CHAPTER IX

THE PSYCHOLOGY OF THE DIARIST: HENRI-FRÉDÉRIC AMIEL

“True serenity does not consist in indifference to the phenomena

of life amongst which we live. It consists of judging in an

elevated way men and facts. True serenity does not reign

apart from life. It is in the land of the hurricane that it

is a grand virtue to know how to remain calm. Possibly he who

can accomplish this will succeed in avoiding its perils, or

surmounting its consequences. Perhaps it is better to lose

one's foothold in the waves than it is to prosper in a solitude

without echo. Only solitude that has been wrought from the

tumult is precious.”--GEORGES DUHAMEL.

No brief statement ever made applies more fittingly to Henri-Frédéric

Amiel--more widely known now, one hundred years after his birth, than

during his lifetime--than these words of one of the most promising

young men of letters of France.

Amiel says in his “Journal Intime”:

“There remains the question whether the greatest problems which

have ever been guessed on earth had not better have remained

buried in the brain which found the key to them, and whether the

deepest thinkers--those whose hand has been boldest in drawing

aside the veil, and their eye keenest in fathoming the mystery

beyond it--had not better, like the prophet of Iliom, have kept

for Heaven, and for Heaven alone, secrets and mysteries which

human language cannot truly express nor human intelligence

conceive.”

* * * * *

“To win true peace, a man needs to feel himself directed,

pardoned, and sustained by a supreme power, to feel himself in

the right road, at the point where God would have him be--in

order with God and the universe. This faith gives strength and

calm. I have not got it. All that is, seems to me arbitrary and

fortuitous. It may as well not be, as be. Nothing in my own

circumstances seems to me providential. All appears to me left

to my own responsibility, and it is this thought which disgusts

me with the government of my own life. I longed to give myself

up wholly to some great love, some noble end; I would willingly

have lived and died for the ideal--that is to say, for a holy

cause. But once the impossibility of this made clear to me, I

have never since taken a serious interest in anything, and have,

as it were, but amused myself with a destiny of which I was no

longer the dupe.”

* * * * *

“There is a great affinity in me with the Hindoo genius--that

mind, vast, imaginative, loving, dreamy, and speculative, but

destitute of ambition, personality, and will. Pantheistic

disinterestedness, the effacement of the self in the great

whole, womanish gentleness, a horror of slaughter, antipathy

to action--these are all present in my nature, in the nature

at least which has been developed by years and circumstances.

Still the West has also had its part in me. What I have found

difficult is to keep up a prejudice in favour of any form,

nationality, or individuality whatever. Hence my indifference

to my own person, my own usefulness, interest, or opinions

of the moment. What does it all matter? _Omnis determinatio

est negatio._ Grief localises us, love particularises us, but

thought delivers us from personality.... To be a man is a poor

thing, to be a man is well; to be _the_ man--man in essence and

in principle--that alone is to be desired.” (Written at the age

of fifty-four.)

The “Journal Intime,” upon which alone Amiel's fame rests, is studded

with such expressions, all of which go to prove that he was handicapped

with an inability to participate in life. One may call it aboulia,

or lack of will power; but it was not lack of will power. That the

intellect which could produce such work was not directed into some

practical channel during a long and healthy life naturally arouses a

question; and this question has been answered by Amiel's admirers and

his critics in various ways. The only conclusion, however, to which

an unbiassed examination of his life and of his book can lead is the

simple one that Amiel was born that way, just as some people are

born Albinos, or, to put it in other words, that he was temperamentally

unfit for practical life.

[Illustration: HENRI-FRÉDÉRIC AMIEL]

Henri-Frédéric Amiel was born in Geneva September 27, 1821, and died

there March 11, 1881. His ancestors were Huguenots who sought refuge in

Switzerland after the revocation of the Edict of Nantes. There is no

record that any of them achieved greatness or had greatness thrust upon

them. Very little has been written of his parents, who died when he

was twelve years old, or of his uncle and aunt, in whose house he was

brought up apart from his two sisters. All those who have written about

Amiel himself are singularly silent about his boyhood, so that we know

practically nothing of the formative years of his life save that he was

a sensitive, impressionable boy, more delicate than robust, disposed to

melancholy, and with a deep interest in religious problems. In school

and college he was studious but not brilliant; he had no interest in

games or sports and made few intimacies, and these with men older

than himself. When he was nineteen he came under the influence of a

Genevan philologist and man of letters, Adolphe Picquet, whose lectures

answered many a positive question and satisfied many a vague aspiration

of this youth already in the meshes of mysticism. They exercised a

decisive influence over his thought, filled him with fresh intuitions,

and brought near to him the horizons of his dreams.

