CHAPTER I.

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MELMOTH

THE

WANDERER:

A

TALE.

BY THE AUTHOR OF “BERTRAM,” &c.

IN FOUR VOLUMES.

VOL. I.

EDINBURGH:

PRINTED FOR ARCHIBALD CONSTABLE AND COMPANY,

AND HURST, ROBINSON, AND CO. CHEAPSIDE,

LONDON.

1820.

TO THE

MOST NOBLE

THE

MARCHIONESS OF ABERCORN,

This Romance

Is, by her Ladyship’s permission,

Respectfully inscribed by

THE AUTHOR.

PREFACE.

The hint of this Romance (or Tale) was taken from a passage in one of my

Sermons, which (as it is to be presumed very few have read) I shall here

take the liberty to quote. The passage is this.

“At this moment is there one of us present, however we may have

departed from the Lord, disobeyed his will, and disregarded his

word--is there one of us who would, at this moment, accept all that

man could bestow, or earth afford, to resign the hope of his

salvation?--No, there is not one--not such a fool on earth, were the

enemy of mankind to traverse it with the offer!”

This passage suggested the idea of “Melmoth the Wanderer.” The Reader

will find that idea developed in the following pages, with what power or

success _he_ is to decide.

The “Spaniard’s Tale” has been censured by a friend to whom I read it,

as containing too much attempt at the revivification of the horrors of

Radcliffe-Romance, of the persecutions of convents, and the terrors of

the Inquisition.

I defended myself, by trying to point out to my friend, that I had made

the misery of conventual life depend less on the startling adventures

one meets with in romances, than on that irritating series of petty

torments which constitutes the misery of life in general, and which,

amid the tideless stagnation of monastic existence, solitude gives its

inmates leisure to invent, and power combined with malignity, the full

disposition to practise. I trust this defence will operate more on the

conviction of the Reader, than it did on that of my friend.

For the rest of the Romance, there are some parts of it which I have

borrowed from real life.

The story of John Sandal and Elinor Mortimer is founded in fact.

The original from which the Wife of Walberg is imperfectly sketched is a

living woman, and _long may she live_.

I cannot again appear before the public in so unseemly a character as

that of a writer of romances, without regretting the necessity that

compels me to it. Did my profession furnish me with the means of

subsistence, I should hold myself culpable indeed in having recourse to

any other, but--am I allowed the choice?

Dublin, }

31st August 1820. }

MELMOTH.

CHAPTER I.

Alive again? Then show me where he is;

I’ll give a thousand pounds to look upon him.

SHAKESPEARE.

In the autumn of 1816, John Melmoth, a student in Trinity College,

Dublin, quitted it to attend a dying uncle on whom his hopes for

independence chiefly rested. John was the orphan son of a younger

brother, whose small property scarce could pay John’s college expences;

but the uncle was rich, unmarried, and old; and John, from his infancy,

had been brought up to look on him with that mingled sensation of awe,

and of the wish, without the means to conciliate, (that sensation at

once attractive and repulsive), with which we regard a being who (as

nurse, domestic, and parent have tutored us to believe) holds the very

threads of our existence in his hands, and may prolong or snap them when

he pleases.

On receiving this summons, John set immediately out to attend his uncle.

The beauty of the country through which he travelled (it was the county

Wicklow) could not prevent his mind from dwelling on many painful

thoughts, some borrowed from the past, and more from the future. His

uncle’s caprice and moroseness,--the strange reports concerning the

cause of the secluded life he had led for many years,--his own dependent

state,--fell like blows fast and heavy on his mind. He roused himself to

repel them,--sat up in the mail, in which he was a solitary

passenger,--looked out on the prospect,--consulted his watch;--then he

thought they receded for a moment,--but there was nothing to fill their

place, and he was forced to invite them back for company. When the mind

is thus active in calling over invaders, no wonder the conquest is soon

completed. As the carriage drew near the Lodge, (the name of old

Melmoth’s seat), John’s heart grew heavier every moment.

