He moved to meet his sister with a curious new shyness. She looked pale,
aloof, very sad.
"Jake has been telling you?" she said.
Bunny nodded. "It's rather great, isn't it?" he said.
She came slowly forward, not looking at Jake. "It's too great," she
said. "I might have been glad of it once. But now--now--" She broke
off.
Jake drew forward a chair. "Reckon you'll find it just as useful now as
then," he said.
She glanced at him quickly, and a tinge of colour rose in her face.
"Oh, I daresay we shall all find it useful," she said.
Jake's expression was enigmatical. He stood up squarely, looking
straight before him. "You'll be able to buy anything and everything you
want," he said, "to live where and how you like; in short you'll be in a
position to create your own atmosphere. Money is freedom; remember
that! If you choose to buy a team of camels and trundle off into the
desert, there's no one can prevent you."
She shivered as if a cold blast had struck her, and leaned towards the
fire. "I'm not particularly fond of the desert," she said, in a low
voice.
"Oh, you needn't go alone," Jake said. "You'll be able to buy your
friends by the score and populate all the lonely places."
There was no sound of scoffing in his voice. It was even not without a
hint of kindliness. But she shook her head in silence.
And suddenly Bunny knelt down beside her, thrusting an impetuous arm
about her waist. "Say, Maud, he's only rotting. We'll have a ripping
time together presently. Don't be so down in the mouth, old girl!
There's plenty of fun to be got out of life."
She smiled with lips that trembled. "I'm afraid I'm getting rather old,
Bunny," she said wistfully, "old enough anyhow to know that money
doesn't bring happiness."
"Depends how you spend it," maintained Bunny stoutly. "Of course it is a
downright curse to the people who hoard it--like that beast who buried
his talent. But you can make any amount of happiness out of it if you
try. Think of the crowds you can reach with it! That's where the fun
comes in. Why, you reap as fast as you sow!"
Maud made a sudden quick gesture. "Bunny! How curious that you should
say that!"
"Why?" Bunny opened his eyes in surprise.
"Oh, never mind! It reminded me of something--something rather big--I
once heard in a church here." Maud gently passed on as though it were a
matter too sacred for discussion. "Perhaps you're right, dear. Perhaps
there is happiness to be got out of it. Anyhow we'll try, won't we?
Won't we, Jake?"
There was almost a note of entreaty in her voice; but she received no
answer. She turned sharply. Jake had gone.
"Never mind!" said Bunny, quick to console. "He's busy. Letters or
something. But you've got me. Say, Maud, you'll be able to keep the
mother above water now. That's rather a mercy anyway."
He almost forced her into the channel of his own cheery speculations
with the reflection that if it wasn't decent at least it was wholesome.
But when he looked back upon that talk with her later, he could not
remember that she had made a single suggestion of her own, or displayed
the smallest spark of enthusiasm in connection with the great fortune
that had come to her. She was tired of course and sad. No doubt she
would change her mind; but for the present she seemed to regard it only
in the light of a new and heavy burden that had been laid upon her.
Bunny could not understand it, but an uneasy wonder awoke and stirred in
his heart. Was it because she was married to Jake that she felt it had
come too late? If so--if so--well, if so, poor old Jake!
CHAPTER XXV
THE BLOW
"Home for Christmas. Motoring from Graydown. Three cheers, Bunny."
The ecstatic message stood on the mantelpiece in the old parlour above a
roaring fire, and Jake stood in front of it, grimly patient, while the
old grandfather clock ticked monotonously in the corner.
It was Christmas Eve, still and frosty. The glass door into the garden
was wide open so that he could hear the first hoot of a motor, and he
was listening for it with a lynx-like intensity, a concentration that
had in it something almost terrible. It was nearly a fortnight since he
had left her, and all his veins were on fire at the thought of having
her again. He yearned for her with a fierce hunger that tore at the
very soul of him, a hunger that he knew he must suppress, crush down out
of sight, ere he met her.
Because in her desolation she had turned to him for comfort, he must not
take it for granted that she needed him still. She had had time to
recover, time possibly to be amazed, to be shocked, at her own yielding.
He dreaded to see that instinctive recoil from him which he had learned
to know so cruelly well in the summer that was dead. Those words of
hers--"I can't pretend to love you. You see--I don't,"--still haunted
him. And he remembered how once in bitterness of soul she had told him
that she hated him.
He clenched his hands over the memory, cursing himself for the passion
that even now leaped so fiercely within him. She had changed towards him
since those days; that he knew. But even though she turned to him she
was half afraid of him still, and he dared not show her his heart. He
must be calm and temperate, taking only what she offered, lest he should
drive her away again. It might be she would never offer very much.
Possibly it did not lie in her power. She had given her whole love to
another man, and it had been crushed into the mud. It might be that it
still lived there in quivering shame, a thing to be hidden if it could
not be utterly destroyed. He could not tell. But he did not feel that
his chance of winning to the heart of her was very great. It might be
that when she came to realize the practically boundless power with which
this great fortune endowed her, it would vanish altogether. True, he
might put up a fight for his rights. He might insist upon his
ownership. But--had he not already done that? And what had it brought
him? Nothing but emptiness. The desire of the flesh was nothing to the
aching longing of the spirit, and that could never be satisfied by such
means. And she did not so much as know that it existed!
He had dreamed once that a child might draw them together. But now--but
now--a curiously wistful smile drew his mouth. Poor girl! She wanted a
child to comfort her desolation. But if she had her wish, he knew that
she would never turn to him again for comfort. His last chance would be
gone.
Someone knocked at the open door that led into the garden. He turned
sharply and saw Sam Vickers' good-humoured countenance looking up at
him.
"Post just in, sir," he remarked. "I was comin' round so brought your
letter along."
"Oh, thanks! Come in!"
Jake remained before the fire, and after an instant's hesitation Sam
mounted the steps and entered. He was carrying a huge bunch of
mistletoe in one hand.
"Thought you'd like a bit, sir," he said, with a cheery smile. "You
haven't got any decorations, I see."
"Thanks!" Jake said again. "I don't know where you'll fix it."
"Over the front door, sir, if you ask me," said Sam promptly.
"Oh, no, not there, Sam! It's a bit too public. Over this door if you
like." Jake smiled a little and began to open his letter.
"All right, sir. I'll get a nail," said Sam.
He departed, and Jake, with a face grown stern, proceeded to read his
letter.
When Sam returned, the letter had disappeared, and Jake was grinding at
the fire with the poker with his head down and a deep red flush on his
face. Sam noticed nothing. He was too much engrossed with the matter
in hand.
Mounted on a wooden chair and whistling softly he applied himself to the
task of hanging the mistletoe at the most inviting angle.
"Like a bit for your cap, sir?" he enquired, with an impudent grin, when
he had finished.
Jake made no reply.
Sam threw him a glance, and found that he had turned and was standing
with his back to the fire, gazing out before him with eyes that shone
like two pieces of red quartz.
Sam was momentarily disconcerted. "No offence meant, sir," he said,
picking up his own cap, and hastening somewhat clumsily to conceal the
decoration it bore.
Jake's eyes came to him, regarded him for a moment fiercely without
seeing him; then abruptly softened and took him in. "Sam," he said, "I
trust you, and I'm going to tell you something. Shut that door!"
Sam obeyed. He looked straight at Jake with sunny, honest eyes.
"Hadn't you better think it over first, sir?" he suggested.
"No." Jake held out his hand suddenly. "I trust you," he repeated, a
dogged note in his voice.
Sam's hand gripped his like a vice. "Right you are, sir," he said
cheerily.
Jake went on, as if impelled. "You remember what happened in the summer
at the Graydown Meeting when I thrashed young Stevens?"
"Quite well, sir." Sam's reply came brisk and smart. He held himself
like a soldier on parade.
"You know why I thrashed him?" Jake proceeded.
"Yes, sir. Thrashed him and kicked him out, sir. I was never more
pleased in my life," said Sam.
"He's been employed at the Castle stables ever since," Jake said very
bitterly. "I was a fool! a damn' fool--not to expose him. But Lord
Saltash knew that he pulled the Albatross. I told him so. He now says
that he has proof that I aided and abetted--proof enough to get me
warned off the Turf."
"Proof be damned, sir!" said Sam warmly. "That ain't a good enough
story for anyone with a head on his shoulders to swallow."
"No, Sam. You're right. And Lord Saltash knows it. I can't go to him
and demand to see his proof because he's on the other side of the world.
But there's no scotching a lie of that sort. It'll have spread like the
plague long before he gets back. And meantime he has decided that
horse-racing and breeding are no longer his fancy, and he is going to
sell the Stud--and me along with it."
Jake's mouth took a bitter, downward curve with the last words.
Sam's jaw dropped. "Going to sell the Stud, sir?"
Jake nodded. "Yes, before the Spring meetings. You'll be all right,
Sam. Anyone would be glad to get you. The Stewards know you all
right."
"Oh, I wasn't thinking of that, sir. I was thinking of you." Sam's
blue eyes were gravely troubled. "You've got a wife, sir."
"My wife inherits her uncle's money. She is not dependent upon
me--fortunately for her." Jake was speaking through set teeth. "I knew
it was coming," he added. "I've known it for some weeks." His eyes
suddenly glittered afresh. "It ain't a knock-out blow, Sam," he said.
"Don't you make any mistake as to that!"
Sam's eyes sparkled in response. "It's you that's the knock-out, sir,"
he said, with eager partisanship. "He hits below the belt, but he won't
down you that way. You're better known than I am. And no one will
believe as you're not straight. If I was to hear any chap say a single
word against you, why, I'd crack his skull for him. I would that--if it
was Saltash himself!"
Jake uttered a brief laugh. "No. You steer clear of Saltash! He's one
too many for honest men."
"He's a dirty swab!" said Sam, and spat into the fire with fervour. "He
ain't fit to employ anyone except Dick Stevens and the likes of him. I
often wondered who squared Dick that time, but it wouldn't surprise me
now if--" He paused, looking at Jake interrogatively.
But the latter's face had changed, changed magically, as though some
transforming hand had touched it, wiping all the bitterness away.
He looked at Sam with a dawning smile in his eyes. "Good night, my lad!"
he said. "I must go."
He went to the door with the words and opened it. There came the sound
of a motor-horn without, the gay whoop of a boyish voice. Jake's spurs
went jingling down the passage.
And Sam turned to leave by the garden-door by which he had entered. He
crammed his cap down over his eyes as he did so. "Poor old boss!" he
said. "Poor--old--boss!"
CHAPTER XXVI
THE DEED OF GIFT
"Oh, isn't it good to be home again?" said Bunny. "Isn't it just good?"
They sat before the blazing fire in the parlour after a late supper,
drinking Mrs. Lovelace's rhubarb wine and enjoying the glow.
Maud's cheeks were flushed and her eyes very bright. She did not look at
her husband very often, and there was that about her manner that seemed
to suggest that she was striving against considerable odds to appear at
her ease.
"How are the animals, Jake?" she asked. "How is The Hundredth Chance?"
Jake on the other side of the fire was lying back in his chair with a
cigarette between his lips. His gaitered legs were stretched out before
him, and eyes fixed downwards as if he were half-asleep. He did not
stir from this attitude as he made reply.
