ON a certain day in the year of grace 1920, there came into being a
special and very select club. There was no entrance fee and no
subscription, in which respect it differed from all other clubs. Its
membership was limited to six: the _Actor_, the _Barrister_, the
_Doctor_, the _Ordinary Man_, the _Soldier_, and the _Writer_. And since
each in his own particular trade had achieved what the world calls fame,
except the Ordinary Man, who was only ordinary, it was decided that for
purposes of convenience they should be entered in the list of members
alphabetically according to their trade, and further that they should
carry out the only rule of the club in the order of that entry. And the
only rule of the club was, that on certain nights, to be mutually agreed
on, the member whose turn it was should give to the remaining members an
exceedingly good dinner, after which he should tell them a story
connected with his own trade, that should be of sufficient interest to
keep them awake.
And the only penalty of the club was that if the story was not of
sufficient interest to keep the audience awake, the offending member
should pay a sum of ten pounds to a deserving charity.
No rule was deemed necessary as to the quality of the dinner: the
members had elected themselves with discretion.
_I_ _The Actor’s Story, being The Patch on the Quilt_
“THE trouble in my game,” he began, “is that the greatest plays can
never be staged. There would be no money in them. The public demand a
plot—a climax: after that the puppets cease strutting, the curtain
rings down. But in life—in real life—there’s no plot. It’s just a
series of anti-climaxes strung together like a patchwork quilt, until
there comes the greatest anti-climax of all and the quilt is finished.”
He passed his hand through his fast-greying hair, and stared for a
moment or two at the fire. The Soldier was filling his pipe; the Writer,
his legs stretched in front of him, had his hands thrust deep in his
trouser pockets.
“It’s one of the patches in one of the quilts that my story is about,”
continued the actor thoughtfully. “Just an episode in the life of a
woman—or shall I say, just the life of a woman in an episode?
“You remember that play of mine—‘John Pendlesham’s Wife’?” He turned to
the Barrister, who nodded.
“Very well,” he answered. “Molly Travers was your leading lady.”
“I was out of England,” said the Soldier. “Never saw it.”
“It’s immaterial.” The Actor lit a cigarette. “The play itself has
nothing to do with my story, except indirectly. But as you didn’t see
it, I will just explain this much. I, of course, was John
Pendlesham—Molly was my wife, and the third act constituted what, in my
opinion, was the finest piece of emotional acting which that consummate
actress has ever done in her career.”
The Writer nodded. “I agree. She was superb.”
“Night after night the fall of the curtain found her nearly fainting;
night after night there was that breathless moment of utter silence
followed by a perfect crash of applause. I am mentioning these old facts
because her marvellous performance does concern my story directly—even
though the play does not.
“We had been running about a month, I suppose, when my story begins. I
had just come off after the third act, and was going to my
dressing-room. For some reason, instead of going by the direct door
which led into it from the stage, I went outside into the passage. There
were some hands moving furniture or something. . . .
“I think you’ve all of you been behind at my theatre. First you come to
the swing doors out of the street, inside which the watch dog sits
demanding callers’ business. Then there is another door, and beyond that
there are three steps down to my room. And it was just as I was opening
my door on that night that I happened to look round.
“Standing at the top of the three stairs was a woman who was staring at
me. I only saw her for a moment: then the watch dog intervened, and I
went into my room. But I _had_ seen her for a moment: I had seen her for
long enough to get the look in her eyes.
“We get all sorts and conditions of people behind, as you’d
expect—stage-struck girls, actors out of a shop, autograph hunters,
beggars. And the watch dog knew my invariable rule: only personal
friends and people who had made an appointment by letter were allowed
inside the second door. But a rule cannot legislate for every case.
“Gad! you fellows, it’s many years now since that night, but I can still
feel, as clearly as if it were yesterday, the message in that girl’s
eyes. There had been hope and fear and pitiful entreaty: the look of one
who had staked everything on a last desperate throw: the look of a
mother who is fighting for her child. It was amazing: I couldn’t
understand it. As I stood just inside my door I couldn’t have told you
whether she was old or young, plain or pretty. And yet in that one
fleeting second this vivid, jumbled message had reached me.” The Actor
pressed out his cigarette, and there was silence while he lit another
one.
“For a moment I hesitated,” he continued after a while; “then I rang the
bell for the watch dog.
“‘Who is that lady I saw outside there?’ I asked, as he came in.
“‘Won’t give no name, sir,’ he answered. ‘Wants to see you, but I told
her the rules.’
“Once again I hesitated; probably I’d exaggerated—put a totally false
construction on her expression, probably she was looking for a job like
the rest of them. And then I knew that I’d got to see that woman, and
that I should have no peace of mind until I’d heard what she had to say.
The watch dog was regarding me curiously; plainly he could see no reason
whatever for my hesitation. He was a matter-of-fact fellow, was the
guardian of the door.
“‘Show her in, I’ll see her now.’ I had my back to him, but I could feel
his virtuous indignation. After all, rules are rules.
“‘Now, sir?’ he echoed.
“‘Now; at once.’
“He went out, and I heard him go up the steps.
“‘Mr. Trayne will see you. Come this way.’
“And then the door opened again, and I turned to face the woman. She was
young—quite young, dressed in a kind of cheap suburban frock. Her shoes
had been good ones—once, now—well, however skilfully a patch is put on
it is still a patch. Her gloves showed traces of much needle and cotton;
the little bag she carried was rubbed and frayed. And over the cheap
suburban frock she had on a coat which was worn and threadbare.
“‘It was good of you to see me, Mr. Trayne.’
“She was nervous and her voice shook a little, but she faced me quite
steadily.
“‘It’s a very unusual thing for me to do,’ I said. ‘But I saw you at the
top of the stairs, and . . .’
“‘I know it’s unusual,’ she interrupted. ‘The man outside there told me
your rule. But believe me’—she was talking with more assurance now—‘my
reason for coming to see you is very unusual also.’
“I pulled up a chair for her. ‘What is your reason?’ I asked.
“She took a deep breath and began fumbling with her handkerchief.
“‘I know you will think me mad,’ she began, ‘but I don’t want to tell
you my reason now. I want to wait until after the play is over, and I
know you go on at once in the fourth act.’
“‘You’ve seen the play, then?’ I remarked.
“‘I’ve seen the play,’ was her somewhat astonishing answer, ‘every night
since the first.’
“‘Every night!’ I stared at her in surprise. ‘But . . .’
“I must have glanced at her clothes or something and she saw what was in
my mind.
“‘I suppose you think that I hardly look as if I could afford such
luxuries,’ she smiled faintly. ‘I’ve only seen it from the gallery and
pit, you know. And even that has meant that I’ve had to go without
lunch. But—you see—it was necessary for me to see it: I had to. It was
part of my plan—a necessary part.’
“‘I don’t want to seem dense,’ I said gently, ‘but I’m afraid I don’t
quite follow. How can seeing my play thirty odd times be a necessary
part of your plan?’
“‘That’s what I don’t want to tell you now,’ she repeated, and once more
her hands began twisting nervously. ‘I want to wait till afterwards,
when perhaps you’ll—of your kindness—do as I ask you. Oh! Mr.
Trayne—for God’s sake, don’t fail me!’ She leant forward beseechingly
in her chair.
“‘My dear child,’ I answered quietly—I don’t think she can have been
much more than twenty, ‘you haven’t told me yet what you want me to do.’
“‘I want you to come to a house in Kensington with me,’ she said
steadily.”
Once again the Actor paused, and stared at the fire. Then he gave a
short laugh.
“When she said that, I looked at her pretty sharply. Without appearing
conceited or anything of that sort, one has occasionally in the course
of one’s career, received certain flattering attentions from charming
women—attentions which—er—one is tempted to conceal from one’s wife.”
“Precisely,” murmured the Ordinary Man. “Precisely.”
“And for a moment, I must confess that the thought passed through my
mind that this was one of those occasions. And it wasn’t until the
colour rose to her face and stained it scarlet, that I realised that not
only had I made a mistake, but that I had been foolish enough to let her
see that I had.
“‘My God!’ she whispered, ‘you don’t think—you couldn’t think—that I
meant . . .’
“She rose and almost cowered away from me. ‘Why, I’m married.’
“I refrained from remarking that the fact was hardly such a conclusive
proof of the absurdity of my unspoken thought as she seemed to imagine.
I merely bowed, and said a little formally: ‘Please don’t jump to
conclusions. May I ask why you wish me to come to a house in Kensington
with you?’
“The colour ebbed away from her cheeks, and she sat down again.
“‘That’s the very thing I don’t want to tell you, until you come,’ she
answered very low. ‘I know it sounds absurd—it must do, it seems as if
I were being unnecessarily mysterious. But I can’t tell you, Mr. Trayne,
I can’t tell you . . . Not yet. . . .’
“And then the call boy knocked, and I had to go on for the last act. In
a way I suppose it was absurd of me—but life is made up of impulses. I
confess that the whole thing intrigued me. When a woman comes and tells
you that she has seen your play every night since it started; that she’s
had to go without her lunch to do so; that it was a necessary part of
some wonderful plan, and that she wants you to go to a house in
Kensington, the least curious man would be attracted. And from my
earliest infancy I’ve always been engrossed in other people’s business.
“‘All right,’ I said briefly. ‘I’ll come with you.’
“And then I had to put out my hand to steady her, I thought she was
going to faint. Reaction, I thought at the time; later, it struck me
that the reason was much more prosaic—lack of food.
“I stopped for a moment till she seemed herself again; then I told her
to wait outside.
“‘I shall be about half an hour,’ I said, ‘and then we’ll take a taxi,
and go down to Kensington. Tell them to give you a chair. . . .’
“And my last impression as I went on to the stage was of a white-faced
girl clutching the table, staring at me with great brown eyes that held
in them a dawning triumph.
“I think,” went on the Actor thoughtfully, “that that is where the
tragedy of it all really lay. Afterwards she told me that the part of
her plan which had seemed most difficult to her was getting my consent
to go with her to Kensington. Once that was done, she knew all would be
well, she was absolutely and supremely confident. And when I went on to
the stage for the fourth act, she felt that success had crowned her
efforts, that what was to come after was nothing compared to that which
she had already done. The inaccessible stronghold had been stormed, the
ogre had proved to be a lamb.
“Well, we went to Kensington. I sent my own car home, and we took a
taxi. During the drive she was very silent, and I didn’t try to make her
talk. Evidently no inkling of the mysterious plan was to be revealed
until we arrived at the address she had given the driver. It was some
obscure street that I had never heard of and the name of which I have
completely forgotten. I know it was somewhere not far from Barker’s.
