CHAPTER I.

DAUGHTERS OF BELGRAVIA.

DAUGHTERS OF BELGRAVIA

BY

MRS. ALEXANDER FRASER,

Author of

“THE LAST DRAWING-ROOM,” “A FATAL PASSION,”

“THE MATCH OF THE SEASON,” “A FASHIONABLE MARRIAGE,”

“A PROFESSIONAL BEAUTY,” etc., etc., etc.

“O! Daughters of dreams and of stories

That life is not wearied of yet!

Faustine! Fragoletta! Dolores!

Fèlise and Yolande, Juliette!”

_IN THREE VOLUMES._

VOLUME I.

LONDON:

F. V. WHITE & CO.,

31, SOUTHAMPTON STREET, STRAND.

1887.

PRINTED BY

KELLY AND CO., GATE STREET, LINCOLN’S INN FIELDS,

AND KINGSTON-ON-THAMES.

CONTENTS.

CHAP. PAGE

I.--A LEADER OF SOCIETY 1

II.--SANDILANDS 31

III.--AFTERNOON TEA 71

IV.--LORD DELAVAL 116

V.--CROSS PURPOSES 149

VI.--MISS FLORA FITZALLAN 189

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By FLORENCE MARRYAT.

THE HEIR PRESUMPTIVE.

THE HEART OF JANE WARNER.

UNDER THE LILIES AND ROSES.

MY OWN CHILD.

HER WORLD AGAINST A LIE.

PEERESS AND PLAYER.

FACING THE FOOTLIGHTS.

MY SISTER THE ACTRESS.

By ANNIE THOMAS (Mrs. Pender Cudlip).

HER SUCCESS.

KATE VALLIANT.

JENIFER.

FRIENDS AND LOVERS.

By LADY CONSTANCE HOWARD.

MATED WITH A CLOWN.

ONLY A VILLAGE MAIDEN.

MOLLIE DARLING.

=By MRS. HOUSTOUN=, Author of “Recommended to Mercy.”

BARBARA’S WARNING.

By MRS. ALEXANDER FRASER.

THE MATCH OF THE SEASON.

A FATAL PASSION.

A PROFESSIONAL BEAUTY.

By IZA DUFFUS-HARDY.

ONLY A LOVE STORY.

NOT EASILY JEALOUS.

LOVE, HONOUR AND OBEY.

By JEAN MIDDLEMASS.

POISONED ARROWS.

By MRS. LOVETT CAMERON.

IN A GRASS COUNTRY.

A DEAD PAST.

A NORTH COUNTRY MAID.

By DORA RUSSELL. By LADY VIOLET GRENVILLE.

OUT OF EDEN.

KEITH’S WIFE.

By NELLIE FORTESCUE HARRISON,

Author of “So runs my Dream.”

FOR ONE MAN’S PLEASURE.

By EDMUND LEATHES.

THE ACTOR’S WIFE.

By HARRIETT JAY.

A MARRIAGE OF CONVENIENCE.

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DAUGHTERS OF BELGRAVIA.

CHAPTER I.

A LEADER OF SOCIETY.

“O Love! when Womanhood is in the flush,

And Man a pure unspotted thing,

His first breathed word, and her half-conscious blush,

Are fair as light in Heaven--or flowers in Spring!”

“LADY BERANGER

AT HOME.

A 1, Belgrave Square.--June 20th.”

All the _élite_ in London know these bits of pasteboard well, and all

the _élite_ like to avail themselves of Lady Beranger’s invitation, for

Lady Beranger’s house is one of the swellest in town, and offers

multifarious attractions.

Everything is _en règle_ this fine June night, when myriads of stars

keep high jubilee in the sky, and a round, yellow moon like a big

blubber ball, promises to develop into yet greater brightness as the

hours wear on.

The windows are ablaze from top to bottom of the Belgravian mansion. The

floral decorations--banks of purple and white violets, straight from the

glorious Riviera, are perfect and costly.