"They're all going strong. You must see them for yourself in the
morning."
His words did not seem to invite any further development of the subject.
Perhaps he really was sleepy. Maud bent to fondle Chops who lay on the
hearth at her feet, and asked no more.
But Bunny at once plunged into the silence. He had not permitted any
silences during supper, having plainly determined that the evening
should not drag. He also was a little fevered in his animation, a fact
which made Jake's absolute calmness of demeanour all the more marked. He
had been getting quieter and quieter ever since the removal of the
supper things.
Bunny fought against this quietness, talking with a nervous excitement
that elicited only occasional low replies from Maud and none at all from
Jake.
But it was Jake who finally at the striking of the clock broke in upon
his insistent chatter. "Time you went to bed, my son. Say good night
and go!"
A quick word sprang at once to Bunny's lips, but Jake's hand abruptly
gripped his knee hard and he swallowed it unspoken. He got up with a
somewhat wry smile.
"Yes, all right. I'll go. But I don't generally clear out before
eleven, do I, Maud?"
"You do in my house, whatever you do in Maud's," said Jake
imperturbably. "Good night, my son! pleasant dreams to you!"
He looked up at Bunny with a sudden, kindly smile, and Bunny bent
impulsively to him.
"Say, Jake, come and see me presently, when--when you come up yourself!"
The request was proffered in an undertone with unmistakable nervousness.
Jake looked him straight in the eyes.
"All right," he said.
The door closed upon Bunny, and there fell a silence.
Maud sat very still, her hands clasped in her lap. But there was no
repose in her attitude, only a dumb tension that seemed to indicate
suspense.
Jake leaned forward slowly, at length, took the cigarette from his mouth
and dropped it into the heart of the fire. Then, without looking at her,
he spoke.
"What's the matter with the little chap?"
She looked across at him quickly, from beneath eyelids that slightly
fluttered. "Is there anything the matter with him? I didn't notice."
"He was nearly crying when he said good night, anyway," said Jake.
"Oh, was he! Perhaps he thought--perhaps he thought--you were vexed
with him," murmured Maud.
"Why should he think that?" Jake's eyes, piercingly bright, suddenly
met hers.
She winced involuntarily, as one might wince from the glare of a
searchlight. Then, with a visible effort, she met them. "Jake," she
said, "I--want to talk to you."
Jake's eyes fell away from her. They went with a sombre directness to
the fire and became fixed. "About your affairs, my girl?" he said.
She hesitated momentarily; then: "Our affairs, Jake," she said, her
voice very low.
He jerked his head as if to indicate attention, but he said nothing
further. It remained for her to proceed, and she did so, slowly, as if
carefully weighing each word.
"You have left me a free hand in the settling of Uncle Edward's affairs,
and Mr. Craven is a very clever business man. I know Uncle Edward
trusted him implicitly. But I should like you to know everything that
has been done--that is, if you care to know." She paused a moment.
"You do care, don't you, Jake?" she said.
"I care for your welfare, my girl," he made answer. "Not being your
trustee, it's not essential that I should be told every detail."
"I wish you were a trustee," she said.
He bent his head. "Thanks. But I don't know that I am especially well
suited to be. It's better for you, I reckon, to have--a free hand. And
it's a mighty lot better that you should have a man of education to
attend to your business affairs."
"Jake!" There was quick pain in her voice, pain that he could not fail
to note. She leaned forward, stretching a hand to him across the
hearth. "Jake!" she said again very earnestly. "Do you think
that--that I shall ever forget--that I owe you--everything?"
He took her hand, but with a curious doggedness he kept his eyes
averted. "I guess we're quits," he said. "You don't owe me anything.
I took my payment for all I ever gave you."
There was no bitterness in his voice, no emotion of any sort. The clasp
of his fingers was no more than kind. His mouth looked stubborn.
But a strange sort of stubbornness seemed to have entered into Maud
also. She kept her hand in his.
"I take--another view," she said. "I don't think any man--has ever
done--more for a woman--than you have done--for me." Haltingly the
words came, but she spoke them bravely. "It's a big, big debt,
Jake--immeasurably big,--a personal debt that can never be repaid. I
feel--contemptible--whenever I think of it." Her voice shook.
Jake's fingers closed upon hers with a quiet strength. "You've no call
to feel like that," he said.
Her hand clung to his suddenly, desperately. "You--believe in me,
Jake?" she whispered.
His face did not vary. "I guess I've proved that," he said very
steadily.
She uttered a sharp, catching sigh. "Yes--yes! That is another debt.
But till--till that night you came to me at Uncle Edward's--I was
never--quite--sure."
"Why weren't you sure?" He put the question abruptly, with an
insistence that demanded an instant reply. But still he did not look at
her. His eyes gazed ever straight into the fire.
Tremulously she answered him. "I met Charlie--Lord Saltash--the morning
after--down at 'The Anchor.' He said--he said--you wouldn't be--such a
fool. That was why I went away."
"Damn him!" The words burst from Jake with terrific violence. He
sprang to his feet as a man goaded beyond all bearing. "Curse him!" he
said, his face gone white with passion. "May his soul rot in----"
"Jake!" The name was a cry, breaking through the fierce rush of his
fury. Maud was on her feet also. She held him by the shoulders, in a
vital, quivering hold. "You are not to say it!" she said and her face
was close to his, compelling him to silence. "You are not to curse him!
A curse comes back--comes back!"
She put one hand on his mouth, for he seemed on the verge of breaking
forth afresh. She looked him full in the eyes.
"You're not to, Jake!" she said. "I won't have it. You who have
been--so splendidly generous--can afford to leave a beaten enemy alone.
Ah,--Jake!"
For his arms were round her, gripping her. The naked soul of the man
was looking into hers. With a supreme impulse, she took her hand away
and gave her lips to his, surrendered herself wholly to the fiery
passion that had suddenly blazed forth upon her.
But in a moment his arms were loosened. He went back against the
mantelpiece as though he had been struck a blow between the eyes. He
stood motionless, his mouth working but uttering no word.
She stood before him, pale to the lips but not without a certain
strength. She had offered, and he had not taken. But yet her doubts
were set at rest. Perhaps for the first time in her life she faced him
wholly unafraid.
"So--we will leave him out of it," she said, breathing fast. "He
has--ceased to count."
Jake moved, pulled himself together. "You must forgive me," he said.
"Maybe you'd be wise to leave me I shall be--saner--presently."
She put one hand against his breast. "No, Jake, no. You're going to be
sane now. Sit down again! Let us finish our talk!"
He looked at her with the red light still smouldering in his eyes.
After a moment he took her wrist with a grip in which passion lingered.
"I'm trying to act fair by you, my girl," he said, with a faint smile
that somehow touched her heart. "It seems to me you've never had a
chance--not a real chance--all your life. What with Bunny--and
me--and--and--Saltash"--his mouth twisted over the name--"you've been
handicapped right and left. That's why I've sworn to myself that I
won't interfere with you anymore. You shall have a free hand--a free
hand. This money of yours makes it possible. Play with it, spend it,
enjoy yourself! Be happy, my girl, be happy! I won't step in to
prevent it."
Maud's eyes were suddenly full of tears, yet she laughed. "You've sworn
to give me a free hand?" she said.
He nodded. "Sure."
Her other hand clasped his quickly, pleadingly. "Then, Jake, you won't
be angry if--if--I decide to do something that--that you may
not--altogether--like?"
"It's your money," said Jake doggedly.
"Yes--yes. And--I have your permission--your unreserved consent--to--to
do what I like with it?"
Her voice quivered. She was clinging to him almost unconsciously.
He stood steadily facing her. He had forced his passion down again, but
there was tension about him still. "My girl," he said, "if you want to
turn it all into paper and make a bonfire of it,--I shan't object."
"Oh, I don't want to do that," she said, and again she faintly laughed
though in her laughter there was a sound of tears. "I felt just at
first--just at first--that I didn't want it. But I've got over that,
though I've come to the conclusion that there's no fun to be got out of
money unless there's someone to enjoy it with you. And so--and so--"
she became a little breathless and her hands pressed his in
agitation--"I'm making over half of it to you--by deed of gift. Please,
Jake, please--you don't mind?"
"What?" said Jake. He raised his tawny brows, staring at her for an
instant in sheer, overwhelming amazement; then they came down
uncompromisingly in a thick straight line above his eyes. He put her
hands away from him gently but with the utmost decision. He turned
himself from her and bent to pick up the poker. Then, as he stirred the
fire, with his face in the glow he spoke briefly, almost roughly. "I
don't know if you're joking or in earnest; but that's the one thing that
I can't--and won't--consent to. So I reckon that's all there is to it."
"Jake!" There was consternation in her voice, bitter disappointment,
keen pain. "Oh, Jake," she said, "you can't mean to refuse--like that!"
"How did you expect me to refuse?" said Jake, without turning.
She answered him chokingly. "Not as if--as if--I had insulted you."
He dropped the poker and straightened himself. "Maybe you didn't intend
any insult," he said. "But you don't credit me with an over-allowance
of self-respect, do you?"
She did not answer him, for she could not. She stood fighting for
self-control, striving to collect her scattered forces, but so
overwhelmingly distressed that she could not attempt to withstand him.
He turned round to her slowly at length. "Say, Maud," he said,
something of the old kindliness in his tone, "we won't talk any more
about it. Guess it's an impossible subject. You'll know me better next
time."
She struggled for utterance with lips that trembled piteously; her eyes
were brimming with tears. Finally, with a small, hopeless gesture, she
turned away, moved across the room blindly, found the door and
fumblingly opened it.
"Good night!" she whispered then in a voice that was scarcely audible,
and in another moment the door closed without sound behind her.
She was gone. Jake's mouth set itself in a hard, straight line. He
squared his shoulders with the instinctive movement of a man facing
odds. He began to feel with brutal deliberation for his cigarette-case.
The rasp of his match made a short, indignant sound in the quiet room.
It was like a sharp protest. The smell of his tobacco began to dominate
the atmosphere. He smoked furiously.
Suddenly there came a check. The cigarette had ceased to draw. He
ground his teeth on it, turned, and spat it into the flames. It hissed
and vanished.
Then Jake abruptly lifted his clenched hands above, his head and swore a
frightful oath that comprehended himself, the world, and all things in
it, in one vast anathema.
CHAPTER XXVII
THE IMPOSSIBLE
"Say, Jake, are you going to spend the night downstairs?" Bunny's thin,
eager face peered round the door with the words. He slipped into the
room clad in pyjamas, his hair all ruffled on his forehead.
Jake was sitting before a burnt-out fire. He looked round at Bunny with
heavy eyes.
"Were you asleep?" said Bunny.
"No." He got up stiffly. "Just--thinking. What have you come down
for?"
Bunny glanced at the clock. "Why, you said you'd come and see me in
bed, and it's long past midnight. I've been lying awake for ages." He
pressed close to Jake, reproach mingling with a touch of apprehension in
his eyes. "Fact is,--I--wanted to tell you something. But I've got cold
now. I don't know that I shall, after all."
