CHAPTER: 40

I RETURN TO INDIA

Gratefully I was inhaling the blessed air of India. Our boat

RAJPUTANA docked on August 22, 1935 in the huge harbor of Bombay.

Even this, my first day off the ship, was a foretaste of the year

ahead-twelve months of ceaseless activity. Friends had gathered

at the dock with garlands and greetings; soon, at our suite in the

Taj Mahal Hotel, there was a stream of reporters and photographers.

Bombay was a city new to me; I found it energetically modern, with

many innovations from the West. Palms line the spacious boulevards;

magnificent state structures vie for interest with ancient temples.

Very little time was given to sight-seeing, however; I was impatient,

eager to see my beloved guru and other dear ones. Consigning the

Ford to a baggage car, our party was soon speeding eastward by

train toward Calcutta. {FN40-1}

Our arrival at Howrah Station found such an immense crowd assembled

to greet us that for awhile we were unable to dismount from the

train. The young Maharaja of Kasimbazar and my brother Bishnu

headed the reception committee; I was unprepared for the warmth

and magnitude of our welcome.

Preceded by a line of automobiles and motorcycles, and amidst the

joyous sound of drums and conch shells, Miss Bletch, Mr. Wright,

and myself, flower-garlanded from head to foot, drove slowly to my

father’s home.

[Illustration: My brother Bishnu; Motilal Mukherji of Serampore, a

highly advanced disciple of Sri Yukteswar; my father; Mr. Wright;

myself; Tulsi Narayan Bose; Swami Satyananda of Ranchi—see

bishnu.jpg]

[Illustration: I stand with my two sisters, Roma (at left) and

Nalini—see sisters.jpg]

My aged parent embraced me as one returning from the dead; long

we gazed on each other, speechless with joy. Brothers and sisters,

uncles, aunts, and cousins, students and friends of years long past

were grouped around me, not a dry eye among us. Passed now into the

archives of memory, the scene of loving reunion vividly endures,

unforgettable in my heart.

[Illustration: My venerable father, seated in the tranquil lotus

posture, Calcutta, 1936—see father2.jpg]

As for my meeting with Sri Yukteswar, words fail me; let the

following description from my secretary suffice.

“Today, filled with the highest anticipations, I drove Yoganandaji

from Calcutta to Serampore,” Mr. Wright recorded in his travel diary.

“We passed by quaint shops, one of them the favorite eating haunt

of Yoganandaji during his college days, and finally entered a narrow,

walled lane. A sudden left turn, and there before us towered the

simple but inspiring two-story ashram, its Spanish-style balcony

jutting from the upper floor. The pervasive impression was that of

peaceful solitude.

“In grave humility I walked behind Yoganandaji into the courtyard

within the hermitage walls. Hearts beating fast, we proceeded up

some old cement steps, trod, no doubt, by myriads of truth-seekers.

The tension grew keener and keener as on we strode. Before us, near

the head of the stairs, quietly appeared the Great One, Swami Sri

Yukteswarji, standing in the noble pose of a sage.

[Illustration: Sri Yukteswar and myself in Calcutta, 1935. He is

carrying the gift umbrella-cane—see gurus.jpg]

“My heart heaved and swelled as I felt myself blessed by the

privilege of being in his sublime presence. Tears blurred my eager

sight when Yoganandaji dropped to his knees, and with bowed head

offered his soul’s gratitude and greeting, touching with his hand

his guru’s feet and then, in humble obeisance, his own head. He rose

then and was embraced on both sides of the bosom by Sri Yukteswarji.

“No words passed at the beginning, but the most intense feeling was

expressed in the mute phrases of the soul. How their eyes sparkled

and were fired with the warmth of renewed soul-union! A tender

vibration surged through the quiet patio, and even the sun eluded

the clouds to add a sudden blaze of glory.

“On bended knee before the master I gave my own unexpressed love

and thanks, touching his feet, calloused by time and service,

and receiving his blessing. I stood then and faced two beautiful

deep eyes smouldering with introspection, yet radiant with joy.

We entered his sitting room, whose whole side opened to the outer

balcony first seen from the street. The master braced himself

against a worn davenport, sitting on a covered mattress on the

cement floor. Yoganandaji and I sat near the guru’s feet, with

orange-colored pillows to lean against and ease our positions on

the straw mat.

