FIRST VISIT

Among the books which I had lately lent Ole, was one which had

greatly rejoiced and occupied him. It was a geological book,

containing an account of the boulders.

"Yes, they're rare old fellows, those boulders!" he said; "and

to think that we should pass them without noticing them! And over

the street pavement, the paving stones, those fragments of the

oldest remains of antiquity, one walks without ever thinking about

them. I have done the very thing myself. But now I look respectfully

at every paving-stone. Many thanks for the book! It has filled me with

thought, and has made me long to read more on the subject. The romance

of the earth is, after all, the most wonderful of all romances. It's a

pity one can't read the first volume of it, because it is written in a

language that we don't understand. One must read in the different

strata, in the pebble-stones, for each separate period. Yes, it is a

romance, a very wonderful romance, and we all have our place in it. We

grope and ferret about, and yet remain where we are; but the ball

keeps turning, without emptying the ocean over us; the clod on which

we move about, holds, and does not let us through. And then it's a

story that has been acting for thousands upon thousands of years and

is still going on. My best thanks for the book about the boulders.

Those are fellows indeed! They could tell us something worth

hearing, if they only knew how to talk. It's really a pleasure now and

then to become a mere nothing, especially when a man is as highly

placed as I am. And then to think that we all, even with patent

lacquer, are nothing more than insects of a moment on that ant-hill

the earth, though we may be insects with stars and garters, places and

offices! One feels quite a novice beside these venerable

million-year-old boulders. On last New Year's eve I was reading the

book, and had lost myself in it so completely, that I forgot my

usual New Year's diversion, namely, the wild hunt to Amack. Ah, you

don't know what that is!

"The journey of the witches on broomsticks is well enough known--that

journey is taken on St. John's eve, to the Brocken; but we have a

wild journey, also which is national and modern, and that is the

journey to Amack on the night of the New Year. All indifferent poets

and poetesses, musicians, newspaper writers, and artistic

notabilities,--I mean those who are no good,--ride in the New Year's

night through the air to Amack. They sit backwards on their painting

brushes or quill pens, for steel pens won't bear them--they're too

stiff. As I told you, I see that every New Year's night, and could

mention the majority of the riders by name, but I should not like to

draw their enmity upon myself, for they don't like people to talk

about their ride to Amack on quill pens. I've a kind of niece, who

is a fishwife, and who, as she tells me, supplies three respectable

newspapers with the terms of abuse and vituperation they use, and

she has herself been at Amack as an invited guest; but she was carried

out thither, for she does not own a quill pen, nor can she ride. She

has told me all about it. Half of what she said is not true, but the

other half gives us information enough. When she was out there, the

festivities began with a song; each of the guests had written his

own song, and each one sang his own song, for he thought that the

best, and it was all one, all the same melody. Then those came

marching up, in little bands, who are only busy with their mouths.

There were ringing bells that rang alternately; and then came the

little drummers that beat their tattoo in the family circle; and

acquaintance was made with those who write without putting their

names, which here means as much as using grease instead of patent

blacking; and then there was the beadle with his boy, and the boy

was worst off, for in general he gets no notice taken of him; then,

too, there was the good street sweeper with his cart, who turns over

the dust-bin, and calls it 'good, very good, remarkably good.' And

in the midst of the pleasure that was afforded by the mere meeting

of these folks, there shot up out of the great dirt-heap at Amack a

stem, a tree, an immense flower, a great mushroom, a perfect roof,

which formed a sort of warehouse for the worthy company, for in it

hung everything they had given to the world during the Old Year. Out

of the tree poured sparks like flames of fire; these were the ideas

and thoughts, borrowed from others, which they had used, and which now

got free and rushed away like so many fireworks. They played at 'the

stick burns,' and the young poets played at 'heart-burns,' and the

witlings played off their jests, and the jests rolled away with a

thundering sound, as if empty pots were being shattered against doors.

'It was very amusing!' my niece said; in fact, she said many things

that were very malicious but very amusing, but I won't mention them,

for a man must be good-natured, and not a carping critic. But you will

easily perceive that when a man once knows the rights of the journey

to Amack, as I know them, it's quite natural that on the New Year's

night one should look out to see the wild chase go by. If in the New

Year I miss certain persons who used to be there, I am sure to

notice others who are new arrivals; but this year I omitted taking

my look at the guests, I bowled away on the boulders, rolled back

through millions of years, and saw the stones break loose high up in

the north, saw them drifting about on icebergs, long before Noah's ark

was constructed, saw them sink down to the bottom of the sea, and

re-appear with a sand-bank, with that one that peered forth from the

flood and said, 'This shall be Zealand!' I saw them become the

dwelling-place of birds that are unknown to us, and then become the

seat of wild chiefs of whom we know nothing, until with their axes

they cut their Runic signs into a few of these stones, which then came

into the calendar of time. But as for me, I had gone quite beyond

all lapse of time, and had become a cipher and a nothing. Then three

or four beautiful falling stars came down, which cleared the air,

and gave my thoughts another direction. You know what a falling star

is, do you not? The learned men are not at all clear about it. I

have my own ideas about shooting stars, as the common people in many

parts call them, and my idea is this: How often are silent

thanksgivings offered up for one who has done a good and noble action!

The thanks are often speechless, but they are not lost for all that. I

think these thanks are caught up, and the sunbeams bring the silent,

hidden thankfulness over the head of the benefactor; and if it be a

whole people that has been expressing its gratitude through a long

lapse of time, the thankfulness appears as a nosegay of flowers, and

at length falls in the form of a shooting star over the good man's

grave. I am always very much pleased when I see a shooting star,

especially in the New Year's night, and then find out for whom the

gift of gratitude was intended. Lately a gleaming star fell in the

southwest, as a tribute of thanksgiving to many--many! 'For whom was

that star intended?' thought I. It fell, no doubt, on the hill by

the Bay of Plensberg, where the Danebrog waves over the graves of

Schleppegrell, Lasloes, and their comrades. One star also fell in

the midst of the land, fell upon Soro, a flower on the grave of

Holberg, the thanks of the year from a great many--thanks for his

charming plays!

"It is a great and pleasant thought to know that a shooting star

falls upon our graves. On mine certainly none will fall--no sunbeam

brings thanks to me, for here there is nothing worthy of thanks. I

shall not get the patent lacquer," said Ole, "for my fate on earth

is only grease, after all."

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