WHERE THE TRACKS ALL POINT ONE WAY
Wayland poured the last very driblets of water sediments from the skin
bag. This, he forced past the old man's lips. Then he drew the
unconscious form back on the saddle blankets, loosened the neck of the
shirt, laved the temples and wrists with the salt water, tore strips of
canvas from the tent square, wet that and laid it on the old man's
forehead. He ran his hand inside the shirt and felt the heart. It was
still beating, beating furiously, with faint flutterings, then
accessions of fresh fury. The lips were black and swollen. The eyes
were sunken; and the veins stood out in deadly clear purplish
reticulation with splotches of transfused blood under the shrivelled
skin of the hands. Then, he raised the old white head from the pack
trees,--brave old warrior for right going down the Trail where the
Tracks All Point One Way--, and somehow got a mouthful of brandy past
the clinched teeth. The breath came fast and faint like the heart
beats. Once, the eyes opened; but they were glazed and unseeing.
Wayland laid the old head on the pillowed pack trees, fitting rest for
frontiersman of the wilderness; then he stood up to think! A terrible
passion of tenderness, of question, of defiance to God, rushed through
his thoughts. The animals take their tragedies dumb and uncomplaining.
Man alone has not learned the futility of shouting impotent reproaches
at a brazen sky.
The Ranger unsaddled the pony. Then he tethered the mule and broncho
by separate ropes to the boulders. He placed the brandy flask by the
old man's right hand. He thought a moment. Then he laid the loaded
rifle close to the same hand.
The eyes were still staring wide open unseeing. The purple lips began
babbling wordless words, words of the sea, words that ran into one
another inarticulate. Wayland stooped and took the left hand in his
own palm. It was cold and heavy, a thing detached from life; and the
purple swollen lips were still babbling in inarticulate whispers.
Should he leave him to die there alone; or go forth to seek; seek what?
The Ranger stooped and pressed his lips to the blood-blotched back of
the faithful shrivelled old hand. He did not shed a tear. We weep
only when we are half hurt.
Wayland seized the Service axe and uncased his own rifle. Then in
words that were not worshipful, not bending his knees, but standing
with his hat off, he uttered what may have been a prayer, or may have
been blasphemy. I leave you to judge: "By God, if there is a God, why
doesn't He waken up? If there is a God, does _He_ stand for right? Is
there such a thing as Right; or is Right the dream of fools? I want to
know! If there is a God, I want God to speak out clear and plain,
right now, in plain facts, so I can understand, and not so blamed long
ago that a plain fellow can't make out what's the right thing to do."
It was one thing to pray under the rose-colored windows of a college
chapel, and another thing to pray under the yellow, brazen Desert sky.
There was only the dreadful Desert silence, with the rattle from the
laboured breathing of the unconscious man. If there was no God, then
the fight for Right was the futility of fools: Right was only the Right
of the strong to prey upon the weak, till the weak became in turn
strong enough to prey; and that meant anarchy. If Right was right as
two and two make four in Heaven or Hell, then _where_ was the God from
whom Right, laws of Right emanated, guiding the unwise as laws of
gravity guide the stars?
He didn't know that he had been staggering from physical weakness as he
climbed the ridge of sand. There was the fresh horse. _One of them_
might escape in a night by riding it to death. Then, there was the
possibility of the railroad being within reach. One of them might go
out to the railroad, _but not both_. The old frontiersman had passed
the point of being able to ride; and a very few hours would probably
witness the end of his life. He could tie the old man to the fresh
horse, but the slow pace that would be necessary would sacrifice both
their lives. There was another possibility: the fresh man on the fresh
horse. That way out did not enter Wayland's mind; but he did ask
himself _why_ the outlaws had not come down to the false pool. Why had
they gone on? They were as near the end of their tether as he was of
his.
Then he became suddenly conscious that he had eaten almost nothing for
twenty-four hours and that the quivering air darkening to night rolled
above the yellow sands in a way not caused by heat. Was it saddle wear
or exhaustion that he stumbled as he walked? He looked at the silver
strip of mountains above the westering sky. A fore-shortening haze
swam into his sight. There was the mountain flecked with silver. Then
it had gone into a milky black and pools, pools of water, fringed by
the pines of the North, hung in the blue haze of mid-air,
fore-shortening, shifting like a blurred sieve into the silver strip of
mountain and milky blot, then back again, pools of crystal water, cool
mountain lakes, this time with the trees up side down and figures among
the trees. He knew by the trees being up side down, though he was
dreaming of laughing as he drank and drank, that it must be a mirage!
Then he came to himself wondering how in the world he was sitting on
the sand bank. And why hadn't he kept the tea leaves to put on his
eyes in case of heat inflammation? Then, it tripped almost under his
feet, you understand _he_ did not trip, he had struck at it with his
Service axe--the wolf thing tracking the red stain of the outlaws'
trail along the base of the sand bank out across the ash colored silt
sands. He watched it pausing, where the wind had eddied the dust in
serpentine lines over the tracks, sniffing the air, loping across the
break, and on out again at a run, nose down to earth: a blot against
the sky; the burned out sulphur sky above an earth of embers and ashes.
Was it a mirage; or was he going delirious; or had he fallen asleep to
dream her face framed in the blur of the purpling haze, receding from
him, drawing him with the shine of the stars in her eyes, drawing him
with the warmth of their first passion kiss on her lips? He would rise
from his grave, and follow her from death, if she wove such spells,
whether of dreams or delirium or mirage! The Ranger found himself
stumbling across the baked silt and lava rocks, stripped of his hat and
his boots, stripped like a marathon runner, vaguely conscious that he
ought to have kept those tea leaves for that burn in his eyes, that the
silver strip of the mountain was there just ahead; now a crystal pool
of the cool mountain lake in mid air; now her face had vanished into
the blue haze. Suddenly, winged things flappered up with raucous
protest. The coyote had skulked over the edge of the lava dip; not the
burnt-oil earth-scorched Desert smell, but the shrivelled putridity of
flesh smote and nauseated his senses. The white pack horse of the
outlaw drovers lay dead across the trail at his feet, a pool of clotted
blood darkening the ashy sand. Its throat had been cut. . . .
The Ranger drew off, rubbed his eyes and looked again. The crumbly
silt had been trampled all round the dead horse. So they, too, were
dying of thirst on the Desert. Which way to follow now? There were
the hoof prints across the open level; but forking from the main trail
was another track: that of a man dragged or dragging or crawling
forward on his hands and knees. Had they deserted the third man; or
had the third man dropped back from them to cut his horse's throat?
The Ranger laughed aloud, a harsh cracked laugh; he knew he was
delirious. The Lord had played an ace and he wouldn't trump His trick
by going after the trail of the man who had crawled away to die. There
was a Deity of retribution at least, whether God or demon: he had vowed
he would make those blackguards drink horse blood!
If he hounded along the trail, perhaps he might overhaul the other two.
Then, then if he did perish in the Desert, he would not have perished
for naught! It was then, the earth performed the acrobatic feat of
heaving up, and he fell! This time, he knew he had fallen. It was no
trip. He was down and out and done for; and he knew it. He rose to
his knees steadying himself on his Service axe. Then, it came again,
the silver strip of mountain on the sky line with the cool lakes and
the blue haze, and her face, the face in the Watts' picture of "the
Happy Warrior," weaving the spell, receding from him, drawing him with
the love light in her eyes and the passion kiss on her lips, beckoning,
beckoning; he would rise and follow her from the dead if she beckoned
with that light in her eyes. She was receding _not_ along the trail of
the fleeing Desert runners, but down the dragged track of the body that
had crawled to the foot of a sand bank. Wayland never knew whether he
staggered or crept down the trail of the dragged body away from the
hoof prints of the drovers' horses across the alkali sink; but between
him and the silver strip of mountain on the far skyline, above the
yellow sand so hot to his palms, beckoned her face, the love light in
her eyes, weaving the spell. Then the coyote had bounded into the air,
and the red-combed Desert condors, the scavengers of an outcast world,
rose from their quarry; and Wayland, fevered, delirious, laughing,
crying, kneeled over the body of a man lying on his face with his
bloody hand clutched in death grip round an upright post driven into
the alkali bottoms, a post with a drinking cup hung on the notched
crotch, the Desert sign of a water spring beneath the drifted sands.
Wayland pushed the body aside. The man's face was red-smeared. He was
dead. Wayland had to unlock the clutched fingers from the post.
Somewhere, from the submerged consciousness of forgotten college lore
came memory that the water table lay ten feet deep beneath the Desert
silt. The Ranger slid down the sand drift and was chopping, hacking,
digging, into the side of the bank, thanking God; God _was_ on the job
after all; scooping the sand drift out with his naked hand, burrowing
at the earth as the animals of the wilderness-struggle tear in maddened
thirst for the hidden life beneath the sand death. He heard the suck
and gurgle of the water, not the joyous silver laugh of Northern
springs, but the sullen coming of water compelled; and his lips were at
the sand; drinking, drinking, drinking. Then, he suddenly remembered
her face. He looked up. Gone the silver strip of shining mountain;
gone the mirage of the crystal pool; darkness, velvet pansy darkness of
the Desert night; and an earth bat winged past his face. Even as he
drank he felt the puff and whirl of the wind rising; he laughed. He
felt the cool water trickle and settle and pool in the sand hole. Then
he laved his temples and wrists, and laughed softly, and called a low
long tremulous call; that foolish Saxon word he had told her to look up
in the dictionary.
The wind might blow great guns, and wipe out the fugitive trail. He
would go no farther. The wind would attend to the other two men. He
had found water: he had found life. God had played the trick; and he
had not trumped the ace; four of the six outlaws dead, and the last two
hastening to the alkali death across the Desert sands. He drank again,
this time from the cup, sip by sip, slowly, then in deep draughts of
God-given waters.
He didn't thank God in so many words, or in testimony to pass muster at
a prayer meeting; but he paused twice on his way back to the saline
sink to say: "He's on the job. You bet He's on the job!" He spent the
rest of the week nursing the old frontiersman back to life.
PART II
THE MAN HIGHER UP
CHAPTER XVIII
WITHOUT MALICE
The Senator sat in his office with his hat on the back of his head and
a U. S. Geological Survey map spread out on the desk in front of him.
