CHAPTER XLVIII.

Shree Shookdeo, the sage, said,--O lord of the earth! when Oodho Jee

had finished counting his beads, he came forth from the river, and

putting on his clothes and ornaments sat down in his ruth. As he came

near Nund’s village on his way from the banks of the river, the

cowherdesses, who had come for water, saw his ruth from afar coming

along the road. On seeing it, they began to say to each other, “Whose

ruth is this? that is coming towards us, let us see, and afterwards

proceed on our journey?” One of them said, “Friend, I hope that

deceitful creature, Akroor, has not come, who took off Shree Krishnù

Chund to live at Muttra, and caused him to kill Kuns.” Another said,

“Why has this treacherous wretch come again, he has already taken away

the root of our lives, and what more will he take away?”

O great king! carrying on various conversations of this kind, the

women of Bruj stood still, having taken the water-pots from their

heads, and placed them on the ground. In the mean while as the ruth

came near some of the cowherdesses having seen Oodho a short way off,

said to each other, “Friend! why this is some one of a black colour

with lotus-like eyes, and a crown on his head; wearing a garland that

reaches to his feet, dressed in yellow silk, and with a scarf of the

same colour. He is sitting on a ruth like that of Shree Krishnù, and

is looking at and coming towards us.” One of them remarked, “This

person has been at Nund’s house since yesterday; his name is Oodho,

and Shree Krishnù Chund has sent some message by him.”

On hearing these words, the cowherdesses, observing a retired spot,

and laying aside all propriety and reserve, rushed towards Oodho

Jee--and regarding him as the friend of Krishnù, they made obeisance,

and enquired after Krishnù, standing on all sides of the ruth, with

joined hands. Seeing their affection Oodho Jee left his ruth; and the

cowherdesses having seated him under the shade of a tree, sat

themselves down on all sides of him, and began to say in a most

affectionate manner: “You have done well, Oodho, in coming, and

bringing us news of Krishnù. You associate constantly with him;

please inform us what message he has sent. You have been sent here

only for the sake of his father and mother; he thinks of no one else.

We have sacrificed every thing for him; our souls are entangled in his

feet. He is occupied with his own affairs exclusively; and has given

pain to all by his departure. And as birds leave trees without fruit,

Huri in like manner has abandoned us; and although we have given up

every thing to him, he has not become ours.”

O great king! when the cowherdesses, filled with delight in their love

for Krishnù, had talked thus for some time, Oodho, perceiving the

great sincerity of their love, was about to rise to make a salutation,

when a cowherdess, who saw a bee on a flower, addressed Oodho, under

pretence of addressing the bee--“O bee! thou hast imbibed the

sweetness of Krishnù’s lotus-like feet; and, therefore, thou hast

obtained the name of the honey maker. Thou art the friend of one who

is deceitful; and, therefore, he has sent you as his messenger, do not

touch our feet, because we know that all of a black colour are

treacherous, such as you are, such is Krishnù; therefore, do not make

salutations to us. In the same way that you roam from flower to

flower, tasting its sweets, and belong not to any particular one, Huri

does not love any one, or belong to any one.” Whilst the cowherdess

was thus speaking another bee came; on seeing it, a cowherdess, named

Seelta, said, “O bee, remain apart, and go and tell this in Muttra,

where there is a hump-backed queen, and where Shree Krishnù Chund

dwells. Why need I speak of one birth; in each succeeding birth your

behaviour is the same? The Raja Buli gave up every thing, and you sent

him to the infernal regions; and drove from her home one so virtuous

as Seeta without fault on her part. Since they were thus treated, what

had we to expect?” After this, all the cowherdesses in a body, joining

their hands, said to Oodho, “Oodho Jee! we have lost our lord by the

absence of Krishnù, take us away with you.”