When he was twenty he went to Italy and stayed more than a year, and

while there he wrote several articles on Christian Art, and a criticism

of a book by M. Rio. The next four years he spent in Germany, where

he studied philosophy, philology, mythology, and history. After this

he travelled about the university cities of Central Europe for two

years, principally Heidelberg, Munich, and Vienna; and in 1849, when

he was twenty-eight years old, he returned to Geneva and secured the

appointment of Professor of Moral Philosophy in the Academy there.

The appointment was made by the Democratic Party, which had just

then come into control of the Government. The Aristocratic Party,

which had had things their own way since the days following the

restoration of Geneva's independence in 1814, would have nothing to do

with intellectual upstarts, puppets of the Radical Party, so Amiel,

by nature and conviction a conservative, found himself in the right

pew, but the wrong church; and many of his friends thought that the

discouragement which was manifest in his writings and in his conduct

may, in a measure at least, have been due to the conflict between his

discomfiture and his duty.

He had few friends, but these he impressed enormously by his learning

and his knowledge. He made no particular reputation as a professor

or as a poet, and had it not been for the “Journal,” he would never

have been heard of save by his friends and pupils. It is now forty

years since the first volume of the book was published at Geneva. It

had been put together from the thousands of sheets of diary which

had come into the hands of his literary heirs. The Preface to the

volume announced that this “Journal” was made up of his psychological

observations and impressions produced on him by books. It was the

confidant of his private and intimate thoughts; a means whereby

the thinker became conscious of his own inner life; a safe shelter

wherein his questionings of fate and future, the voice of grief, of

self-examination and confession, the soul's cry for inward peace might

make themselves freely heard.

It made a great noise in the world and the reverberations of it will

not cease.

Some consider that the “Journal Intime” occupies a unique place in

literature, not because it is a diary of introspection, but because

of the tragedy which attended its production. This is the height of

absurdity. There was no tragedy about its production. Amiel lived an

unhealthy life, thwarted nature's laws, and nature exacted the penalty.

N. J. Symons, in an article in the _Queen's Quarterly_, says, “To

be gifted with the qualities of genius, yet to be condemned by some

obscure psychosis to perpetual sterility and failure; to live and

die in the despairing recognition of this fact; and finally to win

posthumous fame by the analysis and confession of one's failure is one

of the most puzzling and pathetic of life's anomalies.” It would be if

it were true. But what were the qualities of genius that Amiel had? And

how did he display the obscure psychosis? He discharged the duties of

a professor from the time he was twenty-eight until he was sixty. He

poetised pleasantly; he communed with nature and got much pleasure from

it; and he had very definite social adaptability. His general level of

behaviour was high. He was a diligent, methodical worker; he reacted

in a normal way to conventional standards; he had few personal biases

or peculiarities and none that drew particular attention to him; and

he seemed to have adjusted himself without great difficulty to the

incidences of life that he encountered.

To say that such a man was the victim of some obscure psychosis is

either to speak beyond the facts or to speak from the possession of

some knowledge that is denied one familiar with his writings and what

has been written about him.

Unique the “Journal Intime” unquestionably is, in that it is the

sincere confession of failure, both as a man and as a writer, of a

man whose intellectual qualities justified his friends in expecting

from him a large measure of success as both. Both admirers and critics

agree that Amiel's failure was his refusal or his inability to act.

This refusal to act was not the expression of some obscure psychosis,

but was entirely consistent with his philosophy of life, which was

arrived at through a logical process of thought. “Men's thoughts are

made according to their nature,” says Bacon. It is to Amiel's nature,

or temperament, or personality, that we must look for the answer to the

question: To what can his confessed failure be charged?

Any estimate of personality must weigh not only the capacity for

dealing with thoughts, but the capacity for dealing with men and with

things as well. Intellectual qualities are of value only in relation

to the dynamic quality of the mind; emotional qualities must be

measured by the reactions to the environment; and the individual, in

the last analysis, must take his standing among his fellows upon his

acts, not upon his thoughts. In a balanced personality act harmonises

with thought, is conditioned and controlled by it. Purely impulsive

action carried to the extreme means insanity, and in milder degrees

it exhibits itself in all grades and forms of what is known as lack

of self-control. Such action is too familiar to call for comment.