Bat stood sleepily at attention on the other side of the desk with his
hat in his hand. It was a sweltering July afternoon in Smelter City,
the air athrob with the derricks and the trucks and the cranes and the
pulleys and the steam hoists and the cable car tramway run up and down
the face of Coal Hill by natural gravitation. The light was dusky
yellow from the smelter smoke; and loafers round the transcontinental
railroad station across the street chose the shady side of the
building, where they sat swinging their legs from the platform and
aiming tobacco juice with regularity and precision in the exact centre
of the gray dusty road.
The Senator wore a pair of pince nez glasses. He looked up over the
top of them through the yellow sun-light of the open street door.
"Declare, Brydges, the damned rascals are too lazy to brush the flies
off," he observed of the brigade of loafers across the street.
Bat threw a glance over his shoulder at the coterie of loafers, and
brought his drowsy tortoise-shell glance back to the map lying before
the Senator.
"I guess the flies won't bother 'em long as they vote right, Mr.
Senator."
Moyese was slowly turning and turning the thick stub of a crayon pencil
between his thumb and fore finger. Bat knew that trick of
absent-minded motion always presaged senatorial sermonizing, just as
the soft laugh down in the crinkles of the white vest forewarned
danger. ("When I see the tummy wrinkles coming, I always feel like
telling the other fellow to get the button off his fencing sword--You
bet _that_ means business," Bat often confided to the newseditor.)
"Brydges, this country is rapidly lining up two opposing sides:
fighting lines, too, by George! Mobocracy _versus_ Plutocracy! I'm
only a cog in the wheel, myself, a mere marker for the big counters, my
boy; but if I have to put up with the tyranny of one or t'other, I'm
damned if I don't prefer the tyranny of the rich to the tyranny of the
poor, any day! _Why_, is any man poor in this country, Brydges?
Because he's a damned incompetent unfit swinish hog, too lazy to plant
and hoe his own row; so he gets the husks of the corn while the
competent man gets the cob--the cob with the corn on, you bet, number
one, Silver King, Hard, seventy cents a bushel! If I have to put up
with one or t'other, I'm damned if I don't prefer the tyranny of
knowledge to the tyranny of ignorance! One butters your bread, anyway,
and sometimes puts some jam on with the butter. The other snivels and
whines and begs a crust from the other fellow's table, and snaps at the
hand that gives him the crust, and spends the time in self-pity that he
should spend in work! Look at that row of free-born American citizens,
kings in disguise, Brydges! Not a damned man of them ever did a stroke
of honest work in his life except on election day, when we line 'em up;
and damn it, aren't we right, to line 'em up? What kind of rule are
you going to get from that kind of rulership if some one doesn't jump
in and group it and direct it; yes, by George, and _compel_ it to keep
in line and vote right, just as a general licks his recruits in shape
on pain of court martial? Think any battle would ever be won, Brydges,
if the commanding officer hadn't the power of a despot? He makes
mistakes. Of course, he makes mistakes! So do we! But we're keeping
those damned rascals in line for the good of the country; and so, I
say, the plutocrats who are being cursed from one end of the country to
the other to-day, are playing the same part in modern life as the big
war chiefs of the Middle Ages. They are marshalling the forces;
leading the advance; conquering the countries with commerce that the
old war chiefs used to conquer with arms; building up, constructing,
amassing, concentrating in trust and combine all the scattered
abilities of men, who would be powerless individually; and we use our
tools, that parcel of beauties out there, same as the old war chiefs
used their blackguard mercenaries! It's cheaper for us to buy 'em than
be bossed by 'em, a darn sight cheaper, Brydges; for us to swing 'em
into a bunch and control 'em than be blackmailed by 'em, Brydges! If
every penny grafter didn't hold up the corporation, every damned little
squirt of a county supervisor and road contractor and town councilman,
if they didn't hold the corporation up for blackmail way the highwaymen
of old used to hold up the lone traveller, if they didn't hold us up
for blackmail, Brydges, it wouldn't be necessary for us to man that
gang across the way on voting day!
"Freedom, pah!" The Senator had stopped swirling the stub pencil. He
reached forward to a jar of roses on his desk. "Equality? Pah! Dream
of fools, Brydges! Doesn't exist! Never did exist! Never can exist!
Know how we develop Silver King Corn that gives ninety bushels to the
acre instead of old thirty bushel yield?"
Bat had sat down, still sleepily watchful through the tortoise-shell
eyes, but a bit wilted in the heat. Some of the men swinging corduroy
and blue jean legs from the station platform evidently perpetrated a
pleasantry; for there was a loud guffaw, and a shower of tobacco wads
into the middle of the road.
"Know how we get high grade corn, high grade rose like this American
Beauty: in fact, high grade anything? Well, I'll tell you. It's the
same process that brings out high grade men. You go into a field of
corn. You pick out best specimens. You keep that for seed, special
care, special fine ground, special careful cultivation. You let the
others go, feed 'em to the hogs, understand, Bat? It's the same with
the roses, and the same with men; and now where's your fine theory of
all men equal?"
As Bat did not care to remind the Senator that his own career from the
ghetto up contradicted all this fine philosophy, he left the question
unanswered.
Moyese pushed the glasses up on his nose and returned to the map.
"How many homesteaders did you succeed in nabbing out of that last
train-load?"
"About a hundred, Senator! I've got the list of 'em here . . . haven't
counted, but think it will tally up about a hundred."
"What are they, Germans?"
"No, Swedes."
Moyese laughed. "Thrifty beggars will job round and earn double while
they're operating for us! Got good big families, Bat?"
It was the turn of the handy man to laugh. "I filed one fellow and
eight kids for one hundred and sixty acres each."
"You didn't contract to pay each of the little olive branches
three-hundred?"
"Lord, no! If the dad sits tight till we prove up entry, he's to get
three-hundred! No fear of his blabbing. He can't speak a word of
English; and when I told the woman, through the interpreter that we pay
their fare out and each of the kids would get a five, why, she kissed
my hand and slobbered gratitude all over me."
"Wayland won't be quite so grateful for that bunch."
"Oh, I didn't file that batch in the N. F. You bet, that's a little
too obvious! I put 'em in the Pass, lower end of the Pass, not by a
damn sight, I didn't put 'em in the N. F.! I thought Smelter people
wanted us to secure that Pass for a dam; and I bunched 'em all in just
above the Sheriff's place!"
"That's good! The Sheriff proves up this year; and if you get this
bunch in behind, that corks the Pass up pretty effectually! Where are
the bounds of the Forest there?"
Bat drew his fore-finger along the map. "Along the red line, here:
just to the trail through the canyon."
"Good: now what about the timber claim along the Gully? That's in the
Forests, Brydges. I want to force a contest on that; the Swede fellow
has cut the logs under his permit; but I'd like to make that doubly
sure before we go to trial. If we can get a double cinch on that,
we'll knock the claim of the Forestry Department to keep homesteaders
out into a cocked hat."
Bat's sleepy eyes emitted sparks and his good natured smile widened to
an open grin.
"The Swede happened to use a U. S. Forest hatchet when he cut those
logs," he said. "I told him to be sure and stamp the butt end of each
log U. S., duly inspected," he said.
Moyese dropped the map and the pencil and his heavy hand with a thud on
the desk and laughed noiselessly down into the creases of his fat
double chin and into the wrinkling rotundity of his white vest.
"And to cinch it," continued Brydges, "as the fellow's permit didn't
cover the Gully, I got some blanket railway scrip for an Irishman,
O'Finnigan, Shanty Town, and planked it on the Gully. You see,
Senator, by law the settlers _can_ go in on the National Forests
wherever it has been surveyed and declared agricultural land; but they
can't go in and get title till it is surveyed and passed. But you can
plaster the railway scrip _where it is unsurveyed_. That's the little
joker somebody tucked in when the scrip railway act was passed. I
guess by the time they have red-taped and trapesed round and wrangled
those two tangles of title out, the logs will be safe down the River;
and I guess that will about see the finish of Wayland before the coal
cases come up--"
"That's it, Brydges." Moyese had lowered his voice. "What about
Wayland? Have you found out anything? Where the devil is he? He
isn't on his patrol! He hasn't been at the Ridge for three weeks. He
hasn't been at the Ridge since I left for Washington. If we could
prove how he's been using Government time," he paused to reflect.
"_That_ might be shortest way out! Did you find out anything at the
MacDonald Ranch?"
Bat threw a precautionary glance over his shoulder towards the door
opening on the street. Then he rose, walked across the office, shut
the door, came back and drawing his chair close to the desk opposite
the Senator, sat down astride with his feet tucked back one round each
hind leg.
"Yes, I did; and no again, I didn't! It's just as it may strike you!
As a news man, I know _how_ this kind of yarn would be taken by the
public."
"Oh, come on with it, Brydges!" Moyese had pushed back and was holding
the edge of the desk with his hands. Mr. Bat Brydges recognized that
while the creases of good-nature crinkled at the chin, the jaws and the
hands had locked.
"Your newsman got this despatch from Mine City: you see it's pretty
vague: 'bodies of two men found forty miles from branch of P. & O.
Line, thought to be drovers overcome by heat and thirst.' I wired for
more particulars; but the railway hands had shovelled the bodies under."
"Brydges," interrupted Moyese sharply, "I'm going to tell you
something; and you put it in your pipe and smoke it; and don't waste
time running off on false clues. You leave that to women and
sissies--to the she-male man! Now listen, _a man can't lose himself in
the Desert: He can't lose himself in the Wilderness_. If he's a
damphool, he can get lost, but he can't lose himself, he can't hide in
the wilderness, not ever! He can lose himself in a city in one week.
He could drop out of sight right here in Smelter City; but he can't go
into the wilds and not come out again and people not know it. Somebody
sees him go in, and somebody doesn't see him come out; and there you
are! It's the same in the wilds as at the North Pole: you can't cook
up a fake. Man who goes into the wilds is a marked man till he comes
out. Every man, who meets him, takes a turn round to look at him; and
he's going to keep looking till the fellow comes out. Now, you take
this case. Wayland had on his Service Badge. If he had been one of
those two, the fact would have been flashed right down to Washington.
Now tell me facts, not rumors; exactly what did you find out?"
When his chief began in that dictatorial fashion, Bat let his facts go
in a running fire:
"Well, Flood saw him with his own eyes going up the Pass with that old
Canadian duffer the morning, the morning," Bat paused, manifestly
unable to specify which morning.
