A PANEGYRIC ON ABRAHAM

If a consciousness of the eternal were not implanted in man; if

the basis of all that exists were but a confusedly fermenting

element which, convulsed by obscure passions, produced all, both

the great and the insignificant; if under everything there lay

a bottomless void never to be filled--what else were life but

despair? If it were thus, and if there were no sacred bonds

between man and man; if one generation arose after another, as

in the forest the leaves of one season succeed the leaves of

another, or like the songs of birds which are taken up one after

another; if the generations of man passed through the world like

a ship passing through the sea and the wind over the desert--a

fruitless and a vain thing; if eternal oblivion were ever greedily

watching for its prey and there existed no power strong enough to

wrest it from its clutches--how empty were life then, and how

dismal! And therefore it is not thus; but, just as God created

man and woman, he likewise called into being the hero and the

poet or orator. The latter cannot perform the deeds of the hero--he

can only admire and love him and rejoice in him. And yet he

also is happy and not less so; for the hero is, as it were, his

better self with which he has fallen in love, and he is glad he

is not himself the hero, so that his love can express itself in

admiration.

The poet is the genius of memory, and does nothing but recall

what has been done, can do nothing but admire what has been

done. He adds nothing of his own, but he is jealous of what

has been entrusted to him. He obeys the choice of his own heart;

but once he has found what he has been seeking, he visits every

man's door with his song and with his speech, so that all may

admire the hero as he does, and be proud of the hero as he is.

This is his achievement, his humble work, this is his faithful

service in the house of the hero. If thus, faithful to his love,

he battles day and night against the guile of oblivion which

wishes to lure the hero from him, then has he accomplished his

task, then is he gathered to his hero who loves him as faithfully;

for the poet is at it were the hero's better self, unsubstantial,

to be sure, like a mere memory, but also transfigured as is a

memory. Therefore shall no one be forgotten who has done great

deeds; and even if there be delay, even if the cloud of misunderstanding

obscure the hero from our vision, still his lover will come some

time; and the more time has passed, the more faithfully will he

cleave to him.

No, no one shall be forgotten who was great in this world. But

each hero was great in his own way, and each one was eminent in

proportion to the great things he loved. For he who loved himself

became great through himself, and he who loved others became great

through his devotion, but he who loved God became greater than

all of these. Everyone of them shall be remembered, but each one

became great in proportion to his trust. One became great by hoping

for the possible; another, by hoping for the eternal; but he who

hoped for the impossible, he became greater than all of these.

Every one shall be remembered; but each one was great in proportion

to the power with which he strove. For he who strove with the

world became great by overcoming himself; but he who strove with

God, he became the greatest of them all. Thus there have been

struggles in the world, man against man, one against a thousand;

but he who struggled with God, he became greatest of them all.

Thus there was fighting on this earth, and there was he who conquered

everything by his strength, and there was he who conquered God by

his weakness. There was he who, trusting in himself, gained all;

and there was he who, trusting in his strength sacrificed everything;

but he who believed in God was greater than all of these. There was

he who was great through his strength, and he who was great through

his wisdom, and he who was great through his hopes, and he who was

great through his love; but Abraham was greater than all of

these--great through the strength whose power is weakness, great

through the wisdom whose secret is folly, great through the hope

whose expression is madness, great through the love which is hatred

of one's self.

Through the urging of his faith Abraham left the land of his

forefathers and became a stranger in the land of promise. Ke left

one thing behind and took one thing along: he left his worldly

wisdom behind and took with him faith. For else he would not have

left the land of his fathers, but would have thought it an unreasonable

demand. Through his faith he came to be a stranger in the land of

promise, where there was nothing to remind him of all that had been

dear to him, but where everything by its newness tempted his soul

to longing. And yet was he God's chosen, he in whom the Lord was

well pleased! Indeed, had he been one cast off, one thrust out of

God's mercy, then might he have comprehended it; but now it seemed

like a mockery of him and of his faith. There have been others who

lived in exile from the fatherland which they loved. They are not

forgotten, nor is the song of lament forgotten in which they

mournfully sought and found what they had lost. Of Abraham there

exists no song of lamentation. It is human to complain, it is

human to weep with the weeping; but it is greater to believe, and

more blessed to consider him who has faith.

Through his faith Abraham received the promise that in his seed

were to be blessed all races of mankind. Time passed, there was

still the possibility of it, and Abraham had faith. Another man

there was who also lived in hopes. Time passed, the evening of

his life was approaching; neither was he paltry enough to have

forgotten his hopes: neither shall he be forgotten by us! Then

he sorrowed, and his sorrow did not deceive him, as life had

done, but gave him all it could; for in the sweetness of sorrow

he became possessed of his disappointed hopes. It is human to

sorrow, it is human to sorrow with the sorrowing; but it is

greater to have faith, and more blessed to consider him who

has faith.

No song of lamentation has come down to us from Abraham. He did

not sadly count the days as time passed; he did not look at

Sarah with suspicious eyes, whether she was becoming old; he

did not stop the sun's course lest Sarah should grow old and

his hope with her; he did not lull her with his songs of lamentation.

