XVII.

Elizabeth-Jane had perceived from Henchard’s manner that in assenting

to dance she had made a mistake of some kind. In her simplicity she did

not know what it was till a hint from a nodding acquaintance

enlightened her. As the Mayor’s stepdaughter, she learnt, she had not

been quite in her place in treading a measure amid such a mixed throng

as filled the dancing pavilion.

Thereupon her ears, cheeks, and chin glowed like live coals at the

dawning of the idea that her tastes were not good enough for her

position, and would bring her into disgrace.

This made her very miserable, and she looked about for her mother; but

Mrs. Henchard, who had less idea of conventionality than Elizabeth

herself, had gone away, leaving her daughter to return at her own

pleasure. The latter moved on into the dark dense old avenues, or

rather vaults of living woodwork, which ran along the town boundary,

and stood reflecting.

A man followed in a few minutes, and her face being to-wards the shine

from the tent he recognized her. It was Farfrae—just come from the

dialogue with Henchard which had signified his dismissal.

“And it’s you, Miss Newson?—and I’ve been looking for ye everywhere!”

he said, overcoming a sadness imparted by the estrangement with the

corn-merchant. “May I walk on with you as far as your street-corner?”

She thought there might be something wrong in this, but did not utter

any objection. So together they went on, first down the West Walk, and

then into the Bowling Walk, till Farfrae said, “It’s like that I’m

going to leave you soon.”

She faltered, “Why?”

“Oh—as a mere matter of business—nothing more. But we’ll not concern

ourselves about it—it is for the best. I hoped to have another dance

with you.”

She said she could not dance—in any proper way.

“Nay, but you do! It’s the feeling for it rather than the learning of

steps that makes pleasant dancers.... I fear I offended your father by

getting up this! And now, perhaps, I’ll have to go to another part o’

the warrld altogether!”

This seemed such a melancholy prospect that Elizabeth-Jane breathed a

sigh—letting it off in fragments that he might not hear her. But

darkness makes people truthful, and the Scotchman went on

impulsively—perhaps he had heard her after all:

“I wish I was richer, Miss Newson; and your stepfather had not been

offended, I would ask you something in a short time—yes, I would ask

you to-night. But that’s not for me!”

What he would have asked her he did not say, and instead of encouraging

him she remained incompetently silent. Thus afraid one of another they

continued their promenade along the walls till they got near the bottom

of the Bowling Walk; twenty steps further and the trees would end, and

the street-corner and lamps appear. In consciousness of this they

stopped.

“I never found out who it was that sent us to Durnover granary on a

fool’s errand that day,” said Donald, in his undulating tones. “Did ye

ever know yourself, Miss Newson?”

“Never,” said she.

“I wonder why they did it!”

“For fun, perhaps.”

“Perhaps it was not for fun. It might have been that they thought they

would like us to stay waiting there, talking to one another? Ay, well!

I hope you Casterbridge folk will not forget me if I go.”

“That I’m sure we won’t!” she said earnestly. “I—wish you wouldn’t go

at all.”

They had got into the lamplight. “Now, I’ll think over that,” said

Donald Farfrae. “And I’ll not come up to your door; but part from you

here; lest it make your father more angry still.”

They parted, Farfrae returning into the dark Bowling Walk, and

Elizabeth-Jane going up the street. Without any consciousness of what

she was doing she started running with all her might till she reached

her father’s door. “O dear me—what am I at?” she thought, as she pulled

up breathless.

Indoors she fell to conjecturing the meaning of Farfrae’s enigmatic

words about not daring to ask her what he fain would. Elizabeth, that

silent observing woman, had long noted how he was rising in favour

among the townspeople; and knowing Henchard’s nature now she had feared

that Farfrae’s days as manager were numbered, so that the announcement

gave her little surprise. Would Mr. Farfrae stay in Casterbridge

despite his words and her father’s dismissal? His occult breathings to

her might be solvable by his course in that respect.

