CHAPTER XVIII.

A TANGLED SKEIN.

The man with the broken thigh lay still on the rough-made stretcher the

men had put up for him before starting, and Tony, sitting on the other

side of the fire, smoked in silence, not moving arm or leg lest by so

doing he should attract the attention of the sufferer and so disturb

him. For the same reason he did not replenish the fire, now burning down

to a glowing mass of embers, which threw out a dull red glare and fell

upon the form of the man where he lay, wrapped in a blanket, and played

weird tricks of shade with the grizzly beard and the unkempt locks that

strayed across the forehead.

Viewed either by firelight or sunlight, it was not a face to hold the

glance, nor to call for a second look, unless the mind were morbid and

animated by a love for the grotesque and devilish. Not even the

unsteady, deceptive glare of the ember light, throwing streaks and

patches of shade, ever changing and ever moving, across the ragged

surface of the beard, could hide the square massiveness of the jaws and

the curve of the hard yet sensuous lips. There was strength in the nose,

strength and cruelty, and the straight black band that formed the heavy

brow added to the repellent expression. Such a face it was that, looking

at it, one understood the man turning with an oath upon those who sought

to aid him in his misery, much as one can understand the fury of an

imprisoned snake which turns back upon itself and plunges its fangs into

its own flesh until it dies, the victim of its own malicious instincts.

As Tony sat watching, the sufferer turned his head from side to side

languidly, and a moan of pain escaped his lips. Tony rose to his feet,

gently, and the man, opening his eyes, looked at him. At once the

expression of pain that was in them as the lids rolled up gave way to a

flash of hate.

"You--damn you!" the man muttered, as he set his teeth.

Tony stepped across to the stretcher and stooped down.

"Don't touch me," the man exclaimed fiercely.

"All right, old chap, I won't hurt you; only I thought I might make you

more comfortable," Tony answered.

"You want to make me comfortable?" the man asked in a scoffing tone.

"Why, yes, if I can," Tony replied.

"Then see here," the man exclaimed. "I've never feared anything yet, and

I don't begin now. I'm close up a dead 'un, but that's nothing. When I'm

dead, I'm gone, and that's all about it. I know, and I don't give a

shearer's curse for it, so don't you fancy I care. It's your maudlin

gospel-millers who get scared at the chance of kicking. You understand?

That's the sort of man I am. I was never afraid and never sorry all my

days, and I'm not going to begin now at the end of them."

His eyes were wild in their gleam and his lips twitched as he spoke.

"Yes; that's all right," Tony said soothingly. "You're as plucky as they

make them, and I like you for it; so go slow and rest, because there

aren't too many like you, and we don't want you to go."

The keen, bright eyes looked steadily for a moment, and then a forced

laugh came from the man's lips.

"_You_ don't want me to go!" he said, with a sneer. "_You!_ Well, see

here, young fellow. There's one thing I'd be sorry for--if I went

without telling you what I've got to say."

"Keep it till the morning," Tony answered.

The man laughed again.

"I shall be fit for planting hours before the morning. You listen while

you may. You'll be interested. Make the fire up, and sit down where you

were. Then I'll talk--and don't interrupt, because I'm pushed for time."

To humour him, Tony threw some logs on the fire, and sat down again in

his old place; and the man lay with his face turned towards him, the

ruddy firelight shedding a brighter glow upon the unkempt hair and

beard, and making the gleam of the eyes more vivid.

"I'll tell you the yarn like a story-book," the man began. "Once upon a

time, there was a woman and two men."

Tony, sitting on the other side of the fire, leaned forward to reach a

burning ember with which to light his pipe, and carelessly puffed at it,

while the man stopped talking, and watched him with a look that was

fiendish in its expression of hate.

"There's no damned interest about this yarn for you, I suppose," he said

harshly, raising his head slightly from the rolled coat, which did duty

for a pillow, and letting it fall again as his mouth contracted with the

pain the movement caused him. "Well, the woman's your mother. Now go on

smoking," he added, with savage emphasis.

Tony looked round quickly.

"Yes; you're waking up now," the man sneered. "I reckon you'll be

interested now."

"How--what do you know----"

"You'll learn what I know when I've told you. Hold your jaw and keep

your ears open. I've not much time to tell you, and I'd be sorry to go

without finishing."