“I tried and tried to penetrate the Bengali conversation between

the two Swamijis-for English, I discovered, is null and void when

they are together, although Swamiji Maharaj, as the great guru

is called by others, can and often does speak it. But I perceived

the saintliness of the Great One through his heart-warming smile

and twinkling eyes. One quality easily discernible in his merry,

serious conversation is a decided positiveness in statement-the

mark of a wise man, who knows he knows, because he knows God. His

great wisdom, strength of purpose, and determination are apparent

in every way.

“Studying him reverently from time to time, I noted that he is of

large, athletic stature, hardened by the trials and sacrifices of

renunciation. His poise is majestic. A decidedly sloping forehead,

as if seeking the heavens, dominates his divine countenance. He

has a rather large and homely nose, with which he amuses himself

in idle moments, flipping and wiggling it with his fingers, like a

child. His powerful dark eyes are haloed by an ethereal blue ring.

His hair, parted in the middle, begins as silver and changes to

streaks of silvery-gold and silvery-black, ending in ringlets at

his shoulders. His beard and moustache are scant or thinned out,

yet seem to enhance his features and, like his character, are deep

and light at the same time.

“He has a jovial and rollicking laugh which comes from deep in his

chest, causing him to shake and quiver throughout his body-very

cheerful and sincere. His face and stature are striking in their

power, as are his muscular fingers. He moves with a dignified tread

and erect posture.

“He was clad simply in the common DHOTI and shirt, both once dyed

a strong ocher color, but now a faded orange.

“Glancing about, I observed that this rather dilapidated room suggested

the owner’s non-attachment to material comforts. The weather-stained

white walls of the long chamber were streaked with fading blue

plaster. At one end of the room hung a picture of Lahiri Mahasaya,

garlanded in simple devotion. There was also an old picture showing

Yoganandaji as he had first arrived in Boston, standing with the

other delegates to the Congress of Religions.

“I noted a quaint concurrence of modernity and antiquation. A

huge, cut-glass, candle-light chandelier was covered with cobwebs

through disuse, and on the wall was a bright, up-to-date calendar.

The whole room emanated a fragrance of peace and calmness. Beyond

the balcony I could see coconut trees towering over the hermitage

in silent protection.

“It is interesting to observe that the master has merely to clap

his hands together and, before finishing, he is served or attended

by some small disciple. Incidentally, I am much attracted to one

of them-a thin lad, named Prafulla, {FN40-2} with long black hair

to his shoulders, a most penetrating pair of sparkling black eyes,

and a heavenly smile; his eyes twinkle, as the corners of his mouth

rise, like the stars and the crescent moon appearing at twilight.

“Swami Sri Yukteswarji’s joy is obviously intense at the return of

his ‘product’ (and he seems to be somewhat inquisitive about the

‘product’s product’). However, predominance of the wisdom-aspect

in the Great One’s nature hinders his outward expression of feeling.

“Yoganandaji presented him with some gifts, as is the custom when

the disciple returns to his guru. We sat down later to a simple

but well-cooked meal. All the dishes were vegetable and rice

combinations. Sri Yukteswarji was pleased at my use of a number of

Indian customs, ‘finger-eating’ for example.

“After several hours of flying Bengali phrases and the exchange

of warm smiles and joyful glances, we paid obeisance at his feet,

bade adieu with a PRONAM, {FN40-3} and departed for Calcutta with

an everlasting memory of a sacred meeting and greeting. Although I

write chiefly of my external impressions of him, yet I was always

conscious of the true basis of the saint-his spiritual glory. I

felt his power, and shall carry that feeling as my divine blessing.”

From America, Europe, and Palestine I had brought many presents

for Sri Yukteswar. He received them smilingly, but without remark.

For my own use, I had bought in Germany a combination umbrella-cane.

In India I decided to give the cane to Master.

“This gift I appreciate indeed!” My guru’s eyes were turned on me

with affectionate understanding as he made the unwonted comment.

From all the presents, it was the cane that he singled out to

display to visitors.

“Master, please permit me to get a new carpet for the sitting room.”

I had noticed that Sri Yukteswar’s tiger skin was placed over a

torn rug.

“Do so if it pleases you.” My guru’s voice was not enthusiastic.