“The door was opened by a repulsive-looking woman who peered at me
suspiciously. And then the girl took her on one side and whispered
something in her ear. Apparently it had the desired effect, as the
Gorgon retired grumbling to an odoriferous basement, leaving us alone in
the hall.
“When she had shut the door the girl turned to me.
“‘Will you come upstairs, Mr. Trayne. I want you to meet my husband.’
“I bowed. ‘Certainly,’ I said, and she led the way.
“‘So the husband was in the plan,’ I reflected as I followed her. Was he
a genius with a play that he proposed to read to me? I had suffered from
the plays of genius before. Or was he some actor down on his luck? If
so, why all the mystery? And then, when I’d made up my mind that it was
a mere begging case, we arrived at the room. Just before she turned the
handle of the door she again looked at me.
“‘My husband is ill, Mr. Trayne. You’ll excuse his being in bed.’
“Then we went in. Good Lord! you fellows,” the Actor leant forward in
his chair. “I’ve been pretty hard up in the old days, but as I stood
inside that door I realised for the first time what poverty—real
poverty—meant. Mark you, the girl was a lady; the weak,
cadaverous-looking fellow propped up in bed with a tattered shawl round
his shoulders was a gentleman. And beyond the bed, and one chair, and a
rackety old chest-of-drawers there wasn’t a stick of furniture in the
room. There was a curtain in the corner with what looked like a
washstand behind it, and a shelf by the bed with two cups and some
plates on it. And nothing else except an appalling oleograph of Queen
Victoria on the wall.
“‘This is Mr. Trayne, dear.’ She was bending over her husband, and after
a moment he looked up at me.
“‘It was good of you to come, sir,’ he said. ‘Very good.’ And then he
turned to his wife and I heard him say: ‘Have you told him yet, Kitty?’
“She shook her head. ‘Not yet, darling, I will now.’ She left his side
and came over to me.
“‘Mr. Trayne, I know you thought me very peculiar at the theatre. But I
was afraid that if I told you what I really wanted you’d have refused to
come. You get hundreds and hundreds of people coming to see you who
think they can act. Asking you to help them get a job and that sort of
thing. Well, I was afraid that if I told you that that was what I
wanted, you’d have told me to go away. Perhaps you’d have given me a
straw of comfort—taken my address—said you’d let me know if anything
turned up. But nothing would have turned up. . . . And, you see, I was
rather desperate.’
“The big brown eyes were fixed on me pleadingly, and somehow I didn’t
feel quite as annoyed as I should have done at what was nothing more nor
less than a blatant trick to appeal to my sympathy.
“‘Perhaps nothing would have turned up,’ I said gently, ‘but you must
remember that to-day the stage is a hopelessly overstocked profession.
There are hundreds of trained actors and actresses unable to obtain a
job.’
“‘I know that,’ she cried eagerly, ‘and that’s why I—why I thought out
this plan. I thought that if I could _really_ convince you that I could
act above the average . . .’
“‘And she can, Mr. Trayne,’ broke in her husband. ‘She’s good, I know
it.’
“‘We must leave Mr. Trayne to be the judge of that, Harry,’ she smiled.
‘You see,’ she went on to me, ‘what I felt was that there is an opening
for real talent. There is, isn’t there?’
“‘Yes,’ I agreed slowly. ‘There is an opening for _real_ talent. But
even that is a small one. . . . Have you ever acted before?’
“‘A little. In amateur theatricals!’
“I turned away. Amateur theatricals! More heart-burning and
disappointment has been caused by those abominable entertainments than
their misguided originators will ever realise.
“‘But don’t think I’m relying on that.’ The girl was speaking again, and
I almost laughed. ‘I want you to judge me to-night.’
“I swung round and looked at her. So this was the mysterious plan: I was
to witness an impromptu performance, which was to convince me that the
second Sarah Bernhardt had been discovered.
“‘I couldn’t have shown you, you see, in your dressing-room. I shouldn’t
have had time. That’s why I asked you to come here.’
“‘You have the courage of your convictions anyway,’ I said quietly. ‘I
am perfectly ready to be convinced.’
“‘Then will you sit there.’ She took off her hat and coat as I sat down
on the only available chair, and from underneath his pillow the man
produced a paper-covered book.
“‘You’ll forgive me if I read my lines, Mr. Trayne,’ he said. ‘I find I
can’t learn them—I can’t concentrate.’ He passed a thin, emaciated hand
over his forehead. ‘And it’s her you want to see.’
“He turned over the pages weakly; then he began to read. And I—I sat up
as if I’d been stung. At last everything was clear: the continual visits
to the theatre—everything. The part of all others which they had
selected to prove her ability, was the love-scene between Molly Travers
and myself in the third act of ‘John Pendlesham’s Wife. . . .’”
For a while there was silence, while the Actor thoughtfully lit another
cigarette.
“This unknown child,” he went on after a moment, “who had acted a little
in amateur theatricals, had deliberately challenged London’s greatest
emotional actress in her most marvellous success before, Heaven help us,
_me_—of all people. I suppose if I was writing a story I should say
that she triumphed; that as I sat in that bare and hideous room I
realised that before me was genius—a second and greater Molly; that
from that moment her foot was set on the ladder of fame, and there was
no looking back.”
The Actor laughed a little sadly. “Unfortunately, I’m not writing a
story, I’m telling the truth. I don’t know how I sat through the next
twenty minutes. It was the most ghastly caricature of Molly that I have
ever thought of; the more ghastly because it was so intensely
unintentional. Every little gesture was faithfully copied; every little
trick and mannerism had been carefully learnt by heart. And this, as I
say, to me who acted with that divine genius every night. God! it was
awful. That marvellous line of Molly’s, when, standing in the centre of
the stage facing me across the table, she said: ‘Then you don’t want me
back?’ that line which was made marvellous merely through the consummate
restraint with which she said it, sounded from this poor child like a
parlour-maid giving notice.
“And then, at last it was over, and I realised I had to say something.
They were both staring at me, hope shining clear in the girl’s eyes and
pride in the man’s.
“‘She’s great, isn’t she, Mr. Trayne?’ he said. ‘I’ve not had the
privilege of seeing you and Miss Travers in the part—but I feel that
now—why,’ he gave a little shaky laugh, ‘that it’s hardly necessary.’
“You see,” said the Actor slowly, “that was the devil of it all. They
were both so utterly certain, especially the man. The difficulty had
been to get me there; after that it had been easy. I glanced at the poor
fellow in the bed, and his thoughts were plain to read. No more grinding
poverty, no more unfurnished bed-sitting rooms, and—fame for the woman
he loved! And then he spoke again.
“‘I’m such a hopeless crock, Mr. Trayne, and she’—he took one of her
hands in both his own—‘she’s had to do all the work. Beastly, grinding
work in an office, when she was capable of this.’
“The girl bent over him, and I looked away. It seemed to me that the
ground on which I stood was holy.”
The Actor gave a short laugh which deceived no one. “I suppose I was an
ass,” he went on, “but I’d do it again to-day. ‘It was wonderful,’ I
said, ‘quite wonderful.’ And because I’m an actor they believed me. Not
that he, at any rate, required much convincing—he only wanted his
knowledge confirmed. Of course, when I spoke I didn’t realise what I was
letting myself in for. I should have done, I suppose, but—I wasn’t left
long in doubt. If she was wonderful—and had not I, Herbert Trayne, said
so—what about a job? At once . . . With my backing it was easy. . . .
Which was all quite true except for the one vital fact of my having
lied. But, hang it, you fellows!” he exploded, “could you have told ’em
it was the most appalling exhibition of utter futility you’d ever
witnessed?”
“No, I couldn’t,” said the Soldier. “What happened?
“I can see them now,” continued the Actor. “He was holding her hand, and
looking up into her face—as a dog looks at the being it adores. And she
was smiling a little, and crying a little—tears of pure joy. The strain
was over, the lunches had not been missed in vain. And I stood there
like a dumb idiot racking my brains for something to say. They thought I
was wondering what job to offer her; they were right, I was.” The Actor
laughed shortly.
“But I’d gone into the morass, and there was nothing for it but to
blunder in deeper. The one vital essential was that in no circumstances
must the poor child ever be allowed to act. The other was money—and at
once. So I offered her then and there a job as Molly Travers’ understudy
at five pounds a week.”
“Great Scott!” The Doctor sat up with a jerk. “Understudy Molly?”
“I explained, of course,” went on the Actor, “that there was an
understudy already, and that to save unpleasantness it would be better
if she didn’t come to the theatre, unless I sent for her. That, of
course, it was more than likely that Miss Travers wouldn’t be ill during
the run of the play, and that in those circumstances I didn’t want to
offend the present understudy. And when another play came along, we must
see what we could do. That, thank Heaven, I knew was some way off yet!
It gave me breathing space.
“I gave her a week’s salary in advance, and I got away—somehow. I think
they were both a little dazed with the wonder of it, and they wanted to
be alone. I heard his voice—weak and quavering—as I shut the door.
“‘Oh! my very dear girl,’ he was whispering—and she was on her knees
beside the bed. And I blundered my way downstairs, cursing myself for a
sentimental fool. There’s whisky on the table, you fellows. Help
yourselves.”
But no one moved, and the Actor lit another cigarette.
“I saw her occasionally during the next two or three months,” he
continued, “though I never went to their rooms again. They had moved—I
knew that—because I used to post the cheque every week. But the few
times I did see her, I gathered that her husband was not getting any
better. And one day I insisted on Lawrence, the specialist, going to see
him. I couldn’t have one of my company being worried, I told her, over
things of that sort. I can see her face now as I said ‘one of my
company.’ I don’t know what Lawrence said to her, but he rang me up at
the theatre that night, and he did not mince his words to me.
“‘I give him a month,’ he said. ‘It’s galloping consumption.’
“It was just about a month later that the thing happened which I had
been dreading. Molly went down with ’flu. Her understudy—the real
one—was Violet Dorman, who was unknown then. And, of course it was her
chance.”
“One moment,” interrupted the Barrister. “Did anyone at the theatre know
about this girl?”
“Good God! no,” cried the Actor. “Not a soul. In this censorious world
actions such as mine in that case are apt to be misconstrued, which
alone was sufficient to make me keep it dark. No one knew.
“The first night—all was well. Molly went down in the afternoon, and it
didn’t come out in any of the evening papers. Violet acted
magnificently. She wasn’t Molly, of course—she isn’t now. But it was
her chance, and she took it—and took it well. Next morning the papers,
naturally, had it in. ‘Temporary indisposition of Miss Molly Travers.
Part filled at a moment’s notice with great credit by Miss Violet
Dorman.’ She had a press agent and he boomed her for all he was worth.
