Elder Edda

In the black, cramping tunnel Thorn could only swing his knife in a

narrow arc, and the snarl of the attacking dog was concentrated into a

grating roar that hurt his eardrums. Nevertheless, knife took effect

before fangs, and with an angry whimper the dog backed away--there was

no room to turn.

From the receding scuffle of its claws Thorn could tell that it had

retreated almost to the beginning of the tunnel. He relaxed from the

crouch that had put his back against the rocky roof, sprawled in a

position calculated to rest elbows and knees, and considered his

situation.

Of course, as he could see now, it had been an inexcusable blunder to

enter the tunnel without first building a fire to insure his being

able to get back to a place from which he could use his slingshot.

But coming down the ravine he hadn't seen a sign of the devils, and

there was no denying it had been necessary to revisit the cave to see

if Thorn III had any extra food, weapons, or clothing stored there.

The need for food was imperative, and yesterday he and Darkington had

completely failed in their hunting.

He wondered if Darkington would attempt a rescue. Hardly, since it

would be late afternoon before the gnarled little man returned from

his own hunting circuit. With night coming on, it was unlikely that

he would risk his life venturing down into the ravine for the sake of

a man whom he believed to be half-crazy. For Thorn had tried to tell

him altogether too much about alternate worlds in which Civilization

had not perished. Darkington had dismissed all this as "the dreams,"

and Thorn had shut up, but not until he realized he was forfeiting

all Darkington's confidence in him as a hard-bitten and realistic

neo-savage.

Besides, Darkington was a little crazy himself. Long years of solitary

living had developed fixed habit patterns. His hunger for comradeship

had become largely a subjective fantasy, and the unexpected appearance

of an actual comrade seemed to make him uncomfortable and uneasy rather

than anything else, since it demanded readaptation. A man marooned in

a wilderness and trying to get back to civilization is one thing. But

a man who knows that civilization is dead and that before him stretch

only dark savage eons in which other creatures will have the center of

the stage, is quite a different animal.

Something was digging into Thorn's side. Twisting his left hand back at

an uncomfortable angle--his right still held the knife or cutter--he

worked the pouch from under him and took out the offending article.

It was the puzzling sphere that had stayed with him during all his

passages between the worlds. Irritably he tossed it away. He had wasted

enough time trying to figure out the significance or purpose of the

thing. It was as useless as ... as that graveyard of skylons up there.

He heard it bound up the tunnel, roll back a way, come to rest.

Evidently his captors heard it too, for there came a sharp mewing and

growling, which did not break off sharply, but sank into a confused

palaver of similar sounds, strongly suggestive of some kind of speech.

Once or twice he thought he recognized human words, oddly telescoped

and slurred to fit feline and canine palates. It was not pleasant to

be cramped up in a tunnel and wondering what cats and dogs were saying

about you in a half-borrowed, quasi-intelligent jargon.

* * * * *

And then, very softly, Thorn thought he heard someone calling his name.

His almost immediate reaction was a sardonic grimace at the vast number

of unlikely sounds a miserable man will twist into a resemblance of his

name. But gradually the fancied sound began to exert a subtle pull on

his thoughts, dragging them away toward speculations which his present

predicament did not justify.

But who is to say what thoughts a trapped and doomed man shall think?

As Thorn told himself with some calmness, this was probably his last

stretch of reflective thinking. Of course, when death came sufficiently

close, the fear of it might enable him to escape into another body. But

that was by no means certain or even probable. He reflected that every

exchange he had made had been into a worse world. And now, presumably,

he was at the bottom, and like energy that has reached the nadir of its

cycle of degradation, unable to rise except with outside help.

Besides, he did not like the idea of dooming any other Thorn to this

predicament, although he was afraid he would do it if given the chance.

Again he dreamily fancied he heard his name called.

He wondered what was happening to those other Thorns, in their

hodgepodged destinies. Thorn III in World II--had he died in

the instant of his arrival there, or had the Servants noted the

personality-change in time and perhaps spared him? Thorn II in World I.

Thorn I in World III. It was like some crazy game--some game devised by

a mad, cruel god.

And yet what was the whole universe, so far as it had been revealed to

him, but a mad, cruel pageantry? The Dawn myth was right--there were

serpents gnawing at every root of the cosmic ash Yggdrasil. In three

days he had seen three worlds, and none of them were good. World III,

wrecked by subtronic power, cold battlefield for a hopeless last stand.

World II, warped by paternalistic tyranny, smoldering with hate and

boredom. World I, a utopia in appearance, but lacking real stamina or

inward worth, not better than the others--only luckier.

Three botched worlds.

He started. It was as if, with that last thought, something altogether

outside his mind had attached itself to his mind in the most intimate

way imaginable. He had the queerest feeling that his thoughts had

gained power, that they were no longer locked-in and helpless

except for their ability to control a puny lever-assembly of bones

and contractile tissue, that they could reach out of his mind like

tentacles and move things, that they had direct control of a vastly

more competent engine.

A faint sound up the tunnel recalled his altered mind to his present

predicament. It might have been a tiny scrape of claws on rock. It

was not repeated. He gripped his knife. Perhaps one of the beasts was

attempting a surprise attack. If only there were some light--

* * * * *

A yellowish flame, the color of the woodfire he had been visualizing,

flared up without warning a few feet ahead, casting shafts of ruddy

glare and shadow along the irregular tunnel. It lit up the muzzles

of a gaunt gray dog and a scarred black cat that had been creeping

toward him, side by side. For an instant surprise froze them. Then

the dog backed off frantically, with a yelp of panic. The cat snarled

menacingly and stared wildly at the flame, as if desperately trying to

figure out its _modus operandi_.

But, with Thorn's thought, the flame advanced and the cat gave ground

before it. At first it only backed, continuing to snarl and stare. Then

it turned tail, and answering in a great screech the questioning mews

and growls that had been coming down the tunnel, fled as if from death.

The flame continued to advance, changing color when Thorn thought of

daylight. And as Thorn edged and squirmed along, it seemed to him that

somehow his way was made easier.

The tunnel heightened, widened. He emerged in the outer chamber in time

to hear a receding rattle of gravel.

The flame, white now, had come to rest in the middle of the rocky

floor. Even as he stooped, it rose to meet him, winking out--and there

rested lightly on his palm the gray sphere, cool and unsmirched, that

he had tossed away a few minutes before.

But it was no longer a detached, external object. It was part of

him, responsive to his every mood and thought, linked to his mind by

tracts that were invisible but as real as the nerves connecting mind

with muscle and sense organ. It was not a machine, telepathically

controlled. It was a second body.

Relief, stark wonder, and exulting awareness of power made him weak.

For a moment everything swam and darkened, but only for a moment--he

seemed to suck limitless vitality from the thing.

He felt a surge of creativeness, so intense as to be painful, like a

flame in the brain. He could do anything he wanted to, go anywhere he

wanted to, make anything he wanted to, create life, change the world,

destroy it if he so willed--

And then--fear. Fear that, since the thing obeyed his thoughts, it

would also obey his foolish, ignorant, or destructive ones. People

can't control their thoughts for very long. Even sane individuals

often think of murder, of catastrophes, of suicide--

Suddenly the sphere had become a gray globe of menace.

And then--after all, he couldn't do _anything_. Besides any

other limitations the thing might have, it was certainly limited by

his thoughts. It couldn't do things he didn't really understand--like

building a subtronic engine--

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