“Behold, my tiger mat is nice and clean; I am monarch in my own

little kingdom. Beyond it is the vast world, interested only in

externals.”

As he uttered these words I felt the years roll back; once again

I am a young disciple, purified in the daily fires of chastisement!

As soon as I could tear myself away from Serampore and Calcutta,

I set out, with Mr. Wright, for Ranchi. What a welcome there, a

veritable ovation! Tears stood in my eyes as I embraced the selfless

teachers who had kept the banner of the school flying during my

fifteen years’ absence. The bright faces and happy smiles of the

residential and day students were ample testimony to the worth of

their many-sided school and yoga training.

Yet, alas! the Ranchi institution was in dire financial difficulties.

Sir Manindra Chandra Nundy, the old Maharaja whose Kasimbazar Palace

had been converted into the central school building, and who had

made many princely donations was now dead. Many free, benevolent

features of the school were now seriously endangered for lack of

sufficient public support.

I had not spent years in America without learning some of its

practical wisdom, its undaunted spirit before obstacles. For one

week I remained in Ranchi, wrestling with critical problems. Then

came interviews in Calcutta with prominent leaders and educators,

a long talk with the young Maharaja of Kasimbazar, a financial

appeal to my father, and lo! the shaky foundations of Ranchi began

to be righted. Many donations including one huge check arrived in

the nick of time from my American students.

Within a few months after my arrival in India, I had the joy of

seeing the Ranchi school legally incorporated. My lifelong dream

of a permanently endowed yoga educational center stood fulfilled.

That vision had guided me in the humble beginnings in 1917 with a

group of seven boys.

In the decade since 1935, Ranchi has enlarged its scope far beyond

the boys’ school. Widespread humanitarian activities are now carried

on there in the Shyama Charan Lahiri Mahasaya Mission.

The school, or Yogoda Sat-Sanga Brahmacharya Vidyalaya, conducts

outdoor classes in grammar and high school subjects. The residential

students and day scholars also receive vocational training of some

kind. The boys themselves regulate most of their activities through

autonomous committees. Very early in my career as an educator I

discovered that boys who impishly delight in outwitting a teacher

will cheerfully accept disciplinary rules that are set by their

fellow students. Never a model pupil myself, I had a ready sympathy

for all boyish pranks and problems.

Sports and games are encouraged; the fields resound with hockey and

football practice. Ranchi students often win the cup at competitive

events. The outdoor gymnasium is known far and wide. Muscle recharging

through will power is the YOGODA feature: mental direction of life

energy to any part of the body. The boys are also taught ASANAS

(postures), sword and LATHI (stick) play, and jujitsu. The Yogoda

Health Exhibitions at the Ranchi VIDYALAYA have been attended by

thousands.

Instruction in primary subjects is given in Hindi to the KOLS,

SANTALS, and MUNDAS, aboriginal tribes of the province. Classes

for girls only have been organized in near-by villages.

The unique feature at Ranchi is the initiation into KRIYA YOGA.

The boys daily practice their spiritual exercises, engage in GITA

chanting, and are taught by precept and example the virtues of

simplicity, self-sacrifice, honor, and truth. Evil is pointed out

to them as being that which produces misery; good as those actions

which result in true happiness. Evil may be compared to poisoned

honey, tempting but laden with death.

Overcoming restlessness of body and mind by concentration techniques

has achieved astonishing results: it is no novelty at Ranchi to

see an appealing little figure, aged nine or ten years, sitting for

an hour or more in unbroken poise, the unwinking gaze directed to

the spiritual eye. Often the picture of these Ranchi students has

returned to my mind, as I observed collegians over the world who

are hardly able to sit still through one class period. {FN40-4}

Ranchi lies 2000 feet above sea level; the climate is mild and

equable. The twenty-five acre site, by a large bathing pond, includes

one of the finest orchards in India-five hundred fruit trees-mango,

guava, litchi, jackfruit, date. The boys grow their own vegetables,

and spin at their CHARKAS.

A guest house is hospitably open for Western visitors. The Ranchi

library contains numerous magazines, and about a thousand volumes

in English and Bengali, donations from the West and the East. There

is a collection of the scriptures of the world. A well-classified

museum displays archeological, geological, and anthropological

exhibits; trophies, to a great extent, of my wanderings over the

Lord’s varied earth.

