CHAPTER XXIX. FELICES TER ET AMPLIUS.

Amélie, by accident or by contrivance of her fair companions,--girls are

so wily and sympathetic with each other,--had been left seated by the

side of Philibert, on the twisted roots of a gigantic oak forming a rude

but simple chair fit to enthrone the king of the forest and his dryad

queen. No sound came to break the quiet of the evening hour save

the monotonous plaint of a whippoorwill in a distant brake, and the

ceaseless chirm of insects among the leafy boughs and down in the ferns

that clustered on the knolls round about.

Philibert let fall upon his knee the book which he had been reading. His

voice faltered, he could not continue without emotion the touching tale

of Paolo and Francesca da Rimini. Amélie's eyes were suffused with tears

of pity, for her heart had beat time to the music of Dante's immortal

verse as it dropped in measured cadence from the lips of Philibert.

She had read the pathetic story before, but never comprehended until

now the weakness which is the strength of love. Oh, blessed paradox of

a woman's heart! And how truly the Commedia, which is justly called

Divine, unlocks the secret chambers of the human soul.

“Read no more, Pierre,” said she, “that book is too terrible in its

beauty and in its sadness! I think it was written by a disembodied

spirit who had seen all worlds, knew all hearts, and shared in all

sufferings. It sounds to me like the sad voice of a prophet of woe.”

“Amélie,” replied he, “believe you there are women faithful and true

as Francesca da Rimini? She would not forsake Paolo even in the gloomy

regions of despair. Believe you that there are such women?”

Amélie looked at him with a quick, confident glance. A deep flush

covered her cheek, and her breath went and came rapidly; she knew what

to answer, but she thought it might seem overbold to answer such a

question. A second thought decided her, however. Pierre Philibert would

ask her no question to which she might not answer, she said to herself.

Amélie replied to him slowly, but undoubtingly: “I think there are such

women, Pierre,” replied she, “women who would never, even in the regions

of despair, forsake the man whom they truly love, no, not for all the

terrors recorded in that awful book of Dante!”

“It is a blessed truth, Amélie,” replied he, eagerly; and he thought,

but did not say it, “Such a woman you are; the man who gets your love

gets that which neither earth nor heaven nor hell can take away.”

He continued aloud, “The love of such a woman is truly given away,

Amélie; no one can merit it! It is a woman's grace, not man's

deserving.”

“I know not,” said she; “it is not hard to give away God's gifts: love

should be given freely as God gives it to us. It has no value except

as the bounty of the heart, and looks for no reward but in its own

acceptance.”

“Amélie!” exclaimed he, passionately, turning full towards her; but her

eyes remained fixed upon the ground. “The gift of such a woman's love

has been the dream, the ambition of my life! I may never find it, or

having found it may never be worthy of it; and yet I must find it or

die! I must find it where alone I seek it--there or nowhere! Can you

help me for friendship's sake--for love's sake, Amélie de Repentigny, to

find that one treasure that is precious as life, which is life itself to

the heart of Pierre Philibert?”

He took hold of her passive hands. They trembled in his, but she offered

not to withdraw them. Indeed, she hardly noticed the act in the tide

of emotion which was surging in her bosom. Her heart moved with a wild

yearning to tell him that he had found the treasure he sought,--that a

love as strong and as devoted as that of Francesca da Rimini was her own

free gift to him.

She tried to answer him, but could not. Her hand still remained fast

locked in his. He held to it as a drowning man holds to the hand that is

stretched to save him.

Philibert knew at that moment that the hour of his fate was come.

He would never let go that hand again till he called it his own, or

received from it a sign to be gone forever from the presence of Amélie

de Repentigny.

The soft twilight grew deeper and deeper every moment, changing the rosy

hues of the west into a pale ashen gray, over which hung the lamp of

love,--the evening star, which shines so brightly and sets so soon,--and

ever the sooner as it hastens to become again the morning star of a

brighter day.

The shadow of the broad, spreading tree fell darker round the rustic

seat where sat these two--as myriads have sat before and since, working

out the problems of their lives, and beginning to comprehend each

other, as they await with a thrill of anticipation the moment of mutual

confidence and fond confession.

Pierre Philibert sat some minutes without speaking. He could have sat

so forever, gazing with rapture upon her half-averted countenance, which

beamed with such a divine beauty, all aglow with the happy consciousness

of his ardent admiration, that it seemed the face of a seraph; and in

his heart, if not on his knees, he bent in worship, almost idolatrous,

at her feet.

