CHAPTER XXXII. “SHE IS DYING!”

Hattie was engaged that night, until a late hour, over her

writing-desk. A letter which she had already written, enveloped,

sealed, and stamped ready for mailing, was opened, a long postscript

added, and then it was sealed with wax, and from a tiny seal in ivory

an impression was made--an anchor and a cross, signifying Hope and

Faith.

Hattie wept over this letter, and, after she had sealed it, took up

the mountain sketch we have alluded to, and looked at it long and

tearfully. Then, with a swift, skillful hand, she copied this sketch on

a smaller scale on the head of a large letter-sheet. Then, taking three

letters from envelopes, which all bore the pierced hearts as a seal, of

which we have spoken several times, she read them over and over, and

taking one, copied a portion of it beneath the sketch which she had

just completed.

“If he will undertake the mission, by this Mr. W---- can be surely

guided to that ‘Mountain Home,’ and if all is found, as I hope to our

Father it may be, his mission will bring joy to a lonely heart, perhaps

sweep away the clouds that have so long darkened my path; and then,

absolved from my vow, I can throw off the veil that I abhor, and once

more among my equals in the world take the place which belongs to me.

Surely I deserve it if patience and long suffering ever met a reward.”

It was after midnight, by the tokens of the city bells, when our

heroine closed her writing-desk. A brief time over her Bible, a

little while at silent prayer, and then she lay down to rest on her

coarse and humble bed, contented with her lot, and not for an instant

regretting that she had refused a home of affluence and the fostering

care of rich and loving friends.

At early dawn the loud, shrill calls of steam whistles, blown to wake

the workers in great establishments, woke our heroine, and she was up

and washed, ready to breakfast with the rest at the usual early hour.

Miss Scrimp, with her lean neck bandaged where it had been scalded the

night before, sat grim and silent at her post. But the steaks were good

and well cooked, the bread soft and fresh, the coffee strong, and all

still went on as it had done since Hattie held the finger of fear above

the old maid’s head.

The meal soon over, the chattering girls wended their way to their

various shops, and Hattie, within almost a minute of her usual time,

went to her table in the old book-bindery, which seemed almost like a

home to her.

Mr. Jones met her with his usual pleasant good-morning as she went to

her place, and other hands, whom she knew slightly, bowed; but these

were the only recognitions. She had never made any intimacy in all the

long months she had worked there.

Mr. W---- came in later, and went at once into his office. Though

Mr. Jones kept the time of every hand, Mr. W---- always made out the

pay-roll on the morning of each Saturday, and in the afternoon the

hands went into the office as called, one by one, and received their

pay.

And that had been the custom for the many years that the bindery,

first under the father alone, and now under the father and son, had

been kept running. Never, in easy times or hard, had the practice

varied--never had a Saturday’s sun set with a single one of their

employees unpaid. No wonder that good and steady hands remained there,

and the best work in all the great city was the result.

Hattie waited until the noon-day hour of rest came before disturbing

Mr. W----. She knew it was his busy day, and she also knew enough to

respect it.

If others were always as thoughtful many an employee would be saved the

sin of hard thoughts and harsh words.

While the people were at their dinners, Hattie took but a little while

for her lunch, and with her letters ready, entered the office.

Mr. W--- sat there, looking weary and sad.

“Do I disturb you, sir?” she asked, gently.

“No, Miss Hattie, you come like an angel of relief. I have been working

over Jones’ time-book, and making out the people’s accounts. Permit me

to pay you now, so you will not have to come again.”

“Thank you, sir.”

And she took the money she had earned, and signed the receipt-book, as

she had done for months and months, when her turn came, but under far

different circumstances.

After this was done, and he had asked Hattie to sit down--for no one

else would be called until the dinner-hour was past, and the work

call sounded--Hattie took the letters from her pocket and opened her

business.

“You kindly consented to undertake a mission for me, Mr. W----. It may

be to you a thankless undertaking. Yet, on the contrary, it may be a

joyous, gracious work. I have seen so much, suffered so much that I

have little faith in the reformation of man when he has once yielded

himself a slave to appetite and forgotten his manhood. If you follow

the directions laid down in a letter I have written to you, you will

deliver another letter to a man whom I once believed to be the noblest

of his race. He fell, thank Heaven, before I was placed where his fall

could drag me down. I would not utterly condemn and bid him go down,

down, till he sank forever in the gulf of shame. I wept over him while

I drove him from my side, and I prayed to him to go where no one would

know him, and there to lead a new life. It was a terrible thing for me

to do. I loved that man with my whole heart and soul. You may know some

time who and what I was when I thus sent him forth--let it suffice that

I was not a work-girl.

“He went. I have never seen him since. But at intervals I have heard

from him. It was he who sketched the ‘Mountain Home,’ which you found

in my portfolio. He professes to have reformed entirely. He says he

is rich. I care not for his gold. But if he is rich in temperance, in

virtue, in honor, in manhood restored and truth redeemed, I will keep

the troth once plighted.

“To you, dear, kind friend, I confide the task of learning if this be

so. I know you will do it without one selfish thought or wish to warp

your judgment. And now you see my future is in your hands. Take these

letters and the sketch of the spot where he writes he is to be found.

There is a secret trail, but the key to find it is in my letter.”

“I accept the mission. Manfully to him and truthfully to you will I

carry out your desires.”

“Thank you, Mr. W----. Look over my letter, and see if it needs any

explanation. I will look at the morning paper while you read.”

She took up the paper while he read the letter.

Suddenly he heard a gasping cry from her lips. He looked up--she stood,

pale and breathless like a statue of despair, with her finger on one of

the “Personal” notices in that paper. At a glance, wild and swift, he

read these words:

“G. E. L.--If you yet live, come to your mother quickly--she is

dying!”

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