CHAPTER XXVI

A POWERFUL PULSE STIRRED

Truth, when stripped of the masks and stains that have been

unwittingly put upon her, hath a fair countenance, and all who

behold her inner beauty thus revealed, have a drawing in their

hearts towards her.

The blue sparkling waves closed over the grave of the Salapiæ with no sigh

of repentance, their sportive play having suffered but a moment of

interruption. Tears filled the eyes of Vivian as she disappeared, but soon

he regained his wonted composure. From long‐continued intimacy she had

seemed almost a living thing, and he had regard for every plank and spar

which pertained to her. Now she was gone forever.

But mingled with the sense of loss there was a great joy, not only on

account of the assured safety of every soul which had been under his care,

but that the prophecy, for its own sake and that of Serenus, had been so

signally verified. He hailed it as a positive sign and confirmation of the

wisdom of his friend, and still more of the power of the New Faith which

had been awakened within him. To his belief was added demonstration.

The weather being fine, the little group, at the invitation of Marcius,

were seated under a canopy upon the upper deck of the Nereid, while

refreshments were being prepared for them below. The graceful galley, with

a favoring breeze and every sail set, was now speeding along towards

Tarsus.

“The gods be thanked that I sought the sea to‐day,” said Marcius.

“Verily we are thankful, and fully persuaded both of the wisdom and

goodness of thy choice,” replied Vivian.

“By Pallas! it doth seem strange! I had already directed the oarsmen to

make ready the small barge for an excursion up the Cydnus, and was almost

in readiness to depart. But a mysterious impulse seized me to change the

plan, and to order the Nereid to be manned for a day’s cruise instead.

Something well nigh like a voice importuned me to ‘put out to sea,’ and I

obeyed.”

“A truce to thy superstition,” said Leander. “Thou art always eager for

mystery, and unable to believe thy senses. I rejoice in thine altered

purpose, and that through it our friends can continue their sea voyage,

instead of taking a rough one over the Styx; but verily, thy fancy hath

become unruly.”

“O faithless Greek! thou believest nothing! Thou shouldst deny that the

wind ever bloweth because thou canst not see its color and shape! I am

persuaded that oracular voices are not alone in temples. Peradventure the

gods whispered to me!”

Leander shrugged his shoulders, and good‐humoredly smiled, with a derisive

air.

“Shades of Pluto! only children and women believe the unbelievable!”

Marcius was undisturbed by the reckless sarcasm of his friend, and calmly

continued,—

“He who limits his belief to the testimony of the senses is a fool, and

only lightly skims the surface of life. What sayest thou, Master Vivian?”

The flight of years had wrought an important change both in the character

and social position of Marcius, but the improvement in Leander was much

more superficial.

The mysterious meeting face to face with Alethea in the _adytum_ of the

Temple proved to be an important event in the experience and pursuits of

the Roman. After the weird night of that notable judgment and warning,

which through beautiful but terribly earnest lips were wafted from the

realm of the Unseen, he had become a man of higher ideals. Though fond of

races, athletics, and sports in general, the overt vices of former years

fell away, and he grew thoughtful, reserved, and even kindly in his

disposition. Being of patrician lineage, and possessing excellent native

ability as well as great wealth, he had, by the imperial edict of the

Emperor Tiberius, recently been appointed Vice Legate of Tarsus and its

outlying provinces, so that he was now next in rank to the Roman governor.

After the reign of Tiberius he was continued in the same position by

Gaius, and still afterwards by Claudius.

While he formally continued such outward devotion to the Roman and Tarsian

deities as was customary in Tarsus, there had grown to be a depth and

seriousness in his life which was unwonted for the period, and far removed

from the grossness of his earlier years. Though having but a dim

appreciation of true spiritual attainment, yet the corrupt and sensuous

worship of the time became increasingly unsatisfying. He openly avowed to

his friends that to his certain knowledge human life was unbroken by the

dark passage of the Styx, and that character and consciousness continued.

Aside, however, from a light round of official duties, his time was

largely given to wholesome amusements. But this did not prevent some

irregular study of Greek lore, and a little familiarity with the higher

ancient philosophy.