"Yes, the morning _after_," added the soft, even voice of Moyese. "And
the snow slide filled the Pass up to the neck, forty-eight hours later.
Yes, I know; but Wayland was too good a mountain man to be caught by a
slide."
"I told Flood to get out and examine that slide, anyway! He said
'twasn't any use, this hot weather would clean it up in a couple of
weeks. He was going up the Pass when I left for the Valley yesterday."
"What did you find out at the Ridge?"
"That's where the milk is in this cocoanut," answered Bat. "He hasn't
passed one night _at_ the Ridge since the night we were all up! You
remember _who_ was at the Cabin, night we went up? Well, keep that in
mind; when I went across to MacDonald's Ranch to express your regret
over this accident, found old man wasn't home. He's expected back from
the Upper Pass by train this week: seems he has been arranging new
grazing ground for another herd up there. You know how MacDonald house
is laid out? Big room as you enter; then a sort of back sitting room
for," Bat smiled queerly, a smile that said nothing, yet
subterraneously conveyed out to daylight one of those under currents of
thought that flows only in the dark, "for the lady. Well, sir, chill
blasts of North Pole were tropical zephyrs compared to what I got from
that MacDonald gurl."
"I thought her name was Miss MacDonald," suggested the Senator, softly.
He had lowered his chin and was looking over his eye glasses at Brydges.
"Hold on, Mr. Senator! I am coming to that! Her father has been away
a month. I found out from Calamity and the road gang that Wayland
hasn't been at the Cabin since that night I was there; and Gee
Whittiker," Brydges laughed sleepily, the same smile that said nothing
but came up from the subterranean under current, "he _was_ a bear with
a sore head that night; spent most of the night prancing the Ridge.
Well, a fellow can't exactly stand on one leg and then on t'other all
through a call. She didn't ask me to sit down. Said her father was
coming home by Smelter City and you could have the pleasure of
conveying your sympathy personally: kept standing herself all the time;
kept looking from me to the door. Well, sir, while she was looking
_through_ the door behind me, I was looking _through_ the door behind
her." And as Bat said it, he looked away. "Wayland's Range coat was
hanging in that inner room."
Bat smiled slowly and sleepily; then openly grinned as who should say
"now the cat _is_ out"; but when he turned to Moyese, his chief had
whirled in the swing chair and was sitting with hands clasped under his
hat, and the back of his head towards Brydges.
A glossy smile had come over Bat's face that is not good to see on man,
woman, child or beast; and it is the same kind of smile on all four,
not laughter, nor light, not definite enough to be malicious, nor
pointed enough to be self accusatory, nor direct enough to be
challenged and repudiated; a smile untellably familiar--a Satyr-faced
thought looking through a veil, somehow sinuously suggestive, saying
nothing at all, yet conveying the physical sensation of pus from an
ulcerous thing; and strangely enough, there are blow-fly natures that
prefer pus to nectar.
If Brydges had not been so absorbed in the jocularity of his own
sensations, he would have observed that his chief remained singularly
silent.
"Oh, I don't suppose he's there all this time." Bat rushed to the
defence of the absent, (Heaven bless such defenders). "That old
Canadian duffer, who seems to have hitched up with him on the Rim Rocks
accident, your ranch foreman saw 'em pass together at noon; tried to
telephone 'Herald,' but I choked _that_ off; that old fellow once wrote
our paper to know about Canadian settlers here. He recognized Calamity
and talked about old North West Rebellion days. It's my theory he's
here about something that's been hushed up! Like dad, like daughter,"
Bat pronounced.
"It's my theory when MacDonald comes back from the Upper Pass, Wayland
and the old fellow will turn up about the same time. Haven't been able
to learn what it is; but I'll bet dollars to doughnuts, they are all
absent on the same trail. If we let go a broadside, they'll have to
come out with the truth to shut us off; and there is where we are going
to get him; see? I've got another theory, too."
"What's that?" asked the Senator, without turning.
"It is, if he sees we're going to involve her, he'll quit."
Moyese didn't answer. He rose from his chair and walked to a rear
window, where he stood looking out. Did he credit what he had heard?
Was it a recital of facts, or a distortion of facts through a tainted
mind? Did Brydges, himself, believe what he had tried to convey? Or
was his job to obtain certain results at any cost: and was this part of
the cost? Ask yourself that of the tainted news you read every day.
Ask why those who recognize the lie do not brand it as such; why those
who are uncertain do not verify before they repeat and credit; and you
will probably have some clue to the little melodrama of dishonor
enacted in the office of a legal luminary at Smelter City that
sweltering hot July day. When you come to observe it, Bat's recital
contained nothing that might not have been posted in eminent
respectability on a church warden's door. Like fresh fruit passed
through a mouldy cellar, the facts came from the medium of the narrator
with the unclean contagion of cellar mould. The next narrator would
not pass on the facts. He would pass on the cellar rot.
"If we served up those two stories together hot," emphasized Bat, "we'd
about cut the throat of any opposition to our interests in the Valley?
He'd quit! I'll bet before he'd see her involved, he'd jump his job!"
When the Senator turned his face to the handy man, he was very sober.
He stood looking over the tops of his glasses boring into Bat's face.
"It's a pity," he said.
"Yes, it's too bad: one hates to have one's faith in human nature all
balled out this way; but you never know what kind of a fact you're
going ping up against where a woman is concerned." Something in the
Senator's look stopped Bat mid-way.
"Brydges, I thought I told you never to meddle with the damphool who
makes excuses for what he's going to do. Never do anything, unless you
have some end worth while in view; then, if it's worth while, do it,
damn it, and don't waste time excusing the means! Now, I'll have
nothing to do with this; mind that, Brydges. You do it off your own
responsibility. If MacDonald were one of our party, I wouldn't make
use of it, if it were ten times over and over true. You'll have to be
very careful how you use that, at all! It's effective. I don't deny
it's very effective; but it's a pity! If you use that at all, you'll
have to use it so it's not libelous."
"Libelous?" burst out the handy man wakening up suddenly, scratching
his tousled head and trying to make head or tail of orders that said
'do it' and 'don't do it' in one breath. "I can write it without a
name so every man in the State will know who it is: give it as a joke;
fetch in Calamity as the mother of the whole mess; the call of the
blood, you know; reversion to type! They'll have to prove that the
intent was malice before they can get a judgment. They'll have to come
out with the truth before they can prove libel. It isn't libelous if
it's done as a joke without malice."
Moyese had flung himself down in his chair with a blow of his clenched
fist on the desk, when the opening of the office door stopped the oath
of disgust on his lips; and Eleanor MacDonald stood framed in the
yellow light shining in from the hot street. For a moment, the
transition from sun to shade blinded her. Then, she saw who was with
the Senator. Brydges sprang up waiting to return her recognition. She
made no sign. She walked over where he was standing. The Senator had
half risen from his desk. Was it the spirit of the ancestral Indian in
her eyes; or of the Man with the Iron Hand? Brydges' oily gloss went
to tallow under her look. Moyese knew looks that drilled; and Brydges
himself could bore behind for motives; but this look was not a drill:
it was a Search Light; and the handy man--well, perhaps, it was the
heat--the handy man suddenly wilted.
"You can go, Brydges," ordered Moyese.
"All right! See you again about that, Senator!" Brydges grabbed up
the loose notes from the desk and bolted, banging the door behind him.
The Senator's face seemed at once to age and trench with lines. He
motioned her to the vacated chair and remained bending forward over his
desk till she had seated herself. Then, he sat down, suddenly
remembered his hat, and laid it off. If she had sunk forward on the
desk weeping; if she had made a sign of appeal; he would have gone
round and caressed her and petted her and told her she must _stop_
Wayland. His whole manhood went out to comfort her, to stand between
her and what? . . . Was it the drive of those wheels of which he was a
cog? But when she looked across the desk, the eyes had no appeal, the
Search Light had turned on him.
"You must excuse me if you heard what I was saying, when you came in,
Miss Eleanor; but it was a G-- doggon lie! I had been angered: I had
been angered very much; and that's a bad thing on a hot day." He was
slipping back to the usual suavity.
CHAPTER XIX
BALLOTS FOR BULLETS
It was Calamity, who had carried the trouble-making coat across from
the Mission Library to the MacDonald Ranch House. Eleanor had found it
in the big living room that day after she had read the note saying he
was setting out "on the Long Trail, the trail this Nation will have to
follow before Democracy arrives; the trail of the Man behind the
Thing." Somehow, she lost interest in her reading and her driving, and
spent the most of that first week after the funeral in the steamer
chair on the Ranch House piazza. Were the topaz gates of the sunset
still ajar to a new infinite life; or did satyr faces haunt the shadows
of the trail, satyr faces of the Greed that had plotted the bloody
villainy of the Rim Rocks? She had thought she knew joy before, joy
that rapt her from life in a race reverie. Now, she knew joy, tense as
pain; and the consciousness never left her. It was there; beside,
inside, above, all round, an enveloping atmosphere to everything she
thought and said and did. She could not read; for while her eyes
passed _over_ the lines, that consciousness danced in flames _between_
the lines. She tried to forget herself in her work--in the sorting of
the littered shelves, in the mending for the ranch hands absent with
her father in the Upper Pass; but It was there just the same, at her
elbow; in behind the commonplace weaving rainbow mists, a shadowy deity
of thought all pervasive as ether. Before, she had been as one
standing in front of the up-lifted veil. Now, she knew she had passed
in behind the veil, and could not if she would come out to the former
place. Life symbols empty of meaning before, suddenly became
allegorical of eternity--the bridal veil, the orange wreaths, the ring
typical of the infinite, the vows of service, the angel of the drawn
sword on the back trail. Yet she knew she had promised to keep him
resolute, standing strong to his work, unflinching because of her.
It was, perhaps, typical of those ancestral traits that fear for him
never once entered her thoughts. His work was on the firing line; and
had she not _once_ said that a life more or less did not matter? That
was before his life had become her life. That is, fear for him did not
enter her waking thoughts. It was different when she slept. Then the
uncurbed thoughts hovered like the face in the picture of "the Sleeping
Warrior." One night as she sat in the steamer chair, a cold wind came
down from the Pass. The cook explained it was because of the snow
slide that had filled up the canyon.