Achille, Lord Beranger’s famous French _chef_, has surpassed himself in

dainty concoctions. Gunter has sent in buckets of his world-renowned

ice, and Covent Garden has been ransacked for choicest fruits.

One little aside before we go any further. All this magnificence and

lavishness is “on tic.” The Berangers, like a good many others of their

class, are as poor as church mice; but “Society”--that English

Juggernauth that crushes everything under its foot--demands that its

votaries shall even ruin themselves to satisfy its claims--but _revenons

à nos moutons_.

Everybody who is anybody is here. All the lords and the ladies, the

honourables and dishonourables, the hangers on to aristocratic skirts,

the _nouveau riche_, the pet parsons and actors, eligibles and

detrimentals, and the black sheep, that go towards composing the “upper

current.” The spacious rooms teem with handsome thoroughbred men, and

lovely well-_dressed_?--women. And yet “they come! they come,” though

the clocks are chiming midnight and Coote and Tinney’s Band has been

pouring out its softest strains for two hours.

The host and hostess are still on duty near the entrance, all ready to

be photographed; so we’ll just take them.

Lord Beranger is tall and thin. His hair is so fair that the silver

threads thickly intersecting it are hardly visible. His eyes are

blue--the very light blue that denotes either insincerity or

imbecility--his smile is too bland to be genuine, his talk is measured

to match his gait, and he lives the artificial life of so many of his

brotherhood, to whom the opinion of “the world” is everything.

Lady Beranger is fair, fat and forty--and a hypocrite--as she awaits her

tardy guests, so weary, that under the shelter of her long trailing blue

velvet skirts and _point de gaze_, she indulges in the gallinacious

tendency of standing first on one leg and then on the other--her

expression is as sweet as if she delighted to be a martyr to these late

votaries of fashion.

Only once she loses sight of worldliness, and permits the ghost of a

frown to flit across her brow, as she whispers to her husband:

“Is Zai with Delaval? I don’t see that Conway anywhere!”

Lord Beranger shrugs his shoulders and answers nothing. Achille’s best

efforts in _Salmis de Gibier, sauce Chasseur and Baba au Rhum_, are just

ready, and he is evolving the momentous point of who he should take in.

He would not make an error in such an important thing as precedence for

all the world! a regular society man is always a stickler for absurd

little trifles like these. Does the handsome Duchess of Allchester rank

higher than the elegant and younger Duchess of Eastminster? He turns up

his light blue eyes and puckers his forehead in the vain hope of calling

up to mind the date of the dukedoms, but it is futile; this salient fact

has entirely slipped from his memory. So he goes in search of the

patrician lady who finds most favour in his sight.

Lady Beranger, still in _statu quo_, turns towards a girl who has paused

near, in the middle of a waltz.

“Gabrielle, can you tell me where Zai is?” she asks in icy tones. The

tone and the gleam in her eyes betoken dislike, and the girl addressed

pays her back with interest. There is quite a ring of malicious pleasure

in her voice as she answers her stepmother.

“Zai wanted some supper after three dances with Carlton Conway, so he

took her in to have some.”

Lady Beranger flushes angrily, and vouchsafing no further notice of her

“cross in life”--Gabrielle--walks away in her stately fashion,

exchanging pleasant words or smiles as she goes, but throwing a

hawk-like glance round the room all the time.

Chafing inwardly at her stepdaughter’s answer, especially as it was made

before Lord Delaval, she does a tour of the capacious _salon_, then

dives through the crowd at the door of the supper room, and finally

subsides on to a seat next to a fair-haired, blue-eyed, good-looking

miniature of Lord Beranger.

“Baby, have you seen Zai?” she questions, low but sharply.

