CHAPTER XII

The semi-daily passings of Cissie Dildine before the old Renfrew manor

on her way to and from the Arkwright home upset Peter Siner's working

schedule to an extraordinary degree.

After watching for two or three days, Peter worked out a sort of time-

table for Cissie. She passed up early in the morning, at about five

forty-five. He could barely see her then, and somehow she looked very

pathetic hurrying along in the cold, dim light of dawn. After she had

cooked the Arkwright breakfast, swept the Arkwright floors, dusted the

Arkwright furniture, she passed back toward Niggertown, somewhere near

nine. About eleven o'clock she went up to cook dinner, and returned at

one or two in the afternoon. Occasionally, she made a third trip to get

supper.

This was as exactly as Peter could predict the arrivals and departures

of Cissie, and the schedule involved a large margin of uncertainty. For

half an hour before Cissie passed she kept Peter watching the clock at

nervous intervals, wondering if, after all, she had gone by unobserved.

Invariably, he would move his work to a window where he had the whole

street under his observation. Then he would proceed with his indexing

with more and more difficulty. At first the paragraphs would lose

connection, and he would be forced to reread them. Then the sentences

would drop apart. Immediately before the girl arrived, the words

themselves grew anarchic. They stared him in the eye, each a complete

entity, self-sufficient, individual, bearing no relation to any other

words except that of mere proximity,--like a spelling lesson. Only by an

effort could Peter enforce a temporary cohesion among them, and they

dropped apart at the first slackening of the strain.

Strange to say, when the octoroon actually was walking past, Peter did

not look at her steadily. On the contrary, he would think to himself:

"How little I care for such a woman! My ideal is thus and so--" He would

look at her until she glanced across the yard and saw him sitting in the

window; then immediately he bent over his books, as if his stray glance

had lighted on her purely by chance, as if she were nothing more to him

than a passing dray or a fluttering leaf. Indeed, he told himself during

these crises that he had no earthly interest in the girl, that she was

not the sort of woman he desired,--while his heart hammered, and the

lines of print under his eyes blurred into gray streaks across the page.

One afternoon Peter saw Cissie pass his gate, hurrying, almost running,

apparently in flight from something. It sent a queer shock through him.

He stared after her, then up and down the street. He wondered why she

ran. Even when he went to bed that night the strangeness of Cissie's

flight kept him awake inventing explanations.

* * * * *

None of Peter's preoccupations was lost upon Captain Renfrew. None is so

suspicious as a credulous man aroused. After Rose had struck her blow at

the secretary, the old gentleman noted all of Peter's permutations and

misconstrued a dozen quite innocent actions on Peter's part into signs

of bad faith.

By a little observation he identified Cissie Dildine and what he saw did

not reëstablish his peace of mind. On the contrary, it became more than

probable that the cream-colored negress would lure Peter away. This

possibility aroused in the old lawyer a grim, voiceless rancor against

Cissie. In his thoughts he linked the girl with every manner of evil

design against Peter. She was an adventuress, a Cyprian, a seductress

attempting to snare Peter in the brazen web of her comeliness. For to

the old gentleman's eyes there was an abiding impudicity about Cissie's

very charms. The passionate repose of her face was immodest; the

possession of a torso such as a sculptor might have carved was brazen.

The girl was shamefully well appointed.

One morning as Captain Renfrew came home from town, he chanced to walk

just behind the octoroon, and quite unconsciously the girl delivered an

added fillip to the old gentleman's uneasiness.

Just before Cissie passed in front of the Renfrew manor, womanlike, she

paused to make some slight improvements in her appearance before walking

under the eyes of her lover. She adjusted some strands of hair which had

blown loose in the autumn wind, looked at herself in a purse mirror,

retouched her nose with her greenish powder; then she picked a little

sprig of sumac leaves that burned in the corner of a lawn and pinned its

flame on the unashamed loveliness of her bosom.

This negro instinct for brilliant color is the theme of many jests in

the South, but it is entirely justified esthetically, although the

constant sarcasm of the whites has checked its satisfaction, if it has

not corrupted the taste.

The bit of sumac out of which the octoroon had improvised a nosegay

lighted up her skin and eyes, and created an ensemble as closely

resembling a Henri painting as anything the streets of Hooker's Bend

were destined to see.