But there is the opposite type of individual whose impulses are not

impelling enough to lead to expression in outward form of either

thoughts or emotions. Such thoughts and emotions are turned back

upon themselves and, like a dammed-up stream, whirl endlessly around

the spring, the ego, until the individual becomes predominantly

introspective and egocentric.

Amiel possessed the power of clear logical thought to a high degree,

but he limited its expression largely to the introspective musings of

the diary. Aside from his daily life, which was narrow but normal and

conventional, it is to Amiel's deepest interests and admirations as

revealed by his diary that one must look for light upon his emotional

make-up. The things with which he occupied himself were extremely few:

introspective literature, philosophy and religion, and contemplation

of God and the hereafter. The diary covers the years of his life from

twenty-seven to sixty, the entire fruitful span of most men's lives.

During all of this time his interests showed little or no variation.

Nowhere throughout the record do we find any evidence of interest in

the developments which were shaping the course of the world's history.

Still less do we find any indication of a desire or a conscience

to participate in such history. Amiel evidently felt no urge to be

an actor in the drama. He was not even a critic or an interested

on-looker. Rather did he prefer to withdraw to a sheltered distance

and forget the reverberations of the struggle in contemplation of

abstractions.

He lived in an era in which the world was revolutionised. The most

deforming institution which civilisation has ever tolerated, slavery,

was razed and dismantled; yet he never said a word about it. He was

a witness of one of the greatest transformations that has ever been

wrought, the making of things by machinery rather than by hand; and he

never commented on it. His life was contemporaneous with the beginning

of discovery in science, such as the origin of species and the general

evolutionary doctrine associated with Darwin's name; and it seems only

to have excited his scorn.

“The growing triumph of Darwinism--that is to say of

materialism, or of force--threatens the conception of justice.

But justice will have its turn. The higher human law cannot be

the offspring of animality. Justice is the right to the maximum

of individual independence compatible with the same liberty

for others;--in other words, it is respect for man, for the

immature, the small, the feeble; it is the guarantee of those

human collectivities, associations, states, nationalities--those

voluntary or involuntary unions--the object of which is to

increase the sum of happiness, and to satisfy the aspiration

of the individual. That some should make use of others for

their own purposes is an injury to justice. The right of the

stronger is not a right, but a simple fact, which obtains only

so long as there is neither protest nor resistance. It is like

cold, darkness, weight, which tyrannise over man until he has

invented artificial warmth, artificial light, and machinery.

Human industry is throughout an emancipation from brute

nature, and the advances made by justice are in the same way a

series of rebuffs inflicted upon the tyranny of the stronger.

As the medical art consists in the conquest of disease, so

goodness consists in the conquest of the blind ferocities and

untamed appetites of the human animal. I see the same law

throughout:--increasing emancipation of the individual, a

continuous ascent of being towards life, happiness, justice,

and wisdom. Greed and gluttony are the starting-point,

intelligence and generosity the goal.”

Nor is there anything in the “Journal Intime” to indicate that he had

ever heard of Pasteur, or Morton, or Simpson, who laid the foundation

of a diseaseless world and a painless world. His diary is a record of

his own thoughts, to be sure, but one's thoughts are engendered, in a

measure at least, by what is going on in the world. An inhabitant of

any other world whose knowledge of this could be obtained only from

Amiel's book, would be left with an abysmal ignorance of the subject.

He would learn something of the German philosophers and of French

littérateurs and of Amiel's ideas of God and of infinity.

Schopenhauer says that

“It is not by the unification of the intellect and the will that

man attains to higher truth, but by their dissociation. When

the intellect casts off the yoke of the will it rises above the

illusion of finite life and attains a vision of transcendent

truth. When one can contemplate without will, beyond, when

he can dissolve the life instinct in pure thought, then he

possesses the field of higher truth, then he is on the avenue

that leads to Nirvana.”

