and

that sort of people could be discounted as lies, for did he not

associate with grimy engineers? He needed some of her gentle but merry

chiding.

When they stood together at the rail and he chanted in his ludicrous

up-and-down Swedish sing-song that it was a fine evening, she remarked,

“Well, Mr. Roughneck, have you been up to something smart again to-day?

Or have you been giving somebody else a chance to talk, for once?”

She was placidly astonished when he clumped away with none of the

obedient reverence which any example of cultured American womanhood has

a right to expect from all males, even foreigners.

Sondelius came to Martin lamenting, “Slim--if I may call you so, like

Terry-- I think you and your Gottlieb are right. There is no use saving

fools. It’s a great mistake to be natural. One should always be a

stuffed shirt, like old Tubbs. Then one would have respect even from

artistic New Jersey spinsters.... How strange is conceit! That I who

have been cursed and beaten by so many Great Ones, who was once led out

to be shot in a Turkish prison, should never have been annoyed by them

as by this smug wench. Ah, smugness! That is the enemy!”

Apparently he recovered from Miss Gwilliam. He was seen arguing with the

ship’s doctor about sutures in negro skulls, and he invented a game of

deck cricket. But one evening when he sat reading in the “social hall,”

stooped over, wearing betraying spectacles and his mouth puckered,

Martin walked past the window and incredulously saw that Sondelius was

growing old.

VIII

As he sat by Leora in a deck-chair, Martin studied her, really looked at

her pale profile, after years when she had been a matter of course. He

pondered on her as he pondered on phage; he weightily decided that he

had neglected her, and weightily he started right in to be a good

husband.

“Now I have a chance to be human, Lee, I realize how lonely you must

have been in New York.”

“But I haven’t.”

“Don’t be foolish! Of course you’ve been lonely! Well, when we get back,

I’ll take a little time off every day and we’ll--we’ll have walks and go

to the movies and everything. And I’ll send you flowers, every morning.

Isn’t it a relief to just sit here! But I do begin to think and realize

how I’ve prob’ly neglected-- Tell me, honey, has it been too terribly

dull?”

“Hunka. Really.”

“No, but _tell_ me.”

“There’s nothing to tell.”

“Now hang it, Leora, here when I _do_ have the first chance in eleven

thousand years to think about you, and I come right out frankly and

admit how slack I’ve been-- And planning to send you flowers--”

“You look here, Sandy Arrowsmith! Quit bullying me! You want the luxury

of harrowing yourself by thinking what a poor, bawling, wretched,

story-book wife I am. You’re working up to become perfectly miserable if

you can’t enjoy being miserable.... It would be terrible, when we got

back to New York, if you did get on the job and devoted yourself to

showing me a good time. You’d go at it like a bull. I’d have to be so

dratted grateful for the flowers every day--the days you didn’t

forget!--and the way you’d sling me off to the movies when I wanted to

stay home and snooze--”

“Well, by thunder, of all the--”

“No, please! You’re dear and good, but you’re so bossy that I’ve always

got to be whatever _you_ want, even if it’s lonely. But-- Maybe I’m

lazy. I’d rather just snoop around than have to work at being

well-dressed and popular and all those jobs. I fuss over the flat--hang

it, wish I’d had the kitchen repainted while we’re away, it’s a _nice_

little kitchen--and I make believe read my French books, and go out for

a walk, and look in the windows, and eat an ice cream soda, and the day

slides by. Sandy, I do love you awful’ much; if I could, I’d be as

ill-treated as the dickens, so you could enjoy it, but I’m no good at

educated lies, only at easy little ones like the one I told you last

week-- I said I hadn’t eaten any candy and didn’t have a stomach-ache,

and I’d eaten half a pound and I was sick as a pup.... Gosh, I’m a good

wife I am!”

They rolled from gray seas to purple and silver. By dusk they stood at

the rail, and he felt the spaciousness of the sea, of life. Always he

had lived in his imagination. As he had blundered through crowds, an

inconspicuous young husband trotting out to buy cold roast beef for

dinner, his brain-pan had been wide as the domed sky. He had seen not

the streets, but microörganisms large as jungle monsters, miles of

flasks cloudy with bacteria, himself giving orders to his garçon, Max

Gottlieb awesomely congratulating him. Always his dreams had clung about

his work. Now, no less passionately, he awoke to the ship, the

mysterious sea, the presence of Leora, and he cried to her, in the warm

tropic winter dusk:

“Sweet, this is only the first of our big hikes! Pretty soon, if I’m

successful in St. Hubert, I’ll begin to count in science, and we’ll go

abroad, to your France and England and Italy and everywhere!”

“Can we, do you think? Oh, Sandy! Going _places_!”

IX

He never knew it but for an hour, in their cabin half-lighted from the

lamps in their sitting-room beyond, she watched him sleeping.

He was not handsome; he was grotesque as a puppy napping on a hot

afternoon. His hair was ruffled, his face was deep in the crumpled

pillow he had encircled with both his arms. She looked at him, smiling,

with the stretched corners of her lips like tiny flung arrows.

“I do love him so when he’s frowsy! Don’t you see, Sandy, I was wise to

come! You’re so worn out. _It_ might get you, and nobody but me could

nurse you. Nobody knows all your cranky ways--about how you hate prunes

and everything. Night and day I’ll nurse you--the least whisper and I’ll

be awake. And if you need ice bags and stuff-- And I’ll _have_ ice, too,

if I have to sneak into some millionaire’s house and steal it out of his

highballs! My dear!”

She shifted the electric fan so that it played more upon him, and on

soft toes she crept into their stiff sitting-room. It did not contain

much save a round table, a few chairs, and a Sybaritic glass and

mahogany wall-cabinet whose purpose was never discovered.

“It’s so sort of-- Aah! Pinched. I guess maybe I ought to fix it up

somehow.”

But she had no talent for the composing of chairs and pictures which

brings humanness into a dead room. Never in her life had she spent three

minutes in arranging flowers. She looked doubtful, she smiled and turned

out the light, and slipped in to him.

She lay on the coverlet of her berth, in the tropic languidness, a

slight figure in a frivolous nightgown. She thought, “I like a small

bedroom, because Sandy is nearer and I don’t get so scared by things.

What a dratted bully the man is! Some day I’m going to up and say to

him: ‘You go to the devil!’ I will so! Darling, we will hike off to

France together, just you and I, won’t we!”

She was asleep, smiling, so thin a little figure--

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