Although Leander was now outwardly respectable,—as the term went in

Tarsus,—there was a growing distance between the two friends which was

plain to both. Marcius permitted the continuance of some intimacy because

of former friendship, and also that his influence might be helpful to the

volatile Greek.

Vivian gave his unqualified assent to the question of Marcius, and added,—

“O my lord! my good friend Serenus hath much wisdom concerning the

philosophy of life, present and future, and hath taught me to my great

profit.”

Marcius cast an inquiring but rather incredulous look upon the young

Hebrew, and observed,—

“I am glad that thou art a philosopher! I have many questionings which

disquiet me. Peradventure we may reason together with profit. Pardon my

inquiry, art thou a Greek?”

The question was natural, as Serenus showed but little of the distinctive

Hebrew physiognomy, and especially as philosophical inquiry and

speculation were more common among the Greeks than any other nation.

However, his fair and almost youthful appearance had little in common with

the usual characteristics of a typical sage.

“I am a Hebrew, though a native of Alexandria,” replied Serenus modestly.

Marcius showed a little surprise; for his contact with the Hebrews of

Tarsus had made them seem abhorrent and bigoted, and the supposition that

an Israelite could be different was new. His sly, sarcastic look of

unbelief expressed as plainly as words could have uttered,—

“A philosophical Hebrew! A curiosity indeed!”

But quickly suppressing any appearance of disrespect, and noting the noble

and manly bearing of Serenus, he politely continued,—

“Pardon me! I have in no wise much knowledge of your people, but have had

the feeling that their philosophy, and religion also, consisted of a

foolish round of ceremonialism, and that their devotion is paid to one

poor and exclusive tribal deity. And have they not an exceeding contempt

for all other religions and peoples?”

With dignified calmness Serenus replied,—

“Thou judgest not unrighteously, my lord Marcius. I would that it were

altogether different.”

Marcius was pleased with the serene manliness of Serenus, and turning to

Vivian remarked,—

“Of all Hebrews, thy friend is the only one whom I have ever known in

whose eyes everything peculiar to his own people did not seem wholly

righteous.”

“Though born a Hebrew, I am persuaded that he discerneth the inner

goodness of all men,” replied Vivian.

“If he showeth that kind of a spirit, I shall be glad to listen, even if I

do not believe his teaching! Where, O Serenus! hath thy doctrines been

taught, and in what school hast thou found thy philosophy?”

“In my early youth I was a pupil of Philo of Alexandria, and afterwards

sat at the feet of the Rabban Gamaliel at Jerusalem. But with all due

honor to them, more hath come to me that pertaineth not to the schools.”

“From whence, then, is thy learning?”

“In worldly wisdom, science, and the Jewish law, I am beholden to their

teaching; but there remaineth a higher knowledge, the inner working of

which they but feebly discern. It hath to do with the life of man, now and

hereafter, and the cultivation of his spiritual forces.”

“I feel a concern touching these things, and would fain know more of life

and destiny. Peradventure some profit may come to me through thy wisdom.”

“I trow thou art not fully content with the teaching of the sages!

Doubtless thou art well versed in the philosophies of Pythagoras,

Socrates, Plato, and Epicurus?”

“I boast not myself of a deep understanding of their doctrines; but at

seasons when my sports have become wearisome, I have felt some inner

craving which I have sought to satisfy with their wisdom. But I confess to

thee that they have not fully ministered to my need.”

“Wherein lieth thy discontent, O my lord Marcius?”

“In my earlier years I counted myself an Epicurean; but it hath become

manifest that the doctrine of Epicurus hath lost its purity in the lives

and doings of its professed disciples. But I am persuaded that it hath

error from the beginning. Aforetime an experience in the _adytum_ of the

Temple at Tarsus showed me that death doth not end all, as hath been

taught. Since then I have earnestly desired the full truth.”

“Thou speakest wisely. The Epicurean philosophy contained some measure of

truth, but the disbelief of life after the grave is a deadly error.”

