CHAPTER XXI.

CLIFFORD MEETS HIS FATHER.

When he had arranged everything in an orderly manner, Clifford tied the

cover on the box, after which he arose to go.

"I am very glad that we have had this explanation, Squire Talford," he

thoughtfully remarked, "for I never could understand why I was such an

object of aversion to you. I sincerely regret that I should have been

the innocent cause of so much discomfort to you; but let me say now, as

it is probable we shall never meet again after you leave Washington,

that you need give yourself no uneasiness for the future, for no one

shall ever learn from me the relationship that exists between us."

"Humph! and you really mean, too, that you will never tell your father

that you have learned you are his son and can prove the fact?"

"Never. I have no wish ever to meet the man again," Clifford returned

with decision.

"Suppose he should some day approach you upon the subject?"

"That is a different matter, though I think it is not a supposable case;

he has too much at stake to care to agitate so serious a subject. I hope

our long talk has not wearied you and that you will still continue to

improve as rapidly as I am glad to see you have been during the last few

days."

"Yes, I am getting along finely, and we are going home the first of next

week," the squire observed, but with his eyes downcast in a thoughtful

mood.

"Ah! I was not aware you had set the day; but no doubt you will be far

more comfortable in your pleasant home at Cedar Hill. I trust, if there

is anything I can do for you in a business way, or otherwise, before you

go, you will command me. Now, as I have an engagement, I must go. Good

night."

"Good night," briefly returned the man, but without looking up, and

Clifford quietly left the room. He met Maria in the hall.

"Waal, you've got it," she observed, and glancing significantly at the

box in his hands.

"Yes, thanks to you, my faithful friend. I feel that I owe you a great

deal, first and last," the young man replied in a grateful tone; "and

the squire tells me you are going home next week."

"I guess there ain't no call for you to feel overburdened," said the

woman, swallowing hard to keep a sob from choking her, as she thought of

the coming separation, "I never had to ask you twice to do anything for

me, even when you was a boy; you was always careful about makin'

trouble, you never made any litter bringin' wood--you never got any

ashes on the floor when you made the fire in the mornin', and you always

had a pleasant word for me when other folks were cross'n two sticks. I

don't forget them things, I can tell you."

"And I am sure I have just as many pleasant memories. You were always

very kind to me, Maria," said Clifford. Then, as he saw she was almost

ready to weep, he added, with a laugh: "Oh, those turnovers and

doughnuts that you used to tuck into my basket when I had to take my

dinner to school on stormy winter days were things a boy could never

forget! I believe nobody can make such doughnuts as yours,

Maria--really, my mouth waters for one this very moment."

"Sho!--now you're giving me taffy," the woman retorted, with an

answering laugh; but her face flushed with pleasure at his tribute

nevertheless.

The next morning Squire Talford busied himself with writing a somewhat

lengthy epistle, which, after addressing it, he directed Maria to post

immediately.

Mrs. Kimberly was not above glancing at the superscription as she went

out, and nodded significantly as she read the name, "William Faxon

Temple, Esq." for she had recently seen the same, with another added, in

the old family Bible at home. She, therefore, had a shrewd suspicion

that the contents of that envelope related to matters of grave

importance that were closely connected with Clifford. She looked even

more wise when, that same evening, the maid who waited upon the door

handed her a card and told her a gentleman was in the parlor and wanted

to see Squire Talford, for one glance at the bit of pasteboard had

revealed the same name that she had seen on the letter which she had

posted that morning.

The squire told her to show the gentleman up immediately, and the two

men were closeted together for more than two hours.

When the visitor left, Maria, who of course, was on the alert, observed

that he was deathly pale, and that he walked unsteadily like one who had

received a severe blow or had suddenly aged.

"So, that's the man; waal, the day o' judgment has come for him at last!

The way of the transgressor is hard," she muttered gravely to herself.