Jake put a hand on his shoulder. "I shouldn't, my son," he said. "I
should cut back to bed if I were you. I give you a free pardon,
whatever it is. There! Good night!"
But Bunny refused to be dismissed thus perfunctorily. "You treat me like
a child, Jake," he grumbled. "It's not fair. I'd sooner be pitched
into than that."
Jake smiled faintly. "Well, what's the matter?" he said.
Bunny's eyes gleamed a little. "It's just this. I expect you'll be
savage, but you've got to know. Maud knows all about the Stud and
everything. She was bound to know sooner or later, so I don't see that
it greatly matters. But I'd no right to tell her. And I did."
He ended on a note of defiance. His penitence had plainly not survived
his long-drawn-out suspense.
But Jake heard him without any sign of displeasure. "Betrayed my
confidence, eh?" he said. "Well, I reckon that's a matter for your
conscience, not mine."
Bunny bit his lip. "You ought to have told her yourself, Jake," he
said.
Jake nodded. He seemed to be past all feeling that night. "I know that.
But she had plenty to think of without worrying herself about my
affairs. Anyway she knows now."
"Yes. Knows you're thinking of going to America, Jake." Eagerly Bunny
broke in. "And she's jolly sick about it, I can tell you. She doesn't
want you to go."
"Oh, doesn't she?" said Jake.
Bunny seized his arm and shook it. "Jake, surely you won't go! She's
rich enough to keep us all. She wants to share everything with you."
"Oh, yes." Jake's voice was dead level. His eyes looked at Bunny, but
they saw beyond him. "I know all about that. I know--just what she
wants. She wants a watchdog, one that'll fetch and carry and accept all
benefits with humility. She's lonely now; but she won't be lonely long.
She'll have a crowd round her--a set of fashionable, gibbering monkeys,
who will sneer at the watch-dog, the meek and patient hanger-on, the
adjunct at every party, who lives on his mistress's smile and doesn't
object to her kick. That's what she wants. And that, my son, is the
one thing she's not going to get."
"But what on earth do you want, Jake?" burst from Bunny, half-startled,
half-exasperated. "You needn't be that. You never could be that. Her
idea was to make you independent."
"Oh yes, I know." Jake's mouth twisted a little. "She is mighty
generous. She figured to hand over half her fortune by deed of gift."
"And you wouldn't have it?" Bunny almost gasped.
"I wouldn't touch it," Jake said, with a sound that was oddly like a
suppressed laugh in his throat.
"But why in wonder not?" Bunny stared at him as if he thought he had
gone suddenly mad. "We've taken oceans of things from you."
"That's different," said Jake.
"How different? Make me understand, Jake! I've a right to understand."
Bunny's voice was imperious.
Jake looked at him. There was actually a smile in his eyes, but it was
a smile of self-ridicule. "You asked me just now what I wanted," he
said. "I'll tell you. I want a woman who loves me well enough to chuck
up everything--everything, mind you--and follow me barefoot to the other
end of the world." He broke into a laugh that seemed to hurt him. "And
that," he said, "is the one thing I'm not going to get. Now do you
understand?"
"Not quite, Jake. Not quite." Bunny spoke almost diffidently. He
looked back at Jake with awe in his eyes. "You think she doesn't love
you well enough. Is that it?"
Jake nodded, still with that smile of self-mockery about his mouth.
"You've hit it, my son," he said. "We're not a pair, that's the
trouble. She means to be kind, but I'd sooner go empty than be fed on
husks. I didn't offer either of you that. It was the real thing I gave
you. But she--she hasn't the real thing to offer. And so--I'll do
without."
He turned squarely to put out the waning lamp as though the discussion
were ended, but Bunny stayed him with a nervous hand.
"Jake, suppose you're wrong, old boy? Suppose she does care--care
badly?" His voice quivered with earnestness. "Women are queer fishes,
you know, Jake. Suppose you've made a mistake?"
"Where's the use of supposing the impossible?" asked Jake sombrely. Yet
he paused, his hand rubbing the boy's rough head caressingly.
"Ah, but just for a moment," Bunny insisted. "If she loved you, Jake,
you wouldn't refuse then to--to do what she wanted?"
"If she loved me," Jake said, and stopped suddenly. He moved abruptly to
the lamp and extinguished it. Then in the dim light that filtered
through the blinds from a full moon of frosty radiance, he spoke,
deeply, slowly, solemnly. "If she loved me, I would accept anything
under the sun from her. Everything she had would be mine. Everything
of mine would be hers. And--before God--I would make her happy--if she
loved me." He drew a great breath that seemed to burst from the very
heart of him. Then in a moment he turned aside. "But that's the
impossible, Bunny," he said. "And now good night!"
They went upstairs together, and parted in the passage. Bunny seemed too
awed for speech. Only he hugged Jake hard for a moment before he went
to his own room.
Jake passed on to his. Utter silence reigned there. He lighted a
candle, and went softly to the door that led into his wife's room. It
was shut. Softly he turned the handle, pressed a little; softly he
turned it back. The door was locked.
Then he threw off his clothes, blew out the candle, and lay down alone.
And all through the night he was listening to words uttered over and
over above his head, like evil spirits whispering together.
"I can't pretend to love you. You see--I don't."
He realized now that she had been right. It was better not to pretend!
It was better not to pretend!
CHAPTER XXVIII
THE FIRST OF THE VULTURES
Christmas Day was a farce in which Jake, Maude and Bunny each played
their appointed parts with somewhat dreary zest. The brother and sister
had drawn much closer to each other during the past fortnight in which
they had been thrown together. The old quick understanding, the old
comradeship, had revived between them, and on Bunny's part there was
added to it a certain protectiveness that created a new and even more
intimate element in their intercourse. In a fashion their positions
were reversed. Maud leaned upon him as he once had leaned upon her, and
his sturdy support comforted her sick heart.
As for Jake, he went his way among his animals, spending his time almost
exclusively with them during that day and the days that followed. He
was very quiet, invariably kind, but there was about him a suggestion of
strain behind his composure, a hint of something terrible, as of a man
hiding a mortal wound. He never talked about the animals now, and he
did not welcome even Bunny in the stables.
"He's fretting his heart out over them," the boy said, and Maud knew
that he spoke the truth. The thought of the coming parting with them
hurt him to the soul.
Sam Vickers knew this also, and watched him in mute sympathy. He would
have given all he had to avert this bitter blow from the boss, but he
could only stand and look on.
It was on the last day in the year, a biting, sunless day, that he
sought him late in the afternoon with a visiting card in his hand.
Jake was leaning on the half-door of the loose-box in which was lodged
the black colt of his dreams--The Hundredth Chance. The animal's head
was nuzzled against his shoulder. There seemed to be a perfect
understanding between them.
But at sight of Sam the colt started back. He was suspicious of all the
world but Jake.
Jake looked round, his face grey in the failing light. "Hullo! What is
it?"
Sam came forward and gave him the card. "Mrs. Bolton was out, sir, and
he asked for you; said he'd wait in the yard, sir."
Jake bent his brows over the card. It bore a name that seemed vaguely
familiar to him though in what connection he could not for the moment
recall:--Monterey W. Rafford. Jake looked up. "He's no friend of mine.
Do you know what he wants?"
"Said he was a friend of Dr. Capper, sir," said Sam.
"Oh, that American chap! I remember now. All right, Sam. I'll see
him." Jake gently pushed back the colt's enquiring nose, closed the
upper half of the door, and strode off down the stone passage that led
to the yard.
The visitor was standing under a lamp, a slim young man with a dark,
keen face that broke into a smile at Jake's approach. He moved to meet
him, speaking in a voice that betrayed his nationality at the first
word.
"I am very pleased to meet you again, sir, though no doubt you have
forgotten me."
They shook hands. Jake was looking at him with steady eyes. "No," he
said, in his slow way, "I think you are the sort of man that doesn't get
forgotten very easily."
Rafford laughed. He had an easy, well-bred laugh. "Capper doesn't
believe in me," he said. "He declares I'll never get there. P'raps
he's right. It doesn't concern me very much either way. Anyway, I've
given up sending sick people to sleep for the present. I'm out on my
own this journey. How is your young brother-in-law? Cure complete?"
"Absolutely." Jake was still looking at him hard. "If it's not a rude
question," he said deliberately, "is that what brought you?"
The American met his look with a flicker of the eyes that betrayed a
hint of wariness. "It's not a rude question, Mr. Bolton," he said.
"And it is not what brought me. I'm after art treasures at the present
moment. To be particular, I'm after Saltash's wonder in marble, _The
Fallen Woman_. We did a deal over that marble, he and I, in New York
the other day. He was showing me a card-trick, and--I--spotted--the
knave."
Rafford suddenly drawled, and Jake's eyes grew brighter.
"Come inside!" he said.
But Rafford shook his head. "No, not right away if you don't mind.
There's a little light left. Will you show me the animals?"
Jake's right hand clenched on his whip. "Have you done a deal over them
too?" he said, sinking his voice very low.
"No. But I've got an idea," Rafford said. "I'll tell you what it is
presently. You've got some valuable stock here, I'm told. Say, Mr.
Bolton, you don't object to showing me round?"
His smile was disarming. Jake swung round on his heel without another
word.
They went from stable to stable, inspecting one after another of Jake's
treasures, Jake himself reciting the record of each. He began the tour
almost in silence, speaking only words of bare necessity, but in some
magnetic fashion Rafford broke through his reserve. His quiet
enthusiasm reached and fired Jake. Gradually the glow kindled, the
bitterness passed from him, he became himself in his own element, he
opened his heart to the stranger because it seemed that he understood.
It was a long inspection, and darkness was upon them before it ended.
They came last of all to the home of The Hundredth Chance, and here with
his favourite's nose tucked confidingly into his arm Jake told his
hopes, his dreams.
Rafford listened with a sympathy that was scarcely perceptible in his
speech yet of which Jake was very strongly aware, or he had not so
expanded. Later he marvelled himself at his own candour, but at the
time it seemed wholly natural, even inevitable. By that mysterious
force which makes men know each other as comrades even from afar, he
recognized in Rafford the one quality that his soul demanded.
Circumstance had flung them together for an hour, circumstance would
part them again, but for that hour the bond of sympathy between them was
complete.
In the end he remembered again the coming loss, the crushing failure of
all his plans, and the bitterness came down upon him afresh, an
overwhelming burden forcing him down. He fondled the colt, and with a
gentle hand closed the door upon him. "Yes," he said heavily, "given
fair treatment he'll turn out a winner, but I shan't be here to see it."
"What's come to Saltash?" Rafford questioned. "He seems ready to throw
up everything."
"Yes, that's him," Jake said. "But then he hasn't had the working up of
the Stud as I have. It's nothing to him to part with the animals. They
were no more than a pastime."
"And not always a creditable pastime at that?" suggested Rafford. "I
guess you're too straight for him, Mr. Bolton. He's a crooked devil--but
a curiously likable one." He smiled as if at some reminiscence. "Well,
what's your opinion? Do you think he could be persuaded to sell this
show privately if he got a good offer?"
Jake's reserve came down upon him like a mask. "I can't say. You'd
better go to his agent, Bishop."