Shree Shookdeo Jee said,--O great king! when the cowherdesses had thus

spoken, Oodho Jee said, “I will explain the contents of the letter

Krishnù has sent by me, to which listen attentively. He has written,

that you must give up all hope of sexual pleasure, and offer devotion

to him; and that he will never be separated from you; and he has

added, that from the day you began to meditate on him, none have been

so much loved by him as you.” Oodho added, “You have established a

never-ending love for the first male, the immortal Huri; and regarded

him as your lord, whom all else celebrate as the invisible,

imperceptible, inscrutable being, and as earth, wind, water, fire and

air dwell in the body, so Krishnù dwells in you; but through the

influence of his delusive powers seems to be apart. Bear him in mind

and meditate upon him. He always promoted the advantage of his

worshippers; and by his remaining near meditation and religious

knowledge are utterly destroyed. For this reason Huri has gone to live

at a distance. And Shree Krishnù Chund gave me also to understand,

that playing on the flute he invited you into the jungle, and when he

saw the strength of your love and passion for him, he took part in

your festivities; when you forgot his divinity, the lord of Judoos

disappeared. When having recovered understanding, you again meditated

upon Huri, he, knowing the piety of your minds, presented himself to

you.”

O great king! when Oodho had thus spoken, the cowherdesses said

angrily, “We have heard all your speeches; stand apart from us now.

You tell us to cultivate knowledge and understanding, and perform

penance, and tell us to abandon meditation and look up at the sky. You

call him Narayun, in whose sports our minds have been deeply engaged.

Why has he become an invisible and imperceptible being, who has

conferred happiness on us from his childhood? And how has he, who was

endowed with all good qualities and great personal beauty, become a

being without qualities and form? Who will pay any attention to what

you have said, considering that our souls are wrapped up in his

beloved body?” One of them rose up and said, “Let us endeavour to

conciliate Oodho: say nothing to him, but listen to what he says, and

watch his looks.” Another said, “It is not his fault, the hump-backed

woman (Koobja) has sent him here. He is now merely repeating what

Koobja has taught him to say. Krishnù would never speak as Oodho has

spoken since his arrival at Bruj. We are pierced with thorns at

hearing such speeches, and cannot endure listening to them. He tells

us to abandon all thought of sexual pleasure, and engage in devotion;

when would Krishnù speak thus? Prayers, penance, fasting, vows and

prescribed rules of conduct are all acts becoming widows. May Shree

Krishnù live in every age, having conferred happiness on us all. Who

makes use of ashes, and of cow-dung while her husband is alive? Say,

where does this custom prevail? Our vows, penance and fasts consist in

showing our love for Nund and Nundun constantly. Who can possibly

blame you, Oodho? this is a dance of Koobja’s getting up.”

Having recited thus much, Shree Shookdeo, the sage, said, O great

king! when Oodho had heard these affectionate words of the

cowherdesses, he regretted and was ashamed that he had mentioned the

subject of penance to them, and remained silent, with downcast looks.

One of the cowherdesses enquired after Bulram, and said, “Does he ever

think of and call to mind our childish love?” Another replied,

“Friend! you are all cowherdesses and common village women, and the

women of Muttra are beautiful, by whom Huri has been captivated, and

is engaged in sports with them, why should he now think of us? Since

he went to reside there, he has become the beloved of other women; had

we known beforehand this would happen, we would not have let him go

away. Regrets are now of no avail, it is better to lay aside grief,

and hope for his return. Because, as during eight months the earth,

forests and hills, endure heat in expectation of rain, which comes in

due course and cools them; in like manner Krishnù will also come to

us.” One said, “Huri has accomplished all his business, and has

destroyed his enemies, and taken possession of their government, why

should he come to Brindabun, and leave his kingly power to tend herds?

O companions! give up all expectations of his coming. The case is

quite hopeless; and we ought not to think any more about it.” One of

them said, in great distraction of mind, “Why should we give up all

hope of Krishnù? On seeing the forests, hills and the banks of the

Jumna, where Shree Krishnù and Bulbeer engaged in sports, our

recollection of Huri, the lord of our hearts, returns forcibly.” She

then said, “This village of Bruj has become a sea of grief: his name

is a boat in the midst of the stream. Krishnù will take across all

who are immerged in the waters of absence and separation. Why has he

forgotten, that he is lord of the cowherdesses? Is he not ashamed on

account of his name?”