And I read the papers and cursed. Not that I grudged her her success in
the slightest, but I was thinking of the afternoon. It was matinée day
and the girl must read it in the papers.
“There was only one thing for it—to go round and see her. Whatever
happened I had to prevent her coming to the theatre. How I was going to
do it without giving the show away I hadn’t an idea, but somehow or
other it had got to be done. My blundering foolishness—even though it
had been for the best—had caused the trouble; it was up to me to try
and right it. So I went round and found her with a doctor in the
sitting-room. He was just going as I came in, and his face was grave.
“‘Harry’s dying,’ she said to me quite simply, and I glanced at the
doctor, who nodded.
“Poor child! I crossed over to her side, and though it seems an awful
thing to say, my only feeling was one of relief. After what Lawrence had
said I knew it was hopeless, and since the poor devil had to go he
couldn’t have chosen a more opportune moment from my point of view. It
solved the difficulty. If he was dying she couldn’t come to the theatre,
and by the time the funeral was over Molly would be back. I didn’t
realise that one doesn’t get out of things quite as easily as that.
“‘I’ve only just realised how bad he was,’ she went on in a flat, dead
voice.
“‘Does he know?’ I asked.
“‘No. He thinks he’s going to get better. Why didn’t you send for me
last night, Mr. Trayne?’
“It was so unexpected, that I hesitated and stammered.
“‘I couldn’t get at you in time,’ I said finally. ‘Miss Travers only
became ill late in the afternoon.’
“With a strange look on her face she opened a paper—some cursed rag I
hadn’t seen.
“‘It says here,’ she went on slowly, ‘that she was confined to her bed
all yesterday. Oh! it doesn’t matter much, does it?’ She put the paper
down wearily, and gave the most heartrending little sobbing laugh I’ve
ever heard.
“‘What do you mean?’ I stammered out.
“‘I suppose you did it for the best, Mr. Trayne. I suppose I ought to be
grateful. But you lied that night—didn’t you?’
“I was fingering a book on the table and for the life of me I couldn’t
think of anything to say. ‘He doesn’t know,’ she went on. ‘He still
thinks I’m a God-sent genius. And he mustn’t know.’
“‘Why should he?’ I said. And then I put my hand on her arm. ‘Tell me,
how did you find out?’
“‘You admit it then?’
“‘Yes,’ I said quietly, ‘I admit that I lied. I was so desperately sorry
for you.’
“‘I mentioned it to someone—a man who knew the stage—about a week ago.
He looked at me in blank amazement, and then he laughed. I suppose he
couldn’t help it: it was so ridiculous. I was furious—furious. But
afterwards I began to think, and I asked other people one or two
questions—and then that came,’ she pointed to the paper, ‘and I knew.
And now—oh! thank God—he’s dying. He mustn’t know, Mr. Trayne, he
mustn’t.’
“And at that moment he came into the room—tottered in is a better word.
“‘Boy,’ she cried in an agony, ‘what are you doing?’
“‘I thought I heard Mr. Trayne’s voice,’ he whispered, collapsing in the
chair. ‘I’m much better to-day, much. Bit weak still——’
“And then he saw the paper, and he leant forward eagerly.
“‘Ill,’ he cried. ‘Molly Travers ill. Why, my dear—but it’s your
chance.’ He read on a bit, and she looked at me desperately. ‘But why
weren’t you there last night? Who is this woman, Violet Dorman?’
“‘You see, Tracy,’ I said, picking up the paper and putting it out of
his reach, ‘it was so sudden, Miss Travers’ illness, that I couldn’t get
at your wife in time.’
“‘Quite,’ he whispered. ‘Of course. But there’s a matinée this
afternoon, isn’t there? Oh! I wonder if I’m well enough to go. I’m so
much better to-day.’ And then he looked at his wife. ‘My dear! my
dear—at last!’
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen such pathetic pride and love shining in a
man’s face before or since.
“‘I’m afraid you won’t be quite well enough to go,’ I muttered.
“‘Perhaps it would be wiser not to,’ he whispered. ‘But to think I shall
miss her first appearance. Have you come to fetch her now, Mr. Trayne?’
“‘Yes, darling,’ the girl replied, and her voice sounded as steady as a
rock. ‘Mr. Trayne has come to fetch me. But it’s early yet and I want
you to go back to bed now. . . .’
“Without a glance at me she helped him from the room and left me
standing there. I heard their voices—hers clear and strong, his barely
audible. And not for the first time in my life I marvelled at the wonder
of a woman who loves. I was to marvel more in a moment or two.
“She came back and shut the door. Then she stood facing me.
“‘There’s only one way, Mr. Trayne, though I think it’s going to break
my heart. I must go to the theatre.’
“‘But—your husband . . .’ I stammered.
“‘Oh! I’m not really going. I shall be here—at hand—the whole time.
Because if the end did come—why then—I _must_ be with him. But he’s
got to think I’ve gone; I’ve got to hide from him until after the
matinée is over. And then I must tell him’—she faltered a little—‘of
my success. I’ll keep the papers from him—if it’s necessary. . . .’ She
turned away and I heard her falter: ‘Three hours away from him—when
he’s dying. Oh, my God!’”
The Actor paused, and the Soldier stirred restlessly in his chair. “I
left shortly after,” he went on at length, “I saw she wanted me to.
“All through the play that afternoon it haunted me—the pathos of
it—aye, the horror of it. I pictured that girl hiding somewhere, while
in the room above the sands were running out. Longing with all the power
of her being to go to him—to snatch every fleeting minute with him—and
yet condemned by my stupidity to forfeit her right. And then at last the
show was over, and I went to her room again.
“She was by his side, kneeling on the floor, as I came in. As he saw me
he struggled up on his elbow, and one could see it was the end.
“‘Dear fellow,’ I said, ‘she was wonderful—just wonderful!’
“And the girl looked up at me through her blinding tears.
“‘Just wonderful,’ I said again. Five minutes later he died. . . .”
The Actor fell silent.
“Did you ever see her again?” asked the Soldier thoughtfully.
“Never: she disappeared. Just a patch on the quilt as I said. But there
was one thread missing. Three years later I received a registered
envelope. There was no letter inside, no word of any sort. Just these.”
He fumbled in his pocket. “There are twenty of them.”
He held out his hand, and the Soldier leaning forward saw that it
contained a little bundle of five-pound notes.
_II_ _The Barrister’s Story, being The Decision of Sir Edward
Shoreham_
“THIS morning,” he began, leaning back in his chair and crossing his
legs, “I mislaid my cigarette-case. I knew it was somewhere in the
study, but find it I could not. Finally, having searched all over my
writing table, I rang the bell, and somewhat irritably demanded its
immediate production. The butler stepped forward and lifted it up from
the centre of the blotting pad, where it had been the whole time,
literally under my nose. What peculiar temporary kink in the brain had
prevented my noticing the very thing I was looking for, when it was
lying in the most conspicuous place in which it could possibly have
been, I don’t know. I leave that to the Doctor. But the point of my
parable is this—it decided in my mind the story with which I should
bore you fellows to-night.”
He paused to light a cigar, then he glanced round at the faces of the
other five.
“And if, as I get on with it, you think you recognise the real
characters under the fictional names I shall give them, I can’t prevent
you. But don’t ask me to confirm your thoughts.”
“Exactly,” murmured the Actor. “Fire ahead.”
“It was about four years before the war,” commenced the Barrister, “that
I was stopping for a few nights at a certain house in Park Lane. It was
in the middle of the season—June, to be accurate—and I was waiting to
get in here. My wife was in the country, and, as I was more or less at a
loose end, I accepted the offer of staying at this house. My
hostess—shall we call her Granger, Ruth Granger—had been an old school
pal of my wife’s; in later years she had become a real, intimate friend
of us both.
“At the time of which I speak she was a lovely girl of twenty-six, with
the suffering of six years of hell in her eyes. At the age of twenty she
had married Sir Henry Granger, and that fatal mistake had been the cause
of the hell. Henry Granger was one of the most loathsome brutes it has
ever been my misfortune to run across. He had not one single instinct of
a gentleman in him, though he did happen to be the tenth baronet. How
her parents had ever allowed the marriage beat me completely. Perhaps it
was money, for Granger was rich; but whatever it was she married him,
and her hell began.
“Granger was simply an animal, a coarse and vicious animal. He drank
heavily without getting drunk, which is always a dangerous sign, and he
possessed the morals—or did not possess the morals, whichever you
prefer—of a monkey. He was unfaithful to her on their honeymoon—my
wife told me that; and from then on he made not the slightest attempt to
conceal his mode of life.”
The Barrister carefully removed the ash from his cigar. “I won’t labour
the point,” he went on with a faint smile. “We have all of us met the
type, but I’d like to emphasise the fact that I, at any rate, have never
met any member of that type who came within a mile of him. Most of ’em
have some semblance of decency about ’em—make some attempt to conceal
their affairs. Granger didn’t; he seemed to prefer that they should be
known. Sometimes since then I have wondered whether he was actuated by a
sort of blind rage—by a mad desire to pierce through the calm, icy
contempt of his wife; to make her writhe and suffer, because he realised
she was so immeasurably his superior.” He paused thoughtfully. “He made
her suffer right enough.”
“Did she never try for a divorce?” asked the Soldier.
“No, never. We discussed it once—she, and my wife and I; and I had to
explain to her our peculiar laws on the subject. His adultery by itself
was, of course, not sufficient, and for some reason she flatly refused
to consider a mere separation. She wouldn’t face the scandal and
publicity for only that. I said to her then: ‘Why not apply for a
restitution of conjugal rights. Get your husband to leave the house, and
if he doesn’t return in fourteen days——’
“She stopped me with a bitter laugh.
“‘It seems rather fatuous,’ she said slowly, ‘getting a lawyer to ask my
husband to do what he is only too ready to do—return to me.’
“‘But surely,’ I began, not quite taking her meaning.
“‘You see, Bill,’ she answered in a flat, dead voice, ‘my husband is
very fond of me—as a stopgap. After most of his episodes he honours me
with his attentions for two or three days.’
“That was the devil of it—he didn’t intend to let her divorce him. She
formed an excellent hostess for his house, and for the rest there were
always _les autres_. And he wanted her, too, because he couldn’t get
her, and that made him mad.”
The Barrister leant forward, and the firelight flickered on his thin,
ascetic face.
“Such was the state of affairs when I went to stay. The particular lady
at the time who was being honoured by Henry Granger was a shining light
in musical comedy—Nelly Jones, shall we call her? It is very far from
her real name. If possible, he had been more open over this affair than
usual; everyone who knew the Grangers in London knew about
it—_everyone_. He had twice dined with her at the same restaurant at
which his wife was entertaining, once deliberately selecting the next
table.”