The recollection of this awful uncle from infancy,--when he was never

permitted to approach him without innumerable lectures,--_not to be

troublesome_,--not to go too near his uncle,--not to ask him any

questions,--on no account to disturb the inviolable arrangement of his

snuff-box, hand-bell, and spectacles, nor to suffer the glittering of

the gold-headed cane to tempt him to the mortal sin of handling

it,--and, finally, to pilot himself aright through his perilous course

in and out of the apartment without striking against the piles of books,

globes, old newspapers, wig-blocks, tobacco-pipes, and snuff-cannisters,

not to mention certain hidden rocks of rat-traps and mouldy books

beneath the chairs,--together with the final reverential bow at the

door, which was to be closed with cautious gentleness, and the stairs to

be descended as if he were “shod with felt.”--This recollection was

carried on to his school-boy years, when at Christmas and Easter, the

ragged poney, the jest of the school, was dispatched to bring the

reluctant visitor to the Lodge,--where his pastime was to sit vis-a-vis

to his uncle, without speaking or moving, till the pair resembled Don

Raymond and the ghost of Beatrice in the Monk,--then watching him as he

picked the bones of lean mutton out of his mess of weak broth, the

latter of which he handed to his nephew with a needless caution not to

“take more than he liked,”--then hurried to bed by day-light, even in

winter, to save the expence of an inch of candle, where he lay awake and

restless from hunger, till his uncle’s retiring at eight o’clock gave

signal to the governante of the meagre household to steal up to him with

some fragments of her own scanty meal, administering between every

mouthful a whispered caution not to tell his uncle. Then his college

life, passed in an attic in the second square, uncheered by an

invitation to the country; the gloomy summer wasted in walking up and

down the deserted streets, as his uncle would not defray the expences of

his journey;--the only intimation of his existence, received in

quarterly epistles, containing, with the scanty but punctual remittance,

complaints of the expences of his education, cautions against

extravagance, and lamentations for the failure of tenants and the fall

of the value of lands. All these recollections came over him, and along

with them the remembrance of that last scene, where his dependence on

his uncle was impressed on him by the dying lips of his father.

“John, I must leave you, my poor boy; it has pleased God to take your

father from you before he could do for you what would have made this

hour less painful to him. You must look up, John, to your uncle for

every thing. He has oddities and infirmities, but you must learn to bear

with them, and with many other things too, as you will learn too soon.

And now, my poor boy, may He who is the father of the fatherless look on

your desolate state, and give you favour in the eyes of your uncle.” As

this scene rose to John’s memory, his eyes filled fast with tears, which

he hastened to wipe away as the carriage stopt to let him out at his

uncle’s gate.

He alighted, and with a change of linen in a handkerchief, (his only

travelling equipment), he approached his uncle’s gate. The lodge was in

ruins, and a barefooted boy from an adjacent cabin ran to lift on its

single hinge what had once been a gate, but was now a few planks so

villainously put together, that they clattered like a sign in a high

wind. The stubborn post of the gate, yielding at last to the united

strength of John and his barefooted assistant, grated heavily through

the mud and gravel stones, in which it left a deep and sloughy furrow,

and the entrance lay open. John, after searching his pocket in vain for

a trifle to reward his assistant, pursued his way, while the lad, on his

return, cleared the road at a hop step and jump, plunging through the

mud with all the dabbling and amphibious delight of a duck, and scarce

less proud of his agility than of his “sarving a gentleman.” As John

slowly trod the miry road which had once been the approach, he could

discover, by the dim light of an autumnal evening, signs of increasing

desolation since he had last visited the spot,--signs that penury had

been aggravated and sharpened into downright misery. There was not a

fence or a hedge round the domain: an uncemented wall of loose stones,

whose numerous gaps were filled with furze or thorns, supplied their

place. There was not a tree or shrub on the lawn; the lawn itself was

turned into pasture-ground, and a few sheep were picking their scanty

food amid the pebble-stones, thistles, and hard mould, through which a

few blades of grass made their rare and squalid appearance.