The next afternoon, shortly before leaving his office, Clifford received

the following note:

"Will Mr. Clifford Faxon have the kindness to call this evening

about nine o'clock at No. 54 ---- Street? A matter of great

importance is the excuse for the request. Very respectfully,

WILLIAM F. TEMPLE."

Clifford was somewhat appalled as he read this, and readily understood

that Squire Talford had taken matters into his own hands.

His whole soul arose in rebellion as he read the formal note, and his

first impulse was to pen a curt refusal to comply with the writer's

request. He had hoped that he need never meet the man again, now that he

had learned who and what he was; this man, devoid of all honor, who,

according to his own written statement, had deliberately set himself to

win the love of a pure and innocent girl, just out of a spirit of

rivalry with his brother, and then, as soon as he had become weary of

his toy, he had remorselessly broken her heart by deserting her and

leaving her in a strange city to fight the desperate battle of life

alone.

His contempt for the man was beyond the power of expression, especially

when he thought of how he had daringly ignored all moral and civil law

by marrying another without taking any pains to ascertain whether his

first victim was still living, and thus had entailed upon the second

wife and her child irrevocably shame and sorrow.

Of course he understood that motives of revenge alone had prompted

Squire Talford to precipitate matters in this way--that he would gloat

over this opportunity to pay off, in a measure, the old scores which he

had nursed for so many years, and his scorn for him was little less than

that for his more daring and reckless brother.

But after giving the matter some serious thought, and realizing that a

meeting between himself and Mr. Temple was bound to occur sooner or

later, he decided to comply with his request, boldly declare the

attitude which he intended to maintain toward him, and thus settle the

matter for all time.

Accordingly the hour designated--nine o'clock--found him standing upon

the marble steps of Mr. Temple's palatial residence ringing for

admittance. A dignified butler admitted him to a reception-room and took

his card to his master. He reappeared very shortly with a request from

Mr. Temple that he would kindly step into the library.

As Clifford followed the man through the spacious hall he could not fail

to observe everywhere the numerous evidences of great wealth and the

exquisite taste displayed in the choice of furnishings, pictures,

bric-a-brac, etc., and a pang of bitterness, mingled with righteous

indignation, smote his heart as he recalled how his mother had toiled

and struggled to eke out a miserable existence.

As he entered the luxurious library and the servant withdrew, closing

the door after him, Mr. Temple came forward to greet him with extended

hand, but with an almost colorless face and unsteady step.

"We have met before," he said, "we need no introduction----"

"That is true, Mr. Temple," Clifford observed, as the man faltered,

while he gravely met his glance but ignored his proffered hand, "and

while I would have much preferred--since learning from Squire Talford

yesterday of the relations existing between us--that we need never meet

again, it has seemed best to me to respond to your request and come to

some definite understanding regarding our attitude toward each other in

the future."

Mr. Temple had grown red and white by turns during this formal speech,

and his eyes wavered and fell beneath the clear, direct look of the

young man before him. He felt deeply humiliated in the presence of his

unacknowledged son--a son whom he realized any father might be proud to

own.

"I comprehend," he said after a moment of awkward silence, "you refuse

to take the hand of the man who you feel has deeply wronged both

yourself and your mother; you perhaps have no desire to recognize any

tie of kinship between us."

"You are right, sir," Clifford briefly but positively declared.

Mr. Temple flushed again, but bowed a grave acquiescence to his

decision.

"Will you be seated?" he remarked. "I will not presume to question the

justice of the attitude you have chosen to adopt, at the same time there

are some matters regarding which I wish to consult you.

"We might as well come straight to the point," the gentleman began, but

with white lips and averted eyes, for he had never been as conscious of

his own littleness of soul and lack of manliness as at that moment in

the presence of his son, whom he recognized as infinitely his superior

in every respect. "I spent a couple of hours with Alfred Talford last

evening, and he told me of his interview with you and also gave me the

history of your life. Since this conference must necessarily be mostly

one of confession, I may as well state plainly at the outset that I

never really loved your mother. She was a bright, handsome girl, and I

was temporarily attracted toward her, while a spirit of deviltry

prompted me to try to make her prove false to Alf, between whom and

myself there had always existed a feeling of jealousy and rivalry.