“What an unmitigated swine!” cried the Ordinary Man.
“He was,” agreed the Barrister briefly. “But even that was not
sufficient to satisfy the gentleman. He proceeded to do a thing which
put him for ever outside the pale. He brought this girl to a reception
of his wife’s at his own house.
“It was the night that I arrived. She had fixed up one of those ghastly
entertainments which are now, thank Heaven, practically extinct.
Somebody sings and nobody listens, and you meet everybody you
particularly want to avoid. Mercifully I ran into an old pal, also of
your calling, Actor-man—Violet Seymour. No reason why I should disguise
her name at any rate. She was not acting at the moment, and we sat in a
sort of alcove-place at the top of the stairs, on the same landing as
the reception-room.
“‘There’s going to be a break here soon, Bill,’ she said to me after a
while. ‘Ruth is going to snap.’
“‘Poor girl!’ I answered. ‘But what the devil can one do, Violet?’
“‘Nothing,’ she said fiercely, ‘except alter your abominably unjust
laws. Why can’t she get a divorce, Bill? It’s vile—utterly vile.’
“And then—well, let’s call him Sir Edward Shoreham, joined us. He was
on the Bench—a judge, which makes the disguise of a false name pretty
thin, especially in view of what is to come. I remember he had recently
taken a murder case—one that had aroused a good deal of popular
attention—and the prisoner had been found guilty. We were talking about
it at the time Sir Edward arrived, with Violet, as usual, tilting lances
against every form of authority.
“I can see her now as she turned to Sir Edward with a sort of dreadful
fascination on her face.
“‘And so you sentenced him to death?’
“He nodded gravely. ‘Certainly,’ he answered. ‘He was guilty.’
“And then she turned half-away, speaking almost under her breath.
“‘And doesn’t it ever appall you? Make you wake in the middle of the
night, with your mouth dry and your throat parched. All this—life,
love—and in a cell, a man waiting—a man you’ve sent there. Ticking off
the days on his nerveless fingers—staring out at the sun. My God! it
would drive me mad.’
“Ned Shoreham smiled a little grimly.
“‘You seem to forget one unimportant factor,’ he answered; ‘the wretched
woman that man killed.’
“‘No, I don’t,’ she cried. ‘But the punishment is so immeasurably worse
than the crime. I don’t think death would matter if it came suddenly;
but to sit waiting with a sort of sickening helplessness——’
“It was then Ruth Granger joined us. Some woman was singing in the
reception-room and, for the moment, she was free from her duties as
hostess.
“‘You seem very serious,’ she said with her grave, sweet smile, holding
out her hand to Sir Edward.
“‘Miss Seymour is a revolutionary,’ he answered lightly, and I happened
at that moment to glance at Ruth. And for the moment she had let the
mask slip as she looked at Ned Shoreham’s face. Then it was replaced,
but their secret was out, as far as I was concerned, though on matters
of affection I am the least observant of mortals. If they weren’t in
love with one another, they were as near to it as made no odds. And it
gave me a bit of a shock.
“Shoreham was young—young, at any rate, for the Bench—and he was
unmarried. And somehow I couldn’t fit Shoreham into the situation of
loving another man’s wife. There had never been a breath of scandal that
I had heard; if there had been, it would have finished him for good. A
judge must be like Cæsar’s wife. And Shoreham, even then, had
established a reputation for the most scrupulous observance of the law.
His enemies called him cruel and harsh; those who knew him better
realised that his apparent harshness was merely a cloak he had wrapped
tightly round himself as a guard against a naturally tender heart. I
don’t know any man that I can think of who had such an undeviating idea
of duty as Shoreham, and without being in the least a prig, such an
exalted idea of the responsibilities of his position. And to realise
suddenly that he was in love with Ruth Granger, as I say, came as a
shock.
“‘What was the argument about?’ she said, sitting down beside me.
“‘Morality _versus_ the Law,’ chipped in Violet.
“‘The individual _versus_ the community,’ amended Sir Edward.
‘Justice—real justice—against sickly sentimentality, with all due
deference to you, Miss Seymour. There are hard cases, one knows, but
hard cases make bad laws. There’s been far too much lately of men taking
matters into their own hands—this so-called Unwritten Law. And it has
got to stop.’
“‘You would never admit the justification,’ said Ruth slowly.
“‘Never—in any circumstances,’ he answered. ‘You have the law—then
appeal to the law. Otherwise there occurs chaos.’
“‘And what of the cases where the law gives no redress?’ demanded
Violet, and even as she spoke Granger came up the stairs with this girl
on his arm.
“Ruth Granger rose, deathly white, and gazed speechlessly at her
husband’s coarse, sneering face. I don’t think for a moment she fully
grasped the immensity of the insult; she was stunned. The footmen were
staring open-mouthed; guests passing into the supper-room stopped and
smirked. And then it was over; the tension snapped.
“‘Have you had any supper, Sir Edward?’ said Ruth calmly, and with her
hand on his arm she swept past her husband, completely ignoring both him
and the girl, who flushed angrily.
“‘I suppose,’ said Violet Seymour to me, as Granger and the girl went
into the reception-room, ‘that had Ruth shot that filthy blackguard dead
on the stairs, Sir Edward would have piously folded his hands and, in
due course, sentenced her to death.’
“And at the moment I certainly sympathised with her point of view.”
The Barrister got up and splashed some soda-water into a glass. Then he
continued:
“I won’t weary you with an account of the rest of the reception. You can
imagine for yourselves the covert sneers and whisperings. I want to go
on two or three hours to the time when the guests had gone, and a
white-faced, tight-lipped woman was staring at the dying embers of a
fire in her sitting-room, while I stood by the mantelpiece wondering
what the devil to do to help. Granger was in his study, where he had
retired on the departure of Miss Jones, and I, personally, had seen two
bottles of champagne taken to him there by one of the footmen.
“‘It’s the end, Bill,’ she said, looking at me suddenly, ‘absolutely the
end. I can’t go on—not after to-night. How dared he bring that woman
here? How dared he?’
“Violet had been right—the break had come. Ruth Granger was desperate,
and there was an expression on her face that it wasn’t good to see. It
put the wind up me all right.
“‘Go to bed, Ruth,’ I said quietly. ‘There’s no good having a row with
Granger to-night; you can say what you want to say to-morrow.’
“And at that moment the door opened and her husband came in. As I said,
he was a man who never got drunk, but that night he was unsteady on his
legs. He stood by the door, swaying a little and staring at her with a
sneer on his face. He was a swine sober; in drink he was—well, words
fail. But, by God! you fellows, she got through him and into him until I
thought he was going to strike her. I believe that was what she was
playing for at the time, because I was there as a witness. But he
didn’t, and when she finished flaying him he merely laughed in her face.
“‘And what about your own damned lover, my virtuous darling?’ he
sneered. ‘What about the upright judge whom you adore—dear, kind Edward
Shoreham?’
“It was unexpected; she didn’t know he had guessed—and her face gave
her away for a moment. Then she straightened up proudly.
“‘Sir Edward Shoreham and I are on terms which an animal of your gross
mind couldn’t possibly understand,’ she answered coldly, and he laughed.
‘If you insinuate that he is my lover in the accepted sense of the word,
you lie and you know it.’
“Without another word she walked contemptuously by him, and the door
closed behind her. And after a moment or two I followed her, leaving him
staring moodily at the empty grate. I couldn’t have spoken to him
without being rude and, after all, I was under his roof.”
The Barrister leant back in his chair and crossed his legs.
“Now that was the situation,” he continued, “when I went to bed. My room
was almost opposite Lady Granger’s, and at the end of the passage, which
was a cul-de-sac, was the door leading into Granger’s study. I hadn’t
started to undress when I heard him come past my room and go along the
passage to his study. And I was still thinking over the situation about
ten minutes later when Lady Granger’s door opened. I knew it was hers
because I heard her speak to her maid, telling her to go to bed. The
girl said ‘Good night,’ and something—I don’t quite know what—made me
look through the keyhole of my door. I was feeling uneasy and alarmed; I
suppose the scene downstairs had unsettled me. And sure enough, as soon
as the maid’s footsteps had died away, I saw through my spy-hole Ruth
Granger go down the passage towards her husband’s study. For a moment I
hesitated; an outsider’s position is always awkward between husband and
wife. But one thing was very certain, those two were in no condition to
have another—and this time a private—interview. I opened my door
noiselessly and peered out. It struck me that if I heard things getting
too heated I should have to intervene. She was just opening the door of
his study as I looked along the passage, and then in a flash the whole
thing seemed to happen. The door shut behind her; there was a pause of
one—perhaps two seconds—and a revolver shot rang out, followed by the
sound of a heavy fall. For a moment I was stunned; then I raced along
the passage as hard as I could, and flung open the door of the study.
“On the floor lay Henry Granger, doubled up and sprawling, while in the
middle of the room stood his wife staring at him speechlessly. At her
feet on the carpet was a revolver, an automatic Colt. I stood there by
the door staring foolishly, and after a while she spoke.
“‘There’s been an accident,’ she whispered. ‘Is he dead?’
“I went up to the body and turned it over. Through the shirt front was a
small hole; underneath the left shoulder blade was another. Henry
Granger had been shot through the heart from point-blank range; death
must have been absolutely instantaneous.
“‘My God, Ruth!’ I muttered. ‘How did it happen?’
“‘Happen?’ she answered vaguely. ‘There was a man . . . the window.’
“And then she fainted. The butler, with a couple of footmen, by this
time had appeared at the door, and I pulled myself together.
“‘Her ladyship’s maid at once,’ I said. ‘Sir Henry has been shot. Ring
up a doctor, and ask him to come round immediately.’
“The butler rushed off, but I kept the two footmen.
“‘Wait a moment,’ I cried, picking up the revolver. ‘A man did it. Pull
back the two curtains by the window, and I’ll cover him.’
“They did as I told them, pulled back the two heavy black curtains that
were in front of the window. It was set back in a sort of alcove, and I
had the revolver ready pointed to cover the murderer. I covered empty
air; there was no one there. Then I walked over to the window and looked
out. It was wide open, and there was a sheer drop of forty feet to the
deserted area below. I looked upwards—I looked sideways: plain
brickwork without footing for a cat.”
“‘Go down to the room below,’ I cried; ‘he may have got in there.’
“They rushed away to come back and tell me that not only were the
windows bolted, but that they were shuttered as well. And I thought they
looked at me curiously.”