Higher truth is possible only through the annihilation of the will,

and if this annihilation is done after taking thought, that is after

planning to do it and determining to do it, the price that one has to

pay, or the penalty that is exacted, is an incapacity or diminished

capacity for practical life. Amiel was a real mystic, not by choice,

perhaps, but by birth. He was proud of it in his youth and early

maturity; he questioned it in his late maturity; and regretted it in

his senescence. When he was fifty years old he wrote,

“The man who gives himself to contemplation looks on at rather

than directs his life, is a spectator rather than an actor,

seeks rather to understand than to achieve. Is this mode of

existence illegitimate, immoral? Is one bound to act? Is such

detachment an idiosyncrasy to be respected or a sin to be

fought against? I have always hesitated on this point, and I

have wasted years in futile self-reproach and useless fits

of activity. My western conscience, penetrated as it is with

Christian morality, has always persecuted my Oriental quietism

and Buddhist tendencies. I have not dared to approve myself, I

have not known how to correct myself.... Having early caught

a glimpse of the absolute, I have never had the indiscreet

effrontery of individualism. What right have I to make a merit

of a defect? I have never been able to see any necessity for

imposing myself upon others, nor for succeeding. I have seen

nothing clearly except my own deficiencies and the superiority

of others.... With varied aptitudes and a fair intelligence, I

had no dominant tendency, no imperious faculty, so that while

by virtue of capacity I felt myself free, yet when free I could

not discover what was best. Equilibrium produced indecision and

indecision has rendered all my faculties barren.”

If Amiel had been a real Christian, that is, if he had taken his

orientation and orders from Christ, he would have had no doubt whether

such a mode of existence was illegitimate and immoral or not. He could

have found specific instruction telling him he was bound to act. He was

a nominal Christian, but a _de facto_ Buddhist.

Next to the output of a man's activity as shown by his work,

his selection of recreational outlets for his emotional life is

illuminating. What were Amiel's amusements? So far as the diary shows,

day dreaming, poetising, fancy, and a contemplation of nature furnished

the only outlets for his more organised emotional nature. For play in

any form he apparently felt no need.

There is a type of individual whose failure to bring his performance up

to the standard which his intelligence would seem to warrant takes the

form of inability to face concrete situations. Unable to adjust himself

to his environment when realities present difficulties that call for

solution, such an individual becomes burdened with a sense of his own

inadequacy; and from this he is inclined to seek escape in impersonal

abstractions, usually described by him as ideals. Mystic philosophy in

some form is the frequent refuge of such tender souls from their own

sense of inability to cope with life and its concrete problems.

Throughout the record divergence between ideals and acts stands out.

Idealism is everywhere pled as the basis of the hesitation to act. The

conscious and foredoomed disparity between conception and realisation

is made the excuse for the absence of effort.

“Practical life makes me afraid. And yet, at the same time, it

attracts me; I have need of it. Family life, especially, in

all its delightfulness, in all its moral depth, appeals to me

like a duty. Sometimes I cannot escape from the ideal of it. A

companion of my life, of my work, of my thoughts, of my hopes;

within, a common worship, towards the world outside, kindness

and beneficence; educations to undertake, the thousand and one

moral relations which develop round the first--all these ideas

intoxicate me sometimes. But I put them aside, because every

hope is, as it were, an egg whence a serpent may issue instead

of a dove, because every joy missed is a stab, because every

seed confided to destiny contains an ear of grief which the

future may develop.”

* * * * *

“I have never felt any inward assurance of genius, or any

presentiment of glory or happiness. I have never seen myself

in imagination great or famous, or even a husband, a father,

an influential citizen. This indifference to the future, this

absolute self-distrust, are, no doubt, to be taken as signs.

What dreams I have are vague and indefinite; I ought not to

live, for I am now scarcely capable of living.--Recognise your

place; let the living live; and you, gather together your

thoughts, leave behind you a legacy of feeling and ideas; you

will be more useful so. Renounce yourself, accept the cup given

you, with its honey and its gall, as it comes. Bring God down

into your heart. Embalm your soul in him now, make within you

a temple for the Holy Spirit; be diligent in good works, make

others happier and better. Put personal ambition away from

you, and then you will find consolation in living or in dying,

whatever may happen to you.”

Complaining of a restless feeling which was not the need for change, he

said,

“It is rather the fear of what I love, the mistrust of what

charms me, the unrest of happiness.... And is there not another

reason for all this restlessness, in a certain sense of void--of

incessant pursuit of something wanting?--of longing for a truer

peace and a more entire satisfaction? Neighbours, friends,

relations--I love them all; and so long as these affections are

active, they leave in me no room for a sense of want. But yet

they do not _fill_ my heart; and that is why they have no power

to fix it. I am always waiting for the woman and the work which

shall be capable of taking entire possession of my soul, and of

becoming my end and aim.”