Abraham grew old, and Sarah became a laughing-stock to the people;

and yet was he God's chosen, and heir to the promise that in his

seed were to be blessed all races of mankind. Were it, then,

not better if he had not been God's chosen? For what is it to

be God's chosen? Is it to have denied to one in one's youth all

the wishes of youth in order to have them fulfilled after great

labor in old age?

But Abraham had faith and steadfastly lived in hope. Had Abraham

been less firm in his trust, then would he have given up that hope.

He would have said to God: "So it is, perchance, not Thy will,

after all, that this shall come to pass. I shall surrender my

hope. It was my only one, it was my bliss. I am sincere, I conceal

no secret grudge for that Thou didst deny it to me." He would not

have remained forgotten, his example would have saved many a one;

but he would not have become the Father of Faith. For it is great

to surrender one's hope, but greater still to abide by it steadfastly

after having surrendered it; for it is great to seize hold of the

eternal hope, but greater still to abide steadfastly by one's worldly

hopes after having surrendered them.

Then came the fulness of time. If Abraham had not had faith, then

Sarah would probably have died of sorrow, and Abraham, dulled by

his grief, would not have understood the fulfillment, but would

have smiled about it as a dream of his youth. But Abraham had

faith, and therefore he remained young; for he who always hopes

for the best, him life will deceive, and he will grow old; and

he who is always prepared for the worst, he will soon age; but

he who has faith, he will preserve eternal youth. Praise, therefore,

be to this story! For Sarah, though advanced in age, was young

enough to wish for the pleasures of a mother, and Abraham, though

grey of hair, was young enough to wish to become a father. In a

superficial sense it may be considered miraculous that what they

wished for came to pass, but in a deeper sense the miracle of

faith is to be seen in Abraham's and Sarah's being young enough

to wish, and their faith having preserved their wish and therewith

their youth. The promise he had received was fulfilled, and he

accepted it in faith, and it came to pass according to the promise

and his faith; whereas Moses smote the rock with his staff but

believed not.

There was joy in Abraham's house when Sarah celebrated the day

of her Golden Wedding.

But it was not to remain thus; for once more was Abraham to be

tempted. He had struggled with that cunning power to which nothing

is impossible, with that ever watchful enemy who never sleeps,

with that old man who outlives all--he had struggled with Time

and had preserved his faith. And now all the terror of that fight

was concentrated in one moment. "And God tempted Abraham, saying to

him: take now thine only son Isaac, whom thou lovest, and get

thee into the land of Moriah; and offer him there for a burnt

offering upon one of the mountains which I will tell thee off.[2]"

All was lost, then, and more terribly than if a son had never

been given him! The Lord had only mocked Abraham, then! Miraculously

he had realized the unreasonable hopes of Abraham; and now he wished

to take away what he had given. A foolish hope it had been, but

Abraham had not laughed when the promise had been made him. Now

all was lost--the trusting hope of seventy years, the brief joy

at the fulfillment of his hopes. Who, then, is he that snatches

away the old man's staff, who that demands that he himself shall

break it in two? Who is he that renders disconsolate the grey hair

of old age, who is he that demands that he himself shall do it?

Is there no pity for the venerable old man, and none for the

innocent child? And yet was Abraham God's chosen one, and yet

was it the Lord that tempted him. And now all was to be lost!

The glorious remembrance of him by a whole race, the promise of

Abraham's seed--all that was but a whim, a passing fancy of the

Lord, which Abraham was now to destroy forever! That glorious

treasure, as old as the faith in Abraham's heart, and many, many

years older than Isaac, the fruit of Abraham's life, sanctified

by prayers, matured in struggles--the blessing on the lips of

Abraham: this fruit was now to be plucked before the appointed

time, and to remain without significance; for of what significance

were it if Isaac was to be sacrificed? That sad and yet blessed

hour when Abraham was to take leave from all that was dear to him,

the hour when he would once more lift up his venerable head,

when his face would shine like the countenance of the Lord, the

hour when he would collect his whole soul for a blessing strong

enough to render Isaac blessed all the days of his life--that

hour was not to come! He was to say farewell to Isaac, to be

sure, but in such wise that he himself was to remain behind;

death was to part them, but in such wise that Isaac was to die.

The old man was not in happiness to lay his hand on Isaac's head

when the hour of death came, but, tired of life, to lay violent

hands on Isaac. And it was God who tempted him. Woe, woe to the

messenger who would have come before Abraham with such a command!

Who would have dared to be the messenger of such dread tidings?

But it was God that tempted Abraham.

But Abraham had faith, and had faith for this life. Indeed, had

his faith been but concerning the life to come, then might he more

easily have cast away all, in order to hasten out of this world

which was not his....

