THE DUVAL BALL, CONCLUDED.
The carriage had been in waiting some half an hour; the coachman,
who could not leave his horses, was swearing upon the box, while the
footman sought the shelter of the area door; the deep snow which had
begun the afternoon still lay heaped in chance places, while the rain,
descending in straight lines, made scattered pools of slush and water,
visible when they happened to reflect the wet shining of the corner
lamp-post, at other times a perilous pit for horses’ steps and men’s.
* * * * *
But Flossie sat still in the rose light of her own and inmost room:
her husband was away, and her quilted _sortie de bal_ lay ready on the
lounge beside her. Not softer it than her white shoulders; and even in
the face their owner looked marvellously young for her age.
She rose and drew the satin cloak around her; it was of the very
faintest, palest, wood-bud green, making strange harmony with her ashen
hair; and she walked to the window and looked out into the inhospitable
night. Then--and without the final glance at the mirror that all women
are said to give--she rang the bell, and followed by her maid went down
the stairs alone. The indoor servants, with huge umbrellas, helped
her to the carriage--so silly was it, as Flossie had always told her
husband, for the house to have no _porte-cochère_--and the carriage
lurched off, through the heaps of yet white snow, careening and sinking
in the pools of rain.
But Mrs. Gower’s company is dull to-night; we may leave the ball with
her, but we will not go. Her eyes are jaded with such sights; let us
escort some brighter ones, and gayer spirits, and hearts more fresh
to all impression. Such an one was Mamie’s; and prettily encased it
was, in her glove-like waist that seemed without a wrinkle and made of
whitest kid, over which her shoulders peeped more snowy, and from which
streamed a frothy train of rippling--illusion, do they call it? Gracie
had been down some time, with the old people, when she rippled like the
springtime, down the stairs, with her arch eyes dancing and her cheeks
encarnadine. Gracie’s beauty, to be sure, was greater still; only
somehow, you did not look at it at first; it was but part of her, like
the sky of some fair country.
Mr. and Mrs. Livingstone looked down on Mamie, though, with the happy
pride of being parents to such a poem; they were much too old to go
to balls, and so some married cousin had been found to matronize
them. Miss Brevier alone noted Mamie’s heightened color and evident
excitement; but thought it due to her first ball alone; and the old
people kissed her and complimented her, and gave her obsolete advice,
and sent her off so proudly--to the choice, as some might say, of two
adventurers.
Gracie and Mamie came down and took their first timid look at the
ball from a sort of anteroom, that was one of the ball-rooms and was
yet so near the dressing-room as to grant a hesitating woman _locus
pænitentiæ_, and not commit her finally to the floor. That first glance
at the ball-room; tell me whom you see in it, and whom you don’t see,
and I can tell you, gipsy-like, much of those bodies whose orbits bode
entanglement to yours. Thus it chanced that Gracie saw Haviland and
Arthur; and both saw Mrs. Gower; and Mamie noted that she did not see
either Charlie Townley or Mr. Derwent. I fancy that none of our three
heroines will tell us much about the party, to-night--at least, we
shall learn rather what people said than how they looked and what they
wore--but I may tell the reader confidentially that were it not for
this, we had not come. For may he not read, in to-morrow’s papers, all
about the flowers, and the servants, and the music, and the wines--aye,
and the people who came, and how they looked, and all that may be known
about the women’s dresses?
Both fell to indifferent cavaliers, at first; that is, Mamie to John
Haviland, with whom she had no sympathy, and Gracie to Mr. Kill Van
Kull, who, being a gentleman, though a wicked one, had the grace most
reverently to like her.
John stood with Mamie in the first or outer room, wishing to be with
her, yet knowing not exactly what to say. He could not feed this young
butterfly on thought; and yet she was too bright for commonplaces; and
then, he knew her yet so slightly! And indeed she had not fluttered
through a season yet; and butterflies take knowing best in autumn. So
Mamie thought him dull; and, all the time, that was in his mind which
had made her start to hear. John’s interest was but vicarious, yet,
through Gracie’s--and he was well assured that Charlie would not come.