Amiel's life was a constant negation. His ideals were all concerned

with concepts of perfection, with the absolute, and being sane enough

to realise the impossibility of attaining such perfection, he refused

compromises. He would not play the game for its own sake, nor for the

fine points. If he could not win all the points--and being sane he knew

beforehand that he could not--he preferred not to play at all. But he

made a virtue of his weakness and called it idealism. Had he possessed

the courage to hitch his wagon to a star--and let the star carry him

where it would; had he heeded the warning,

“And the sin I impute to each frustrate ghost

Is--the unlit lamp and the ungird loin”;

or gone the way of thousands of practical idealists who have made their

idealism an incentive to action and thereby left the world richer

for having passed through it, he would have needed no excuse for his

failure to attain perfection. On the contrary, he would have learned

with the sureness of a hard-learned lesson that idealism is worth our

loyalty only when it becomes an inspiration to living, and that it is

worse than futile when it serves merely as a standard for thought or an

excuse for failure.

Amiel coddled his sensibilities for fear of rebuff; he hid his

intellectuality in the diary lest he should suffer from the clear

light of publicity; he denied life out of apprehension that life might

bruise his ego. He told himself that he was protecting his idealism. In

reality he was protecting his egoism. If he had been the victim of a

psychosis he would not have recognised his limitations nor stated them

so clearly. It was sanity that enabled him to see the impossibility

of attaining the perfection of which he dreamed and wrote. It was

cowardice, not a psychosis, which made him refuse to act in the face of

this knowledge. Had he been a Roman Catholic, he might have rested upon

the conception of absolute perfection offered in the authority of the

Church and the life of the cloister. But being a Protestant, both by

inheritance and by conscience, he had to think things out for himself;

and the more he thought the wider became the breach between his

conception of perfection and his hope of realising it. He was tortured

by a conscience goading him to action and a temperament paralysing him

with the fear that the end would fall short of anticipation. He lacked

the moral courage to put his power to the test and be disappointed. He

was without the stamina of the man who fights and runs away. He was too

much of an egoist to risk a losing game, and in consequence he never

tasted the sweet flavour of work well done--even though the end was

apparent failure.

The growing sense of inadequacy between the conscience to act and

the temperament to deny action is written plainly in these random

quotations from the “Journal” during the record of many years. At

thirty he wrote,

“He who is silent is forgotten; he who abstains is taken at

his word; he who does not advance, falls back; he who stops is

overwhelmed, distanced, crushed; he who ceases to grow greater

becomes smaller; he who leaves off gives up; the stationary

condition is the beginning of the end--it is the terrible

symptom which precedes death. To live, is to achieve a perpetual

triumph; it is to assert oneself against destruction, against

sickness, against the annulling and dispersion of one's physical

and moral being. It is to will without ceasing, or rather to

refresh one's will day by day.”

Ten years later when the conflict was closing in upon him he wrote,

“In me an intellect which would fain forget itself in things, is

contradicted by a heart which yearns to live in human beings.

The uniting link of the two contradictions is the tendency

towards self-abandonment, towards ceasing to will and exist

for oneself, towards laying down one's own personality, and

losing--dissolving--oneself in love and anticipation. What I

lack above all things is character, will, individuality. But, as

always happens, the appearance is exactly the contrary of the

reality, and my outward life the reverse of my true and deepest

aspiration. I whose whole being--heart and intellect--thirsts to

absorb itself in reality, in its neighbour man, in Nature and in

God--I, whom solitude devours and destroys--I shut myself up in

solitude and seem to delight only in myself and to be sufficient

for myself.”

At forty-seven, when most men's work is at the high tide of

realisation, he said,

“I have no more strength left, I wish for nothing; but that

is not what is wanted. I must wish what God wishes; I must

pass from indifference to sacrifice, and from sacrifice to

self-devotion. The cup I would fain put away from me is the

misery of living, the shame of existing and suffering as a

common creature who has missed his vocation; it is the bitter

and increasing humiliation of declining power, of growing

old under the weight of one's own disapproval, and the

disappointment of one's friends.”