The house itself stood strongly defined even amid the darkness of the

evening sky; for there were neither wings, or offices, or shrubbery, or

tree, to shade or support it, and soften its strong harsh outline. John,

after a melancholy gaze at the grass-grown steps and boarded windows,

“addressed himself” to knock at the door; but knocker there was none:

loose stones, however, there were in plenty; and John was making

vigorous application to the door with one of them, till the furious

barking of a mastiff, who threatened at every bound to break his chain,

and whose yell and growl, accompanied by “eyes that glow and fangs that

grin,” savoured as much of hunger as of rage, made the assailant raise

the siege on the door, and betake himself to a well-known passage that

led to the kitchen. A light glimmered in the window as he approached: he

raised the latch with a doubtful hand; but, when he saw the party

within, he advanced with the step of a man no longer doubtful of his

welcome.

Round a turf-fire, whose well-replenished fuel gave testimony to the

“master’s” indisposition, who would probably as soon have been placed on

the fire himself as seen the whole _kish_ emptied on it once, were

seated the old housekeeper, two or three _followers_, (_i. e._ people

who ate, drank, and lounged about in any kitchen that was open in the

neighbourhood, on an occasion of grief or joy, all for his honor’s sake,

and for the great rispict they bore the family), and an old woman, whom

John immediately recognized as the doctress of the neighbourhood,--a

withered Sybil, who prolonged her squalid existence by practising on the

fears, the ignorance, and the sufferings of beings as miserable as

herself. Among the better sort, to whom she sometimes had access by the

influence of servants, she tried the effects of some simples, her skill

in which was sometimes productive of success. Among the lower orders she

talked much of the effects of the “evil eye,” against which she boasted

a counter-spell, of unfailing efficacy; and while she spoke, she shook

her grizzled locks with such witch-like eagerness, that she never failed

to communicate to her half-terrified, half-believing audience, some

portion of that enthusiasm which, amid all her consciousness of

imposture, she herself probably felt a large share of; still, when the

case at last became desperate, when credulity itself lost all patience,

and hope and life were departing together, she urged the miserable

patient to confess “_there was something about his heart_;” and when

this confession was extorted from the weariness of pain and the

ignorance of poverty, she nodded and muttered so mysteriously, as to

convey to the bystanders, that she had had difficulties to contend with

which were invincible by human power. When there was no pretext, from

indisposition, for her visiting either “his honor’s” kitchen, or the

cottar’s hut,--when the stubborn and persevering convalescence of the

whole country threatened her with starvation,--she still had a

resource:--if there were no lives to be shortened, there were fortunes

to be told;--she worked “by spells, and by such daubry as is beyond our

element.” No one twined so well as she the mystic yarn to be dropt into

the lime-kiln pit, on the edge of which stood the shivering inquirer

into futurity, doubtful whether the answer to her question of “who

holds?” was to be uttered by the voice of demon or lover.