He paused to relight his cigar; then he continued thoughtfully:
“I don’t quite know when I first began to feel suspicious about this
mysterious man. The thing had been so sudden that for a while my brain
refused to work; then gradually my legal training reasserted itself, and
I started to piece things together. Ruth had come-to again, and I put
one or two questions to her. She was still very dazed, but she answered
them quite coherently:
“A man in evening clothes—at least, she thought he had on evening
clothes—had been in the room as she came in. She heard a shot; the
light went out and the window was thrown up. And then she had turned on
the light just before I came in to see her husband lying dead on the
floor. She knew no more. I suppose I must have looked a bit thoughtful,
for she suddenly got up from her chair and came up to me.
“‘You believe me, Bill, don’t you?’ she said, staring at me.
“‘Of course, of course,’ I answered hurriedly. ‘Go and lie down now,
Ruth, because we shall have to send for the police.’
“Without another word she left the room with her maid, and, after
telling the footmen to wait downstairs till they were wanted, I sat down
to think. Now, this isn’t a detective story; such as it is, it concerns
a more interesting study than the mere detection of crime. It concerns
the struggle in the soul of an upright man between love and duty. And
the man was Sir Edward Shoreham.
“Unknown to me she sent for him—asked him to come at once—and he came.
He was shown by the butler into the study, where I was still sitting at
the desk, and he stopped motionless by the door staring at the body,
which had not been moved. I was waiting for the doctor, and I got up
surprised.
“‘The butler told me he had been shot,’ he said a little jerkily. ‘How
did it happen?’
“‘I wasn’t expecting you, Sir Edward,’ I answered slowly. ‘But I’m glad
that you’ve come. I’d like another opinion.’
“‘What do you mean?’ he cried. ‘Is there any mystery?’
“‘I’ll tell you exactly what happened as far as I know the facts,’ I
said. ‘Lady Granger and her husband had a very bad quarrel to-night.
Then she came to bed, and so did I. Shortly afterwards her husband came
along into this room. Now, my bedroom is in the passage you have just
come along, and about ten minutes after Sir Henry came in here, his wife
followed him. I opened my door, because I was afraid they might start
quarrelling again, and he had been drinking. I saw her come in; there
was a pause, and then a revolver shot rang out.’
“‘Was this door shut?’ he snapped.
“‘Yes,’ I answered, ‘it was. I rushed along the passage and came in. I
found her standing, with the revolver at her feet, staring at her
husband, who was lying where he is now. She said: ‘There’s been an
accident.’ And then she muttered something about a man and the window
before she fainted. I went to the window, and there was no one there. I
looked out; will you do the same?’
“I waited while he walked over and looked out, and after what seemed an
interminable time he came back again.
“‘How long was it after the shot before you looked out?’ His voice was
very low as he asked the question.
“‘Not a quarter of a minute,’ I answered, and we both stood staring at
one another in silence.
“‘Good God!’ he said at length, ‘what are you driving at?’
“‘I’m not driving at anything, Sir Edward,’ I answered. ‘At least, I’m
trying not to drive at it. But the man is dead, and the police must be
sent for. What are we going to say?’
“‘The truth, of course,’ he answered instantly.
“‘Quite,’ I said slowly. ‘But what is the truth?’
“He turned very white, and leant against one of the old suits of armour,
of which the dead man had a wonderful collection all over the house.
“‘Did Lady Granger see this man go out of the window?’ he asked at
length.
“‘No, she only heard him open it. You see, she says he switched off the
light. It was on when I rushed in.’
“‘A rope,’ he suggested.
“‘Impossible in the time,’ I said; ‘utterly impossible. Such a
suggestion would be laughed out of court.’
“He came over and sat down heavily in a chair, and his face was haggard.
“‘Sir Edward,’ I went on desperately, ‘the doctor will be here shortly;
the police must be sent for. We’ve got to decide something. This man
didn’t go out by the door or I’d have seen him; only a fly could have
gone out by the window. We’ve got to face the facts.’
“‘You don’t believe there was a man here at all,’ he said slowly.
“‘Heaven help me! I don’t,’ I answered. ‘It’s all so easy to
reconstruct. The poor girl was driven absolutely desperate by what
happened to-night, and by the last thing he said to her after their
quarrel.’ I looked at him for a moment before going on. ‘He accused her
of being in love with you.’ I said it deliberately, and he caught his
breath sharply.
“‘Can’t you see it all?’ I continued. ‘She came in here, and she shot
him; and when she’d done it her nerves gave, and she said the first
thing to me that came into her head.’
“‘If you’re right,’ he said heavily, ‘it means that Ruth will be tried
for murder!’ He got up with his hands to his temples. ‘My God!
Stratton,’ he cried, ‘this is awful. Premeditated murder, too—not done
blindly in the middle of a quarrel, but a quarter of an hour after it
was over.’
“‘That’s how it would strike a jury,’ I answered gravely.
“‘Supposing she had done it suddenly, blindly’—he was talking half to
himself—‘snatched the revolver off the table as he tried to make love
to her, let’s say.’ And then he stopped and stared at me.
“‘Supposing that had happened, it would be better for her to say so at
once,’ I said.
“‘But it didn’t happen,’ he answered; ‘it couldn’t have.’
“‘No,’ I agreed. ‘It didn’t happen; it couldn’t have. But supposing it
had, Sir Edward, what then?’
“‘Stop, Stratton,’ he cried. ‘For Heaven’s sake, stop!’
“‘There’s no good stopping,’ I said. ‘We haven’t any time for argument.
Your legal knowledge has suggested the same solution as occurred to me.
If _now_, at once, when we send for the police, she says it was an
accident—gives a complete story, chapter and verse——’
“‘Invents it, you mean,’ he interrupted.
“‘Call it what you like,’ I said, ‘but, unless she does that and
substantiates the story, she will be tried for the premeditated and
wilful murder of her husband. She’ll have to be tried anyway, but if she
makes a voluntary confession—makes a story out of it that will appeal
to sentiment—they will acquit her. It’s the only chance.’
“‘But it’s monstrous, man,’ he muttered—only now his eyes were fixed on
me questioningly.
“‘Look here, Sir Edward,’ I said, ‘let’s discuss this matter calmly.
Humanly speaking, we know what happened. Ruth came along that passage,
opened this door, and shot her husband dead through the heart—that is
the case as I should put it to the jury, the plain issue shorn of all
its trappings. What is going to be the verdict?’
“Shoreham plucked at his collar as if he were fighting for breath.
“‘If, on the other hand, the shot was not immediate—and I am the only
witness as to that; if I had heard his voice raised in anger; if he had
sprung at her, tried to kiss her, and she blindly, without thought, had
snatched up the first thing that came to her hand, the revolver, not
even knowing it was loaded—what then? The servants can be squared. She
was talking wildly when she mentioned this man—didn’t know what she was
saying. And then, when she got back to her room she realised that the
truth was best, and rang you up, a Judge. What better possible proof
could any jury have of her desire to conceal nothing? And you with your
reputation on the Bench——’
“‘Ah, don’t, don’t!’ he cried hoarsely. ‘You’re driving me mad!
You’re—you’re——!’
“‘Why, Ned, what’s the matter?’
“We both swung round. Ruth had come in, unnoticed by us, and was staring
at Shoreham with wonder in her eyes. Then, with a shudder, she stepped
past her husband’s body and came into the room.
“‘They’ve just told me you were here,’ she said, and then she gave a
little cry. ‘Ned, why are you looking like that? Ned! you don’t
think—you don’t think I did it?’
“She cowered back, looking first at him and then at me.
“‘You _can’t_ think I did it,’ she whispered. ‘I tell you there was a
man here—the man who shot him. Oh! they’ll believe me, won’t they?’
“‘Ruth,’ I said, ‘I want you to realise that we’re both of us your
friends.’ Which is the sort of fatuous remark one does make when the
tension is a bit acute. She never even glanced at me as I spoke; with a
sort of sick horror in her eyes, she was staring at Shoreham, and I
blundered on: ‘When you talked about this man you were
unnerved—distraught; you didn’t know what you were saying. We both
realise that. But now we’ve got to think of the best way of—of helping
you. You see, the police must be sent for—we ought to have sent for
them sooner—and——’
“She walked past me and went over to Shoreham.
“‘Do you believe I did it, Ned?’ she said quietly. ‘If I swear to you
that I didn’t—would that convince you?’
“‘But, Ruth,’ he cried desperately, ‘it isn’t me you’ve got to
convince—it’s the police. A man couldn’t have got out of that window in
the time. It’s a physical impossibility. If you told it to the police,
they’d laugh. Tell us the truth, my dear. I beseech you. Tell us the
truth, and we’ll see what can be done.’
“She stood very still, with her hands clenched by her sides. And then
quite deliberately she spoke to Shoreham.
“‘If you don’t believe there was a man here,’ she said, ‘you _must_
think I shot my husband. There was no one else who could have done it.
Well—supposing I did. You acknowledge no justification for such an
act?’
“I started to speak, but she silenced me with an imperative wave of her
hand.
“‘Please, Bill——Well, Ned—I’m waiting. If I did shoot him—what
then?’”
The Barrister paused to relight his cigar, and the others waited in
silence.
“She was staring at Shoreham,” he went on after a while, “with a faint,
half-mocking, wholly tender smile on her lips, and if either he or I had
been less dense that smile should have made us think. But at the moment
I was absorbed in the problem of how to save her; while she was absorbed
in a very different one concerning the mentality of the man she cared
for. And Shoreham—well, he was absorbed in the old, old fight between
love and duty, and the fierceness of the struggle was showing on his
face.
“There in front of him stood the woman he loved, the woman who had just
shot her husband, and the woman who was now free for him to marry. He
knew as well as I did that in adopting the line I had suggested lay the
best chance of getting her acquitted. He knew as well as I did that the
vast majority of juries would acquit if the story were put to them as we
had outlined it. He could visualise as well as I the scene in court.
Counsel for the defence—I’d already fixed on Grayson in my mind as her
counsel—outlining the whole scene: her late husband’s abominable
conduct culminating in this final outrage at her reception. And then as
he came to the moment of the tragedy, I could picture him turning to the
jury with passionate sincerity in his face—appealing to them as
men—happily married, perhaps, but men, at any rate, to whom home life
was sacred.
“I could hear his voice—low and earnest—as he sketched for them that
last scene. This poor, slighted, tormented woman—girl, gentlemen, for
she is little more than a girl—went in desperation to the man—well, he
is dead now, and we will leave it at that—to the man who had made her
life a veritable hell. She pleaded with him, gentlemen, to allow her to
divorce him—pleaded for some remnant of decent feelings in him. And
what was his answer—what was the answer of this devil who was her
husband? Did he meet her half-way? Did he profess the slightest sorrow
for his despicable conduct?