"Calamity," she called, "bring me out something to put round my
shoulders; don't bring a shawl: I hate shawls!"
And Calamity, perfectly naturally, brought out Wayland's coat. Eleanor
did not laugh; for she knew it was only since Calamity had stopped
roving the Black Hills that she had exchanged male attire for the
Indian woman's insignia of good conduct, a shawl. She waited till
Calamity had pattered down to the basement. Then, she slipped into the
coat with a queer little laugh that would have played havoc with
Wayland's resolutions, and running her hands up the long dangling
sleeve ends, lay back to a reverie that could hardly be called thought.
It was consciousness, delirious foolish consciousness, possible only to
youth; and the consciousness slipped into a drowse between sleeping and
waking. It was--where was it? In the shadow realms of wonderful dream
consciousness, his face, the face in "the Happy Warrior"; but not her
face: instead was the evil fellow seen that night in the storm on the
Rim Rocks clubbing his gun at Fordie's pinto pony through the mists;
only he wasn't clubbing it at Fordie; he was aiming at Wayland; and
there was the white horse. She wakened herself with her cry. That
happened to be the night Wayland had camped in the Desert arroyos.
One afternoon, Sheriff Flood had called to know if her father had come
back and what "he intended to do about it." Incidentally, he mentioned
that the Forest Ranger had gone through the Pass that led to the
Desert: there had been a snow slide; but he "guessed" the Ranger was
"too cute a mountain man to be caught." That night, she shivered as
she sat in the steamer chair; and she drew Wayland's coat around her;
but it was not to delirious thoughts. When she fell asleep, she saw
him lying on his face in the Desert; and she called him, and called
him, and never could reach him, and awakened herself with her own
calling. Wayland's professional friend, who was a psychologist,
explained both incidents as auto suggestion from the coat awakened by
the uneasiness of the unconscious fears; an explanation that explains
by saying x is y.
At all events, she never again used the coat; and having nothing to
conceal, didn't conceal it, which is the most damning evidence you can
offer to a tortuous mind. She hung the coat in the apartment off the
big living room. Then, the despatch came out about the two bodies
found in the Desert. The same mail brought a letter from her father
asking her to meet him at Smelter City; and there at the Ranch House
gate stood Mr. Bat Brydges, handy man of the Valley, quizzing the ranch
hands, quizzing the German cook, quizzing Calamity at the very foot of
rustic slab steps that ran up from the basement.
"What is he after, Calamity?"
The half breed woman had dashed up the back stairs to Eleanor's room.
"He want t' know if Waylan--Ranga fellah--has ever stay here, dis
house--he ever go back Cabin House--tepee on hill--night dey keel
leetle boy?"
Even then, Eleanor did not realize the drift of the handy man's
activities. She thought perhaps, he, too, might be anxious about
Wayland.
"What did you tell him, Calamity?"
"I tell heem," Calamity dropped her soft patois to a guttural, "I tell
heem, y' go Hell!"
"Ca-lam-ity?" rebuked Eleanor.
But what was it in the gentleman's jaunty air, in the smile of the
sleepy tortoise-shell eyes, in the play of a self-conscious dimple
round the fat double chin? Eleanor had not passed from her own
apartment to the big living room before a repulsion that she could not
define swept over her in a physical shudder; and Mr. Bat Brydges'
report to the Senator of that interview had been fairly accurate. She
did not know that she had not greeted him with the common courtesy due
a caller, that she had stood looking past him to the open door, that
she had left him standing first on one leg then on the other till Bat
had been forced to terminate the interview; and she had not the
faintest conception of what her own feeling of repulsion meant. He had
scarcely gone before she wished she had asked him about those two
bodies found in the Desert. As a matter of fact, she called up the
"Smelter City Independent." The editor could give her no details. He
asked her very particularly who was inquiring; and having nothing to
conceal, she did not conceal it. He allayed her fears in almost the
words that the Senator had used to lay Bat's suspicions, if the bodies
had been those of Government men, the Ranger's Badge would have been
found and the news flashed all over America.
"Oh, thank you, so much! You know the sheep lost on the Rim Rocks
belonged to our ranch; and I wouldn't like to think that he had lost
his life defending our interests."
Then something odd occurred with the telephone. She distinctly heard
the voice at the other end telling somebody that, "Brydges was up there
now." Then, the voice was assuring her, "They would let her know if
they heard anything more."
Eleanor rang off with a sense of relief; and yet with a sickening
feeling, of what? It was the same feeling she had had when Brydges
came in with his jaunty air.
She was standing at the Ranch House gate waiting for the stage to
Smelter City. Calamity had carried down the yellow suit case. The
words came from Eleanor's lips before she thought; or she could never
have asked the question:
"Calamity, who was it took your little baby away?"
The suit case fell from the Indian woman's hand.
"D' pries'," she said, "Father Moran."
Eleanor thought a moment, racking her memory in vain for that name in
her convent life of Quebec. She was digging her toe in the dust of the
road.
"Was that before or after you went to the Black Hills, Calamity?"
But Calamity had gone without a word; and the stage came whipping
across the bridge from the Moyese Ranch; a double-tandem stage driven
by a bronzed fellow with one arm, whose management of the reins
absorbed Eleanor so that she forgot to notice the fat form hoisting her
suit case to the roof. Then, she was inside; and the door had swung
shut; and the fat form squeezed in next to the door; and she was lost
in her own thoughts oblivious of her close packed neighbors till the
stage stopped again with a jerk, and the sharp edge of a black
cart-wheel-hat decorated with plumes enough for an undertaker's wagon
cut a swath that threatened to slice off one of Eleanor's ears.
"I beg your pardon," said Eleanor.
"Oh, I guess tha' wuz my fault," and a mouthful of gold teeth above an
ash colored V of neck and below the most wonderful straw stack of wheat
colored hair simpered up at Eleanor from beneath the black
cart-wheel-hat; simpered and ended up in a funny little tittering
laugh. Eleanor took a quick glance at her neighbors, all men but the
cart-wheel-hat to one side and a little young-old lady opposite with a
hectic flush, and very protuberant hard mouth and beady little brown
eyes. Eleanor noticed the brown eyes were accompanied by red hair, and
she recognized the presiding genius of the English Colony.
"A beautiful morning for a ride down the Valley," remarked Eleanor
absently.
"What? I beg your pardon? Did you speak to me?"
It wasn't the words. It was the hard tone of surprise.
"We're in luck to have such a morning to ride down," amplified Eleanor.
"Yes," said the lady with the hectic flush; and Eleanor felt the gold
teeth simpering beneath the undertaker's plumes.
What was it? Eleanor took a second look at the two women, and
recognized both, the Sheriff's wife and the English lady. They were
arrayed gorgeously, her neighbor across in lavender silk, her elbow
traveller in black with a profusion of cheap lace round the ash colored
V of exposed skin: Eleanor wished the woman had powdered all the way
down. She, herself, had come garbed for the dust of stage travel, a
broad brimmed English sailor and a kakhi duster motoring coat. Was it
because she was not garbed as the others that they rebuffed her
friendly overtures, she wondered. At the next stop, she passed out to
go up and ride on the driver's seat, manifestly an impossible feat for
ladies in lavender and undertaker's plumes. A fat hand reached forward
to shove the door open. It was Bat Brydges'. She nodded her thanks,
and the handy man bowed with a sweep of his hat naming her aloud for
the whole stage to hear. If a look could have blasted Mr. Bat Brydges,
he would have been dissolved in gaseous matter from the expression that
passed over the face under the sailor hat. She heard the hilarity
break bounds inside as she mounted the driver's seat; and felt very
much as you have felt when you have come out of the clatter of the
orchestra pit where you have chanced to sit next to a musk-scented
neighbor.
But she forgot the lavender grandee and the gold teeth and the
undertaker's plumes, as she sat on the upper seat with the one-armed
driver behind the double tandem grays. The sun was coming up over the
Rim Rocks in a half fan of fire; and the light was on the Ridge; and
all the silver cataracts tossing down the sheer wall shone wind-blown
spray against the evergreens. The Valley widened as it dropped to the
leap and fume and swirl of the foaming river; and the double tandem
grays kept step with a proud chacking up of heads and bristling of
arched necks and movement of thigh and shoulder muscles under satin
skin like shuttles.
"You must be very proud of your beautiful horses," she said to the
driver.
The driver 'lowed he was: that 'un dappled on the rump there, that 'un
was foaled, let me see? year o' the rush to the Black Hills, with a
squirt of chewing tobacco over the front wheel and a damn't, and
another squirt and more damn't's; and before Eleanor realized the
one-armed driver had asked her if she wouldn't like to learn to drive
double tandems; and she had the reins in her hands; and the double
tandem grays took the bit in their teeth to show what double tandem
grays and ample oats could do.
"How-do," called the driver with a squirt of tobacco over the front
wheel at a rancher loping across the trail. "How-do; y' are up early,
y' son of a gun! What d' y' know?"
"Senator's goin' t' stand again this fall," called the man.
The driver emitted another damn't in true Western style just as
innocently as an Easterner says "Oh, yes, indeed," or an Englishman
says "My word." In fact Eleanor lost count of the damn't's.
"How ever do you manage it?" she asked shifting the reins.
"With my one arm, y' mean?" The stage driver laughed and aimed more
chewing tobacco at that innocent front wheel; and the question drew out
such a story of heroism in spite of the damn't's and the tobacco squids
as made her proud of human clay, just as she had been ashamed of human
something or other inside the stage with the lavender silk and the gold
teeth and Bat's frozen tallow smile.
"Why, it was the year o' the Kootenay rush, ye mind? No, ye don't
mind, ye weren't born then, were y'? Damn't," and a punctuation in
tobacco. "Wall, 'twas in the early days 'fore we had steam hoists an'
things." (Another punctuation mark--a good big one.) "We was usin' an
old hand hoist. Guess the shaft was about hundred feet down--straight
down, an' we was gettin' in the pay streak, bringin' up barrels o' rock
showin' more color every load. Wall, them loads was hauled up to the
dumps by a hand hoist y' onderstand, kind of winch, like y' turn a
handle in old fashioned down East wells. Wall--" (Another punctuation
mark and another dip for ink, so to speak, from the plug in the hand of
the one-armed driver.) "boys were all down under. Say--'twas in the
days when ol' Calamity was runnin' the hills. Know Calamity? She was
a wild 'un in _her_ day; an' they say MacDonald, the rich sheep man,
has kind o' sorter given her a home these late years. Wall--I ain't
the one t' say he shouldn't. Her morals weren't much better in them
days than the crazy patch quilts ladies used to make down East when I
was a boy; but she's settled down I hear; an' I ain't the one to say
MacDonald don't deserve credit for what he's done. She saved many a
poor miner's life from the Indians in them ol' days, saved 'em by a
shave, carried 'em in on her shoulder to the Deadwood Hospital, or
nussed 'em well on the spot, an' all the while, she wazn't no better
than she ought t' be; wazn't there a woman in Scripture like that?
