I did not know what to answer, so I said half in jest--

"I fear you have been reading too much Buddhist literature, Mrs. Oke. There

is something dreadfully esoteric in all you say."

She smiled contemptuously.

"I know people can't understand such matters," she replied, and was silent

for some time. But, through her quietness and silence, I felt, as it were,

the throb of a strange excitement in this woman, almost as if I had been

holding her pulse.

Still, I was in hopes that things might be beginning to go better in

consequence of my interference. Mrs. Oke had scarcely once alluded to

Lovelock in the last two or three days; and Oke had been much more cheerful

and natural since our conversation. He no longer seemed so worried; and

once or twice I had caught in him a look of great gentleness and

loving-kindness, almost of pity, as towards some young and very frail

thing, as he sat opposite his wife.

But the end had come. After that sitting Mrs. Oke had complained of fatigue

and retired to her room, and Oke had driven off on some business to the

nearest town. I felt all alone in the big house, and after having worked a

little at a sketch I was making in the park, I amused myself rambling about

the house.

It was a warm, enervating, autumn afternoon: the kind of weather that

brings the perfume out of everything, the damp ground and fallen leaves,

the flowers in the jars, the old woodwork and stuffs; that seems to bring

on to the surface of one's consciousness all manner of vague recollections

and expectations, a something half pleasurable, half painful, that makes it

impossible to do or to think. I was the prey of this particular, not at all

unpleasurable, restlessness. I wandered up and down the corridors, stopping

to look at the pictures, which I knew already in every detail, to follow

the pattern of the carvings and old stuffs, to stare at the autumn flowers,

arranged in magnificent masses of colour in the big china bowls and jars. I

took up one book after another and threw it aside; then I sat down to the

piano and began to play irrelevant fragments. I felt quite alone, although

I had heard the grind of the wheels on the gravel, which meant that my host

had returned. I was lazily turning over a book of verses--I remember it

perfectly well, it was Morris's "Love is Enough"--in a corner of the

drawing-room, when the door suddenly opened and William Oke showed himself.

He did not enter, but beckoned to me to come out to him. There was

something in his face that made me start up and follow him at once. He was

extremely quiet, even stiff, not a muscle of his face moving, but very

pale.

"I have something to show you," he said, leading me through the vaulted

hall, hung round with ancestral pictures, into the gravelled space that

looked like a filled-up moat, where stood the big blasted oak, with its

twisted, pointing branches. I followed him on to the lawn, or rather the

piece of park-land that ran up to the house. We walked quickly, he in

front, without exchanging a word. Suddenly he stopped, just where there

jutted out the bow-window of the yellow drawing-room, and I felt Oke's hand

tight upon my arm.

"I have brought you here to see something," he whispered hoarsely; and he

led me to the window.

I looked in. The room, compared with the out door, was rather dark; but

against the yellow wall I saw Mrs. Oke sitting alone on a couch in her

white dress, her head slightly thrown back, a large red rose in her hand.

"Do you believe now?" whispered Oke's voice hot at my ear. "Do you believe

now? Was it all my fancy? But I will have him this time. I have locked the

door inside, and, by God! he shan't escape."

The words were not out of Oke's mouth. I felt myself struggling with him

silently outside that window. But he broke loose, pulled open the window,

and leapt into the room, and I after him. As I crossed the threshold,

something flashed in my eyes; there was a loud report, a sharp cry, and the

thud of a body on the ground.

Oke was standing in the middle of the room, with a faint smoke about him;

and at his feet, sunk down from the sofa, with her blond head resting on

its seat, lay Mrs. Oke, a pool of red forming in her white dress. Her mouth

was convulsed, as if in that automatic shriek, but her wide-open white eyes

seemed to smile vaguely and distantly.

I know nothing of time. It all seemed to be one second, but a second that

lasted hours. Oke stared, then turned round and laughed.

"The damned rascal has given me the slip again!" he cried; and quickly

unlocking the door, rushed out of the house with dreadful cries.

That is the end of the story. Oke tried to shoot himself that evening, but

merely fractured his jaw, and died a few days later, raving. There were all

sorts of legal inquiries, through which I went as through a dream; and

whence it resulted that Mr. Oke had killed his wife in a fit of momentary

madness. That was the end of Alice Oke. By the way, her maid brought me a

locket which was found round her neck, all stained with blood. It contained

some very dark auburn hair, not at all the colour of William Oke's. I am

quite sure it was Lovelock's.

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