"How well I succeeded you already know. I completely mesmerized the girl

into believing that her existence depended upon me, and persuaded her to

elope with me, leaving her discarded lover to bear his disappointment as

best he could. We went West, but I soon grew weary of my unloved wife.

Perhaps I could have borne our relations better if we had been

prosperous; but after the money I had taken with me had given out and I

knew I would not be likely to get any more out of the estate while my

mother lived, I had hard luck--I did not get business that amounted to

anything, and every day was a struggle for a meager existence. Belle had

to work hard to help along, and so had no time to spend upon pretty

toilets to make herself attractive as before our marriage, while anxiety

and disappointment stole all her color and beauty. I stood it as long as

I could, and then I made up my mind to bolt. I----"

"Pardon, Mr. Temple," Clifford here interposed, a look of mingled pain

and aversion sweeping over his face, "pray spare yourself and me a

rehearsal of that--I have in my possession the letter which you wrote my

mother at that time, and it needs no elucidation."

"Very well," the man curtly observed, though he shrank visibly, as he

realized how utterly contemptible he must appear in the eyes of his son

if he had read the cruel lines he had written. "On leaving Chicago I

dropped my last name, Wilton, and called myself Temple. I drifted into a

mining-district of Colorado, where, after a time, I made a lively

strike, and, in a few years, became independently rich. Then, as I did

not like the rough life of a miner and craved better society, I sold out

and went to San Francisco, where I established myself as a banker."

"Did no sense of responsibility make you feel that you ought to make

some provision for the wife you had left after you became so

prosperous?" Clifford here inquired.

"Well," replied Mr. Temple, with a restless movement, "I supposed she

had gone back to her own folks, and, as Mr. Abbot was doing a good

business when she left home, I imagined she would be well provided for,

while I wanted to keep dark. I was perfectly willing that all my old

acquaintances in the East should believe me dead. I knew my mother was

dead, for I had read a record of it, having ordered a New Haven paper

sent to a certain address after I went to San Francisco, and there was

nobody else in that region that I cared anything about. Later, I became

interested in politics, made myself popular, and served two terms as

Mayor of the city.

"Then"--he paused and swallowed hard, while his face became drawn and

pinched with pain--"I met my present wife, who was a wealthy widow with

one son, visiting some friends in the city, and I fell really in love

for the first time in my life, and--and my affection for her has

strengthened with every passing year. You doubtless wonder how I dared

to marry her without procuring a divorce from Belle. I admit it was a

bold and risky thing to do; but I knew that I had no grounds for a

divorce--that if I should attempt such a measure, very likely I should

fail, for I felt very sure that Alf must hate me to that extent that he

would spare nothing to thwart any plan of that kind. I told myself that

I was practically dead to all who had known me earlier in life--that it

would be better for me not to arouse sleeping dogs, who would be likely

to blight all the dearest hopes of my life; the continent was between

us, and as I had changed my name, it seemed more than probable that I

could live out my life without the fear of being molested by any one.

"So I boldly won the woman I loved and resolutely silenced every fear

for the future. In less than a year my little daughter, Minnie, was

born, and then for a while I confess I experienced some uneasiness on

her account; but a year later that all vanished when one day I read in

my New Haven paper of the death of Mrs. W. F. T. Wilton, and knew that

at last I was free. I told myself that now I could enjoy life to the

utmost--my past was a sealed book, and the future was bright with

unlimited wealth, a beautiful wife, a lovely child. I felt as if I had

been released from a terrible bondage, and lived accordingly. We had the

entrée of the best society, and there was even some talk of making me

governor of the State. An almost ideal existence was ours, and yet, even

then, occasionally there would be forced upon my consciousness the fact

that my wife had no legal right to the position she occupied and that my

idolized child was----"

"Oh, I beg you will not speak like that of that innocent child!"