Rafford was still faintly smiling. "I've just come from him. He
practically sent me to you. I've just paid him Saltash's price for the
statue. She will be on her way to America with me in a fortnight. But
I'd like to bring off this deal before we go."
"It doesn't rest with me," Jake said, doggedness in every line.
"No, I know. But I'd like to feel that I've got you behind me. My
patron would like to know that."
"Who is your patron?" Jake asked.
"His name is Ruse. You mayn't have heard of him, but he's quite well
known in a good many circles--specially on our side. He has taken a
fancy for horse-racing and he will probably drop a lot of money over it
before he's done; that is, unless he's lucky enough to retain you for
his trainer."
A hot gleam suddenly kindled in Jake's eyes, and as suddenly died. "I
reckon that won't be possible," he said, "Lord Saltash will see to
that."
"Saltash may not be able to prevent it," Rafford observed quietly.
"Ruse will want a trainer, and when I tell him how your heart's in the
job, it wouldn't surprise me if he persuaded you to keep it on. You
wouldn't be very hard to persuade, I take it?"
Jake hesitated momentarily, then passed the question by. "Is your friend
in England?" he asked.
"He will be in England very soon after the deal is completed--if it is
completed," Rafford answered.
"Won't he want to see the Stud first?" Jake's voice was quietly
business-like. He seemed to have put all personal considerations away.
"I doubt it." Rafford said. "The value of the Stud is well-known,
and--to let you into a secret--he is mad keen on securing it. You won't
tell Saltash that of course, or Bishop, who, I understand, is empowered
to act on his behalf. But I think Saltash will get his price without
much haggling. My patron is particularly anxious to prevent the Stud
coming on the market. He is prepared to offer something better than a
market price to make sure of it."
"He must be a very remarkable man," observed Jake.
"He is, sir; a very remarkable man, a man who never misses his
opportunities. And in consequence he is on the whole very seldom a
loser. It would be a great mistake to let him slip through your
fingers--a very great mistake."
Rafford spoke with earnestness. His dark face was alight with
eagerness.
Jake looked at him, faintly smiling. "You have an interest at stake?"
he suggested.
"Only the interest that makes me want to push a thing to success. I
have full powers though." Rafford's face reflected his smile. "When my
patron got news of this thing, shall I tell you what he said to me?
Just 'Clinch!' I shall go to Bishop to-morrow, and carry oat those
instructions, if I can, to the letter."
"You won't do it in a day," Jake said. "Maybe you'd like to put up at
my place pending negotiations."
Rafford's hand came out to him with impulsive friendliness. "No, sir.
You're more than kind, but I won't do that. I've seen the animate and
I've seen you. That's enough. You and I mustn't get too intimate over
this deal. You know what Saltash is. When we've pulled it off, I'll be
delighted--if there's still time." He gripped Jake's hand hard, looking
him straight in the face. "You've given me a real happy hour, Mr.
Bolton," he said. "And I shan't forget it. It was mighty generous of
you, considering you regarded me as the first of the vultures. Well, I
hope I shall be the last. So long!"
"So long!" Jake said. "I hope you will."
He accompanied the young man to the gate, and watched him go.
Then squarely he came back again, walked straight up the middle of the
yard, looking neither to right nor left, went into his own house, and
shut the door.
Late that night when Maud rose to go upstairs, he came out of what had
apparently been a heavy doze before the fire and spoke for the first
time of his own affairs.
"Bunny told you some time ago that the Stud was to be sold, I believe?"
he said.
Maud stood still on the hearth, looking down at him. The question
evidently startled her, for her breath came suddenly faster. "Yes, he
told me," she said.
"Why didn't you tell me you knew?" said Jake. And then he saw that his
abruptness had agitated her and leaned forward to take her hand.
She suffered him to take it, but she was trembling from head to foot.
"I didn't think--you wished me to know," she said.
He bent his head slightly so that only the shining copper of his hair
met her look. "It wasn't--that," he said slowly. "At least not at
first. Just at first I didn't want to bother you. Afterwards,--well, I
guess I'm an independent sort of cuss and I was afraid you'd want to
finance me when you knew I was to be kicked out."
"I did want to, Jake," she said quickly.
He nodded. "I know. I was mighty ungracious over it. I've been sorry
since."
"Jake!" She stooped a little, a quick dawning of hope in her pale face;
but he kept his head bent.
"No," he said. "The answer is still No. I don't want to hurt your
feelings any, but I can't live on any one's charity. If there's
anything under the sun that I can do to serve you, I'll do it. But I
can't do the pet-dog business. For one thing I'm not ornamental enough.
And for another, it ain't my nature."
He paused a moment, but Maud made no attempt to speak. Only the hope
had all died out of her face, and she looked unutterably tired.
Jake went on. "Just when your uncle died, you were feeling extra
lonely, and--" his voice sank a little--"you turned to me for comfort.
But I didn't flatter myself that I had become permanently necessary to
you. I knew you never intended me to think that. I saw it directly we
met again. You fancied yourself under an obligation to me. You were
willing--because of that--to give me anything I wanted. But it's come
to this. What I really want is not in your power to give, and I can't
accept less. For that reason, I've got to live in my own house, not in
yours. I don't want you to feel bound to live with me, I know my
setting never was good enough for you either. You can come to me just
sometimes, and I shall be honoured to receive you. But I'd like you to
know that you are absolutely free to come or go. I'm not insisting on
my rights, just because I've learnt that it doesn't make for happiness
on either side."
Again he paused, but still she did not speak.
Quietly he resumed. "That brings me to what I set out to tell you about
the Stud. There is a chance--I think it's a good one--that it may be
kept together after all. There is also a chance--a less promising
one--that I may be retained as trainer. If I am offered the post, I
shall accept it. If I am not offered the post, well, I shall have to
start again at the beginning. I shall have to rough it. So if that
happens, you will have to go your way and I mine."
He ceased to speak, and his hand relinquished hers.
Maud stood up. She was no longer trembling, but she was very pale.
"I hope you will get the post," she said, after a moment. "You--I think
you would feel it if you had to part with the horses. They mean--so
much to you."
"I belong to 'em," Jake said simply.
She smiled a little with lips that quivered. "Then I hope you will have
them always," she said. "Good night--and thank you for being
so--explicit." She looked at his bent head, stretched a hand above it
almost as if she would touch it, then drew it swiftly back and turned to
go.
A few seconds later she was ascending the stairs, still piteously
smiling, with the tears running down her face.
CHAPTER XXIX
THE DUTIFUL WIFE
"Well, my dearie, this is the biggest treat I've had for I don't know
how long. Sit you down and tell me all your news! Is it true, what my
Tom tells me, as you've come into a pot of money? Well, there now, I am
pleased! Put your feet on the fender, my dear! There's a cruel wind
blowing to-day. We'll have some hot buttered toast for tea."
"I hope you're not busy, Mrs. Wright." Maud clasped the round, dumpy
form very closely for a minute.
"Lor' no, my dear; not a bit. It's early closing to-day. Fancy your
thinking of that now! And fancy your coming to see me of all people!
Why, I feel just as if a princess had stepped out of a fairy-tale."
"I don't feel a bit like a princess," Maud said.
She sat down before the cheery little fire in Mrs. Wright's back parlour
and stretched out her hands to the blaze.
The old woman hovered over her tenderly. "You look like one, my dear,"
she said. "I think it's just wonderful that you should condescend to be
friendly with the likes of me."
"Oh, Mrs. Wright, don't--please--put it like that!" Maud leaned quickly
back, turning up a face of flushed protest. "I don't like that aspect
of myself at all," she said. "I don't think I am that sort of person
indeed."
"I always think of you as Jake's princess, dear," Mrs. Wright
maintained. "I don't see why it should distress you. I like to think
of you so."
Maud laughed a little. "I wish you wouldn't. And I wish Jake wouldn't
either. Perhaps once I was foolish and proud, but really I have got
over that now. I am very humble, nowadays."
"Are you happy, dearie? That's the great thing," said Mrs. Wright.
Maud stooped again over the fire. "I'm--trying to be," she said. "I
don't succeed perhaps all the time. But--" She stopped. "Don't let us
talk about my affairs till I have heard all yours!" she said. "How is
Tom? When is he going to be married?"
It was the signal for Mrs. Wright to plunge into personal gossip, and
she did so with zest. But she kept a motherly eye upon her visitor
notwithstanding, missing no detail of her appearance and general
demeanour. There was plenty to be said, Mrs. Wright was always voluble,
but she was not a selfish talker. She did not monopolize the
conversation, and she never lost sight of her listener.
Maud's sympathy was quite unfeigned. She liked to hear about Mrs.
Wright's various interests, and there was a genial warmth in the
atmosphere that did her good.
"Let me come into the kitchen with you and help you make the toast!" she
begged at length.
And after a brief demur, Mrs. Wright consented. Tom was out and there
would be no one to disturb them. She would not have dreamed of
permitting Tom to sit down in the kitchen with Jake's princess.
So to the kitchen they went, and finding it cosier than the parlour,
decided to remain there to partake of the meal they had prepared, Mrs.
Wright, albeit sorely against her will occupying the wooden armchair of
state, while Maud sat close to her knees on the fender.
"You're looking very thin, dear," Mrs. Wright checked her chatter to
observe, as she put down her final cup of tea.
"It's my nature to be thin," Maud said.
Mrs. Wright permitted herself a more critical survey. "I wonder what
Jake thinks," she said. "I shouldn't feel happy about you if I were
Jake."
Maud smiled faintly into the fire and said nothing.
Mrs. Wright's plump hand stole down to her shoulder. "I hope as he's
being good to you, dearie," she murmured.
Maud leaned back against her knee. "He is trying to be," she said.
"You know that the Stud has been sold?"
"It really has?" said Mrs. Wright.
"Yes, it really has. The animals were to have been sent to
Tattersall's, but a man we know--an American--came at the very beginning
of the year and made an offer on behalf of a friend of his that Lord
Saltash's agent thought too good to refuse. He has gone back to America
now, and no doubt his principal will make his appearance soon. The idea
is to build new Stables nearer to Graydown. Jake is negotiating about
some land there. It's such a pretty part, and there will have to be a
house for him too. We shall probably be allowed to stay on at the
Burchester Stables till it is all ready. Jake is hoping that it may all
be done in a year, I think," she smiled again with a hint of
wistfulness. "I think Jake is going to enjoy himself."
"And you, dearie?" whispered Mrs. Wright, tenderly persistent.
Maud reached up a hand to clasp hers. "I have been lost in the desert
for a long, long time, dear Mrs. Wright," she said. "But I am just
beginning to find myself."
Mrs. Wright stooped impulsively and carried the soft hand to her lips.
"May it please the dear Lord to guide you, dear!" she said.
"He is guiding me," Maud said with simplicity. "But I've some way to
travel yet before I reach my goal. And--it's very sandy travelling
sometimes, Mother Wright." She lifted her face with its sweet quivering
smile. "And there are stones too, sometimes," she said. "But--I'd like
you to know that I've passed the worst. I've left off yearning
for--for--the mirage. It doesn't draw me any more--at all. I've left
it all behind me,--like an evil dream and I can never, never, never be
deceived by it again."