"Go on," Tony said quietly; "I shall not interrupt you."

The gleam in the eyes satisfied him that it was only delirium in the

man's mind; there was only a coincidence in the fact that he spoke of

what Nuggan had hinted at, and what lay nearest to Tony's heart--the

question of his parentage and the dissimilarity between himself and the

other members of the Taylor family.

"I knew you in a moment, knew you by the likeness," the man went on.

"She don't know where you are, but she thinks of me still--me, the man

who----but that ain't part of _this_ yarn. The woman--your mother--was

married, but she's separated from her husband for many years. Separated,

I said, sonny. Separated's good, though you don't know it;" and he

laughed unmusically as he watched the set face Tony had turned towards

him.

"There were two men and one woman, and the woman was married to one of

them, but they both were mad with love for her and mad with hate for

each other. Do you know what hate means, you white-faced boy? Do you

know what it is to hate a man so that you'd go through hell to grip him

by the throat and feel him choking under your hands; so that you'd tear

your own heart out twenty times a day to grind his infernal life into

grey damnation? Do you know what it's like to hate, waking and sleeping,

drunk or sober, always having one object in front of you that you want

to reach and kill? Do you? Then you know what I've felt for years and

years, day and night; what I've lived for, longed for, worked for."

The eyes that had gleamed before were blazing as though some of the

glowing embers had been taken from the fire and placed in the man's

head, and the face glistened with sweat as the muscles worked and

quivered under the paroxysm of fury that held him.

"That's enough," Tony exclaimed, jumping up.

The man held up his hand.

"You've got to hear it, all of it, and then find her out and tell

her--from me who's dying. If you don't take a dying man's message to

your own mother----"

He stopped and looked at Tony, his face growing calmer the while.

"If you get excited like that----" Tony began.

"Don't you be afraid," the man answered quickly. "I'll finish the yarn

or there won't be time. One of the two men married the woman, and one of

the two men swore for vengeance, either on the man, or the woman, or

both. And he had it. How? That's what I'll tell you. The yarn don't

amuse you, sonny? You want waking up again? Well, one thing he did was

to steal the kid."

He stopped again, watching Tony's face closely.

"Yes; go on," Tony said quietly.

"It near broke the mother's heart when she found it out," he continued,

speaking maliciously--"near broke her heart. But she never found it, for

it was put right out of sight; it was left at a humpy at a place called

Taylor's Flat."

He watched Tony narrowly as he spoke, and laughed harshly as he saw him

swing round and leap to his feet.

"Now you're interested," he said.

Tony stood looking at him, unable for the moment to find words to

express what he felt. Was the coincidence of a delirium-stricken mind

still the explanation of the man's striking at the tenderest spot in his

heart? If so, it was as nothing; but if not----

"Who are you that you should know this?" Tony cried, moving towards the

man where he lay with his eyes, bright as stars and cruel as a snake's,

fixed upon him.

"You listen to my yarn. That's your contract," he said derisively.

"You'll live till to-morrow; I shan't. Are you going to cheat a dying

man? Let me talk. You can fill in the rest about the kid to suit your

own taste, and I'll----"

"You were the man who stole the child; you were the mean----"

"Was I?" interrupted the man. "You wait and hear. The man who stole the

kid--you, if you want to be exact, damn you, now you've come to see me

die--that man went back to the--the place where he stole the kid and

where he met--your father."

Again he sought to raise his head as he uttered the words in short,

sharp tones, his face growing wet and ghastly under the influence of his

pain and his hatred. Tony, watching him, said nothing; the man was

either mad or lying, and whichever it was, the best thing to do was to

keep quiet and say nothing.

"He came back for fresh mischief, and I--there, you know now--I met

him," he shouted; and Tony, keeping still, stood looking at him calmly.

"I waited for him out on the run," he went on, beginning to speak in

jerky spasms of words, as though he needed to rest every few seconds if

he would keep his energy enough in hand to last him till he finished his

story. "He had been rounding up some cattle, and had a stock-whip with

him. I had one, too, a beauty, with a sixteen-foot green-hide thong. I

knew him as soon as I saw him half a mile away. I skulked in the scrub

as he came up--just behind a clump of wattle. To fool him I rode out

and past him; he turned after me, and I wheeled."

