COVERING THE COALS
When John Rutledge was consulted about the sending of Ann's proposed
letter asking for a release from her engagement to John McNeil, he
said, "What for? Hasn't he released you enough yet? He'll never answer
it."
"Don't be too hard on him, John," Mrs. Rutledge said. "He always seemed
to know about manners."
"Men have been killed for having no worse manners," Rutledge said dryly.
"But we wouldn't want to be anything but fair," Ann pleaded.
John Rutledge looked at her a moment. Then he reached out his hand and
placed it on her red-gold hair.
"Poor little, tender-hearted goose," he said, moving his hand up and
down in awkward pats. "Go ahead if it will make you feel any better."
So the letter was written, and approved by John Rutledge. Ann wrapped
it in stout brown paper, tied it carefully with string, her father gave
her the money to pay its way, and the postmaster mailed it for her.
After the letter had been gone several weeks Ann began watching for a
reply. Abe Lincoln also watched, and though no comment was made the
matter was of tremendous importance to both of them.
* * * * *
The spring of 1834 rapidly passed into summer. In the home and garden
Ann and her mother were busy every day, while with Abe Lincoln time had
never seemed to go so fast. His surveying was taking him farther and
farther into the county. In every locality he made new friends. His
work was bringing him some money also and he had begun to make payments
on the giant debt which hung over him. The entire town considered him
little less than a hero, one of those uncommon heroes whose valor lies
in simple honesty.
Several of the unhappy experiences of debt came to him, however, for
his payments were of necessity slow, and once he was sued at the law
and was compelled to turn over his horse and watch--two necessaries he
had secured. Friends, however, helped him get them back.
As the citizens of New Salem had before determined, Lincoln was
nominated for the Legislature, and during the summer, as he went about
his surveying, he used every opportunity to get acquainted with the
people. "I must understand the people," he would say to John Rutledge.
"I must come in contact with the people. _It is the will of the great
mass of common people, not the preference of the favored few, that
makes Democracy._"
To the end of accomplishing this he took time to get acquainted
everywhere, sometimes telling stories, sometimes going into fields and
lending a hand at gathering in the harvest. But always his honesty,
sincerity and hearty sympathy with the toiler, and his big, glad
hand of fellowship won him friends, and often after he had told John
Rutledge of his travels the older man would say to his wife, "Abe's
going to make something of himself. I don't know what. But he's got the
stuff in him."
There was much interest in the election. His opponent did not now
charge him with being an infidel. The pioneer citizens of Sangamon
County were rigidly against the union of church and state and Abe
Lincoln had them well informed concerning the perils of a republic if
this foundation-stone of democratic government should be stolen or
cheated from them. Nor would it have been easy in and about New Salem
to make the impression that Abe Lincoln was devoid of religion.
When the voting was over and Abe Lincoln was safely elected there was
a celebration in New Salem out of all proportion to the size of the
village, and one of the proudest and happiest of all the shouting,
cheering crowd was Ann Rutledge, whose face had taken on again its
old-time gladness.
During the campaigning time Abe Lincoln had seen little of Ann, and the
letter which she had long looked for had not come.
It was after the election excitement had subsided that Abe Lincoln
found an evening for Ann. Early after supper the family sat about the
fire, and Davy and Sis and Sonny were loath to go to bed, for they had
not seen their good friend much of late. But they moved out when John
Rutledge bade them, and after a half-hour of conversation Mr. and Mrs.
Rutledge gave the room to Ann and Abe.
"Don't forget to cover the coals, Ann," her mother had said as she left
the room.
"Where's the book. I haven't read my poem for a long time," Abe
Lincoln said when they were alone.
Ann took the book from her table-drawer and found the poem entitled,
"Immortality." Lincoln read a few verses.
"It doesn't say much about immortality--does it?" Ann asked.
"Not much, but it means it, because of course the souls of men and of
women do not wither and die like the leaves of the willow and the oak.
But I should never have known the meanin'--the full, sure meanin' of
the word, nor have entered into the better spirit of the poem, if it
had not been for you, Ann Rutledge."
"I am glad if I have helped you, but put the book away. Let's tell our
fortunes in the fire."
Lincoln put the book on the table and stirred up a bed of glowing
coals. Then, side by side, they looked into the future.
"Look," she said, "at the lines just there. I have a long life-line--so
long I must be going to live a hundred years."
He laughed.
"And yours is long. And right in there there is a wedding--and over
there are one, two, three--at least half a dozen children for me."
She laughed and stirred the coals again. "This now is your fortune. I
see journeys and lots of people. I believe I see the capitol building
at Vandalia. Maybe you are going to be a great judge or some state
official." She stirred again, but this time she turned and said, "I've
always wished, Abraham, that you knew some love-stories."
"I do," he answered promptly.
"You?" and she opened her blue eyes wide.
"Yes--the best in the world."
"Where did you get them? You never read story-books."