No one knew so well as she to find where the four streams met, in which,

on the same portentous season, the chemise was to be immersed, and then

displayed before the fire, (in the name of one whom we dare not mention

to “ears polite”), to be turned by the figure of the destined husband

before morning. No one but herself (she said) knew the hand in which the

comb was to be held, while the other was employed in conveying the apple

to the mouth,--while, during the joint operation, the shadow of the

phantom-spouse was to pass across the mirror before which it was

performed. No one was more skilful or active in removing every iron

implement from the kitchen where these ceremonies were usually performed

by the credulous and terrified dupes of her wizardry, lest, instead of

the form of a comely youth exhibiting a ring on his white finger, an

headless figure should stalk to the rack, (_Anglicè_, dresser), take

down a long spit, or, in default of that, snatch a poker from the

fire-side, and mercilessly take measure with its iron length of the

sleeper for a coffin. No one, in short, knew better how to torment or

terrify her victims into a belief of that power which may and has

reduced the strongest minds to the level of the weakest; and under the

influence of which the cultivated sceptic, Lord Lyttleton, yelled and

gnashed and writhed in his last hours, like the poor girl who, in the

belief of the horrible visitation of the vampire, shrieked aloud, that

her grandfather was sucking her vital blood while she slept, and expired

under the influence of imaginary horror. Such was the being to whom old

Melmoth had committed his life, half from credulity, and (_Hibernicè_

speaking) _more than half_ from avarice. Among this groupe John

advanced,--recognising some,--disliking more,--distrusting all. The old

housekeeper received him with cordiality;--he was always her

“whiteheaded boy,” she said,--(_imprimis_, his hair was as black as

jet), and she tried to lift her withered hand to his head with an action

between a benediction and a caress, till the difficulty of the attempt

forced on her the conviction that that head was fourteen inches higher

than her reach since she had last patted it. The men, with the national

deference of the Irish to a person of superior rank, all rose at his

approach, (their stools chattering on the broken flags) and wished his

honor “a thousand years and long life to the back of that; and would not

his honor take something to keep the grief out of his heart;” and so

saying, five or six red and bony hands tendered him glasses of whiskey

all at once. All this time the Sybil sat silent in the ample

chimney-corner, sending redoubled whiffs out of her pipe. John gently

declined the offer of spirits, received the attentions of the old

housekeeper cordially, looked askance at the withered crone who occupied

the chimney corner, and then glanced at the table, which displayed other

cheer than he had been accustomed to see in his “honor’s time.” There

was a wooden dish of potatoes, which old Melmoth would have considered

enough for a week’s subsistence. There was the salted salmon, (a luxury

unknown even in London. _Vide_ Miss Edgeworth’s Tales, “The Absentee”).

There was the _slink-veal_, flanked with tripe; and, finally, there were

lobsters and _fried_ turbot enough to justify what the author of the

tale asserts, “suo periculo,” that when his great grandfather, the Dean

of Killala, hired servants at the deanery, they stipulated that they

should not be required to eat turbot or lobster more than twice a-week.

There were also bottles of Wicklow ale, long and surreptitiously

borrowed from his “honor’s” cellar, and which now made their first

appearance on the kitchen hearth, and manifested their impatience of

further constraint, by hissing, spitting, and bouncing in the face of

the fire that provoked its animosity. But the whiskey (genuine

illegitimate potsheen, smelling strongly of weed and smoke, and

breathing defiance to excisemen) appeared, the “veritable Amphitryon” of

the feast; every one praised, and drank as deeply as he praised.

John, as he looked round the circle, and thought of his dying uncle, was

forcibly reminded of the scene at Don Quixote’s departure, where, in

spite of the grief caused by the dissolution of the worthy knight, we

are informed that “nevertheless the niece eat her victuals, the

housekeeper drank to the repose of his soul, and even Sancho cherished

his little carcase.” After returning, “as he might,” the courtesies of

the party, John asked how his uncle was. “As bad as he can be;”--“Much

better, and many thanks to your honor,” was uttered in such rapid and

discordant unison by the party, that John turned from one to the other,

not knowing which or what to believe. “They say his honor has had a

fright,” said a fellow, upwards of six feet high, approaching by way of

whispering, and then bellowing the sound six inches above John’s head.

“But then his honor has had _a cool_ since,” said a man who was quietly

swallowing the spirits that John had refused. At these words the Sybil

who sat in the chimney corner slowly drew her pipe from her mouth, and

turned towards the party: The oracular movements of a Pythoness on her

tripod never excited more awe, or impressed for the moment a deeper

silence. “It’s not _here_,” said she, pressing her withered finger on

her wrinkled forehead, “nor _here_,--nor _here_;” and she extended her

hand to the foreheads of those who were near her, who all bowed as if

they were receiving a benediction, but had immediate recourse to the

spirits afterwards, as if to ensure its effects.--“It’s all _here_--it’s

all _about the heart_;” and as she spoke she spread and pressed her

fingers on her hollow bosom with a force of action that thrilled her

hearers.--“It’s all _here_,” she added, repeating the action, (probably

excited by the effect she had produced), and then sunk on her seat,

resumed her pipe, and spoke no more. At this moment of involuntary awe

on the part of John, and of terrified silence on that of the rest, an

unusual sound was heard in the house, and the whole company started as

if a musket had been discharged among them:--it was the unwonted sound

of old Melmoth’s bell. His domestics were so few, and so constantly near

him, that the sound of his bell startled them as much as if he had been

ringing the knell for his own interment. “He used always to _rap down_

for me,” said the old housekeeper, hurrying out of the kitchen; “he said

pulling the bells wore out the ropes.”