Kind o' seems to me the church folks forgets that Rahub gurl!
Wall--'twas about those days." (More showers of damn't's and tobacco
on that front wheel.) "Boys was all under. Big load of rock was
comin' up. I waz man at the hoist, man on the easy job that day.
Wall--wad y' believe it, the damn thing bruk--bruk plum whoop an'
started spinnin' round back side first with the load o' rock an' the
boys under comin' up the ladder. I yelled for a kid we had workin'
round to get me a jack wrench, a hand spike, Hell, any ol' thing to
stop her kitin' that load o' rock down on the boys! Kid stood gopin'
there an' sayin' 'What d'y' say?' Say,--damn't--an' that load o' rock
goin' plumb down on the boys, heavy enough to smash 'em to pulp. There
weren't nothin' handy near 'cept me, so I jumped this here arm that you
find missin' right into the wheel! It stopped her all right, the load
didn't fall on the boys; and they got up all right by the ladder;
but--say, mebbe the cogs o' that damn wheel didn't do a thing to my
arm. Say--the doctor didn't need to amputate it. That winch did him
out o' his job."
"You mean," said Eleanor, slowing the grays to a reluctant walk down
grade, while the driver clamped the front wheel brake with his foot,
"you mean because there was no crowbar, or anything to stop the hoist
flying backwards and killing the men under the load of rock, you mean
because there was no crowbar, you jumped into the wheel, yourself?"
"Sure," said the man astonished at her question; and because Eleanor
was a true Westerner and didn't mind the tobacco squids and the
damn't's in the least (where they belonged) she gave that one-armed
driver a look that would have made any man proud: only the one-armed
driver didn't see it.
"They took up a purse an' wanted to give me a perscription--damn't, but
I told 'em t' turn it in t' the Horspital. Any man w'd a' done same
for a yellow dog. What d'y' want t' give a fellow a medal for not
bein' stinkin' coward?"
Eleanor laughed. It was a happy silver laugh like the light on the
Ridge cataracts. Somehow, the one-armed stage driver with his
unconscious heroism and equally unconscious profanity gave her a sense
of the big wholesome unconscious outdoor world, just as the lavender
silks and undertaker's plumes and tallow smile inside smothered her
with a drugged sense of heavy unwholesome musk. The one-time miner did
not know it; but what Eleanor was saying to herself was--"So much bad
in the best of us and so much good in the worst of us." Then she
thought of the Senator and his genial smile and his voice soft as a
woman's, and his love of flowers. He, too, must have his vein of
heroism, if one could only find it. She thought and thought as the
tandem grays arched their necks at the sound of the tramway bells in
the nearing city; thought and thought, vague wordless thoughts full of
hope; vague womanish thoughts that women have thought since time began
of finding that magic vein of heroism in the Man that is to transmute
slag into gold, hog into human, and greed into generosity, and lust
into love; thought and thought the gentle womanish hoping-against-hope
thoughts that women have worn out their lives thinking and enslaved
their bodies and pawned their souls. If only one could find _that_
vein in the Senator, the battle would be won without the letting of
blood and smashing of reputations; as if peace without victory were
ever worth while since time began.
Then, the stage was rattling over the pressed brick pavement of Smelter
City; and the tandem grays were pretending to shy at the electric cars;
and the one-armed driver came near expectorating his entire internal
anatomy out of sheer joy and pride in the arched necks and the frail
driver with the black curls under the broad brimmed English sailor hat
handling the reins. She had pulled off her heavy buckskin gloves; and
she never knew how absurdly like matches her fingers looked to the big
one-time miner beside her; nor how the exhilaration brought the tints
of the painters' flower to her cheeks and the light of the Alpine pools
to her eyes. Every man on the street turned and looked back, while the
gold teeth inside blinked with self conscious certainty that _they_ did
it; and the lavender silks wore a peculiarly cynical smile. Loafers
sat up and followed the stage with eager eyes far as they could see it
and said, "By Gawd--whose gurl is that?" Oh, Mr. Bat Brydges intended
every bar room buffer and loafer in the State should know, 'whose girl'
that was before night. Everything was fair in love and war; and Bat
considered he had run down a case of both. According to his lights, he
had; but his lights were smutty and in need of trimming.
The stage dropped the gold teeth at a dentist's office, and the
lavender silks at a manicure's 'studio,' I believe she called it; and
Bat swung off while the coach was still moving; and Eleanor reluctantly
gave up the reins at the transcontinental station.
"Thank you so much. I don't know when I have had as good a time," she
said, giving the stage driver the sensation of a king in disguise.
And, of course, the transcontinental was late. When was it not late,
when you were in a hurry?
"How late?"
"Four hours, last report," the operator answered.
She sent her suit case across to the hotel, and shopped, and loitered
up and down the platform. It was not until afterwards she remembered
one of the loafer brigade dangling legs from the station platform
looking over his shoulder with an evil smile.
"Say--d' y' see the evening paper?" he had asked. "That's her;" and
there was a laugh that somehow sent her back inside the station feeling
vaguely uneasy.
"I think I'll telephone them up at the Ranch not to keep dinner
waiting," she said to the operator.
He was reading the paper. He looked at her a moment before answering.
If a human face could have been expressed in a punctuation mark, that
agent's face should have been drawn in a big question mark, with the
eyes put somewhere in the hook, and the neck growing longer and longer
as he looked.
"Public telephone right across the road," he said.
In avoidance of the loafers' looks, she had walked unheeding straight
into the Senator's office. Her first instinct was to withdraw. Then,
she saw Brydges; and that curious sensation of repulsion obsessed her.
She literally shot the handy man in full retreat with one glance.
Then, the joy of the ride down, the heroism of the driver, came back.
Perhaps it was the jar of roses, but the thought came what if _she_
could find that vein of heroism in the Senator. When women risk their
souls on that "if" and the souls of friends and children; is it vanity,
I wonder, or is it the will o' the wisp light that lights erring feet
to darkness?
She thought more highly of the Senator that he did not offer to shake
hands, just as most of us would think more highly of Judas Iscariot if
he had not kissed Christ. Being a Westerner, she had the Westerner's
horror of a maverick sporting the brand of a thoroughbred. The Senator
took off his glasses and sat tapping them above the U. S. Geological
Survey map.
"I trust," he began, "that my man expressed to you my deep regret--my
deep distress over--"
"Don't . . . please, don't," interrupted Eleanor, with a passionate
break in her voice. "I know you are honest, Senator Moyese, honest to
what you believe is right; and I don't want you to feel that you have
to lie because I am a woman."
The Senator opened his mouth, took a breath, and shut it again.
She understood him well enough to know that if he had to toy with his
glasses for a twelve month, he would wait for her to play down first.
Yet she recognized the instinct of his manhood to rescue the confusion
of her embarrassment when he put forward his hand casually and
said--"See my roses, Miss Eleanor? They are a new variety of American
Beauties. See, each petal has a white veining? Know how those roses
are produced? Ages and ages of poor trash worthless common roses have
been sacrificed to produce this perfect type."
"That's your theory of life, isn't it?" she asked, vaguely conscious
that the dragon was disarming her anger.
"Isn't it nature's?" asked Moyese gently. "The fit survive because
they are fit; the exceptional; the few; while the worthless go to
waste?"
Before Eleanor realized, she had lost all consciousness of self and was
pleading passionately leaning forward across the desk.
"Isn't Christ's theory better, Senator, to make all the unfit into fit?
Isn't Christ's theory the theory of science? Science aims to make a
whole field of perfect corn; not just one perfect cob. I know that;
for I read it in your speech at the opening of the Agricultural
College. If we keep on sacrificing the interests of the many to the
interests of the few, aren't we working back to savagery, Senator?"
The Senator drew the finest of the roses from the jar. "It's a matter
of taste, perhaps, Miss Eleanor; but I prefer this to a whole jarful of
scrubs."
"Then you are not working for democracy. It's just as Mrs. Williams
says, all you foreign multimillionaires are subverting our Nation by
working for old fashioned despotism in disguise; sacrificing the many
to the few."
"Oh, does Mrs. Williams say that?" asked Moyese reflectively, pushing
back from the desk and clasping his hands round one knee. "That may
be; republicanism doesn't necessarily mean letting the blockheads rule!
It may mean giving equal opportunity for the fit men to come to the top
and rule. Did you come in to talk over these things with me, Miss
Eleanor? I must make a convert of you; it would win over Wayland and
Williams and your father."
"No, I didn't. I came in here by mistake. The operator told me I'd
find a public telephone across the road; and I wasn't noticing where I
was going, and I came in here; but all the way down, I had been
thinking of you, Senator Moyese. I kept thinking if you could only be
made to see the New Day that is dawning, perhaps you would meet it half
way. I rode in the driver's seat coming down; and he told me how he
lost his arm; Senator, think of the hero in him?"
"And you thought there might be some of the hero in me, too?" Moyese
laughed, the noiseless genial laugh creasing his chin and his white
vest.
"While you laugh, you are letting your rose wither."
He handed the rose to her. "Yes, I know that fellow. I was in the
Kootenay when he lost his arm, torn out all bloody right from the
shoulder socket; had to pry the cogs up to get him out. They collected
a purse of a thousand for him; but he wouldn't take a cent: handed it
over to the hospital. Something in that fellow bigger than self kind
of popped out and surprised himself."
She noticed him looking at the wall clock as he talked, but not being a
business woman did not know what that meant.
"There's something bigger than self with us all, Senator; and we have
to work for it."
"My dear child, do you think you need to tell an old stager that?" He
was kicking the creases out of his trousers. This time, she could not
mistake the signal, and felt her womanish idealism of mining for the
hidden vein of heroism both childish and cheapening. She rose and
placed the flower back on the desk.