But old Captain Renfrew was far from appreciating any such bravura in

scarlet and gold. At first he put it down to mere niggerish taste, and

his dislike for the girl edged his stricture; then, on second thought,

the oddness of sumac for a nosegay caught his attention. Nobody used

sumac for a buttonhole. He had never heard of any woman, white or black,

using sumac for a bouquet. Why should this Cissie Dildine trig herself

out in sumac?

The Captain's suspicions came to a point like a setter. He began

sniffing about for Cissie's motives in choosing so queer an ornament. He

wondered if it had anything to do with Peter Siner.

All his life, Captain Renfrew's brain had been deliberate. He moved

mentally, as he did physically, with dignity. To tell the truth, the

Captain's thoughts had a way of absolutely stopping now and then, and

for a space he would view the world as a simple collection of colored

surfaces without depth or meaning. During these intervals, by a sort of

irony of the gods the old gentleman's face wore a look of philosophic

concentration, so that his mental hiatuses had given him a reputation

for profundity, which was county wide. It had been this, years before,

that had carried him by a powerful majority into the Tennessee

legislature. The voters agreed, almost to a man, that they preferred

depth to a shallow facility. The rival candidate had been shallow and

facile. The polls returned the Captain, and the young gentleman--for the

Captain was a young gentleman in those days--was launched on a typical

politician's career. But some Republican member from east Tennessee had

impugned the rising statesman's honor with some sort of improper

liaison. In those days there seemed to be proper and improper liaisons.

There had been a duel on the banks of the Cumberland River in which the

Captain succeeded in wounding his traducer in the arm, and was thus

vindicated by the gods. But the incident ended a career that might very

well have wound up in the governor's chair, or even in the United States

Senate, considering how very deliberate the Captain was mentally.

To-day, as the Captain walked up the street following Cissie Dildine,

one of these vacant moods fell upon him and it was not until they had

reached his own gate that it suddenly occurred to the old gentleman just

what Cissie's sumac did mean. It was a signal to Peter. The simplicity

of the solution stirred the old man. Its meaning was equally easy to

fathom. When a woman signals any man it conveys consent. Denials receive

no signals; they are inferred. In this particular case Captain Renfrew

found every reason to believe that this flaring bit of sumac was the

prelude to an elopement.

In the window of his library the Captain saw his secretary staring at

his cards and books with an intentness plainly assumed. Peter's fixed

stare had none of those small movements of the head that mark genuine

intellectual labor. So Peter was posing, pretending he did not see the

girl, to disarm his employer's suspicions,--pretending not to see a

girl rigged out like that!

Such duplicity sent a queer spasm of anguish through the old lawyer.

Peter's action held half a dozen barbs for the Captain. A fellow-alumnus

of Harvard staying in his house merely for his wage and keep! Peter bore

not the slightest affection for him; the mulatto lacked even the

chivalry to notify the Captain of his intentions, because he knew the

Captain objected. And yet all these self-centered objections were

nothing to what old Captain Renfrew felt for Peter's own sake. For Peter

to marry a nigger and a strumpet, for him to elope with a wanton and a

thief! For such an upstanding lad, the very picture of his own virility

and mental alertness when he was of that age, for such a boy to fling

himself away, to drop out of existence--oh, it was loathly!

The old man entered the library feeling sick. It was empty. Peter had

gone to his room, according to his custom. But in this particular

instance it seemed to Captain Renfrew his withdrawal was flavored with a

tang of guilt. If he were innocent, why should not such a big, strong

youth have stayed and helped an old gentleman off with his overcoat?

The old Captain blew out a windy breath as he helped himself out of his

coat in the empty library. The bent globe still leaned against the

window-seat. The room had never looked so somber or so lonely.

At dinner the old man ate so little that Rose Hobbett ceased her

monotonous grumbling to ask if he felt well. He said he had had a hard

day, a difficult day. He felt so weak and thin that he foretold the gray

days when he could no longer creep to the village and sit with his

cronies at the livery-stable, when he would be house-fast, through

endless days, creeping from room to room like a weak old rat in a huge

empty house, finally to die in some disgusting fashion. And Now Peter

was going to leave him, was going to throw himself away on a lascivious

wench. A faint moisture dampened the old man's withered eyes. He drank

an extra thimbleful of whisky to try to hearten himself. Its bouquet

filled the time-worn stateliness of the dining-room.

* * * * *

During the weeks of Peter's stay at the manor it had grown to be the

Captain's habit really to write for two or three hours in the afternoon,

and his pile of manuscript had thickened under his application.

The old man was writing a book called "Reminiscences of Peace and War."