But we old fellows of a dozen winters, who talk to girls at their first
ball--what chance have our stale cynicisms with the pretty ear by our
side, when its pretty eyes companions are looking for that young fellow
with the incipient mustache, who means shortly to tell her (when our
Heaviness has only left her)--that she is the only person in all his
long life long that he has really ever loved. Throwing over at once his
nurse and his governess, as we may, with our caustic wit, remark; and
we go to Mrs. Gower; she will not repulse us; she will understand us,
and make our seasoned hearts beat fast again.
So, after John has danced once with Mamie, she happens to feel tired
before a certain dark corner; and there Lionel Derwent is standing
alone, torturing his tawny mustache. He has to speak to her; and then
it happens that these two drop aside from the whirling circle--and
Haviland is left alone upon its brink. He watches it for a minute, as
Dante did Francesca’s. It is a smaller circle; it is not “mute of any
light,” nor does Minos stand there “_orribilmente_,” and grin--unless
fat old Tony Duval may do duty for the same, with his unctuous swarthy
face, like some head-waiter on the boulevard--but how much “_più
dolor_”--or less _dolor_--it girdles than the outer world, is John
then wondering. And there he saw “_Semiramìs, di cui si legge--_” many
things, no doubt, and triumphant young Mrs. De Witt, Anadyomene; and
Lady X., and the Countess of Z., and “_Cleopatràs lussuriosa_” and Mrs.
Flossie Gower; “_Elena vidi--e ’l grande Achille--Paris, Tristano, e
più di mille--_” and borne before, most light in all the waltz, Miss
Farnum with Van Kull. She caught his eye one moment, as she floated by,
and his own fell.
But Derwent gave Miss Livingstone his arm, and went--or suffered
himself to be led by her--to a place of fragrant flowers and broad
shadowy leaves. It was quite what Mamie had imagined; and yet she
blushed to feel how pale she was, and then felt all the color leave
again as her heart beat; and then blushed again to feel it beat so near
his strong arm. The poets have told you how a maiden’s color comes and
goes--now you understand the process, quite in the modern manner.
She had no idea the feeling she would have would be like this, and
almost felt the inclination to tears again; but the inspiring strains
of a waltz that came through the heavy curtains helped her out just
then, as does a fiddle to a tragedy-scene in a New York theatre. So she
gave him his dismissal with much courage; and was relieved to find that
Derwent neither fumed nor fainted.
Meantime John Haviland, growing tired of the “_schiera piena_” in the
ball-room, had left his place and wandered from the room, before Miss
Farnum in her turn came round again. Was it lack of tact that made him
enter the conservatory--where so short a time before Miss Livingstone
and Lionel had gone? Derwent looked up at once and saw him; but Mamie
gave a little start that showed her freshness at this sort of thing. “I
hope I don’t interrupt an important conversation” said Haviland.
“Not at all; we were talking of trifles,” answered Derwent, placidly.
“Let’s go down to supper.” Now for a man who has just had his heart
broken to evince a desire for supper, was a thing so new to all Mamie’s
novel-reading experience that she answered with some angry humor that
she was not hungry. “Mr. Haviland can get me an ice, if he likes,”
she added. Just then, Gracie Holyoke came in; and it was poor John’s
heart’s turn to beat. “I will sit here with Grac--with Miss Holyoke,”
added Mamie; and John must needs go get the ice, while Lionel Derwent
stayed behind. He talked to Gracie, though; while Mamie was wild to
tell her she had so well fulfilled her promise. So she passed the time
by looking about the adjacent ball-room for Charlie Townley. Strange to
say, she had not yet seen him anywhere. Well, there was time enough;
she rather liked to have the whole ball gone through with, first.
Perhaps she was foolish to get engaged, at her very first ball. She
would give him his dismissal too; that would make two in one evening!
It was outrageous in him to leave her to herself all through the
evening, even at supper-time, that most favored time of all! Nay, I
fear me, master Charles would have had but an easy victory, had he made
assault just then.