“Of that I am truly convinced. But what dost thou think of pleasure?

Epicurus taught that it was the chief end of life, but that it could only

be attained through a rational and prudent wisdom.”

“In other words, that excesses defeated the very thing sought!”

“Yea, verily; but his followers have put this out of mind.”

“Pleasure that cometh from righteousness is well, but that which seemeth

to come from slavery to the lower self, in due time bringeth forth a

harvest of self‐destruction!”

“I have had manifold witness of what thou sayest.”

“But there is a pleasure that endureth which cometh from conformity to the

higher law. Behold the spirit of that law may be summed up in love to all

men.”

Leander took no interest in the converse, and pleading some excuse,

retired to the cabin below, where he could read poetry or recite tragedy

in his own dramatic manner undisturbed. But Marcius, having an innate

fondness for philosophical and metaphysical speculations, was greatly

interested.

Amabel withdrew for rest to an apartment which had been specially assigned

to her; and as the Nereid sped on towards Tarsus, Marcius, Vivian, and

Serenus continued their familiar conversation.

“What thinkest thou, O Serenus! of the seeming voice which turned me from

the Cydnus to the sea? As it hath come to pass, had I not heeded it, every

soul on the Salapiæ would have gone down with her. Was it a whisper of one

of the gods?”

“The answer to thy question hath within it that which to all peoples and

religions is a great mystery. But the strangeness hath only been in their

perception. Peradventure it may seem an offence unto thy religion if I

speak freely unto thee.”

“Nay, I am pleased to listen; for I perceive that thou hast regard to the

truth, as thou believest, without prejudice.”

“I also perceive that thou, Lord Marcius, art a Roman of honor and

fairness of judgment. But to thy question. Be not surprised when I assure

thee that there is but one God, and not gods many!”

Marcius was momentarily impatient. There was a sternness in his large

black eyes which boded controversy and disagreement. But bethinking

himself of the respect due his guest, and of his own earnest request for

an answer, he quietly observed,—

“Pardon me; but I was minded from Vivian’s testimony concerning thy broad

philosophy, that thou didst no longer devote thyself to the leanness of

the single tribal god of thy people. Behold how much more free and

abundant is homage to all the gods!”

“Thou sayest well that the Hebrew ideal of God is narrow, mean, and

selfish! He is not great enough to regard any but themselves! With all

their sincerity, they worship a false god. But the gods of the Greeks and

Romans are also false. They have the same passions, weaknesses, and

changeableness that belong to men; they are but magnified images of their

worshippers!”

Marcius was so struck by the truth of the statement that he uttered no

protest, and Serenus continued,—

“The one true God is supreme over all. Through his perfect economy he

ordereth all nations and tribes, yea, and everything seen and unseen. He

loveth all, for he is Love. He is the eternal and omnipresent Spirit, who

hath no local habitation, for he filleth all space. In him we have our

breath and life, for he is the source of all being. We, being his

children, and made in his image, are spirits, as he is Spirit, even while

wearing fleshly garments.”

Marcius was silent, and listened with rapt attention.

“The Father of all things hath everything orderly in his dealings with the

world and the children of men. He hath from the beginning ordained powers

and laws which are unchangeably perfect in their operation; and man, by

acquainting himself with their methods and beneficent regularity, may

command their ministry. Through an understanding of them he may even grow

to be Godlike. Behold, man reckoneth himself to be a creature of the dust

and of short duration; and by an inner law which he knoweth not of he hath

completely filled the measure of his thought. It is an unchangeable,

divine behest, that man grows into the likeness of what he believes he

_is_. Behold, the Greeks and Romans desire good in their worship, but in

their craving to discern God,—the Unseen,—they have, in low degree,

personified his laws and forces to their hurt. Hence many gods of many

names! They have mistakenly tried to bring God down to their level,

instead of lifting their thought towards him—the Perfect and Unchangeable.

This is because their minds are fixed wholly upon the things that are

seen, and therefore they count their bodies to be themselves.”

Marcius was visibly moved.