On hearing these words, Oodho, reflecting, began to say, “Happy are

these cowherdesses! and blessed be their firmness, in having given up

all else, and become absorbed in meditation upon Shree Krishnù

Chund.”

O great king! Oodho Jee saw and praised their love, when at the same

time all the cowherdesses rose up, and brought him to their homes with

great respect and dignity. Perceiving their affection, he dined with

them; and after resting he made them all very happy by telling them

stories of Shree Krishnù. All the cowherdesses, having then performed

poojah to Oodho Jee, and placed many presents before him, said with

joined hands and the greatest humility, “Oodho Jee! go and say to

Huri, lord! formerly you were very kind to us, and used to take us by

the hand about with you; but since you have obtained power, you have

written to us about penance at the suggestion of that strumpet,

Koobja. We, poor, impure creatures, have never been initiated by a

spiritual preceptor in any mystical prayer: what knowledge can we

possibly possess; from our childhood we have loved him, and what do we

know of the customs of penance? Why has Huri not come himself to tell

us what penance to perform? This is not a subject to send a message

about. Oodho! go and explain to him, that our lives are ebbing out,

let him come and preserve them.”

O great king! when they had thus spoken, the cowherdesses were

delighted in fixing their thoughts on Huri; and Oodho, having made the

usual salutation, took leave and returned thence in his ruth to

Brindabun. He remained there for some days; and on his way back he

visited and stayed a few days at each of the places, where Shree

Krishnù Chund had been engaged in sports. At length after some days

he returned to Brindabun, and having gone to Nund and Jusodha, said

with joined hands, “Owing to your friendship, I have stayed for some

time at Bruj, and now, with your permission, will go to Muttra.” On

hearing these words, the Ranee Jusodha went into the house, and

brought forth milk, curds, butter and sweetmeats in large quantities;

and presenting them to Oodho, said, “Give these to our beloved Shree

Krishnù and Bulram, and tell our sister, Dewukee, to send them both

to us without any delay.” Having communicated this message, the wife

of Nund began to weep. Then Nund Jee said to Oodho, “What more need we

say to you? You are yourself possessed of great sense, understanding

and knowledge, and many excellent qualities; intercede for us with

Krishnù in such a way that he, taking into consideration the

sufferings of the inhabitants of Bruj, may come to us quickly, and not

forget us altogether.”

After having thus spoken, when Nund Rae shed tears, and all the

inhabitants of Bruj, male and female, standing round, began also to

weep, Oodho Jee consoled them, and restored them to composure of mind

by his explanations; and, accompanied by Rohnee, took his departure

for Muttra; and after journeying some time, arrived at the abode of

Shree Krishnù Chund. On seeing him, Shree Krishnù and Buldeo rose

and embraced him, and enquired in the most affectionate manner

regarding his health, and the news of Brindabun, “Say Oodho Jee! are

Nund and Jusodha, and the inhabitants of Bruj all well, and do they

ever think of us?” Oodho Jee replied, “O great king! I am quite unable

to describe the greatness of Bruj, and the love of its inhabitants;

you are their life; night and day do they think of you, and their love

for you is as complete as a perfect worship, performed with all

prescribed ceremonies. I mentioned to them your advice regarding the

performance of penance; but I have learnt from them the manner, in

which adoration should be offered.” Oodho Jee, having communicated

this intelligence, added, “O merciful to the poor! what more need I

say? you are acquainted with the secret thoughts of each mind; and

understand me without any lengthened explanation on my part, that all

things in Bruj, animate and inanimate, are greatly distressed at not

being able to see and touch you; and the only hope they have is, that

you may return.”

On hearing these words, the two brothers were greatly dispirited; and

Oodho Jee, taking leaving of Shree Krishnù Chund, conveyed the

message of Nund and Jusodha to Basoodeo and Dewukee, and went home.

Rohnee Jee was filled with joy at meeting with Shree Krishnù and

Bulram, and abode in her own house.

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