[Illustration: "THROUGH THE BUSH IT WENT, RACING LIKE MAD." [_Page 268._]

The bright eyes glittered as they watched Tony's face.

"You're a fly young chap," he went on, "but you're not fly enough to

guess what's coming. A couple of miles from where we were a track ran

through a thickly timbered part of the run. It was a winding track, and

not too wide. At one of the narrowest bits, just in the middle of a

curve, an old dead gum had stood for years. I had gone over that track

just an hour or so before, and I saw where that big gum had

fallen--lying right up the track. It was a red gum, tough, long-limbed,

and sun-dried. When it fell it had splintered lumps off the limbs,

making them sharp at the ends, which were pointing up the track like the

prongs of a great jagged toasting-fork. Ha, sonny, what a throw-in for

me! Here was a game worth playing. I rode at the man I hated, loosening

my stock-whip, and as I came near him, I turned aside and sent out the

lash--so as not to touch him. The crack of it sounded in his ears and in

his horse's as well, and the beast began to plunge. Here was my chance,

and I took it. As the horse reared and plunged, I waited till it was

facing away from me, and then sent the lash fair on to its flanks. It

brought a lump out of the brute, for the green-hide was as hard as

nails, and that horse set off straight for the track where the dead gum

lay, and with me after it. Through the bush it went, racing like mad,

with its flanks dripping red as I landed blow after blow with the good

old green-hide. Soon it was on the track, racing, galloping, blindly,

madly, like hell out for an airing, straight for my toasting-fork,

straight--God!"

In the fury and excitement of his story the man had forgotten his

injuries, and to give emphasis to his words, and perhaps make the pale,

set face that was turned towards him grow paler and more set, he had

reached out his arms, and held his clutching fingers towards Tony as he

sought to rise and peer with his vengeful eyes nearer and closer to his

victim, till the pangs of agony cut short both his fury and his

invective. He fell back, his lips pressed together till they were thin

and white, and his fists clenched as he strove to battle with the

jarring torture in his nerves. The sweat stood out in glistening beads

on his forehead, and his brows contracted down until they almost hid the

eyes in the frown of determined will.

The mute agony of the man's face sent back the disgust which was growing

in Tony's heart. The tale might be a lie--it might be only delirium; but

the man was in agony, in the death-agony perhaps, and Tony went to his

side.

"What can I do to help you?" he asked, as gently as he could.

"Pull the damned leg down--it's shifted," the man muttered between his

clenched teeth; and Tony did as he asked.

The man lay still with closed eyes for a few moments without heeding

Tony's query whether he was easier. Then he raised his eyelids, and,

with a short, forced laugh, turned his head on one side.

"I'm going to finish the yarn," he said in a voice that was strained,

but in marked contrast to the one he had previously used.

"Never mind the yarn; lie quiet for a bit," Tony exclaimed.

"I'll finish the yarn," the man replied, with a touch of his old

fierceness in his voice. "Where was I when the damned bone moved? I

remember. We were riding for the jump, riding as I never rode before or

since, riding like--like----I wonder if they ride in hell? If they do

they can't ride wilder, for I cut that horse's flanks to ribbons--yes,

cut it till the bone showed through--and it fled down that winding track

so fast that I was left behind. It went out of sight, it and its rider,

round the bend where the red gum lay. Ha, sonny, I wasn't first in, but

I won that race. There was a shout and a shriek from man and horse, and

then a crash of shattered timber, and when I rode up at a hand-gallop, I

saw on my toasting-fork, stuck with a jagged prong through him, his head

hanging down and his legs flying up, just as he had pitched from his

horse, the man your mother loved."

The venom had come into the voice again, the hatred into the eyes; and

as he uttered the last words, Tony instinctively drew back farther away

from him, his whole nature recoiling in loathing from the cruel, brutal

passion of the man's face.

"That's what you're to tell her; that's my message to her when you find

her--my dying message to the woman who made me mad with love and mad

with hate. And you'll give it to her--you, her stolen boy, and when she

hears it from you, she----"

His voice stopped in a gasp, and for a minute he battled for his breath.