"My darling!" murmured Mrs. Wright very tenderly. "My darling!"
Maud suddenly clung to her closely. "I'm beginning to find out," she
whispered tremulously, "that the thing I took for a rank weed growing
beside my path is the one flower I have always wanted in my garden.
I've tried for ever so long to uproot it, but now--but now--I'm trying
to make it grow. I want it--but this is a secret!--more than anything
else on earth."
Mrs. Wright's own eyes were full of tears. "I am sure you will have it,
darling," she said. "I am sure--quite sure--your want will be
satisfied."
She kissed the quivering face on her bosom and fondled the soft dark
hair. They remained so for a space not speaking; then very gently Maud
withdrew herself.
"Did I tell you that Bunny is allowed to play hockey this term? It is
horribly dangerous--I went up to watch it last Saturday--but he enjoys
it tremendously; and they say it will do him good. He is growing fast,
getting quite a man."
"I am very pleased to hear it," Mrs. Wright said warmly. "Dearie me,
just to think of the poor little weakly thing he was a year ago! Do you
remember that day I first looked in on you, and how you gave me them
violets? I've never forgotten it."
Maud flushed a little. "You were so good to me, and I had been so
ungracious. I wonder you ever forgave me."
"What rubbish, dear! What rubbish!" softly interpolated Mrs. Wright.
"I loved you from the first moment I set eyes on you that night at Giles
Sheppard's. And that reminds me. How is your mother doing now?"
"She is living in London," Maud said. "I believe Giles Sheppard went to
Canada. She doesn't seem to trouble about him, but has settled down
quite happily in a boarding-house in Bayswater. I invested some of
Uncle Edward's money in an annuity for her. It seemed the best plan."
"I am so glad you have got that money, dear," said Mrs. Wright simply.
"Thank you," Maud said. "But--you know--I could have been quite happy
without it. At least I think I could. We should have had to emigrate.
And I--" she smiled momentarily, "I suppose I should have been a
cow-puncher's wife in earnest."
"You wouldn't have liked that," said Mrs. Wright with conviction.
"Shouldn't I? I wonder. I am beginning to think that external
circumstances haven't much to do with happiness." Maud spoke
thoughtfully. "Still--now I am used to the idea--I am glad to have the
money. Uncle Edward left all his affairs in such perfect order that
they will probably be wound up very soon now. Mr. Craven, the
solicitor, said it was one of the simplest matters he had ever had to
deal with, which is all the better for me. He is in a position to raise
almost any amount for me even now." Maud was smiling again, that faint,
half-wistful smile that had become hers. "It will be useful when it
comes to furnishing the new house, won't it?" she said.
"My dear, you will just love that," said Mrs. Wright. "And what does
Jake say to it all? Isn't he pleased to know as you and little Sir
Bernard are provided for as befits your rank and station?"
Maud's smile became a laugh. "Dear Mother Wright, you are
incorrigible!" she declared. "No, Jake is not over and above pleased.
I think he has a lurking fear that I want to take him away from his
horses and make him lead a life of elegant idleness. He doesn't guess
how thankful I was to know that he would not have to give them up after
all. For he loves his animals as he loves nothing else on earth."
"Oh, tut, tut, dearie!" remonstrated Mrs. Wright. "And it really is
settled for him to keep on in his present position?"
"Practically settled. He says he must wait and see his boss before he
regards it as a sure thing. Meantime, he is carrying out Mr. Rafford's
instructions as far as possible. He has gone over to Graydown to-day
about the building-site for the new stables. I hope he will secure it.
It is on a southern slope. It would be splendid for the animals."
"Why, you are getting quite enthusiastic!" said Mrs. Wright, with a
chuckle.
"I believe I am," Maud admitted. "I never thought so much of them till
it seemed that we were going to lose them. I think it would almost have
broken Jake's heart."
"He don't keep his heart in the stables," said Mrs. Wright wisely, "nor
yet in the training-field. What, my dear, you're not thinking of going
yet? Why, it's quite early!"
"Yes, I ought to be going," Maud said. "I like to be in first, to give
him his tea and so on. He is much too polite to say so, but I fancy he
likes it."
"Of course he likes it, dear. And I think he's a very, very lucky man."
Mrs. Wright spoke with great emphasis.
Maud was on her feet. She looked down at her half-laughing. "Oh, do
you? I wonder why."
"To have such a dutiful wife, dear," said Mrs. Wright. "I hope you're
not going to spoil him, now. It would be a pity to do that."
Maud uttered a funny little sigh. "Oh no, I shan't spoil him. He is
most careful not to take anything for granted. In fact, I sometimes
wonder--" She paused.
"What, darling?" Mrs. Wright looked up at her with loving admiration.
Maud's face was flushed. "Oh, nothing very much. I was only going to
say that I sometimes wonder if he has any real use for the dutiful wife
after all. I try to please him, but all he seems really to want me to
do is to please myself."
Mrs. Wright rose up in her own resilient fashion. "Oh, there now! How
like a man!" she said. "They're as cussed as mules, my dear. But never
you mind! You'll catch him off his guard one of these days if you keep
on. And then'll be your time. You step in and take possession before
he can turn round and stop you. It's only a question of patience, dear.
It'll come. It'll come."
Maud smiled again as she bent to kiss her. "You're such a good friend
to me," she said. "I'll be sure to take your advice--if I can."
"God bless you, my darling!" said Mrs. Wright, with great fervour.
CHAPTER XXX
THE LANE OF FIRE
An icy wind was blowing as Maud climbed the steep road by the church.
It whirled down on her with a fierceness that made quick progress out of
the question. Nevertheless, she fought valiantly against it, fearing
that Jake would have returned before her.
It was not dark. The tearing wind had chased all clouds from the sky,
and the daylight still lingered. Ahead of her the North Star hung like
a beacon, marvellously bright. There was a smell of smoke in the air
that seemed to accentuate the bitter coldness.
The church clock struck six as she passed it, and she sought to quicken
her steps, she did not want Jake to come in search of her. For some
reason she did not greatly want to tell him how she had been spending
the afternoon.
Round the bend of the road the wind caught her mercilessly. She had to
battle against it with all her might to make any progress at all. It
was while she was struggling round this bend that there suddenly came to
her the sound of galloping hoofs and a man's voice wildly shouting. She
drew to one side, and stood against the hedge; and in a moment a
horseman dashed into view and thundered past her. He was lying forward
on the animal's neck, urging him like a jockey.
He was gone like a whirlwind into the dusk, and Maud was left with a
throbbing heart that seemed to have been touched by a hand that was
icy-cold. She was nearly sure that the animal had come from the Stables
and that the man was Sam Vickers. He was not a furious rider as a rule.
What had induced him to ride like that to-night? Something was
wrong--something was wrong! The certainty of it stabbed her like a
knife. What could it be? What? What? Had Jake met with an accident?
Was Sam tearing thus madly down to Fairharbour to find the doctor?
The strength of a great fear entered into her. She began to run up the
hill in the teeth of the wind. She had only half a mile to go. She
would soon know the worst.
But she had not gone twenty yards before her progress was checked. She
became aware of a drifting mist all about her, a mist that made her gasp
and choke. She ran on in the face of it, but it was with failing
progress, for the further she went the more it enveloped her like the
smoke of a vast bonfire.
The coldness at her heart became a tangible and ever-growing fear. She
tried to tell herself that the suffocating vapour blowing down on her
came from a group of ricks that stood not far from the entrance to the
Stables. Some mischievous person had fired them, and Sam had discovered
it and gone to raise the alarm. But deep within her there clamoured an
insistent something that refused to be reassured. Struggling on through
the blinding, ever-thickening smoke, the conviction forced itself upon
her that no hayricks were responsible for that headlong gallop of Sam's.
He had gone as a man going for his life. His progress had been winged
by tragedy.
Gasping, stumbling, with terror in her soul, she fought her way on, till
a further bend in the road revealed to her the driving smoke all lurid
with the glare of flames behind. By that curve she escaped from the
direct drift of it and found herself able to breathe more freely. The
shoulder of the hill protected her at this point in some degree from the
wind also. She covered the ground more quickly and with less effort.
It was here that there first came to her that awful sound as of a
rending, devouring monster--the fierce crackling and roaring of fire.
The horror of it set all her pulses leaping, but its effect upon her
senses was curiously stimulating. Where another might have been
paralysed by fear, she was driven forward as though goaded irresistibly.
It came to her--whence she knew not--that something immense lay before
her. A task of such magnitude as she had never before contemplated had
been laid upon her; and strength--such strength as had never before been
hers--had been given to her for its accomplishment.
She did not know exactly when her fear became certainty, but when that
happened all personal fear passed utterly away from her. She forgot
herself completely. All her being leapt to the fulfilment of the
unknown task.
The last curve in the uphill road brought her within view of the red
flames rushing skyward and curling over like fiery waves before the
wind. Through the roar of the furnace there came to her the shouting of
men's voices and the wild stampeding of horses. And twice ere she
reached the gates she heard the terrible cry of a horse. Then as though
she moved on wings, she was there in the stable-yard in the thick of the
confusion, with the fire roaring ahead of her and the red glare all
around.
The whole stone-paved space seemed crowded with men and horses, and for
the first few seconds the noise and movement bewildered her. Then she
grasped the fact that only one side of the double row of stables was
alight and that in consequence of the driving north wind the other side
was in comparative safety.
They were leading the terrified animals out through a passage that led
to further buildings on this safe side. But the task was no light one,
for they were all maddened by fear and almost beyond control.
As she drew nearer however Maud saw that the men themselves were
grappling with the situation with energy and resolution, and there was
no panic among them. One--a mere lad--gripping a plunging horse by the
forelock, recognized her and shouted a warning through the din.
She came to him, unheeding the trampling hoofs. "Is Mr. Bolton back?"
she cried.
He shook his head, striving to back the animal away from her. He had a
halter flung over his shoulder which he had not stopped to adjust.
Maud took it from him, and between them, with difficulty, they slipped
it over the terrified creature's head. Then, obtaining a firmer hold,
the boy shouted further information.
"No, the boss ain't back yet. He'll be in any minute now. Sam's gone
for the fire-engine. He thinks the house will be safe if the wind don't
veer. But the other side'll be burnt out before he gets back at this
rate. We've got most all the animals out now though."
"Not all?" Maud cried the words with a momentary wild misgiving.
The boy yelled back again, still wrestling with the struggling horse.
"All but The Hundredth Chance. He's gone by this time. We couldn't
save 'im. It's like an open furnace along there."
Then she knew what it was that lay before her, the task for which this
great new strength had been bestowed. She left the boy and ran up the
yard in the rear of that raging fire. She did not feel the stones under
her feet. The seething crowd of men and horses became no more than
shadows on the wall. Twice as she went she narrowly escaped death from
the plunging hoofs, and knew it not....
The heat was terrific, but the smoke was all blown away from her. She
felt no suffocation. But when she reached the stone passage that led to
the group of loose-boxes where once she had stood horror-stricken and
listened to Jake reprimanding Dick Stevens in the language of the
stables, she realized the truth of what the boy had said. It was like
an open furnace.