The sound of the bell produced its full effect. The housekeeper rushed

into the room, followed by a number of women, (the Irish præficæ), all

ready to prescribe for the dying or weep for the dead,--all clapping

their hard hands, or wiping their dry eyes. These hags all surrounded

the bed; and to witness their loud, wild, and desperate grief, their

cries of “Oh! he’s going, his honor’s going, his honor’s going,” one

would have imagined their lives were bound up in his, like those of the

wives in the story of Sinbad the Sailor, who were to be interred alive

with their deceased husbands.

Four of them wrung their hands and howled round the bed, while one, with

all the adroitness of a Mrs Quickly, felt his honor’s feet, and “upward

and upward,” and “all was cold as any stone.”

Old Melmoth withdrew his feet from the grasp of the hag,--counted with

his keen eye (keen amid the approaching dimness of death) the number

assembled round his bed,--raised himself on his sharp elbow, and

pushing away the housekeeper, (who attempted to settle his nightcap,

that had been shoved on one side in the struggle, and gave his haggard,

dying face, a kind of grotesque fierceness), bellowed out in tones

that made the company start,--“What the devil brought ye all here?”

The question scattered the whole party for a moment; but rallying

instantly, they communed among themselves in whispers, and frequently

using the sign of the cross, muttered “The devil,--Christ save us, the

devil in his mouth the first word he spoke.” “Aye,” roared the invalid,

“and the devil in my eye the first sight I see.” “Where,--where?”

cried the terrified housekeeper, clinging close to the invalid in her

terror, and half-hiding herself in the blanket, which she snatched

without mercy from his struggling and exposed limbs. “There, there,” he

repeated, (during the battle of the blanket), pointing to the huddled

and terrified women, who stood aghast at hearing themselves arointed

as the very demons they came to banish. “Oh! Lord keep your honor’s

head,” said the housekeeper in a more soothing tone, when her fright

was over; “and sure your honor knows them all, is’n’t _her_ name,--and

_her_ name,--and _her_ name,”--and she pointed respectively to each

of them, adding their names, which we shall spare the English reader

the torture of reciting, (as a proof of our lenity, adding the last

only, Cotchleen O’Mulligan), “Ye lie, ye b----h,” growled old Melmoth;