At fifty-four,

“What use have I made of my gifts, of my special circumstances,

of my half century of existence? What have I paid back to my

country?... Are all the documents I have produced ... anything

better than withered leaves?... When all is added up--nothing!

And worst of all, it has not been a life used up in the service

of some adored object, or sacrificed to any future hope.”

Psychology teaches that too much emphasis cannot be laid in education

upon the reconciliation of ideals and performance, nor too much effort

devoted to the formation of habits of facing concrete situations

squarely, reaching definite decisions, and thereby making efforts,

however ineffective and crude, to link ideals to action. It has been

proved that if natural dispositions are ignored or denied by the

repression of normal primary instincts, disassociation of personality

is likely to be the result. Amiel's ineffectiveness, his lack of

dynamic quality, while in no sense a psychosis, may be considered as

a personality defect. How far this defect may have been conditioned

by his denial of the basic springs of human action cannot be stated.

Neither can it, in any impartial estimate of his life and personality,

be ignored. Next to the instinct of self-preservation, the instinct

for the preservation of the race to which one belongs is the dominant

impulse of the individual. No system of thought, no plan of life can

ignore it and not pay the penalty. Amiel's diary is full of such

denials, and they frequently carry with them the consciousness that he

realised the death sentence to aspiration and realisation which he was

reading to himself between the lines.

Amiel was a shy, sensitive, solitary child. We know very little about

his adolescent struggles and transition to heterosexual fixation.

Indeed we do not know whether it ever came about, and that is where

the chief hiatus in our knowledge of Amiel lies. As a youth he became

intoxicated with philosophic idealism, and Hegel was for him the

fountainhead of all philosophic thought.

There is nothing in the diary to indicate that the normal love-making

of healthy youth had any part in his thoughts or his life. Later,

his sex consciousness colours the record to a great extent--indeed it

might be said to give the colour to the book--but always in the guise

of repressions, fears, hesitations, and longings for unattainable

perfection, and finally of half-hearted regrets for his own denials.

“I am capable of all the passions, for I bear them all within

me. Like a tamer of wild beasts, I keep them caged and lassoed,

but I sometimes hear them growling. I have stifled more than one

nascent love. Why? Because with that prophetic certainty which

belongs to moral intuition, I felt it lacking in true life, and

less durable than myself. I choked it down in the name of the

supreme affection to come. The loves of sense, of imagination,

of sentiment--I have seen through and rejected them all; I

sought the love which springs from the central profundities of

being. And I still believe in it. I will have none of those

passions of straw which dazzle, burn up, and wither; I invoke,

I await, and I hope for the love which is great, pure, and

earnest, which lives and works in all the fibres and through

all the powers of the soul. And even if I go lonely to the end,

I would rather my hope and my dream died with me, than that my

soul should content itself with any meaner union.”

This is the basis of monasticism in the Catholic Church, and it is, in

my judgment, the most violent offence to God that can be given. Goethe

says that he never wrote a new poem without having a new love affair.

Amiel was intrigued by Goethe secondly only to Hegel. If he had copied

Goethe more nearly in living, he might have said with him,

“Wonach soll man am Ende trachten?

Die Welt zu Kennen und nicht zu Verachten.”

There have been books made up of beautiful quotations from Amiel's

“Journal Intime,” which are supposed to help people live, to mitigate

pain, to disperse apprehension, and to assuage misery. They are not a

patch on the Bible or on the writings of Socrates.

“The oracle of today drops from his tripod on the morrow,” said John

Morley. Will this apply to Amiel? Is he a passing fashion? And why

has his popularity grown? The best answer to these questions is found

in the nature of his audience. To what kind of people does Amiel

appeal? To the contemporary purveyors of cloudy stuff; to mystics;

to the tender-minded; to those who prefer the contemplation of far

horizons to travelling the road just ahead. He does not appeal to

anyone with fighting blood, whether he be facing the conflict with the

glorious self-confidence of healthy untried youth, the magnetism of

past success, the tried measure of his own limitations and powers, the

scars of honest defeat, or the pluck of the one who fights a losing

fight with more courage and idealism than he would have mustered for a

winning one.

Amiel's tragedy was that he outraged nature's unique law and nature

exacted the penalty. If the world had a few thousand Amiels and they

got the whip hand, it might cease to exist.

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