His book would form another unit of that extraordinary crop of personal

reminiscences of the old South which flooded the presses of America

during the decade of 1908-18. During just that decade it seemed as if the

aged men and women of the South suddenly realized that the generation who

had lived through the picturesqueness and stateliness of the old slave

régime was almost gone, and over their hearts swept a common impulse to

commemorate, in the sunset of their own lives, its fading splendor and

its vanished deeds.

On this particular afternoon the Captain settled himself to work, but

his reminiscences did not get on. He pinched a bit of floss from the nib

of his pen and tried to swing into the period of which he was writing.

He read over a few pages of his copy as mental priming, but his thoughts

remained flat and dull. Indeed, his whole life, as he reviewed it in the

waning afternoon, appeared empty and futile. It seemed hardly worth

while to go on.

The Captain had come to that point in his memoirs where the Republican

representative from Knox County had set going the petard which had

wrecked his political career.

From the very beginnings of his labors the old lawyer had looked forward

to writing just this period of his life. He meant to clear up his name

once for all. He meant to use invective, argument, testimony and a

powerful emotional appeal, such as a country lawyer invariably attempts

with a jury.

But now that he had arrived at the actual composition of his defense, he

sat biting his penholder, with all the arguments he meant to advance

slipped from his mind. He could not recall the points of the proof. He

could not recall them with Peter Siner moving restlessly about the room,

glancing through the window, unsettled, nervous, on the verge of eloping

with a negress.

His secretary's tragedy smote the old man. The necessity of doing

something for Peter put his thoughts to rout. A wild idea occurred to

the Captain that if he should write the exact truth, perhaps his memoirs

might serve Peter as a signal against a futile, empty journey.

But the thought no sooner appeared than it was rejected. In the Anglo-

Saxon, especially the Anglo-Saxon of the Southern United States, abides

no such Gallic frankness as moved a Jean-Jacques. Southern memoirs

always sound like the conversation between two maiden ladies,--nothing

intimate, simply a few general remarks designed to show from what nice

families they came.

So the Captain wrote nothing. During all the afternoon he sat at his

desk with a leaden heart, watching Peter move about the room. The old

man maintained more or less the posture of writing, but his thoughts

were occupied in pitying himself and pitying Peter. Half a dozen times

he looked up, on the verge of making some plea, some remonstrance,

against the madness of this brown man. But the sight of Peter sitting in

the window-seat staring out into the street silenced him. He was a weak

old man, and Peter's nerves were strung with the desire of youth.

At last the two men heard old Rose clashing in the kitchen. A few

minutes later the secretary excused himself from the library, to go to

his own room. As Peter was about to pass through the door, the Captain

was suddenly galvanized into action by the thought that this perhaps was

the last time he would ever see him. He got up from his chair and called

shakenly to Peter. The negro paused. The Captain moistened his lips and

controlled his voice.

"I want to have a word with you, Peter, about a--a little matter. I--

I've mentioned it before."

"Yes, sir." The negro's tone and attitude reminded the Captain that the

supper gong would soon sound and they would best separate at once.

"It--it's about Cissie Dildine," the old lawyer hurried on.

Peter nodded slightly.

"Yes, you mentioned that before."

The old man lifted a thin hand as if to touch Peter's arm, but he did

not. A sort of desperation seized him.

"But listen, Peter, you don't want to do--what's in your mind!"

"What is in my mind, Captain?"

"I mean marry a negress. You don't want to marry a negress!"

The brown man stared, utterly blank.

"Not marry a negress!"

"No, Peter; no," quavered the old man. "For yourself it may make no

difference, but your children--think of your children, your son growing

up under a brown veil! You can't tear it off. God himself can't tear it

off! You can never reach him through it. Your children, your children's

children, a terrible procession that stretches out and out, marching

under a black shroud, unknowing, unknown! All you can see are their sad

forms beneath the shroud, marching away--marching away. God knows where!

And yet it's your own flesh and blood!"

Suddenly the old lawyer's face broke into the hard, tearless contortions

of the aged. His terrible emotion communicated itself to the sensitive

brown man.

"But, Captain, I myself am a negro. Whom should I marry?"

"No one; no one! Let your seed wither in your loins! It's better to do

that; it's better--" At that moment the clashing of the supper gong fell

on the old man's naked nerves. He straightened up by some reflex

mechanism, turned away from what he thought was his last interview with

his secretary, and proceeded down the piazza into the great empty

dining-room.

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