XX

Twelfth Night arrived. It was the day on which Mademoiselle de

Varandeuil gave a grand dinner-party regularly every year. She invited

all the children of her own family or her old friends' families, great

and small. The small suite would hardly hold them all. They were obliged

to put part of the furniture on the landing, and a table was set in each

of the two rooms which formed mademoiselle's whole suite. For the

children, that day was a great festival to which they looked forward for

a week. They came running up the stairway behind the pastry-cook's men.

At table they ate too much without being scolded. At night, they were

unwilling to go to bed, they climbed on the chairs and made a racket

that always gave Mademoiselle de Varandeuil a sick headache the next

day; but she bore them no grudge therefor: she had had the full

enjoyment of a genuine grandmother's fete, in listening to them, looking

at them, tying around their necks the white napkins that made them look

so rosy. And not for anything in the world would she have failed to give

this dinner-party, which filled her old maid's apartments with the

fair-haired little imps of Satan, and brought thither, in a single day,

an atmosphere of activity and youth and laughter that lasted a whole

year.

Germinie was preparing the dinner. She was whipping cream in an earthen

bowl on her knees, when suddenly she felt the first pains. She looked at

her face in the bit of a broken mirror that she had above her kitchen

dresser, and saw that she was pale. She went down to Adele: "Give me

your mistress's rouge," she said. And she put some on her cheeks. Then

she went up again, and, refusing to listen to the voice of her

suffering, finished cooking the dinner. It had to be served, and she

served it. At dessert, she leaned against the furniture and grasped the

backs of chairs as she passed the plates, hiding her torture with the

ghastly set smile of people whose entrails are writhing.

"How's this, are you sick?" said her mistress, looking sharply at her.

"Yes, mademoiselle, a little--it may be the charcoal or the hot

kitchen."

"Go to bed--we don't need you any more, and you can clean up to-morrow."

She went down to Adele once more.

"It's come," she said; "call a cab quick. It was Rue de la Huchette

where you said your midwife lives, wasn't it? opposite a copper

planer's? Haven't you a pen and paper?"

And she sat down to write a line to her mistress. She told her that she

was too ill to work, that she had gone to the hospital, but would not

tell her where, because she would fatigue herself coming to see her;

that she would come back within a week.

"There you are!" said Adele, all out of breath, giving her the number of

the cab.

"I can stay there," said Germinie; "not a word to mademoiselle. That's

all. Swear you won't say a word to her!"

She was descending the stairs when she met Jupillon.

"Hallo!" said he, "where are you going? going out?"

"I am going to lie in----It took me during the day. There was a great

dinner-party here----Oh! but it was hard work! Why do you come here? I

told you never to come; I don't want you to!"

"Because----I'll tell you----because just now I absolutely must have

forty francs. 'Pon my word, I must."

"Forty francs! Why I have just that for the midwife!"

"That's hard luck----look out! What do you want to do?" And he offered

his arm to assist her. "_Cristi!_ I'm going to have hard work to get 'em

all the same."

He had opened the carriage door.

"Where do you want him to take you?"

"To La Bourbe," said Germinie. And she slipped the forty francs into his

hand.

"No, no," said Jupillon.

"Oh! nonsense----there or somewhere else! Besides, I have seven francs

left."

The cab started away.

Jupillon stood for a moment motionless on the sidewalk, looking at the

two napoleons in his hand. Then he ran after the cab, stopped it, and

said to Germinie through the window:

"At least, I can go with you?"

"No, I am in too much pain, I'd rather be alone," she replied, writhing

on the cushions of the cab.

After an endless half hour, the cab stopped on Rue de Port-Royal, in

front of a black door surmounted by a violet lantern, which announced to

such medical students as happened to pass through the street that there

was that night, and at that moment, the curious and interesting

spectacle of a difficult labor in progress at La Maternite.