“No, gentlemen—not one word. His sole response was to spring at her in
his drunken frenzy and endeavour to fix his vile attentions on her. And
she, mad with terror and fright, snatched up the revolver which was
lying on the desk. It might have been a ruler—anything; she was not
responsible at the moment for what she did. Do you blame her, gentlemen?
You have daughters of your own. She no more knew what she had in her
hand than a baby would. To keep him away—that was her sole idea. And
then—suddenly—it happened. The revolver went off—the man fell dead.
“What did this girl do, gentlemen, after that? Realising that he was
dead, did she make any attempt to conceal what she had done—to conceal
her share in the matter? No—exactly the reverse. Instantly she rang up
Sir Edward Shoreham, whose views on such matters are well known to you
all. And then and there she told him everything—concealing nothing,
excusing nothing. Sir Edward Shoreham of all people, who, with due
deference to such a distinguished public man, has at times been regarded
as—well—er—not lenient in his judgments. And you have heard what Sir
Edward said in the box. . . .”
Once again the Barrister paused and smiled faintly.
“I’d got as far as that, you see, before Shoreham answered her. And he
had got as far as that, too, I think. He saw it all, built on a
foundation of lies—built on the foundation of his dishonour. No one
would ever know except us three—but that doesn’t make a thing easier
for the Edward Shorehams of the world.
“And then he spoke—in a low, tense voice:
“‘If you shot him, dear,’ he said, ‘nothing matters save getting you
off.’
“Some people,” pursued the Barrister, “might call it a victory—some
people would call it a defeat. Depends on one’s outlook; depends on how
much one really believes in the ‘Could not love you half so much, loved
I not honour more’ idea. But certainly the murderer himself was very
pleased.”
“The murderer?” cried the Ordinary Man sitting up suddenly.
“The murderer,” returned the Barrister. “That’s why I mentioned about my
cigarette-case this morning. He had been standing behind the suit of
armour in the corner the whole time. He came out suddenly, and we all
stared at him speechlessly, and then he started coughing—a dreadful
tearing cough—which stained his handkerchief scarlet.
“‘I must apologise,’ he said when he could speak, ‘but there was another
thing besides shooting Granger that I wanted to do before I died. That
was why I didn’t want to be caught to-night. However, a man must cough
when he’s got my complaint. But I’m glad I restrained myself long enough
to hear your decision, Sir Edward. I congratulate you on it.’
“‘You scoundrel!’ began Shoreham, starting forward, ‘why didn’t you
declare yourself sooner?’
“‘Because there’s another thing I wanted to do,’ he repeated wearily.
‘In Paris, in the Rue St. Claire, there lives a woman. She was beautiful
once—to me she is beautiful now. She was _my_ woman until——’ And his
eyes sought the dead body of Henry Granger.
“Ruth took a deep breath. ‘Yes—until?’ she whispered.
“‘Until he came,’ said the man gravely. ‘And God will decide between him
and me. But I would have liked to look on her once more, and hold her
hand, and tell her, yet again, that I understood—absolutely.’
“It was then Ruth Granger crossed to him.
“‘What is her name and the number of the house?’ she said.
“‘Sybil Deering is her name,’ he answered slowly, ‘and the number is
fourteen.’
“‘Will you leave it to me?’ she asked.
“For a moment he stared at her in silence, then he bowed.
“‘From the bottom of my heart I thank you, Lady Granger, and I hope you
will have all the happiness you deserve.’ He glanced at Shoreham and
smiled. ‘When a man loves everything else goes to the wall, doesn’t it?
Remember that in the future, Sir Edward, when they’re standing before
you, wondering, trying to read their fate. Someone loves them, just as
you love her.’”
The Barrister rose and drained his glass.
“And that is the conclusion of your suffering,” he remarked.
“Was the man hanged?” asked the Soldier.
“No, he died a week later of galloping consumption.”
“And what of the other two?” demanded the Actor.
“They married, and are living happily together to-day, doing fruit
farming as a hobby.”
“Fruit farming!” echoed the Doctor. “Why fruit farming?”
“Something to do,” said the Barrister. “You see, Sir Edward has never
tried another case. Some men are made that way.”
_III_ _The Doctor’s Story, being Sentence of Death_
“SOONER or later,” began the Doctor, settling himself comfortably in his
chair, “it comes to most of us. Sooner or later a man or a woman comes
to consult us on what they imagine to be some trifling malady, and when
we make our examination we find that it isn’t trifling. And occasionally
we find that not only is the matter not trifling, but that—well, you
all have seen Collier’s picture, ‘The Sentence of Death.’
“It’s a thing, incidentally, which requires careful thought—just how
much you will tell. Different people take things different ways, and
where it might be your duty to tell one man the half-truth, to another
it might be just as much your duty to lie. But broadly speaking, I,
personally, have always maintained that, unless the circumstances are
quite exceptional, it is a doctor’s duty to tell a patient the truth,
however unpleasant it may be. What would a man say if his lawyer or his
stockbroker lied to him?
“Which brings me to the opening of my story. It was in the May before
the War that a man came into my consulting-room—a man whom I will call
Jack Digby. I motioned him to a chair on the other side of my desk, so
placed that the light from the window fell on his face. I put him down
as a man of about three-and-thirty who was used to an outdoor life. His
face was bronzed, his hands were sunburnt, and the whole way he carried
himself—the set of his shoulders, the swing of his arms as he walked
across the room—indicated the athlete in good condition. In fact, he
was an unusual type to find in a Harley Street consulting-room, and I
told him so by way of opening the conversation.
“He grinned, a very pleasant, cheery grin, and put his hat on the floor.
“‘Just a matter of form, Doctor,’ he said, leaning back in his chair and
crossing his legs. ‘I’m thinking of entering for the matrimonial stakes,
and before saddling-up I thought I’d just get you to certify me sound in
wind and limb.’
“Now he spoke very easily and naturally, but something—I don’t quite
know what—made me look at him a little more closely. The study of human
nature is a vital necessity if the study of human ailments is to be
successful—and one gets plenty of opportunity for it if one is a
consulting physician. And I suddenly wondered if it was ‘just a matter
of form’ in his mind. The ordinary young, healthy man doesn’t usually
take the trouble to be overhauled by a doctor merely because he is going
to be married.
“However, at that stage of the proceedings my thoughts were my own, and
I answered him in the same vein. And while he was taking off his coat
and shirt we talked casually on various topics. Then I started my
examination. And within half a minute I knew that something was very,
very wrong.
“‘I would like you to take off your vest, please, Mr. Digby,’ I said,
and for a moment he stared at me in silence. I was watching him quietly,
and it was then I knew that my first surmise was correct. In his eyes
there was a look of dreadful fear.
“He stripped his vest off, and I continued my examination. And after I’d
finished I walked over to my desk.
“‘You can put on your clothes again,’ I said gravely, to swing round as
I felt his hand like a vice on my shoulder.
“‘What is it?’ he muttered. ‘Tell me.’
“‘It was not altogether a matter of form with you, was it, Mr. Digby?’ I
answered. ‘Put on your clothes; I want to ask you a few questions.’
“‘Hang it, man!’ he cried. ‘I can’t wait. What have you found?’
“‘I would like to have another opinion before telling you.’ I was
fencing for time, but he was insistent.
“‘You can have another opinion—you can have fifty other opinions,’ he
cried, still gripping me by the shoulder—‘but I want to know what you
think _now_. Can I marry?’
“‘You cannot,’ I said gravely, and his hand fell to his side. Then he
slowly walked across the room and stood with his back to me, staring out
of the window. Once his shoulders shook a little, but except for that he
stood quite motionless. And after a while he picked up his clothes and
started to dress.
“I said nothing until he had finished; with a man of his type talking is
a mistake. It was not until he again sat down in the chair opposite me
that I broke the silence.
“‘You asked me a specific question, Mr. Digby,’ I said quietly, ‘and I
answered as a man of your type would like to be answered. But I now want
to modify my reply slightly. And I will put it this way. If I had a
daughter, I would not allow a man whose heart was in the condition that
yours is to marry her. It would not be fair to her; it would certainly
not be fair to any possible children.’
“He nodded gravely, though he didn’t speak.
“‘You feared something of this sort when you came to me?’ I asked.
“‘My mother died of it,’ he answered quietly. ‘And once or twice lately,
after exercise, I’ve had an agonising twinge of pain.’ And then, under
his breath, he added: ‘Thank God, she doesn’t know!’
“‘But I would like another opinion,’ I continued. ‘There are men, as you
know, who are entirely heart specialists, and I will give you the
address of one.’
“‘Confirmation of the death sentence,’ he laughed grimly. ‘No
saddling-up for me—eh, Doctor?’
“‘Not as you are at present, Mr. Digby.’ I was writing the address of
the biggest heart man on a piece of paper, though I felt it was useless.
It didn’t require an expert to diagnose this trouble.
“‘Is there any chance of getting better?’ he cried eagerly, and I
stopped writing and looked at him. There was hope—a dawning hope in his
eyes—and for a moment I hesitated.
“My own opinion was that there was no chance: that he might, with care
and luck, live for two or three years—perhaps more—but that he might
equally well drop dead at any moment. It was enough—that momentary
hesitation; the eager look in his eyes faded, and he sat back wearily in
his chair.
“‘Don’t bother,’ he said slowly; ‘I see how it is.’
“‘No, you don’t, Mr. Digby,’ I answered. ‘You see how I think it is.
Which is an altogether different matter. There is always a chance.’
“‘That’s juggling with words,’ he said, with a twisted little smile.
‘The great point is that I’m not in a position to ask this girl to marry
me.’
“He glanced at the slip of paper I handed to him, then he rose.
“‘I would like you to go and see him,’ I said quietly. ‘You see I feel
the gravity of what I’ve had to tell you this morning very much, and in
fairness to myself as well as to you, my dear fellow, I’d like you to go
to Sir John.’
“For a few seconds he stood there facing me, then he grinned as he had
done at the beginning of the interview.
“‘All right, Doctor,’ he cried. ‘I’ll go, and Sir John shall drive the
nail right in.’
“‘I’m sorry,’ I said—‘infernally sorry. You’ve taken it, if I may say
so, like a very brave man.’
“He turned away abruptly. ‘What the deuce is the good of whining?’ he
cried. ‘If it’s the same as in my mother’s case, the end will be very
abrupt.’
“The next moment he was gone—a man under sentence of death. And the
pitiful tragedy of it hit one like a blow. He was so essentially the
type of man who should have married some charming girl and have
children. He was just a first-class specimen of the sporting Englishman,
but——” The Doctor paused and looked at the Soldier. “The type that
makes a first-class squadron-leader,” and the Soldier nodded.