But Charlie she did not see in any of the rooms; and some male
individual in a white waistcoat and catseye stud, who took her through
the rooms and down to supper, even told her that he had not come.
Impossible! Had he not sent her those most particular and private
flowers that she wore, with meaning glances when he asked her of her
dress and time? Had he not as good as told her, once before, when he
had kissed her--Poor Mamie blushed with shame, while her heart pulsed
quick with fear, and her eyes glistened with anger--Come, Charlie, come
quick; and garner in your lovely conquest, ere it be too late!--But no
Charlie comes through all that ball; and Mamie dances feverishly with
anybody, and flirts aimlessly with Howland Starbuck, and is clever,
witty, bright-eyed, radiant, irresistible--and then goes to Mrs. F----,
the chaperone, with stories of a headache, and asking when she is going
home.
When John comes back to the little room with the ice, Mamie who sent
him for it has gone, and Gracie Holyoke and Derwent too. So he sate
him down, disconsolate, amid the bed of orchids, screened by quite a
jungle of banana palms; so poor, so clumsy a pretence of happiness did
all this seem to him! The strains of the shallow music came to him from
the distant ball-room; it was the waltz-tune that was the rage that
winter,--
“Oh, lo-ove for a week--(_tum, tum; rum, tim, tum!_)
“A year, a day, (_tum tum; rum, tum, tum!_)
“But alas for the lo-ove that bi-i-deth alway! (_tum, tum; rum, tim,
tum!_)”
John tried to deafen his ears to the music, which went on despite him,
like the pettiness of life. He had had but one full look at Gracie
Holyoke that night; and that had told him nothing.
A stifling hot-house scent was in the little room, and John had started
up to leave it when there was a rustling in the doorway and Kitty
Farnum stood before him alone.
She had been selected to take part in the spectacle of the evening,
the much-envied fancy-dress minuet, after supper, that was to open
the cotillon; and she wore the rich red brocades of a Louis Quinze
court-dress, her dense hair powdered white, and from this mass of
blazing color rose haughtily the regal neck and head, and the proud
shoulders, and beneath the white masses of her hair her eyes burned
deeply, like two violet stars. A sort of hush of admiration had
attended her wherever she went that evening; and Haviland had heard men
call her the beauty of the ball.
Miss Farnum stood silent for a moment, playing with a scarlet orchid
that was most conspicuous of all among them; a noble figure, the very
picture of a duchess; and Haviland, who had risen at her entrance,
facing her more humbly, and yet like a gentleman, too.
“Mr. Haviland--my life must be settled to-night, one way or another:
_I_ am weary of it. You once were kind enough to take some interest in
me--am I right in supposing that I had a friend in you?”
“Yes,” said John. There was an infinite respect and pity in his tone;
he fancied that he knew what had happened.
“Lord Birmingham has just asked me to become his wife. Am I right in
thinking that you--do not wish to be my husband?”
“Yes,” said John, again. “But oh, Miss Farnum--when we talked of this
upon the coaching party, you did not----”
Miss Farnum shook her head slightly, as if to wave aside her own case
from the question.
“That you do care for Miss Holyoke?”
“Yes,” said he, without hesitating; but more softly still.
“You have chosen nobly, Mr. Haviland.” She said it simply and a little
sadly; and then turned to go.
John grasped her hand and detained it for but one second in his own. “I
shall never win her,” said he. “And oh, Miss Farnum----”
“No word more,” said the other; and then, gayly, “I have better hopes.
Look at me--and see--and see how easy it is to win a woman!” And with a
ripple of light laughter, she was gone.