The driver descended from his box and rang. The concierge, assisted by a

female attendant, took Germinie's arms and led her up-stairs to one of

the four beds in the _salle d'accouchement_. Once in bed, her pains

became somewhat less excruciating. She looked about her, saw the other

beds, all empty, and, at the end of the immense room, a huge

country-house fireplace in which a bright fire was blazing, and in front

of which, hanging upon iron bars, sheets and cloths and bandages were

drying.

Half an hour later, Germinie gave birth to a little girl. Her bed was

moved into another room. She had been there several hours, lost in the

blissful after-delivery weakness which follows the frightful agony of

childbirth, happy and amazed to find that she was still alive, swimming

in a sea of blessed relief and deeply penetrated with the joy of having

created. Suddenly a loud cry: "I am dying!" caused her to turn her eyes

in the direction from which it came: she saw one of her neighbors throw

her arms around the neck of one of the assistant nurses, fall back

almost instantly, move a moment under the clothes, then lie perfectly

still. Almost at the same instant, another shriek arose from a bed on

the other side, a horrible, piercing, terrified shriek, as of one who

sees death approaching: it was a woman calling the young assistant, with

desperate gestures; the assistant ran to her, leaned over her, and fell

in a dead faint upon the floor.

Thereupon silence reigned once more; but between the two dead bodies and

the half-dead assistant, whom the cold floor did not restore to

consciousness for more than an hour, Germinie and the other women who

were still alive in the room lay quiet, not daring even to ring the bell

that hung beside each bed to call for help.

Thereafter La Maternite was the scene of one of those terrible puerperal

epidemics which breathe death upon human fecundity, of one of those

cases of atmospheric poisoning which empty, in a twinkling and by whole

rows, the beds of women lately delivered, and which once caused the

closing of La Clinique. They believed that it was a visitation of the

plague, a plague that turns the face black in a few hours, carries all

before it and snatches up the youngest and the strongest, a plague that

issues from the cradle--the Black Plague of mothers! All about Germinie,

at all hours, especially at night, women were dying such deaths as the

milk-fever causes, deaths that seemed to violate all nature's laws,

agonizing deaths, accompanied by wild shrieks and troubled by

hallucinations and delirium, death agonies that compelled the

application of the strait-waistcoat, death agonies that caused the

victims to leap suddenly from their beds, carrying the clothes with

them, and causing the whole room to shudder at the thought that they

were dead bodies from the amphitheatre! Life departed as if it were torn

from the body. The very disease assumed a ghastly shape and monstrous

aspect. The bedclothes were lifted in the centre by the swelling caused

by peritonitis, producing a vague, horrifying effect in the lamplight.

For five days Germinie, lying swathed and bandaged in her bed, closing

her eyes and ears as best she could, had the strength to combat all

these horrors, and yielded to them only at long intervals. She was

determined to live, and she clung to her strength by thinking of her

child and of mademoiselle. But, on the sixth day, her energy was

exhausted, her courage forsook her. A cold wave flowed into her heart.

She said to herself that it was all over. The hand that death lays upon

one's shoulder, the presentiment of death, was already touching her. She

felt the first breath of the epidemic, the belief that she was its

destined victim, and the impression that she was already half-possessed

by it. Although unresigned, she succumbed. Her life, vanquished

beforehand, hardly made an effort to struggle. At that crisis a head

bent over her pillow, like a ray of light.

It was the head of the youngest of the pupil-assistants, a fair head,

with long golden locks and blue eyes so soft and sweet that the dying

saw heaven opening its gates therein. When they saw her, delirious women

said: "Look! the Blessed Virgin!"

"My child," she said to Germinie, "you must ask for your discharge at

once. You must go away from here. You must dress warmly. You must wrap

up well. As soon as you're at home and in bed, you must take a hot

draught of something or other. You must try to take a sweat. Then, it

won't do you any harm. But go away from here. It wouldn't be healthy for

you here to-night," she said, glancing around at the beds. "Don't say

that I told you to go: you would get me discharged if you should."

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