Baby Beranger looks up into her mother’s face with wide-open innocent

eyes. It would be hard to credit the owner of such eyes with deceit, or

such pretty red lips with fibs. Baby has such a sweet little face, all

milk and roses, surmounted by little hyacinthine golden curls like a

cherub’s or a cupid in a valentine, and her mouth is like an opening

pomegranate bud, but no matter what her face expresses, she is born and

bred in Belgravia, and is Belgravian to the backbone.

“Zai, mamma!” she says innocently, “she is waltzing with Lord Delaval I

think.”

It is a deliberate falsehood, but it comes quite glibly from the

child-like lips, and Baby, though she is only seventeen, has almost

forgotten to blush when she does wrong.

“_Gabrielle_ is with Lord Delaval,” Lady Beranger snaps crossly. “_She_

is not one to let the grass grow under her feet if she has an object in

view.”

“What object has Gabrielle to gain, mamma?” As if Baby didn’t know! As

if she had not slipped in of a night, with bare, noiseless feet, and a

white wrapper, making her look like a delicious little ghost, behind the

screen in her sister’s room, and heard Gabrielle tell Zai that she fully

intends being Countess of Delaval in spite of Lady Beranger’s

circumventions! But though Baby is only seventeen she takes in her

mother, who flashes _sotto voce_:

“What object has Gabrielle? Why to make the best match in town. I don’t

believe that girl would stickle at anything.”

Gabrielle’s propensities to go ahead in everything are not interesting

to Baby, who has quite a multitude of _affaires du cœur_ of her own,

so she agrees with her mother by a mournful shake of her curly head, and

is speedily engrossed with a young German _attaché_, who, deluded by the

apparent wealth of the host, thinks the youngest Honble. Miss Beranger

will be a prize worth gaining.

Once more Lady Beranger breaks in on the preliminaries of this

Anglo-Prussian alliance.

“Where’s Trixy?” she asks.

“Gone off to bed. She said she was ill, but I think she was angry

because Carlton Conway forgot his dance.”

“Why did he forget his dance with her?” Lady Beranger mutters sternly,

with hydra-headed suspicion gnawing her mind.

“Why?” Baby is a little at fault. She is rather _distraite_ after Count

Von Niederwalluf’s last sweet nothing, and she has not an answer ready,

so she speaks the truth once in a way:

“I think Carlton Conway was out on the balcony with Zai, mamma.”

“I wish you would not call him _Carlton_ Conway. How often have I told

you that it is very bad form for girls to speak familiarly of men,” Lady

Beranger rejoins in a harsh whisper, then she moves off, much to Baby’s

satisfaction.

“Miladi looks angry,” Von Niederwalluf murmurs softly. “She does not

frown because--_Ich liebe dich?_”

Baby has never been good at languages, or at anything, in fact, that her

numerous governesses have toiled to cram into her pretty little head,

but

“_Ich liebe dich!_”

She understands these three little words quite well. She has seen them

in a little book called “Useful English and German Phrases for

Tourists.”

“_Nein_,” she coos tenderly, “and if she was angry it would make no

difference, for--_Ich liebe dich_--too--you know.”

Meanwhile the moon has grown fuller and rounder and yellower, and is

right prodigal of its beams--and no wonder--for its tender glances,

satiated as they must be with mortal beauty, have seldom fallen on a

fairer thing than this girl who, Belgravian born and bred, has braved

that autocrat of her class, the convenances, and with a long dark cloak

thrown over her snowy ball-dress, and a large hat hiding the glory of

her hair, has stolen out amidst the fresh cool foliage of the square, to

talk to her lover.

A fair young girl, with a pure soft face, that owns a magnificent pair

of eyes, big and grey and black lashed, a little straight nose, and a

mouth sweet to distraction. Her hat has fallen back, and her hair looks

all afire with ruddy gleam as the bright moonlight touches it, and even

through the long loose cloak the perfection of her tall, slender figure

is visible.

The man she has elected her lord and king for evermore is a man to whom

most women give a second glance.