Yet there seemed a chance--the faintest chance--that that one loose-box
at the southern corner, the best loose-box in the whole of the
Stables--might yet be untouched by the devouring flames. The block of
buildings was alight and burning fiercely, but it was not yet alight
from end to end. It looked like a lane of fire at the end of that stone
passage, but she could see the line of loose-boxes beyond, fitfully
through wreaths of smoke. All the doors stood open as far as she could
see. They had evidently taken the animals in order, and it had been the
fate of The Hundredth Chance to be left till last.
And how to reach him! It had baffled his rescuers. For the moment it
baffled her also. She stood at the entrance to the stone passage
looking through, feeling the stones under her feet hot like a grid,
seeing the red flames leaping from roof to roof.
Then the driving wind came swirling behind her, and she felt as if a
hand had pushed her. She plunged into the passage and ran before it.
She emerged in that lane of fire. It roared all around her. She felt
the heat envelop her with a fiery, blistering intensity, but ever that
unseen hand seemed to urge her. She hesitated no more, though she rushed
into a seething cauldron of flame.
And ever the thought of Jake was with her, Jake who loved his animals as
he loved nothing else on earth.
She reached that line of boxes, how she knew not. The roof was burning
now from end to end, but as she tore past the open doors there came to
her an awful cry, and she knew that the colt still lived.
The smoke came down on her here, blinding her, but though it stopped her
breath it could not stop her progress. It seemed as though no power on
earth could do that now until she had reached her goal. Crouching, with
lungs that felt like bursting, she forced a way over those last
desperate yards.
Every door was open save that one, and against that one there came a
maddened wild tattoo. The Hundredth Chance was fighting for life.
She reached the door through swirling smoke. The flames were shooting
over her head. She caught at the bolt. It was burning hot as the door
of an oven; but she knew no pain. She dragged it back.
Again there came that fearful shriek and the battering of heels against
the wood. The animal was plunging about his prison like a mad thing.
She mustered all her strength and pushed upper and lower doors inwards
at the same moment.
Instantly there came the rush of hoofs. She was flung violently
backwards, falling headlong on the stones. The Hundredth Chance
galloped free; and she was left shattered, inert, with the fire raging
all around her.
But the deed was done, the great task accomplished. And nothing mattered
any more. Jake loved his animals as he loved nothing else on earth....
CHAPTER XXXI
THE NEW BOSS
What was that red light burning? Symbol of undying Love! Symbol of the
Immortal! The Lamp that burns for ever before the High Altar of Heaven!
Over the wide, sandy desert it shone, the only light in leagues and
leagues of darkness. A great many wayfarers were drawing towards it,
but they were very far away from it and from each other. Billows and
billows of sandy waste stretched between. But they could all see the
lamp. It shone like a red, still beacon, giving light to the outcast,
guiding the feet of the wanderers.
Ah, the long sandy ridges--how weary for the feet! Who could have faced
the journey if God had not lifted up that lamp in the desert? Who could
ever have hoped to reach the goal? Even as it was, the journey was
long--so long, and the light so far away!
Who was that speaking? Was it the Voice that had not sounded in tempest
or fire, but only at the very last, when all other things were past?
"Love is only gained by Love,--by the complete renunciation of self.
Love is a joyful sacrifice,--to give and give without measure, not
counting the cost, rejoicing only in the power to give, till it all
comes back a thousand-fold--Love the Invincible. Love the Divine, Love
the Perfect Gift."
Surely it was Love Itself that spoke those words--Love that had raised
that eternal beacon--Love that drew the pilgrims out of the long, dark
night! And the sandy desert faded and became a garden where white
lilies bloomed--lilies that faded not, such lilies as decked the High
Altar of Heaven.
There were no wayfarers here. There was no journeying for tired feet.
Only a peace ineffable, beyond the power of words to describe. The
lilies grew tall and white, unspeakably pure, fairer than any earthly
flowers, dazzling in splendour, decked in holiness. Very peaceful was
that quiet garden, with no song of birds to break the stillness, no
whisper of fountains, no faintest echo of voices. Perfect rest was
there, a calm as the calm of still waters, a hush that was Divine. Like
a veil the solitude lay spread, stretching into the great spaces of
eternity. And the lilies stood waiting, waiting, to be laid upon the
Altar of God.
How long had they stood waiting thus? Were they yet not pure enough?
How long had they still to wait? Would the gates of that garden never
open and the angel that served the Altar come to gather the flowers?
Ah! Surely they were opening now! There came a waft of air, the scent
and sound of the earth. But no one entered, and the lilies never
stirred. Only the gates remained open, and the peace that wrapt the
garden quivered like a filmy veil.
Very far away from that quiet place someone was calling, calling. At
first it was suggestion rather than sound, a vague murmur from the old,
sad world so many millions of miles away. But gradually it grew till it
seemed the echo of a cry, and at last the cry itself became
articulate,--a cry of anguish rising from the void.
"Come back! Come back! O God, send her back to me! Send her back!"
The lilies were moving now. They seemed to be listening, whispering
together. The wind that blew through the open gates rustled among their
ranks. Someone was lost then. Someone was wanted. Someone was sought
through the great spaces of eternity. Was it a sod that had drifted
free too soon? Would the searcher ever find that drifting soul? Did
the one great Bond that nought could ever sever hang between them,
linking each to each? It was only by the drawing closer of this Bond
that they would ever find each other.
And the way back was long and dark and stormy. Other worlds were there,
other worlds and other voices. And once there came a great sound of
singing as of men and angels praising God before the High Altar of
Heaven.
Then the darkness of earth rushed upwards like the smoke from a mighty
furnace, and all was blotted out....
Someone was holding her. Someone was whispering her name. She opened
her eyes upon the old world of cloud and sunshine, and knew that the
Bond had brought her back. Through all the great spaces of Eternity he
bad drawn her to his side. She looked into his face, and it was the
face of a man who had suffered agony.
"Thank God!" he said. "O thank God!"
Then she remembered in what cause she had spent herself. "What of--The
Hundredth Chance?" she said.
He caught his breath. His lips were quivering. "He's safe enough.
But--my girl--what made you do it?"
She looked at him wonderingly. "But it was all I could do," she said.
He bent his head over something that he was holding, and it came to her
with a little start of surprise that it was her own hand swathed in
bandages.
"Oh, Jake," she said, "am I ill? Have I been hurt?"
He did not look at her. "Thank God, not seriously," he said, speaking
with an odd jerkiness. "The colt knocked you down. You were stunned.
You scorched your hands over that infernal bolt. But the wind blew the
fire away from you. You weren't actually burnt."
"Is the fire out?" she asked anxiously. "Tell me what happened!"
Jake's head was still bent. She thought that he suppressed a shudder.
"Yes, they soon got it under. There wasn't much left to burn that side.
It was a good thing the wind held, or the whole show might have been
gutted. It's all safe now."
Maud's eyes wandered round the panelled parlour and came back to his
bent head. "I feel so strange," she said, "as if I had been a long,
long journey, and as if it had all happened ages and ages ago. Is it so
very long ago, Jake?"
"About four hours," said Jake. "Dr. Burrowes has been in. He chanced
to be passing in his dog-cart. He was on his way to a case, and
couldn't stay except to give you first aid. He is coming back
presently."
"And you have been here with me ever since?" she said, with a touch of
shyness. "Didn't you want to be looking after the animals?"
He shook his head, gazing steadily downwards.
"Have you been--anxious about me, Jake?" she whispered.
"Yes." Just the one word spoken with an almost savage emphasis.
"But Dr. Burrowes must have known if--if I were in any danger," she
said.
He answered her with what she felt to be a great effort. "Burrowes was
anxious too. He was afraid of the shock for you. He thought there
was--danger."
She moved her hand a little, and in a moment, as though he feared to
hurt her, he laid it gently down.
"I am so sorry you have been worried about me," she said.
"It doesn't matter now," said Jake. He reached out for a glass that
stood on the table. "Burrowes left this for you. Can you manage to
drink it?"
He held it to her lips with a hand that was not so steady as usual. She
drank and felt revived.
Her brain was becoming more active. There was something in Jake's
attitude that required explanation. "I am better now," she said. "Tell
me a little more! How did I get here? Who found me?"
"I found you. The Hundredth Chance came tearing out. We had some
trouble to catch him. And then one of the boys suddenly said--" Jake
stopped and swallowed hard--"said--said you had been in the yard, and
must have set him free. I--got to you--just in time."
"You saved me?" she said swiftly.
He nodded.
She raised herself, leaning towards him. "Jake! Were you hurt?"
"No." He kept his eyes stubbornly lowered.
"No one has been hurt?" she persisted.
"No one but you." His tone was almost surly.
But something urged her on. "Jake," she said wistfully, "aren't you
glad your animals are all safe?"
"They belong to the new boss," he said doggedly. "They don't belong to
me."
Her face changed a little. "I think they belong to you first, Jake,"
she said. "You love them so."
He made a sharp gesture. "It's quite likely the new boss will tell me
to shunt."
"Oh, he won't do that, Jake!" she protested quickly. "I'm sure he won't
do that. You--you are one of the best trainers in England."
His mouth twitched a little; she thought he wryly smiled. "One of the
best blackguards too, my girl," he said grimly.
She opened her eyes in surprise. "Jake, what do you mean? Are people
saying hateful things against you?"
He gripped his hands between his knees. "It ain't that I meant. People
can say what they damn please. No, it's just my own estimate of myself.
I'm going to chuck the animals. They've come near costing me too dear.
I'm going to give in to you now. You can do what you like with me.
I'll serve you to the best of my ability, fetch and carry and generally
wait around on you till you're tired of me. Then I'll go."
"Jake! Jake!" She was half-laughing, but there was remonstrance in her
voice. "But I never wanted you to give up the animals. Why, I don't
believe you could live without them, could you?"
He gave himself an odd, half-angry shake. "I've done with 'em!" he
declared almost fiercely. "I can't serve two masters. If the new boss
don't chuck me, I shall chuck him."
"But the horses, Jake!" she urged. "And The Hundredth Chance! You
can't be in earnest. You--you have always loved them better than
anything else in the world!"
He winced sharply. "You're wrong! And I am in earnest. If--if you had
lost your life over the colt, I'd have shot him first and myself after.
What sort of brute do you take me for? Do you think I'm without any
heart at all? All animal and no heart?"
The question was passionate, but yet he did not look at her as he
uttered it. He was gazing downwards at his clenched hands.
He was formidable at that moment, but she did not shrink from him.
Rather she drew nearer. "Of course I don't think so," she said.
"But--but--am I first with you, Jake? Am I really first?"
He made a choked sound in his throat as if many emotions struggled for
utterance. Then, almost under his breath, "An easy first!" he muttered.
"An easy first!"
Her bandaged hand slipped on to his arm. Her eyes were shining. "Oh,
Jake, thank you for telling me that," she said. "You--I know you didn't
want to tell me. And--now--I've got to tell you something--that I don't
want to tell you either--that I don't know how to tell you. Oh, Jake,
do help me! Don't--don't be angry!"