“their name is Legion, for they are many,--turn them all out of the

room,--turn them all out of doors,--if they howl at my death, they

shall howl in earnest,--not for my death, for they would see me dead

and damned too with dry eyes, but for want of the whiskey that they

would have stolen if they could have got at it,” (and here old Melmoth

grasped a key which lay under his pillow, and shook it in vain triumph

at the old housekeeper, who had long possessed the means of getting

at the spirits unknown to his “honor”), “and for want of the victuals

you have pampered them with.” “_Pampered_, oh Ch--st!” ejaculated the

housekeeper. “Aye, and what are there so many candles for, all _fours_,

and the same below I warrant. Ah! you--you--worthless, wasteful old

devil.” “Indeed, your honor, they are all _sixes_.” “Sixes,--and

what the devil are you burning sixes for, d’ye think it’s _the wake_

already? Ha?” “Oh! not yet, your honor, not yet,” chorussed the

beldams; “but in God’s good time, your honor knows,” in a tone that

spoke ill suppressed impatience for the event. “Oh! that your honor

would think of making your soul.” “That’s the first sensible word you

have said,” said the dying man, “fetch me the prayer-book,--you’ll

find it there under that old boot-jack,--blow off the cobwebs;--it has

not been opened this many a year.” It was handed to him by the old

governante, on whom he turned a reproaching eye. “What made you burn

sixes in the kitchen, you extravagant jade? How many years have you

lived in this house?” “I don’t know, your honor.” “Did you ever see

any extravagance or waste in it?” “Oh never, never, your honor.” “Was

any thing but a farthing candle ever burned in the kitchen?” “Never,

never, your honor.” “Were not you kept as tight as hand and head and

heart could keep you, were you not? answer me that.” “Oh yes, sure,

your honor; every _sowl_ about us knows that,--every one does your

honor justice, that you kept the closest house and closest hand in

the country,--your honor was always a good warrant for it.” “And how

dare you unlock my hold before death has unlocked it,” said the dying

miser, shaking his meagre hand at her. “I smelt meat in the house,--I

heard voices in the house,--I heard the key turn in the door over and

over. Oh that I was up,” he added, rolling in impatient agony in his

bed, “Oh that I was up, to see the waste and ruin that is going on. But

it would kill me,” he continued, sinking back on the bolster, for he

never allowed himself a pillow; “it would kill me,--the very thought

of it is killing me now.” The women, discomfited and defeated, after

sundry winks and whispers, were huddling out of the room, till recalled

by the sharp eager tones of old Melmoth.--“Where are ye trooping to

now? back to the kitchen to gormandize and guzzle? Won’t one of ye

stay and listen while there’s a prayer read for me? Ye may want it one

day for yourselves, ye hags.” Awed by this expostulation and menace,

the train silently returned, and placed themselves round the bed,

while the housekeeper, though a Catholic, asked if his honor would not

have a clergyman to give him _the rights_, (rites) of his church. The

eyes of the dying man sparkled with vexation at the proposal. “What

for,--just to have him expect a scarf and hat-band at the funeral.

Read the prayers yourself, you old ------; that will save something.”

The housekeeper made the attempt, but soon declined it, alleging, as

her reason, that her eyes had been watery ever since his honor took

ill. “That’s because you had always a drop in them,” said the invalid,

with a spiteful sneer, which the contraction of approaching death

stiffened into a hideous grin.--“Here,--is not there one of you that’s

gnashing and howling there, that can get up a prayer to keep me from

it?” So adjured, one of the women offered her services; and of her it

might truly be said, as of the “most desartless man of the watch” in

Dogberry’s time, that “her reading and writing came by nature;” for

she never had been at school, and had never before seen or opened a

Protestant prayer book in her life; nevertheless, on she went, and with

more emphasis than good discretion, read nearly through the service for

the “churching of women;” which in our prayer-books following that of

the burial of the dead, she perhaps imagined was someway connected with

the state of the invalid.

She read with great solemnity,--it was a pity that two interruptions

occurred during the performance, one from old Melmoth, who, shortly

after the commencement of the prayers, turned towards the old

housekeeper, and said, in a tone scandalously audible, “Go down and draw

the niggers of the kitchen fire closer, and lock the door, and let me

_hear it locked_. I can’t mind any thing till that’s done.” The other

was from John Melmoth gliding into the room, hearing the inappropriate

words uttered by the ignorant woman, taking quietly as he knelt beside

her the prayer-book from her hands, and reading in a suppressed voice

part of that solemn service which, by the forms of the Church of

England, is intended for the consolation of the departing.

“That is John’s voice,” said the dying man; and the little kindness he

had ever shewed this unfortunate lad rushed on his hard heart at this

moment, and touched it. He saw himself, too, surrounded by heartless and

rapacious menials; and slight as must have been his dependence on a

relative whom he had always treated as a stranger, he felt at this hour

he was no stranger, and grasped at his support like a straw amid his

wreck. “John, my good boy, you are there.--I kept you far from me when

living, and now you are nearest me when dying.--John, _read on_.” John,

affected deeply by the situation in which he beheld this _poor man_,

amid all his wealth, as well as by the solemn request to impart

consolation to his dying moments, read on;--but in a short time his

voice became indistinct, from the horror with which he listened to the

increasing hiccup of the patient, which, however, he struggled with from

time to time, to ask the housekeeper if _the niggers were closed_. John,

who was a lad of feeling, rose from his knees in some degree of

agitation. “What, are you leaving me like the rest?” said old Melmoth,

trying to raise himself in the bed. “No, Sir,” said John; “but,”

observing the altered looks of the dying man, “I think you want some

refreshment, some support, Sir.” “Aye, I do, I do, but whom can I trust

to get it for me. _They_, (and his haggard eye wandered round the

groupe), _they_ would poison me.” “Trust me, Sir,” said John; “I will go

to the apothecary’s, or whoever you may employ.” The old man grasped his

hand, drew him close to his bed, cast a threatening yet fearful eye

round the party, and then whispered in a voice of agonized constraint,

“I want a glass of wine, it would keep me alive for some hours, but

there is not one I can trust to get it for me,--_they’d steal a bottle,

and ruin me_.” John was greatly shocked. “Sir, for God’s sake, let _me_

get a glass of wine for you.” “Do you know where?” said the old man,

with an expression in his face John could not understand. “No, Sir; you

know I have been rather a stranger here, Sir.” “Take this key,” said old

Melmoth, after a violent spasm; “take this key, there is wine in that

closet,--_Madeira_. I always told them there was nothing there, but they

did not believe me, or I should not have been robbed as I have been. At

one time I said it was whiskey, and then I fared worse than ever, for

they drank twice as much of it.”