“Thou hast faithfully drawn my likeness. I had always believed that the

body, or rather the head, which is a part of it, did the thinking, until

the vision of Alethea. Then I perceived that thinking was possible without

a seen body. I was beholden to believe what I saw, but knew not how it

could be.”

“Of a verity, it is the real self that thinks and knows; the body being

only its instrument of manifestation. Can a harp play of itself, without a

harper?”

“Thine interpretation is good! And now, as thou hast set forth the gods of

the Greeks and Romans, tell me more fully of the God of the Hebrews.

Surely they worship not such an one as thou hast commended?”

“The Hebrew is right in his belief of One; but his small and selfish ideal

concerning him hath brought forth the natural fruit of uncharitableness,

pride, and hollow ceremony. But I unlovingly condemn neither Roman, Greek,

nor Jew. Things that are imperfect satisfy not, and therefore finally work

out that which is higher. Because men believe their inner nature to be of

the seen instead of spiritual, they become carnal in the dim light of such

a standpoint, which is fixed among outward and deceptive appearances. The

knowledge of their inner being, and that they are the offspring of, and

one with, the Spirit, which is All in All, is not theirs, because they

look downward. But all the children of men are slowly feeling their way

towards God; and through the teaching of manifold tribulations will

finally behold the Father’s goodness, which will draw all to him. Could

they be persuaded that they are spirits now, no longer mistaking their

bodies for themselves, like the lilies, they would grow naturally towards

beauty and perfection. Love would drive out hatred, and inner spiritual

harmony replace the prevailing lower consciousness.”

“By Pallas,—pardon the force of habit,—thy philosophy is both reasonable

and well‐pleasing! Behold, while it is new to mine ears, something

within—peradventure the voice of the morning—seems almost to testify to

its truth. But thou hast not yet interpreted the utterance which led me to

turn from the Cydnus to the sea. It seemeth marvellous that, while it

guided me, I felt that I freely chose the cruise.”

“That which I have spoken may help in the understanding of the voice. The

mind of man is so subtly wrought that it hath many hidden forces which

commonly remain latent, and of the usefulness of which men are ignorant.

We may be likened to children with playthings in their hands, in which are

wrapped up signs and wonders. The dominion of soul or mind extendeth to

the ends of the earth, and is in no wise limited to the bodily members.

The Universal Spirit, though not regarded in man’s thoughts, often

speaketh to his inner nature. Like uttereth itself to like, and spirit to

spirit. Of a verity, it never ceaseth its whisperings to every inner ear

that is open. But few there be that listen. Peradventure in some way thou

art being prepared to be a listener. I am persuaded, therefore, that this

day, before the third hour, thou didst have a touch, in thine inmost soul,

of the peril of the Salapiæ, and a prompting of thy free will to come to

her relief. That which seemeth a mystery may be childlike and plain when

its orderly working is made known. Thou mightest also have been moved—like

as by a flash—by the outgoing of our own thought, which is a divine

operation put into our own hands for ministry and service to one another.”

“Then thou dost not count the voice as marvellous?”

“Peradventure a miracle to thee, because it seemeth strange in thine eyes;

but no more wonderful in itself than that the goodly Nereid is wafted

along by the air of heaven.”

The theologies of all the ages have uniformly held in disregard that which

has been termed “naturalism.” But it seems pertinent to inquire where its

boundary lines can be drawn, and, in fact, if it does not include

everything, both material and spiritual. If these terms were employed

simply to designate an orderly lower and higher in the established

economy, as they sometimes are, their usefulness would be obvious. But

they have been set in antithesis, one seeming to imply the divine and

orderly course of all sequence, and the other that economy broken into or

superseded. Can the perfect and unchangeable God contradict himself? Is

the spiritual realm less amenable to uniform method in the relation of

cause and effect than its external and material counterpart?

Just in proportion that the normality of the summits of moral and

spiritual attainment is presented, they are made attractive to the human

mind and consciousness. In the very nature of things, “supernaturalism,”

which savors of the unnatural and abnormal, fails to commend itself to the

highest reason. In some degree it is repellent. As human ignorance,

superstition, and irrational assumption are left behind, the hearts of men

go out after an orderly Deity. They turn towards him as naturally as

flowers open themselves to the sun. The book of nature contains a

symmetrical revelation of God, and there is nothing common nor unclean.

