CHAPTER: 45

THE BENGALI “JOY-PERMEATED” MOTHER

“Sir, please do not leave India without a glimpse of Nirmala Devi.

Her sanctity is intense; she is known far and wide as Ananda Moyi Ma

(Joy-Permeated Mother).” My niece, Amiyo Bose, gazed at me earnestly.

“Of course! I want very much to see the woman saint.” I added, “I

have read of her advanced state of God-realization. A little article

about her appeared years ago in EAST-WEST.”

“I have met her,” Amiyo went on. “She recently visited my own little

town of Jamshedpur. At the entreaty of a disciple, Ananda Moyi Ma

went to the home of a dying man. She stood by his bedside; as her

hand touched his forehead, his death-rattle ceased. The disease

vanished at once; to the man’s glad astonishment, he was well.”

A few days later I heard that the Blissful Mother was staying at

the home of a disciple in the Bhowanipur section of Calcutta. Mr.

Wright and I set out immediately from my father’s Calcutta home. As

the Ford neared the Bhowanipur house, my companion and I observed

an unusual street scene.

Ananda Moyi Ma was standing in an open-topped automobile, blessing

a throng of about one hundred disciples. She was evidently on the

point of departure. Mr. Wright parked the Ford some distance away,

and accompanied me on foot toward the quiet assemblage. The woman

saint glanced in our direction; she alit from her car and walked

toward us.

“Father, you have come!” With these fervent words she put her arm

around my neck and her head on my shoulder. Mr. Wright, to whom I

had just remarked that I did not know the saint, was hugely enjoying

this extraordinary demonstration of welcome. The eyes of the one

hundred chelas were also fixed with some surprise on the affectionate

tableau.

I had instantly seen that the saint was in a high state of SAMADHI.

Utterly oblivious to her outward garb as a woman, she knew herself

as the changeless soul; from that plane she was joyously greeting

another devotee of God. She led me by the hand into her automobile.

“Ananda Moyi Ma, I am delaying your journey!” I protested.

“Father, I am meeting you for the first time in this life, after

ages!” she said. “Please do not leave yet.”

We sat together in the rear seats of the car. The Blissful Mother

soon entered the immobile ecstatic state. Her beautiful eyes

glanced heavenward and, half-opened, became stilled, gazing into

the near-far inner Elysium. The disciples chanted gently: “Victory

to Mother Divine!”

I had found many men of God-realization in India, but never before

had I met such an exalted woman saint. Her gentle face was burnished

with the ineffable joy that had given her the name of Blissful

Mother. Long black tresses lay loosely behind her unveiled head. A

red dot of sandalwood paste on her forehead symbolized the spiritual

eye, ever open within her. Tiny face, tiny hands, tiny feet-a

contrast to her spiritual magnitude!

I put some questions to a near-by woman chela while Ananda Moyi Ma

remained entranced.

“The Blissful Mother travels widely in India; in many parts she has

hundreds of disciples,” the chela told me. “Her courageous efforts

have brought about many desirable social reforms. Although a Brahmin,

the saint recognizes no caste distinctions. {FN45-1} A group of

us always travel with her, looking after her comforts. We have to

mother her; she takes no notice of her body. If no one gave her

food, she would not eat, or make any inquiries. Even when meals

are placed before her, she does not touch them. To prevent her

disappearance from this world, we disciples feed her with our own

hands. For days together she often stays in the divine trance,

scarcely breathing, her eyes unwinking. One of her chief disciples

is her husband. Many years ago, soon after their marriage, he took

the vow of silence.”

[Illustration: Ananda Moyi Ma, the Bengali “Joy-Permeated Mother.”—see

amoyima.jpg]

The chela pointed to a broad-shouldered, fine-featured man with

long hair and hoary beard. He was standing quietly in the midst of

the gathering, his hands folded in a disciple’s reverential attitude.

Refreshed by her dip in the Infinite, Ananda Moyi Ma was now focusing

her consciousness on the material world.

“Father, please tell me where you stay.” Her voice was clear and

melodious.

“At present, in Calcutta or Ranchi; but soon I shall be returning

to America.”

“America?”

“Yes. An Indian woman saint would be sincerely appreciated there

by spiritual seekers. Would you like to go?”

“If Father can take me, I will go.”

This reply caused her near-by disciples to start in alarm.

“Twenty or more of us always travel with the Blissful Mother,” one

of them told me firmly. “We could not live without her. Wherever

she goes, we must go.”

Reluctantly I abandoned the plan, as possessing an impractical

feature of spontaneous enlargement!

“Please come at least to Ranchi, with your disciples,” I said on

taking leave of the saint. “As a divine child yourself, you will

enjoy the little ones in my school.”

“Whenever Father takes me, I will gladly go.”

A short time later the Ranchi VIDYALAYA was in gala array for the

saint’s promised visit. The youngsters looked forward to any day

of festivity-no lessons, hours of music, and a feast for the climax!