[Illustration: A group of Ranchi students and teachers pose with

the venerable Maharaja of Kasimbazar (at center, in white). In 1918

he gave his Kasimbazar Palace and twenty-five acres in Ranchi as

a permanent site for my yoga school for boys.—see teachers.jpg]

The charitable hospital and dispensary of the Lahiri Mahasaya

Mission, with many outdoor branches in distant villages, have

already ministered to 150,000 of India’s poor. The Ranchi students

are trained in first aid, and have given praiseworthy service to

their province at tragic times of flood or famine.

In the orchard stands a Shiva temple, with a statue of the blessed

master, Lahiri Mahasaya. Daily prayers and scripture classes are

held in the garden under the mango bowers.

Branch high schools, with the residential and yoga features of Ranchi,

have been opened and are now flourishing. These are the Yogoda

Sat-Sanga Vidyapith (School) for Boys, at Lakshmanpur in Bihar;

and the Yogoda Sat-Sanga High School and hermitage at Ejmalichak

in Midnapore.

A stately Yogoda Math was dedicated in 1939 at Dakshineswar,

directly on the Ganges. Only a few miles north of Calcutta, the

new hermitage affords a haven of peace for city dwellers. Suitable

accommodations are available for Western guests, and particularly

for those seekers who are intensely dedicating their lives to

spiritual realization. The activities of the Yogoda Math include

a fortnightly mailing of Self-Realization Fellowship teachings to

students in various parts of India.

[Illustration: Yogoda Math, beautiful hermitage of Self-Realization

Fellowship at Dakshineswar on the Ganges. Founded in 1938 as a yoga

retreat for students of East and West.—see math.jpg]

It is needless to say that all these educational and humanitarian

activities have required the self-sacrificing service and devotion

of many teachers and workers. I do not list their names here,

because they are so numerous; but in my heart each one has a lustrous

niche. Inspired by the ideals of Lahiri Mahasaya, these teachers

have abandoned promising worldly goals to serve humbly, to give

greatly.

Mr. Wright formed many fast friendships with Ranchi boys; clad in

a simple DHOTI, he lived for awhile among them. At Ranchi, Calcutta,

Serampore, everywhere he went, my secretary, who has a vivid gift

of description, hauled out his travel diary to record his adventures.

One evening I asked him a question.

“Dick, what is your impression of India?”

“Peace,” he said thoughtfully. “The racial aura is peace.”

{FN40-1} We broke our journey in Central Provinces, halfway across

the continent, to see Mahatma Gandhi at Wardha. Those days are

described in chapter 44.

{FN40-2} Prafulla was the lad who had been present with Master when

a cobra approached (see page 116).

{FN40-3} Literally, “holy name,” a word of greeting among Hindus,

accompanied by palm-folded hands lifted from the heart to the

forehead in salutation. A PRONAM in India takes the place of the

Western greeting by handshaking.

{FN40-4} Mental training through certain concentration techniques

has produced in each Indian generation men of prodigious memory.

Sir T. Vijayaraghavachari, in the HINDUSTAN TIMES, has described

the tests put to the modern professional “memory men” of Madras.

“These men,” he wrote, “were unusually learned in Sanskrit literature.

Seated in the midst of a large audience, they were equal to the

tests that several members of the audience simultaneously put them

to. The test would be like this: one person would start ringing

a bell, the number of rings having to be counted by the ‘memory

man.’ A second person would dictate from a paper a long exercise

in arithmetic, involving addition, subtraction, multiplication,

and division. A third would go on reciting from the RAMAYANA or

the MAHABHARATA a long series of poems, which had to be reproduced;

a fourth would set problems in versification which required the

composition of verses in proper meter on a given subject, each

line to end in a specified word, a fifth man would carry on with

a sixth a theological disputation, the exact language of which had

to be quoted in the precise order in which the disputants conducted

it, and a seventh man was all the while turning a wheel, the number

of revolutions of which had to be counted. The memory expert had

simultaneously to do all these feats purely by mental processes,

as he was allowed no paper and pencil. The strain on the faculties

must have been terrific. Ordinarily men in unconscious envy are

apt to depreciate such efforts by affecting to believe that they

involve only the exercise of the lower functionings of the brain.

It is not, however, a pure question of memory. The greater factor

is the immense concentration of mind.”

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