Clifford here broke forth, with a note of keen pain in his tones. "It is

wholly unnecessary to rehearse all that to me."

"Yes, yes, I suppose it is," Mr. Temple assented, as he shook himself

roughly as if arousing from a disagreeable dream, "and I hardly know why

I have allowed myself to go so into details. Well, the greatest mistake

of my life was made when I yielded to Mrs. Temple's persuasions to come

East and settle, so that her son could be educated at Harvard--and, by

the way, it seemed like the mockery of fate that you two should have

been in the same class. At first I objected to the plan, for I, of

course, felt safer to be three thousand miles from the scenes of my

youthful escapades, and I was still ambitious for political honors, in

spite of the fact that my own party had been defeated in the last

elections; but her heart was so set on the project that I finally gave

up the point. We accordingly went to Boston, and a little later I

purchased a fine estate in Brookline, which has been our home ever

since.

"Mind you, during all this time I had never dreamed of your existence.

My first intimation of the fact that I had a son was that morning when I

sought you to express my gratitude to you for having saved the life of

my little daughter. The moment I looked into your eyes I was conscious

that there was something strangely familiar about you, and when you told

me that your name was Clifford Faxon, it seemed as if the earth was

slipping out from underneath me. I knew the truth then, for your mother

had often said that if she ever had a son she would name him Clifford,

for her father; and I understood that she had refrained from giving you

your true surname because she wished to keep from you the knowledge of

who your father was.

"I have learned all about her life after she returned to New Haven, and

also her history from Squire Talford. I know what you have had to meet

and overcome, and that you have steadily and resolutely risen above

every obstacle. I realize the fact that you are a young man, morally and

intellectually, of whom any man might feel proud as a son, and yet,

situated as I am, you can readily see that such a recognition would

entail----"

"I beg that you will give yourself no uneasiness, sir; I have no desire

to recognize such a tie, nor to have any one else informed of the fact,"

Clifford quietly interposed.

Mr. Temple changed color, yet at the same time the look of intense

anxiety which his face had worn hitherto faded out and he drew a breath

of relief.

"Very well; and now we have arrived at a point where I wish to discuss

matters from a business point of view. I tell you candidly I adore my

wife, I worship my child, and I would far rather that a millstone should

crush me at this instant than have either learn the terrible facts

regarding their true position. Therefore, I am going to throw myself

upon your mercy; I know that you are an honorable man, and that your

word would be as sacred to you as your oath, and I am going to ask you

to pledge yourself never to reveal to any one the secret of my past. In

return for such a pledge I will settle upon you outright the sum of

three hundred thousand dollars----"

Clifford drew himself suddenly erect, and a statue could scarcely have

been colder or more rigid.

"Mr. Temple," he interrupted, with a dignity that was most impressive,

"there is not the slightest need of purchasing my silence. As I have

said, I have no wish to have any part of this history known; my love

for my mother, who was a pure, sweet, gentle woman, and my pride alike,

forbid that I should lay any claim to kinship with you, and I would not

accept a dollar of your money to save myself from starvation."

"You are hard on me, young man," said Mr. Temple, cringing beneath the

scathing words as under a blow.

"Hard!" repeated Clifford, whose scorn for the man was almost beyond

control, for he not only had his own and his mother's wrongs to

remember, but the treachery of the man in connection with Mr.

Heatherford, "the greatest condemnation that could be pronounced upon

you, you have yourself voiced to-night in the heartless story which you

have related to me; and let me assure you that I am actuated by no

sympathy with or pity for you in promising that my lips will forever be

sealed regarding our relations to each other, but out of regard alone

for the dear child whom I saved from a terrible death, and for whom I

have ever since entertained a strong affection. For her sake this

secret, which would blight her young life, shall be guarded most

sacredly--ah!--what does that mean?"

And Clifford paused briefly, a look of blank dismay upon his face, as a

low, wailing, shuddering moan sounded through the room.

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