CHAPTER XXXI.

Shree Shookdeo, the sage, said,--O great king! all at once on their

not seeing Shree Krishnù Chund, darkness clouded the eyes of the

cowherdesses; and being much troubled in mind, they were agitated in

the same degree, as a snake is alarmed at having lost the jewel on its

head.

Upon this, a cowherdess began to say,--“Tell me, friend! where has

Mohun gone, after having dispersed us. He was caressing me with his

arms round my neck. He was but now engaged with us in festive songs

and dances. Where has he gone, and did not any of you see him, while

he was going away?”

On hearing these words, all the cowherdesses were exceedingly sad at

their separation from Krishnù, and said, heaving deep sighs, “Where

shall we go, what shall we do, to whom shall we call out? No one knows

where he is, how shall we find Krishnù?”

Speaking thus, and being inflamed with the love of Huri, all the

cowherdesses began to search for Huri in every direction: and singing

his praises, (celebrating his many good qualities,) and weeping

exclaimed, “Why have you left us, O lord of Bruj! we have given up

every thing to you?”

When they did not find Krishnù where they first searched, they

advanced some distance, and said to each other, “We can see no one

here, from whom shall we enquire where Krishnù has gone?” A

cowherdess said, “Friends! a thought occurs to me, that all the

beasts, birds and trees in this forest are saints and sages. They have

descended upon the earth to behold the sports of Krishnù, enquire

from them, who must have seen from their present position, and who

will be able to point out where Huri has gone.” On hearing this

suggestion, the cowherdesses, who were very uneasy in their minds in

consequence of their separation from Krishnù, began to question every

animate and inanimate object:--“O fig tree and other trees! you have

obtained your present lofty form through the performance of acts of

virtue. You have been beneficent to others, assuming on earth the form

of trees. You have endured the pains of heat, cold and rain, and

remained standing for others’ advantage. O bark, blossoms, roots,

fruits and branches! with which you benefit others, be so kind as to

tell us, whether Huri, who has stolen all our affections and wealth,

has come here. O palm, mango, and kuchnari! have you seen Moorari

going off in any direction? O chumpa and other trees! have you seen

Bulbeer any where? O full blown toolsee! much beloved by Huri, whom he

never allows to be separated from his body, have you met Krishnù

to-day? Who will point out to us where he is? O jasmines of different

kinds! has Shree Krishnù come in this direction?” The women of Bruj

called out to the deer, “Have you seen Krishnù pass in this

direction?”

Having recited thus much, Shree Shookdeo Jee said, O great king! the

cowherdesses, enquiring in this way from animals, birds, trees and

creepers, where Krishnù had gone, began, after the manner of Shree

Krishnù to represent the death of Pootna, and to go through all the

sports and amusements, which Huri had engaged in, and continued to

search for him.

At length after searching some time, and having gone some distance,

they beheld the marks of Krishnù’s feet, his lotus banner and iron

goad, glittering on the sand.

The women of Bruj seeing the dust, which gods, men and sages search

for, made an obeisance to it; and having placed it upon their heads,

and entertaining a hope of meeting Krishnù proceeded onward; when lo!

the traces of a woman’s feet became visible near the marks of the

feet, which they had first beheld. They were surprised at the sight,

and advancing further, they found a beautiful looking glass, studded

with gems, on a bed of soft leaves. They began to question it. When it

would not speak in consequence of the pain of separation from a loved

object, they asked each other, “Friend! why did he take this with

him?” Then, one, who knew the mutual feelings of lovers and their

beloved, replied, “Friend! when the lover sat down to plait the hair

of his beloved, and his lovely form was concealed from sight, his

beloved then took the looking glass in her hand, and showed it to her

lover. Then the image of Shree’s face was reflected from the mirror.”

The cowherdesses were not at all angry at hearing this remark; but

began to say, “She must have worshipped Shivù and Parvuttee well, and

performed great penance, to be able to enjoy diversion with the lord

of life in this retired manner, without fear.” O great king! all the

cowherdesses, intoxicated with love, were thus idly talking, and

wandering about in search of Krishnù, whilst Shree Radhika Jee,

deriving great enjoyment from Huri, and thinking her beloved in a

state of subserviency to her, considering herself greater than all

others, and indulging in great presumptuousness of mind, said, “O

beloved! I am not able to walk, please carry me on your shoulders.”

On hearing this, Shree Krishnù Chund, the annihilator of pride, and

acquainted with the secrets of the heart, smiled, and sitting down,

said to her, “Come and sit on my shoulders.” When she put forth her

hands to climb up, Shree Krishnù disappeared; and she remained

standing in that posture, with her arms stretched out; just as

lightning forces its way presumptuously from the clouds, or the angry

moonbeams separate themselves from the moon. And the splendour of her

fair form, escaping and spreading upon the earth, displayed as much

beauty, as an elegant woman, standing upon ground of gold. Tears

streamed from her eyes; and she could not drive away the bees, who

overpowered by the sweet smell came and settled near her face. And

heaving deep sighs, she wept so violently in her solitude in the

jungle, distressed by the separation from Krishnù, that the animals,

birds, trees and creepers, hearing her lamentations, began weeping

also.

And thus she exclaimed, “O lord! best of lovers, where have you gone,

O self-willed Beharee! I am the slave of the asylum of thy feet. O sea

of beneficence! have compassion on me.”

In the mean while the cowherdesses, continuing their search, came up

to where she was; and throwing themselves on her neck, embraced her

with the same degree of pleasure, as a man, who had lost great wealth,

would experience in the midst of his losses, in recovering half of it.

At length, observing that she was very much distressed, the

cowherdesses, taking her with them, went in the great forest, and

searched for Shree Krishnù Chund as long as the moonlight lasted.

When they could not find their road in the jungle on account of the

darkness, they all returned thence with a confident hope of meeting

Krishnù, and came and sat down on that bank of the Jumna on which

Shree Krishnù Chund had afforded them very great pleasure.

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