John took the key from his uncle’s hand; the dying man pressed it as he

did so, and John, interpreting this as a mark of kindness, returned the

pressure. He was undeceived by the whisper that followed,--“John, my

lad, don’t drink any of that wine while you are there.” “Good God!” said

John, indignantly throwing the key on the bed; then, recollecting that

the miserable being before him was no object of resentment, he gave the

promise required, and entered the closet, which no foot but that of old

Melmoth had entered for nearly sixty years. He had some difficulty in

finding out the wine, and indeed staid long enough to justify his

uncle’s suspicions,--but his mind was agitated, and his hand unsteady.

He could not but remark his uncle’s extraordinary look, that had the

ghastliness of fear superadded to that of death, as he gave him

permission to enter his closet. He could not but see the looks of horror

which the women exchanged as he approached it. And, finally, when he was

in it, his memory was malicious enough to suggest some faint traces of a

story, too horrible for imagination, connected with it. He remembered in

one moment most distinctly, that no one but his uncle had ever been

known to enter it for many years.

Before he quitted it, he held up the dim light, and looked around him

with a mixture of terror and curiosity. There was a great deal of

decayed and useless lumber, such as might be supposed to be heaped up to

rot in a miser’s closet; but John’s eyes were in a moment, and as if by

magic, rivetted on a portrait that hung on the wall, and appeared, even

to his untaught eye, far superior to the tribe of family pictures that

are left to moulder on the walls of a family mansion. It represented a

man of middle age. There was nothing remarkable in the costume, or in

the countenance, but _the eyes_, John felt, were such as one feels they

wish they had never seen, and feels they can never forget. Had he been

acquainted with the poetry of Southey, he might have often exclaimed in

his after-life,

“Only the eyes had life,

They gleamed with demon light.”--THALABA.

From an impulse equally resistless and painful, he approached the

portrait, held the candle towards it, and could distinguish the words on

the border of the painting,--Jno. Melmoth, anno 1646. John was neither

timid by nature, or nervous by constitution, or superstitious from

habit, yet he continued to gaze in stupid horror on this singular

picture, till, aroused by his uncle’s cough, he hurried into his room.

The old man swallowed the wine. He appeared a little revived; it was

long since he had tasted such a cordial,--his heart appeared to expand

to a momentary confidence. “John, what did you see in that room?”

“Nothing, Sir.” “That’s a lie; every one wants to cheat or to rob me.”

“Sir, I don’t want to do either.” “Well, what did you see that you--you

took notice of?” “Only a picture, Sir.” “A picture, Sir!--the original

is still alive.” John, though under the impression of his recent

feelings, could not but look incredulous. “John,” whispered his

uncle;--“John, they say I am dying of this and that; and one says it is

for want of nourishment, and one says it is for want of medicine,--but,

John,” and his face looked hideously ghastly, “I am dying of a fright.

That man,” and he extended his meagre arm toward the closet, as if he

was pointing to a living being; “that man, I have good reason to know,

is alive still.” “How is that possible, Sir?” said John involuntarily,

“the date on the picture is 1646.” “You have seen it,--you have noticed

it,” said his uncle. “Well,”--he rocked and nodded on his bolster for a

moment, then, grasping John’s hand with an unutterable look, he

exclaimed, “You will see him again, he is alive.” Then, sinking back on

his bolster, he fell into a kind of sleep or stupor, his eyes still

open, and fixed on John.