“It was in the afternoon,” continued the Doctor after a while, “that Sir
John Longworth rang me up. Digby had been to him, and the result was as
I expected. Two years, or possibly two days, and as for marriage, out of
the question entirely. He had merely confirmed my own diagnosis of the
case, and there for a time the matter rested. In the stress of work Jack
Digby passed from my mind, until Fate decreed that we should meet again
in what were to prove most dramatic circumstances.
“It was two months later—about the beginning of July—that I decided to
take a short holiday. I couldn’t really spare the time, but I knew that
I ought to take one. So I ran down for a long week-end to stop with some
people I knew fairly well in Dorsetshire. They had just taken a big
house a few miles from Weymouth, and I will call them the Maitlands.
There were Mr. and Mrs. Maitland, and a son, Tom, up at the ’Varsity,
and a daughter, Sybil. When I arrived I found they had a bit of a
house-party, perhaps a dozen in all, and after tea the girl, whom I’d
met once or twice before, took me round the place.
“She was a charming girl, very, very pretty, of about twenty-two or
three, and we chattered on aimlessly as we strolled through the gardens.
“‘You’re quite a big party,’ I laughed, ‘and I thought I was coming for
a quiet week-end.’
“‘We’ve got two or three more arriving to-night,’ she said. ‘At least I
think so. One of them is a most elusive person.’ She was staring
straight in front of her as she spoke, and for the moment she seemed to
have forgotten my existence.
“‘Male or female—the elusive one?’ I asked lightly.
“‘A man,’ she answered abruptly, and changed the conversation.
“But being an old and wary bird, I read into her harmless remark a
somewhat deeper significance than was perhaps justified, and it struck
me very forcibly that if I were the man I would not be elusive in the
circumstances. She surely was most amazingly pretty.”
“With great deductive ability,” murmured the Actor, as the Doctor paused
to refill his pipe, “we place the elusive man as Jack Digby.”
“You go to blazes!” laughed the teller of the story. “I haven’t got to
that yet. Of course you’re quite right—he was; though when I found it
out a little later it came as a complete surprise to me. I’d almost
forgotten his existence.
“It was her father who first mentioned his name. I was having a sherry
and bitters with him in his study before going up to dress for dinner,
and the conversation turned on the girl. I think I said how
extraordinarily pretty I thought she was, and remarked that I supposed
somebody would soon be walking off with her.
“Joe Maitland’s face clouded a little.
“‘As a matter of fact,’ he said, ‘both her mother and I have been
expecting it for some time. A most charming man, and Sybil is in love
with him, I’m sure. We all thought that he was in love with her,’ and
then he exploded—‘damn it, it isn’t a question of thinking, I _know_
he’s in love with her! And for some extraordinary reason he won’t tell
her so. He’s kept away from her for the last two months, after having
lived in her pocket. And he’s not the type that monkeys round and makes
a girl fond of him for no reason. He’s coming here to-night, and——’
“My host, still frowning slightly, lit a cigarette. So evidently this
was the elusive man, I thought, putting down my glass. It was no
business of mine, and then suddenly I stood very still as I heard him
speak again.
“‘Jack Digby is as white as they’re made,’ he was saying, but I didn’t
hear any more. Luckily my back was towards him, so he couldn’t see my
face. Jack Digby! Poor devil! With Sybil Maitland, the girl, in his
mind, the blow I’d given him must have been even crueller than I’d
thought. And what a strange coincidence that I should be going to meet
him again in such circumstances. Maitland was still rambling on, but I
was paying no attention to him. I could, of course, say nothing unless
Digby gave me permission; but it struck me that if I told him how the
land lay—if I told him that not only was his silence being completely
misconstrued, but that it was making the girl unhappy, he might allow me
to tell her father the truth. After all, the truth was far better; there
was nothing to be ashamed of in having a rotten heart.
“And it was just as I had made up my mind to see Digby that night that
the door opened and Tom, the boy, came in. I hadn’t seen him since he
was quite a child, and the first thing that struck me about him was that
he was almost as good-looking as his sister. He’d got the same eyes, the
same colouring, but—there was the devil of a but. Whereas his sister
gave one the impression of being utterly frank and fearless, the boy
struck me immediately as being the very reverse. That he was the apple
of his mother’s eye, I knew—but that signifies nothing. Thank God!
mothers are made that way. And as I stood watching him talking to his
father I recalled certain vague rumours that I’d heard recently and had
paid scant attention to at the time. Rumours of wild extravagance up at
Oxford—debts well into the four figures. . . . They came back to my
mind, those idle bits of gossip, and they assumed a definite
significance as I studied the boy’s face. It was weak—utterly weak; he
gave one the impression of having no mental or moral stamina whatever.
He poured himself out a glass of sherry, and his hand wasn’t quite
steady, which is a bad sign in a boy of under twenty-one. And he was a
little frightened of his father, which is bad in a boy of any age when
the father is a man like Joe Maitland. And that wasn’t all, either.
There was something more—something much bigger on his mind: I was sure
of it. There was fear in his heart; you could see it lurking round his
eyes—round his mouth. I glanced at Joe, but he seemed quite oblivious
of it, and then I left them and went up to dress for dinner. I remember
wondering as I turned into my room whether the boy had got into another
scrape—then I dismissed him from my mind. Jack Digby was a more
interesting and more pressing problem.
“I met him in the hall as I came down, and he gave a sudden start of
astonishment.
“‘Why, Doctor,’ he said quietly as we shook hands, ‘this is a surprise.
I’d no idea you were to be here.’
“‘Nor I that you were coming,’ I answered, ‘until Mr. Maitland happened
to mention it a little while ago.’
“‘You haven’t said anything to him, have you?’ he cried anxiously.
“‘My dear fellow,’ I said, ‘you ought to know that doctors don’t.’ He
muttered an apology, and I went on: ‘You know, Digby, I can’t help
thinking you’re making a mistake in not telling the truth.’
“He shook his head vigorously. ‘I’m sure I’m not,’ he answered. ‘The
mistake I’ve made has been in coming here at all. I haven’t seen her
since the day—when you told me. And I oughtn’t to have come now. It’s
the last—I swear that. I couldn’t help it; I had to see her once again.
I’m going to Africa in August—big game shooting.’
“I stared at him gravely, and after a while he went on:
“‘No one knows better than you,’ he said gravely, ‘my chance of
returning. And when I don’t come back—she’ll forget me.’ I saw his
hands clench at his side. ‘But if I tell her now—why, she’ll want me to
stop in England—to go to specialists—to eke out life to the full two
or three years. It’ll be hell—hell! Hell for both of us. Every day
she’ll be wondering if she is going to hear I’m dead; it’ll ruin her
life. Whereas Africa, if she doesn’t know about my heart, will be
sudden. You see, Doctor, she is the only one to be considered—the only
one.’
“I drew a deep breath; truly Joe Maitland had been right. This man was
white clean through. And then he gave a little choking gasp, and,
turning round, I saw the girl coming towards us across the hall.
“‘I didn’t know you’d come, old man,’ I heard her say, and then I moved
away and left them. It was one of those occasions when you say it’s the
smoke that has got into your eyes—and you lie.”
For a while the Doctor was silent; then he gave a short laugh.
“They sat next to one another at dinner, opposite me, and I’m afraid my
partner must have thought I was a little wanting in intellect. They were
such a perfectly ideal couple; and I noticed old Joe Maitland watching
them every now and then. But gradually, as the meal progressed, a
puzzled look began to creep into the girl’s eyes, and once she bit her
lip suddenly and turned abruptly to the man on her other side. It was
then that Digby looked across the table at me, and in that moment I
realised that he was right. For him to remain in England would be
impossible for both of them; the end, quick and sudden in an African
jungle—if he ever got as far—was the only way out.
“‘My God! Doctor,’ he said as he came round and sat down next to me
after the ladies had gone, ‘I knew I was a fool to come, but I didn’t
think it was going to be as bad as this.’
“‘When are you going to start?’ I asked.
“‘As soon as I can get things fixed up at home, here, and make some sort
of arrangements for carriers and people the other end. One must act, I
suppose, even though it’s the last appearance.’ He gave a mirthless
laugh. ‘I’ve always wanted to go South from Khartoum—I wonder how far
I’ll get.’ Then he began to drum on the table with his fingers. ‘And
what I wonder still more,’ he went on slowly, ‘is how in Heaven’s name
I’ll get through this evening. You see, though I didn’t actually propose
in so many words before I came to see you, I’d—I’d let things drift to
such a position that a proposal was hardly necessary. That’s the devil
of it. . . . She knows I worship the ground she walks on—and I know she
cares too.’
“‘How long are you going to stop here?’ I asked.
“‘I accepted for the week-end,’ he said abruptly. ‘I shall go first
thing to-morrow. I can’t stand it.’
“At that we left it, and I didn’t speak to him again until the thing
occurred which even now—though seven years have slipped by—is as
clearly imprinted on my brain as if it had happened last night.
“I couldn’t sleep very well that night, and at about two I switched on
my light, with the idea of reading. I was just reaching out for a book
when I heard the sound of voices from a room almost opposite. I listened
for a moment, then I got up and went to the door. For the voices were
excited and angry; something unusual was evidently happening. For a
moment or two I hesitated; then I slipped on a dressing-gown and looked
out. Across the passage the door of a room was open, and through it the
light was streaming out. And then I heard Joe Maitland speak, and his
words literally rooted me to the ground with amazement.
“‘So, Mr. Digby, you’re just a common damned thief. The gentleman
crook—what? The amateur cracksman. That’s what they call them on the
stage, I believe. Sounds better. But I prefer the more homely name of
thief.’
“It was then that I appeared in the door, and Maitland swung round.
“‘Oh, it’s you, is it, Tranton?’ He had a revolver in his hand, and he
lowered it when he saw who it was. ‘A pretty tableau, isn’t it? It
appears that a second edition of—what was the gentleman’s
name—Raffles, wasn’t it?—has been honouring me with his presence.
Unfortunately, Tom and I both happened to hear him.’
“But I was paying no attention to what he was saying; my eyes were fixed
on Digby and—Tom. Digby, with a quiet smile on his face and his hands
in his pockets, was standing beside an open safe. He was still in
evening clothes, and once he glanced my way. Then he looked back again
at his host, and I looked at Tom. He was in his dressing-gown, and he
was shivering as if he had the ague. He was standing close to his
father, and a little behind him—and Joe Maitland was too engrossed with
Digby to notice the condition he was in.
“‘Can you advance any reason, Mr. Digby,’ he demanded, ‘why I shouldn’t
call up the local police?’
“‘None whatever, Mr. Maitland,’ he answered gravely. ‘Your son caught me
fair and square.’