He turned towards her, but he did not lift his eyes. He seemed almost
afraid to look her in the face. "My girl, you've no call to be afraid
of me," he said.
But there was constraint in his tone, constraint in his attitude, and
her heart sank.
"I'm so--horribly afraid--of hurting you," she said.
A faint, faint gleam of humour crossed his face. "Oh, I guess I'm
down," he said. "You needn't be afraid of that either."
She tried to clasp his arm. "Jake, if--if I really come first with you,
perhaps--perhaps--you'll be able to forgive me. It's because you came
first with me too--a very, very long way first--" her voice shook--"that
I was able to do it. It's because I wanted you to have what you wanted
without--without feeling under an obligation to me or anyone. It's
because--because your happiness is more to me--a thousand times
more--than anything else in the world!" Her breast began to heave;
Jake's eyes were suddenly upon her, but it was she who could not, dared
not meet their look. "Ah, I haven't told you yet!" she said brokenly.
"How shall I tell you? It's--it's the animals, Jake. It's the Stud!"
"What about the Stud?" he said. His voice was sunk very low, it sounded
stern.
With a great effort she mastered her agitation and answered him. "It's
yours, Jake, all yours. The new boss is--is just an invention of Mr.
Rafford's. You--you are--the new boss."
"What?" he said.
He got up suddenly, with a movement that verged upon violence, and stood
over her, she felt, almost threateningly.
Through quivering distress she answered him again.
"I've played a double game. I met Mr. Rafford first at Liverpool and
then I chanced to meet him again here after--after you had refused to
have my money. And he was kind and sympathetic and offered to help me.
I wanted you so to have the horses. And I couldn't bear to think that
you should lose them through me. Oh, Jake, don't look so--so terrible!"
She sank back panting on her cushions. That one brief glimpse of his
face had appalled her. He had the look of a man hard pressed and
nearing the end of his strength. She saw that his hands were clenched.
He spoke after several tense seconds. "Why have you done this thing?"
She made a piteous gesture. "Oh, Jake, only--only because I loved you."
"Only!" he said, and with the word she saw his hand unclench.
For a moment a wild uncertainty possessed her, and then it was gone.
Jake dropped down on his knees beside her and took her into his arms.
"Maud--" he said, and again "Maud!"
But no further words would come. His voice broke. He hid his face
against her breast with a great sob.
Her arms were round his neck in an instant, her cheek was pressed
against his hair. All doubts were gone forever. "My darling!" she
whispered. "My darling!"
And through the great storm of emotion that shook Jake, she said the
soft words over and over, holding his head against her heart, kissing
the cropped hair above his temple, drawing him nearer, ever nearer, to
the inner sanctuary of her soul, till at length by the shattering of her
own reserve she broke down the last of his also. He lifted his face to
her with no attempt to hide his tears, and in the long, long kiss that
passed between them they found each other at last where the sand of the
desert turns to gold.
CHAPTER XXXII
OLD SCORES
Someone was whistling on the garden-path below the parlour-window.
Someone had sauntered up by way of the orchard through an April night of
radiant moonlight, and was softly whistling an old, old love-song with a
waltz-refrain.
There was a light burning in the parlour, and at the table a woman sat
with bent head working. She did not look up as the sweet, rhythmic
sound reached her. She worked steadily on.
The waltz-refrain came to an end. There fell a step outside the window.
A wicked, mischievous face peered in.
"What! All alone, queen of the roses? Will you grant me admittance?"
She looked across at him then, but she did not rise. "Come in,
certainly, if you wish!" she said.
He came in with the air of one conferring a royal favour. He moved round
the table to her side, bent, and lightly kissed her hand.
She suffered him with an enigmatic smile, scarcely pausing in her work.
"And where is the worthy cow-puncher?" he said.
She raised her brows ever so slightly. "Are you speaking of Jake--my
husband?"
He smiled briefly, derisively. "Even so. Of Jake--your husband."
She smiled also, but her smile was wholly sweet. "He will be in soon.
He has gone round to see that all is well. Sit down, won't you, and wait
till he comes?"
"Oh ho!" said Saltash. He sat down facing her, closely watching her
every movement with his queer, restless eyes. "Do you think he will be
pleased to see me?" he asked.
She glanced at him. "As pleased as I am," she said.
"Are you pleased?" He flung the question as though he scarcely expected
an answer.
But she answered it with serenity. "Yes, I am quite pleased to see you,
Charlie. I have been half-expecting you all day."
"Really!" he said.
She bent her head. "Ever since I heard of your return to the Castle.
It was kind of you to come round so soon. And we want to thank you--Jake
and I--for letting us use the stables till the new ones at Graydown are
leady."
"Really!" Saltash said again. He added, "As half are already demolished
and the other half will be pulled down as soon as the Stud goes, it was
not much of a favour to grant. Do I understand that Jake is to continue
in command under the new regime?"
She smiled again as she answered, "In absolute command."
He frowned momentarily. "A fortunate thing for Jake!"
"He thinks so too," she said.
He began to finger his cigarette case. "Do you mind if I smoke?"
"Not in the least." She raised her eyes suddenly and fully to his.
"Please remember that you are in the house of friends!" she said, with a
slight emphasis on the last word.
"You amaze me!" said Saltash.
She laid aside her work with heightened colour. "Charlie, I have some
rather serious things to say to you."
"My dear girl," he protested, "must you?"
"Yes, I must, and you must listen." She spoke with resolution. "I will
be as brief as I possibly can, but I must speak. Smoke--please
smoke--if you want to!"
He laughed a little, leaning towards her. "On second thoughts, I don't.
This promises to be interesting, after all. Do you know when I came in
just now you looked so prim that I was nearly frightened quite away?"
She was looking him straight in the face. "Charlie, why did you come?"
He shrugged his shoulders. "Ask the needle why it follows the magnet!"
he said.
His eyes caressed her, but she steadily faced them. "I ought to hate
you," she said. "But I don't. I think of you always--in spite of
myself--as a friend. I suppose that is a woman's way--to be tricked and
to forgive. Anyhow, I forgave you a long while ago. I believe I have
even begun to forget. Charlie, I know that you are capable of a sincere
friendship. I can't help knowing it."
"You deceive yourself," he said lightly. His eyes still dwelt upon her,
but it was with a half-tender mockery, as one who smiles at the
make-believe of a child.
Her lips quivered a little. "No," she said. "It is the truth. You are
pleased to wear a mask--but I know--the real man. I know that you are
often crooked in your dealings, often cruelly malicious and vindictive;
but at the back of it all there is a man capable of big things, of
chivalry, generosity, and honest kindness of heart. Charlie, I appeal
to that man!"
"What do you want of him?" said Saltash. And still he looked at her,
but again his look had changed. The mockery had given place to a
species of dispassionate curiosity. His ugly face had the odd
melancholy as of something longed for but hopelessly lost which may be
seen on the face of a monkey.
Because of that look she suddenly stretched out her hands to him
impulsively, generously.
"I want fair play," she said. "Perhaps I don't deserve it. I haven't
always treated you fairly. But I want you to put the past away from
you--as I have done. I want to trust you again."
There were tears in her eyes as she spoke. He held her hands hard
pressed in his.
"A dangerous experiment, Maud of the roses," he said. "But if you will
you must. What more do you want?"
She answered him quickly, pleadingly. "Charlie, you have a grudge
against--my husband! I want it put right away--right away. I don't
think you have the power to hurt him, but even if you had, I want to
know that you wouldn't use it. He has always served you faithfully. I
want fair play for him."
Saltash's dark face showed a faint, twisted smile. "You certainly
credit me with considerable generosity," he said.
"He deserves fair play from you," she insisted. "You have tried to
undermine his reputation, and you have failed. But you might have
succeeded, although you know, as well as I do--that he is a white man."
"Do I?" said Saltash.
"You do! You do!" she said with conviction. "You have no right to
cherish a grudge against him. He has done nothing to deserve it."
"And how do you know that?" said Saltash.
"I know him," she said with simplicity.
"I see." His smile became a little more marked. "Did he ever tell you
the funny story of my double?" he asked.
She gave a great start, and in a moment her face was burning.
"I see," he said again. "You needn't answer. And you tell me that I
have no right to cherish a grudge against him."
She spoke with difficulty. "He did not accuse you of anything."
Saltash laughed. "Left you to draw your own conclusions, eh? Score
number one! And after that, when he knew that I was coming home, when
he knew that you were mine for the asking, didn't he race you into
marriage with him before you had time to find your breath?"
Her face burned more hotly. "Wouldn't you have done the same?" she
said.
He looked sardonic. "You must remember that I am not--a white man, my
queen of the roses. My standards won't compare with his. Score number
two then! And hasn't he baulked me at every turn ever since? When have
I ever got back any of my own--except once when I made you see him as he
wasn't--a drunkard, and except when one night of moonshine I held you in
my arms and you gave your lips to mine?" His voice suddenly thrilled.
She caught her breath sharply. "I was mad!" she said. "I was mad!"
She would have withdrawn her hands from his, but he frustrated her. A
gleam of mischief flashed in his eyes. "No, Maud of the roses, it was
just--a dream. Have you never said to yourself, That was the happiest
dream of my life?"
She shook her head. "That part of my life is over--quite over. I have
come into reality, and--Charlie--it is better than any dream. That is
why I want all that is evil to be taken away. If Jake has ever wronged
you, then I have wronged you. And I appeal to your kindness of heart,
your generosity, for forgiveness."
The mischief died out of the eyes that watched her. Saltash bent a
little over the hands he held. "But why should you take that
trouble--if I have ceased to count?" he said.
"You do count," she answered quickly and earnestly.
"Surely not if--as you say--it is out of my power to hurt him." There
was a hint of banter in the words, but they held no venom.
"It isn't that," she said. "I want to know that the hatchet is buried,
that there will be no more ill feeling. Jake is his own master, and I
know he will make his mark. But I want him to have a fair chance, free
from all handicap."
"What do you mean by that?" Saltash suddenly broke in. "I presume he is
still a paid servant though it may no longer be my privilege to employ
him."
She lifted her head a little. "No. Jake is his own master. The Stud
was bought with my money. It belongs to him."
Saltash's brows went up. "Your money? You never had any!"
"Never before last winter," she said. "I inherited a very large fortune
from my uncle in the North. It came to me--just in time."
Saltash's brows were working up and down like a monkey's. "And
you--bought the Stud? Then all this American business was bunkum! Did
my agent know of this?"
She shook her head. "No; no one knows yet except Jake, Bunny, and me."
He let her hands go abruptly, and began to pace the room.
She stood motionless, watching him. "Even Jake did not know till it had
all gone through," she said, after a moment. "I told him--on the night
of the fire."
"What did he say?" Saltash tossed the words over his shoulder. His
dark face was drawn, almost distorted.
Maud hesitated. Then: "He asked me why I had done it," she said, in a
low voice.
He paused in his walk. "And you struck a bargain with him? He was to
let you go your own way for all time, please yourself, live your own
life! Wasn't that it?"
Her eyes fell involuntarily before the sudden fire in his. "Oh no!" she
said quickly. "Oh no! I didn't want that."