“Victory! Ananda Moyi Ma, ki jai!” This reiterated chant from

scores of enthusiastic little throats greeted the saint’s party

as it entered the school gates. Showers of marigolds, tinkle of

cymbals, lusty blowing of conch shells and beat of the MRIDANGA

drum! The Blissful Mother wandered smilingly over the sunny VIDYALAYA

grounds, ever carrying within her the portable paradise.

“It is beautiful here,” Ananda Moyi Ma said graciously as I led her

into the main building. She seated herself with a childlike smile

by my side. The closest of dear friends, she made one feel, yet an

aura of remoteness was ever around her-the paradoxical isolation

of Omnipresence.

“Please tell me something of your life.”

“Father knows all about it; why repeat it?” She evidently felt that

the factual history of one short incarnation was beneath notice.

I laughed, gently repeating my question.

“Father, there is little to tell.” She spread her graceful hands

in a deprecatory gesture. “My consciousness has never associated

itself with this temporary body. Before I came on this earth, Father,

‘I was the same.’ As a little girl, ‘I was the same.’ I grew into

womanhood, but still ‘I was the same.’ When the family in which

I had been born made arrangements to have this body married, ‘I

was the same.’ And when, passion-drunk, my husband came to me and

murmured endearing words, lightly touching my body, he received a

violent shock, as if struck by lightning, for even then ‘I was the

same.’

“My husband knelt before me, folded his hands, and implored my

pardon.

“‘Mother,’ he said, ‘because I have desecrated your bodily temple

by touching it with the thought of lust-not knowing that within it

dwelt not my wife but the Divine Mother-I take this solemn vow: I

shall be your disciple, a celibate follower, ever caring for you

in silence as a servant, never speaking to anyone again as long as

I live. May I thus atone for the sin I have today committed against

you, my guru.’

“Even when I quietly accepted this proposal of my husband’s, ‘I

was the same.’ And, Father, in front of you now, ‘I am the same.’

Ever afterward, though the dance of creation change around me in

the hall of eternity, ‘I shall be the same.’”

Ananda Moyi Ma sank into a deep meditative state. Her form was

statue-still; she had fled to her ever-calling kingdom. The dark

pools of her eyes appeared lifeless and glassy. This expression

is often present when saints remove their consciousness from the

physical body, which is then hardly more than a piece of soulless

clay. We sat together for an hour in the ecstatic trance. She

returned to this world with a gay little laugh.

“Please, Ananda Moyi Ma,” I said, “come with me to the garden. Mr.

Wright will take some pictures.”

“Of course, Father. Your will is my will.” Her glorious eyes retained

the unchanging divine luster as she posed for many photographs.

Time for the feast! Ananda Moyi Ma squatted on her blanket-seat,

a disciple at her elbow to feed her. Like an infant, the saint

obediently swallowed the food after the chela had brought it to

her lips. It was plain that the Blissful Mother did not recognize

any difference between curries and sweetmeats!

As dusk approached, the saint left with her party amidst a shower

of rose petals, her hands raised in blessing on the little lads.

Their faces shone with the affection she had effortlessly awakened.

“Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all

thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength:” Christ

has proclaimed, “this is the first commandment.” {FN45-2}

Casting aside every inferior attachment, Ananda Moyi Ma offers her

sole allegiance to the Lord. Not by the hairsplitting distinctions

of scholars but by the sure logic of faith, the childlike saint has

solved the only problem in human life-establishment of unity with

God. Man has forgotten this stark simplicity, now befogged by a

million issues. Refusing a monotheistic love to God, the nations

disguise their infidelity by punctilious respect before the outward

shrines of charity. These humanitarian gestures are virtuous, because

for a moment they divert man’s attention from himself, but they do

not free him from his single responsibility in life, referred to

by Jesus as the first commandment. The uplifting obligation to love

God is assumed with man’s first breath of an air freely bestowed

by his only Benefactor.

On one other occasion after her Ranchi visit I had opportunity to

see Ananda Moyi Ma. She stood among her disciples some months later

on the Serampore station platform, waiting for the train.

“Father, I am going to the Himalayas,” she told me. “Generous

disciples have built me a hermitage in Dehra Dun.”

As she boarded the train, I marveled to see that whether amidst a

crowd, on a train, feasting, or sitting in silence, her eyes never

looked away from God. Within me I still hear her voice, an echo of

measureless sweetness:

“Behold, now and always one with the Eternal, ‘I am ever the same.’”

{FN45-1} I find some further facts of Ananda Moyi Ma’s life, printed

in EAST-WEST. The saint was born in 1893 at Dacca in central Bengal.

Illiterate, she has yet stunned the intellectuals by her wisdom.

Her verses in Sanskrit have filled scholars with wonderment. She

has brought consolation to bereaved persons, and effected miraculous

cures, by her mere presence.

{FN45-2} MARK 12:30.

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