The next day was windy—so windy that walking in the garden she picked

up a portion of the draft of a letter on business in Donald Farfrae’s

writing, which had flown over the wall from the office. The useless

scrap she took indoors, and began to copy the calligraphy, which she

much admired. The letter began “Dear Sir,” and presently writing on a

loose slip “Elizabeth-Jane,” she laid the latter over “Sir,” making the

phrase “Dear Elizabeth-Jane.” When she saw the effect a quick red ran

up her face and warmed her through, though nobody was there to see what

she had done. She quickly tore up the slip, and threw it away. After

this she grew cool and laughed at herself, walked about the room, and

laughed again; not joyfully, but distressfully rather.

It was quickly known in Casterbridge that Farfrae and Henchard had

decided to dispense with each other. Elizabeth-Jane’s anxiety to know

if Farfrae were going away from the town reached a pitch that disturbed

her, for she could no longer conceal from herself the cause. At length

the news reached her that he was not going to leave the place. A man

following the same trade as Henchard, but on a very small scale, had

sold his business to Farfrae, who was forthwith about to start as corn

and hay merchant on his own account.

Her heart fluttered when she heard of this step of Donald’s, proving

that he meant to remain; and yet, would a man who cared one little bit

for her have endangered his suit by setting up a business in opposition

to Mr. Henchard’s? Surely not; and it must have been a passing impulse

only which had led him to address her so softly.

To solve the problem whether her appearance on the evening of the dance

were such as to inspire a fleeting love at first sight, she dressed

herself up exactly as she had dressed then—the muslin, the spencer, the

sandals, the parasol—and looked in the mirror. The picture glassed back

was in her opinion, precisely of such a kind as to inspire that

fleeting regard, and no more—“just enough to make him silly, and not

enough to keep him so,” she said luminously; and Elizabeth thought, in

a much lower key, that by this time he had discovered how plain and

homely was the informing spirit of that pretty outside.

Hence, when she felt her heart going out to him, she would say to

herself with a mock pleasantry that carried an ache with it, “No, no,

Elizabeth-Jane—such dreams are not for you!” She tried to prevent

herself from seeing him, and thinking of him; succeeding fairly well in

the former attempt, in the latter not so completely.

Henchard, who had been hurt at finding that Farfrae did not mean to put

up with his temper any longer, was incensed beyond measure when he

learnt what the young man had done as an alternative. It was in the

town-hall, after a council meeting, that he first became aware of

Farfrae’s _coup_ for establishing himself independently in the town;

and his voice might have been heard as far as the town-pump expressing

his feelings to his fellow councilmen. These tones showed that, though

under a long reign of self-control he had become Mayor and churchwarden

and what not, there was still the same unruly volcanic stuff beneath

the rind of Michael Henchard as when he had sold his wife at Weydon

Fair.

“Well, he’s a friend of mine, and I’m a friend of his—or if we are not,

what are we? ’Od send, if I’ve not been his friend, who has, I should

like to know? Didn’t he come here without a sound shoe to his voot?

Didn’t I keep him here—help him to a living? Didn’t I help him to

money, or whatever he wanted? I stuck out for no terms—I said ‘Name

your own price.’ I’d have shared my last crust with that young fellow

at one time, I liked him so well. And now he’s defied me! But damn him,

I’ll have a tussle with him now—at fair buying and selling, mind—at

fair buying and selling! And if I can’t overbid such a stripling as he,

then I’m not wo’th a varden! We’ll show that we know our business as

well as one here and there!”

His friends of the Corporation did not specially respond. Henchard was

less popular now than he had been when nearly two years before, they

had voted him to the chief magistracy on account of his amazing energy.

While they had collectively profited by this quality of the

corn-factor’s they had been made to wince individually on more than one

occasion. So he went out of the hall and down the street alone.

Reaching home he seemed to recollect something with a sour

satisfaction. He called Elizabeth-Jane. Seeing how he looked when she

entered she appeared alarmed.

“Nothing to find fault with,” he said, observing her concern. “Only I

want to caution you, my dear. That man, Farfrae—it is about him. I’ve

seen him talking to you two or three times—he danced with ’ee at the

rejoicings, and came home with ’ee. Now, now, no blame to you. But just

harken: Have you made him any foolish promise? Gone the least bit

beyond sniff and snaff at all?”

“No. I have promised him nothing.”

“Good. All’s well that ends well. I particularly wish you not to see

him again.”

“Very well, sir.”

“You promise?”

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