John sank back to his seat, his head, already a little gray, resting
on his hand. Kitty Farnum’s was the nature he had admired most of
almost any he had ever seen: her soul was individual, cast in that
heroic mould that almost seems forgotten in these days of good-nature,
of average adaptability. And yet not one single air of inspiration,
nor one ray of sympathy nor sunlight that came from higher than the
city’s dust had fallen on the lot of this rich flower. Of all humanity,
from her vulgar mother to the silly partners of her dances, he alone
had said one word of truth to her; and in reward she had given him
her heart! She, capable of being any heroine of all the full world’s
history; and not one red-cross knight was there to see and save her,
nor any man with soul of strength enough to mate with hers; but only
this titled barbarian, who saw the outside of her person and was
pleased.
But the waltz-music still came through the fragrant fall of flowers
that screened this eremite from the loud-laughing world; and the night
was getting on. He felt now as if under pledge to lay his heart that
night at Gracie’s feet; and went in search of her.
He found her, sitting with Mamie Livingstone, who was out of humor and
who would not dance; she was silent, with flushed face and dewy eyes,
looking like some pouting, pretty maid of Greuze. They spoke together
for some minutes; and then wise Lionel Derwent came up and took Miss
Mamie off.
John led Gracie to the deep embrasure of a window; below them, on the
polished floor, the famous minuet was forming; and all the world looked
on expectant. John looked grimly on: he never thought to have said
such words in a ball-room. His very hopelessness gave him courage to
speak his deepest heart; and it was without a change of manner when he
spoke--at last.
She had been speaking sorrowfully of Mamie; you know the strange
confidence that was between these two. “I fear that she is disappointed
that Mr. Townley has not come. Tell me frankly, Mr. Haviland--do you
think there is anything really wrong about him? Do you think that he
could make Mamie happy? She will be so alone in the world, I am afraid,
before very long.”
What could John say? There is a law that even the meanest men abide, to
speak no harm of each other to the other sex. He hesitated. “I think
you need have no fear of Mr. Townley, now,” he said, at last. Derwent
had told him of the day in Wall Street.
Gracie turned her dear eyes full on his; and then the barriers of his
heart broke down. “But I must speak selfishly, Miss Holyoke. I love you
with all my heart--for all my life.”
The words had come so naturally, that they had passed among the spoken
words of memory, and ceased--before Gracie started and the color left
her cheeks. She had not dreamed of this; she had not kept, herself, the
lesson she had given Mamie; and then she blamed herself for having been
too much wrapped up in her own heart history. “O Mr. Haviland,” she
said; “forgive me; I never thought of this.”
She was crying; John’s voice was husky, and he did not trust himself
to speak, but looked across the brilliant room. The minuet was being
danced; and just in front was Kitty Farnum, looking as if radiant
with the triumph of the night. She was walking the minuet with Arthur
Holyoke; who was brilliant in a velvet court-dress, with a sparkling
sword; and opposite was Birmingham, dancing with Mrs. De Witt, but with
eyes for her alone. The other figures in the dance were Mrs. Malgam,
Mrs. Levison Gower, Killian Van Kull and Caryl Wemyss.
John turned his eyes to hers again. “You care for Arthur?”
Many women would have thought he had no right to ask the question; but
Gracie’s was too true a life for this.
“Yes,” she said, clearly.
“Forgive me,” answered John, humbly. And Gracie knew that he was still
her friend; and Arthur’s too.
And so, no more was said between them; and when, the minuet was
finished, Gracie and poor Mamie went home together and Lionel Derwent
went away with John. Mamie tore the flower from her breast, and threw
herself upon her bed in a burst of tears; and Gracie sat with her till
the streaks of dawn appeared.
* * * * *
But Flossie and Kitty Farnum still danced on, untired; and all men
were divided which of these had been the queen of the famous ball.
Already had the business of the work-day world begun when Flossie took
her leave, and went back to the dressing-room, and put on her satin
cloak, and came down the grand staircase, looking strangely brilliant,
younger than ever, people said, with her blazing diamonds and not one
ribbon out of place about her perfect dress. She went down the carpeted
pavilion, Caryl Wemyss putting the ermine _sortie de bal_ with careful
touch about her shoulders.
No one but a policeman and a little crowd of street boys saw them go,
as she got quickly into Caryl Wemyss’s carriage and drove off.