There is no “secular,” for all is sacred. Everything has been consecrated

without the intervention of the puny rites of man.

A lawful chain of sequences is as surely found in the soul as in chemistry

or physics. When the orderly beauty of individual spiritual unfoldment is

seen by man, be he high or low, ignorant or learned, bond or free, black

or white, Roman or Greek, pagan or Christian, his heart throbs, and his

desire warms towards the upward path which opens before him.

The announcement came up from below that refreshments were served, and

Marcius gracefully escorted his guests to the faultless repast. In the

beauty of every detail, the triclinium of the house of a Roman senator

could hardly have excelled the private dining‐apartment of the Nereid.

With artistic gracefulness flowers and perfumes were mingled with dainty

viands. The highly polished floor, which was tinted with minium, exhaled a

delicate, rose‐like odor. Four serving‐boys, in white robes of bissus,

entered while the guests were standing, and placed upon each corner of the

table a small tutelary statue, or Lar, and after all were reclining,

reverently raised an amphora of wine above their heads, exclaiming in

concert, “May the gods favor us!” Marcius seemed unconscious of any

ostentation, nothing being unusual. His guests were quite at ease. Choice

old Falernian and other wines were offered, but declined, and with the

true instinct of a host, Marcius partook very sparingly of them himself.

The conversation turned upon the recent storm, the experiences of the

Salapiæ, Tarsian life, the latest news from Rome, and other current

topics.

When the meal was ended they again ascended to the upper deck. With every

stitch of canvas drawing the fresh breeze, and every spar bending

gracefully with the pressure, the Nereid skimmed rapidly over the waves,

and erelong the separate towers and roofs of Tarsus began to resolve

themselves out of the broadening gray‐and‐white mass. The white sails of

the ships of many nations also dotted the harbor in the distance.

As soon as the little group were again seated, Marcius expressed his

desire to know yet more fully of the opinions and doctrines of Serenus.

“Thy philosophy seemeth so reasonable and pleasing that I would fain

listen to thee further. The worship of Jupiter, Hercules, and all the gods

of Rome and Tarsus hath not given me full satisfaction, and their former

purity hath become degenerated. But I would have none of the Hebrew

austerity and stiff ceremonialism. I have beheld their gall‐and‐wormwood

faces in Tarsus, and their sackcloth and ashes, self‐conceit and ugly

circumcision, disgust me. But thou art no Hebrew! If thou wert born to

them, thou art not of them, for thou beholdest good in all men.”

“I perceive that of a verity thou dost desire the truth,” replied Serenus.

“Whosoever seeketh it for its own sake will come more and more into its

light, and wax strong in its strength. Nothing less can break the shackles

of superstition and bigotry, whether of Hebrew, Greek, or Roman

fashioning, and set men free. Only he who seeth some good—yea, some

Godlikeness—in all hath his eyes open to behold the oneness and allness of

Truth, which includeth concord and love, and which is yet to be the great

religion of the children of men. The self‐sufficient and vain‐glorious

devotees of the many cults and theologies each believe themselves alone to

be righteous; for their outward gaze is fastened upon the most evil and

unreal aspects of all systems besides their own.”

“Thinkest thou that I have misjudged the Hebrew? Behold I have seen those

things of which I have spoken in the very streets of Tarsus.”

“I doubt not the outward appearances which thou hast witnessed; but even

in those hollow and ostentatious ceremonials there may be an inner good

intent. All men are blindly feeling after God,—the chief Good; but they

often lose themselves in the by‐paths of external authority and

unreasoning belief. Men have the utterance of the Spirit of Truth in their

inmost being, but they fail to interpret its drawing, because they are

listening to a confused chorus of voices outside. Behold the divine law,

or the perfect guide, for the thought and conduct of men hath not been

fully set forth by seers and philosophers, inscribed in creeds or voiced

by oracles, neither hath the Israelitish Decalogue, which was engraven

upon tables of stone, entirely contained it. But in man’s being, or real

nature, it is written in living characters,—letters of fire.”