Women like height and strength in man, and this one stands over six feet

two, and has broad shoulders, and carries his brown, cropped head as

haughtily as if he were a prince instead of a pauper, and what in social

parlance is too awful--a detrimental.

He has large brown eyes (sleepy as a rule but quite capable of suddenly

kindling into passion), set deeply under straight well defined brows,

aquiline thin-cut features, firmly moulded lips, a slight moustache, and

a sort of _debonnair_ style that suits him admirably.

Altogether Carlton Conway, “_jeune amoureux_” at the Bagatelle Theatre,

is very much worth looking at, and is just the sort a romantic girl

falls down before in abject adoration.

“We must take our lives into our own hands, Zai,” he says very

passionately, marking how sweet his love looks under the soft moonbeams.

“We must run away, my child!”

One arm is round her slim waist, her cheek, lovelier and whiter and

purer than a white rose, is against his breast, her small snowflake of a

hand lies restfully in his strong clasp.

Zaidie Beranger starts.

“Run away, Carl?” she asks in an awed voice. Such a frightful defiance

of the convenances has never been known in the annals of the Berangers,

and it sounds quite too awful in her tiny pink ears. Possibly, or rather

probably, she has passed hours, delightful fleeting hours, in her own

little sanctum sanctorum in Belgrave Square, picturing the pretty

wedding at St. George’s or St. Peter’s, with the organ pealing out “The

voice that breathed o’er Eden,” the bevy of aristocratic bridesmaids,

with Gabrielle and Trixy and Baby among them, attired in cream satin and

dainty lace, and overladen with baskets of Marshal Niel roses, the

central and most attractive figures on the scene her Carl and herself.

It is heartrending to think of the demolition of her lovely picture.

“Run away, Zai,” Carl Conway answers impetuously, for the moonbeams are

falling full on her face, deepening the lustre of the sweet grey eyes,

dancing and quivering on the wealth of fair hair and making her seem if

possible doubly desirable in his eyes. “If they won’t let us have our

way quietly and comfortably, of course we must run away. Shall we let

them part us for ever? Could you bear it, my Zai? Could you know that

for the rest of our natural existence (and we may both live to a

hundred) that we shall never see each other, speak to one another, kiss

each other again, and live?”

She listens rapt, as she always listens to each word and tone of the

beloved voice, and she fully realises the intense misery of the

situation.

Never to speak to Carl, never to see Carl, never to kiss Carl again!

Her cheek grows whiter, her spirit sinks, her courage to do right dies

an ignominious death; and a lump rises up in her throat, and then seems

to fall back on her heart like a great cold stone.

“Well, Zai?” he cries, not understanding her silence. “Of course you

think as I do, my darling! You know it would kill us to part. Oh, Zai,

you cannot surely be hesitating, you cannot be thinking of letting aught

come between us two! You _must_ feel that death would be better than

separation!”

“Yes!” she whispers, and now, under the moonbeams, he sees a lovely pink

colour steal over her face, and the sweetest, tenderest lovelight fill

her big grey eyes. “Death would be a thousand times better, I could not

live without you, Carl! I suppose it would be very wrong for us to go

away, but it would be impossible to stay!”

“Of course it would, my child,” he says quietly, as if assured of the

fact.

“If we could wait till I am twenty-one, Carl, perhaps----”

“No, no!” he interrupts imperiously. “Why, Zai, you can’t know how I

love you--how you are life of my life--or you would not _dare_ to

suggest such a thing. Two whole long, never-ending, wretched years of

feverish anxiety and jealousy and longing. They would drive me clean

mad! If you love me as I love you, you would not pause. You would have

but one wish, one thought--one resolve in your heart--to bind yourself

to me by a chain that no man could break, or woman either,” he adds,

thinking of Lady Beranger; “but you don’t love me as I love you!”