And yet he trembled, this strong man who had faced death in every form

but this! He trembled by the side of this gentle girl,--but it was for

joy, not for fear. Perfect love casts out fear, and he had no fear now

for Amélie's love, although she had not yet dared to look at him. But

her little hand lay unreprovingly in his,--nestling like a timid bird

which loved to be there, and sought not to escape. He pressed it gently

to his heart; he felt by its magnetic touch, by that dumb alphabet of

love, more eloquent than spoken words, that he had won the heart of

Amélie de Repentigny.

“Pierre,” said she,--she wanted to say it was time to rejoin

their companions, but the words would not come. Her face was still

half-averted, and suffused with an unseen blush, as she felt his strong

arm round her; and his breath, how sweet it seemed, fanning her cheek.

She had no power, no will to resist him, as he drew her close, still

closer to his heart.

She trembled, but was happy. No eye saw but God's through the blessed

twilight; and “God will not reprove Pierre Philibert for loving me,”

thought she, “and why should I?” She tried, or simulated, an attempt at

soft reproof, as a woman will who fears she may be thought too fond and

too easily won, at the very moment she is ready to fall down and kiss

the feet of the man before her.

“Pierre,” said she, “it is time we rejoin our companions; they will

remark our absence. We will go.”

But she still sat there, and made no effort to go. A gossamer thread

could have held her there forever, and how could she put aside the

strong arm that was mightier than her own will?

Pierre spoke now; the feelings so long pent up burst forth in a torrent

that swept away every bond of restraint but that of love's own laws.

He placed his hand tenderly on her cheek, and turned her glowing face

full towards him. Still she dared not look up. She knew well what he was

going to say. She might control her words, but not her tell-tale eyes.

She felt a wild joy flashing and leaping in her bosom, which no art

could conceal, should she look up at this moment in the face of Pierre

Philibert.

“Amélie,” said he, after a pause, “turn those dear eyes, and see and

believe in the truth of mine! No words can express how much I do love

you!”

She gave a start of joy,--not of surprise, for she knew he loved her.

But the avowal of Pierre Philibert's love lifted at once the veil from

her own feelings. She raised her dark, impassioned eyes to his, and

their souls met and embraced in one look both of recognition and bliss.

She spake not, but unconsciously nestled closer to his breast, faltering

out some inarticulate words of tenderness.

“Amélie,” continued he, straining her still harder to his heart, “your

love is all I ask of Heaven and of you. Give me that. I must have it, or

live henceforth a man forlorn in the wide world. Oh, say, darling, can

you, do you care for me?”

“Yes, indeed I do!” replied she, laying her arm over his neck, as if

drawing him towards her with a timid movement, while he stooped and

kissed her sweet mouth and eyes in an ecstasy of passionate joy.

She abandoned herself for a moment to her excess of bliss. “Kiss me,

darling!” said he; and she kissed him more than once, to express her own

great love and assure him that it was all his own.

They sat in silence for some minutes; her cheek lay upon his, as she

breathed his name with many fond, faltering expressions of tenderness.

He felt her tears upon his face. “You weep, Amélie,” said he, starting

up and looking at her cheeks and eyes suffused with moisture.

“I do,” said she, “but it is for joy! Oh, Pierre Philibert, I am

so happy! Let me weep now; I will laugh soon. Forgive me if I have

confessed too readily how much I love you.”

“Forgive you! 'tis I need forgiveness; impetuous that I am to have

forced this confession from you to-night. Those blessed words, 'Yes,

indeed I do,'--God's finger has written them on my heart forever. Never

will I forsake the dear lips which spake them, nor fail in all loving

duty and affection to you, my Amélie, to the end of my life.”

“Of both our lives, Pierre,” replied she; “I can imagine no life, only

death, separated from you. In thought you have always been with me from

the beginning; my life and yours are henceforth one.”

He gave a start of joy, “And you loved me before, Amélie!” exclaimed he.

“Ever and always; but irrevocably since that day of terror and joy when

you saved the life of Le Gardeur, and I vowed to pray for you to the end

of my life.”

“And during these long years in the Convent, Amélie,--when we seemed

utterly forgotten to each other?”

“You were not forgotten by me, Pierre! I prayed for you then,--earnest

prayers for your safety and happiness, never hoping for more; least of

all anticipating such a moment of bliss as the present. Oh, my Pierre,

do not think me bold! You give me the right to love you without shame by

the avowal of your love to me.”

“Amélie!” exclaimed he, kissing her in an ecstasy of joy and admiration,

“what have I done--what can I ever do, to merit or recompense such

condescension as your dear words express?”