"What then?" He wheeled and came to her, stood before her. "Surely you
didn't give him all that for nothing!"
She faced him again steadily. "He wouldn't have taken it," she said.
"Then--" he was standing close to her; his odd eyes gazed, deeply
craving, into hers.
But she did not flinch. "I gave it to him--for love," she said.
He made a sudden movement; his features were for a moment convulsed.
Then swiftly he controlled himself. "You--love the man!" he said.
She clasped her hands together tightly. Her eyes never wavered for an
instant from his. "Yes, I love him," she said.
He flung violently away from her. "Why didn't I destroy him long ago?"
he said.
Again he paced the room with sharp, jerky movements. Suddenly he flung
two questions over his shoulder. "That was why you changed your mind
after sending me that ring? That was what you came to me to the Castle
to tell me?"
She bent her head. "I believe that was the reason. But I couldn't have
told you that then. I didn't know it myself."
"How long have you known it?"
He was not looking at her, and very piteously she smiled. "It came to
me--quite suddenly--in the hall at 'The Anchor' when you told me--you
told me--that he wouldn't be such a fool as to believe in me. I left
him without seeing him again. And then--and then--just when my uncle
died--he came to me. And I knew that he did believe in me after all."
Saltash broke into a laugh--the laugh of a man who hides pain. "It was
my doing then! Come, you owe me something after all. But it seems I
have been misspending my energies ever since. I thought you wanted to
be rid of him."
Again abruptly he came back to her, stopped in front of her. "And so it
all came out on the night of the fire," he said.
She looked at him, and her blue eyes shone. "Yes," she said softly.
"There have been no misunderstandings since then."
He smiled a little with twisted brows. "Do you know who was responsible
for that fire?"
She started. "No!"
"A certain scoundrel named Stevens," he said. "The same scoundrel who
pulled the Albatross at the Cup Meeting, and was thrashed for it by the
virtuous cow-puncher. Do you know who was at the back of that
scoundrel?"
Her eyes fell before the grim bitterness of his. "Charlie!" she
faltered.
"Yes, Charlie," he said. "Charles Burchester, Lord Saltash, another
scoundrel blacker than the first who had suffered a similar punishment
for a somewhat similar offence from the same virtuous hands. Scoundrel
number one won't trouble you again. I have shipped him off to
Australia. Scoundrel number two is awaiting his orders to go
to--another place."
Her lips suddenly quivered. She put out a trembling hand. "Charlie, I
don't believe it of you!"
"Believe it or not," he said, "it's true. I'm a spiteful devil. You
said so yourself a minute ago." But he held her hand almost as one
pleading for clemency.
She raised her eyes to his. The fascination of the man drew her,
but--possibly for the first time--not against her better judgment. "Let
us forget it all!" she said. "Let us be friends!"
He laughed in a fashion that moved her to pity, and bending kissed her
hand. "If Jake agrees--Amen!" he said.
And then sharply, like an animal trapped, he turned towards the window
and met Jake face to face.
They stood for a moment so, confronting each other in dead silence.
Then lightly Saltash spoke.
"Caught trespassing, but not poaching!" he said. "Your wife and I have
been settling--old scores."
Jake's eyes went past him to his wife's face. She made no sign of any
kind, save that she met the look.
Jake came quietly forward. "You are very welcome, my lord," he said,
and held out a steady hand.
A gleam of surprise crossed Saltash's dark face. He took the hand,
looking at Jake whimsically. "You are the fellow who is not accustomed
to being beaten at the winning-post," he said. "Well, you were a bad
starter and the odds were dead against you, but you've got there. I
congratulate you."
"You are very good, my lord." Jake's eyes, red-brown and resolute,
looked into his.
Saltash shrugged his shoulders, with a slight grimace. "The _role_ is
thrust upon me. I wonder if I shall be able to sustain it."
Something in the word reached Jake. His lips parted in a sudden smile
that banished all the hardness from his face. His hand squarely gripped
and held. For a second--just a second--there was a gleam of comradeship
in his eyes. "I guess it's up to you, my lord," he said.
The moment passed and Saltash turned aside, laughing with a certain
royal graciousness that was all his own. "The odds are ninety-nine to
one, Bolton," he said. "But you are too accustomed to that to be
dismayed."
"I put my money on the hundredth chance," Jake answered in his slow,
sure fashion. "And I reckon I shan't lose it."
EPILOGUE
THE FINISH
"The black colt leads! The black colt leads! He wins! He wins! He
wins!"
A great shout went up from the straining multitude as The Hundredth
Chance, ridden by Sam Vickers, shot past the winning-post three lengths
ahead of the horse behind. It was a sensational victory, for it was his
maiden race, and the crowd yelled themselves hoarse over it, cheering
and cheering again till the black colt came forth in a welter of sweat
and foam to gather his laurels, still carrying his jockey and led by his
owner, Jake Bolton.
He bore himself proudly, as if fully conscious of the distinction he had
won. Jake looked proud too. He stuffed some sugar between the wet lips
as he came, and his hand caressed the streaming neck. It was a popular
meeting, and it was plainly a popular victory, though the favourite had
not proved the winner. Jake Bolton's name went from mouth to mouth, and
the throng cheered him to the echo. He smiled his open, pleasant smile
in answer. He had been looking to this moment for the past two years,
he had worked hard for it; and his trust in The Hundredth Chance had
been vindicated, his labour rewarded. He knew that yet greater
victories lay before his favourite. The Hundredth Chance was a born
winner. He would be famous.
Back in the paddock a slim, boyish figure leaped to meet him. "Jake,
he's a stunner! Let me hold him a minute, Jake! Well done, Sam! Well
done!"
Sam grinned from ear to ear as he dropped from the saddle. "Pretty
sight, weren't it, Sir Bernard?"
"Best I've ever seen!" declared Bunny enthusiastically. He led the black
colt proudly after his jockey for a few paces, then gave him up and went
back to Jake. "Old feller, I'm so jolly bucked," he said, hugging his
arm, "I want to dance on my head. Do you know what I heard a chap say
of you just now--a chap who knew too? He said, 'There goes the
Lynx--one of the straightest men on the Turf.' It sounded just fine. I
wanted to go and shake hands with him."
Jake laughed, a quiet satisfied laugh. "Was Maud pleased?"
"Oh! rather! She's going home now, said I was to tell you; said she'd
save up and congratulate you in private."
"That so?" said Jake.
He disengaged himself from Bunny and went about his business, but the
smile lingered in his eyes for the rest of the afternoon. And it was
the smile of a man who grasps his heart's desire.
There was a white house on one of the great rolling downs behind the
Graydown race-course, a low, white house with gabled roofs and dark
green shutters. There were woodland trees about it, and a terraced
garden bright with many spring flowers.
Behind it lay the racing-stables, also white,--model stables, the pride
of Jake's heart. He seldom approached the house by any other route.
But as he passed between the long, orderly buildings on that particular
evening after his horse's victory, he did not linger. Straight to the
house he went, and straight within, pausing only in the wide, square
hall to threw down hat and whip ere he passed on, guided by the notes of
a piano, to a room that overlooked the garden and the whole sweep of
hill-side beyond.
She did not hear him enter, albeit she was playing softly, a dreamy
melody that had in it something of dawning gladness and of infinite
hope. Only Chops, the red setter, lying by the open French window,
looked up and wagged a noiseless welcome. Then as he reached her, she
caught the jingle of his spurs and in a moment she had turned to meet
him with a vivid smile of eagerness.
"Oh, Jake, I am so glad--so glad!"
He put his arms about her as she sat, holding the flushed face upturned
to his. "What's that you're playing, my girl? Not a paean of
thanksgiving!"
Her eyelids fluttered under his look. She laughed faintly. She offered
him her lips with just a hint of shyness. He kissed her, but he
continued to look at her with an intent glitter in his eyes. "You're
glad, are you?" he said. "Real glad?"
Her arms clung about his neck. "Yes, real glad, Jake. I know you call
The Hundredth Chance your luck. I was horribly anxious lest--lest he
should lose after all."
He smiled a little. "What if he had? Think I can't stand up to a
loss?"
She lifted her eyes to his for a moment, but they fell almost
immediately. "No. To use your own language, I think you're just fine.
But--but all the same, I've been saving up a little consolation for you
in case you needed it."
"That so?" said Jake. He spoke very softly through lips that were
suddenly tender. "Well, let's imagine I'm in need of consolation! I'd
enjoy to be consoled by you."
She laughed again that faint, shy laugh, and, freeing one hand, began to
feel over the keys of the piano, striking a soft chord here and there.
Jake stood for a moment or two, then squarely bent, bringing his face on
a level with hers.
She made a slight gesture of protest, and then very suddenly, as if
compelled, she raised her eyes fully to his.
"You once told me you'd enjoy--something quite different," she said.
The red-brown eyes gazed deeply into hers. "And--good land--how shocked
you were!" he said. "You didn't view yourself as a plain man's wife in
those days, my princess. Reckon you hated the plain man pretty badly
for teaching you the meaning of the word."
She laid one hand against his breast. Her eyes were of that intense
blueness that comes from the heart of a sapphire. "And now," she said,
"I love him better every day--every night."
His big hand closed upon her wrist. He drew a great breath. "Ah!" he
said.
She went on, albeit her lips were quivering. "I don't need to tell you
that, do I? You know it so well. I don't think I really need to tell
you--of this other thing either--of this big, big gift that is coming to
us. Oh, Jake, dear Jake, I have so hoped--so hoped!"
He held her closer. "My own girl! Guess you'll be happy now!" he
whispered.
She smiled at him through tears. "No, not for my own sake,--for
yours--for yours!"
"For mine!" he said. "Haven't you given me all the world and then
some?"
She uttered a trembling laugh. "I've given you lots that you didn't
want to take--things that have cost me nothing. But this--this is
different. And--it's the thing you wanted."
He clasped her to him almost fiercely. "My girl, I want nothing--no
one--but you!"
She clung to him with a tenseness that was passionate. "That is what I
wanted to say to you, my darling. You will always be
first--first--first. Dr. Capper once told me that--that my frog would
turn into a prince some day. And--dear--he was right. You are the
prince of my heart--for ever. I love you as--as I never thought it was
humanly possible to love."
"Maybe it's not--all human," he whispered, with lips that moved against
her own.
"You are right," she whispered back. "It is Divine. The perfect Gift.
But it only comes to those who give--without measure--not counting the
cost--rejoicing only in the power to give--till it all comes back a
thousandfold--a thousandfold." Her voice thrilled, her arms clung
closer. "I once heard a man preach about that. And at the end he said,
'It is then that the ploughman overtakes the reaper, for ploughman and
reaper are one.' Jake, I think that man spoke a great truth. You and I
have done some heavy ploughing, but we are beginning to be reapers now."
Her lips suddenly pressed his closely, lingeringly. Her tears were
gone. "It's good to reap our own harvest, isn't it, Jake?" she
murmured. "Yours and mine together?"
And Jake answered her in his own language, his voice very soft and slow,
his eyes gazing straight into hers, seeing her soul. "Sure!" he said.
"Sure!"
THE END