CHAPTER XXXVI

ON THE WAY

It was an October afternoon.

The first frosts had fallen, and where, a few short days before, the

goldenrod had shed its autumn glory, it now stood sere and earth-bent.

The late asters had lost their color and the wind-blown tendrils of

summer vines were but stiff spirals, clinging to the sumacs like

skeletons of their former graceful selves.

In the Concord burying-plot all was gray and brown and restful. From

the forest of oak and hickory on the one side the leaves had fallen,

and lay cradled about the grave and strewn over the grassy slope that

led to the little stream where willows held out their slender arms,

nude, save for here and there a pale and trembling leaf.

A haze hung over the distant fields which seemed to permeate the

near-by woods, giving a tint of filmy softness even to the shadows

gathering between the somber tree trunks.

There seemed no living thing about when a man, himself tall and somber

as the trees through which he walked, came to the place of graves, and

going to one of them fell beside it crying: "Ann! Ann!"

A moment he knelt, speaking the name before he threw himself

full-length with his face upon the sod. Whether he were praying there

or weeping or struggling for the grace of resignation, none might know,

for no sound came from his lips.

It was not until the sun had dropped behind the tree-top that he

arose. Yet a little time he tarried. Then he went into the edge of the

wood and stood with his sad, gray eyes turned to the little mound of

earth. As the shadows lengthened, reaching out from the forest toward

the grave as if to gather it in, they seemed to bind him in also with

the elemental things about him, things rugged, resigned, patient and

eternal.

A passing breeze stirred the dead leaves into music like the plaint

murmur of some long-forgotten sea, and back in the dusk a lone bird

piped, sending onto the stillness a message from the vague and

shoreless bounds of some eternal place.

"Out of the depths fresh strength; out of the dark, new light; and even

in the gloom we are on the way."

The somber man in the gathering shadows lifted his eyes from the low

mound to a cloud-bank rimmed with silver. The mask of sorrow seemed

suddenly to have softened. A faint smile lit his face as he said

reverently, "Soul of Ann Rutledge--yes, I _believe_."

A bird darted out of the shadows and disappeared in the gray and fading

sky.

The man turned and started on his way, like the lone bird, he knew not

whither.

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