“Love me, Pierre! Always love me! That is my reward. That is all I ask,

all my utmost imagination could desire.”

“And this little hand, Amélie, will be forever mine?”

“Forever, Pierre, and the heart along with it.”

He raised her hand reverently to his lips and kissed it. “Let it not be

long,” said he. “Life is too short to curtail one hour of happiness from

the years full of trouble which are most men's lot.”

“But not our lot, Pierre; not ours. With you I forbode no more trouble

in this life, and eternal joy in the next.”

She looked at him, and her eyes seemed to dilate with joy. Her hand

crept timidly up to his thick locks; she fondly brushed them aside from

his broad forehead, which she pressed down to her lips and kissed.

“Tell my aunt and Le Gardeur when we return home,” continued she. “They

love you, and will be glad--nay, overjoyed, to know that I am to be

your--your--”

“My wife!---Amélie, thrice blessed words! Oh, say my wife!”

“Yes, your wife, Pierre! Your true and loving wife forever.”

“Forever! Yes. Love like ours is imperishable as the essence of the soul

itself, and partakes of the immortality of God, being of him and from

him. The Lady de Tilly shall find me a worthy son, and Le Gardeur a true

and faithful brother.”

“And you, Pierre! Oh, say it; that blessed word has not sounded yet in

my ear--what shall I call you?” And she looked in his eyes, drawing his

soul from its inmost depths by the magnetism of her look.

“Your husband,--your true and loving husband, as you are my wife,

Amélie.”

“God be praised!” murmured she in his ear. “Yes, my HUSBAND! The blessed

Virgin has heard my prayers.” And she pressed him in a fond embrace,

while tears of joy flowed from her eyes. “I am indeed happy!”

The words hardly left her lips when a sudden crash of thunder rolled

over their heads and went pealing down the lake and among the islands,

while a black cloud suddenly eclipsed the moon, shedding darkness over

the landscape, which had just begun to brighten in her silvery rays.

Amélie was startled, frightened, clinging hard to the breast of

Pierre, as her natural protector. She trembled and shook as the angry

reverberations rolled away in the distant forests. “Oh, Pierre!”

exclaimed she, “what is that? It is as if a dreadful voice came between

us, forbidding our union! But nothing shall ever do that now, shall it?

Oh, my love!”

“Nothing, Amélie. Be comforted,” replied he. “It is but a thunder-storm

coming up. It will send Le Gardeur and all our gay companions quickly

back to us, and we shall return home an hour sooner, that is all. Heaven

cannot frown on our union, darling.”

“I should love you all the same, Pierre,” whispered she. Amélie was not

hard to persuade; she was neither weak nor superstitious beyond her age

and sex. But she had not much time to indulge in alarms.

In a few minutes the sound of voices was heard; the dip and splash of

hasty paddles followed, and the fleet of canoes came rushing into shore

like a flock of water-fowl seeking shelter in bay or inlet from a storm.

There was a hasty preparation on all sides for departure. The camp-fires

were trampled out lest they should kindle a conflagration in the forest.

The baskets were tossed into one of the large canoes. Philibert and

Amélie embarked in that of Le Gardeur, not without many arch smiles and

pretended regrets on the part of some of the young ladies for having

left them on their last round of the lake.

The clouds kept gathering in the south, and there was no time for

parley. The canoes were headed down the stream, the paddles were plied

vigorously: it was a race to keep ahead of the coming storm, and they

did not quite win it.

The black clouds came rolling over the horizon in still blacker masses,

lower and lower, lashing the very earth with their angry skirts, which

were rent and split with vivid flashes of lightning. The rising wind

almost overpowered with its roaring the thunder that pealed momentarily

nearer and nearer. The rain came down in broad, heavy splashes, followed

by a fierce, pitiless hail, as if Heaven's anger was pursuing them.

Amélie clung to Philibert. She thought of Francesca da Rimini clinging

to Paolo amidst the tempest of wind and the moving darkness, and uttered

tremblingly the words, “Oh, Pierre! what an omen. Shall it be said of us

as of them, 'Amor condusse noi ad una morte'?” (“Love has conducted us

into one death.”)

“God grant we may one day say so,” replied he, pressing her to his

bosom, “when we have earned it by a long life of mutual love and

devotion. But now cheer up, darling; we are home.”

The canoes pushed madly to the bank. The startled holiday party sprang

out; servants were there to help them. All ran across the lawn under

the wildly-tossing trees, and in a few moments, before the storm could

overtake them with its greatest fury, they reached the Manor House, and

were safe under the protection of its strong and hospitable roof.

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