The wish, the thought, the resolve are in her heart of hearts now. She

looks up at his handsome face, meets the fervour in his brown eyes, and

her pretty white arms, bare almost to the shoulder and with ropes of

pearls glistening on them, steal round his neck, and her red lips plead

wistfully.

“Not love you as you love me, Carl!” she says, with her sweet mouth

twitching like a child’s.

Venus Victrix--as is always the case.

If she had said she hated him, and yet looked as beautiful as she does,

he would probably have adored her all the same, but now the clinging

clasp, the loving grey eyes, the tremulous lips, and, above all, the

abandon that love lends her, conquers completely, and the big strong man

is the veriest baby, malleable as wax, in the circle of these dimpled

arms and within earshot of the throb of his love’s true heart.

“My own, my sweet!” he cries, stooping and kissing her from brow to

chin. “I know you will come when I bid you, my Zai!”

“When you bid me, Carl,” she says, her head against his shoulder, her

eyes fixed on his face.

Silence for a minute or two. The fresh night air sweeps over them, the

leaves rustle gently overhead, and they are as virtually alone as Adam

and Eve in Eden. Suddenly the strains of a band fall faintly on the

quiet square, and they both start from dreamland into reality.

She listens a moment.

“_Estudiantina!_ It’s the eighteenth dance, Carl,” she says, nervously,

for Zai has a much more wholesome fear of her august mother than her

sisters have. “How long we have been absent!”

He glances at his watch.

“Half-past one o’clock!--nearly one hour and a-half. Who would believe

it, little one? Nearly an hour and a half, that has flown like this

because you and I are alone together. Just so our lives will pass like a

delicious dream, my Zai. I don’t think any two people in this world ever

loved one another as we do. The very first time I saw you--do you

remember? It was at Lady Derringham’s. I have been devoted to fat, fussy

Lady Derringham ever since! I knew it was all over with me. No more

flirtations, no more bachelor ways for me. I knew it was my wife

standing before me, in a sweet little blue dress, with a bunch as big as

herself of lilies of the valley in her bosom. Zai, did you feel any

instinct of the kind?”

“Yes,” she whispers, nestling into his arms and kissing his coat-sleeve

surreptitiously.

The strains of the Estudiantina Waltz are still floating on the still

air. The moon has hidden her face behind a bank of greyish cloud, and

already the first pink tinge of dawn peeps down on earth.

“Tell me what you felt?” he says, forgetful of time, of the convenances,

of Lady Beranger’s wrath, and clasping her nearer, he tenderly draws the

long dark cloak closer round her slender throat.

“In the first moment I saw you, Carl, it seemed to me as if God had

chosen me out for such delicious--delicious happiness as no other girl

ever had in the world. I loved you in that moment as much as I love you

now, Carl! And that is--oh! how can I tell you? I don’t believe that

_was_ the beginning of my love, for it was so great, and full, and

perfect, that it _must_ have been growing a long, long time. I love

you!--I love you! I could say it every hour of my life, until you tired

of hearing me. But you will never, _never_ tire of hearing me say it,

Carl, will you?” she asks wistfully.

Carlton Conway laughs as he listens, but it is scarcely a laugh that

denotes mirth. Eight-and-twenty--he has never found a true woman yet to

his thinking, until this one came and sat down in blind adoration at his

feet, and gave all her pure and loving heart and soul into his

keeping--unreservedly--unquestioningly--and brought a sense of happiness

with her which he had never pictured even in his dreams.

Tired of hearing that she loves him! When her love is the one thing in

all the world to him. It is these words of hers that make him laugh.

They seem so strange and absurd, when he knows that his whole being is

full of her. So he answers her by wrapping his arms round her, and

pressing fond, fervent kisses on her brow and lids and sweet tempting

lips--the lips that are his, and that no other man has touched like

this. He has culled their perfume and fragrance, and as he feels this to

be true, each kiss that he gives and takes seems to be a link in the

chain of love that binds them together.

“When do your people leave town, Zai?” he asks her, “and for how long?”