"There's something bigger than you or me, my dear," he went on,
"something for which every man worth his salt must work and fight, and
which a woman does not understand."
"And that is?"
"His party," said Moyese.
"But Senator, there is something bigger than party, and if a man works
against That, he'll injure his party."
"And that is?"
"His Nation," said the girl.
Moyese gave her a quick sharp look that was not unkindly. In fact,
Eleanor could read that it was lonely, irritated, isolated.
"My dear," he said, coming round where she stood, "we differ on
fundamentals. The whole nation to-day is divided on fundamentals. I'm
no mealy mouth to curse plutocracy in order to please the mob.
Plutocracy fills the workman's dinner pail and keeps the mills going
and opens the mines and builds the railroads. Mobocracy, your grubby
corn cob and trashy roses, that, what does it do? Mouthe and mouthe
and try to pull down what is above it! It will have to be fought out!
No? It will not be another French Revolution! _Our bullets are
ballots, nowadays_; and the American people get exactly the form of
Government which they want. If they want another form, it remains with
them to fight for it. The umpire of all is fact--Miss Eleanor; and the
facts of each side will have to be fought out; the better man will win;
be sure of that! _The facts that are facts not fictions will win, with
ballots for bullets_. For my part, I'll not dodge the issue; and I
hope you'll not think me any the less of the hero for that?"
He had extended his hand as he talked, and to her surprise, she found
herself taking it when with a wave of revulsion, the memory of the
Ridge and the Rim Rocks came back.
"And government is a mere game of politics?" she said. "And politics
resolves itself into brute force; and a murder more or less doesn't
matter? Fordie, I suppose, would be classed as one of the scrubs
sacrificed for this perfection of party?"
His hand dropped hers as if she had struck him.
"You did not know that you were overheard? 'See that no harm comes to
the boy.' You did not mean Fordie to be murdered; but they were to
crowd the sheep over 'to beat Hell,' 'the sheep were to go it
blind'--my father's and Mr. Williams' property was to be sacrificed to
build up the fortune of the cattle barons: they too, I suppose, are
scrubs sacrificed among the many for the wealth of the one, who happens
to be yourself. You broke the law; but because you did not order
Fordie's murder, you think the blood guiltiness from that broken law
does not rest upon you. You say it must all be fought out. You force
the fight--"
He raised his hand to stop her. She remembered afterwards how ashy
white and aged his face became. He walked to the door and opened it.
She passed out. So that was to what her womanish mining for the vein
of the ideal heroism had led. She had been politely shown out. It was
as Wayland had said: there was no middle course; and it was also as the
Senator had said, it must be fought out, and the bullets were to be
ballots.
The Senator slammed his door shut and snapped the yale lock. Then he
noticed the rose she had left, and tossed it in the spittoon.
"Thank God," he ejaculated fervently as he sank back in the swing
chair, "_Thank God women are not in politics. There is always
something to be thankful for_."
Then, an idea seemed to strike him. He rang the telephone with fury,
and it didn't improve his temper to hear the saucy little central
informing her elbow mate that "that ol' fellah wuz burnin' the wire up
alive."
"Is that 'The Herald'? Brydges there? That you, Brydges? Listen, the
night you were up on the Ridge, have you any perfect proof that Wayland
didn't go down when you were asleep? Eh? You turned in at ten; and
you found him still stamping about at twelve? Is that it? What? No?
Don't be a damphool, _cut that out_. Of course, he didn't go down to
the Ranch House. Cut that whole scandal thing out. There's nothing in
it; but I think we can locate our missing knight errant. Understand?
He's got to be smashed? What? _You had printed the scandal story
before you ever came in to me at all_? Dictated it right in to the
typo machines? In the 'Independent'? Oh, well, I'm glad it didn't go
in the 'City Herald'? But it did go in; one evening paper?" Then the
wrath of the strong man broke bounds. If he had been a stage villain
the curtain drop would have fallen on a red faced gentleman pounding
the desk, tearing at the telephone, hurling his chair about the office
and generally, as the saucy little central remarked, "eating the wire
up alive."
When Brydges' chief indulged in explosives that necessitated the repair
of furniture the next day, the handy man always stood strictly and
silently at attention. He knew the meaning of the stage thunder: it
was the trick of the Indian medicine man, who fires guns to bring down
rain. Bat knew that the fulminations were of a piece with all the
other orders to do and not to do, an effort to get results while
diverting the thunderbolt from the rain maker's head; for by one of
those strange contingencies that Shakespeare defines as an opportunity
of evil, when the handy man had gone to the 'Herald,' the news editor
chanced to be out. Bat crossed to the 'Independent's' office. It
lacked but half an hour of the time to lock up the press, and on
condition that the story should be "a scoop," Bat was sent out to the
composing room to dictate straight to the printer, standing over the
linotype machine.
What was "the story" that he dictated? If you know where to look, you
can see its prototype seven times a week. It was written jocularly;
oh, it was exceedingly funny with all sorts of veiled references to
naughtiness that couldn't be printed, pretty naughtiness, you
understand, the kind you wink at, as was to be expected from a little
beauty, a brunette, chic, etc. (I forget how many French words Bat
tucked in: he had to look 'em up in the French-English appendix to
Webster's Dictionary as the proof came off the galley), the well known
daughter of the richest sheep rancher in the Valley. "The story" was
headed: "Pretty Scandal in Peaceful Valley." Bat played "the human
interest" feature for all it was worth; also the trick of suspended
interest. It began by informing the public that a pretty scandal was
disturbing a certain Valley not a hundred miles from the Rim Rocks, the
essential details of which could not be given, would probably _never_
be printed, for obvious reasons. Then followed a solid paragraph of
nonsense verse inserted as prose; about a Ranger-man, Ranger-man,
running away, 'Cause pa-pah, dear pa-pah comes home for to-day; But his
Lincoln green coatie the Ranger forgot; And pa-pah, dear pa-pah came
home raging hot; The Ranger-man, Ranger-man was still on the run, For
pa-pah, dear pa-pah was out with a gun, He'd heaved up his war club and
jangled his spear, And swore by my halidom what doth that coat here,
etc., etc. Any school boy could have trolled off yards of the same
drivelling cleverness; and Eleanor's innocent telephone call was, of
course, lugged in.
There followed a garbled account of poor Calamity's errant days among
the miners of the Black Hills. The account had no reference to her
heroism in the early mining days, when she roved in man's attire over
the hills to rescue wounded miners from the Sioux. It set forth only
her blazoning sins; evidently on the assumption that carrion is
preferable to meat. And then tucked ingeniously into this account was
veiled mention of a rich sheepman, too well known to need naming, who
was evidently making reparation for the errors of his youth by
according to the mother as good treatment as the daughter under the
same roof. Not a name was mentioned except Calamity's. I trust it is
obvious to you that it was not libelous, because it was without malice.
In fact, if you want to know the ear marks of a handy man's "story,"
look out for the smart gentlemen in veiled references without any facts
which can be transfixed by either a pin or a handspike. When you find
the innuendo without the handhold of fact, lick your lips if you are
keen on carrion; for I promise that you have come on a morsel.
Bat did even better than the clever story dictated straight to the typo
in the composing room. Always in the West, there flit in and out what
we Westerners used to call "floaters," gentlemen (and ladies) who come
in on a pullman car and go out on a pullman car and sometimes venture
as far away from safety as a hotel rotunda, then syndicate their
impressions of the West, in the East, and gravely correct twenty year
Westerners with twenty minute impressions. I don't believe on the
whole, as Westerners, we like them very much; but obviously, one
doesn't kill a mosquito with a hammer.
Bat caught such a floater on the delayed transcontinental express. He
was seeing the West through a car window. The East will not see the
jocularity of that fact. The West will, though it may smile with a
twist. Bat's floater was working for a Chicago boomster, who had
issued a magazine to boom Western real estate, suburban lots seven
miles from a flat car, which was all there was of the city. For
exactly fifteen dollars (when the floater's impressions came out, I
made exact inquiries as to what Bat had paid him; and it seemed to me
that floater sold himself very cheap) the travelling impressionist took
over Bat's story of "the Pretty Scandal in Peaceful Valley" and
rehashed it with the name MacDonald given as Macdonel, and syndicated
the scandal against the Forest Service throughout the East.
The transcontinental express had made up lost time and came roaring in
just as the stage rattled up to the platform. MacDonald and Williams
stepped off the observation car. Eleanor shook hands.
"You know about the sheep?" she asked.
"Yes, we have your letter," answered MacDonald. "That's why we stayed
so long buying grazing ground in the Upper Pass."
"Here, boy." He bought an evening paper; and helped Eleanor inside the
stage. Then he mounted to the top with Williams. There were only
three other occupants in the stage, the lady of the lavender silks, the
gold teeth, and a workman, sodden drunk and drowsy, in the upper
corner. The lady of the lavender silks had a complexion that looked as
if it had been dipped in a fountain of perennial youth. She was
leaning over the evening paper which the undertaker plumes had
evidently shown her. The heat had not improved Eleanor's stiff linen
collar and the dust had certainly not added to the style of her kakhi
motor coat. It was not until afterwards she remembered how both the
heads flew apart from the evening paper the moment she entered the
stage.
"Have you had a pleasant day shopping, my dear?" It was the lavender
silk with the hard mouth actually breaking in a smile. It was the "my
dear" that struck Eleanor's ear as odd. The manner said plainly as
words could say "You weren't before; but you _are_ now."
"Oh, it was rather hot," answered Eleanor quietly.
"Y're on the wrong soide. Y're in the sun. If y'll sit over b'side
off me, my dear gurl--"
Eleanor nearly exploded. 'Girl' was the limit: 'lady' would have been
worse; 'woman' was good enough for her; but, 'gurl.' It was the
manner, the proprietary manner, you are one of us _now_: what had
happened? She did not answer. She raised her eye lashes and looked
the speaker over from the undertaker's plumes and the gold teeth and
the ash colored V of skin to the clock-work stockings and high heeled
slippers. Then, the stage was stopping violently and her father
appeared on the rear steps at the door. She had never seen him look
so. His eyes were blazing. It was not until afterwards she remembered
how the lavender silks had crushed the evening paper all up and sat
upon it.