“And it seemed to me that Tom made an effort to speak, though no words
came from his lips.
“‘You damned scoundrel!’ cried Maitland. ‘You come to my house—you make
love to my daughter—and then you abuse my hospitality by trying to
steal my wife’s jewellery!’
“It was at that moment that the girl came in. I saw Digby catch his
breath and lean against the wall for support; then he straightened up
and faced his host again. Just once had he glanced at her, with her
glorious hair falling over her shoulders and a startled look of wonder
in her great eyes. Then resolutely he looked away.
“‘What’s happened, Daddy?’ she whispered. ‘I heard your voice and——’
“‘This has happened, my dear,’ said Maitland grimly. ‘We have been
privileged to discover Mr. Digby’s method of earning a livelihood.’ He
pointed to the open safe. ‘He apparently ingratiates himself with people
for the express purpose of stealing their valuables. In other words, a
common thief.’
“‘I don’t believe it!’ she flashed out, imperiously. ‘Jack—a thief! How
can you say such a thing?’
“‘Then may I ask what he was doing when your brother discovered him by
the open safe? Besides, he admits it himself.’
“‘Jack!’ The cry seemed to come from the very depths of her soul. ‘Say
it’s a lie!’
“For one second he hesitated; then he spoke quite steadily, though he
didn’t look at her.
“‘I am afraid, Miss Maitland—that I can’t say it’s untrue.’
“And then there fell one of those silences that can be felt. She was
staring at Jack Digby, was the girl—staring at him with a great
amazement dawning on her face.
“‘Jack,’ she whispered, ‘look at me!’
“He raised his eyes and looked at her, and a little pulse was beating
just above his jaw. Then, after what seemed an interminable time, she
gave a little laugh that was half a sob and turned away.
“‘I see,’ she said below her breath. ‘I see.’
“But what it was she saw, I didn’t at the moment realise. It was to be
made clear a little later.”
The Doctor paused and threw a log on the fire.
“Yes, I found out later what she thought,” he went on after a while,
“and for the first and probably the last time in my life I was guilty of
a breach of professional confidence. It was about half an hour later
that I went round to Jack Digby’s room. Maitland, after thinking it
over—and it is possible that I had something to do with his
decision—had dismissed the idea of sending for the police. Digby was to
clear out by the first train next morning, and was never to make an
attempt to communicate with the girl again. And Jack Digby had bowed in
silence and gone to his own room. He wouldn’t look at me as he passed; I
think he knew that he hadn’t deceived me.
“He was sitting by the open window when I went in, still in his evening
clothes, and he looked round with a start as I entered. His face was
drawn and grey.
“‘My dear chap,’ I said, before he could speak, ‘is it worth while?’
“‘I don’t understand what you mean, Doctor,’ he said slowly.
“‘Oh, yes, you do!’ I answered. ‘You deceived Mr. Maitland all
right—you didn’t deceive me. It was Tom who opened the safe—not you.’
“For a moment I thought he was going to deny it; then he gave a little
mirthless laugh.
“‘Perfectly correct,’ he said. ‘As you say, it was Tom who opened the
safe. I caught him absolutely in the act. And then Mr. Maitland came.’
“‘But—good God!’ I cried, ‘what an unutterable young waster he must be
to let you shoulder the blame!’
“Digby faced me steadily. ‘I made him. You see, I saw it was the chance
I had been looking for.’
“‘You mean you told him about your heart?’
“‘No,’ he answered quietly. ‘But I told him I was entangled with another
woman, and that the best way of saving his sister’s feelings was to let
her think——’
“And then the boy broke down utterly. With his hands on my shoulders he
stood there facing me, and he made me swear I wouldn’t tell the girl.
“‘She must never know, Doctor. I’ve done it for her. She must never
know.’
“And even as he spoke, the words died away on his lips, and he stood
motionless, staring past me at the door. Without looking round I knew
what had happened—I could smell the faint scent she used.
“‘What have you done for me, Jack, and why must I never know?’
“She came steadily up to him, and his hands fell to his side.
“‘Why, you’ve been crying, dear,’ she said. ‘What’s the matter?’
“True to his purpose, he started some fantastic story about sorrow at
having been found out, but she cut him short.
“‘Don’t lie, Jack—not now,’ she whispered. ‘I know it wasn’t you who
opened the safe. I know it was Tom. But what I want to know is why you
said you did it.’
“It was then I made up my mind.
“‘I’m going to tell her, Digby, whether you like it or not,’ and she
looked at me quickly. He didn’t say anything; things had got beyond him.
And very briefly I told her the truth about his heart.
“She listened to me in absolute silence, and when I’d finished she just
turned round to him and held out both her arms.
“‘Thank God! I know, my darling,’ she whispered. ‘I thought it was
because you’d got fond of another woman. I thought—oh! Heaven knows
what I thought! But now—oh! you stupid, wonderful boy!’
“I went to the window and looked out! It must have been five minutes
later that I found the girl at my side.
“‘Is it absolutely hopeless?’ she asked.
“‘Humanly speaking,’ I answered, ‘yes.’
“‘How long?’ and she put her hand on my arm.
“‘Two days; two months; at the utmost, two years,’ I said gravely.
“‘And why shouldn’t I look after him for those two years?’ she demanded
fiercely.
“‘I’m thinking of a possible child,’ I said quietly, and she began to
tremble a little.
“‘That’s ridiculous,’ she cried—‘quite ridiculous.’”
The Doctor was carefully cleaning out the bowl of his pipe. “In the
morning Jack Digby had gone, leaving behind him a note for her. She
showed it to me later.
“‘The Doctor is right, my darling,’ it ran. ‘It’s just Fate, and there’s
not much use kicking. I’m glad though that you know the truth—it helps.
Good-bye, dear heart. God bless you.’”
The Doctor paused.
“Is that all?” said the Ordinary Man.
“Very nearly,” answered the Doctor. “I had been right when I said two
months, only the cause of death was not what I expected. How he got
across the water so soon I don’t know. But he did—in a cavalry
regiment. And he stopped one—somewhere up Ypres way.”
“And the girl?” asked the Soldier.
“Has not got over it yet,” said the Doctor.
“And did she ever hear from him again?” demanded the Barrister.
“Once, from France. Written just before—the end. She didn’t show me
_that_ one. Pass the whisky, Actor-man. Talking makes one’s throat
infernally dry.”
_IV_ _The Ordinary Man’s Story, being The Pipes of Death_
“ANY of you know Burma?” asked the Ordinary Man, putting out his hand
for the tobacco-jar.
“I’ve been there,” grunted the Soldier. “Shooting. Years ago. West of
the Irawadi from Rangoon.”
“It’s years since I was there, too,” said the Ordinary Man. “More than a
score. And if I wasn’t so beastly fat and lazy I’d like to go back for a
visit. Only a visit, mind you. I’ve got to the time of life when I find
that London is quite good enough for my needs. But the story which I
propose to inflict on you fellows to-night concerns Burma, and delving
into the past to get the details right has brought the fascination of
the place back to me.
“I was about thirty-five at the time—and my benevolent Aunt Jane had
not then expired and endowed me with all her worldly goods. I was
working for a City firm who had considerable interests out
there—chiefly teak, with a strong side-line in rubies.
“At that time, as you may know, the ruby mines in the Mandalay area were
second to none, and it was principally to give my employers a report on
the many clashing interests in those mines that I went back to England
after a few months in the country. And it was in their office that I met
a youngster, who had just joined the firm, and who, it turned out, was
going out to Burma on the same boat as myself. Jack Manderby was his
name, and I suppose he must have been ten or eleven years younger than
I. He was coming to my district, and somewhat naturally I was a bit
curious to see what sort of a fellow he was.
“I took to him from the very first moment, and after we’d lunched
together a couple of times my first impression was strengthened. He was
a real good fellow—extraordinarily good-looking and straight as a die,
without being in the least degree a prig.
“We ran into a good south-westerly gale the instant we were clear of the
Isle of Wight, which necessitated a period of seclusion on my part. In
fact, my next appearance in public was at Gibraltar.
“And the first person I saw as I came on deck was Jack Manderby. He was
leaning over the side bargaining with some infernal robber below, and at
his side was a girl. In the intervals of haggling he turned to her, and
they both laughed; and as I stood for a few minutes watching them, it
struck me that Master Jack had made good use of the four days since we
left England. Then I strolled over and joined them.
“‘Hullo, old man!’ he cried, with a twinkle in his eyes. ‘Is the rumour
correct that you’ve been engaged in research work below, and had given
orders not to be disturbed?’
“‘Your vulgar jests leave me unmoved,’ I answered with dignity. ‘At any
rate, I appear to have arrived in time to save you being robbed. That
man is a thief and the son of a thief, and all his children are
thieves.’
“Jack laughed; then he swung round to the girl.
“‘By the way, you haven’t met Mr. Walton, have you? This is Miss
Felsted, old boy, who is going out to Rangoon.’
“We shook hands, and no more was said at the time. But one thing was
definitely certain. Whatever the girl was going to Rangoon for, the gain
was Rangoon’s. She was an absolute fizzer—looked you straight in the
face with the bluest of eyes that seemed to have a permanent smile
lurking in them. And then, suddenly, I noticed her left hand. On the
third finger was a diamond ring. It couldn’t be Jack she was engaged to,
and I wondered idly who the lucky man was. Because he was
lucky—infernally lucky.
“I think,” continued the Ordinary Man, pulling thoughtfully at his pipe,
“that I first began to scent complications at Malta. We landed there for
a few hours, and the idea was that Miss Felsted, Jack, and I should
explore Valetta. Now, I don’t quite know how, but we got separated. I
spent a pleasant two hours with a naval pal in the Union Club, while
Jack and the girl apparently went up by the narrow-gauge railway to
Citta Vecchia, in the centre of the island. And since no one in the full
possession of their senses would go on that line for fun, I wondered. I
wondered still more when they came back to the ship. Jack was far too
open and above-board to be very skilful at hiding his feelings. And
something had happened that day.
“Of course, it was no concern of mine. Jack’s affairs were entirely his
own; so were the girl’s. But a ship is a dangerous place sometimes—it
affords unequalled and unending opportunities for what in those days
were known as flirtations, and to-day, I believe, are known as ‘pashes.’
And to get monkeying round with another fellow’s fiancée—well, it leads
to complications generally. However, as I said, it was no concern of
mine, until it suddenly became so the evening before we reached Port
Said.
“I was talking to Jack on deck just before turning in. We were strolling
up and down—the sea like a mill-pond, and almost dazzling with its
phosphorescence.
“‘Is Miss Felsted going out to get married?’ I asked him casually.