"I don't care now; I'm square at last," he muttered, as soon as he could

speak again; and Tony saw by the red firelight how his face was growing

pallid and drawn. "I was square with the mother years ago and square

with the man she loved, and now I'm square with you; for I've put a

sting in your life that'll last as long as you've breath to draw. I came

back here to find you; and then--I am the man who collared the gold last

time you were here, and I settled your hash with the fair-haired girl

that's out at the station now. You've your father's voice and your

father's face, and if your mother could see you she'd know in a

moment--only she can't, she can't; and you----"

A gasping spasm seized the man, and he battled again for his breath.

Tony sprang across to him, and, stooping down, put his hand under the

man's head and raised it. He breathed more easily, and Tony watched the

face anxiously, for the eyes were closed and the lips drawn away from

the teeth. With his unoccupied hand Tony put back the shaggy mass of

hair from the forehead, and, as he felt the touch, the man opened his

eyes and stared vindictively at the face above him.

"You thought I'd gone--did you?" he said, in little more than a whisper.

"Don't touch me--you spawn of----"

A spasm of pain contracted his features and stopped his words.

"Don't talk like that. Keep quiet. I only want to do what I can to ease

you," Tony said gently.

The man, even as he struggled for breath, raised one arm and tried to

push Tony away, until, fearing that his efforts to soothe him might only

do more harm than good, Tony let the head lie on the pillow again and

stood back. The man's chest moved as the gasping struggles for breath

sounded hard and grating in his throat, and his frame trembled as it

lay. Presently he opened his eyes again and looked at Tony.

"Tell your--mother when you--find her how----"

Another spasm interrupted him, and Tony stepped nearer, for the voice

was terribly low. When the worst of the spasm was over, he went on, the

words scarcely audible--

"How your--father--died."

The eyes, still full of hatred though they were growing lustreless and

dull, were fixed on Tony's face with a blinkless stare. The distorted

lips moved twice without any sound coming from them. Then the chin fell;

the glazing eyes turned up from their stare on Tony's face, up to the

dark starlit vault overhead; a wavering sigh came as it were on the

silent air of the night--and the unknown was dead.

For a time Tony stood looking down at him as he lay, the face, never

beautiful, growing more hideous every second with the muscles setting

rigid in the last expression of savage hate. The fire softly hissed and

crackled as the burning logs flaked into ashes, and beyond the range of

the ruddy light the bush formed a deep, impenetrable gloom, darker and

more sombre than the deep blue of the moonless sky. The faint wind of

night, scarcely perceptible to the senses save by the soft whispering

rustle of the foliage, brought no other sound with it. All was still and

silent, and Tony, as he stood, felt as a man will sometimes feel when he

stands on a silent night in the great immensity of the Australian

bush--as though he were something which had no material existence save

the consciousness of the moment, and even that were an intrusion on the

sublime calm of untrammelled, sleeping nature.

Then, as with the fury of a thunder-peal, there crashed in upon his

half-numbed mind the significance of all that he had just seen and

heard. The hate the man had shown him; the story of that ghastly

revenge; the message he had scoffingly told him to take to his

mother,--all returned to him in a moment, blended, as it were, with the

hints Nuggan had thrown out, and the suspicion that had often been in

his own mind.

The man had spoken of Ailleen; he had claimed the robbery from Leary's

hut; he had boasted how he had stolen the child from its mother and left

it at Taylor's Flat--and Nuggan had told him to ask next time he was at

the Flat who Mrs. Garry was and what she could tell. Nuggan, too, had

taunted him with the change in Ailleen's manner and the reason for

it--the reason this man had named--the mystery surrounding his birth.

His eyes turned again upon the silent form on the stretcher, with the

horribly distorted features and the face moulded in an expression of

merciless hate and cruelty.

Mechanically he approached and pulled the end of the blanket over the

staring face. With a shudder he turned away, and walked back to his seat

by the fire. He was sitting there when, an hour later, Peters and Morton

rode up with a led horse, walking lame, between them.

"Our man was thrown and dodged us in the bush," Peters said as he came

up. "But we collared the horse and the gold. Murray and his mate are

after the other. Hullo!" he broke off, as he glanced over at the figure

under the blanket. "Has he gone?"

Tony nodded.

"Well, I hope the others have too--the mean sneak thieves!" Peters

exclaimed.

"We'd have lynched them if we'd caught them," Morton added.

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