But Abraham had faith and doubted not, but trusted that the

improbable would come to pass. If Abraham had doubted, then would

he have undertaken something else, something great and noble; for

what could Abraham have undertaken but was great and noble! He

would have proceeded to Mount Moriah, he would have cloven the

wood, and fired it, and unsheathed his knife--he would have cried

out to God: "Despise not this sacrifice; it is not, indeed, the

best I have; for what is an old man against a child foretold of

God; but it is the best I can give thee. Let Isaac never know

that he must find consolation in his youth." He would have plunged

the steel in his own breast. And he would have been admired

throughout the world, and his name would not have been forgotten;

but it is one thing to be admired and another, to be a lode-star

which guides one troubled in mind.

But Abraham had faith. He prayed not for mercy and that he might

prevail upon the Lord: it was only when just retribution was to

be visited upon Sodom and Gomorrha that Abraham ventured to beseech

Him for mercy.

We read in Scripture: "And God did tempt Abraham, and said unto

him, Abraham: and he said, Behold here I am.[3]" You, whom I

am now addressing did you do likewise? When you saw the dire

dispensations of Providence approach threateningly, did you not

then say to the mountains, Fall on me; and to the hills, Cover

me?[4] Or, if you were stronger in faith, did not your step

linger along the way, longing for the old accustomed paths, as

it were? And when the voice called you, did you answer, then, or

not at all, and if you did, perchance in a low voice, or whispering?

Not thus Abraham, but gladly and cheerfully and trustingly, and with

a resonant voice he made answer: "Here am I." And we read further:

"And Abraham rose up early in the morning.[5]" He made haste as

though for some joyous occasion, and early in the morning he was

in the appointed place, on Mount Moriah. He said nothing to Sarah,

nothing to Eliezer, his steward; for who would have understood him?

Did not his temptation by its very nature demand of him the vow of

silence? "He laid the wood in order, and bound Isaac his son, and

laid him on the altar upon the wood. And Abraham stretched forth

his hand, and took the knife to slay his son.[6]" My listener!

Many a father there has been who thought that with his child he

lost the dearest of all there was in the world for him; yet

assuredly no child ever was in that sense a pledge of God as

was Isaac to Abraham. Many a father there has been who lost his

child; but then it was God, the unchangeable and inscrutable

will of the Almighty and His hand which took it. Not thus with

Abraham. For him was reserved a more severe trial, and Isaac's

fate was put into Abraham's hand together with the knife. And

there he stood, the old man, with his only hope! Yet did he not

doubt, nor look anxiously to the left or right, nor challenge

Heaven with his prayers. He knew it was God the Almighty who

now put him to the test; he knew it was the greatest sacrifice

which could be demanded of him; but he knew also that no sacrifice

was too great which God demanded--and he drew forth his knife.

Who strengthened Abraham's arm, who supported his right arm that

it drooped not powerless? For he who contemplates this scene is

unnerved. Who strengthened Abraham's soul so that his eyes grew

not too dim to see either Isaac or the ram? For he who contemplates

this scene will be struck with blindness. And yet, it is rare enough

that one is unnerved or is struck with blindness, and still more

rare that one narrates worthily what there did take place between

father and son. To be sure, we know well enough--it was but

a trial!

If Abraham had doubted, when standing on Mount Moriah; if he

had looked about him in perplexity; if he had accidentally discovered

the ram before drawing his knife; if God had permitted him to

sacrifice it instead of Isaac--then would he have returned home,

and all would have been as before, he would have had Sarah and

would have kept Isaac; and yet how different all would have been!

For then had his return been a flight, his salvation an accident,

his reward disgrace; his future, perchance, perdition. Then

would he have borne witness neither to his faith nor to God's

mercy, but would have witnessed only to the terror of going to

Mount Moriah. Then Abraham would not have been forgotten, nor

either Mount Moriah. It would be mentioned, then, not as is Mount

Ararat on which the Ark landed, but as a sign of terror, because

it was there Abraham doubted.

Venerable patriarch Abraham! When you returned home from Mount

Moriah you required no encomiums to console you for what you had

lost; for, indeed, you did win all and still kept Isaac, as we

all know. And the Lord did no more take him from your side, but

you sate gladly at table with him in your tent as in the life to

come you will, for all times. Venerable patriarch Abraham! Thousands

of years have passed since those times, but still you need no

late-born lover to snatch your memory from the power of oblivion,

for every language remembers you--and yet do you reward your lover

more gloriously than any one, rendering him blessed in your

bosom, and taking heart and eyes captive by the marvel of your

deed. Venerable patriarch Abraham! Second father of the race! You

who first perceived and bore witness to that unbounded passion

which has but scorn for the terrible fight with the raging elements

and the strength of brute creation, in order to struggle with God;

you who first felt that sublimest of all passions, you who found

the holy, pure, humble expression for the divine madness which was

a marvel to the heathen--forgive him who would speak in your praise,

in case he did it not fittingly. He spoke humbly, as if it concerned

the desire of his heart; he spoke briefly, as is seemly; but he will

never forget that you required a hundred years to obtain a son of

your old age, against all expections; that you had to draw the knife

before being permitted to keep Isaac; he will never forget that in

a hundred and thirty years you never got farther than to faith.

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