The house was now perfectly silent, and John had time and space for

reflection. More thoughts came crowding on him than he wished to

welcome, but they would not be repulsed. He thought of his uncle’s

habits and character, turned the matter over and over again in his mind,

and he said to himself, “The last man on earth to be superstitious. He

never thought of any thing but the price of stocks, and the rate of

exchange, and my college expences, that hung heavier at his heart than

all; and such a man to die of a fright,--a ridiculous fright, that a man

living 150 years ago is alive still, and yet--he is dying.” John paused,

for facts will confute the most stubborn logician. “With all his

hardness of mind, and of heart, he is dying of a fright. I heard it in

the kitchen, I have heard it from himself,--he could not be deceived. If

I had ever heard he was nervous, or fanciful, or superstitious, but a

character so contrary to all these impressions;--a man that, as poor

Butler says, in his Remains of the Antiquarian, would have ”sold Christ

over again for the numerical piece of silver which Judas got for

him,“--such a man to die of fear! Yet he _is_ dying,” said John,

glancing his fearful eye on the contracted nostril, the glazed eye, the

dropping jaw, the whole horrible apparatus of the _facies Hippocratica_

displayed, and soon to cease its display.

Old Melmoth at this moment seemed to be in a deep stupor; his eyes lost

that little expression they had before, and his hands, that had

convulsively been catching at the blankets, let go their short and

quivering grasp, and lay extended on the bed like the claws of some bird

that had died of hunger,--so meagre, so yellow, so spread. John,

unaccustomed to the sight of death, believed this to be only a sign that

he was going to sleep; and, urged by an impulse for which he did not

attempt to account to himself, caught up the miserable light, and once

more ventured into the forbidden room,--the _blue chamber_ of the

dwelling. The motion roused the dying man;--he sat bolt upright in his

bed. This John could not see, for he was now in the closet; but he heard

the groan, or rather the choaked and guggling rattle of the throat, that

announces the horrible conflict between muscular and mental convulsion.

He started, turned away; but, as he turned away, he thought he saw the

eyes of the portrait, on which his own was fixed, _move_, and hurried

back to his uncle’s bedside.

Old Melmoth died in the course of that night, and died as he had lived,

in a kind of avaricious delirium. John could not have imagined a scene

so horrible as his last hours presented. He cursed and blasphemed about

three half-pence, missing, as he said, some weeks before, in an account

of change with his groom, about hay to a starved horse that he kept.

Then he grasped John’s hand, and asked him to give him the sacrament.

“If I send to the clergyman, he will charge me something for it, which I

cannot pay,--I cannot. They say I am rich,--look at this blanket;--but I

would not mind that, if I could save my soul.” And, raving, he added,

“Indeed, Doctor, I am a very poor man. I never troubled a clergyman

before, and all I want is, that you will grant me two trifling requests,

very little matters in your way,--save my soul, and (whispering) make

interest to get me a parish coffin,--I have not enough left to bury me.

I always told every one I was poor, but the more I told them so, the

less they believed me.”

John, greatly shocked, retired from the bed-side, and sat down in a

distant corner of the room. The women were again in the room, which was

very dark. Melmoth was silent from exhaustion, and there was a

death-like pause for some time. At this moment John saw the door open,

and a figure appear at it, who looked round the room, and then quietly

and deliberately retired, but not before John had discovered in his face

the living original of the portrait. His first impulse was to utter an

exclamation of terror, but his breath felt stopped. He was then rising

to pursue the figure, but a moment’s reflection checked him. What could

be more absurd, than to be alarmed or amazed at a resemblance between a

living man and the portrait of a dead one! The likeness was doubtless

strong enough to strike him even in that darkened room, but it was

doubtless only a likeness; and though it might be imposing enough to

terrify an old man of gloomy and retired habits, and with a broken

constitution, John resolved it should not produce the same effect on

him.

But while he was applauding himself for this resolution, the door

opened, and the figure appeared at it, beckoning and nodding to him,

with a familiarity somewhat terrifying. John now started up, determined

to pursue it; but the pursuit was stopped by the weak but shrill cries

of his uncle, who was struggling at once with the agonies of death and

his housekeeper. The poor woman, anxious for her master’s reputation and

her own, was trying to put on him a clean shirt and nightcap, and

Melmoth, who had just sensation enough to perceive they were taking

something from him, continued exclaiming feebly, “They are robbing

me,--robbing me in my last moments,--robbing a dying man. John, won’t

you assist me,--I shall die a beggar; they are taking my last shirt,--I

shall die a beggar.”--And the miser died.

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