"There is a little girl up on the seat with the driver. You'll find it
pleasanter there going up the Valley."
She remembered afterwards, while her father gave her a hand up the
front wheel, a voice inside the stage exclaimed: "Say, thought they wuz
goin' to be fireworks. If Dan'd read that in th' paper 'bout me, he'd
a gone on awful."
"Oh, no, he's a thoroughbred all right, if it is part Indian."
Then her father and Williams had gone down inside the stage; and she
was left with the driver and a diminutive little bit of humanity, that
looked as if it had escaped from one of the rag shops of Shanty Town.
She wore a tawdry thing on her head with bright carmine ostrich plumes
that had lost their curl in the rain. A red plush cape was round her
shoulders; and Eleanor could hardly believe her eyes--she had not seen
them since she went through the East End of London--they were copper
toed boots.
"M' name is Meestress Leezie O'Finnigan. What's y'rs?" demanded the
little old face.
Eleanor didn't answer. She was trying to think what had changed the
driver's friendly manner. He had neither greeted her nor proffered the
reins. And now, oh, philosopher of the human heart, for each of us is
a philosopher inside, answer me: why did the driver, who was a bit of a
hero, and the lavender silk, who was an adventuress, and the gold
teeth, who was a slattern, neither pure nor simple, why did each and
all eagerly believe the evil, so vague it had not been stated, written
by an unknown blackmailer, in the face of the reputation of purity
sitting beside them?
"M' father uz down inside," continued the child. "He's sleep. We're
goin' t' live on th' Ridge. D' y' know what a Ridge iz? We're goin'
t' be waal-thy--m' father says so. He says we won't have a thing t' do
but sit toight an' whuttle un' sput, un' whuttle un' sput fur three
years, then the com'ny wull huv t' pay us what he asks. He says they
think they'll pay him off fur three hun'red; but he says he _knows_, he
does; un' he's goin' t' hold 'em up fur half. Unless they give him
half he'll tell--"
"What?" asked Eleanor, suddenly wakening up to the meaning of the
chatter. "What is your father?"
"He's trunk jes' now," said the child. Then she reached her face up to
Eleanor's confidentially. The little teeth were very unclean and the
breath was very garlicky, indeed. "He's goin' t' be a dummy," she
whispered with a gurgle of childish glee, "un' he says he'll easily
hold 'em up for twenty thousand without doin' a thing fur five years
but whuttle un' sput."
"A dummy? Oh," said Eleanor.
Even the driver relaxed enough to flick the tandem grays with his whip
and permit a twisted smile to play round the tobacco wad in his cheek.
They ate their late supper in the Ranch House by lamp light, her father
scarcely uttering a word, the evening paper still sticking out of his
coat pocket.
"I know this sheep affair has been a horrible, hideous loss," she said.
"Is that what's worrying you, father?"
MacDonald shoved back from the table.
"Pah, that's nothing," he said.
He stood waiting till the German cook had removed the dishes. Then he
drew the paper from his pocket.
"There's something here I'm sorry you'll have to know," he said. "You
won't understand how low the meaning of most of it is; but I'm sorry
they hit you to try and hurt me."
He threw himself down in a big leather chair. She took the paper
mechanically and sat on the arm of the chair to read. She read slowly
and deliberately to the end. Then she re-read both columns; and the
paper fell from her hands. She did not know it, but the same
suppressed fury was blazing in her face as she had seen on his at the
stage door.
"So that is what was doing when I went to the Senator's office this
afternoon to plead with him that things could not go on in the old
plundering way. That is what his man's visit meant here the other day
to express sympathy with you for the loss of the sheep? Now I
understand what the loafers at the station meant, and the driver's
unfriendliness, and those unclean women; and to think they framed it
all out of that innocent coat. You know, father, Mr. Wayland had
carried Fordie down from the Rim Rocks. We carried the body in
together."
"Where is Wayland?" asked MacDonald; and she poured out the full story
of all that had happened. I hope, gentle reader, you will please to
observe that if the father had viewed the facts of that recital through
the same tainted mind as Mr. Bat Brydges, a breach would have occurred
that neither time nor regret could have bridged. I confess when I see
breaches occur that wrench lives and break hearts through love
harboring suspicion, I don't think the love is very much worth the
name. You can't both have your plant grow, and keep tearing up the
roots to see if they are growing. You can't both throw mud in a spring
and drink out of a well of love undefiled. If love grows by what it
feeds on, so does suspicion. He did not once look up questioningly to
her eyes. Instead, he reached up and took hold of her hand. For the
first time in their lives, father and daughter came together.
"But there is one thing you are mistaken about, father. They did not
hit me, to hurt you. They hit me, to stop Dick Wayland."
"Why, what difference can you make to Wayland?"
She hid her face on his shoulder.
"I love him," she said.
When the German cook came in with the washed dishes, father and
daughter still sat in the big arm chair; and you may depend on it, that
flunky carried out to the ranch hands, guzzling over the evening paper
in the bunk house, a proper report of a heart broken father and a
repentant daughter; for when we look out on the world, do we see the
world at all; or do we see the shadows of our own inner souls cast out
on the passing things of life?
CHAPTER XX
A FAITH WORKABLE FOR MEN ON THE JOB
"The point is," said Wayland, "though, we have driven out this nest of
beauties, we have no guarantee another nest won't take their place; and
so we're not much farther ahead than before, with the chances I'll be
called down for exceeding my duties."
"And y'll keep on bein' where y' were before till y' get the Man Higher
Up," interrupted Matthews.
They had camped among the red firs where the Desert crossed the State
Line and merged from cut rocks to broken timber. It was seven weeks
since they had set out from the Upper Mesas of the Rim Rocks, four
weeks since they had left the saline pool. Man and beast, fagged to
the point of utter exhaustion, retraced steps slower than fresh hunters
on an untried trail. Also, going down, they had followed hard wherever
fugitives led. Coming back, they struck across to the Western Desert
road, and travelled from belt to belt of the irrigation farms, with
their orange-green cottonwood groves and bluish-green alfalfa fields
and little match box houses stuck out of sight among peach orchards.
The parched-earth, burnt-oil smell gave place to the minty odor of hay
in wind rows, with the cool water tang of the big irrigation ditch
flowing liquid gold in the yellow August light. One evening, Matthews
looked back to the looming heat waving and writhing above the orange
sands beneath a sky of lilac and topaz round a sunset flowing from a
dull red ball of fire. Far ahead, the edges of forested mountain cut
the heat haze with opal winged light above what might have been peaks
or clouds.
"'Tis beautiful, Wayland, y'r lone Desert world; but man alive, it's
sad! Y' call some the Painted Desert, don't ye? 'Tis like a painted
woman, Wayland, vera beautiful, vera fair to look on an' allurin', but
a' out o' perspective; an' Wayland, the painted woman is always a bit
lonely in the bottom o' her soul spite o' harsh laugh. So is the
Desert wi' its harsh silence. Those as like to be shrivelled up wi'
thirst, may have it! A'm a plain man!"
Then one morning, the opal swimming above the smoke haze of the North
shone,--was it the shape of a cross?
"Wayland, man, look!"
The old frontiersman had taken off his hat.
"Man alive, open y'r throat an' let out a yell."
"I'm too busy drinking in the air," answered Wayland.
And they both laughed. The mule and the broncho stood pointing their
ears forward. Wayland's mare, which he had bought at one of the
irrigation farms, lifted up her neck and whinnied. It was at that
irrigation farm operated by a retired newspaper man from Chicago--they
had got a reading of the first newspaper seen since leaving the Valley
and learned that the bodies of the two remaining fugitive outlaws had
been found by the railway navvies. Wayland thoughtfully removed his
Forest Service medallion. Men do not question each other over much in
the West. They had passed on unquestioning and unquestioned, Wayland a
disguised figure in his new ready-to-wear kakhi, not a sign of the
Forest Service about them, but the green felt hat still worn by the old
preacher, and the hatchets fastened to the saddles.
"How many Holy Cross Mountains have y' in the West, Wayland?"
"Three that I know of."
"That's ours, isn't it?"
"Yes, it's ours: the old priests and explorers scattered the name round
pretty thick in the old days."
"How far do you make it?"
"About a hundred miles, perhaps more!"
"Been a pilot to the priests and explorers for centuries?"
"I guess so, sir."
"Wayland, may it be so t' th' Nation, now! Y've got a wilderness an' a
Red Sea an' a Dead Sea an' a devilish dirty lot o' travellin' to do on
th' way t' y'r promised land; an' A'm thinkin', man, y've wasted a lot
o' time on the trail worshippin' th' calf; an' God knows who is y'r
Moses."
They camped that night among the evergreens with red fir branches for
beds, the first beds they had known for seven weeks, with the needled
end pointing in and the branch end out, "unless y' want t' sleep on
stumps," the old preacher had admonished the bed maker. And during the
night, the wind sprang up shaking all the pixie tambourines in the
pines and the hemlocks, and setting the poplars and cottonwoods
clapping their hands. A spurt of moisture hit the old man's face.
"Man alive, but is that rain?" he asked. Wayland laughed. "Only a
drop from a broken pine needle; but rain would taste good, wouldn't it?"
"D' y' smell it? Smell hard! It's like cloves."
Wayland laughed. He had had all these sensations of coming back from
South to North before.
The next night, they camped beside a chorus of waterfalls, joyous,
gurgling, laughing silver water, not the sullen silent blood red
streams of the Desert that flow without a sound but the plunk of the
soft bank corroding and falling in. They could not talk. They lay in
quiet, listening to the tinkle and trill and treble of the silver flow
over the stones; to the little waves lipping and lisping and lapping
through the grasses; and when the moon came up, every rill showed a
silver light. Wayland was thinking,--need I tell what he was thinking?
Was he thinking at all; or was he drinking, drinking, drinking life
from a fountain of memory immanent as present consciousness? He tossed
restlessly. He sat up with his face in his hands. When he turned, the
old man had risen and was stripping.
"A'm goin' t' find a pool an' go in, Wayland. Dry farmin' may be good
for crops; but this dry bath business o' y'r Desert,--'tis not for a
North man. Better come along! If A can find it to my neck, y'll need
a cant hook to get me out 'fore daylight!"
