II.

The Chester Mansfield to whom I have referred was the young minister

of my church, and also the son of my dearest friend. Mrs. Mansfield

had been my playmate and schoolmate in childhood, my confidante in

girlhood, and when we were matrons and neighbors our early affection

had settled into the deep, enduring friendship of later life. She had

married our minister and was an exemplary wife and mother. Our

children were schoolmates also, and her only son Chester was a boy of

unusual promise. He distinguished himself in school and college, and,

finishing his course just before his father's death, was unanimously

called to fill the vacant pulpit. Here his eloquence and spirituality

fully justified the promise of his youth, and he became almost the

idol of his congregation. He married a lovely girl, and life seemed to

hold for him the highest blessings that man can dream of.

The sorrow, then, of his sudden and peculiarly sad death cannot be

described. Not only his family and church, but the whole town, mourned

as if for a brother, and the church could not hold the concourse that

followed his body to the grave.

The mothers and sisters and the frail young wife were almost crushed

by the blow, and even after the lapse of nearly five years it was

fresh enough in my heart to make Charlie Reynolds' face bring back

those days of mourning with sad reality. I formed then the hope,

foolish, perhaps, that if this young man should be found to be a

relative of the dead man and reclaimed, he might in some measure

atone to those bereaved ones for their loss. With this idea, I

improved every opportunity to cultivate Charlie Reynolds' acquaintance

and win his good opinion, although I was much embarrassed by the

laughing eyes that Howard never failed to turn upon me in my

efforts at conversation.

They were efforts, indeed; for if I had come from a foreign land, and

spoken an unknown language, I could hardly have had more difficulty in

finding a topic of common interest or in making myself intelligible,

for old-fashioned English seemed to be less understood than any others

of the numerous tongues I heard.

I could hear from my window, Mexicans, Chinamen, Indians, Frenchmen,

and Spaniards chatting in the plaza, until I could almost guess what

they said, but the vernacular of the American miner and rancher is

beyond comprehension.

There are about four topics discussed at the Eldorado tables, chief of

all, the mines, and to this day I cannot talk coherently about drifts

and leads and dumps, and the like.

Then there were the games, the most absorbing of all, who had lost and

won, and as I don't know one card nor one game from another, I am not

interested in that subject. There was, it seemed to me, a fresh murder

or robbery or Indian fight to discuss every morning at breakfast; and

the ranch talk, in which my most intelligent questions always provoked

a shout of laughter. When I quoted Talmage one morning, a young man

looked at me pityingly, and said, "Oh, he's dead a year ago! He had

one of the finest saloons in Las Vegas; he was a smart man, poor

fellow!" My attempts to interest my table companions in a description

of the Chautauqua and its purpose, and the mission of the W. C. T. U.,

and their painful efforts to be politely interested, almost sent my

son into convulsions in consequence of laughing into his coffee-cup;

and the intense earnestness with which the man they called Bunco Brown

asked, "And didn't they sell no booze there?" and then, "Well, then,

how in thunder do they get it if they're too pious to steal?" might

have seemed amusing to one who was not struck by the horror of the

fact that the man could not conceive of life for any person without

drink.

So, owing to the missionary's usual difficulty in making himself

understood, I had to wait to learn a means of communication with my

subject. I even ventured to the door of the billiard room and tried to

manifest an interest in the science of the game, but here, also, I

was too hopelessly old-fashioned to be able to comprehend the beauty

of the angles, and beat an ignominious retreat. I heard Charlie remark

as I went up-stairs: "Game, for such a pious old lady, isn't she?" I

took it as a compliment.

But my opportunity finally came through the humble instrumentality of

an onion. It was about the size of a dinner-plate, and lay on the

newel-post as I came down stairs one morning. Charlie was standing in

the front door, with his back to me, peeling an orange. He turned

around at my exclamation of surprise and asked, "Why, don't they grow

like that where you live?"

"In New England? Oh dear, no!" I cried; and then he asked me a number

of questions, and seemed very much interested in my account of

vegetables and fruit and trees and flowers in the East. I was

delighted to tell him, although I had a lurking suspicion that such a

remarkable ignorance of that country was feigned. And yet his eyes, so

wonderfully like Chester Mansfield's, except in expression, had a

certain vacant honesty--for which, I presume, an accustomed

story-teller could find a better expression--that I was obliged to

believe genuine. As soon as he found that I was curious about the

flora and fauna of the locality, he took great pains in bringing me

specimens, and on two occasions took me out for a walk to see

something that could not be brought. In this closer acquaintance I

found so much that was kind and pleasant, and so many peculiar little

resemblances to my dead friend--a backward toss of the head when he

laughed, a frown when listening, an odd little gesture with the left

hand in explaining anything--that he puzzled me more and more. Among

the few books that I could find to read in the town was the "Woman in

White," which I read with compunction, not having been addicted to

works of fiction, and the curious resemblance between the two women

made a deep impression upon me, and seemed to have a strange

significance just at this time. Although I had as yet not succeeded in

drawing any confidence from Charlie--who, indeed, seldom spoke of

himself, and never related any past experience--a very suspicious

trait I thought, I felt sure that time would unravel the dark mystery

that enveloped him.

Just as I was feeling that I had now Charlie's friendship, the man

Crouch seemed to become jealous of my influence, and became so

attentive to him that my acquaintance with him was virtually suspended

for a time. One day, a bright, hot day in March, a Mexican wagon train

arrived in town, laden with beans, hides, and "Chili Colorade," and a

crowd of rancheros from another direction swarmed into the plaza. The

town was full of excitement and whiskey; the tinkle of the dance

saloons came up from all quarters; the rancheros, with their red

shirts and broad hats, galloped their tough mustangs madly through the

streets, firing at random, and lassoing the unlucky curs and pigs that

happened to be in the way. While there were street brawls at every

corner, I hardly dared to leave my room, and I could not venture to

sit by my window. It was a great relief that Howard came in very

early. All through the evening I listened to the confused sounds that

came up through the resonant air, and could distinguish the soft voice

of the pretty Mexican girl in the saloon opposite my window,

accompanied by her castanet. It was another of those still, white

nights, when the town seemed to hang in mid-air. I felt the

premonition of impending disaster so common to nervous women, and made

Howard sit in my room as long as I could think of a pretext for

keeping him. When I was alone, I lay wakeful through the noisy hours,

waiting for daylight. At perhaps three o'clock, or a little later, I

fell into a semi-conscious doze, from which I was aroused by the

footsteps and low voices of men in the hall. The slowness of the

steps, and the hushed tone in which they spoke, gave me a thrill of

terror. Something had happened. Yes, they were talking about it, and

carrying something--some one--by. "Right this way, lay him on the

bed." "What, doctor?" "Pretty near dead." "Small chance," and so on.

Then with strained nerves I listened for the doctor, heard him come,

heard his quick directions, heard the running to and fro to get what

he required, and then arose and dressed myself with trembling hands,

unable to bear the tension any longer, and thinking that I might be of

assistance. I went to Howard's door, aroused him, and sent him to

learn what was the matter. He went a little reluctantly, but returned

wide awake.

"Why, it's Charlie Reynolds, poor fellow! I guess he's about

killed--some row, I suppose; didn't wait to find out. The doctor is

attending to him now."

A little later, in the gray, solemn dawn, the doctor came out of the

room in which Charlie had been laid, and I went to learn the worst. I

knew now that I had grown very fond of the young man, and I could see

that Howard liked him, too.

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