“The day after to-morrow, Carl,” she answers, stifling back a sob, for

Hampshire seems to be the world’s end from London, “but we shall be

back in a week.”

“And who has Lady Beranger invited down to Sandilands?”

“Mr. Hamilton and Lord Delaval.”

Carlton Conway grinds his heel into the ground with impotent rage.

“So,” he mutters, “both are eligible men. How well Lady Beranger knows

what she’s about. I wonder for which of her lovely daughters she is

trying to hook old Hamilton?”

“For Trixy I think, Trixy always gets on with elderly men. I believe she

is really in love with someone, and is therefore indifferent if her

companions are old or young.”

Carl Conway reddens. Of course everybody knows that Trixy Beranger, who

used to be the biggest flirt in town when she came out two years ago,

has sobered down strangely, and everybody puts down the change to the

influence of Carl Conway.

“And Delaval is asked for _you_,” he cries jealously.

“Oh, Gabrielle will take care of _him_,” Zai laughs brightly. “Gabrielle

is more fitted for a coronet than either of us. She is so tall and

stately, and has so much of what mamma calls worldly guile.”

“Which, thank God, _you_ haven’t, my own Zai. I have got an invitation

for the day after to-morrow to Elm Lodge.”

“Ah!” she cries, with a happy smile, “that is only a mile from

Sandilands.”

“Yes, but you know Crystal Meredyth is rather fond of me, and Mrs.

Meredyth doesn’t object to followers, even if they are artists or

actors.”

Zai shivers from head to foot in the warm June night, and grows white to

her quivering lips as she draws herself away gently from his clasp.

“What is it, darling?” he asks anxiously.

No answer.

Zai’s head droops so that he cannot see her eyes, so he puts his hand

under her chin and lifts up her face, and as he gazes down at it he

thinks that God never made so beautiful a thing as she who has been made

for him. The red lips quiver, her sweet eyes tell him such a wondrous

tale of love, that he forgets everything but himself and her.

How he longs to carry her away in his stalwart arms. His darling, his

little sweetheart!

“Come, Zai, my own, own Zai! Speak to me, tell me once more that you

love me, that no one will ever make you forget me. It drives me wild to

think that those fellows at Sandilands will be near you, and I away.”

“You will have--Crystal Meredyth!” she whispers tremulously, then she

breaks into a passion of tears, each of which stab him to the heart.

He kisses them off, and holds her to him fondly, and what with caresses

and love words, draws the smiles back to her mouth, and the pink colour

to her cheek.

“Zai, will you swear to be as true to me as I shall be true to you?”

“I swear,” she replies unhesitatingly.

“And you won’t let those fellows, Delaval and Hamilton, dare to make

love to you?”

“I would rather _die_, Carl.”

“I believe you would, my child,” he answers in a trustful voice, “and

now let us say good-night here, though I am going back to the house to

show myself.”

“Good-night!”

And, like Romeo and Juliet, they find parting is such sweet sorrow that

it is some moments before it takes place.

And when Zai leaves him, he murmurs to himself, truthfully, honestly:

“My God, how I love her!”

Ten minutes afterwards, he is valsing to the strain of “Love’s

Dreamland” with Crystal Meredyth, and whispering low to her, and

Crystal, who has set him up as a hero to worship, blushes and smiles

with intense satisfaction.

“What a flirt that Conway is,” Lady Beranger soliloquises, as she

watches him covertly. “I do not believe he really presumes to think of

Zai, but it won’t do to have him interfering with Delaval. What a

charming couple they make,” she adds with intense satisfaction, as Zai

floats by with Lord Delaval, but she does not mark how _distraite_ her

daughter looks, and that the good-looking peer’s soft nothings fall on

stoney ground, and neither does she know that when the ball is over, Zai

goes to bed and cries bitterly as she remembers that Crystal Meredyth is

lovely and that men always like pretty women.

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