They had come back from their plunge and were spreading the slickers
above the fir branches for bed, when Matthews began to talk in a low
dreamy voice, more as a man thinking out loud than one uttering a
confessional. It was the first word of religion the Ranger had heard
him utter. Wayland had really come to wonder when the old preacher
prayed. When he came to know him better, he realized that a good man
may pray standing on his feet, or striding to duty, readily as on prone
knees.
"'Tis like the water o' life, Wayland! Men laugh at that phrase
to-day! Oh, A know vera well, we've no time for an old or a new
dispensation nowdays. We're too busy wi' the golden calf, an' the
painted woman, an' th' market place, an' th' den o' thieves; an' when
th' vision faileth, the people perish! 'Ye shall have a just balance
an' a just ephah'; 'an' take away y'r offerings an' y'r burnt offerings
an y'r gifts, saith the Lord of Hosts.' Ram _that_ down the throat of
y'r church-buildin' thieves, an' y'r bribe-givin' pirates, who steal a
billion out o' th' Nation's pocket, then take out an insurance policy
against a Hell, they're no so sure doesn't exist, by givin' back a
million t' th' people they've plundered! Tell me y'r old
dispensation's past? A could preach a sermon from th' oldest book in
the Bible w'ud burn up Fifth Avenue an' have y'r churches sendin' in a
call for the p'lice t' cart me away t' a lunatic asylum! Ah, yes, A
know they'll tell y' A'm not learned an' don't know Hebrew! No; but A
know th' language o' th' man on the street; an A know life; an' A know
God; an' A know how to putt righteousness in the end o' my doubled
fist; which is what th' world is wantin'. Y'r learned men, what are
they do in' for th' man on the street? 'Darkening counsel without
knowledge,' while the people go gropin' in the dark for light.
"Y' wonder how a man, who was a whiskey smuggler an' a gambler an' a
contractor, who could skin the Devil, comes to be a preacher, Wayland;
a missionary t' th' Cree?"
"Yes, I have wondered, sometimes," confessed Wayland. "I could not
just reconcile you with the poverty-stricken, down-in-the-mouth--"
"Don't say 'poverty-stricken', Wayland! A'm . . . rich. A've _never_
known want! God has taken care of me since A put it squarely up to
Him! A've my wife! A've my children! A've my ranch; an' my ranch
pays for the school! A've never known want! Why, man, thirty dollars
a year is more than A need for m' clothes! A'm rich! What wud A be
doin' goin' among a lot o' kiddie boys t' study Hebrew when A know the
language o' the man on the street; an' A know God? 'Twas the bishop's
idea t' have me come t' College at forty years o' age an' potter t'
A-B-C an' white collar an' clerics buttoned up the back an' a' the
rest." The old frontiersman laughed. "Poh! What for wud A waste m'
years doin' that? A'd wasted forty servin' the Devil. A'd no more
years t' waste. A must be up, up, up an' doin', Wayland, the way y'r
up an' doin', for the Nation. A'd earned m' livin' when A served th'
Devil! A would earn m' livin' when A served God; an' as A spoke th'
Cree, A tackled them first; an' now we're buildin' our hospital.
"How did it happen, y' ask?" The old frontiersman sat down on a log.
"God knows! A don't! A can no more tell y', Wayland, what happened t'
me, than y' cud tell a man what comin' off th' Desert an' bathin' in a
cool mountain stream was like; no more than y' cud tell what happened
t' y', when y' first looked in her eyes an' read, love! God, man, it
_was_ love! That's what happened t' me! A all of a sudden got t' see
what life meant when ye bathed in love. God looked into m' eyes,
Wayland, that was it! An' all th' dirt o' me shrivelled up an' th' mud
in m' manhood, way yours did when y' looked in her eyes! A needed
washin', Wayland, that was it, an' then A saw Him on the Cross as y'
see _that_--yon Cross there in the sky. 'Sense o' sin!' Man alive,
A'd never heard them words till that night."
"What night?" asked Wayland, quietly.
"Oh, 'twas a hot night, Wayland, my boy; an' hot for more reasons than
one. Th' tin horns an' the plugs an' the toots had come up t' our
construction camp, an' of a Monday mornin' after Sunday's spree, y' cud
count fifty dead navvies, Chinks an' Japs an' dagoes, washed down th'
river after gamblers' fights an' chucked up in the sands o' Kickin'
Horse! Well, a lot o' big fellows o' th' railway company had come
thro' that day on the first train. There was Strathcona, who was plain
Donald Smith in them days, an' Van Horn, who was manager, an' Ross, who
was contractor! A'd been workin' m' crews on the high span bridge,
there,--y' don't know,--well no matter, 'tis the highest in the Rockies
an' dangerous from a curve! A didn't want that train load o' directors
to risk crossin': wasn't safe! M' crew hadn't one main girder placed;
but Ross was a headstrong dour man; an' Smith--Smith wud a' sent a
train thro' Hell in them days to prove that railway could be built.
Full lickety smash their train came onto that bridge o' mine off the
sharp curve: the dagoes went yellow as cheese wi' fear, th' Chinks
chattered in their jaws, an' the Japs: well the Japs hung on to the
girder an' the cranes. A saw th' bridge heave an' swerve, an' th'
girder went smashin' to th' bottom o' yon creek bed so far below y'
could scarcely see the water; Ross was ridin' wi' th' engineer. Ross
kept his head, ordered them to throw throttle open. All that saved
that train load o' directors was th' train got across before th' weight
smashed thro'; way a quick skater can cross thin ice. Man alive, but A
was mad, riskin' m' crew o' two hundred workmen for a train load o'
rash directors! Th' train stopped! A dashed up! Ross opened out, his
throttle was full open: so was mine; an' th' steam an' smoke escapin'
from yon big mogul,--well, Wayland, them was my unregenerate days! A
may as well confess, Wayland, A gave him back all he'd given with
sulphur thrown in extra; till Donald Smith poked his head out o' th'
private car callin', 'Go on, Ross! Go on, what are you delayin' for?'
Well, then, three of us contractors and th' company doctor was summoned
to th' coast next week. We were all so mad at the fool rashness, we
had our resignations in our pockets. They had our pay checks ready;
but when they saw all four of us had our resignations written, well,
everybody took a cool breath; an' A think mebbee th' wise little man o'
that private car sent across something to help us wash away bitter
memories! Anyway, 'twas a hot night, Wayland! Y' couldn't drink one
of the four under th' table; an' we had cashed our checks at the pay
car! A was playin' wi' th' doctor for partner! Mebbee, it was that
little night cap from the private car, mebbee, well, in an hour or two,
three month's wages for four men was in the middle o' that table; an'
mebbee th' loafers in that saloon didn't sit up! Mebbee, somebody from
that private car didn't saunter in t' look us four fools over! Wayland
man, we won it all, th' doctor an' me! Th' other two wanted to play on
their watches, they wud a' pawned th' clothes off their backs; but we
wouldn't let them! We gave 'em back enough to grub stake 'em back to
their job! Then some one says, th' vera words: A can hear them yet,
'Let's go across an' hear those damned evangelists: there's a white
faced whiskers, an' a little clean shaved jumpin' jack skippin' all
over the backs o' the church seats pretendin' he's Henry Ward Beecher
an' sayin' in a fog horn voice, 'I like that.' Let's go an' raise Hell.
"Wayland, man, we went across! 'Twas all true, there was the white
faced fat man; an' there was the little clean chopped chap jumpin' all
over the backs o' th' seats; an' there was a lot o' snivellin' Saints
in Israel, women that cry an' sissie men that get converted an'
converted at every meetin'! Man, Wayland, A'd like to dump th' job lot
o' such folks out in a cesspool! They do religion more harm than the
Devil! They're about as like what fightin' Christians ought to be as a
spit wad's like a bullet! Well, we went in with a whoop; but God
wasn't out for the sissies that night, Wayland: he was out with a gun
for red blood men! He got us, Wayland! That's all! 'Twasn't the poor
puny preachers, perhaps 'twas th' music: th' fat one cud sing, but when
we came out the doctor was cryin'; poor fellow he killed himself in D.
T.'s later; an' A was all plugged up wi' cold in m' head blowin' m'
nose! 'Boys,' says I, 'here's where I get off. Here's y'r money back.
A've put up a pretty good fight for the Devil so far an' A've earned m'
way! Now, A'm goin' t' fight for God an' earn m' way!' They didn't
want to take the money back. They didn't believe it. A finished my
job on the railroad, then A slummed it in th' cities, this was when the
bishop tried to turn me school boy at forty, an' to dig in y'r
graveyard o' theology; that was before m' brother was bishop and why, A
hiked for Indians, Wayland! A know the Cree tongue, an' A know the
need o' decency in th' tepees, an' A know the trick o' puttin'
Christianity into th' end o' m' fist on white blackguards! An' that's
all."
"Is that all?" repeated Wayland; and he gave the old frontiersman the
same kind of a look, Matthews had given him that day going up the face
of the Pass precipice.
"Yes, that's all there was to it; an' A could no more tell y' what
happened, Wayland, than y' could tell a man what happened when y'
jumped in that pool an' got washed clean! Better try it, Wayland!"
They sat late listening to the gurgle and trill and tinkle of the water
slipping over the stones. Neither man said anything more, nor mouthed,
nor kneeled, nor amened, nor did save as men among men do and say: but
somehow Wayland had never felt so sure of the God, who was Love and
whose Love washed men clean, being, as he told himself, 'on the job.'
It may not have been religion; and it may not have been theology; but I
think it was the workable conviction that many a fighting man
incorporates into his life. Perhaps, it was what Christians call
Belief, only we have so slimed that good word over with hypocrisy that
it's hard for fighting working men among men, women among women, people
on the job, to mine down to the exact business sense of those old
religious terms. 'Slimed with hypocrisy?' Yes, good friends, 'slimed
with hypocrisy.' Have you not known men and women, legions of them,
who shouted their fire-proof Belief, Belief, Belief, their
fire-insurance Belief that was to roof them from rain of fire and act
as an umbrella against the results of their own misdeeds; who
underscored their Bibles, and prayed long and loud, and proclaimed
themselves right, when every day, every act of every day, every
leastermost act of very hour, shouted blasphemous denial of what so
ever is lovely and pure and unselfish and Christlike; whose influence
damned and injured and blighted every life it touched? You must not
blame business men and women for wanting a workable faith, a faith that
will deliver the goods on the job.
CHAPTER XXI