“Then if one be wayward and disobedient, he offendeth not so much external

codes, as the laws and principles of his own constitution.”

“Thou couldst not have declared the truth more perfectly! There is a

divine image, or Son of God, in man. He may be known as the Anointed One,

or Christ, within. But commonly he remaineth unmanifested.”

“By Hercules!—pass over the custom,—that seemeth to be a hard saying.

Sayest thou that the ignorant, the base, and all men have this Anointed

One, the Son, hidden within the depths of their being?”

“Yea; it is the very corner‐stone of their nature, though they know it

not. They think and feel that all men—themselves included—are corrupt in

their being, because the troubled waves upon the surface of their every‐

day consciousness are evil and rebellious. Therefore they yield themselves

to the dominion of appearances, and become slaves to the seen, and to

those things which their own thoughts have created, and their own sensuous

faculties upreared.”

“O wise young Hebrew!—nay, more than Hebrew! thy philosophy, as thou

settest it forth, carrieth conviction, and seemeth worthy of confidence.

It satisfieth my questionings far more perfectly than anything I have

found in Greek or Roman lore. But I fain would know if any one among all

the sons of men hath fully brought the Son, the Anointed One—or Christ, as

thou hast called him—into real and perfect outward manifestation? Behold

is not this the great need in order that men may have their inmost quality

made visible? Thinkest thou that such an Inner made Outer will ever appear

among the children of men?”

“HE HATH APPEARED ALREADY!”

The intense interest which had made Marcius almost oblivious to their

rapid progress seemed to reach a climax. His strong, dark features lighted

up with an unwonted curiosity; but at that moment there was a commotion

around them, for they had arrived at the landing where they were to

disembark.

“Behold thy converse hath touched my very heart, and I pray thee that I

may hear further of this matter. Do thou and thy wife purpose to abide in

Tarsus?”

“Peradventure for a season, though we have set our faces towards Rome.”

“I bid you welcome to my palace. Mine is thine. Pray abide under my roof

during your sojourn.”

“Thou dost honor us with great kindness; but we are wonted to little pomp,

and thy hospitality seemeth too generous.”

“Thou dost deserve honor for thy great goodness and learning; but if thou

dost so desire, thy abiding‐place shall, withal, be humble, and thou shalt

be free from obligation.”

Serenus accepted the hearty invitation, and with Amabel prepared to leave

the Nereid and become guests of Marcius. Vivian also was warmly welcomed

to the special friendship of the Vice Legate, and was assured of the

pleasure which his visits to the palace would afford.

By the order of Marcius the rescued sailors of the Salapiæ were to be

abundantly ministered unto so long as their necessities remained.

Leander, while outwardly gracious to the new‐found friends of Marcius,

could hardly conceal his jealousy towards them; for their converse had

disquieted him, and his own society and games had been superseded.

The state carriage, or chariot, of Marcius, with three gayly caparisoned

horses of choice breed, harnessed abreast, was awaiting him when the

Nereid landed; and soon the Vice Legate, with his friends, including

Leander, were rolling rapidly over the well‐worn flags towards the palace.

The luxurious equipage, with the richly adorned charioteer and footmen,

the clatter of the hoofs of the noble steeds, and the musical jingle of

silver chain traces, drew the attention of every one in the streets while

they passed by. As they dashed rapidly through the business quarter, a

young woman, seemingly a Jewess, no longer in the early flush of youth,

but of remarkable beauty, was just emerging from one of the bazaars, where

she had been to make some trifling purchases.

It was Rebecca!

Casting an involuntary glance upwards, the face of Marcius—that face

forever carved upon the tablet of memory—was directly before her. A quick

shiver shot through her frame, but in the twinkling of an eye her glance

took in another face just behind. Barely suppressing the impulse to speak

aloud, she exclaimed to herself,—

“My friend of the Holy City! and with THAT ROMAN!”

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