"The best books and the greatest books in the world are full of
love-stories. In fact, Ann, if love and love-stories were taken out
there wouldn't be anything left for the other fellow to write a book
about.
"How about Blackstone--couldn't he write a book?"
"No. In a world without love there would be no matin' in the springtime
and no people to write about."
"I didn't mean that. I was talking about just plain love-stories."
"So am I. I've read Shakespeare. Did you ever hear his love-story
about Antony and Cleopatra? It's one of the greatest love-stories in
the world. She went to him in a wonderful, golden barge with purple
silk sails and flower-decked maidens dancin' under its Tyrian purple
canopies. Little boats swarmed all about it, burnin' incense so that
it was wafted on the water in perfumed breezes. This was the ship the
fairy Egyptian went to Antony in. Theirs was the love stronger than
death. We will read it some time."
"I like it--tell me more."
"You know the love-stories in the Bible: the one about Ruth and Boaz,
a little out of place these times, but good for its day. You know the
unruly passion that caused poor old Samson's downfall, a love-affair in
which he loved fiercely but not wisely. But the story that to my mind
means more than them all, is the story about Jesus and Mary."
"Oh, Abraham!" she said with a start. "You don't mean that Jesus loved
Mary."
"Of course He did. Didn't he love everybody? What else can you make of
the incident where Mary, so anxious to show her love in some unusual
way, went to the dinner where she emptied her vase of costly perfumes
on his hair and feet? Do you remember that her act immediately called
forth unkind comment and the sort of criticism that hurts a gentle
woman beyond the power of words to tell? What did Jesus do? Did He sit
by dumb like a coward and let her feelin's be wounded when, whether
wisely or unwisely she had sought to prove her love? Was He afraid of
those sharp-tongued men? I tell you, Ann, every time I read the story,
this Jesus the world loves looms up bigger and grander and more heroic
and sublime! Such tender consideration as He showed marks a man, a man.
Do you remember what He said as she sat with her eyes full of tears
before these men? 'Let her alone,' He said; then He spoke the few words
which were forever to link the name of Mary with that of Jesus, even as
He prophesied."
While Ann was considering this somewhat new view of an old story her
Mother's voice was heard calling, "Don't forget to cover the coals,
Ann."
Ann reached for the shovel.
"Not yet," he said, taking her hand and moving his chair closer to
hers. She did not try to withdraw her hand from the large one that
held it.
For a moment he sat looking into the fire. Then he turned to her.
"Ann," he said in a low voice, and unsteady, "Ann Rutledge, look at me.
I have something to say to you."
Ann turned her face to his. For a moment he seemed to search it with a
gaze as tender as it was masterful and as pleading as it was secure.
"We are goin' to cover the coals," he said. "Do you know, Ann, that
hearts are hearthstones where women keep the live fire burnin'? My
hearthstone has been ash-strewn and cold--with nobody to cover the
coals?"
She felt the large hand around hers tighten its grasp, but he yet
looked into the fire.
When he spoke again it was with a different tone. The pleading was
gone. There was a tone of masterful security in it.
"Ann," he said, "we have been waitin' for a letter. It has not come.
The time is now past when one or ten thousand letters refusin' to
release you would avail anything. When a man loves a woman as I love
you, it is his God-ordained privilege to get her. Do you understand?
I _love_ you. I have loved you since before I ever saw your face. It
came to me the night I heard you singin' on the heights. I love you
more than anything on earth or in heaven and I feel some way that love
like this can come but once. I _love_ you and I would give my life to
have you mine--to cover the coals on the hearthstone of my heart."
There was such an intensity in his voice, in his face, as Ann had never
seen. There was a pleading hunger, there was a suppressed mastery that
she was conscious of. She did not take her eyes from his face. "Ann,"
and without letting go of her hand he arose and drew her up before him,
"together we stand at the most momentous time of all our lives--do you
love me?"
"Do I love you?" Ann half whispered with a smile that turned her face
radiant; meantime her eyes grew shining with tears. The next instant
she felt those long arms around her that Ole Bar had hinted would be
useful in mating season, felt them binding her slender body so close
she could hear the rapid thumping of his heart, and he kissed her with
the savage joy of sweet possession, and, cradling her face in his
strong hand, he held her cheek against his and breathed the fierce and
tender joy words could not tell.
"Oh, Abraham," she whispered, "do you love me so much--so _very_ much."
"Love you?" he said half defiantly. "You cannot know, for you have not
starved for it as I have. I love you, Ann Rutledge--not for a week or a
month, or a year, but until this mortal shall have put on immortality;
for if souls are immortal as you have taught me, _love is eternal_."
A moment longer they stood in each other's arms. Then he held her away
from him, looked at her and in serious tones said, "Sing for me, Ann:
just one stanza of that good old hymn, 'This is the way I long have
sought.'"
"Hear Ann," Mrs. Rutledge said to her husband as the old-time music of
happy laughter sounded on the stillness of the night.
"Good for Abe!" he answered drowsily; "let them alone."