A STORM WITHOUT AND WITHIN.

Heading my horse to the path, I rode out of the glade; but with very

different feelings from those I had on entering it. The words of this

ill-starred maiden--attainted with that sibylline cunning peculiar to

her race--had filled my heart with most dire forebodings. Her speech

could not be mere conjecture, put forth to vex and annoy me? She had

scarcely motive enough for this; besides, her display of a positive

foreknowledge was proof against the supposition, that she was deceiving

me?

"Slayer of red panthers? You may go, but only to grieve."

"Your bell-flower will be plucked and crushed like that you wear so

proudly upon your breast."

These, and other like innuendoes, could not be conjectural? However

obtained, they betokened a knowledge of the past, with an implied

forecast of the future--probable as it was painful. The "yellow fawn,"

too. The reference was clear; Lilian Holt was the yellow fawn. But the

wolf that had "slept in its lair"? Who was the wolf? Who was to make

her a victim? and how? These unpleasant interrogatives passed rapidly

through my mind, and without obtaining reply. I was unable to answer

them, even by conjecture. Enough that there _was_ a wolf; and that

Lilian Holt was in danger of becoming his victim!

This brought me to the consideration of the last words, still ringing in

my ears: "You will be too late--too late!" Prompted by their implied

meaning, I drove the spurs into my horse, and galloped forward--as fast

as the nature of the ground would permit. My mind was in dread

confusion--a chaos of doubt and fear. The half-knowledge I had obtained

was more painful to endure than a misfortune well ascertained: for I

suffered the associated agonies of suspense, and darkly outlined

suspicion. A wolf! In what shape and guise? A victim? How, and by

what means? What the nature of the predicted danger?

The elements seemed in unison with my spirit: as if they too had taken

their cue from the ill-omened bodings of my Indian oracle! A

storm-cloud had suddenly obscured the sun--black as the wing of the

buzzard-vulture. Red shafts were shooting athwart the sky--threatening

to scathe the trees of the forest; thunder rolled continuously along

their tops; and huge isolated rain-drops, like gouts of blood, came

pattering down upon the leaves--soon to fall thick and continuous! I

heeded not these indications. At that moment, what where the elements

to me? What cared I for the clouds or rain--lightning, thunder, or the

riven forest? There was a cloud on my own heart--an electric rush

through my veins--of far more potent spell than the shadows of the sky,

or the coruscations of the ethereal fire. "The wolf has slept in the

lair of the forest deer: the yellow fawn will be his victim. You will

be too late--too late!" These were clouds to be regarded--the fires to

be feared. No heavenly light to guide me along the path, but a flame

infernal burning in my breast?

The bars were down, but it mattered not: I would have leaped the fence,

had there been no gateway; but the entrance to the enclosure was free;

and, galloping through it, I drew bridle in front of the hut. The door

was open--wide open, as was its wont; and I could see most of the

interior. No one appeared within! no one came forth to greet me!

Inside, I observed some pieces of rude furniture--several chairs and a

rough table. I had noticed them on my first visit. They were now in

the same place--just as I had seen them before. One of my apprehensions

was allayed by the sight: the family was still there. "Strange that no

one hears me! that no one comes out to receive me!"

I made these reflections, after having waited a considerable while.

"Surely I was expected? It was the time named by Holt himself? The day

and hour! Was I again unwelcome? and had the squatter relapsed into his

uncourteous mood?"

It certainly had that appearance: more especially, since it was raining

at the moment--as if the very clouds were coming down--and I stood in

need of shelter. But that grievance was little thought of. I was

suffering a chagrin, far more intolerable than the tempest. Where was

Lilian? Such cool reception, on her part, I had not expected. It was

indeed a surprise. Had I mistaken the character of this Idyllian

damsel? Was she, too, an arch creature--a coquette? Had she bestowed

the blossom only to betray me?

I had looked down at the crushed corolla borne upon my breast. I had

promised myself a triumph by its presence there. I had formed pleasant

anticipations of its being recognised--fond hopes of its creating an

effect in my favour. The flower looked drenched and draggled. Its

carmine colour had turned to a dull dark crimson: it was the colour of

blood!

I could bear the suspense no longer. I would have hailed the house; but

by this time I had become convinced that there was no one inside. After

a short survey, I had remarked a change in the appearance of the cabin.

The interstices between the logs--where they had formerly been covered

with skins--were now open. The draping had been removed; and a closer

scrutiny enabled me to perceive, that, so far as human occupants were

concerned, the house was empty! I rode up to the door; and, leaning

over from my saddle, looked in. My conjecture was correct. Only the

chairs and table with one or two similar pieces of "plenishing,"

remained. Everything else had been removed; and some worthless _debris_

strewed over the floor, told that the removal was to be considered

complete. _They were gone_!

It was of no use harbouring a hope that they might still be on the

premises--outside or elsewhere near. The pouring rain forbade such, a

supposition. There was nowhere else--the horse-shed excepted--where

they could have sheltered! themselves from its torrent; and they were

not in the shed. Rosinante was absent from his rude stall--saddle and

bridle had alike disappeared. I needed no further assurance. They were

gone.

With a heavy heart, I slid out of my saddle; led my steed under the

shed; and then entered the deserted dwelling. My footfall upon the

plank-floor sounded heavy and harsh, as I strode over it, making a

survey of the "premises"--my future home. I might have observed with

ludicrous surprise the queer character of the building, and how sadly it

needed repair. But I was in no mood to be merry, either with the house

or its furniture; and, tottering into one of the odd-looking chairs, I

gave way to gloomy reflections. Any one, seeing me at that moment,

would have observed me in an attitude, more benefiting a man about to be

turned out of his estate, than one just entering upon possession!

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